No one is a mistake BROTHA if god made you, then you were meant to be here. He put you through this struggle BECAUSE he know you will be strong enough to get through it. He gave you a good family and good life just enjoy it.
I just found your videos but let me say this: no more apologizing. No apologizing for sharing your story because you're probably helping someone else in their time of need. No apologizing for being emotional and crying. No apologizing for needing to get this off your chest and off your heart. No apologizing....you've spent 29 years apologizing for what you "thought" other people needed to hear: this is about YOU and only YOU. This is YOUR journey, so there's no apologies needed. We all need to deal with the pasts of our parents and of ourselves. You'd be surprised how folks who aren't adopted still don't know their past. These series of videos are important, and powerful, and necessary. Share what you want, keep some for yourself. Again, your journey, no one else. Much love King.
What I got from this is that you're soooo many people loved you. How ironic is that. Your mom loved you so much she couldn't have you close by and not be able to show you that love. Your aunt and uncle loved you so much that it broke them to lose you. Your adopted parents loved you so much that they fought to have you. Boy, you were surrounded by love, powerful love, love that was so strong from all sides ( all the people involved) individually and collectively since the day you was born and its ironic that you didn't experience or maybe felt that love.... I know this might sound funny but you are Harry Potter in a snese of so many loved you and even when this bad thing happened that you lost your mom, the spells of love cast protected you.... I'm overwhelmed by the love and I hope maybe you can see it how I see it. Much love and respect brother. You are loved Mystic.
subeiga benjamin Yes, you where protected by God's love. If you would have stayed with your mom who knows you probably would have ended up another statistic. Living in Watts, in a gang, selling drugs or strung out, or maybe in jail or even dead. God knew what He was doing evening when you didn't understand. Jeremiah 29:11 says: For I know the thoughts that I think towards you, saith the Lord, thoughts of peace, and not of evil, yup give you an expected end. You you where Loved and you needed to be preserved so no your aunt couldn't have you either because God wanted you to have life and that which is abundantly. In the end when it was safe to do so He brought you all back together. Sorry your dad could not experience the joy but I'm pretty sure his prayers were answered. He's probably rejoicing now knowing that you all are together. Sorry for your hurt and pain but look at the bigger picture. In 1984 my mom up and moved us from California to Minnesota we had no family here, none. I was 14 thought she was crazy hated her my favorite great aunt died a year later. Oh how I missed her never understood why until I got grown and begin to think about life and where I'm at and where I probably would be if we had of stayed there. Plan and Purpose for your life.
C Anderson that is a very judgmental and ignorant thing to say. I actually know nothing about this UA-camr as I am in here by way of his adoption story and not his entertainment channel. All I know is he is a man of great emotional maturity to face and be honest about all his pain and loss. So much of the narcissistic chasing of fame is really covering up a desperate desire to feel loved and accepted. Your comment just conveyed a resentment and jealousy of another human being which clearly shows your own unhappiness.
C Anderson you sound like a jealous piece of shit because your life is so fucked up. So sorry u are an ugly person that hates himself and others because your life is so bad. Maybe do something with your life and u wouldn't feel like a piece of shit that thinks everyone that has a little more than you is privledged. Bust your ass and be privledged to. It's not hard to do better for yourself and make better then the cards that were dealt ..
I'm adopted and I thank my birth parents for life, because the easy way out was an abortion. Imagine all the kids that have emotional scars bc their parents would "never choose" adoption, yet they're being mentally, physically and sexually abused bc the parent isn't really able to parent. We ALL have issues, some more then others and your birth family will never fix those issues and vice versa. Meeting your birth family is just the cover of the book, your about to open. Ans they're complete strangers. Set boundaries and make an effort to build the relationship bc they're all trying to heal just like you. Much love and best of luck in the new chapter.
Sensational Finds - thanks for sharing this as I wanted to know if all adopted persons feel the same way (so overwhelmed with rejection loss etc). However from what you said it seems though there maybe similarities in your experiences maybe not all are impacted the same way (am I right?). I know what I have experienced in not having had a 'proper' relationship with my father CAN NO WAY COMPARE TO BEING ADOPTED but it seems to me to be the only thing i can use to even get an inkling or very minute speck of how adopted persons must feel. Hope I haven't said the wrong thing as I don't want to offend or belittle persons' pain so will sign off here but just have to reiterate all children are special and gifts from God no matter the circumstances of our births and life journeys.
" I wasn't with the person becuase I love them, I was with them becuase I didn't love myself. Which in turn I was hoping would make me love myself or feel worthy of being loved." ~the most powerful shit that you hear that makes you think. A lot of people do this becuase it helps them cope internally for a second
Look, I'm new to your channel. Found your adoption videos by chance. I have a son very close to your age. He's 2 years younger. I just want to maybe suggest that you view things through a different lens. You have such an amazing story filled with love. Soooooo many people were and are in love with you. You brought joy to so many lives. And the fact that you are now attempting to assist others with a similar story is nothing short of amazing. Such a contribution to the world is immeasurable. I do although I'm not adopted understand the void you felt but please know you are highly favored. So many people have never experienced such love. How could such a gift ever be a mistake?!?!? I think there are gifts and attributes in you that are rare and valuable. You birth mom needed you in order to turn her situation around. Sounds like your auntie needed you too. I'm sure you gave her an immense amount of love and joy even if it was for a short time. And then you rescued your adopted parents and family. All of those contributions made you the amazing man you are today. Your past mistakes are just that, in the past. You've learned and grown. Well done.....well done.
Great message, w understanding that he's doing his homework, and there's a time to reflect on vulnerabilities for healing. But your positive message is right!.... Hope he REALLY finds Jesus. There's p!enty on UA-cam for the sincere seeker. We all still need people, but in gettng through tough, lonely times, witn Jesus, you will NEVER be alone! For all: Keep Him with you in prayer on good days too, it will help protect you form the snares of tbe evil ione, who loves the insidious downfall w alcohol, loose sex, and suicidal thoughts... Hope he knows how many are praying for him!
Hes not just a black man hes a great man reguardless of race. Just because he is our race of african american doesnt mean we have to call it out. Saying stand up black man is keeping us black folks from intermingling and ending this division we have with the caucasion race.
man you made me cry. you are not a mistake and me saying that ain't gonna change how you feel but from an outsider's perspective it was like hella PLOT TWIST when you said that's how you ended up feeling after everything. it shocked me that i guess you don't see that you were and are SO LOVED. there's so much LOVE for you, around you and because of you. loving something so much will always cause pain. that's just the way it is but you gonna think - because i'm afraid of pain do i not ever love? one day your babies will grow up and cause you pain and hurt because i mean - them kids that what they do. BUT lemme tell you that not for one moment will you regret having them. THINK on that. you're not a mistake. YOU ARE NOT. you are LOVE.
