[ASMR] Noble Assassin Holds You
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- Опубліковано 6 лип 2020
- Corrax is having a bad night, but with enough comfort, the two of you can get through it together.
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Here I am again, Hollow with his binaural mic doing roleplays, sometimes some anime stuff. As a creator I try to avoid the typical boyfriend roleplays and instead focus on fantasy stories revolving around personal attention. My goal is to develop my voice acting abilities through my audios, while comforting the listener and taking them on an adventure through words of big characters, tsunderes, and a variety of other reimagined tropes. I see my work less as "Roleplays" and more as acting.
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Assassin: *talks about being scared of being shot*. Also Assassin: lets just chill out by this window and be distracted by the sunrise. I’m suuure nothing will go Wrong.
Tbh I was waiting for one of us to get killed. Necer sit near windows, never. Not of you're afraid of getting murdered.
gilded armor same
its cute his partner makes him feel safe. but yeah, safety first
Pffft-
I think maybe he wants to sit by the window to keep an eye out
“Who’s there”
Me: it’s me
*MITOCHONDRIA THE POWERHOUSE OF THE CELL-*
LMAO 🙊
**Windex bottle noises**
u thought it was amber but it was me, DIOOOOO
It breaks my heart little by little when he’s thinking while feeling conflicted with all the stuff that happened and of course things don’t always turn out the way things plan to be, but being there for someone and knowing that they care makes you feel secure. Corrax is a lovely person but with a horrible past is scared of losing the person he loves and not wanting them to get dragged into the dark shadows of the past that might or might not catch up to them. I just want to hug and caress his hair while saying “It’s ok I will be right here with you and if we do end up dying I would rather be with you then anything so don’t push me away.” I feel like this quote goes well with what’s happening so far. “If you haven't really gotten over the past, you've never lived your present life. What you're chasing now isn't a better future, but a past full of remorse.”
I totally agree with this :)
The counting in the beginning threw me off guard not going to lie
Well at least we know he's not a math teacher
@@asmrasmr3757 I didn't realize hes counting down by sevens 😅😅😅😅 I feel dumb
Him: How can you love someone like me? After all I've done?
Me: Compared to all the other psychos I keep falling in love with you're pretty normal.
Too
* Ahem, ahem * .....
Seungho, that you?
My my my, I don’t realize it was callout-o’clock already-
Me who also does the counting thing: heck yeah anxiety buddies
UNUS ANNUS UNUS ANNUS UNUS ANNUS
I just take really deep breaths
@@andchad723 NONONO SHUT UPPP😭😭😭
Nobody:
Me: writing down the numbers to use for the lottery
same HAHAHHAHA
She walked up front in a daze, following the sound of the rythmic counting. As she rounded the corner into the living room, she saw him, sitting by the window, staring out of it, counting. She cleared her throat and he jumped, turning and scanning the room in a panic until his eyes met hers. Another sleepless night. Ever since she had accepted his confession, he had been in a frenzy, night after night of paranoid pacing. He knew it. He'd tried to cease it but...what good did that ever doo? She walked over and sat beside him by the window, letting him wrap the blanket over them both. If she couldnt fix the issue, she could at least help him calm down. She listened to his ramblings, the way the night seemed to haunt him, tease him with sounds and specters of a life had long forsaken. Had the divine always been so cruel, or was it just to the ones who cared enough to change? But what worried her were the tears, the stream of tears that ran down his tormented face as he begged did an answer. Why did she love him? How could she? She pulled him close and rested her head atop his, letting him bury his face in her shoulder. "How couldn't I love you?" She whispered back. "After everything you've done to change." Gently, she pet his hair and let his breathing even out. His promises to do better made her smile. He'd already fulfilled that promise ten times over. Just as he was. She looked out the window to see the sun peaking over the rooftops and smiled as she kissed his head, lovingly. Not tonight. Nor any night after.
Wow-- impressive
@@bloodykrev7081 thank you!
You had no business making me cry even more about it!!!
;-;
But I loved it keep going
This is really good!! Props to you!
@@spiritlypleasing2157 thanks a million for the support! You guys are the best😄❤
Him crying broke my heart, I'm over here saying "everything will be ok, it's ok to be scared, it's ok if you still think of the past because it did had a great impact in your life" and when he started to say that he doesn't deserve to be loved I just started to be like "You deserve to be love, you have every right to feel loved, you're an amazing, adorable, noble, kind, beautiful, heartwarming human being. The one who could have continued being an assassin but decided to change, that's the important part, *you* decided to take another path. And in the past you weren't a bad person, you did what you thought was right, a thing most people do. So please have faith in yourself...". Yeah I get to deep in this things ;-; I do wish he was real.
