Respect bro. I've been clean off that sht for about 7 years now. IV user for years too. I'm always happy when I see dudes change that sht around cause it's honestly just a terrible scene. I remember seeing dudes that had been at it for DECADES and how melted their minds were and how empty their souls felt. Like zombies sorta. Just ..vacant. I agree too - it's way too easy in this country to just remain in that state and after awhile it feels like they want you to just stay that way. I'm glad you doing better and your Yt channel rockin. God bless man and stay up.
Wow ❤❤❤ you got a wife 🎉🎉🎉I’m so proud of you and our Asians families want the best and I’m so sorry for your dads loss and how you found out and been w out him…. we r so lucky us asian kids I’m 37 soon and dad is still here with me I’m not married but my dad and brothers support me I been clean since 2015 and opiods are my#1 yes ….. 2018 fetynal went everywhere … i got clean by 26/27 I used for 7 years and now I am free
@@hrlkt3413 your moral compass is totally skewed while in the reign of addiction tbh. While I’m sure ur telling the truth id prefer to let people redeem themselves when they are sober. Idk. Maybe I’m a sucker
@@hrlkt3413 nah believe me bruh I’ve already been through it with an addict friend. Ig I don’t resent them enough to have my compassion leave me just yet tho lol.
I went to middle school and high school with this guy! We weren’t very close but I remember when he was smoking crystal with an old friend of mine. I found out about his channel a while back and to see him on this channel is a trip! It’s insane cus some of the stories he told, I’ve heard from others!! I never knew about the sexual abuse or his dad passing away… You just never know what a person is going through. So proud of you Sergio! I wish you the best in your journey! -Daniel
Sounds like you and Sergio shared some interesting times from middle school and high school. It's always surprising to learn about the ups and downs someone has gone through. It's great that you're proud of Sergio and supportive of his journey, knowing he's faced challenges.
I met Sergio during my high school days and I must say he was one of the most bright people I’ve met. I’m so happy to see him thriving in life and starting a new chapter of his life 🤞🏼
Mark, this could’ve been a better interview if you let Sergio navigate his story. There were alot of time swaps and awkward questions. Regardless, Sergio is so wise. I’m proud of him.
I think mark is getting old, he asked if sexual abuse was normal in Asian families… if you are a human being, you know sexual abuse is not normal in ANY family
@Mr. D aka MD or culture... Do you put Marks questikning doen to ignorance or lack of inerest? I'm genuinely shocked as I have lived Underbelly for so long. And the interview format has been epic... until now.
@@kanemarchant4957 lol i think he is simply getting bored, im sure many can relate or imagine themselves in marks shoes - still love the guy everybodys human
I met Sergio a few years back. I could tell that he was such a genuine soul. What struck me was that he was not ready to share any details about himself. Fast forward to today, here he is sharing his story. I am so proud of this man! Wow I had no idea the journey he was on.
I've never been moved by a story as much as I have been by Sergio's. He is intelligent, honest, sincere, and real. He will go as far as we wants to go.
If u are reading this there’s a reason No matter how good or bad you have it,wake up each day thankful for your life.Someone else is desperately fighting for theirs🇧🇸
Ya know man sometimes it gets so bad ya don’t even wake up some days. You just stay up and it’s just a constant shit ball cycle that keeps on shit balling and just shot balls some more until everything you ever loved and cared about turned into a giant shit ball. That’s my life. A giant fucking shit ball
@@Hu5tL1nJuNk13 Aw, honey, I'm sorry. I understand how that is. I drug myself out of wishing tomorrow wouldn't come by finding 3 things to be thankful for, even though they were in No way perfect. I had to mentally say I was thankful and overlook All the reasons they weren't exactly what I wanted or were Far from what I wanted or I'd be lying in that deep dark hole I'd dug myself from Everything being not enough. Ex, I was thankful for a roof over my head even though my house is like a rat's nest and can't get anyone to do some upkeep. I'm thankful for my daughter who is living with me, away from her husband and she isn't always pleasant. She has 2 dogs here and who takes care of them? But she's my daughter and I love her. I could go into more detail but I choose not to. Anyway you should be able to get the gist
Big fan of this man's channel. I knew Sergio was tapped into the streets, but never knew he was involved and actually got everything out of the mud. Thanks for this one, Mark!
He do be out in dem trenches doe. Sergio go straight demon mode when it time to get his paper up out tha mudd. By which I mean he sucks d*ck for money.
Sergio,if you see this, we are so much alike, we even look alike yet im Irish. Lost our Dads (me 11) and Im stuck in Fentanyl but seeing this is been a huge moment of clarity.I been clean and I want that smile back(you would know the difference), If you see this thank you man.
I knew him back in middle school. Not super close but hung out sometimes since he was a friend of a friend. I moved somewhere else soon after so never saw him again. i didnt know he went thru so much. It was a shock when i somehow found his youtube channel, shit was a trip listening to his stories. One thing i remember well is, dude was always down for you, though we werent close i could tell he was a good dude.
Definetily sounds he could be a good dude And yes, we're also so focus on our own success and fears that we usually ignore other peoples pain. Even if we don't mean to.
I loved seeing his face light up when he was talking about his first real job and meeting his wife. And his hair is really nice. He has a special energy about him. Sergio, thank you for sharing your story. We are proud of you!
I am a recovering Alcoholic with 1 year and 4 months sober on the 18th. Thank you for sharing your experience, strength, and hope. It is so important for us recovering addicts to constantly share with each other. When I hear other recovering alcoholics and addicts speaking it brings spiritual calm in me. Thanks
What's life like now with so much sober time under your belt? I cut back immensely and I notice I'm so much happier, lighter. Going to sleep completely sober feels nice as well.
@@TingTingalingy So. I notice that when I am not hung over or drunk all the time I am more present and aware of things happening around me and am better able to deal with situations in a logical way which increases the chance that the outcome I am seeking in a situation is positive for me. Also, after a while the fear/compulsion of living without alchohol dissipates as it simply is not part of my routine anymore. My body chemistry changed Also so I am much less anxious all the time and much less depressed. When things start going better in life it also boosted my moral and my self esteem. Be well
@@bigg4879 Amen brother Gods good he loves us brother we just got repent and face away from evil. Its possible but people dont wanna try they give up on they souls too easy. But God doesnt
I love this guy. Wishing you the best Sergio! @Soft White Underbelly, there is a lot of abuse in Asian families. Sadly more than you know, we just don't talk about it openly. I started smoking and drinking when I was 14, got kicked out when I was 16. Went through a lot, just never got to speak on it. Years of therapy. Love your channel, thanks for all that you do.