God has a plan for you❤️ and everything happens for a reason. Just remember your the head and not the tail and you’re above and not below. Look how far you have gone. ❤️❤️
Am adopted but it’s just something god put in my life, people may not believe in god but I think it’s a easier way to take it as my family didn’t want me and put in foster care with my bro and him going jail and me begin left on my own to cope with things, please people appreciate your family and the life u have
You’re an amazing guy I hope you understand that so many people love and care for you. You’re not a mistake you gave the people who raised you a purpose of life for whatever reason they didn’t have a child
God's plan for you was meticulously made. Seeing the real & the raw side of you is amazing. You're stronger than you give yourself credit for. God bless you
You’re definitely not alone. I was adopted but sometimes I wish maybe it would’ve been better if I were adopted. You’re not nor would ever be a mistake you’re a blessing. I suffer from bi-polar depression, anxiety and paranoid. I went through a lot and I’m still going through a lot but I refuse to let it get to me. Your videos helped me. Thanks 😁
How can you feel like that when 3 families wanted you. Your mom wanted you your uncle and aunt wanted you and the family that raised you wanted you. You were and are truly Blessed my brother, God Bless you always
The world needs more people like you. Your genuine. God bless you. Thanks for sharing your true self. I just came across your video about your adoption. I'm happy I watched. I love your words. You say everything so right. I cried my eyes out with these adoption videos.
You are not a mistake & u are certainly not a burden, u are in fact a blessing. You have fought all these years and overtime u have become stronger and stronger during this struggle. Take this journey one step at a time & see this as meaning & value, u have been gifted with two mothers now take advantage of it from this day onwards. You can always forgive but never forget, your birth mother has gone through a lot it’s not easy giving away your child imagine all these years not knowing how you were being raised and not raising u herself. We always regret things in life but it’s these regrets that make up who u are! Keep your head held up high, move on slowly and count your blessings! We all love you 🖤
I felt this on a whole different level, I feel as if everything would be better without me here. I remember when I was in my car crying. I called my dad and told him I loved him and he asked me whats going on, and I lost it. I started crying and saying this world would be 10x better without me here. I was on the phone for about an hour, mind you hes at work. He drove to me and stopped me from taking myself out of this world. That moment was painful cause I never wanted to put my parents thru anything like that but I felt they would be better off if I wasnt here. You can get thru everything. Regardless of how low you fall you can overcome anything. We are all here for you bro🙏🏾
Ur helping a lot of people who can relate, even abandonment and relationship issues its a huge help to lots of people. Thanks for sharing and chin up Mystic were your family too
"god gives his hardest battles to his strongest soldiers" keep your head up.your here for a reason.you are your mom and dad's (the ones that raised you) biggest blessing that they could've ever asked for. I'm not adopted but my 2 younger sibling we're adopted out and I can onestly say that it was one of the biggest blessing that they were.the life we were raised in was not met for any child to go through so I see them being the lucky ones that were able to get away. Keep the faith .that what got me through all my tough times. Thank for sharing.❤️💯
You are a great person Mystic. You are here not by mistake but for love and from love. You are a very special person to The Most High God, also of course to those around you; and a Biblical Hebrew Israelite. You are a blessing and a gift to everybody around you, who has a very special mission in life. I appreciate you my friend for I know it was very difficult, for boldly opening up about everything. Thank you for your time Mystic and may The Most High God Bless you🙏✨
Don’t ever blame yourself, your family is lucky to have you because you are an amazing just the way you are and I know you been having a hard time and it wasn’t easy for you cause you been trying to find out what really happen and I know sometimes the truth can hurt but you just have to hear it cause it just what happened and all this amazing fans that you will always have will always be there for you from the beginning till forever and you will be supportive for you for anything and we all love you with all our heart and I hope everything could turn out good between you and your mom and thank you for telling us everything that has happen and being there for us ❤️😁✨💙
I have watched you before. I thought you were hella funny charming and genuine. But your adoption stories have made me subscribe. It's beautiful and no matter what I hope that you get everything you need from this. Your adoptive family will always be there to catch you when you fall hun. And you subs got your back too. Much love and many blessings, xo.
You are definitely not a mistake. You turn out a great man. God's Got Ya! May The Hand of God continue to guide, protect and give you every reason to SHINE.
Mystic, don’t feel bad... I know that you do bc of the situation... think about it, if a baby is born deaf or blind and must be taught to speak sign language or read brail, how do you think they would feel? They would feel more like a “burden” which no person is... no person is a burden. Everyone learns, gets through that one tough time, and then live life to the fullest with whatever problem they have. Never give up Mystic. You’ve gotten this far... keep on going up 👍🏼☝🏼👏🏼
You are never a mistake. A child is never a mistake , there is a reason why you are on this earth. You sharing is going to touch so many peoples lives who are going through the confusion. You have to go through the grieve , let it out each day it will feel better at some point. Take a day at a time. You are Love💖😘
Through all the hurt remember GOD Always had a plan and though at times we may not understand his wisdom we must trust in his LOVE for us! You are not a mistake but an important part of the ALMIGHTY'S marvelous plan.👑💖
As a child it's never your fault. As an adult we are often put in situations that we have to make that's for the better for everyone. At times that may be one of the biggest choice for life for both parties. You are here for a reason and purpose. Your testimony now may help some one else. I can go on for days. I often tell my Family/Friends/Soldiers to take care of you because no one can do it better than you. Please note that if you need to speak to someone to please do so because keeping it buried will continue grow inside you and mold you into someone you are not. STAY BLESSED AND HUMBLED
This is a VERY BEAUTIFUL story and you're not a burden. You're a blessing, a lesson and the reason someone is living. Your story is so POWERFUL and it happened the way it was supposed to happen because you're here to lead and teach. You're doing AMAZING. KEEP UP THE GREAT WORK!!🙏🏽❤
I was struggling to give that thump up, I feel you it's really hard😔😔😔 please don't say that you wasn't supposed to be here I was a mistake too but I'm leaving God knows why you here and you keep make us smiling ☺
Mystic it wasnt hurt you caused other people sweetheart. Its LOVE, you brought, it was so much love that everyone wanted you. You had 3 mothers that needed your love and wanted to nurture you. You are amazing, you are wanted, and you are needed. And even if for your mother and your aunt you brought them love and joy even for a moment that is something they will always have. You are Amazing Hugs to you 💙
I love the fact that you are okay with being vunerable and dealing with your feelings. A lot of men don't know how to deal or don't wanna let other people see them be vunerable because of pride. I love that your dealing with it the best way you know how and letting us in because this is something that is very personal. I commend you my brother. You are truly an inspiration!
