The sudden change in notes going from happy to sad so fast it triggers melancholy, the same way water goes from from solid to gas state instantly when it goes from extreme cold to extreme hot and it triggers sublimation.
Tapitity Tap solids, gases and liquids are states of matters, sublimation is when a solid instantly turns into a gas without going through the liquid state, so technically it’s both science and chemistry.
hey i hope you're doing okay, you're loved, you're wanted and you're needed on this earth. although it may not feel like that at times, i promise its true. and although you're feeling like this now, i promise it gets better. i know i know, that sounds cliché but it truly does. it may take days, months, even years but you've got to go through the worst times to get to the good parts. please don't take your own life, you're so loved and needed. if you need to talk i can give you my instagram, don't hesitate to ask
online hug for everyone who needs it. life is crap, and people are crap, but that just means that we need help, not that we are done for, you feel me? it always helps me to remember that there's no way in hell that im going to let all of the people who doubted me be right. dont let trump outlive you. its okay, trust me. your ok. now im not trying to give some kind of "no, its not worth it your going to get better," because while all of that is true, it dosnt seem like that. in that moment, you cant see light at the end of the tunnel. so i hope you can see my graffiti on the wall that says "hold on a little longer, talk to someone, do something, but just, stay for one more day" love you.
It's like a scene where two people are in a car, both silent, and visibly anxious. You go through their flashbacks of them running in the fields, kissing in a lake when it's raining, brushing each others hair and caressing each others faces. In the car, you watch their hands slowly meet and close together, once again, there's another flashback, this time it's them running away, running as fast as they can with all their belongings they can take. They are running for a long time, in slow motion, they're just running and panting, as if they're being hunted down. Eventually they make it their car, throwing their belongings in the back and rushing to their seats. You watch as they speed away and drive off onto a motorway, their hearts pounding together. I feel like it'd be a pretty cool comic hm?
Dude this hits me in a different way when I'm in the car at night. Earbuds in and staring out the window. When you can feel the bass in your chest. This song really gives me mixed emotions
@@evalunacastillo2411 I appreciate this comment. I am now sitting happily in my boyfriend's apartment, who I really love and care for. In a frame of 2 months I have almost completely moved on. Amazing how time works. Thank you for asking ♡
i will tell you exactly why we evolved to respect a deep voice and with respect comes that feeling that you feeling right now and when a song get's slowed it has more meaning because you respect it.
Imagined having a flashback while this song is on is one of the good thing that will happened to you and you're going back to the old memories that you always treasure is one of the greatest thing you could ever experience.
Yeah like youre about to die but you walk on this path with all the memories of your life all around you. The good and the bad. You can see every memory
You know?.. it's okay. Sometimes things will be hard, and you are going to fall apart, and it's okay to. It's okay to get up again and start again, slowly. Move the bits and pieces. Let your heartbeat faster, let it pain and clench making you aware of it's existence. Let it pump and jump knocking on your ribs to peep into the beautiful world outside. Let it glance and smile at the fading moments of present, soft whiff of coffee, laughing besties, soft summer breeze, and cold winter nights cuddled up on beds reading a cute romance. Let it freeze and melt, let it be itself. Let it free there's no need to keep it locked in there, even if it bleeds, it knows how to heal, and lost blood will leave your footsteps behind for others to trace.
What a poet my man, can't wait to jump while punching my chest to let my ribs peep into the world. You should become an author. Let it inspire and let it hire as you would say.
Thank you so much, this comment helped me so much. Who knows, you might have saved some people’s lives. I hope you are okay yourself and I hope you are doing good in life. Stay safe my friend somewhere around the world and goodnight. 🤍🖤🤍😴
I actually shed tears when I heard this version of the song. And despite me disliking "sad" songs, this was somewhat nostalgic and overall a beautiful version of this song.
First comes the emptiness, then the loneliness. The loneliness and emptiness make the beat go down. So far down into depression. The happy in you're life comes in. Memories, a beating heart, the feelings, Of being happy. soon another beat Comes in like a gun shot, you hear the Water sprinkler from your front yard. Everything stops.. the emptiness and loneliness come back. Its spaced out. You hear a voice but don't know what its saying. Everything ends with that voice. It just stops, everything stops at that point.
And Jesus is the answer to all ur problems not saying that thier just gonna disrepa but he will help u get they it and as it says in the Bible all thing work towards good for those who belive
@@TK.Wicked my post has nothing to do with god.. I was saying what I saw when I closed my eyes and played the song :/ also I would like it if you didn't try to shove your beliefs on to me. Thanks..