I used to know how many times I got kicked out for coming home late. Didn't matter I kept my job and paid rent and had been buying my clothes since I was 12. The last time I knew my mom was about to kick me out, I left before she got a chance. What do you know? A couple days later she comes after me to tell me to come home! I finally figured it out. She had a control issue and my being the eldest, I failed being the good example I was supposed to be.🤦
@@marylougeorge1385 Still not an excuse to kick your child out. I was a complete idiot growing up and never once did my mom even threaten to kick me out.
@@Mindyobidnessfr I agree. Kicking your kid out is not a good solution. It’s, generally, the Asian way. Well, with my Japanese mom, I was 1st born so I was the only one who went through this.
Right?? Thats why he looks and sounds familiar. Sergio Kwon I think is his channel and he covers a lot of street gangs. Cool dude and great story teller.
Definitely one of my favorite interviews, you can tell he has his mental clarity back after getting clean. Proud of you, Sergio! Keep going and don't look back. 🙏
@@adams1625 I have been sober for 20 years . I think it is a miracle that any one of us who has sober time keeps it. We are all wounded is some/many ways and the outside world is always a threat. I have been lucky to have been able to get AA to work for me . Many still struggle. Keep up the good work.
@@adams1625 I am not disagreeing with you. Recovery is a personal experience. There are a lot of AA people who get really dogmatic about the Steps. It is wonderful that you stopped and I hope we both continue to be clean and sober .
@John Thompson Unfortunately, you TYPICALLY need a major bottom/ultimatum most of the time. Going to AA and NA is great because you fill your brain with solutions. Living in finding a solution and watching very cautiously about admitting our shortcomings without adopting a victim mentality is key. The world can be ugly, but there's great loving people, too. Retraining our thoughts and lifestyle is hard but well worth it. Shame and guilt only keeps us there, baby steps brotha.
Sergio. You are so strong and an absolute inspiration. I don’t know you but I am very impressed and proud of you. Thank you for sharing your story. Thank you for loving yourself and for your courage to change your life. Know that ppl you may never meet and that may be far away are touched, moved and can relate in so many ways to your story. I am rooting for your happiness and success. Just thank you. Prayers. 🙏🙏❤️❤️ Also I would like to say that no matter how small and insignificant we may feel at times, the opposite is the truth. We are all so significant and when we love and change our individual lives for the better it reverberates thru the world. This is felt. None of us are alone.
I’ve never heard mark be so inconsiderate, flat out rude in an interview before you touched on every single topic that Sergio didn’t want to talk about specifically and don’t worry mark we know he’s Asian !
He was just a little shook because Sergio's experiences go against his (Mark's) perceptions of Asian folks. These problems are prevelant within certain segments of the Asian American community but a lot of us don't really talk about it because of the whole "saving face" thing so it gets underreported and not really seen by the larger American community.
All addictions are difficult to overcome. That being said, m3th is absolutely one of the most difficult drugs to give up. I was a h3roin addict, and a m3th addict. Detoxing off H was nothing compared to M. The brain is literally rewired by M. It took me 2 years to feel functional, and left me with symptoms similar to Alzheimers. There are multiple FDA approved dr*gs to treat H addiction, yet nothing for M. And recovery from M has the highest failure rate. I am 4 years clean from everything, and I don't even mess with caffeine or alcohol or nicotine because it took me so long to get my brain chemistry back to functional. Much love to everyone trying to get sober and staying sober!
How would you suggest someone with over 5yrs of constant M use go about quitting? Does suboxone help at all? I didn’t think there was a physical dependency for it, is there? Just not sure how to start…
Seriously. Even less potent amps like Adderall (the drug I personally was severely addicted to). It's gotta be because amps flood the brain with levels of dopamine far greater than opiates, alcohol, even cocaine.
Addiction at the end of the day comes down to our need for dopamine, and amphetamines completely override and rewire that system more than other drugs.
@John Thompson I'd suggest, if you can, that you check yourself into a detox, find a good IOP program after that, and pretty much rely on meds from a good psychiatrist to not feel as terrible while you get used to living without M. There's no good alternative to that imo. You can replace your addiction with less destructive drugs, but that just perpetuates the problem.
One luv 5 days off my 100 count of tens , been tryn quit for a yr, but I feel like my ego stopped me from moving on and getting myself from pain patients and dealers. Fuck da money, imma go get my life back now.😂
I am so proud of you Sergio, I love it that you give your mom so much credit and respect. Happy you found your way to a productive life. Blessings from Texas!
December 13, 2022 my name is Javier Aguilar and today i choose to get better, im going into a rehab for the first time and i hope i can come out a changed man. Started using meth at 18 and im 22 now. I see no good thing in the drug all it did was make me think I work good and thats a big reason why i cant get off of it anytime i have to go work i feel like i have to use and thats no way to live.
You can do it i know people whove done it for 5 to even 20 years and got off it. You got this brother! The longer you go without the easier it becomes!
Damn, been subscribed to Sergio's UA-cam channel and he seems real chill and down to Earth. He told us about his drug usage, but not all of these other things. Damn homie, glad he's doing better now.
I think you could've been a little more supportive of this guy's work Mark. He's not trying to take your place or spotlight. There's enough room for everyone to be successful ♡ Kudos to you Sergio, your story is powerful!
Sexual, emotional, psychological and violent abuse are not exclusive. It happens in every community. If you positively see/know something you must intervene or tell someone who can. If possible speak the victim first before deciding how best to address the situation in the most appropriate manner. Don’t ignore it, no excuses.
One of my favorite interviews. Growing up with no father and a lot of pain in your heart in a rough area leaves you reacting to whatever environment is going on around you.
Yeah…lots of weird stereotyping. As if Asian people aren’t fully integrated into the South American and even the African continents🥴 I’m from Trinidad and there are ton of Asians living & thriving there.
So happy this young man got sober, these stories need to be presented more so that someone who has a problem getting sober see that he can do it even and more importantly hit rock bottom as Sergio said. Thank you Mark, Thank you Sergio for your story.
I love your attitude and your energy, brother. You seem like a natural-born artist to me. Wishing you a lifetime of sobriety and healthy ways of exploring and expressing your emotions.
Today i admitted to myself that “wow I don’t think I’ll ever been clean and this is my life until I die”. After watching this video it really puts at least my circumstances into perspective on how minuscule in compared to so many others and that thought right there gave me some hope in that if far worse off people can get and stay clean then it tells me why can’t I. It’s never enough (when it comes to drugs)
Well if you're looking for other drug addicts to make you feel you're in a better position then look no further lmao.. Jk though really. We should never compare ourselves to others. I don't want to sound preachy but I feel obligated to say that, as a person in long term recovery. You CAN do it, and you deserve it whether you've only been getting high since the weekend or most of your life. I've got almost 8 years clean off of the needle. Use whatever inspires you and get the help you deserve.
