No one is a mistake BROTHA if god made you, then you were meant to be here. He put you through this struggle BECAUSE he know you will be strong enough to get through it. He gave you a good family and good life just enjoy it.
What I got from this is that you're soooo many people loved you. How ironic is that. Your mom loved you so much she couldn't have you close by and not be able to show you that love. Your aunt and uncle loved you so much that it broke them to lose you. Your adopted parents loved you so much that they fought to have you. Boy, you were surrounded by love, powerful love, love that was so strong from all sides ( all the people involved) individually and collectively since the day you was born and its ironic that you didn't experience or maybe felt that love.... I know this might sound funny but you are Harry Potter in a snese of so many loved you and even when this bad thing happened that you lost your mom, the spells of love cast protected you.... I'm overwhelmed by the love and I hope maybe you can see it how I see it. Much love and respect brother. You are loved Mystic.
subeiga benjamin Yes, you where protected by God's love. If you would have stayed with your mom who knows you probably would have ended up another statistic. Living in Watts, in a gang, selling drugs or strung out, or maybe in jail or even dead. God knew what He was doing evening when you didn't understand. Jeremiah 29:11 says: For I know the thoughts that I think towards you, saith the Lord, thoughts of peace, and not of evil, yup give you an expected end. You you where Loved and you needed to be preserved so no your aunt couldn't have you either because God wanted you to have life and that which is abundantly. In the end when it was safe to do so He brought you all back together. Sorry your dad could not experience the joy but I'm pretty sure his prayers were answered. He's probably rejoicing now knowing that you all are together. Sorry for your hurt and pain but look at the bigger picture. In 1984 my mom up and moved us from California to Minnesota we had no family here, none. I was 14 thought she was crazy hated her my favorite great aunt died a year later. Oh how I missed her never understood why until I got grown and begin to think about life and where I'm at and where I probably would be if we had of stayed there. Plan and Purpose for your life.
C Anderson that is a very judgmental and ignorant thing to say. I actually know nothing about this UA-camr as I am in here by way of his adoption story and not his entertainment channel. All I know is he is a man of great emotional maturity to face and be honest about all his pain and loss. So much of the narcissistic chasing of fame is really covering up a desperate desire to feel loved and accepted. Your comment just conveyed a resentment and jealousy of another human being which clearly shows your own unhappiness.
C Anderson you sound like a jealous piece of shit because your life is so fucked up. So sorry u are an ugly person that hates himself and others because your life is so bad. Maybe do something with your life and u wouldn't feel like a piece of shit that thinks everyone that has a little more than you is privledged. Bust your ass and be privledged to. It's not hard to do better for yourself and make better then the cards that were dealt ..
I'm adopted and I thank my birth parents for life, because the easy way out was an abortion. Imagine all the kids that have emotional scars bc their parents would "never choose" adoption, yet they're being mentally, physically and sexually abused bc the parent isn't really able to parent. We ALL have issues, some more then others and your birth family will never fix those issues and vice versa. Meeting your birth family is just the cover of the book, your about to open. Ans they're complete strangers. Set boundaries and make an effort to build the relationship bc they're all trying to heal just like you. Much love and best of luck in the new chapter.
Sensational Finds - thanks for sharing this as I wanted to know if all adopted persons feel the same way (so overwhelmed with rejection loss etc). However from what you said it seems though there maybe similarities in your experiences maybe not all are impacted the same way (am I right?). I know what I have experienced in not having had a 'proper' relationship with my father CAN NO WAY COMPARE TO BEING ADOPTED but it seems to me to be the only thing i can use to even get an inkling or very minute speck of how adopted persons must feel. Hope I haven't said the wrong thing as I don't want to offend or belittle persons' pain so will sign off here but just have to reiterate all children are special and gifts from God no matter the circumstances of our births and life journeys.
" I wasn't with the person becuase I love them, I was with them becuase I didn't love myself. Which in turn I was hoping would make me love myself or feel worthy of being loved." ~the most powerful shit that you hear that makes you think. A lot of people do this becuase it helps them cope internally for a second
man you made me cry. you are not a mistake and me saying that ain't gonna change how you feel but from an outsider's perspective it was like hella PLOT TWIST when you said that's how you ended up feeling after everything. it shocked me that i guess you don't see that you were and are SO LOVED. there's so much LOVE for you, around you and because of you. loving something so much will always cause pain. that's just the way it is but you gonna think - because i'm afraid of pain do i not ever love? one day your babies will grow up and cause you pain and hurt because i mean - them kids that what they do. BUT lemme tell you that not for one moment will you regret having them. THINK on that. you're not a mistake. YOU ARE NOT. you are LOVE.
God has a plan for you❤️ and everything happens for a reason. Just remember your the head and not the tail and you’re above and not below. Look how far you have gone. ❤️❤️
I just found your videos but let me say this: no more apologizing. No apologizing for sharing your story because you're probably helping someone else in their time of need. No apologizing for being emotional and crying. No apologizing for needing to get this off your chest and off your heart. No apologizing....you've spent 29 years apologizing for what you "thought" other people needed to hear: this is about YOU and only YOU. This is YOUR journey, so there's no apologies needed. We all need to deal with the pasts of our parents and of ourselves. You'd be surprised how folks who aren't adopted still don't know their past. These series of videos are important, and powerful, and necessary. Share what you want, keep some for yourself. Again, your journey, no one else. Much love King.
Look, I'm new to your channel. Found your adoption videos by chance. I have a son very close to your age. He's 2 years younger. I just want to maybe suggest that you view things through a different lens. You have such an amazing story filled with love. Soooooo many people were and are in love with you. You brought joy to so many lives. And the fact that you are now attempting to assist others with a similar story is nothing short of amazing. Such a contribution to the world is immeasurable. I do although I'm not adopted understand the void you felt but please know you are highly favored. So many people have never experienced such love. How could such a gift ever be a mistake?!?!? I think there are gifts and attributes in you that are rare and valuable. You birth mom needed you in order to turn her situation around. Sounds like your auntie needed you too. I'm sure you gave her an immense amount of love and joy even if it was for a short time. And then you rescued your adopted parents and family. All of those contributions made you the amazing man you are today. Your past mistakes are just that, in the past. You've learned and grown. Well done.....well done.
Great message, w understanding that he's doing his homework, and there's a time to reflect on vulnerabilities for healing. But your positive message is right!.... Hope he REALLY finds Jesus. There's p!enty on UA-cam for the sincere seeker. We all still need people, but in gettng through tough, lonely times, witn Jesus, you will NEVER be alone! For all: Keep Him with you in prayer on good days too, it will help protect you form the snares of tbe evil ione, who loves the insidious downfall w alcohol, loose sex, and suicidal thoughts... Hope he knows how many are praying for him!
Hes not just a black man hes a great man reguardless of race. Just because he is our race of african american doesnt mean we have to call it out. Saying stand up black man is keeping us black folks from intermingling and ending this division we have with the caucasion race.