A few years ago i would listen to this song and others by Petit Biscuit on repeat at night, at the height of my depression. Now i listen to it and it makes me feel melancholic but happy and hopeful, because i was able to escape that time of my life and things got better. This version of the song is very nice, i am glad you made it :)
She’s running through rocky terrain, trying her best to get to the one she loves most. She has to save him, she just has too. Without him in this world there wouldn’t be a reason for her to stay. Everyone she loves is long gone but he stayed and loved her through everything. He stayed when she woke up screaming in the middle of the nights, he was there when she needed someone, anyone and she’d be damned if she lost him too. She screams, his name falling from her lips. She kept screaming at him to hold on and that she was coming and she would save him She panted, heaved painfully through oxygen deprived lungs. She didn’t have time to stop. She neared where he was, the images of his happy face and his warm touch flashing through her mind like a painful slideshow of all their happy moments she held on to. She screamed his name once more before she shot up in bed, her hand instinctively slapping the side where he would sleep but he wasn’t there. The area was cold and smelt distantly of him. She whispered his name this time, “Where are you?” Tears threatening to spill as her lips wobbled in despair. “I’m right here, baby.” His deep, earthly voice caressing her ears, allowing her tears to finally fall. “I’m sorry I couldn’t save you.” “Me too baby.”
I want to lay in a field full of firefly's... Looking up at the sky full of stars... Listening to this song... And then close my eyes and never wake up.
I don't know why but this makes me feel like I'm running in a forest. Away from all the mistakes I've made and tough times I've gone through. Just to realize at the end that there's no escape.
This song just reminds me of time passing someone by. With all the hopes and dreams that they had when they were younger slipping away as they get closer to the end.
I don't know why this song makes me think of this, but it almost feels as if I'm journeying in a mystical land trying to save my wife, but my wife has been dead the whole time and the journey was all a hallucination caused by grief.
Thinking about this while listening makes me sob. God, to imagine the utter heartache of loving someone so deeply, spending years and years together, enjoying all the time spent with one another, growing alongside each other, encouraging each other to be the best versions of themselves, and forgiving each other for their inevitable mistakes; all to simply lose them one day. Knowing that they can never come back, that you will never see their face or hold their hand once more, living with the knowledge that a day will come where you won't remember how their sweet voice sounded. Knowing you will never feel their heart beat close to yours ever again. Gosh, my heart aches terribly for those who have lived through it.
Hey , *YOU* .Don't change for anyone. *YOU* are amazing just the way you are. *YOU* are so very unique. There's only one of *YOU* . Never forget that. After all , it's *YOU* .
Laying in my bed staring into the dark and reliving every bad traumatic thing that happened and then trying to remember the good. The laughs the big milestones, the memories and everything that was like a movie. Music is powerful in memories and big moments in life. This song definitely hit different tonight
I added this to a playlist I made full of songs for inspiration when making a zombie apocalypse D&D campaign, I played this in the background as I wrote my description, and something about this song just truly encapsulated the emotions I wanted to draw out from my players. There's a sense of hopelessness to this, but that feeling that there should be happiness here. It almost feels like nostalgia is the simplest way I can put it. Something about this makes me feel wrong, but not in a bad way, just like something is missing.
I know it feels like nobody could ever possibly understand what you are feeling right now but if everyone feels that way then you’re less alone than you think.
I don't and can't cry, idk why, even i feel like i die but this make my tears show up, idk if is logic what i say but it's like i don't have to pretend that i'm happy anymore. Thank you
The water is still.and all you can see is a single cloud in the sky you gaze at it.but just as quickly as your heart beats,it all goes grey.the water is crashing over you and the sky is rageing all you can see now is yourself.drowning in what was one water,is now your thoughts,rushing through you.is gets dark and then theres a flash and your wake up in a cold sweat.in your cold small apartement.
This just reminded me a lot of the state I am in right now. My life was bad then I found ...temporary peace but I fell so deeply in love with that peace that it was scared. I let my guard down and accidentally shown my past I let the peace see something it shouldn’t have. My peace is gone I’m back in the perpetual state of darkness and sorrow and I am scared I will be who I was three years ago.
This song makes me feel like... 1) i m a little happy 2) i m feeling alone 3) i m feeling depressed 4) *happines turns back for 0,1 second 5) i m dying inside 6) stop music and start thinking about something happy trying to not be depressed but you remember you haven’t happy memories
In a state where I’m thinking about my own mortality and just how much life I have left at 1:30am. Songs like these really bring it out. At any moment, it could just end. The fact that you get up every morning shows that there is still something here pushing you to do something, even if it’s to just leave your mark for one more day. Everyone has a timer, and each second is counting down. You never know when it’s gonna end or how it’s gonna end. The only thing you can do is try to leave behind something to be remembered by. To leave a mark that could change the world or even just one person.
this song compelled me to close my eyes and just dance. to let the music flow through, let it control you in a way. it's a beautiful experience and is very meditative. I suggest it.