I understand how you feel my friend, I have a love affair with drugs. I can tell you this much being honest with yourself is we’re it starts. I know it seems like you couldn’t be happy without drugs but it’s quite the opposite. They rob you of the most important thing in life and that’s being self aware. Be vigilant and stay positive. I admire your bravery. Peace and much love!
I have had those exact thoughts. Just feeling helpless to make any change and getting high was just something I had to do to be alive. Its not true however. You just have to decide you want something better and take steps towards it. Eventually you start getting better things in your life and pick up speed as you move in the right direction. Fear of being separated from God is what finally gave me the motivation to get started. I hope you find peace!
I thought I would never get clean. I failed many times at getting sober. I was h*gh every day on multiple substances for 20 years. Never give up trying to get clean. It takes a long time to feel "normal" without dr*gs, but it is possible. Remember, it's just the brain craving the chemicals, so the brain causes us to feel crazy and terrible till we give it what it wants. The brain has to learn how to make and regulate it's own dopamine, serotonin, etc again. The longer you stay off the drugs, the more the brain heals and learns to function again.
I'm a Korean who grew up in SoCal and have struggled with addiction to weed. We treat it so casually here but really, even weed, is a crutch for so many. Sure, I can function, go to work, even going to back to school, but I know I'm addicted to weed. I've had some sober runs but they are short-lived but what I do experience when sober is both amazing yet too much to handle at times. Thank you Sergio for your story. You painted such a clear picture of what addiction can look like.
Agree with you, my husband has smoked pot the whole time we have been together. He’s gone through periods of full on use, all day everyday to only at the weekends. I can say when he was smoking all the time, he was holding down a job but his life was going no where, while he spent all his money on drugs, sat in a stupor and had no motivation. I managed to save enough money to travel the world and get through nursing school. He wasted those years. It is a blur to him, he wasn’t present in our relationship at all and it was like being in a relationship with someone that was asleep the whole time. My son also had a full blown addiction to it and his psychotic episode probably saved him as it scared him enough to quit and he hasn’t touched it in two years. Any drug has a potential to be dangerous. But there are also a lot of people that are able to use drugs of all types and still have happy and productive lives too :) good luck
Weed is the worst drug and I’ve overcame meth and fentanyl addictions. This will go over most peoples heads but weed is subtle and will ruin the life of millions of people and they won’t even be aware of the cause of their problems.
@@Phoenix-tq8lt I agree. I don't have experience with hard drugs but with hard drugs, you know what you're dabbling with. Weed seems harmless compared to other drugs, and I guess physically speaking, it isn't the worst substance in the world. But mentally slowly turns you into a functioning depressed zombie.
@@devilface97 true! It is not everyone’s dream. I do not think that people have to do as I do or have the same goals in life, but he states now that he regrets wasting those years, but that was his journey. He was also jealous and would make me feel guilty that I was achieving things in my life. That’s ok it’s all a learning and growing process and is what it us
I love hearing these stories of survival ending in thriving! It resonates with me so deeply. Overcoming abuse, poverty, depression, cptsd, anxiety disorders and now being Mrs. Earth USA rep. Indiana living in a million dollar home with 12 years plus of sobriety. I love, love, love hearing someone say they are clean and worked a program and they have a beautiful success story ending with happiness with all the lessons learned along the way. Today, I advocate for domestic abuse survivors and focusing mostly on the prevention of causing trauma to the children who witness it or are abused themselves. Many focus on solely the victims and perpetrators however, 80-90% of adults suffered some sort of trauma they are silent about. I’m out here trying to tell others they are Not alone, and it’s ok to speak up and be loud now and that there is hope, joy, and abundance waiting for them on the other side of healing those childhood wounds. I even have spoken and shared my testimony to perpetrators of DV to help them have a better understanding of how the witnesses of the abuse are affected forever and how much work it takes to overcome that past trauma. Another great interview. Mark, this is the most beautiful art I have ever seen. ❤❤❤💜 💚
Thank you Mark for having such an amazing platform and allowing Sergio to tell his story. This amazing man, great pet father, beautiful husband, in my opinion, deserves all the good things coming his way.
I know he said he was uncomfortable about the sexual abuse, but I think more people should start talking about their assaults, to expose how common it is. I was victimized by a predator when I was around 5 years old, and I learned that talking about it helps a lot, and I found out that it happens way more than people talk about it. It's crazy how me talking about my abuse to people, have allowed them to feel comfortable to tell me that it happened to them too. This is why I get extremely disgusted when I hear people trying to normalize pedophilia. It's worse than trying to normalize rape in my eyes. At least people who fall under rape, are generally adults, it's way worse for a developing innocent mind to be victimized by a pedophile predator. I was groomed by a person that I looked up to, and didn't realize that they were a deviant predator. It's disgusting when people try to make "grooming" a normalized thing. This world is full of perverted predators, and the last thing we need is people trying to make them feel comfortable. I don't understand why people who get abused, turn to being predators too. After what I went through as a child, I wouldn't want to put any child through that. Plus I don't see an innocent child as sexually attractive. We need to start calling out the predators and weirdos, that think grooming children is okay. As a victim, it turns my stomach. Pedophilia should be a death sentence, 30 to life at the very least, and without having the luxury of protective custody. It's murdering the innocence of children, and causes a lot of metal health issues. It's not easy for a child to carry the burden of sexual abuse.
Much props and respect for Sergio to have this courage to be genuinely open and real to the viewers here. This is not easy for anyone, especially talking about personal life struggles that Sergio experienced , again much props and respect to you Sergio 👏 👏 👏 👏
I get what he's reching at 14:00 I'm in recovery myself. I tend to see a lot of the people in my program are content with the monthly check we get for "transportation" When you look at the projects from the outside, you're confused why everyone's settling. When you're brought up in the projects, it's an entirely different outlook. This was so uplifting, I really needed this One day at a time
I think the bike getting stolen was very significant. It sounds to me it triggered a lot of PTSD and the cleptomania started as a way to try and control things. I wish him healing. There are so many traumas in his life.
Wow, talk about a rare bird. One of the few people I've seen that I actually believe. I think he fully understands his situation and what got him there, and why he can't go back. Very refreshing to see someone like this. I see good things in this guy's future.
@@mikekowalchuk6802 Because most of them are bullshit artists that scam and hustle as a way of life. I deal with skid row types regularly and it’s pretty easy to spot a bullshitter. That said, there are some genuine stories on here, I’m not saying they’re all lying.
This is an incredible testimony story. I wish I could make a person very close to me see this interview. Because, she is sliding toward that same pattern. And this person is extremally important to me and I'm mostly powerless in front of this.