God's plan for you was meticulously made. Seeing the real & the raw side of you is amazing. You're stronger than you give yourself credit for. God bless you
How can you feel like that when 3 families wanted you. Your mom wanted you your uncle and aunt wanted you and the family that raised you wanted you. You were and are truly Blessed my brother, God Bless you always
As a child it's never your fault. As an adult we are often put in situations that we have to make that's for the better for everyone. At times that may be one of the biggest choice for life for both parties. You are here for a reason and purpose. Your testimony now may help some one else. I can go on for days. I often tell my Family/Friends/Soldiers to take care of you because no one can do it better than you. Please note that if you need to speak to someone to please do so because keeping it buried will continue grow inside you and mold you into someone you are not. STAY BLESSED AND HUMBLED
Mystic, don’t feel bad... I know that you do bc of the situation... think about it, if a baby is born deaf or blind and must be taught to speak sign language or read brail, how do you think they would feel? They would feel more like a “burden” which no person is... no person is a burden. Everyone learns, gets through that one tough time, and then live life to the fullest with whatever problem they have. Never give up Mystic. You’ve gotten this far... keep on going up 👍🏼☝🏼👏🏼
You are definitely not a mistake. You are here with a divine purpose if for no other reason than to help a 50+ year old woman (me) gather the courage to look for her biological parents. Thank you for sharing your story and please keep us posted. :)
This just goes to show that you never know what a person is or has been through in their life. Mystic- keep doing great things man. You were put on this Earth for a reason.
Am adopted but it’s just something god put in my life, people may not believe in god but I think it’s a easier way to take it as my family didn’t want me and put in foster care with my bro and him going jail and me begin left on my own to cope with things, please people appreciate your family and the life u have
Don’t ever blame yourself, your family is lucky to have you because you are an amazing just the way you are and I know you been having a hard time and it wasn’t easy for you cause you been trying to find out what really happen and I know sometimes the truth can hurt but you just have to hear it cause it just what happened and all this amazing fans that you will always have will always be there for you from the beginning till forever and you will be supportive for you for anything and we all love you with all our heart and I hope everything could turn out good between you and your mom and thank you for telling us everything that has happen and being there for us ❤️😁✨💙
I love you, like fr. Doubts & lies might tell you otherwise but you’re so strong. To go through everything you’ve been through & STILL get through life even if you feel like you’re barely doing it is strength beyond measure. God Bless you abundantly ♥️
You’re an amazing guy I hope you understand that so many people love and care for you. You’re not a mistake you gave the people who raised you a purpose of life for whatever reason they didn’t have a child
You are not a mistake & u are certainly not a burden, u are in fact a blessing. You have fought all these years and overtime u have become stronger and stronger during this struggle. Take this journey one step at a time & see this as meaning & value, u have been gifted with two mothers now take advantage of it from this day onwards. You can always forgive but never forget, your birth mother has gone through a lot it’s not easy giving away your child imagine all these years not knowing how you were being raised and not raising u herself. We always regret things in life but it’s these regrets that make up who u are! Keep your head held up high, move on slowly and count your blessings! We all love you 🖤
You're deeply loved by God the father. He knows every hair on your head and thought in your mind. You are His masterpiece and He cherishes you like none other. Your life has purpose and impact, you were made to be here!
This is a VERY BEAUTIFUL story and you're not a burden. You're a blessing, a lesson and the reason someone is living. Your story is so POWERFUL and it happened the way it was supposed to happen because you're here to lead and teach. You're doing AMAZING. KEEP UP THE GREAT WORK!!🙏🏽❤
I felt this on a whole different level, I feel as if everything would be better without me here. I remember when I was in my car crying. I called my dad and told him I loved him and he asked me whats going on, and I lost it. I started crying and saying this world would be 10x better without me here. I was on the phone for about an hour, mind you hes at work. He drove to me and stopped me from taking myself out of this world. That moment was painful cause I never wanted to put my parents thru anything like that but I felt they would be better off if I wasnt here. You can get thru everything. Regardless of how low you fall you can overcome anything. We are all here for you bro🙏🏾
Thank you for sharing. I just bumped into your channel because of the meeting your birth mom story and these other two very powerful videos about it. I’ve been crying the entire time right along with you. It’s comforting to know other people feel the same way sometimes. I don’t feel weird or like something is wrong with me. But I feel understood now. So thank you again for sharing
thank you for shedding a true light on what many of us have to experience. you described the pain in a nutshell. trying to help outsiders understand it is really hard and has ruined many relationships of mine due to never being on the same page. feeling angry that someone in a better situation has the nerve to complain when the life they are complaining about is all that I have ever wanted. but one day just like the rest of us, I had to realize that its not their fault, and my burden isn't always meant to be shared even if it feels too heavy to carry on my own.
Jesus loves you and there was no mistake when he placed you in this world. You have a beautiful testimony that will be of light and hope to many. It's already begun. God bless you!
What you've said about the void you feel is a universal feeling. Thank you for being honest. Thank you for being open. Please know you're loved and appreciated by SOO many.
I was struggling to give that thump up, I feel you it's really hard😔😔😔 please don't say that you wasn't supposed to be here I was a mistake too but I'm leaving God knows why you here and you keep make us smiling ☺
Through all the hurt remember GOD Always had a plan and though at times we may not understand his wisdom we must trust in his LOVE for us! You are not a mistake but an important part of the ALMIGHTY'S marvelous plan.👑💖
You’re definitely not alone. I was adopted but sometimes I wish maybe it would’ve been better if I were adopted. You’re not nor would ever be a mistake you’re a blessing. I suffer from bi-polar depression, anxiety and paranoid. I went through a lot and I’m still going through a lot but I refuse to let it get to me. Your videos helped me. Thanks 😁
I just came across your page today! Thank you! Everyone on this journey had something to learn.....we choose our parents and our mothers, they are the vessels for us to come through. You ARE NEVER A MISTAKE! I can only imagine these videos have helped so many who have gone through your similar experience. Thank you for being vulnerable and open. Thank you for being honest and genuine! You too have so much to learn about yourself and your journey is far from over.....continue to grow love with your birth mom and family. I wish you all the love and light!
You are a great person Mystic. You are here not by mistake but for love and from love. You are a very special person to The Most High God, also of course to those around you; and a Biblical Hebrew Israelite. You are a blessing and a gift to everybody around you, who has a very special mission in life. I appreciate you my friend for I know it was very difficult, for boldly opening up about everything. Thank you for your time Mystic and may The Most High God Bless you🙏✨
It's not ur fault one bit. Pls dont think that. U were born and that was gods plan. Not ur moms. Whatever happened and is happening, is for a good cause. U know that. Keep ur faith in the lord, Satan is really trying his best with u from what ur saying. With multiple girls, drinking, thinking about suicides. he slowly wants to destroy u and get in ur head. He wants u to believe that it's ur fault. But it's not. U are a GIFT not a mistake. I believe that everything can come together in ur family. Bring ur head back up. Be strong.