"will I ever be happy...?" Just keep believing, it will be ok, no matter how many tears fall no matter how many days are filled with nothing except darkness no matter how many times someone lets you down no matter how many times you fall You stand back up and prove to everyone who thought you couldn't do it that you could stand back up and look at yourself and say, "i'm still here, I'm still standing..." "I'm still me" you've got this, don't give up yet, you've made it so far Я горжусь тобой
This song was my whole summer, I’ve never felt happier. I finally found the right friends and i fell in love. But this song grew bitter sweet when the summer ended and now I’m afraid I’ll never be as happy as I was then. As this song plays, all I see is the other street lights in the dark sky. All I feel is the rain on my cheeks and the sunset breeze in my hair. I just want it all back
This reminds me of when I learned to play minecraft . Ha it was on our big tv in our living room and my brother was besides me helping me out through the world. I literally crying right now and skiing at the same time while typing this. Sigh I wish everything could go back to simpler times where people didn't care how you looked or how you dresses or how much money you get it even what you do. I don't even know how to end this it's just a simple word I guess. Have a happy life who ever is watching this. Because I know mine is going to be amazing 😢😊
this is the kind of song I like to play as good memories fill my head but looking out the window snaps back to the reality where I can't make those memories anymore
Laying down in bed getting my flashes one by one but the best ones ever since I was 5 slowly my smile is fading away I’m to the last flash and that me rn here being depressed and hating myself and more sadness has taken over life I guess you can say “people do change”-Kimberly lira
There's this soothing and melancholy feeling... Like.. sitting next to your soulmate of years watching a sunset at a place you had created many beautiful memories.. But you suddenly realise they haven't been with you lately... That's why you are here with them trying to mend... There's something our of place... You keep telling and repeating that you're right here with them. And they are slowly starting to warm up again, things are coming back together. It's like.. they fell apart to come together in a beautifuller way... Just like a butterfly. It's moving yet surreal moment of realisation how much time has passed. And here we are... Back to normal... Back here. To the start.
When ur at that final moment where ur just done with everything and the first thing you do is search this song up one last time before the light goes out.
I remember when my parents would always yell at eachother and hurt eachother before they divorced, and I didn't understand back then. I remember when almost every single kid didn't want to hangout with me because I was the most hated kid, and I didn't understand back then. There are so many things that I remember that are really painful.
I've been feeling like my back is up against a wall. I keep seeing my life from a far away perspective and wondering what it was all for. What am I even doing and why do I have to keep surviving instead of living. I need help but whenever I reach out I'm ignored or told that I don't have a right to feel this way when so many others have "real" reasons. Why don't I count?
I see you, I hear you, I feel your struggle too. I understand how hurt you feel that you can't reach out, like you're hiding part of yourself when all you want is to be heard and understood. It's isolating to be like that even from people who are close to you. Is this my life, am I in charge, or is it a life that is sweeping me along with it? Without any say from me? It is hard to see it as more than just surviving, but trust me there is always a moment that will be worth it, a purpose that you have yet to find. On another note; your feelings, your worries ARE valid, everyone has bad days that they don't like to talk about, because they don't want to seem 'weak.' Even a good day, will have it's bad moments, or the meh moments, like a field of flowers that changes with the seasons, blooming once and then grass turning brown in fall, it is all normal. Some advice I can give, that I'm trying to utilise: -live for the small moments, the beauty of humans, the messiness of humans it's all part of the experience -live for yourself and no one else -remind yourself of the things you're thankful for, they can be small or big 'thankful for clean air, thankful for ice cream thankful for shoes on my feet, thankful for four limbs that can let me work etc' -get off social media -don't idolise celebrities, they are human yes, but they are so far removed from normal society. -a journal has helped me immensely -write a letter to yourself about where you are right now, what goals you want to work towards, heck even write that you listened to this song while u wrote it, send it to yourself to recieve a few years down the line. It's like a little promise that you want better for yourself, write in it the things you wish for in yourself, in your career, in your life etc i use futureme.org -change is scary but in order to grow we need to embrace it -the person you are in this moment will not be the same person in a few years time, you WILL grow, and it can take a while to grow out of old habits, routines, spaces, and people who aren't suited for you. It does get better. It took me 6 years to drop several misogynistic toxic traits I didn't know I had and I'm still working on it. -no one is looking at you as much as you're looking at yourself you are your worst critic. STOP saying trash about yourself. hope this helps xx
@@cocotiks wow I wasn't expecting a reply like this. It helped my perspective widen a bit, I really appreciate the advice. Thank you very much for your time and words
I can't cry, I can't be happy, I can't feel pain. Why am I so blank? I just wanna feel something, something just anything. I laugh, but I don't know why I do it if I can't feel. I don't know how my parents believe I'm happy. It's a dull feeling, dull. Empty, I can't make a joke at this point. I wanna cry, just cry. I don't know, I don't know what I am doing now. I don't even think you guys understand, this feeling is just nothing, it's just dull, empty, blank. I can't even explain how much it makes me suffer.