Remarkable story Sergio! Glad you able overcome and get off the wrong path while you are still young. I have been a fan of your channel. Excellent choice of stories to you told. Many ppl can relate especially Asian Amercicans. Keep up the good work. You should be proud of yourself.
That thing Sergio mentioned about being Asian (East-Asian mainly) and feeling like a failure compared to your peers is real. I'm Korean (East-Asian) and it was true for me too when I was going through addiction and poverty. East-Asians in the US tend to be well-off, so being East-Asian and poor is a trip. I grew with more Southeast-Asian folks than East-Asian folks, and with Southeast-Asians it's a whole different experience living in the US, since most of them live below the poverty line and came here as refugees. Koreans were refugees too, but it's complex because the US occupation of South Korea made it easier to assimilate and get ahead. My family left South Korea because the US-backed far-right dictators Park Chung Hee and Chun Doo Hwan were brutalizing civilians during the 50s-90s. People also forget about West-Asians (Middle-East), South-Asians (e.g. India, Afghanistan, Pakistan) and Pacific Islanders (e.g. Samoans, Maori) are also Asian and have a completely different collective experience compared to East-Asians. So as an East-Asian myself, I say we gotta stop using the term Asian so loosely. We gotta be more specific.
I knew who he was right away!!!! Go, Sergio!!! The “sector” of UA-cam you’re in can be very grimy & petty, and I suspect many will use some of the things you’ve said against you, but your strength will build upon itself. You’re a good one!! ☮️☮️🙏🏻🙏🏻☮️☮️🙏🏻🙏🏻☮️☮️🙏🏻🙏🏻
This dude is definitely a kindred spirit...somebody easy to get along w...good for u man...keep your head up and stay pushing toward all that is great in life...
Sexual, physical, emotional, and drug abuses all happen in Asian families and communities, too. We tend to not talk about it as much because of "shame" and to save face.
Always enjoyed watching Sergio from the other end of the lens, but seeing his story really made me respect him even more. Big ups to you homie. Hoping you nothing but success!
Sergio, thank you for sharing ❤ I hope you continue to heal and just know that your bravery, coming on here and sharing your story, is going to help others that are going through a similar situation.
I was like I’ve seen and heard this guy before.. Sergio’s UA-cam channel is really interesting he makes videos and tells stories about Asian,black and brown gangs in California.. would definitely recommend
I can’t believe how similar our stories are…down to the grade stuff got weird, place (CA), the SA, no supervision, single mom, quitting school and getting GED (I quit in 8th). I even had a bike stolen from me. There’s not much difference except I’m a female and my dad didn’t pass away…he just disappeared. I had alot of trauma and alot of life experience before my 20’s. I did have a brother that protected me a lot from doing the heavier drugs, but we both went down the wrong path and did drugs none the less. Both got clean in our 20’s, I got married and and he went off to the army and then got married. Both have kids now and live happy lives! Love my mom, she did her best as a single mom!
I can relate. Very happy and appreciative of my single mom support me and my sisters. Very grateful for you and mark sharing your stories. Let’s stay strong!
I dont know how hard it is to get out of the drug addiction or homeless lifestyle, but if i was in his shoes i dont think i could be where he is now. I envy his strong will and determination, oh and also his gorgeous hair. 꽤 멋있는 사람이네요.
His hair is so beautiful. I’m surprised to see him on here he actually has a UA-cam channel I been following before I even seen this lol but it’s cool to see him on here and get to know him from a different perspective.
No idea who Sergio is but at this early point in the comment section there are so many people who are here supporting him and showing him love is really awesome.
@@morgenmachen2400 totally, it's kinda scary! The last 5 to 6 years have shown me how many people really don't have a GD grasp of reality!!! Like how could you possibly lie to yourself and believe things that are very very easy to prove incorrect.?.? And some of them are cops or judge's or people that can actually effect others with there ignorance, again kinda scary!!! I just have to remember there are more of us then them, we're just not screaming our opinions from the mountain tops...
Yoooo- wassup homie? I listen to your channel all the time. It’s good stuff bro. I’m from the Pacific Northwest and ran with a bunch of crazy Asian cats when I lived in Seattle. I’ve been SoCal for many years but your subject matter resonates with me. Im not to the end yet, but I’m surprised you don’t even mention the channel. Keep doin well brotha, keep fighting the good fight and best of luck Sergio. I think we can all tell you got a good heart, and that makes it easy to root for you.
i am 7 1/2 years clean off meth and almost 7 years clean off alochol and everything else. It was hard but worth getting my life back. It gets easier every day, even though some days are strangely hard for no reason. Its a journey and everyone can do it. I hope youre having a lovely day Sergio, you have wonderful energy. Thank you for the video SWU
What an interesting person, loved this interview. So cool how he randomly started confessing stuff after he opened up about the sexual abuse, that was a heavy weight he needed to get off. Kudos to interviewer.
Great video! I love hearing about the success! I'm so glad his mom stayed by his side! Fantastic msg, especially at the end! So cool that he has been watching Mark and now working on something similar!
Thank you so much for the opportunity mark!!
Respect bro. I've been clean off that sht for about 7 years now. IV user for years too. I'm always happy when I see dudes change that sht around cause it's honestly just a terrible scene. I remember seeing dudes that had been at it for DECADES and how melted their minds were and how empty their souls felt. Like zombies sorta. Just ..vacant. I agree too - it's way too easy in this country to just remain in that state and after awhile it feels like they want you to just stay that way. I'm glad you doing better and your Yt channel rockin.
God bless man and stay up.
❤❤❤ has to be his profile
So proud of you
Wow ❤❤❤ you got a wife 🎉🎉🎉I’m so proud of you and our Asians families want the best and I’m so sorry for your dads loss and how you found out and been w out him…. we r so lucky us asian kids I’m 37 soon and dad is still here with me I’m not married but my dad and brothers support me I been clean since 2015 and opiods are my#1 yes ….. 2018 fetynal went everywhere … i got clean by 26/27 I used for 7 years and now I am free
Jesus loves yall
Sergio seems like the kind of guy who can effortlessly be everyone’s friend. Such a friendly soul. If you’re reading this, keep kicking ass Sergio!!!
used to steal from everyone he knows lol
Thanks I’ll try!
@@hrlkt3413 your moral compass is totally skewed while in the reign of addiction tbh. While I’m sure ur telling the truth id prefer to let people redeem themselves when they are sober. Idk. Maybe I’m a sucker
@@hrlkt3413 nah believe me bruh I’ve already been through it with an addict friend. Ig I don’t resent them enough to have my compassion leave me just yet tho lol.