I stumbled across these few videos that you've made on this topic and I got to say you are not alone in the way you feel or are dealing with these things. Its never easy to let go of emotions that bind us to feeling miserable about a situation but its how you build yourself taller with each life changing moment that goes on in your life. Its like a stack of books with a million diffrent stories characters feelings sayings all inside of that stack and it takes a moment to tumble down but if you have a sturdy enough base to hold it up it will stay. Reflect on the people in your life that have kept you here when you couldnt do it by yourself and embrace this new life that you kbow about embrace the person you are right here right now and feel empowered that these challenges have brought you to where you are. so when you started talking about not wanting to be here it really hit a chord with me ive been there I still feel that way sometimes but all you can do is realise that today is today you and only you can control your emotions about today. The past is there and there are so many what ifs that you can internalize but youve made it past bumps in the past and you'll have more down the road but youve made it this far just keep going prepare yourself but enjoy your future
Ur helping a lot of people who can relate, even abandonment and relationship issues its a huge help to lots of people. Thanks for sharing and chin up Mystic were your family too
You are never a mistake. A child is never a mistake , there is a reason why you are on this earth. You sharing is going to touch so many peoples lives who are going through the confusion. You have to go through the grieve , let it out each day it will feel better at some point. Take a day at a time. You are Love💖😘
I have watched many UA-cam videos and this is by far my favorite. I was also adopted within my family by my great grandmother. I found my father at 25 years old and met my grandfather last month. I was broken! I was so lost all of my life and the people that raised me couldn’t understand why i was so broken with all of the love they had shown me. But needless to say my birth mother is toxic and resents me for having a good life, though she was the one that give me to them for that very reason. People have no idea the abandonment issues adopted kids go through. I felt every word you spoke. Thank you for your story. Thank you for being so brave.
I’ve just come across your videos. And man, this is so real. So genuine. I commend you for this. Takes a real strong individual to be so vulnerable. I can feel your pain and all your emotions. Never feel like you aren’t enough. You’re more than enough. You can see from these past couple videos how much you wear your heart on your sleeve and it’s beautiful. Keep on doing what you’re doing man. You’re great!
Wow thank you for making this video. It’s so powerful. I appreciate you sharing your pain with us. I wish you all the best. I hope life brings you everything you’re looking for to fill your heart.
I too am adopted and so many of us feel what you’ve expressed. There is always pain on both sides. Adoption stems from sadness. The good news is that it doesn’t mean that we will be sad forever. I would recommend the following books: Journey of the adopted self by Betty Jean Lifton The Primal Wound and Coming Home to Self by Nancy Verrier Adoption Healing...a Path to Recovery by Joseph M. Soll I send you so much understanding and compassion.
You sharing this was powerful brotha. Never feel like you were a mistake or shouldn't be here. Prior to this video based off all your subscribers you have changed many lives and made any people laugh. Letting your subscribers see this personal and emotional journey in your life speaks volumes. Im sure you have many subscribers that that have been adopted or given their children up for adoption. This may be the one thing that saves them or give them that opportunity to find their loved ones if possible. Keep your head up brotha.
Your honesty is beautiful. Thank you. There is a lot of power in you sharing your own story, because through sharing your vulnerability, you're helping to heal the hearts of so many watching you. I'm married to a man who was abandoned by his mother here in Los Angeles at 6 months old. He was then passed around through multiple foster homes before he even turned 2 years old. These feelings don't go away. But when you acknowledge them, just like you have, you learn to allow them to move through you and heal, instead of masking them and "compensating" for them in other ways. So... thank you for being brave. Thank you for reminding me of the thoughts and feelings under the surface of my husband that are there, even during the moments he isn't expressing them. For him, overcoming and becoming successful wasn't the answer for healing, though it does show his strength. Sharing his story has been his greatest power and greatest healer. Just know that... our greatest purpose can simply be sharing our story and pain, which in turn heals countless others you will never even know about.
Thank you for sharing ur truth. U put into words my truth too. I hear u and I soul cried with u on these last vids. Theres so much i want to share but for now: LOVE and healing to u and all the adoptees and fosters on here.
I am glad to see that you know your birth mother. I met my birth mother when I was 7 and now I live with her. It was a very hard time but I forgave her. I love my mom and I know that you love your mother too.
Mystic it wasnt hurt you caused other people sweetheart. Its LOVE, you brought, it was so much love that everyone wanted you. You had 3 mothers that needed your love and wanted to nurture you. You are amazing, you are wanted, and you are needed. And even if for your mother and your aunt you brought them love and joy even for a moment that is something they will always have. You are Amazing Hugs to you 💙
this just made me cry omg!! you’re such a great person remember that! You have changed so many peoples life’s just remember that!!! You’re a great man!❤️
I love you man, we love you! We’re here with you. God is with you! We’re gonna make sure you get through this just like how you get us through our problems
You are Not a mistake God Loves you just the way you are !❤️❤️❤️ You are here for a reason! Stay Strong!🙏🏾 God bless you and don't forget he is always with you !🙏🏾🙏🏾
Mystic I don’t want you too feel lik your a mistake because that’s how u have felt in the past and it made you go down a dark road. You were meant to be here you have a purpose, and yours is to testify your life in order to help you and others. Continue to keep in touch with your family and learn more about yourself and continue to grow. I’ve truly enjoyed watching your journey over the years the ups and downs and love your rawness and openness/vulnerability. I truly hope this form of therapy helps because the more you share the less it hurts. Hope you see this and hope it helps alittle. Much love ❤️.
Watching you put the pieces of your puzzle together is inspiring. This is your testimony which will help others along their path. Don’t consume others decisions as your fault, I wasn’t adopted but my mother let my grandmother raise me. I’m on this same journey of finding out why. I noticed it prevented me from becoming close to any woman in my life and Im a female; but female friends were far and few. In order to move past this I had to heal myself and find out why my brothers got to live there but I wasn’t. My point is, even if your Aunt had raised you the pain is still the same. Seem like they both love you dearly maybe The Most High needed to make you neutral in the situation for you to help mend the relationship because the love they have for you would make them do it. Hope you continue your relationship with them more healing in the process. Plus it seems that you have been blessed with wonderful parents so you have love all around. Remember your on the path to revealing your purpose don’t ever confuse that with being a mistake call you aunt for clarification and ask your mother some questions if need to but get answers and close those doors so you have no reason to feel confused.
I understand bro, your not alone I've gone through the same thing and still kinda going through it. But never loose yourself, you were put on this earth for a reason, God put you here to do something great. And I'm pretty sure for some of the ppl watching you definitely helped them. You helped someone out here going through worse things probably. Stay strong man.