You might not see my comment but i really wants to thank you ❤️ And for anyone else have seen this comment i love you have a great day And don't ever lose faith
You wake up and rub your tired eyes When the morning blurriness fades you are staring at a scarlet vinyl roof You sit up and realize you are rolled in your favorite childhood blanket As you peel it off your body, the chill hits your arms, legs, toes, You reach for the zipper on the thin wall it is cold, so cold Warm sunlight greets your face The opening reveals a dusting of snow on a sandy beach The air is crisp and clean, uninfected by human tampering You step out of the tent and stretch Strech for the clouds the sky the moon The beach bleeds into crashing surf The waves are saying good morning A wisp of wind sends a shiver down your spine Beyond the waves are mountains as far as the eye can see Snow caps their towering peaks Only then do you realize the crashing of the waves is the only sound There are no birds, no people not a creature in sight You are alone, but not afraid You are at peace Finally, finally, you can rest
i would say that i wish things could go back to the way they were, but theres only a few things i wish were the same from then. i did enjoy most of it, but there are things that ruined me more than this that happened then. but i do still wish i could go back. i wish that i could still have to wake up at 6:30 in the morning and skip breakfast because i was gonna miss the bus to school if i didnt. I wish i could still walk to class with the one person who was on my bus and also in my class. I wish i could still get excited when i saw my friends walk into class after me, because im almost never early. I wish i could still feel awkward when my best friend didnt show up to class, because she was the more social one. I wish i could still find my little brother on the playground and annoy him when our recess time overlapped. I wish i could still get 'upset' when me and my classmate would call each other names. I wish i could still scream stupid song lyrics with my friends in the little raised gazebo thing on the playground that could barely hold us all. I wish i could still race my competitive friends to the line when recess ended. I wish i could still have hilariously inappropriate conversations with my friend who was in a different class, but we still saw each other at recess and in the halls. I wish i could still feel the dread of waiting for it to be my groups turn to do a class project even though we finished it last night and didnt practice at all. I wish i could still pretend to not notice my teacher getting her coffee from behind me, because i always sat in that corner of the room. ... Maybe i do wish i could go back. But just a little bit :)
I made a promise to myself: No matter the pain it may cause I will always support and love the person that broke my heart (my first gf). I tried to get over here after a lot of months have passed with another relationship but then the world said to me that I can’t get over her and so I accepted the fact that I will always love her no matter what. And I will keep trying to make her happy even though we might not end up like we were before but I will stay strong until my end. Wish me luck guys😤
Listening to this reminds me of all the bad things that happened to me sometimes you really can't stop yourself from thinking damn how am I still alive well done me :,)
One hour version : right click on the video -> loop
People on mobile can't though.
True, one solution is to loop a playlist with only one song in it
Thank you so much, for making this. You have no idea how much this is helping me calm down.
Thank you for existing. Ah, also I'm sorry I'm like, ten months late-
UA-cam just now decided to recommend this to me-
People on mobile that cant listen to music on background you can download youtube vanced version from google its like youtube premuim and enjoy :)
The sudden change in notes going from happy to sad so fast it triggers melancholy, the same way water goes from from solid to gas state instantly when it goes from extreme cold to extreme hot and it triggers sublimation.
thank you for the chemistry lesson lol
Nyambura Kagwanja thought that was physics or am I a dumbass
Tapitity Tap chemistry is the study of elements, physics is the study of how things work or as i call it the STEM philosophy
wejdy b which one is it tho lol
Tapitity Tap solids, gases and liquids are states of matters, sublimation is when a solid instantly turns into a gas without going through the liquid state, so technically it’s both science and chemistry.
This hits different when you're at that suicidal moment .
If you are having suicidal thoughts please talk to someone about it, you are not alone
R u ok now?
hey i hope you're doing okay, you're loved, you're wanted and you're needed on this earth. although it may not feel like that at times, i promise its true. and although you're feeling like this now, i promise it gets better. i know i know, that sounds cliché but it truly does. it may take days, months, even years but you've got to go through the worst times to get to the good parts. please don't take your own life, you're so loved and needed. if you need to talk i can give you my instagram, don't hesitate to ask
i feel you. I dont even know if Im suicidal. I just wanna fucking disappear into thin air and just be erased from everyones memories. Fuck
online hug for everyone who needs it. life is crap, and people are crap, but that just means that we need help, not that we are done for, you feel me? it always helps me to remember that there's no way in hell that im going to let all of the people who doubted me be right. dont let trump outlive you. its okay, trust me. your ok. now im not trying to give some kind of "no, its not worth it your going to get better," because while all of that is true, it dosnt seem like that. in that moment, you cant see light at the end of the tunnel. so i hope you can see my graffiti on the wall that says "hold on a little longer, talk to someone, do something, but just, stay for one more day" love you.
It's like a scene where two people are in a car, both silent, and visibly anxious. You go through their flashbacks of them running in the fields, kissing in a lake when it's raining, brushing each others hair and caressing each others faces. In the car, you watch their hands slowly meet and close together, once again, there's another flashback, this time it's them running away, running as fast as they can with all their belongings they can take. They are running for a long time, in slow motion, they're just running and panting, as if they're being hunted down. Eventually they make it their car, throwing their belongings in the back and rushing to their seats. You watch as they speed away and drive off onto a motorway, their hearts pounding together. I feel like it'd be a pretty cool comic hm?
Bro I love that
@@lamijamahmic8949 yesssss what i was about to comment
OK NGL I'm about to draw this scene istg, blessed.
I would totally read that comic
wow
Dude this hits me in a different way when I'm in the car at night. Earbuds in and staring out the window. When you can feel the bass in your chest. This song really gives me mixed emotions
That is until you crash into a tree. + You can't feel bass from earbuds?
Shoutout to the only person I ever loved, who broke my heart.
im so sorry. stay strong my friend. we're here for you.
I know it’s been 2 months since you commented this but, I hope you’re doing ok in life
@@evalunacastillo2411 I appreciate this comment. I am now sitting happily in my boyfriend's apartment, who I really love and care for. In a frame of 2 months I have almost completely moved on. Amazing how time works. Thank you for asking ♡
I really hope I move on
@@theysmelllikefishstickshoo8106 in good time, you will ♡♡
Why are slowed down songs better than the originals??