YES YOU MEANT TO BE HERE. Glad you here! God gives his hardest battles to his strongest soldiers. Pain is another side of love. Keep going, your future is going to be AMAZING. God had you here for a reason. Touched hearts & souls. Proud you👏🏾
God makes no mistakes. 4 million followers, you are here for a reason. Keep your head up. I hope this new information brings you closure and you can have a healthy relationship with your birth family. Give yourself time to process it all. You have our support
You sharing this was powerful brotha. Never feel like you were a mistake or shouldn't be here. Prior to this video based off all your subscribers you have changed many lives and made any people laugh. Letting your subscribers see this personal and emotional journey in your life speaks volumes. Im sure you have many subscribers that that have been adopted or given their children up for adoption. This may be the one thing that saves them or give them that opportunity to find their loved ones if possible. Keep your head up brotha.
I am glad to see that you know your birth mother. I met my birth mother when I was 7 and now I live with her. It was a very hard time but I forgave her. I love my mom and I know that you love your mother too.
Your not ever a mistake. Look at all you’ve done for so many of us. Your are strong, brave, smart, talented. It will help with time. It will get better. We are here to help you as much as you’ve helped us. Thank your for sharing your story and your issues your going through.
Apology accepted. I will always respect you no matter what and the fact you were adopted can be sad in one way and in another it can be cool but we all know that you are special the way you are. May God guide you and protect forever and ever
Your a blessing from god bro. Keep your head up and stay positive. The world needs more people like you. your a gift. you influence the world with positivity and that’s what we need 🙏🏽
You have me crying so bad. I have thought about starting my UA-cam channel to find my birth grandparents and family. My mom was adopted & she passed away when I was 29 so in 2016 and it’s been a void in her life and in mine. My mom was my everything and now I have no one so I’m really trying to find them. Thank you for inspiring me. I hope maybe I can hear from you.
It's not ur fault one bit. Pls dont think that. U were born and that was gods plan. Not ur moms. Whatever happened and is happening, is for a good cause. U know that. Keep ur faith in the lord, Satan is really trying his best with u from what ur saying. With multiple girls, drinking, thinking about suicides. he slowly wants to destroy u and get in ur head. He wants u to believe that it's ur fault. But it's not. U are a GIFT not a mistake. I believe that everything can come together in ur family. Bring ur head back up. Be strong.
Mystic I don’t want you too feel lik your a mistake because that’s how u have felt in the past and it made you go down a dark road. You were meant to be here you have a purpose, and yours is to testify your life in order to help you and others. Continue to keep in touch with your family and learn more about yourself and continue to grow. I’ve truly enjoyed watching your journey over the years the ups and downs and love your rawness and openness/vulnerability. I truly hope this form of therapy helps because the more you share the less it hurts. Hope you see this and hope it helps alittle. Much love ❤️.
Nobody is a mistake, youre a gift from God for the people you love ! I bet that everyone is so gratefull to have you around them and with them allot of people online. Im not one of your followers youre story appeared on my timeline. Watched a few of your uploads now. Keep up the good work my man youre story reached me in the netherlands and made me kiss my mom extra and prayed extra for my dad who passed November. So you are definatly no mistake ! Keep up what you do ! Bless
Watching you put the pieces of your puzzle together is inspiring. This is your testimony which will help others along their path. Don’t consume others decisions as your fault, I wasn’t adopted but my mother let my grandmother raise me. I’m on this same journey of finding out why. I noticed it prevented me from becoming close to any woman in my life and Im a female; but female friends were far and few. In order to move past this I had to heal myself and find out why my brothers got to live there but I wasn’t. My point is, even if your Aunt had raised you the pain is still the same. Seem like they both love you dearly maybe The Most High needed to make you neutral in the situation for you to help mend the relationship because the love they have for you would make them do it. Hope you continue your relationship with them more healing in the process. Plus it seems that you have been blessed with wonderful parents so you have love all around. Remember your on the path to revealing your purpose don’t ever confuse that with being a mistake call you aunt for clarification and ask your mother some questions if need to but get answers and close those doors so you have no reason to feel confused.
We love you Isaiah! PLEASE don't ever think you were a mistake, you were just a blessing they weren't ready For! Your such a sweet soul with a smile that can light up a room! You touch so many people everyday! Keep your head up you have so many people behind you.
Watching this video made me teary eyed. Dont ever think your a mistake! At the end of the day look how you turned out. Your an amazing man with a huge heart and your doing a great job with these videos. Your making so many people smile and happy. Im greatful for your channel. Ive never been adopted but i can relate in some ways because i grew up without a father. Your videos lift my spirit everyday i see a new video
Thankyou King...I'm 48 and I Relize I still feel some of the Rejection...Now I try so hard NOT to push people away....I Love THE MOST HIGH But I don't know how to stop pushing people away.... I Love You Brave Soul,I Have so much RESPECT &HONOR for You.
You know what young man! I'm so sorry you and your family have gone through this. I'm here to tell you God makes no mistakes! Every path or obstacles we are given are the Lord way of testing our strength and showing us our paths. You are meant for something great and life changing and helping others in situations they may feel that can't pull through alone ❤ God bless you and yours.
I understand bro, your not alone I've gone through the same thing and still kinda going through it. But never loose yourself, you were put on this earth for a reason, God put you here to do something great. And I'm pretty sure for some of the ppl watching you definitely helped them. You helped someone out here going through worse things probably. Stay strong man.
Mystic you really inspire most of us out here, I been watching you since 2016 and I’ve always looked up to you bc your such a good creator, a funny person, most of these messages coming from you are one of the best, nobody should go through this, god has many plans for you.
I too am adopted and so many of us feel what you’ve expressed. There is always pain on both sides. Adoption stems from sadness. The good news is that it doesn’t mean that we will be sad forever. I would recommend the following books: Journey of the adopted self by Betty Jean Lifton The Primal Wound and Coming Home to Self by Nancy Verrier Adoption Healing...a Path to Recovery by Joseph M. Soll I send you so much understanding and compassion.
This just goes to show that you never know what a person is or has been through in their life. Mystic- keep doing great things man. You were put on this Earth for a reason.
Isaiah, you are a strong and beautiful person. I don’t know what it’s like to be adopted, but I can only imagine the hurt and emptiness you feel on a day to day basis.. however, I do know what it’s like to have that same emptiness. My father was never in my life, but has 3 other kids that he loves and cares for and lives with everyday. I know how it feels to think you’re a burden and think “why am I here?”. But always remember, you’re here for a reason. Your birth family may not have been in your life always, but they are here now. And they all seem to genuinely love you. Your family has doubled in size, you now have so many people who are here for you, who love and care for you. You ARE worthy. I pray that God heals your mother, I pray that God allows you to feel whole again and take away the pain you’ve been feeling. Stay strong!
I'm so glad you posted these videos about your adoption story. You are so strong & brave for opening yourself up the way you did. I'm sure they will help others along the way. God bless you & keep your head up. You are meant to be & you touch people life everyday.