Apology accepted. I will always respect you no matter what and the fact you were adopted can be sad in one way and in another it can be cool but we all know that you are special the way you are. May God guide you and protect forever and ever
watching you has inspired me to star my own channel about my life and adoption story, I understand all of the things you are going through and I understand the process to be "normal" on the outside while feeling conflicted on the inside in regards to both sets of parents. I think you are brave asf, no lie you handled it like a champ, i just hope that meeting them doesnt do more harm than good, sometimes you have to be selfish and stop thinking about trying to figure out why they gave you up, consider what life would have been like in that toxic situation. Best of luck, I hope when I post a video I can get your honest feedback as well
I love the fact that you are okay with being vunerable and dealing with your feelings. A lot of men don't know how to deal or don't wanna let other people see them be vunerable because of pride. I love that your dealing with it the best way you know how and letting us in because this is something that is very personal. I commend you my brother. You are truly an inspiration!
Mystic you really inspire most of us out here, I been watching you since 2016 and I’ve always looked up to you bc your such a good creator, a funny person, most of these messages coming from you are one of the best, nobody should go through this, god has many plans for you.
Your a blessing from god bro. Keep your head up and stay positive. The world needs more people like you. your a gift. you influence the world with positivity and that’s what we need 🙏🏽
Watching this video made me teary eyed. Dont ever think your a mistake! At the end of the day look how you turned out. Your an amazing man with a huge heart and your doing a great job with these videos. Your making so many people smile and happy. Im greatful for your channel. Ive never been adopted but i can relate in some ways because i grew up without a father. Your videos lift my spirit everyday i see a new video
We love you Isaiah! PLEASE don't ever think you were a mistake, you were just a blessing they weren't ready For! Your such a sweet soul with a smile that can light up a room! You touch so many people everyday! Keep your head up you have so many people behind you.
The world needs more people like you. Your genuine. God bless you. Thanks for sharing your true self. I just came across your video about your adoption. I'm happy I watched. I love your words. You say everything so right. I cried my eyes out with these adoption videos.
You know what young man! I'm so sorry you and your family have gone through this. I'm here to tell you God makes no mistakes! Every path or obstacles we are given are the Lord way of testing our strength and showing us our paths. You are meant for something great and life changing and helping others in situations they may feel that can't pull through alone ❤ God bless you and yours.
Its ok thank you for sharing .i also was adopted as a newborn and i did my own research and found my family in 2012 after finding out when i was 13 in 88 when my parents past.it was unreal for me and i was upset and now im at peace but i missed meeting my real mom they said by 6 months before i found them and it broke my heart i lost two moms and a dad .now im looking for my dad side hopefully ill have closer .thank u for your story💙
Stay up bro, it just takes time you’ll be better soon ik it won’t fully go away but you’ll be good just stay positive and keep chasin the bag and havin fun
"god gives his hardest battles to his strongest soldiers" keep your head up.your here for a reason.you are your mom and dad's (the ones that raised you) biggest blessing that they could've ever asked for. I'm not adopted but my 2 younger sibling we're adopted out and I can onestly say that it was one of the biggest blessing that they were.the life we were raised in was not met for any child to go through so I see them being the lucky ones that were able to get away. Keep the faith .that what got me through all my tough times. Thank for sharing.❤️💯
Isaiah, you are a strong and beautiful person. I don’t know what it’s like to be adopted, but I can only imagine the hurt and emptiness you feel on a day to day basis.. however, I do know what it’s like to have that same emptiness. My father was never in my life, but has 3 other kids that he loves and cares for and lives with everyday. I know how it feels to think you’re a burden and think “why am I here?”. But always remember, you’re here for a reason. Your birth family may not have been in your life always, but they are here now. And they all seem to genuinely love you. Your family has doubled in size, you now have so many people who are here for you, who love and care for you. You ARE worthy. I pray that God heals your mother, I pray that God allows you to feel whole again and take away the pain you’ve been feeling. Stay strong!
Just came upon your UA-cam, and wow your story really touched me , never put your self down . God don’t things for a reason , I saw your other video meeting your mom that really touched me I could of tell how happy she was to see you and how much she wished she kept you , I’m a mother my self of twins and I thought bout adoption and I told my self no ! You can do this ! Keep your head up hun .
Wow ! Mystic very heart felt. I literally Started crying as soon as you opened your mouth and started talking. I am truly blessed to be one of many that I’ve got to hear your story. I will pray every day for you that God strengthens your heart and your soul and help you get through this. Just know this you are amazing I mean just look at you you have so much to offer others don’t be too hard on yourself hold your head high love always. One of many fans subscribers followers whatever will call D’s days stay true to you always keep it 💯
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No one is a mistake BROTHA if god made you, then you were meant to be here. He put you through this struggle BECAUSE he know you will be strong enough to get through it. He gave you a good family and good life just enjoy it.
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Amen!!! God and many others love u so much!!
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What I got from this is that you're soooo many people loved you. How ironic is that. Your mom loved you so much she couldn't have you close by and not be able to show you that love. Your aunt and uncle loved you so much that it broke them to lose you. Your adopted parents loved you so much that they fought to have you. Boy, you were surrounded by love, powerful love, love that was so strong from all sides ( all the people involved) individually and collectively since the day you was born and its ironic that you didn't experience or maybe felt that love.... I know this might sound funny but you are Harry Potter in a snese of so many loved you and even when this bad thing happened that you lost your mom, the spells of love cast protected you.... I'm overwhelmed by the love and I hope maybe you can see it how I see it. Much love and respect brother. You are loved Mystic.
subeiga benjamin Yes, you where protected by God's love. If you would have stayed with your mom who knows you probably would have ended up another statistic. Living in Watts, in a gang, selling drugs or strung out, or maybe in jail or even dead. God knew what He was doing evening when you didn't understand.
Jeremiah 29:11 says: For I know the thoughts that I think towards you, saith the Lord, thoughts of peace, and not of evil, yup give you an expected end.
You you where Loved and you needed to be preserved so no your aunt couldn't have you either because God wanted you to have life and that which is abundantly. In the end when it was safe to do so He brought you all back together. Sorry your dad could not experience the joy but I'm pretty sure his prayers were answered. He's probably rejoicing now knowing that you all are together. Sorry for your hurt and pain but look at the bigger picture.
In 1984 my mom up and moved us from California to Minnesota we had no family here, none. I was 14 thought she was crazy hated her my favorite great aunt died a year later. Oh how I missed her never understood why until I got grown and begin to think about life and where I'm at and where I probably would be if we had of stayed there. Plan and Purpose for your life.
C Anderson that is a very judgmental and ignorant thing to say. I actually know nothing about this UA-camr as I am in here by way of his adoption story and not his entertainment channel. All I know is he is a man of great emotional maturity to face and be honest about all his pain and loss. So much of the narcissistic chasing of fame is really covering up a desperate desire to feel loved and accepted. Your comment just conveyed a resentment and jealousy of another human being which clearly shows your own unhappiness.
So beautifully written
C Anderson you sound like a jealous piece of shit because your life is so fucked up. So sorry u are an ugly person that hates himself and others because your life is so bad. Maybe do something with your life and u wouldn't feel like a piece of shit that thinks everyone that has a little more than you is privledged. Bust your ass and be privledged to. It's not hard to do better for yourself and make better then the cards that were dealt ..