Ikr
I dont know but maybe because they Sound sad
Because they last longer
Idk but they hit different
i will tell you exactly why we evolved to respect a deep voice and with respect comes that feeling that you feeling right now and when a song get's slowed it has more meaning because you respect it.
Damn reading the comments with this song in the background hits hard
this is exactly what i love the most
Imagined having a flashback while this song is on
is one of the good thing that will happened to you and you're going back to the old memories that you always treasure is one of the greatest thing you could ever experience.
Whoever is reading this. You will be ok! Ur strong
Thank you..
Thank you
I'm already ok though lol..
i hope
i hope i will be ok thank you
my god this is ethereal, celestial, just so melancholic and soothing, I will listen to this forever, thank you
This sounds like the path after life but before death, like a bridge between them.
Like the elevator music
Maybe
Nah it sounds like a slowed down song you genius.
Yeah like youre about to die but you walk on this path with all the memories of your life all around you. The good and the bad. You can see every memory
You know?.. it's okay.
Sometimes things will be hard, and you are going to fall apart, and it's okay to. It's okay to get up again and start again, slowly. Move the bits and pieces. Let your heartbeat faster, let it pain and clench making you aware of it's existence. Let it pump and jump knocking on your ribs to peep into the beautiful world outside. Let it glance and smile at the fading moments of present, soft whiff of coffee, laughing besties, soft summer breeze, and cold winter nights cuddled up on beds reading a cute romance.
Let it freeze and melt, let it be itself. Let it free there's no need to keep it locked in there, even if it bleeds, it knows how to heal, and lost blood will leave your footsteps behind for others to trace.
What a poet my man, can't wait to jump while punching my chest to let my ribs peep into the world. You should become an author. Let it inspire and let it hire as you would say.
@@drike_12 can't believe I wrote that, I'm getting Inspired myself. Thanks man, I guess I should start writing again 😅
@@hasukim2563 :D
thanks you, ily🖤
Thank you so much, this comment helped me so much. Who knows, you might have saved some people’s lives. I hope you are okay yourself and I hope you are doing good in life. Stay safe my friend somewhere around the world and goodnight. 🤍🖤🤍😴
i’ll never understand how a song can give me so much pain and so much peace at the same time
Best to listen at night when you are staring at starry sky and no one will interrupt you.
I actually shed tears when I heard this version of the song. And despite me disliking "sad" songs, this was somewhat nostalgic and overall a beautiful version of this song.
I can’t stop listening to this because it brings out the feeling in me that I was never taught the words to express.
First comes the emptiness,
then the loneliness.
The loneliness and emptiness
make the beat go down.
So far down into depression.
The happy in you're life comes in.
Memories, a beating heart, the feelings,
Of being happy.
soon another beat
Comes in like a gun shot, you hear the
Water sprinkler from your front yard.
Everything stops..
the emptiness and loneliness come back.
Its spaced out.
You hear a voice but don't know what its saying.
Everything ends with that voice.
It just stops, everything stops at that point.
The misspelling of hear hurts
And Jesus is the answer to all ur problems not saying that thier just gonna disrepa but he will help u get they it and as it says in the Bible all thing work towards good for those who belive
@@TK.Wicked my post has nothing to do with god.. I was saying what I saw when I closed my eyes and played the song :/
also I would like it if you didn't try to shove your beliefs on to me. Thanks..
Feel that.People and things change but memory’s don’t....that’s the problem
I was reading this so unaware of the voice yet to come and as soon as I read “You hear a voice” the voice spoke
1:43 absolutely astonishing ❤
A few years ago i would listen to this song and others by Petit Biscuit on repeat at night, at the height of my depression. Now i listen to it and it makes me feel melancholic but happy and hopeful, because i was able to escape that time of my life and things got better. This version of the song is very nice, i am glad you made it :)
I don’t get why there aren’t any likes for this comment ;-;
Pickle Chin :V aw that is sweet, thank you! It probably is buried in other comments lololol but that is ok
this is really good i gotta say the change in pitch of the voice at the end caught me off guard though lol
i thought the voice was my stomach talking to me tbh
lol same i thought someone was talking to me
Same I thought my guardian angel was talking to me at the ending tbh
wow, man. this makes me feel braver and stronger, *thank you.*
this song hits different when you realize as soon as you go to college your family will forget all about you.
Your family thinks you’ll forget about them too.
your sitting in your car, just staring, thinking. it's cold. you have this on your radio. the rain starts pouring. 😞
-nothing is more stronger than a person with a broken heart and a smiling face
i just want my childhood back
This makes me miss someone I've never met in my entire life of living.
She’s running through rocky terrain, trying her best to get to the one she loves most. She has to save him, she just has too. Without him in this world there wouldn’t be a reason for her to stay. Everyone she loves is long gone but he stayed and loved her through everything. He stayed when she woke up screaming in the middle of the nights, he was there when she needed someone, anyone and she’d be damned if she lost him too.