@@gravy3858 personally i dont resent them, i just try to avoid them =) and may god be kind to their souls
I went to middle school and high school with this guy! We weren’t very close but I remember when he was smoking crystal with an old friend of mine. I found out about his channel a while back and to see him on this channel is a trip! It’s insane cus some of the stories he told, I’ve heard from others!! I never knew about the sexual abuse or his dad passing away… You just never know what a person is going through. So proud of you Sergio! I wish you the best in your journey! -Daniel
Sounds like you and Sergio shared some interesting times from middle school and high school. It's always surprising to learn about the ups and downs someone has gone through. It's great that you're proud of Sergio and supportive of his journey, knowing he's faced challenges.
What’s the name of his channel?
@@chyechye31@SergioKwon
I met Sergio during my high school days and I must say he was one of the most bright people I’ve met. I’m so happy to see him thriving in life and starting a new chapter of his life 🤞🏼
Not 'most bright' but brightest. We can determine by your comment that you are not one of the brightest people. There, i used it in a sentence.
Mark, this could’ve been a better interview if you let Sergio navigate his story. There were alot of time swaps and awkward questions. Regardless, Sergio is so wise. I’m proud of him.
yeah the whole "wow you don't fit my stereotype of the typical asian" questions were a bit much
I think mark is getting old, he asked if sexual abuse was normal in Asian families… if you are a human being, you know sexual abuse is not normal in ANY family
@Mr. D aka MD or culture... Do you put Marks questikning doen to ignorance or lack of inerest? I'm genuinely shocked as I have lived Underbelly for so long. And the interview format has been epic... until now.
@@kanemarchant4957 lol i think he is simply getting bored, im sure many can relate or imagine themselves in marks shoes - still love the guy everybodys human
@@butt-facedude I was thinking this like relax and also the asian fixation was very weird
I met Sergio a few years back. I could tell that he was such a genuine soul. What struck me was that he was not ready to share any details about himself. Fast forward to today, here he is sharing his story. I am so proud of this man! Wow I had no idea the journey he was on.
I've never been moved by a story as much as I have been by Sergio's. He is intelligent, honest, sincere, and real. He will go as far as we wants to go.
If u are reading this there’s a reason No matter how good or bad you have it,wake up each day thankful for your life.Someone else is desperately fighting for theirs🇧🇸
Ya know man sometimes it gets so bad ya don’t even wake up some days. You just stay up and it’s just a constant shit ball cycle that keeps on shit balling and just shot balls some more until everything you ever loved and cared about turned into a giant shit ball. That’s my life. A giant fucking shit ball
No way hose B
@@Hu5tL1nJuNk13 Aw, honey, I'm sorry. I understand how that is. I drug myself out of wishing tomorrow wouldn't come by finding 3 things to be thankful for, even though they were in No way perfect. I had to mentally say I was thankful and overlook All the reasons they weren't exactly what I wanted or were Far from what I wanted or I'd be lying in that deep dark hole I'd dug myself from Everything being not enough. Ex, I was thankful for a roof over my head even though my house is like a rat's nest and can't get anyone to do some upkeep. I'm thankful for my daughter who is living with me, away from her husband and she isn't always pleasant. She has 2 dogs here and who takes care of them? But she's my daughter and I love her. I could go into more detail but I choose not to. Anyway you should be able to get the gist
You can do it @zach420 💪stay strong mate
Holy shit.. I really needed to hear that.. Thanks bro!
Big fan of this man's channel. I knew Sergio was tapped into the streets, but never knew he was involved and actually got everything out of the mud. Thanks for this one, Mark!
G From the.❤️💯Bend that corner A hear 💯
He do be out in dem trenches doe.
Sergio go straight demon mode when it time to get his paper up out tha mudd. By which I mean he sucks d*ck for money.
Sergio,if you see this, we are so much alike, we even look alike yet im Irish. Lost our Dads (me 11) and Im stuck in Fentanyl but seeing this is been a huge moment of clarity.I been clean and I want that smile back(you would know the difference), If you see this thank you man.
Someone out there loves you James keep it up brother. Keep fighting your war, I'll pray you stay victorious.
You Deserve happiness as much as Any of us do...No matter how imperfect we are or what mistakes we've made.❤️❤️❤️
This is exactly why I started my channel. We’re in this together brotha
@@SergioKwon ❤️
IRELAND and alkohol.
I knew him back in middle school. Not super close but hung out sometimes since he was a friend of a friend. I moved somewhere else soon after so never saw him again. i didnt know he went thru so much. It was a shock when i somehow found his youtube channel, shit was a trip listening to his stories. One thing i remember well is, dude was always down for you, though we werent close i could tell he was a good dude.
Definetily sounds he could be a good dude
And yes, we're also so focus on our own success and fears that we usually ignore other peoples pain. Even if we don't mean to.
I loved seeing his face light up when he was talking about his first real job and meeting his wife. And his hair is really nice. He has a special energy about him. Sergio, thank you for sharing your story. We are proud of you!
I am a recovering Alcoholic with 1 year and 4 months sober on the 18th. Thank you for sharing your experience, strength, and hope. It is so important for us recovering addicts to constantly share with each other. When I hear other recovering alcoholics and addicts speaking it brings spiritual calm in me. Thanks
What's life like now with so much sober time under your belt?
I cut back immensely and I notice I'm so much happier, lighter. Going to sleep completely sober feels nice as well.
@@TingTingalingy So. I notice that when I am not hung over or drunk all the time I am more present and aware of things happening around me and am better able to deal with situations in a logical way which increases the chance that the outcome I am seeking in a situation is positive for me. Also, after a while the fear/compulsion of living without alchohol dissipates as it simply is not part of my routine anymore. My body chemistry changed Also so I am much less anxious all the time and much less depressed. When things start going better in life it also boosted my moral and my self esteem. Be well
Amen brother God bless
@@javierorta6302 Thank you Brother! God Bless you 100%.
@@bigg4879 Amen brother Gods good he loves us brother we just got repent and face away from evil. Its possible but people dont wanna try they give up on they souls too easy. But God doesnt
I love this guy. Wishing you the best Sergio! @Soft White Underbelly, there is a lot of abuse in Asian families. Sadly more than you know, we just don't talk about it openly. I started smoking and drinking when I was 14, got kicked out when I was 16. Went through a lot, just never got to speak on it. Years of therapy. Love your channel, thanks for all that you do.