This is only the 2nd video I’ve watched; the 1st one was ‘meeting my birth mom’. Let me tell you... you’re an amazing individual!!! THANK YOU FOR BEING VULNERABLE. You have no idea who you’re helping. I am one of them. I want to say thank you. You’re a handsome you man with an awesome heart & now with a story that is helping a lot of people. Thank you. Oh and new subscriber. 😃
Aww mystic most don’t know the pain you have endured over these 29 years of ur life including myself but we are all put on this earth for a reason with a different story to tell aka our lives are different that’s what makes you .... YOU ! glad u are filling this void in ur heart no matter how long it takes for you to feel complete WE ARE HERE 100% ! Look at how ur life experiences you are willing to help another in the same situation!! This is ur purpose not many can ,will or have helped another 💯💯💯LOVE IS LOVE ❤️
O my God sweetheart you are no one's mistake. You are God's purpose. I'm flooding with tears. I love your heart your spirit. You're changing someone's life for the better. You have stamp my heart. Love you Isaiah💖
Your story has helped and would continue to help so many people, so don't ever think you are a mistake. Your purpose is aligned to the pain and trauma that you have gone and still going through... You can't undo the past, but trust me when I say, you have to be grateful that you ended up in good hands. There are so many children that were adopted and they lived through hell. There are also children who remain with their parents and lived through hell. Thank God you didn't. I lived in 8 different homes from 3-18yrs and was abused by people who were supposed to nurture and love me, hence the reason I say, you are fortunate you ended up in good hands. While the past would always be a part of your existence, your future is bright... Continue to make others happy, it is what you are called to do. I pray your brokeness will be healed. Blessings
ye she prob woulda force you into becoming a teacher or some main stream shit. lol but look where you at!!! we all love you , and even though we didn't fill that gap a mother can, you are very much appreciated here and loved.
Its ok thank you for sharing .i also was adopted as a newborn and i did my own research and found my family in 2012 after finding out when i was 13 in 88 when my parents past.it was unreal for me and i was upset and now im at peace but i missed meeting my real mom they said by 6 months before i found them and it broke my heart i lost two moms and a dad .now im looking for my dad side hopefully ill have closer .thank u for your story💙
Jesus loves you and there was no mistake when he placed you in this world. You have a beautiful testimony that will be of light and hope to many. It's already begun. God bless you!
You're not a mistake GOD put you here on earth to do what you do now which is helping others dealing similar issues that you went through.. I also have an adopted niece going through similar issues. I do appreciate you open yourself up and put yourself out there.. It tells me that you VERY strong person. Keep staying strong!!
I feel you. I've said all of those things. You are here and you are alive and you were a baby and had no control over adult decisions. I wish I could hug you and hold you till you feel love. As a mom and someone who has loved kids in my house whom I didn't birth, know you are a light and a joy to be here. Keep talking about it, it's a part of the healing process. Much love.
Your not drowning us in your problems its a beautiful thing to watch and i feel like this helped me open up more with my parents my mom never told me she loved me growing up she never showed she cared and I wasn’t planned so I went thru depression pain and anxiety that led to me being a bad child guess i was just searching for some kind of attention but to keep this short this is amazing that your making these videos because you can help alot of ppl even if they didn’t go thru the exact same thing you went through
I came across your page on youtube by accident. But Isaiah never say you were a mistake. You brought joy to your family and adoptive family. How blessed were you for that. Not just one or two families but three got to love you beyond words. Lift your head up high. Jesus doesn't make mistakes, he is perfect and you are perfect to him. God bless you and enjoy this new chapter in your life. 💙💙💙
Your birth story and meeting your birth mom were the best videos I have ever seen on UA-cam I cried on each one!!!! Keep opening up you have a new follower!!!
Stop blaming yourself! Time Heals! Put your trust in God He is always watching over you I just want to remind you that he Loves you sooo much! We love you bro🙏🏽❤💛
thank you for shedding a true light on what many of us have to experience. you described the pain in a nutshell. trying to help outsiders understand it is really hard and has ruined many relationships of mine due to never being on the same page. feeling angry that someone in a better situation has the nerve to complain when the life they are complaining about is all that I have ever wanted. but one day just like the rest of us, I had to realize that its not their fault, and my burden isn't always meant to be shared even if it feels too heavy to carry on my own.
Your here for a reason.You are a gift to them you don't ever have to feel that way.Because you had to deal with a lot to. I have ever been adopted but I feel like I'm not part of my own family because of all the mess that goes on I feel like a black sheep. So I feel like I was born in to the wrong family especially my mom's side. But I get more love from my dad's side of the family. Be blessed Isaiah.
We not here for comody bro we here for you 😎😎😎😎
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No one is a mistake BROTHA if god made you, then you were meant to be here. He put you through this struggle BECAUSE he know you will be strong enough to get through it. He gave you a good family and good life just enjoy it.
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Amen!!! God and many others love u so much!!
Preach !
I just found your videos but let me say this: no more apologizing. No apologizing for sharing your story because you're probably helping someone else in their time of need. No apologizing for being emotional and crying. No apologizing for needing to get this off your chest and off your heart. No apologizing....you've spent 29 years apologizing for what you "thought" other people needed to hear: this is about YOU and only YOU. This is YOUR journey, so there's no apologies needed. We all need to deal with the pasts of our parents and of ourselves. You'd be surprised how folks who aren't adopted still don't know their past. These series of videos are important, and powerful, and necessary. Share what you want, keep some for yourself. Again, your journey, no one else. Much love King.
What I got from this is that you're soooo many people loved you. How ironic is that. Your mom loved you so much she couldn't have you close by and not be able to show you that love. Your aunt and uncle loved you so much that it broke them to lose you. Your adopted parents loved you so much that they fought to have you. Boy, you were surrounded by love, powerful love, love that was so strong from all sides ( all the people involved) individually and collectively since the day you was born and its ironic that you didn't experience or maybe felt that love.... I know this might sound funny but you are Harry Potter in a snese of so many loved you and even when this bad thing happened that you lost your mom, the spells of love cast protected you.... I'm overwhelmed by the love and I hope maybe you can see it how I see it. Much love and respect brother. You are loved Mystic.
subeiga benjamin Yes, you where protected by God's love. If you would have stayed with your mom who knows you probably would have ended up another statistic. Living in Watts, in a gang, selling drugs or strung out, or maybe in jail or even dead. God knew what He was doing evening when you didn't understand.
Jeremiah 29:11 says: For I know the thoughts that I think towards you, saith the Lord, thoughts of peace, and not of evil, yup give you an expected end.
You you where Loved and you needed to be preserved so no your aunt couldn't have you either because God wanted you to have life and that which is abundantly. In the end when it was safe to do so He brought you all back together. Sorry your dad could not experience the joy but I'm pretty sure his prayers were answered. He's probably rejoicing now knowing that you all are together. Sorry for your hurt and pain but look at the bigger picture.
In 1984 my mom up and moved us from California to Minnesota we had no family here, none. I was 14 thought she was crazy hated her my favorite great aunt died a year later. Oh how I missed her never understood why until I got grown and begin to think about life and where I'm at and where I probably would be if we had of stayed there. Plan and Purpose for your life.