Thanks for an amazing video 🧡
"How could love someone like me?"
Me; *setting up projector, white screen and laptop* "please grab a seat my love, in this presentation I shall answer you why"
Corrax: how can you love me
Me: *pulls out scroll of reasons* shall we start with number one, or go straight to the end and work our way up from there?
Me:*pulls out secondary tome of reasons*you forgot this one.
*Pulls down multiple book shelves* FOUND MORE!!!
*Points to the ten seperate archives of reasons.* Forgot some.
@@squish6674 *we all insert our keys into the secret vault of reason* And let me just get the ones outta here real quick.
@@gildedarmor5284 *Nods and helps you. Grabs rolling dollie to help move them.*
I’m so desperately in need of affection and validation that I’m going to be held by an assassin and I’m not going to have a single problem with it
When your assassin bf takes better care of you than you do.
Hollow really be over here making quarantine bearable
But like also imagine how stressful living in constant fear of being apprehended is
Curse my brain for making this sadder than it needs to be. I can only imagine that he isn't telling us the full truth of his night terrors. That the people finding him isn't his only fear. In truth, his greatest fear is for us to leave him. For him to wake up one night only for us to be gone. Either because we left, we were never real, or worst of all, that his days as an assassin has finally caught up to him and we were taken away as revenge for the people he's killed. He loves us too much to want us to know everything because he's scared that it would be a burden to us, which is the last thing he wants. Each night he's scared that he's going to lose us in one way or another. He's finally found happiness and someone whom he deems as perfect. For us to be taken away is nearly as painful as ripping his heart straight from his chest. He's experienced physical pain plenty before, but nothing hurts as much as the one you love to be taken from you. To see them unhappy is one of the worst punishments in the world because love hurts. No matter how wonderful it is it always finds a way to haunt you. To yank at your heart as it toys with your mind and will. He's at peace for once in his life and he will never let it go, even if it's the last thing he does.
The moment he called me love, I felt my heart mELT
Well he did say loVE
When Corrax started crying I wanted hug him so bad and give him love and support.
Dammit Hollow you’re just too good at bringing your characters to life. ❤️❤️❤️
We will always have Sunrise my dear. No matter how dark the night, dawn is only a moment away.
Say you'll share with me each night, each morning. Say you love me, that's all I ask of you.
HE CALLED US LOVE ❤️
Hollow : *starts crying
Me : *pats my hugging pillow
"There there, it's ok to cry :>"
(Sorry if my English is bad >.< )
Your english is great!
"I just got this urge to make sure all the doors and windows where locked"
Oh sum ain't right
This is a really accurate and sensitive depiction of PTSD and it hits me right in the feels. Very good job. I can honestly relate and I'm sure a few other people listening to this can too. I just wanna hug him and tell him it will get better. ❤❤❤❤
I love Corrax, and I want to protect him! From the listener’s perspective, all you can do is love and support him. However, from the sound of things, he has PTSD, and rightfully so. As he said, counting out of order can help focus your mind and calm your anxiety, I’ve even used it myself. PTSD in any form is scary, and hits, sometimes, out of nowhere. That’s why it helps to have loving people by your side. (Sorry for the rant, I love psychology and examining characters.😅)
It is so.....need I say, "noble" of him to think and care about these things in a way. It's interesting to see him conflicted and scared about how his past actions will impact the future, which to me is overall heart warming. It demonstrates his morals and caring personality, which is a good thing, but I can't lie and say that it doesn't hurt to see him this troubled🥺
Damn! I want to give him a hug😅
The fear, anxiety, and even paranoia that Corrax is experiencing felt so real a̶n̶d̶ ̶r̶e̶l̶a̶t̶a̶b̶l̶e̶ that it actually hurts and the way that feeling of getting haunted was put into words feels very accurate, how a year has passed but the fear of it catching up to you is still there. The way that he questions how the listener can even love him knowing what he's done truly reflects that he's actively conscious of what he did and feels unworthy of love because of it-which really is a thing; that promise of him "getting better," which means he wants to become a better person, especially for the (possibly) only person left who gives him love despite the fact that he thinks he doesn't deserve it is good, because more than that, it'll help him be able to move on from what's psychologically haunting him. Because while he can't change the things he did in the past, he can try to be better for himself and the person sticking around and loving him in the present.
I actually teared up.
Corrax: *is best boi*
Also Corrax: how could you love me?
Me: how could I not bby-
Corrax: How can you love me?
Me: Would you like a poem, an essay or a thesis?