I hear of a lot of Asian youth getting kicked out at a young age and it’s sad to hear it man I hope you’re doing better now
I used to know how many times I got kicked out for coming home late. Didn't matter I kept my job and paid rent and had been buying my clothes since I was 12. The last time I knew my mom was about to kick me out, I left before she got a chance. What do you know? A couple days later she comes after me to tell me to come home! I finally figured it out. She had a control issue and my being the eldest, I failed being the good example I was supposed to be.🤦
@@marylougeorge1385 Still not an excuse to kick your child out. I was a complete idiot growing up and never once did my mom even threaten to kick me out.
the whole " that doesn't sound like it happens in Asian families" is pretty racist tbh
@@Mindyobidnessfr I agree. Kicking your kid out is not a good solution. It’s, generally, the Asian way. Well, with my Japanese mom, I was 1st born so I was the only one who went through this.
This man Sergio is a Los Angeles underworld documentarian. His film series covering gang history/culture in LA is top tier
Is his content on UA-cam?
Never mind…found him.
Right?? Thats why he looks and sounds familiar. Sergio Kwon I think is his channel and he covers a lot of street gangs. Cool dude and great story teller.
Thanks for mentioning this!
Cool, I bet he doesn’t ask ignorant ethnic questions to his respondents like this guy Mark
Definitely one of my favorite interviews, you can tell he has his mental clarity back after getting clean. Proud of you, Sergio! Keep going and don't look back. 🙏
Love the "recovered" stories. So powerful
Me too! Breath of fresh air!!
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I think more recovery stories would helpful to a lot of us.
@@adams1625 I have been sober for 20 years . I think it is a miracle that any one of us who has sober time keeps it. We are all wounded is some/many ways and the outside world is always a threat. I have been lucky to have been able to get AA to work for me . Many still struggle.
Keep up the good work.
@@adams1625 I am not disagreeing with you. Recovery is a personal experience. There are a lot of AA people who get really dogmatic about the Steps.
It is wonderful that you stopped and I hope we both continue to be clean and sober .
Great job Sergio you made it and over came.Not many people can do that in the short amount of time you did.im proud of you.Great interview mark.
I believe your mom being supportive probably was an important factor in your changing your life. So many addicts have no one.
Great Video. As a 3 yrs 3 mo recovering Meth addict from Modesto, Realization, Growth, love for yourself, and Change is a whole new high.
Any pointers on the best way to quit?
@John Thompson Unfortunately, you TYPICALLY need a major bottom/ultimatum most of the time. Going to AA and NA is great because you fill your brain with solutions. Living in finding a solution and watching very cautiously about admitting our shortcomings without adopting a victim mentality is key. The world can be ugly, but there's great loving people, too. Retraining our thoughts and lifestyle is hard but well worth it. Shame and guilt only keeps us there, baby steps brotha.
Sergio. You are so strong and an absolute inspiration. I don’t know you but I am very impressed and proud of you. Thank you for sharing your story. Thank you for loving yourself and for your courage to change your life. Know that ppl you may never meet and that may be far away are touched, moved and can relate in so many ways to your story. I am rooting for your happiness and success. Just thank you. Prayers. 🙏🙏❤️❤️
Also I would like to say that no matter how small and insignificant we may feel at times, the opposite is the truth. We are all so significant and when we love and change our individual lives for the better it reverberates thru the world. This is felt. None of us are alone.
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He has a yt channel and he creates good content
Dub, whats the name of his You Tube channel? I want to look him up
@@jessicacelaya7813 Sergio Kwon
Sergio’s the man. He’s got a great UA-cam channel.
I remember you talking about your story a lil bit years back. It's good to see you open up Sergio. Keep ur head up my guy
Seems like such a gentle, kind dude. I wish the best for him
I’ve never heard mark be so inconsiderate, flat out rude in an interview before you touched on every single topic that Sergio didn’t want to talk about specifically and don’t worry mark we know he’s Asian !
If your that sensitive you shouldn’t be doing these interviews.
He was just a little shook because Sergio's experiences go against his (Mark's) perceptions of Asian folks. These problems are prevelant within certain segments of the Asian American community but a lot of us don't really talk about it because of the whole "saving face" thing so it gets underreported and not really seen by the larger American community.
I don't think Mark was rude. He was just extremely appalled, unexpected, and taken away by Sergio's story. Sergio seemed OK to me.
So you're watching this to get outraged, ok.
If you can do better, do it yourself. Criticize is so easy.
All addictions are difficult to overcome. That being said, m3th is absolutely one of the most difficult drugs to give up. I was a h3roin addict, and a m3th addict. Detoxing off H was nothing compared to M. The brain is literally rewired by M. It took me 2 years to feel functional, and left me with symptoms similar to Alzheimers. There are multiple FDA approved dr*gs to treat H addiction, yet nothing for M. And recovery from M has the highest failure rate. I am 4 years clean from everything, and I don't even mess with caffeine or alcohol or nicotine because it took me so long to get my brain chemistry back to functional. Much love to everyone trying to get sober and staying sober!
How would you suggest someone with over 5yrs of constant M use go about quitting? Does suboxone help at all? I didn’t think there was a physical dependency for it, is there? Just not sure how to start…
Seriously. Even less potent amps like Adderall (the drug I personally was severely addicted to). It's gotta be because amps flood the brain with levels of dopamine far greater than opiates, alcohol, even cocaine.
Addiction at the end of the day comes down to our need for dopamine, and amphetamines completely override and rewire that system more than other drugs.
@John Thompson I'd suggest, if you can, that you check yourself into a detox, find a good IOP program after that, and pretty much rely on meds from a good psychiatrist to not feel as terrible while you get used to living without M. There's no good alternative to that imo. You can replace your addiction with less destructive drugs, but that just perpetuates the problem.
One luv 5 days off my 100 count of tens , been tryn quit for a yr, but I feel like my ego stopped me from moving on and getting myself from pain patients and dealers. Fuck da money, imma go get my life back now.😂
I am so proud of you Sergio, I love it that you give your mom so much credit and respect. Happy you found your way to a productive life. Blessings from Texas!
December 13, 2022 my name is Javier Aguilar and today i choose to get better, im going into a rehab for the first time and i hope i can come out a changed man. Started using meth at 18 and im 22 now. I see no good thing in the drug all it did was make me think I work good and thats a big reason why i cant get off of it anytime i have to go work i feel like i have to use and thats no way to live.
You can do it i know people whove done it for 5 to even 20 years and got off it. You got this brother! The longer you go without the easier it becomes!
Wishing you a happy ending
Good luck Javier! December 13, 2023 5:55 AM
Praying for you Javier, you can do this 🙏 ❤️
Man, I’m watching you, pulling for you, and hoping to follow your lead! I’m gonna cut it out too, friend. Be my motivation.
Damn, been subscribed to Sergio's UA-cam channel and he seems real chill and down to Earth. He told us about his drug usage, but not all of these other things. Damn homie, glad he's doing better now.
Sergio Kwon, yes?
@@JaimeMesChiens yup
Wow, he is like a different person on his channel....