C Anderson that is a very judgmental and ignorant thing to say. I actually know nothing about this UA-camr as I am in here by way of his adoption story and not his entertainment channel. All I know is he is a man of great emotional maturity to face and be honest about all his pain and loss. So much of the narcissistic chasing of fame is really covering up a desperate desire to feel loved and accepted. Your comment just conveyed a resentment and jealousy of another human being which clearly shows your own unhappiness.
So beautifully written
C Anderson you sound like a jealous piece of shit because your life is so fucked up. So sorry u are an ugly person that hates himself and others because your life is so bad. Maybe do something with your life and u wouldn't feel like a piece of shit that thinks everyone that has a little more than you is privledged. Bust your ass and be privledged to. It's not hard to do better for yourself and make better then the cards that were dealt ..
C Anderson that was very rude and wow u should really be ashamed of your self . Who says that wtf
I'm adopted and I thank my birth parents for life, because the easy way out was an abortion. Imagine all the kids that have emotional scars bc their parents would "never choose" adoption, yet they're being mentally, physically and sexually abused bc the parent isn't really able to parent. We ALL have issues, some more then others and your birth family will never fix those issues and vice versa. Meeting your birth family is just the cover of the book, your about to open. Ans they're complete strangers. Set boundaries and make an effort to build the relationship bc they're all trying to heal just like you. Much love and best of luck in the new chapter.
Sensational Finds - thanks for sharing this as I wanted to know if all adopted persons feel the same way (so overwhelmed with rejection loss etc). However from what you said it seems though there maybe similarities in your experiences maybe not all are impacted the same way (am I right?).
I know what I have experienced in not having had a 'proper' relationship with my father CAN NO WAY COMPARE TO BEING ADOPTED but it seems to me to be the only thing i can use to even get an inkling or very minute speck of how adopted persons must feel.
Hope I haven't said the wrong thing as I don't want to offend or belittle persons' pain so will sign off here but just have to reiterate all children are special and gifts from God no matter the circumstances of our births and life journeys.
What's wrong with abortion?
J Mo it didn’t happen to the people who believe in it.....
J Mo abortion is murder
Keep this man in your prayers guys. He’s hurting. Only Jesus can mend your brokenness brother ♥️ draw closer to God 🙏🏽💕
No truer words! If the world just knew that only Jesus can fill the void inside of you
Amen
You're definitely not a mistake and nobody should ever feel like that . got me over here tearing up
my heart goes to you.... there is a void that only God can fill & i pray He will help you through this.
" I wasn't with the person becuase I love them, I was with them becuase I didn't love myself. Which in turn I was hoping would make me love myself or feel worthy of being loved." ~the most powerful shit that you hear that makes you think. A lot of people do this becuase it helps them cope internally for a second
I'm one of them.... I just don't know what else to do
Look, I'm new to your channel. Found your adoption videos by chance. I have a son very close to your age. He's 2 years younger. I just want to maybe suggest that you view things through a different lens. You have such an amazing story filled with love. Soooooo many people were and are in love with you. You brought joy to so many lives. And the fact that you are now attempting to assist others with a similar story is nothing short of amazing. Such a contribution to the world is immeasurable. I do although I'm not adopted understand the void you felt but please know you are highly favored. So many people have never experienced such love. How could such a gift ever be a mistake?!?!? I think there are gifts and attributes in you that are rare and valuable. You birth mom needed you in order to turn her situation around. Sounds like your auntie needed you too. I'm sure you gave her an immense amount of love and joy even if it was for a short time. And then you rescued your adopted parents and family. All of those contributions made you the amazing man you are today. Your past mistakes are just that, in the past. You've learned and grown. Well done.....well done.
Awesome words.
*Stand up black man! you're here for a reason. Don't let the devil steal your soul be strong and always remember you're here for a reason..*
DJ Salsero musica facts.. well said bro bro
Great message, w understanding that he's doing his homework, and there's a time to reflect on vulnerabilities for healing. But your positive message is right!.... Hope he REALLY finds Jesus. There's p!enty on UA-cam for the sincere seeker. We all still need people, but in gettng through tough, lonely times, witn Jesus, you will NEVER be alone! For all: Keep Him with you in prayer on good days too, it will help protect you form the snares of tbe evil ione, who loves the insidious downfall w alcohol, loose sex, and suicidal thoughts... Hope he knows how many are praying for him!
true. but you don't have to call him BLACK MAN
you tell em
Hes not just a black man hes a great man reguardless of race. Just because he is our race of african american doesnt mean we have to call it out. Saying stand up black man is keeping us black folks from intermingling and ending this division we have with the caucasion race.
man you made me cry. you are not a mistake and me saying that ain't gonna change how you feel but from an outsider's perspective it was like hella PLOT TWIST when you said that's how you ended up feeling after everything. it shocked me that i guess you don't see that you were and are SO LOVED. there's so much LOVE for you, around you and because of you. loving something so much will always cause pain. that's just the way it is but you gonna think - because i'm afraid of pain do i not ever love? one day your babies will grow up and cause you pain and hurt because i mean - them kids that what they do. BUT lemme tell you that not for one moment will you regret having them. THINK on that. you're not a mistake. YOU ARE NOT. you are LOVE.
joy said I love wat u said thats beautiful and u said u speaking positive i like that god bless u
Yes ❣️
Beautiful
The fact that he thinks he Is a mistake breaks my heart. :///
joy said I love your comment, it's really beautiful!
Keep your head up bro
never would it be better without you, you’re here being a mentor to millions, we all love you!! ❤️❤️
God has a plan for you❤️ and everything happens for a reason. Just remember your the head and not the tail and you’re above and not below. Look how far you have gone. ❤️❤️
Jasmine Maipose that’s so nice!!
Yes amen
It's ok hun look how u turned out a great person ❤️
Queen GwenAsmr yes he did . aww so sweet love your comment 😊😉😍😍😍😍😍😏
He fucked mcqueens girlfriend
George B who that
XSG mega mcqueen
lmfaoo "chillout" (dog voice)
Am adopted but it’s just something god put in my life, people may not believe in god but I think it’s a easier way to take it as my family didn’t want me and put in foster care with my bro and him going jail and me begin left on my own to cope with things, please people appreciate your family and the life u have
You’re an amazing guy I hope you understand that so many people love and care for you. You’re not a mistake you gave the people who raised you a purpose of life for whatever reason they didn’t have a child
God's plan for you was meticulously made. Seeing the real & the raw side of you is amazing. You're stronger than you give yourself credit for. God bless you
You’re definitely not alone. I was adopted but sometimes I wish maybe it would’ve been better if I were adopted. You’re not nor would ever be a mistake you’re a blessing. I suffer from bi-polar depression, anxiety and paranoid. I went through a lot and I’m still going through a lot but I refuse to let it get to me. Your videos helped me. Thanks 😁
After every rain storm there is sunshine.