The emotional whiplash of wanting to assault Corrax with hugs and dry his tears and melt from him calling us love is not what I expected from this video, but I'll welcome it all the same. 😂
I would rant for a while about why he shouldn't be afraid and list the infinite reasons why we love him, but I'll keep it short and just say thank you for this lovely audio, Hollow 💜
OK I was fine until the end. When he said he’d do better through his tears!
Gods this hurt my heart and made me feel even more connected to our lovely assassin. But the continuing talk of someone coming to attack and finish them off just has me waiting for the other shoe to drop on our emotions.
Haven’t watch the video yet.
but just by the title you got me paranoid!
you keep betraying me and I can’t trust you anymore Hollow
what does he mean by “holding you” like comforting or loving holding?? or like holding me captured?!
I don’t trust you anymore!
We basically sit by the window and cry for 12 minutes
Uncooked Egg yeah i just found out I’m just happy he didn’t betray us because Hollow’s got me really paranoid
@@RowanRoses its kind of worrying when you introduce/bring back a character and the first thing your Fanbase does is beg you not to kill them/have them betray you.
... holy shite, man, this is deep. Impressive writing and acting!
I love corrax so much he has grown so much since his first audio I really hope we can see more of him in the future ❤️
I sense a bittersweet ending coming soon. Always with the bittersweet endings though. I don't know if my heart could take another one 😭
Oh you hear that distant explosion? That was my heart. Great work Hollow!!
On the one hand, I love hearing Corrax again. On the other, why can’t you let him be happy dammit. This one actually deserves it!
And don’t think I didn’t catch that lore drop. Grand Dragon and balance and all that. 👀
This better have a happy ending or so help me
Somehow the phrase he says at the end stopped my own anxiety. It's calming.
Normally I'd be pissed he woke me up but... I can never really be pissed at him. He's too precious.
I have never wanted to give someone a hug so badly... 😥
11:25 I'm actually listening to this while the sun was rising, damn that timing was great ✨
420 views and zero dislikes.
As it should be.
Aww, he’s adorable!
I'm not gonna ask why Kai FREAKING chisaki is here-
-why do fictional characters break my heart and let me comfort them more than anyone in my real-life circle?
I WANNA HUG THIS MAN AND COMFORT HIM
If I were given the chance to actually answer your question, here's my response.
I love you not because I should. Not because I pity you.
Not even because you're handsome and hot and all, even though you are.
I love you just because I do!
and I always would!
I don't need reasons.
God, I don't need anything at all.
I love you because you're you!
You make up the space in my heart and my heart chose you.
You were that special person my heart picked,
and there wasn't a checklist or a specific standard to follow.
My heart literally chose you and just you.
You can't change what you did.
There are mistakes forever engraved.
But, I don't think mistakes are the basis and foundation of love.
I don't believe I am a better judge of who you are because everyone makes mistakes,
and no one is exempt.
You say the ghost of the past might come back at us,
and if it does,
we'll fight it,
together.
Because I love you and I choose to accept you,
and all of the baggages that come in loving you.
Flaws and all.
And,
I can keep staying up late with you,
just counting numbers,
waiting till the sun rises,
hearing you ease when it finally does and say 'not tonight'.
I could keep doing this,
and I'll keep doing this.
because I love you,
yesterday,
today,
and tomorrow.
and that won't change.
I'll keep loving you,
till you can finally sleep through the night.
till you are brave enough to let the past go,
till you decide it's time to move on.
I'll keep loving you.
and I will.
just because it's you.
[sorry if it's long and if you are still reading then thank you for reading this long comment, I just loved the narrative in this one and I knew I had to write my reply.]
kudos! keep it up!
I may be a day late but that doesn't change the fact that this was another great video Hollow. Also, I did not expect to see our noble assassin again and I'm low-key afraid of what might be in store for him in the future.
I can't sleep and this is just what I needed, thank you Hollow. 💖
edit: now i just want to give him a hug
My boiiii got PTSD, it’s ok we can be traumatized beans together :’)
i felt that
He's adorable 🥺this is amazing,I really love your videos
The baby boy jumped out
This is heartbraking. Living with constant fear and guilt. That deep feeling of being chased by the past, thinking again and again the same sharp thoughts. Waiting for the bad things to finaly come to your life and burn into ashes your little kingdom, break down that little home you’ve make with the love of your life... whispering “not tonight” as if you where begging for that to be truth in future sleepless nights yet to come... I’m about to cry
I literally love this character from the bottom of my heart
Not gonna lie,
I had Tokyo Ghoul flashbacks when he was counting backwards by sevens
YES, CORRAX IS BACK! I haven't watched the video yet but I'm excited for whats in store.
Edit: just finished and wow, the way he's developed since his last video is phenomenal.