She screams, his name falling from her lips. She kept screaming at him to hold on and that she was coming and she would save him
She panted, heaved painfully through oxygen deprived lungs. She didn’t have time to stop. She neared where he was, the images of his happy face and his warm touch flashing through her mind like a painful slideshow of all their happy moments she held on to.
She screamed his name once more before she shot up in bed, her hand instinctively slapping the side where he would sleep but he wasn’t there. The area was cold and smelt distantly of him.
She whispered his name this time, “Where are you?” Tears threatening to spill as her lips wobbled in despair.
“I’m right here, baby.” His deep, earthly voice caressing her ears, allowing her tears to finally fall.
“I’m sorry I couldn’t save you.”
“Me too baby.”
this 😔
I want to lay in a field full of firefly's...
Looking up at the sky full of stars...
Listening to this song...
And then close my eyes and never wake up.
I don't know why but this makes me feel like I'm running in a forest. Away from all the mistakes I've made and tough times I've gone through. Just to realize at the end that there's no escape.
That is because you probably died of dehydration after 3 days..
This song just reminds me of time passing someone by. With all the hopes and dreams that they had when they were younger slipping away as they get closer to the end.
It sounds like my whole life is flying in front of my eyes. From first to the last breath...
I don't know why this song makes me think of this, but it almost feels as if I'm journeying in a mystical land trying to save my wife, but my wife has been dead the whole time and the journey was all a hallucination caused by grief.
Thinking about this while listening makes me sob. God, to imagine the utter heartache of loving someone so deeply, spending years and years together, enjoying all the time spent with one another, growing alongside each other, encouraging each other to be the best versions of themselves, and forgiving each other for their inevitable mistakes; all to simply lose them one day. Knowing that they can never come back, that you will never see their face or hold their hand once more, living with the knowledge that a day will come where you won't remember how their sweet voice sounded. Knowing you will never feel their heart beat close to yours ever again.
Gosh, my heart aches terribly for those who have lived through it.
I don’t know why I feel this way. It’s just like all my feelings have disappeared, and I’m just empty. This has really helped, thank you so much..
Hey , *YOU* .Don't change for anyone. *YOU* are amazing just the way you are. *YOU* are so very unique. There's only one of *YOU* . Never forget that. After all , it's *YOU* .
Laying in my bed staring into the dark and reliving every bad traumatic thing that happened and then trying to remember the good. The laughs the big milestones, the memories and everything that was like a movie. Music is powerful in memories and big moments in life. This song definitely hit different tonight
You good?
@@wertz8059 yeah it made me remember the good stuff and be happy not sad about stuff in my life.
I added this to a playlist I made full of songs for inspiration when making a zombie apocalypse D&D campaign, I played this in the background as I wrote my description, and something about this song just truly encapsulated the emotions I wanted to draw out from my players. There's a sense of hopelessness to this, but that feeling that there should be happiness here. It almost feels like nostalgia is the simplest way I can put it. Something about this makes me feel wrong, but not in a bad way, just like something is missing.
this gave me anxiety
Sorry you felt that, it sounds calming to me when the song takes its time
@Meghan Turner i mean its like listening to a sad song and saying "what u sad about LMAO"
If this slower version give you anxiety, here is an other which is less weird and depressive I think : ua-cam.com/video/9TPzVDMHLik/v-deo.html
Meghan Turner yea but u don’t know what’s going on in people’s lives so that can also have an impression on why it makes her anxious
slow sounds bruh is my comment that important like wtf of how slow the song was its trippy not anxiety why would a song give soneone anxiety
i love the mix of depressive comments and positive comments... i keep losing myself in them...
Laying in your bed at 3am listening to this and thinking about life hits different
I know it feels like nobody could ever possibly understand what you are feeling right now but if everyone feels that way then you’re less alone than you think.
this song is what plays in my head, when I’m thinking of him, and all he’s doing is thinking of her
So d e e p omg.
this song makes me think of that special person i cared for the most, spent the most money on and appreciated more than anyone else. now, i'm alone.
This song never fails to make me feel.
You made this in 2019 but to this day I still love it and it is 2020 😂
this song makes me appreciate things, thank you, this is wonderful
I wish I could hug all of y’all...
*HUGS*
I don't and can't cry, idk why, even i feel like i die but this make my tears show up, idk if is logic what i say but it's like i don't have to pretend that i'm happy anymore. Thank you
The water is still.and all you can see is a single cloud in the sky you gaze at it.but just as quickly as your heart beats,it all goes grey.the water is crashing over you and the sky is rageing all you can see now is yourself.drowning in what was one water,is now your thoughts,rushing through you.is gets dark and then theres a flash and your wake up in a cold sweat.in your cold small apartement.
And realize you're a failure because all you achieved in life is a small cold apartment. Yikes.
This just reminded me a lot of the state I am in right now. My life was bad then I found ...temporary peace but I fell so deeply in love with that peace that it was scared. I let my guard down and accidentally shown my past I let the peace see something it shouldn’t have. My peace is gone I’m back in the perpetual state of darkness and sorrow and I am scared I will be who I was three years ago.