C Anderson that was very rude and wow u should really be ashamed of your self . Who says that wtf
I'm adopted and I thank my birth parents for life, because the easy way out was an abortion. Imagine all the kids that have emotional scars bc their parents would "never choose" adoption, yet they're being mentally, physically and sexually abused bc the parent isn't really able to parent. We ALL have issues, some more then others and your birth family will never fix those issues and vice versa. Meeting your birth family is just the cover of the book, your about to open. Ans they're complete strangers. Set boundaries and make an effort to build the relationship bc they're all trying to heal just like you. Much love and best of luck in the new chapter.
Sensational Finds - thanks for sharing this as I wanted to know if all adopted persons feel the same way (so overwhelmed with rejection loss etc). However from what you said it seems though there maybe similarities in your experiences maybe not all are impacted the same way (am I right?).
I know what I have experienced in not having had a 'proper' relationship with my father CAN NO WAY COMPARE TO BEING ADOPTED but it seems to me to be the only thing i can use to even get an inkling or very minute speck of how adopted persons must feel.
Hope I haven't said the wrong thing as I don't want to offend or belittle persons' pain so will sign off here but just have to reiterate all children are special and gifts from God no matter the circumstances of our births and life journeys.
What's wrong with abortion?
J Mo it didn’t happen to the people who believe in it.....
J Mo abortion is murder
" I wasn't with the person becuase I love them, I was with them becuase I didn't love myself. Which in turn I was hoping would make me love myself or feel worthy of being loved." ~the most powerful shit that you hear that makes you think. A lot of people do this becuase it helps them cope internally for a second
I'm one of them.... I just don't know what else to do
man you made me cry. you are not a mistake and me saying that ain't gonna change how you feel but from an outsider's perspective it was like hella PLOT TWIST when you said that's how you ended up feeling after everything. it shocked me that i guess you don't see that you were and are SO LOVED. there's so much LOVE for you, around you and because of you. loving something so much will always cause pain. that's just the way it is but you gonna think - because i'm afraid of pain do i not ever love? one day your babies will grow up and cause you pain and hurt because i mean - them kids that what they do. BUT lemme tell you that not for one moment will you regret having them. THINK on that. you're not a mistake. YOU ARE NOT. you are LOVE.
joy said I love wat u said thats beautiful and u said u speaking positive i like that god bless u
Yes ❣️
Beautiful
The fact that he thinks he Is a mistake breaks my heart. :///
joy said I love your comment, it's really beautiful!
Keep this man in your prayers guys. He’s hurting. Only Jesus can mend your brokenness brother ♥️ draw closer to God 🙏🏽💕
No truer words! If the world just knew that only Jesus can fill the void inside of you
Amen
God has a plan for you❤️ and everything happens for a reason. Just remember your the head and not the tail and you’re above and not below. Look how far you have gone. ❤️❤️
Jasmine Maipose that’s so nice!!
Yes amen
I just found your videos but let me say this: no more apologizing. No apologizing for sharing your story because you're probably helping someone else in their time of need. No apologizing for being emotional and crying. No apologizing for needing to get this off your chest and off your heart. No apologizing....you've spent 29 years apologizing for what you "thought" other people needed to hear: this is about YOU and only YOU. This is YOUR journey, so there's no apologies needed. We all need to deal with the pasts of our parents and of ourselves. You'd be surprised how folks who aren't adopted still don't know their past. These series of videos are important, and powerful, and necessary. Share what you want, keep some for yourself. Again, your journey, no one else. Much love King.
You're definitely not a mistake and nobody should ever feel like that . got me over here tearing up
Look, I'm new to your channel. Found your adoption videos by chance. I have a son very close to your age. He's 2 years younger. I just want to maybe suggest that you view things through a different lens. You have such an amazing story filled with love. Soooooo many people were and are in love with you. You brought joy to so many lives. And the fact that you are now attempting to assist others with a similar story is nothing short of amazing. Such a contribution to the world is immeasurable. I do although I'm not adopted understand the void you felt but please know you are highly favored. So many people have never experienced such love. How could such a gift ever be a mistake?!?!? I think there are gifts and attributes in you that are rare and valuable. You birth mom needed you in order to turn her situation around. Sounds like your auntie needed you too. I'm sure you gave her an immense amount of love and joy even if it was for a short time. And then you rescued your adopted parents and family. All of those contributions made you the amazing man you are today. Your past mistakes are just that, in the past. You've learned and grown. Well done.....well done.
Awesome words.
never would it be better without you, you’re here being a mentor to millions, we all love you!! ❤️❤️
*Stand up black man! you're here for a reason. Don't let the devil steal your soul be strong and always remember you're here for a reason..*
DJ Salsero musica facts.. well said bro bro
Great message, w understanding that he's doing his homework, and there's a time to reflect on vulnerabilities for healing. But your positive message is right!.... Hope he REALLY finds Jesus. There's p!enty on UA-cam for the sincere seeker. We all still need people, but in gettng through tough, lonely times, witn Jesus, you will NEVER be alone! For all: Keep Him with you in prayer on good days too, it will help protect you form the snares of tbe evil ione, who loves the insidious downfall w alcohol, loose sex, and suicidal thoughts... Hope he knows how many are praying for him!
true. but you don't have to call him BLACK MAN
you tell em
Hes not just a black man hes a great man reguardless of race. Just because he is our race of african american doesnt mean we have to call it out. Saying stand up black man is keeping us black folks from intermingling and ending this division we have with the caucasion race.
It's ok hun look how u turned out a great person ❤️
Queen GwenAsmr yes he did . aww so sweet love your comment 😊😉😍😍😍😍😍😏
He fucked mcqueens girlfriend
George B who that
XSG mega mcqueen
lmfaoo "chillout" (dog voice)
God's plan for you was meticulously made. Seeing the real & the raw side of you is amazing. You're stronger than you give yourself credit for. God bless you
How can you feel like that when 3 families wanted you. Your mom wanted you your uncle and aunt wanted you and the family that raised you wanted you. You were and are truly Blessed my brother, God Bless you always
Keep your head up bro
my heart goes to you.... there is a void that only God can fill & i pray He will help you through this.
As a child it's never your fault.
As an adult we are often put in situations that we have to make that's for the better for everyone. At times that may be one of the biggest choice for life for both parties.
You are here for a reason and purpose.
Your testimony now may help some one else.
I can go on for days.
I often tell my Family/Friends/Soldiers to take care of you because no one can do it better than you.
Please note that if you need to speak to someone to please do so because keeping it buried will continue grow inside you and mold you into someone you are not.
STAY BLESSED AND HUMBLED
Well said. Love this man
Not really
Thank you so much for being transparent and vulnerable. I pray for more blessings and healing in your life
After every rain storm there is sunshine.
Love you bro, really enjoy the videos I appreciate your time.