What is his channel called?
@@CWBchannel It's just his name, Sergio Kwan
Sergio Kwon! I love this guy's UA-cam channel. Nice to see him getting more positive exposure.
thanks was looking for his channel
I think you could've been a little more supportive of this guy's work Mark. He's not trying to take your place or spotlight. There's enough room for everyone to be successful ♡
Kudos to you Sergio, your story is powerful!
Sexual, emotional, psychological and violent abuse are not exclusive. It happens in every community. If you positively see/know something you must intervene or tell someone who can. If possible speak the victim first before deciding how best to address the situation in the most appropriate manner. Don’t ignore it, no excuses.
One of my favorite interviews. Growing up with no father and a lot of pain in your heart in a rough area leaves you reacting to whatever environment is going on around you.
Mark spends the first ten minutes absolutely tripping that Sergio is an Asian breaking Asian stereotypes 😂
We need more "Sergio-s"
@@hollykost155 from what I see I'd have to agree with that.
Yeah…lots of weird stereotyping. As if Asian people aren’t fully integrated into the South American and even the African continents🥴 I’m from Trinidad and there are ton of Asians living & thriving there.
@@ryanhill4297 and you should get out more😎
@Ryan Hill that person didn’t say anything to warrant you lashing out at them. You okay?
This dude is smart. He had some bad stuff happen. He made it! Finish strong my man.
Thank you Sergio for sharing your story , its helping a lot of people watching
So happy this young man got sober, these stories need to be presented more so that someone who has a problem getting sober see that he can do it even and more importantly hit rock bottom as Sergio said. Thank you Mark, Thank you Sergio for your story.
Sergio you have a great voice for radio..
I love your attitude and your energy, brother. You seem like a natural-born artist to me. Wishing you a lifetime of sobriety and healthy ways of exploring and expressing your emotions.
Check out his UA-cam channel, Sergio Kwon, he has a really good channel, been subbed to him for a couple years now
Sergio is really insightful. I am happy to hear that he has made a better life for himself. So proud of you Sergio!
Today i admitted to myself that “wow I don’t think I’ll ever been clean and this is my life until I die”. After watching this video it really puts at least my circumstances into perspective on how minuscule in compared to so many others and that thought right there gave me some hope in that if far worse off people can get and stay clean then it tells me why can’t I.
It’s never enough (when it comes to drugs)
Well if you're looking for other drug addicts to make you feel you're in a better position then look no further lmao..
Jk though really. We should never compare ourselves to others. I don't want to sound preachy but I feel obligated to say that, as a person in long term recovery. You CAN do it, and you deserve it whether you've only been getting high since the weekend or most of your life. I've got almost 8 years clean off of the needle. Use whatever inspires you and get the help you deserve.
I understand how you feel my friend, I have a love affair with drugs. I can tell you this much being honest with yourself is we’re it starts. I know it seems like you couldn’t be happy without drugs but it’s quite the opposite. They rob you of the most important thing in life and that’s being self aware. Be vigilant and stay positive. I admire your bravery. Peace and much love!
I have had those exact thoughts. Just feeling helpless to make any change and getting high was just something I had to do to be alive. Its not true however. You just have to decide you want something better and take steps towards it. Eventually you start getting better things in your life and pick up speed as you move in the right direction.
Fear of being separated from God is what finally gave me the motivation to get started. I hope you find peace!
I thought I would never get clean. I failed many times at getting sober. I was h*gh every day on multiple substances for 20 years. Never give up trying to get clean. It takes a long time to feel "normal" without dr*gs, but it is possible. Remember, it's just the brain craving the chemicals, so the brain causes us to feel crazy and terrible till we give it what it wants. The brain has to learn how to make and regulate it's own dopamine, serotonin, etc again. The longer you stay off the drugs, the more the brain heals and learns to function again.
It is possible!!!!! Just asked the millions of recovering addicts how they did it.
Sergio seems like a great dude. I wish him the best.
What a refreshingly honest conversation! Recovery is so powerful to change people.
Kudos Sergio!! You are among the very few who can succeed in life being sober. Hold on to Jesus and NEVER let go!!
I'm a Korean who grew up in SoCal and have struggled with addiction to weed. We treat it so casually here but really, even weed, is a crutch for so many. Sure, I can function, go to work, even going to back to school, but I know I'm addicted to weed. I've had some sober runs but they are short-lived but what I do experience when sober is both amazing yet too much to handle at times. Thank you Sergio for your story. You painted such a clear picture of what addiction can look like.
Agree with you, my husband has smoked pot the whole time we have been together. He’s gone through periods of full on use, all day everyday to only at the weekends. I can say when he was smoking all the time, he was holding down a job but his life was going no where, while he spent all his money on drugs, sat in a stupor and had no motivation. I managed to save enough money to travel the world and get through nursing school. He wasted those years. It is a blur to him, he wasn’t present in our relationship at all and it was like being in a relationship with someone that was asleep the whole time. My son also had a full blown addiction to it and his psychotic episode probably saved him as it scared him enough to quit and he hasn’t touched it in two years. Any drug has a potential to be dangerous. But there are also a lot of people that are able to use drugs of all types and still have happy and productive lives too :) good luck
Weed is the worst drug and I’ve overcame meth and fentanyl addictions. This will go over most peoples heads but weed is subtle and will ruin the life of millions of people and they won’t even be aware of the cause of their problems.
@@KiwikimNZ not wanting to travel isnt a crime
@@Phoenix-tq8lt I agree. I don't have experience with hard drugs but with hard drugs, you know what you're dabbling with. Weed seems harmless compared to other drugs, and I guess physically speaking, it isn't the worst substance in the world. But mentally slowly turns you into a functioning depressed zombie.
@@devilface97 true! It is not everyone’s dream. I do not think that people have to do as I do or have the same goals in life, but he states now that he regrets wasting those years, but that was his journey. He was also jealous and would make me feel guilty that I was achieving things in my life. That’s ok it’s all a learning and growing process and is what it us
I love that you are doing more recovery videos, there's hope for everyone! so inspiring
I love hearing these stories of survival ending in thriving! It resonates with me so deeply. Overcoming abuse, poverty, depression, cptsd, anxiety disorders and now being Mrs. Earth USA rep. Indiana living in a million dollar home with 12 years plus of sobriety. I love, love, love hearing someone say they are clean and worked a program and they have a beautiful success story ending with happiness with all the lessons learned along the way. Today, I advocate for domestic abuse survivors and focusing mostly on the prevention of causing trauma to the children who witness it or are abused themselves. Many focus on solely the victims and perpetrators however, 80-90% of adults suffered some sort of trauma they are silent about. I’m out here trying to tell others they are Not alone, and it’s ok to speak up and be loud now and that there is hope, joy, and abundance waiting for them on the other side of healing those childhood wounds. I even have spoken and shared my testimony to perpetrators of DV to help them have a better understanding of how the witnesses of the abuse are affected forever and how much work it takes to overcome that past trauma. Another great interview.
