So.. i wonder if people realize how they sound when they jump on the bandwagon of "its selfish, it leaves pain" another layer of guilt doesnt suppress the layers of guilt that are already there. Feeling ashamed that you even think this way perpetuates the stigma and the sense of hopelessness.
Found out a couple of hours ago that my sister passed away this past Friday. I want her back. I want to go home now. Please! 50 yrs ago thats all. PLEASE!!!
3 libras by A Perfect Circle took the blade from my skin many times growing up. Maynard James Keenan and all of his work are the reason I am here today.
My life died when I lost my fiancé not through unaliving herself but in a car accident. Now I’m just going through the motions being kept alive by anger and spite cause I’m not going to allow the world to win. Im glad me and Beasty requested this on a new music Friday now if I can only make it through without crying.
Whenever someone ends their life trying to escape pain, it doesn't work like that. It only transfers the pain to everyone around you, thankfully I was able to see that just before I went through with my attempt
First time seeing your channel recommended, already liking it. I always say, suicide don't help, It's just gonna cause more pain, you may not feel any, but friends and loved ones will feel it through loss. I've attempted in the past, even recently I've attempted and couldn't remember it at all, now I'm left wondering what actually happened and/or wondering what is going on with me. Very good reaction, amazing commentary and I hope to see more reactions.
There is not a single song Citizen Soldier has put out that I have not fallen in love with. Every single one of them are amazing. And Jake Segura(lead singer and songwriter)'s story is insane. Would love to see your reaction on Through Hell and Let It Burn, but I will always click on any CS reaction vid, especially from you.
The monsters in my head keep screaming at me telling me I'm worthless, I'm a burden so just do everyone a favour and end it. When every breath is a struggle and every heartbeat hurts. And I constantly stare at myself in the mirror and tell myself to just hold on just a little bit longer and at the same time I'm begging God to just stop my heart from beating. Just to make the pain go away and the voices to stop.
Hey! I really love this channel, and when I was in recovery, I loved hearing your thoughts on Mac Miller's music. I would love to hear your thoughts on "Perfect Circle/Godspeed" I think a lot of people relate to it including me. Anyways keep up the videos, love it!
My fiance ended my life the day she ended hers.... I've been severely depressed my entire life, but that was a hit I may never recover from. But I will never end it early. God will tell me when its my time.
question, isnt one of the usual suggestions for surcidale people not also to get kids or a pet, because of the guilt of leaving another behind that depends on you, or the harm you could cause?
I keep playing this song because of how i feel. Sure i have prople care but i dont care myself. I want to be safe and im not safe anywhere but hospitals. No one will send me there becuase it can make me feel worse.
But I will say this from experience once you get past suicidal and you should be fine but there is a scary sense of comfort when my blanket almost killed me in December but I rescued myself but that comfort in the danger and it was a suicide attempt I just rolled and the blanket didn't I couldn't breathe and yet the comfort of the situation is what scares me
I really don't like the part where you try to guilt trip people who are suicidal by saying people could be left with a life time of pain. Does that mean the suicidal person has to suffer for a lifetime after trying everything? Maybe the people who may be hurt by it should have talked and asked some questions earlier so they can understand when it happens. I know every situation is different, but sometimes the person has tried everything, tried to get help, tried all the meds, and continuing to exist is unimaginable torture. Sometimes that darkest moment just doesn't end.
And he’s been through this crap. So you know it’s not over-exaggerated for shock value or whatever.
Now Jake is helping all of us make it through life, too. It takes a village; not just to raise a child, but to live an adult life.
So far i haven’t heard a Citizen soldier song i don’t love
I haven’t found one either lmao
Same
Same I love his songs
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There’s a new video of a song released off their latest album, it’s called Made Of Misery
@@davidgessin-mccully3919 ik I listened it it ty
I would love to see your reaction to citizen soldier's song therapy 😂
It’s on my request list, but its behind wish that i could cry by citizen soldier. So they’ll react to it someday soon
SAME!! 💯
So.. i wonder if people realize how they sound when they jump on the bandwagon of "its selfish, it leaves pain" another layer of guilt doesnt suppress the layers of guilt that are already there. Feeling ashamed that you even think this way perpetuates the stigma and the sense of hopelessness.
I asked for help once and was told to get over myself. That's when I knew nobody cares. Not even your own family.
Wanna talk?
I care even if nobody else does bro if u ever need to talk hit me up
Found out a couple of hours ago that my sister passed away this past Friday. I want her back. I want to go home now. Please! 50 yrs ago thats all. PLEASE!!!