YOU’RE NOT DOING ANYTHING WRONG! KEEP DOING THIS KIND OF VIDEOS IF YOU FEEL LIKE YOU’VE TO GET SOMETHING OUT.
Nothing has ever explained my emotions about my adoption more. Thank you for putting my hurt into words because I never could.
How can you feel like that when 3 families wanted you. Your mom wanted you your uncle and aunt wanted you and the family that raised you wanted you. You were and are truly Blessed my brother, God Bless you always
The world needs more people like you. Your genuine. God bless you. Thanks for sharing your true self. I just came across your video about your adoption. I'm happy I watched. I love your words. You say everything so right. I cried my eyes out with these adoption videos.
Thank you for sharing your story with us, I love you so much❤️
You are not a mistake & u are certainly not a burden, u are in fact a blessing. You have fought all these years and overtime u have become stronger and stronger during this struggle. Take this journey one step at a time & see this as meaning & value, u have been gifted with two mothers now take advantage of it from this day onwards. You can always forgive but never forget, your birth mother has gone through a lot it’s not easy giving away your child imagine all these years not knowing how you were being raised and not raising u herself. We always regret things in life but it’s these regrets that make up who u are! Keep your head held up high, move on slowly and count your blessings! We all love you 🖤
Benji Ryan couldn’t have been said any better💞
I felt this on a whole different level, I feel as if everything would be better without me here. I remember when I was in my car crying. I called my dad and told him I loved him and he asked me whats going on, and I lost it. I started crying and saying this world would be 10x better without me here. I was on the phone for about an hour, mind you hes at work. He drove to me and stopped me from taking myself out of this world. That moment was painful cause I never wanted to put my parents thru anything like that but I felt they would be better off if I wasnt here. You can get thru everything. Regardless of how low you fall you can overcome anything. We are all here for you bro🙏🏾
Ur helping a lot of people who can relate, even abandonment and relationship issues its a huge help to lots of people. Thanks for sharing and chin up Mystic were your family too
"god gives his hardest battles to his strongest soldiers" keep your head up.your here for a reason.you are your mom and dad's (the ones that raised you) biggest blessing that they could've ever asked for. I'm not adopted but my 2 younger sibling we're adopted out and I can onestly say that it was one of the biggest blessing that they were.the life we were raised in was not met for any child to go through so I see them being the lucky ones that were able to get away. Keep the faith .that what got me through all my tough times. Thank for sharing.❤️💯
You are a great person Mystic. You are here not by mistake but for love and from love. You are a very special person to The Most High God, also of course to those around you; and a Biblical Hebrew Israelite. You are a blessing and a gift to everybody around you, who has a very special mission in life. I appreciate you my friend for I know it was very difficult, for boldly opening up about everything. Thank you for your time Mystic and may The Most High God Bless you🙏✨
Don’t ever blame yourself, your family is lucky to have you because you are an amazing just the way you are and I know you been having a hard time and it wasn’t easy for you cause you been trying to find out what really happen and I know sometimes the truth can hurt but you just have to hear it cause it just what happened and all this amazing fans that you will always have will always be there for you from the beginning till forever and you will be supportive for you for anything and we all love you with all our heart and I hope everything could turn out good between you and your mom and thank you for telling us everything that has happen and being there for us ❤️😁✨💙
Thanks for sharing ur journey.
I have watched you before. I thought you were hella funny charming and genuine. But your adoption stories have made me subscribe. It's beautiful and no matter what I hope that you get everything you need from this. Your adoptive family will always be there to catch you when you fall hun. And you subs got your back too. Much love and many blessings, xo.
You are definitely not a mistake. You turn out a great man. God's Got Ya! May The Hand of God continue to guide, protect and give you every reason to SHINE.
Love you bro, really enjoy the videos I appreciate your time.
Rodeen Edwards i always see u in the comment section u are a true fan man ✊❤👏👏👏
Lil Jit yea for sure I'm a true fan, I'm a youtuber so I love people who is real.
Mystic, don’t feel bad... I know that you do bc of the situation... think about it, if a baby is born deaf or blind and must be taught to speak sign language or read brail, how do you think they would feel? They would feel more like a “burden” which no person is... no person is a burden. Everyone learns, gets through that one tough time, and then live life to the fullest with whatever problem they have. Never give up Mystic. You’ve gotten this far... keep on going up 👍🏼☝🏼👏🏼
You are never a mistake. A child is never a mistake , there is a reason why you are on this earth. You sharing is going to touch so many peoples lives who are going through the confusion. You have to go through the grieve , let it out each day it will feel better at some point. Take a day at a time. You are Love💖😘
Amen
Through all the hurt remember GOD Always had a plan and though at times we may not understand his wisdom we must trust in his LOVE for us! You are not a mistake but an important part of the ALMIGHTY'S marvelous plan.👑💖
Pick up your head KING👑. You'll make it through💙
ELISHA KANI you'r comment really helped me. Thank you♡
Amen sister💓
Best comment on this thread.
As a child it's never your fault.
As an adult we are often put in situations that we have to make that's for the better for everyone. At times that may be one of the biggest choice for life for both parties.
You are here for a reason and purpose.
Your testimony now may help some one else.
I can go on for days.
I often tell my Family/Friends/Soldiers to take care of you because no one can do it better than you.
Please note that if you need to speak to someone to please do so because keeping it buried will continue grow inside you and mold you into someone you are not.
STAY BLESSED AND HUMBLED
Well said. Love this man
Not really
This is a VERY BEAUTIFUL story and you're not a burden. You're a blessing, a lesson and the reason someone is living. Your story is so POWERFUL and it happened the way it was supposed to happen because you're here to lead and teach. You're doing AMAZING. KEEP UP THE GREAT WORK!!🙏🏽❤
Thank you for sharing your journey with us ✊🏽❤️✨
I was struggling to give that thump up, I feel you it's really hard😔😔😔 please don't say that you wasn't supposed to be here I was a mistake too but I'm leaving God knows why you here and you keep make us smiling ☺
myrlanda g you guys were ment to here in a good way
myrlanda g you two are not a mistacke
EVERYONE has a reason to be here...
Majority of the human race were mistakes.
Mason Be Like your not making it any better at all no one is a mistake genius
Mystic it wasnt hurt you caused other people sweetheart. Its LOVE, you brought, it was so much love that everyone wanted you. You had 3 mothers that needed your love and wanted to nurture you. You are amazing, you are wanted, and you are needed. And even if for your mother and your aunt you brought them love and joy even for a moment that is something they will always have. You are Amazing Hugs to you 💙
Miranda Park well said. He doesn’t realize everyone was fighting to have him. Everyone loved him so much. He’s not a mistake
I love the fact that you are okay with being vunerable and dealing with your feelings. A lot of men don't know how to deal or don't wanna let other people see them be vunerable because of pride. I love that your dealing with it the best way you know how and letting us in because this is something that is very personal. I commend you my brother. You are truly an inspiration!
Your transparency is so inspiring. Thanks for being real.