Oh my god I love this so much it makes me so calm😌🥺
1:33
This is an Epic melancholy and Emotional Song :,(
This song makes me feel like...
1) i m a little happy
2) i m feeling alone
3) i m feeling depressed
4) *happines turns back for 0,1 second
5) i m dying inside
6) stop music and start thinking about something happy trying to not be depressed but you remember you haven’t happy memories
In a state where I’m thinking about my own mortality and just how much life I have left at 1:30am. Songs like these really bring it out. At any moment, it could just end. The fact that you get up every morning shows that there is still something here pushing you to do something, even if it’s to just leave your mark for one more day. Everyone has a timer, and each second is counting down. You never know when it’s gonna end or how it’s gonna end. The only thing you can do is try to leave behind something to be remembered by. To leave a mark that could change the world or even just one person.
this song compelled me to close my eyes and just dance. to let the music flow through, let it control you in a way. it's a beautiful experience and is very meditative. I suggest it.
"will I ever be happy...?"
Just keep believing, it will be ok,
no matter how many tears fall
no matter how many days are filled with nothing except darkness
no matter how many times someone lets you down
no matter how many times you fall
You stand back up and prove to everyone who thought you couldn't do it that you could
stand back up and look at yourself and say, "i'm still here, I'm still standing..."
"I'm still me"
you've got this, don't give up yet, you've made it so far
Я горжусь тобой
this is just wonderful
thank you so much for making this, it’s ethereal
This gaves me a bit of anxiety but also chills I cant explain it but it lets/makes me relax
This song was my whole summer, I’ve never felt happier. I finally found the right friends and i fell in love. But this song grew bitter sweet when the summer ended and now I’m afraid I’ll never be as happy as I was then. As this song plays, all I see is the other street lights in the dark sky. All I feel is the rain on my cheeks and the sunset breeze in my hair. I just want it all back
Omg this was everything in one song
This is very much a vibe
This reminds me of when I learned to play minecraft . Ha it was on our big tv in our living room and my brother was besides me helping me out through the world. I literally crying right now and skiing at the same time while typing this. Sigh I wish everything could go back to simpler times where people didn't care how you looked or how you dresses or how much money you get it even what you do. I don't even know how to end this it's just a simple word I guess. Have a happy life who ever is watching this. Because I know mine is going to be amazing 😢😊
this is the kind of song I like to play as good memories fill my head but looking out the window snaps back to the reality where I can't make those memories anymore
Laying down in bed getting my flashes one by one but the best ones ever since I was 5 slowly my smile is fading away I’m to the last flash and that me rn here being depressed and hating myself and more sadness has taken over life I guess you can say “people do change”-Kimberly lira
I keep coming back to this song
There's this soothing and melancholy feeling... Like.. sitting next to your soulmate of years watching a sunset at a place you had created many beautiful memories..
But you suddenly realise they haven't been with you lately... That's why you are here with them trying to mend... There's something our of place... You keep telling and repeating that you're right here with them. And they are slowly starting to warm up again, things are coming back together. It's like.. they fell apart to come together in a beautifuller way... Just like a butterfly.
It's moving yet surreal moment of realisation how much time has passed. And here we are... Back to normal... Back here. To the start.
I miss him so much, I don’t think I’m ever going to love like that again
Listening to this while it storms outside 👌👌
When ur at that final moment where ur just done with everything and the first thing you do is search this song up one last time before the light goes out.
I remember when my parents would always yell at eachother and hurt eachother before they divorced, and I didn't understand back then. I remember when almost every single kid didn't want to hangout with me because I was the most hated kid, and I didn't understand back then. There are so many things that I remember that are really painful.
I've been feeling like my back is up against a wall. I keep seeing my life from a far away perspective and wondering what it was all for. What am I even doing and why do I have to keep surviving instead of living. I need help but whenever I reach out I'm ignored or told that I don't have a right to feel this way when so many others have "real" reasons. Why don't I count?
I see you, I hear you, I feel your struggle too. I understand how hurt you feel that you can't reach out, like you're hiding part of yourself when all you want is to be heard and understood. It's isolating to be like that even from people who are close to you. Is this my life, am I in charge, or is it a life that is sweeping me along with it? Without any say from me? It is hard to see it as more than just surviving, but trust me there is always a moment that will be worth it, a purpose that you have yet to find. On another note; your feelings, your worries ARE valid, everyone has bad days that they don't like to talk about, because they don't want to seem 'weak.' Even a good day, will have it's bad moments, or the meh moments, like a field of flowers that changes with the seasons, blooming once and then grass turning brown in fall, it is all normal. Some advice I can give, that I'm trying to utilise:
-live for the small moments, the beauty of humans, the messiness of humans it's all part of the experience
-live for yourself and no one else
-remind yourself of the things you're thankful for, they can be small or big 'thankful for clean air, thankful for ice cream thankful for shoes on my feet, thankful for four limbs that can let me work etc'
-get off social media
-don't idolise celebrities, they are human yes, but they are so far removed from normal society.