He literally wrote this about his own experience
Can you do more Citizen Soldier songs please? I'm thinking maybe "Tattoos" or "Reason To Live"? Thank you, love your reactions!
Omg this had me on the verge of tears
You would love “I sent my therapist to therapy” by Alec Benjamin
3 libras by A Perfect Circle took the blade from my skin many times growing up. Maynard James Keenan and all of his work are the reason I am here today.
My life died when I lost my fiancé not through unaliving herself but in a car accident. Now I’m just going through the motions being kept alive by anger and spite cause I’m not going to allow the world to win. Im glad me and Beasty requested this on a new music Friday now if I can only make it through without crying.
Sounds like his song strong for somebody else when you said the pain of others wont stop
Whenever someone ends their life trying to escape pain, it doesn't work like that. It only transfers the pain to everyone around you, thankfully I was able to see that just before I went through with my attempt
Trying to get someone to stop by guilt tripping them usually only makes their personal hell even worse....
First time seeing your channel recommended, already liking it. I always say, suicide don't help, It's just gonna cause more pain, you may not feel any, but friends and loved ones will feel it through loss. I've attempted in the past, even recently I've attempted and couldn't remember it at all, now I'm left wondering what actually happened and/or wondering what is going on with me. Very good reaction, amazing commentary and I hope to see more reactions.
There is not a single song Citizen Soldier has put out that I have not fallen in love with. Every single one of them are amazing. And Jake Segura(lead singer and songwriter)'s story is insane. Would love to see your reaction on Through Hell and Let It Burn, but I will always click on any CS reaction vid, especially from you.
Limit aswell.
@@jake8748 Oh yes, 100%!
The song "Irreplaceable" saved my life
I'll be seeing them Thursday. Everyone in my group needs it.
I have a friend who is suicidal and tried to take their life this makes me think of how it must feel.
This is a song about Jake’s personal experience and how he became A Citizen Soldier.😢
The monsters in my head keep screaming at me telling me I'm worthless, I'm a burden so just do everyone a favour and end it. When every breath is a struggle and every heartbeat hurts. And I constantly stare at myself in the mirror and tell myself to just hold on just a little bit longer and at the same time I'm begging God to just stop my heart from beating. Just to make the pain go away and the voices to stop.
Don't give up, pal! I believe in u! ❤
Yea we're both here dude keep going it's very hard for me too Good job for making it this far tho❤️❤️❤️
Umm therapy session?
Hey! I really love this channel, and when I was in recovery, I loved hearing your thoughts on Mac Miller's music. I would love to hear your thoughts on "Perfect Circle/Godspeed" I think a lot of people relate to it including me. Anyways keep up the videos, love it!
Mate U gotta listen to many more of there songs
My fiance ended my life the day she ended hers.... I've been severely depressed my entire life, but that was a hit I may never recover from. But I will never end it early. God will tell me when its my time.
I'm so sorry for your loss
you should check out "STILL HERE" by dm dokuro. it is an emotional roller-coaster for sure.
question, isnt one of the usual suggestions for surcidale people not also to get kids or a pet, because of the guilt of leaving another behind that depends on you, or the harm you could cause?
I keep playing this song because of how i feel. Sure i have prople care but i dont care myself. I want to be safe and im not safe anywhere but hospitals. No one will send me there becuase it can make me feel worse.
Find a Christian counsellor ❤
Contact Stauros foundation 🙏
But I will say this from experience once you get past suicidal and you should be fine but there is a scary sense of comfort when my blanket almost killed me in December but I rescued myself but that comfort in the danger and it was a suicide attempt I just rolled and the blanket didn't I couldn't breathe and yet the comfort of the situation is what scares me
Therapy is expensive and I unemployed
Don't give up, bro. Ur life worth a lot!
Can you react to Hansel by Sodikken??
Anson seabra trying my best
omg yes that's one of my favorite songs
Limit is another really heavy song from Citizen Soldier, but in all honestly they don't have any songs I don't like
I really don't like the part where you try to guilt trip people who are suicidal by saying people could be left with a life time of pain. Does that mean the suicidal person has to suffer for a lifetime after trying everything? Maybe the people who may be hurt by it should have talked and asked some questions earlier so they can understand when it happens. I know every situation is different, but sometimes the person has tried everything, tried to get help, tried all the meds, and continuing to exist is unimaginable torture. Sometimes that darkest moment just doesn't end.
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you look like Joe Biden. Love the song though😊
scrim from suicideboys dropped new solo songs under his persona yung wetto from the season taps this a good one WETTO - STEP THE F*** UP