Never be scared to express your feelings ☺
Kevin THATS RIGHT!!!!
Turn to God our Most High! You are special and you are loved! You are here with purpose ❤️ love you keeping you in my prayers !
May God be with you Mark 💯🗣💛
YES YOU MEANT TO BE HERE. Glad you here! God gives his hardest battles to his strongest soldiers. Pain is another side of love.
Keep going, your future is going to be AMAZING. God had you here for a reason. Touched hearts & souls. Proud you👏🏾
God makes no mistakes. 4 million followers, you are here for a reason. Keep your head up. I hope this new information brings you closure and you can have a healthy relationship with your birth family. Give yourself time to process it all. You have our support
Mystic you have transformed into a better person. This is very inspirational.
You sharing this was powerful brotha. Never feel like you were a mistake or shouldn't be here. Prior to this video based off all your subscribers you have changed many lives and made any people laugh. Letting your subscribers see this personal and emotional journey in your life speaks volumes. Im sure you have many subscribers that that have been adopted or given their children up for adoption. This may be the one thing that saves them or give them that opportunity to find their loved ones if possible. Keep your head up brotha.
I am glad to see that you know your birth mother. I met my birth mother when I was 7 and now I live with her. It was a very hard time but I forgave her. I love my mom and I know that you love your mother too.
Your strength is unbelievably admirable. You are definitely here for a reason. Keep your head up.
Your not ever a mistake. Look at all you’ve done for so many of us. Your are strong, brave, smart, talented. It will help with time. It will get better. We are here to help you as much as you’ve helped us. Thank your for sharing your story and your issues your going through.
You’ve grown much bro takes a real one to open up like that.....
Mystic you are a blessing! Don’t ever think twice about it. You are a blessing to your adoptive family and ever person that supports you💕
Apology accepted. I will always respect you no matter what and the fact you were adopted can be sad in one way and in another it can be cool but we all know that you are special the way you are. May God guide you and protect forever and ever
Your a blessing from god bro. Keep your head up and stay positive. The world needs more people like you. your a gift. you influence the world with positivity and that’s what we need 🙏🏽
You have me crying so bad. I have thought about starting my UA-cam channel to find my birth grandparents and family. My mom was adopted & she passed away when I was 29 so in 2016 and it’s been a void in her life and in mine. My mom was my everything and now I have no one so I’m really trying to find them. Thank you for inspiring me. I hope maybe I can hear from you.
It's not ur fault one bit. Pls dont think that. U were born and that was gods plan. Not ur moms. Whatever happened and is happening, is for a good cause. U know that. Keep ur faith in the lord, Satan is really trying his best with u from what ur saying. With multiple girls, drinking, thinking about suicides. he slowly wants to destroy u and get in ur head. He wants u to believe that it's ur fault. But it's not. U are a GIFT not a mistake. I believe that everything can come together in ur family. Bring ur head back up. Be strong.
Its Neshia gods plan gods plan i only love my bed and my momma im sorry oh shit mystic cant sing that song
torey love i feel good sometimes I don’t
Read More come on u know tjay was funmy
torey love y’all are really that fucking childish.
Read More who tf you calling a whore. Grow up and act your age obviously y’all are like 6. This video is so personal and you’re acting stupid🤦🏽♀️
U a big inspiration. Keep in mind you help all these fans that are going through what your going through as well..keep ya head up.
Mystic I don’t want you too feel lik your a mistake because that’s how u have felt in the past and it made you go down a dark road. You were meant to be here you have a purpose, and yours is to testify your life in order to help you and others. Continue to keep in touch with your family and learn more about yourself and continue to grow. I’ve truly enjoyed watching your journey over the years the ups and downs and love your rawness and openness/vulnerability. I truly hope this form of therapy helps because the more you share the less it hurts. Hope you see this and hope it helps alittle. Much love ❤️.
Nobody is a mistake, youre a gift from God for the people you love ! I bet that everyone is so gratefull to have you around them and with them allot of people online. Im not one of your followers youre story appeared on my timeline. Watched a few of your uploads now. Keep up the good work my man youre story reached me in the netherlands and made me kiss my mom extra and prayed extra for my dad who passed November. So you are definatly no mistake ! Keep up what you do ! Bless
Watching you put the pieces of your puzzle together is inspiring. This is your testimony which will help others along their path. Don’t consume others decisions as your fault, I wasn’t adopted but my mother let my grandmother raise me. I’m on this same journey of finding out why. I noticed it prevented me from becoming close to any woman in my life and Im a female; but female friends were far and few. In order to move past this I had to heal myself and find out why my brothers got to live there but I wasn’t. My point is, even if your Aunt had raised you the pain is still the same. Seem like they both love you dearly maybe The Most High needed to make you neutral in the situation for you to help mend the relationship because the love they have for you would make them do it. Hope you continue your relationship with them more healing in the process. Plus it seems that you have been blessed with wonderful parents so you have love all around. Remember your on the path to revealing your purpose don’t ever confuse that with being a mistake call you aunt for clarification and ask your mother some questions if need to but get answers and close those doors so you have no reason to feel confused.
We love you Isaiah! PLEASE don't ever think you were a mistake, you were just a blessing they weren't ready For! Your such a sweet soul with a smile that can light up a room! You touch so many people everyday! Keep your head up you have so many people behind you.
Brooke Vandenorth I thought he was called Mark
His birth name is Isaiah
If you watched an followed threw the whole journey of meeting his real mom you would know. There's 2 videos on it. Check them out
We love you Isaiah❤Stay positive bro
Slasher or mark
Watching this video made me teary eyed. Dont ever think your a mistake! At the end of the day look how you turned out. Your an amazing man with a huge heart and your doing a great job with these videos. Your making so many people smile and happy. Im greatful for your channel. Ive never been adopted but i can relate in some ways because i grew up without a father. Your videos lift my spirit everyday i see a new video
Thankyou King...I'm 48 and I Relize I still feel some of the Rejection...Now I try so hard NOT to push people away....I Love THE MOST HIGH But I don't know how to stop pushing people away....
I Love You Brave Soul,I Have so much RESPECT &HONOR for You.
You know what young man! I'm so sorry you and your family have gone through this. I'm here to tell you God makes no mistakes! Every path or obstacles we are given are the Lord way of testing our strength and showing us our paths. You are meant for something great and life changing and helping others in situations they may feel that can't pull through alone ❤ God bless you and yours.
I understand bro, your not alone I've gone through the same thing and still kinda going through it. But never loose yourself, you were put on this earth for a reason, God put you here to do something great. And I'm pretty sure for some of the ppl watching you definitely helped them. You helped someone out here going through worse things probably. Stay strong man.
.The world need you .Look how much people you have made happy . God made you for a reason . I thank you for making us smile everyday.
Mystic you really inspire most of us out here, I been watching you since 2016 and I’ve always looked up to you bc your such a good creator, a funny person, most of these messages coming from you are one of the best, nobody should go through this, god has many plans for you.