-a journal has helped me immensely
-write a letter to yourself about where you are right now, what goals you want to work towards, heck even write that you listened to this song while u wrote it, send it to yourself to recieve a few years down the line. It's like a little promise that you want better for yourself, write in it the things you wish for in yourself, in your career, in your life etc i use futureme.org
-change is scary but in order to grow we need to embrace it
-the person you are in this moment will not be the same person in a few years time, you WILL grow, and it can take a while to grow out of old habits, routines, spaces, and people who aren't suited for you. It does get better. It took me 6 years to drop several misogynistic toxic traits I didn't know I had and I'm still working on it.
-no one is looking at you as much as you're looking at yourself you are your worst critic. STOP saying trash about yourself.
hope this helps xx
@@cocotiks wow I wasn't expecting a reply like this. It helped my perspective widen a bit, I really appreciate the advice. Thank you very much for your time and words
This gave me nostalgia
This is amazing thank you so much
Oml its so beautiful when you put it at 2x speed
I can't cry, I can't be happy, I can't feel pain. Why am I so blank? I just wanna feel something, something just anything. I laugh, but I don't know why I do it if I can't feel. I don't know how my parents believe I'm happy. It's a dull feeling, dull. Empty, I can't make a joke at this point. I wanna cry, just cry. I don't know, I don't know what I am doing now. I don't even think you guys understand, this feeling is just nothing, it's just dull, empty, blank. I can't even explain how much it makes me suffer.
You might not see my comment but i really wants to thank you ❤️
And for anyone else have seen this comment i love you have a great day
And don't ever lose faith
You wake up and rub your tired eyes
When the morning blurriness fades you are staring at a scarlet vinyl roof
You sit up and realize you are rolled in your favorite childhood blanket
As you peel it off your body, the chill hits your
arms,
legs,
toes,
You reach for the zipper on the thin wall
it is cold,
so
cold
Warm sunlight greets your face
The opening reveals a dusting of snow on a sandy beach
The air is crisp and clean, uninfected by human tampering
You step out of the tent and stretch
Strech for the clouds
the sky
the moon
The beach bleeds into crashing surf
The waves are saying good morning
A wisp of wind sends a shiver down your spine
Beyond the waves are mountains as far as the eye can see
Snow caps their towering peaks
Only then do you realize the crashing of the waves is the only sound
There are no birds,
no people
not a creature in sight
You are alone, but not afraid
You are at peace
Finally,
finally,
you can rest
it feels like the past
Me: hearing this song
The depressed demon under my bed: 6:04
i would say that i wish things could go back to the way they were, but theres only a few things i wish were the same from then. i did enjoy most of it, but there are things that ruined me more than this that happened then.
but i do still wish i could go back.
i wish that i could still have to wake up at 6:30 in the morning and skip breakfast because i was gonna miss the bus to school if i didnt.
I wish i could still walk to class with the one person who was on my bus and also in my class.
I wish i could still get excited when i saw my friends walk into class after me, because im almost never early.
I wish i could still feel awkward when my best friend didnt show up to class, because she was the more social one.
I wish i could still find my little brother on the playground and annoy him when our recess time overlapped.
I wish i could still get 'upset' when me and my classmate would call each other names.
I wish i could still scream stupid song lyrics with my friends in the little raised gazebo thing on the playground that could barely hold us all.
I wish i could still race my competitive friends to the line when recess ended.
I wish i could still have hilariously inappropriate conversations with my friend who was in a different class, but we still saw each other at recess and in the halls.
I wish i could still feel the dread of waiting for it to be my groups turn to do a class project even though we finished it last night and didnt practice at all.
I wish i could still pretend to not notice my teacher getting her coffee from behind me, because i always sat in that corner of the room.
...
Maybe i do wish i could go back. But just a little bit :)
bless you for sharing this...........................................
I made a promise to myself:
No matter the pain it may cause I will always support and love the person that broke my heart (my first gf). I tried to get over here after a lot of months have passed with another relationship but then the world said to me that I can’t get over her and so I accepted the fact that I will always love her no matter what. And I will keep trying to make her happy even though we might not end up like we were before but I will stay strong until my end.
Wish me luck guys😤
It soothes me
This low key Hits different at 5 in the Morning and you haven't slept all Night because of anxiety, makes everything seem Okay.
This is so good
Why does this make me cry ?
im always sad in my head but happy on the outside.
Não é triste perder o amor que tanto a nós próprios o amamos, e de seguida nos vem Há vida sempre sem pensar, a nos desculpar disso.
Deveras nunca é impossível compreender o verdadeiro sentimento que ele nos traz, e deu, e dá custos o que custar, só de sentirmos falta dele.
Listening to this reminds me of all the bad things that happened to me sometimes you really can't stop yourself from thinking damn how am I still alive well done me :,)
This reminds me of the moment he broke up with me through text. I loved him, I did everything for him, and he decides to do this to me? wow.
I always feel alone and this song makes me feel happy in some weird way
This song is depressingly calm.
People on mobile that cant listen to music on background you can download youtube vanced version from google its like youtube premuim and enjoy :)
Sending hugs to everyone, we will get through this together ❤️
You are all so incredibly strong. ❤️
i miss her and the one before her and the one before, idk what im doing wrong i gave it my all but i guess there'll always be one better
This makes me feel like I wasted my life trying my best for nothing
Stunning