When we need an anchor to trust in, in the middle of change and struggle, nature is the aerial structure to hold on to for me, too. Grounded wisdom of trees and life giving warmth of the sun. I call myself an atheist who believes in nature. I find a grounding spirituality in that, without needing to be spiritual in the conventional sense.
Hi both. I am 24 years old. And decided to walk out of my formal education in highschool because of financial issues, sexual abuse in school and how disillusioned i was with the system. I started working with alternatives and gave me a paradigm shift. I feel sick with dengue and then started getting panic attacks after being discharged from the hospital. It's been three years of that. I struggle to even shampoo my hair, rushing out of the bathroom all trembling and with high heart rate. I don't have a consistent job. Work on volunteery basis. Just also my boyfriend left me like the 1000th time. And i am back home, resting, reading, journaling, going to the beach sometimes or simply walking on my terrace and understanding my cptsd and healing. For the first time i feel i am in no hurry. I feel that i am able to see a lot of cracks in the systems..how food, health, education industries make us. It's all modernity. And we need to slow down. People often dont talk about how the soulless structure in the cities, the bullshit jobs and school systems make us. We need magic and culture and love.
Thank you for sharing your personal experience. C-PTSD recovery is a long process, it takes much courage and gentleness. It is important to remember that many people don’t start out on that path and you already have. People who have been through trauma know exactly what they need. As you’ve said, slowing down, courage, love, culture and magic. You are the expert in your own life. I wish you well in your healing journey. ♥️take good care of yourself.
This dialogue completes Emmy's messages. It is the dialogue between a professional and Sam, an intelligent person, who has the courage to know himself in his true particularity and to look for the right path. Sam, you are a wonderful person. I have now learned a lot from you.Thanks to both of You !💞
Thank you Emmy & Sam for this dialogue and good lessons! I'm from Brazil and today I'm living a shot time in Newcastle and for me is a great pleasure to hear from you all this lessons with a lot wisdom! For me to stay here, and studying at Newcastle University is a huge challenges in my life and in the same time a unique opportunity.
What a fantastic dialogue. So many golden nuggets of wisdom. Stability is safety, it feels comfortable but yes sometimes destabilisation brings huge transformation and growth. Taking risks is necessary!
I appreciate both of you for sharing your quest for truth! When I felt disconcerted being abroad in a foreign land, I always took consolation in seeing the same moon in the sky. I appreciate that your philosophy is grounded in care of the physical body and the need to look after yourself and care for yourself first. Ah, yes, I agree with you Sam, there's always something to forgive ourselves for, whilst we do need to forgive ourselves. And your dialogue about callouses as a reaction to pain is profound!💜
When we need an anchor to trust in, in the middle of change and struggle, nature is the aerial structure to hold on to for me, too. Grounded wisdom of trees and life giving warmth of the sun. I call myself an atheist who believes in nature. I find a grounding spirituality in that, without needing to be spiritual in the conventional sense.
Wonderful
Thank you both of you..been listening to both of you overa year and through very difficult time
Hi both. I am 24 years old. And decided to walk out of my formal education in highschool because of financial issues, sexual abuse in school and how disillusioned i was with the system. I started working with alternatives and gave me a paradigm shift. I feel sick with dengue and then started getting panic attacks after being discharged from the hospital. It's been three years of that. I struggle to even shampoo my hair, rushing out of the bathroom all trembling and with high heart rate. I don't have a consistent job. Work on volunteery basis. Just also my boyfriend left me like the 1000th time. And i am back home, resting, reading, journaling, going to the beach sometimes or simply walking on my terrace and understanding my cptsd and healing. For the first time i feel i am in no hurry. I feel that i am able to see a lot of cracks in the systems..how food, health, education industries make us. It's all modernity. And we need to slow down. People often dont talk about how the soulless structure in the cities, the bullshit jobs and school systems make us. We need magic and culture and love.
You are so right. We do need magic, culture and love.
In artistic expression you can find all three things. I hope you continue to recover
Thank you for sharing your personal experience. C-PTSD recovery is a long process, it takes much courage and gentleness. It is important to remember that many people don’t start out on that path and you already have. People who have been through trauma know exactly what they need. As you’ve said, slowing down, courage, love, culture and magic. You are the expert in your own life. I wish you well in your healing journey. ♥️take good care of yourself.
yes, I would like to hear from Sam again. I find it very interesting, the process of creating a new belief system when life has destroyed the old one.
This dialogue completes Emmy's messages. It is the dialogue between a professional and Sam, an intelligent person, who has the courage to know himself in his true particularity and to look for the right path. Sam, you are a wonderful person. I have now learned a lot from you.Thanks to both of You !💞
Thank you so much for your encouragement
@@evagrosz1621 Thanks 🙏 Eva.
Emmy has such ana amazing mind. love watching the videos , so grounding.
Thank you Emmy & Sam for this dialogue and good lessons! I'm from Brazil and today I'm living a shot time in Newcastle and for me is a great pleasure to hear from you all this lessons with a lot wisdom! For me to stay here, and studying at Newcastle University is a huge challenges in my life and in the same time a unique opportunity.
Please do more talks, this has been so enlightening xxxx
So good to see Sam again!
What a fantastic dialogue. So many golden nuggets of wisdom. Stability is safety, it feels comfortable but yes sometimes destabilisation brings huge transformation and growth. Taking risks is necessary!
I'm subscribed to your channel and Sam's. How surprising and exciting to find you two in conversation. Fascinating!
I appreciate both of you for sharing your quest for truth! When I felt disconcerted being abroad in a foreign land, I always took consolation in seeing the same moon in the sky. I appreciate that your philosophy is grounded in care of the physical body and the need to look after yourself and care for yourself first. Ah, yes, I agree with you Sam, there's always something to forgive ourselves for, whilst we do need to forgive ourselves. And your dialogue about callouses as a reaction to pain is profound!💜
Amazing to see two of my favourite guides talk together, really thank you both, so beautiful & deeply helpful.
Thank you.
Please do more talks with Sam xx
I'm amazed! Two of my favorite brilliant minds!❤❤
Thank you, I am very grateful for Emmy's time and for her wisdom.
Hello, I'm a new subscriber from Sam's channel. Thank you for this interesting conversation.
Welcome to my channel.
they has all interest and profit with the bad.this universe is all a commerce
Not all of it and not all commerce is bad.