Rodeen Edwards i always see u in the comment section u are a true fan man ✊❤👏👏👏
Lil Jit yea for sure I'm a true fan, I'm a youtuber so I love people who is real.
Mystic, don’t feel bad... I know that you do bc of the situation... think about it, if a baby is born deaf or blind and must be taught to speak sign language or read brail, how do you think they would feel? They would feel more like a “burden” which no person is... no person is a burden. Everyone learns, gets through that one tough time, and then live life to the fullest with whatever problem they have. Never give up Mystic. You’ve gotten this far... keep on going up 👍🏼☝🏼👏🏼
You are definitely not a mistake. You are here with a divine purpose if for no other reason than to help a 50+ year old woman (me) gather the courage to look for her biological parents. Thank you for sharing your story and please keep us posted. :)
This just goes to show that you never know what a person is or has been through in their life. Mystic- keep doing great things man. You were put on this Earth for a reason.
Am adopted but it’s just something god put in my life, people may not believe in god but I think it’s a easier way to take it as my family didn’t want me and put in foster care with my bro and him going jail and me begin left on my own to cope with things, please people appreciate your family and the life u have
Don’t ever blame yourself, your family is lucky to have you because you are an amazing just the way you are and I know you been having a hard time and it wasn’t easy for you cause you been trying to find out what really happen and I know sometimes the truth can hurt but you just have to hear it cause it just what happened and all this amazing fans that you will always have will always be there for you from the beginning till forever and you will be supportive for you for anything and we all love you with all our heart and I hope everything could turn out good between you and your mom and thank you for telling us everything that has happen and being there for us ❤️😁✨💙
i love him and i love that he finally got to find out who he really is. keep your head up and just embrace this part of your family
I love you, like fr. Doubts & lies might tell you otherwise but you’re so strong. To go through everything you’ve been through & STILL get through life even if you feel like you’re barely doing it is strength beyond measure. God Bless you abundantly ♥️
You’re an amazing guy I hope you understand that so many people love and care for you. You’re not a mistake you gave the people who raised you a purpose of life for whatever reason they didn’t have a child
You are not a mistake & u are certainly not a burden, u are in fact a blessing. You have fought all these years and overtime u have become stronger and stronger during this struggle. Take this journey one step at a time & see this as meaning & value, u have been gifted with two mothers now take advantage of it from this day onwards. You can always forgive but never forget, your birth mother has gone through a lot it’s not easy giving away your child imagine all these years not knowing how you were being raised and not raising u herself. We always regret things in life but it’s these regrets that make up who u are! Keep your head held up high, move on slowly and count your blessings! We all love you 🖤
Benji Ryan couldn’t have been said any better💞
You're deeply loved by God the father. He knows every hair on your head and thought in your mind. You are His masterpiece and He cherishes you like none other. Your life has purpose and impact, you were made to be here!
well said
And that's a fact
This is a VERY BEAUTIFUL story and you're not a burden. You're a blessing, a lesson and the reason someone is living. Your story is so POWERFUL and it happened the way it was supposed to happen because you're here to lead and teach. You're doing AMAZING. KEEP UP THE GREAT WORK!!🙏🏽❤
I felt this on a whole different level, I feel as if everything would be better without me here. I remember when I was in my car crying. I called my dad and told him I loved him and he asked me whats going on, and I lost it. I started crying and saying this world would be 10x better without me here. I was on the phone for about an hour, mind you hes at work. He drove to me and stopped me from taking myself out of this world. That moment was painful cause I never wanted to put my parents thru anything like that but I felt they would be better off if I wasnt here. You can get thru everything. Regardless of how low you fall you can overcome anything. We are all here for you bro🙏🏾
Thank you for sharing your story with us, I love you so much❤️
Thank you for sharing. I just bumped into your channel because of the meeting your birth mom story and these other two very powerful videos about it. I’ve been crying the entire time right along with you. It’s comforting to know other people feel the same way sometimes. I don’t feel weird or like something is wrong with me. But I feel understood now. So thank you again for sharing
thank you for shedding a true light on what many of us have to experience. you described the pain in a nutshell. trying to help outsiders understand it is really hard and has ruined many relationships of mine due to never being on the same page. feeling angry that someone in a better situation has the nerve to complain when the life they are complaining about is all that I have ever wanted. but one day just like the rest of us, I had to realize that its not their fault, and my burden isn't always meant to be shared even if it feels too heavy to carry on my own.
Thanks for sharing ur journey.
YOU’RE NOT DOING ANYTHING WRONG! KEEP DOING THIS KIND OF VIDEOS IF YOU FEEL LIKE YOU’VE TO GET SOMETHING OUT.
Jesus loves you and there was no mistake when he placed you in this world. You have a beautiful testimony that will be of light and hope to many. It's already begun. God bless you!
What you've said about the void you feel is a universal feeling. Thank you for being honest. Thank you for being open. Please know you're loved and appreciated by SOO many.
I was struggling to give that thump up, I feel you it's really hard😔😔😔 please don't say that you wasn't supposed to be here I was a mistake too but I'm leaving God knows why you here and you keep make us smiling ☺
myrlanda g you guys were ment to here in a good way
myrlanda g you two are not a mistacke
EVERYONE has a reason to be here...
Majority of the human race were mistakes.
Mason Be Like your not making it any better at all no one is a mistake genius
Through all the hurt remember GOD Always had a plan and though at times we may not understand his wisdom we must trust in his LOVE for us! You are not a mistake but an important part of the ALMIGHTY'S marvelous plan.👑💖
Pick up your head KING👑. You'll make it through💙
ELISHA KANI you'r comment really helped me. Thank you♡
Amen sister💓
Best comment on this thread.
You’re definitely not alone. I was adopted but sometimes I wish maybe it would’ve been better if I were adopted. You’re not nor would ever be a mistake you’re a blessing. I suffer from bi-polar depression, anxiety and paranoid. I went through a lot and I’m still going through a lot but I refuse to let it get to me. Your videos helped me. Thanks 😁
I just came across your page today! Thank you!
Everyone on this journey had something to learn.....we choose our parents and our mothers, they are the vessels for us to come through. You ARE NEVER A MISTAKE! I can only imagine these videos have helped so many who have gone through your similar experience.
Thank you for being vulnerable and open. Thank you for being honest and genuine! You too have so much to learn about yourself and your journey is far from over.....continue to grow love with your birth mom and family. I wish you all the love and light!
You are a great person Mystic. You are here not by mistake but for love and from love. You are a very special person to The Most High God, also of course to those around you; and a Biblical Hebrew Israelite. You are a blessing and a gift to everybody around you, who has a very special mission in life. I appreciate you my friend for I know it was very difficult, for boldly opening up about everything. Thank you for your time Mystic and may The Most High God Bless you🙏✨
It's not ur fault one bit. Pls dont think that. U were born and that was gods plan. Not ur moms. Whatever happened and is happening, is for a good cause. U know that. Keep ur faith in the lord, Satan is really trying his best with u from what ur saying. With multiple girls, drinking, thinking about suicides. he slowly wants to destroy u and get in ur head. He wants u to believe that it's ur fault. But it's not. U are a GIFT not a mistake. I believe that everything can come together in ur family. Bring ur head back up. Be strong.