This makes me want to actually hug this poor guy.
*my maladaptive daydreamer ass watching these knowing damn well what it’s gonna do*
I may have to remember that counting trick next time i'm scared
I realized I dont know which is your real accent. Both your British and American sound super natural 0_0 Great job!!
Him asking me : how can you love a person like me?
Me literally said: I love who you are and what, not what you did in the past.
❤️❤️❤️❤️❤️
Dang right we better have given this sweet baby a hug! He definitely needs one.
I'm simping again... 😌✌💕
Eyyyy! Hollow,thanks mate! I've been waiting a little while for this third part,and you don't cease to amaze me with your voice acting. 👌
When he said "love" my heart stopped
OHHHH I MISSED HIM SO MUCH!!!
HE'S THE PERFECT DEFINITION OF BABY!!
JUST WANT TO PROTECT AND GIVE CUDDLES!!
its 4 in the morning, I was going to sleep but I saw the notification and *ran*
YEAAA thank you for the update, i'm such a simp for this character in particular!!
I would die for this man in an instant
I LOVE IT FROM THE FIRST FEW SECONDS PLEASE KEEP UP THE WORK
Nonono don’t cry! You’ll make me cry 🥺
what am I doing here?
Hmm.Why are you here?
Damm This must be good if Gods here
Have you SINNED God? 🤨
chair but make it electric no this is holy
So... is our sins forgiven??
this was beautiful. thank you ♡
I absolutely love this video
the counting got me ngl also this video is so good i love him
We asked
And he delivered
That crying threw me out of character. HOLLOW HOW CAN YOU DO THIS TO US AAAH
God, I love this man so much. He makes me wanna settle down, have a family and grow old together with him.
Spotted the Tokyo Ghoul reference. He's counting backwards in 7s... Like in _that_ torture sequence.
Hollow has an asmr-quality sigh ☺️
WAS I RIGHT ABOUT THE PALADIN'S PROPHECY INVOLVING THIS ASSASSIN??
If yes...listener here might be in danger...?
GODDAMNIT DON’T CRY BECAUSE IF YOU CRY I’M GOING TO CRY AND IT WILL BE JUST A BIG EMOTIONAL MESS!
Awww hugs...I can't handle it when a guy cries😢🤗
Imma need more of this right here 💀
POOR BABY MUST BE PROTECTED AND SHOWERED WITH LOVE NO ONE SHALL EVER HURT HIM *FIGHT ME*
when he started crying i started to cry too
I just want to give him a huge hug :/
I’m addicted😍
If assassin's do come, I'll fight them all off and protect this precious man.
the pain he felt in this one really cut deep, but I think the most fulfilling part about this story for me is his redemption. after being an assassin and killing people who had their own lives I can only imagine the anguish he would feel being able to have the luxuries he does. but I think even after all of the things he's done in his past he repents and continues to grow so he can get to the point where he can fully overcome his past, I love corrax so much what a baddie, beautiful work as always hollow!
"It distracts you"
Me, suddenly jumping from 91 to 80: no shit, I'm actually concerned
I think lockdown is making me go insane... I love your voice though
stop, my heart broke more when u started crying, dont cry babygorl im here 💖👄💖
I legit teared up when he started crying 😢
Thanks hollow I guess I didn't need my heart anyway 😭❤️
Out of all the numbers he chose seven, which will forever haunt me. How couldn’t I love you... You’re gentle, kind, considerate. Just the fact that you experience these sleepless nights proves that. It might be all I can do to help but you know that my arms are always open for you. I’d rather get caught in this crossfire with you than let you go through it on your own, though that might not be the best thing *giggles*
I listened to this at work and boy was I pathetic trying not to cry while cleaning a toilet
HE'S BAAAACK! :'0 💗💗💗❤️❤️
Everyone in the comments became fucking Shakespeare and tbh I’m LIVING for it
Him: I hear the assassins in the shadows.
Me: it's all up here *pokes top his head* the real assassins are: PTSD, anxiety, crippling depression, there is no question....
Why am I getting Ornvyr flashbacks?
so i cried. a lot.
I'm kinda addicted just a lil 👉👈
I will protect him at all costs! 😭♥️♥️
Him: did i wake you?
Me : ahmi was about to sleep so...nah
Huhuhu i'm early again it's 4 in the morning ♥️😍
Where are you it 4 in the afternoon in ny
10:10 pm over here ✌🏻✌🏻✌🏻
Bruh it’s 9:21 pm in England
@@prince_p0ss I'm in Italy ✌🏻✌🏻
Daniela Caraghiaur Italy 🇮🇹👌spaget