Thank you so much for being transparent and vulnerable. I pray for more blessings and healing in your life
I too am adopted and so many of us feel what you’ve expressed. There is always pain on both sides. Adoption stems from sadness. The good news is that it doesn’t mean that we will be sad forever. I would recommend the following books:
Journey of the adopted self
by Betty Jean Lifton
The Primal Wound and
Coming Home to Self by Nancy Verrier
Adoption Healing...a Path to Recovery
by Joseph M. Soll
I send you so much understanding and compassion.
This just goes to show that you never know what a person is or has been through in their life. Mystic- keep doing great things man. You were put on this Earth for a reason.
OMG!!! I cried...you are amazing,you are a good person and you deserve to be loved and happy ❤❤❤ ❤❤❤❤❤❤❤❤❤❤❤❤❤❤❤❤
Isaiah, you are a strong and beautiful person. I don’t know what it’s like to be adopted, but I can only imagine the hurt and emptiness you feel on a day to day basis.. however, I do know what it’s like to have that same emptiness. My father was never in my life, but has 3 other kids that he loves and cares for and lives with everyday. I know how it feels to think you’re a burden and think “why am I here?”. But always remember, you’re here for a reason. Your birth family may not have been in your life always, but they are here now. And they all seem to genuinely love you. Your family has doubled in size, you now have so many people who are here for you, who love and care for you. You ARE worthy. I pray that God heals your mother, I pray that God allows you to feel whole again and take away the pain you’ve been feeling. Stay strong!
I'm so glad you posted these videos about your adoption story.
You are so strong & brave for opening yourself up the way you did. I'm sure they will help others along the way. God bless you & keep your head up.
You are meant to be & you touch people life everyday.
This is only the 2nd video I’ve watched; the 1st one was ‘meeting my birth mom’. Let me tell you... you’re an amazing individual!!! THANK YOU FOR BEING VULNERABLE. You have no idea who you’re helping. I am one of them. I want to say thank you.
You’re a handsome you man with an awesome heart & now with a story that is helping a lot of people. Thank you.
Oh and new subscriber. 😃
Thanks for opening up to us mystic, I love seeing the real, raw videos of you. Love you always and I’m always here for you ❤️
It's ok mystic, we love you no matter what💙💜🖤
Aww mystic most don’t know the pain you have endured over these 29 years of ur life including myself but we are all put on this earth for a reason with a different story to tell aka our lives are different that’s what makes you .... YOU ! glad u are filling this void in ur heart no matter how long it takes for you to feel complete WE ARE HERE 100% ! Look at how ur life experiences you are willing to help another in the same situation!! This is ur purpose not many can ,will or have helped another 💯💯💯LOVE IS LOVE ❤️
O my God sweetheart you are no one's mistake. You are God's purpose. I'm flooding with tears. I love your heart your spirit. You're changing someone's life for the better. You have stamp my heart. Love you Isaiah💖
Your story has helped and would continue to help so many people, so don't ever think you are a mistake. Your purpose is aligned to the pain and trauma that you have gone and still going through... You can't undo the past, but trust me when I say, you have to be grateful that you ended up in good hands. There are so many children that were adopted and they lived through hell. There are also children who remain with their parents and lived through hell. Thank God you didn't. I lived in 8 different homes from 3-18yrs and was abused by people who were supposed to nurture and love me, hence the reason I say, you are fortunate you ended up in good hands. While the past would always be a part of your existence, your future is bright... Continue to make others happy, it is what you are called to do. I pray your brokeness will be healed. Blessings
You are definitivly not a mistake! Everything hapend with reason! You are very good person 💗💗
We Love You! 💗
Antea K 😍😍
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ye she prob woulda force you into becoming a teacher or some main stream shit. lol but look where you at!!! we all love you , and even though we didn't fill that gap a mother can, you are very much appreciated here and loved.
Its ok thank you for sharing .i also was adopted as a newborn and i did my own research and found my family in 2012 after finding out when i was 13 in 88 when my parents past.it was unreal for me and i was upset and now im at peace but i missed meeting my real mom they said by 6 months before i found them and it broke my heart i lost two moms and a dad .now im looking for my dad side hopefully ill have closer .thank u for your story💙
Jesus loves you and there was no mistake when he placed you in this world. You have a beautiful testimony that will be of light and hope to many. It's already begun. God bless you!
You're not a mistake GOD put you here on earth to do what you do now which is helping others dealing similar issues that you went through.. I also have an adopted niece going through similar issues. I do appreciate you open yourself up and put yourself out there.. It tells me that you VERY strong person. Keep staying strong!!
I feel you. I've said all of those things. You are here and you are alive and you were a baby and had no control over adult decisions. I wish I could hug you and hold you till you feel love. As a mom and someone who has loved kids in my house whom I didn't birth, know you are a light and a joy to be here. Keep talking about it, it's a part of the healing process. Much love.
It’s OK to let all your problems out😢😢
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Your not drowning us in your problems its a beautiful thing to watch and i feel like this helped me open up more with my parents my mom never told me she loved me growing up she never showed she cared and I wasn’t planned so I went thru depression pain and anxiety that led to me being a bad child guess i was just searching for some kind of attention but to keep this short this is amazing that your making these videos because you can help alot of ppl even if they didn’t go thru the exact same thing you went through
God dame mystic you got me crying again stay strong man God bless you showing live from Guyana 🇬🇾
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I came across your page on youtube by accident. But Isaiah never say you were a mistake. You brought joy to your family and adoptive family. How blessed were you for that. Not just one or two families but three got to love you beyond words. Lift your head up high. Jesus doesn't make mistakes, he is perfect and you are perfect to him. God bless you and enjoy this new chapter in your life. 💙💙💙
Your birth story and meeting your birth mom were the best videos I have ever seen on UA-cam I cried on each one!!!! Keep opening up you have a new follower!!!
Stop blaming yourself!
Time Heals! Put your trust in God
He is always watching over you
I just want to remind you that he Loves you sooo much! We love you bro🙏🏽❤💛
Wowwwww this is so deep 💙great person !!!!
i love him and i love that he finally got to find out who he really is. keep your head up and just embrace this part of your family
thank you for shedding a true light on what many of us have to experience. you described the pain in a nutshell. trying to help outsiders understand it is really hard and has ruined many relationships of mine due to never being on the same page. feeling angry that someone in a better situation has the nerve to complain when the life they are complaining about is all that I have ever wanted. but one day just like the rest of us, I had to realize that its not their fault, and my burden isn't always meant to be shared even if it feels too heavy to carry on my own.
Your here for a reason.You are a gift to them you don't ever have to feel that way.Because you had to deal with a lot to. I have ever been adopted but I feel like I'm not part of my own family because of all the mess that goes on I feel like a black sheep. So I feel like I was born in to the wrong family especially my mom's side. But I get more love from my dad's side of the family. Be blessed Isaiah.