Its Neshia gods plan gods plan i only love my bed and my momma im sorry oh shit mystic cant sing that song
torey love i feel good sometimes I don’t
Read More come on u know tjay was funmy
torey love y’all are really that fucking childish.
Read More who tf you calling a whore. Grow up and act your age obviously y’all are like 6. This video is so personal and you’re acting stupid🤦🏽♀️
I stumbled across these few videos that you've made on this topic and I got to say you are not alone in the way you feel or are dealing with these things. Its never easy to let go of emotions that bind us to feeling miserable about a situation but its how you build yourself taller with each life changing moment that goes on in your life. Its like a stack of books with a million diffrent stories characters feelings sayings all inside of that stack and it takes a moment to tumble down but if you have a sturdy enough base to hold it up it will stay. Reflect on the people in your life that have kept you here when you couldnt do it by yourself and embrace this new life that you kbow about embrace the person you are right here right now and feel empowered that these challenges have brought you to where you are. so when you started talking about not wanting to be here it really hit a chord with me ive been there I still feel that way sometimes but all you can do is realise that today is today you and only you can control your emotions about today. The past is there and there are so many what ifs that you can internalize but youve made it past bumps in the past and you'll have more down the road but youve made it this far just keep going prepare yourself but enjoy your future
Ur helping a lot of people who can relate, even abandonment and relationship issues its a huge help to lots of people. Thanks for sharing and chin up Mystic were your family too
Nothing has ever explained my emotions about my adoption more. Thank you for putting my hurt into words because I never could.
You are never a mistake. A child is never a mistake , there is a reason why you are on this earth. You sharing is going to touch so many peoples lives who are going through the confusion. You have to go through the grieve , let it out each day it will feel better at some point. Take a day at a time. You are Love💖😘
Amen
I have watched many UA-cam videos and this is by far my favorite. I was also adopted within my family by my great grandmother. I found my father at 25 years old and met my grandfather last month. I was broken! I was so lost all of my life and the people that raised me couldn’t understand why i was so broken with all of the love they had shown me. But needless to say my birth mother is toxic and resents me for having a good life, though she was the one that give me to them for that very reason. People have no idea the abandonment issues adopted kids go through. I felt every word you spoke. Thank you for your story. Thank you for being so brave.
I’ve just come across your videos. And man, this is so real. So genuine. I commend you for this. Takes a real strong individual to be so vulnerable. I can feel your pain and all your emotions. Never feel like you aren’t enough. You’re more than enough. You can see from these past couple videos how much you wear your heart on your sleeve and it’s beautiful. Keep on doing what you’re doing man. You’re great!
Thank you for sharing your journey with us ✊🏽❤️✨
Never be scared to express your feelings ☺
Kevin THATS RIGHT!!!!
Wow thank you for making this video. It’s so powerful. I appreciate you sharing your pain with us. I wish you all the best. I hope life brings you everything you’re looking for to fill your heart.
I too am adopted and so many of us feel what you’ve expressed. There is always pain on both sides. Adoption stems from sadness. The good news is that it doesn’t mean that we will be sad forever. I would recommend the following books:
Journey of the adopted self
by Betty Jean Lifton
The Primal Wound and
Coming Home to Self by Nancy Verrier
Adoption Healing...a Path to Recovery
by Joseph M. Soll
I send you so much understanding and compassion.
You sharing this was powerful brotha. Never feel like you were a mistake or shouldn't be here. Prior to this video based off all your subscribers you have changed many lives and made any people laugh. Letting your subscribers see this personal and emotional journey in your life speaks volumes. Im sure you have many subscribers that that have been adopted or given their children up for adoption. This may be the one thing that saves them or give them that opportunity to find their loved ones if possible. Keep your head up brotha.
Turn to God our Most High! You are special and you are loved! You are here with purpose ❤️ love you keeping you in my prayers !
Your honesty is beautiful. Thank you. There is a lot of power in you sharing your own story, because through sharing your vulnerability, you're helping to heal the hearts of so many watching you. I'm married to a man who was abandoned by his mother here in Los Angeles at 6 months old. He was then passed around through multiple foster homes before he even turned 2 years old. These feelings don't go away. But when you acknowledge them, just like you have, you learn to allow them to move through you and heal, instead of masking them and "compensating" for them in other ways. So... thank you for being brave. Thank you for reminding me of the thoughts and feelings under the surface of my husband that are there, even during the moments he isn't expressing them. For him, overcoming and becoming successful wasn't the answer for healing, though it does show his strength. Sharing his story has been his greatest power and greatest healer. Just know that... our greatest purpose can simply be sharing our story and pain, which in turn heals countless others you will never even know about.
i’ve been watched this vid but i just love u bro everyone is here for you brodie. stay up❤️❤️❤️
You’ve grown much bro takes a real one to open up like that.....
May God be with you Mark 💯🗣💛
Thank you for sharing ur truth. U put into words my truth too. I hear u and I soul cried with u on these last vids. Theres so much i want to share but for now: LOVE and healing to u and all the adoptees and fosters on here.
Your transparency is so inspiring. Thanks for being real.
I am glad to see that you know your birth mother. I met my birth mother when I was 7 and now I live with her. It was a very hard time but I forgave her. I love my mom and I know that you love your mother too.
Mystic it wasnt hurt you caused other people sweetheart. Its LOVE, you brought, it was so much love that everyone wanted you. You had 3 mothers that needed your love and wanted to nurture you. You are amazing, you are wanted, and you are needed. And even if for your mother and your aunt you brought them love and joy even for a moment that is something they will always have. You are Amazing Hugs to you 💙
Miranda Park well said. He doesn’t realize everyone was fighting to have him. Everyone loved him so much. He’s not a mistake
this just made me cry omg!! you’re such a great person remember that! You have changed so many peoples life’s just remember that!!! You’re a great man!❤️
I love you man, we love you! We’re here with you. God is with you! We’re gonna make sure you get through this just like how you get us through our problems
U a big inspiration. Keep in mind you help all these fans that are going through what your going through as well..keep ya head up.
Mystic you are a blessing! Don’t ever think twice about it. You are a blessing to your adoptive family and ever person that supports you💕
Yoh the strongest open hearted person I've ever seen.. Bless you
You are Not a mistake
God Loves you just the way you are !❤️❤️❤️
You are here for a reason!
Stay Strong!🙏🏾 God bless you and don't forget he is always with you !🙏🏾🙏🏾
It’s OK to let all your problems out😢😢
🙄💔💔
Mystic I don’t want you too feel lik your a mistake because that’s how u have felt in the past and it made you go down a dark road. You were meant to be here you have a purpose, and yours is to testify your life in order to help you and others. Continue to keep in touch with your family and learn more about yourself and continue to grow. I’ve truly enjoyed watching your journey over the years the ups and downs and love your rawness and openness/vulnerability. I truly hope this form of therapy helps because the more you share the less it hurts. Hope you see this and hope it helps alittle. Much love ❤️.
You've come this far for such a time as this! You are changing lives with your story!
Watching you put the pieces of your puzzle together is inspiring. This is your testimony which will help others along their path. Don’t consume others decisions as your fault, I wasn’t adopted but my mother let my grandmother raise me. I’m on this same journey of finding out why. I noticed it prevented me from becoming close to any woman in my life and Im a female; but female friends were far and few. In order to move past this I had to heal myself and find out why my brothers got to live there but I wasn’t. My point is, even if your Aunt had raised you the pain is still the same. Seem like they both love you dearly maybe The Most High needed to make you neutral in the situation for you to help mend the relationship because the love they have for you would make them do it. Hope you continue your relationship with them more healing in the process. Plus it seems that you have been blessed with wonderful parents so you have love all around. Remember your on the path to revealing your purpose don’t ever confuse that with being a mistake call you aunt for clarification and ask your mother some questions if need to but get answers and close those doors so you have no reason to feel confused.
Mystic you have transformed into a better person. This is very inspirational.
I understand bro, your not alone I've gone through the same thing and still kinda going through it. But never loose yourself, you were put on this earth for a reason, God put you here to do something great. And I'm pretty sure for some of the ppl watching you definitely helped them. You helped someone out here going through worse things probably. Stay strong man.
My man you are worth something and I do know how you feel I deal with anxiety and depression but keep your head up brotha
Only been here for this so far. And thank you for these 3 videos. They are very helpful to me.
Thanks for opening up to us mystic, I love seeing the real, raw videos of you. Love you always and I’m always here for you ❤️
Apology accepted. I will always respect you no matter what and the fact you were adopted can be sad in one way and in another it can be cool but we all know that you are special the way you are. May God guide you and protect forever and ever
watching you has inspired me to star my own channel about my life and adoption story, I understand all of the things you are going through and I understand the process to be "normal" on the outside while feeling conflicted on the inside in regards to both sets of parents. I think you are brave asf, no lie you handled it like a champ, i just hope that meeting them doesnt do more harm than good, sometimes you have to be selfish and stop thinking about trying to figure out why they gave you up, consider what life would have been like in that toxic situation. Best of luck, I hope when I post a video I can get your honest feedback as well
I love the fact that you are okay with being vunerable and dealing with your feelings. A lot of men don't know how to deal or don't wanna let other people see them be vunerable because of pride. I love that your dealing with it the best way you know how and letting us in because this is something that is very personal. I commend you my brother. You are truly an inspiration!
Mystic you really inspire most of us out here, I been watching you since 2016 and I’ve always looked up to you bc your such a good creator, a funny person, most of these messages coming from you are one of the best, nobody should go through this, god has many plans for you.
We love you Isaiah❤Stay positive bro
Slasher or mark
Your a blessing from god bro. Keep your head up and stay positive. The world needs more people like you. your a gift. you influence the world with positivity and that’s what we need 🙏🏽
i know you hit me straight in the feels depression hurts and i hope every persons pain could fade.
Watching this video made me teary eyed. Dont ever think your a mistake! At the end of the day look how you turned out. Your an amazing man with a huge heart and your doing a great job with these videos. Your making so many people smile and happy. Im greatful for your channel. Ive never been adopted but i can relate in some ways because i grew up without a father. Your videos lift my spirit everyday i see a new video
We love you Isaiah! PLEASE don't ever think you were a mistake, you were just a blessing they weren't ready For! Your such a sweet soul with a smile that can light up a room! You touch so many people everyday! Keep your head up you have so many people behind you.
Brooke Vandenorth I thought he was called Mark
His birth name is Isaiah
If you watched an followed threw the whole journey of meeting his real mom you would know. There's 2 videos on it. Check them out
The world needs more people like you. Your genuine. God bless you. Thanks for sharing your true self. I just came across your video about your adoption. I'm happy I watched. I love your words. You say everything so right. I cried my eyes out with these adoption videos.
You know what young man! I'm so sorry you and your family have gone through this. I'm here to tell you God makes no mistakes! Every path or obstacles we are given are the Lord way of testing our strength and showing us our paths. You are meant for something great and life changing and helping others in situations they may feel that can't pull through alone ❤ God bless you and yours.
.The world need you .Look how much people you have made happy . God made you for a reason . I thank you for making us smile everyday.
Its ok thank you for sharing .i also was adopted as a newborn and i did my own research and found my family in 2012 after finding out when i was 13 in 88 when my parents past.it was unreal for me and i was upset and now im at peace but i missed meeting my real mom they said by 6 months before i found them and it broke my heart i lost two moms and a dad .now im looking for my dad side hopefully ill have closer .thank u for your story💙
Stay up bro, it just takes time you’ll be better soon ik it won’t fully go away but you’ll be good just stay positive and keep chasin the bag and havin fun
"god gives his hardest battles to his strongest soldiers" keep your head up.your here for a reason.you are your mom and dad's (the ones that raised you) biggest blessing that they could've ever asked for. I'm not adopted but my 2 younger sibling we're adopted out and I can onestly say that it was one of the biggest blessing that they were.the life we were raised in was not met for any child to go through so I see them being the lucky ones that were able to get away. Keep the faith .that what got me through all my tough times. Thank for sharing.❤️💯
Isaiah, you are a strong and beautiful person. I don’t know what it’s like to be adopted, but I can only imagine the hurt and emptiness you feel on a day to day basis.. however, I do know what it’s like to have that same emptiness. My father was never in my life, but has 3 other kids that he loves and cares for and lives with everyday. I know how it feels to think you’re a burden and think “why am I here?”. But always remember, you’re here for a reason. Your birth family may not have been in your life always, but they are here now. And they all seem to genuinely love you. Your family has doubled in size, you now have so many people who are here for you, who love and care for you. You ARE worthy. I pray that God heals your mother, I pray that God allows you to feel whole again and take away the pain you’ve been feeling. Stay strong!
It's ok mystic, we love you no matter what💙💜🖤
Just came upon your UA-cam, and wow your story really touched me , never put your self down . God don’t things for a reason , I saw your other video meeting your mom that really touched me I could of tell how happy she was to see you and how much she wished she kept you , I’m a mother my self of twins and I thought bout adoption and I told my self no ! You can do this ! Keep your head up hun .
Wow ! Mystic very heart felt. I literally Started crying as soon as you opened your mouth and started talking. I am truly blessed to be one of many that I’ve got to hear your story. I will pray every day for you that God strengthens your heart and your soul and help you get through this. Just know this you are amazing I mean just look at you you have so much to offer others don’t be too hard on yourself hold your head high love always. One of many fans subscribers followers whatever will call D’s days stay true to you always keep it 💯