Mark, this is the most beautiful art I have ever seen. ❤❤❤💜 💚
Let’s go!!! I never knew you had prior issues, Brotha! Thank you for keeping it real.
Is he known for something?
@@dejuhvu1793 Sergio Kwon on UA-cam
This is the type of dude anyone can chill with
Thank you Mark for having such an amazing platform and allowing Sergio to tell his story. This amazing man, great pet father, beautiful husband, in my opinion, deserves all the good things coming his way.
❤️
@@marylougeorge1385 Sergio Kwon has his own youtube channel.
@@chinatownboy7482 Thank you. I looked him up. Half Japantown here.🇯🇵🇺🇲
Inspiring. I’m 26 and struggling with some addictions myself and this gives me hope. If you’re reading this Sergio thank you
Hope things get better for you
Happy for you, Sergio. Life’s tough and even tougher when you’re an addict. Glad you found the inner strength to overcome the evils of drugs!
He has a very positive outlook of life. Keep up. God bless.
This dude has such a kind, positive personality.
Recovery stories are the most satisfying. Those who beat the odds and find a way to escape are luckier than they know.
Luck definitely has a role, but the determination and will to climb out the rubble is all on him. Very inspiring.
I like recovery episodes and I love that he gave credit to his Mother! I admire that! ❤
Congrats Sergio on all your accomplishments. Great hair too!❤️
Sergio Kwon has come a long way, glad to see he’s doing better. Stay strong brotha, big supporter of his UA-cam channel
Sergio you seem like a good hearted man. Thanks for sharing your story, glad you came out on top! Stay strong
I know he said he was uncomfortable about the sexual abuse, but I think more people should start talking about their assaults, to expose how common it is. I was victimized by a predator when I was around 5 years old, and I learned that talking about it helps a lot, and I found out that it happens way more than people talk about it. It's crazy how me talking about my abuse to people, have allowed them to feel comfortable to tell me that it happened to them too. This is why I get extremely disgusted when I hear people trying to normalize pedophilia. It's worse than trying to normalize rape in my eyes. At least people who fall under rape, are generally adults, it's way worse for a developing innocent mind to be victimized by a pedophile predator. I was groomed by a person that I looked up to, and didn't realize that they were a deviant predator. It's disgusting when people try to make "grooming" a normalized thing. This world is full of perverted predators, and the last thing we need is people trying to make them feel comfortable. I don't understand why people who get abused, turn to being predators too. After what I went through as a child, I wouldn't want to put any child through that. Plus I don't see an innocent child as sexually attractive. We need to start calling out the predators and weirdos, that think grooming children is okay. As a victim, it turns my stomach. Pedophilia should be a death sentence, 30 to life at the very least, and without having the luxury of protective custody. It's murdering the innocence of children, and causes a lot of metal health issues. It's not easy for a child to carry the burden of sexual abuse.
Much props and respect for Sergio to have this courage to be genuinely open and real to the viewers here. This is not easy for anyone, especially talking about personal life struggles that Sergio experienced , again much props and respect to you Sergio 👏 👏 👏 👏
I get what he's reching at 14:00
I'm in recovery myself. I tend to see a lot of the people in my program are content with the monthly check we get for "transportation"
When you look at the projects from the outside, you're confused why everyone's settling. When you're brought up in the projects, it's an entirely different outlook.
This was so uplifting, I really needed this
One day at a time
The stability or instability of ones life can affect the impact living on the streets has on them.
I think the bike getting stolen was very significant. It sounds to me it triggered a lot of PTSD and the cleptomania started as a way to try and control things. I wish him healing. There are so many traumas in his life.
He also sounds very much suffering from ADHD and self medicating.
I am so happy he has recovered. I love the recovery series Mark ha started. Keep up the excellent work!
Proud of you, Sergio. Glad you made it. You deserve this life.
Wow, talk about a rare bird. One of the few people I've seen that I actually believe. I think he fully understands his situation and what got him there, and why he can't go back. Very refreshing to see someone like this. I see good things in this guy's future.
This one !!👑
Why don't you believe most of the people you've seen?
@@mikekowalchuk6802 Because most of them are bullshit artists that scam and hustle as a way of life. I deal with skid row types regularly and it’s pretty easy to spot a bullshitter. That said, there are some genuine stories on here, I’m not saying they’re all lying.
This is an incredible testimony story. I wish I could make a person very close to me see this interview. Because, she is sliding toward that same pattern. And this person is extremally important to me and I'm mostly powerless in front of this.
I love this guy! Strong af! Addiction is not an easy thing to overcome and i salute anyone who has!
Remarkable story Sergio! Glad you able overcome and get off the wrong path while you are still young. I have been a fan of your channel. Excellent choice of stories to you told. Many ppl can relate especially Asian Amercicans. Keep up the good work. You should be proud of yourself.
That thing Sergio mentioned about being Asian (East-Asian mainly) and feeling like a failure compared to your peers is real. I'm Korean (East-Asian) and it was true for me too when I was going through addiction and poverty.
East-Asians in the US tend to be well-off, so being East-Asian and poor is a trip. I grew with more Southeast-Asian folks than East-Asian folks, and with Southeast-Asians it's a whole different experience living in the US, since most of them live below the poverty line and came here as refugees. Koreans were refugees too, but it's complex because the US occupation of South Korea made it easier to assimilate and get ahead. My family left South Korea because the US-backed far-right dictators Park Chung Hee and Chun Doo Hwan were brutalizing civilians during the 50s-90s.
People also forget about West-Asians (Middle-East), South-Asians (e.g. India, Afghanistan, Pakistan) and Pacific Islanders (e.g. Samoans, Maori) are also Asian and have a completely different collective experience compared to East-Asians. So as an East-Asian myself, I say we gotta stop using the term Asian so loosely. We gotta be more specific.
Sergio has to be the most handsome Asian man I have ever seen. You are super self-aware, and your story is inspiring . Thank you.
I knew who he was right away!!!! Go, Sergio!!! The “sector” of UA-cam you’re in can be very grimy & petty, and I suspect many will use some of the things you’ve said against you, but your strength will build upon itself. You’re a good one!! ☮️☮️🙏🏻🙏🏻☮️☮️🙏🏻🙏🏻☮️☮️🙏🏻🙏🏻
This dude is definitely a kindred spirit...somebody easy to get along w...good for u man...keep your head up and stay pushing toward all that is great in life...
Sexual, physical, emotional, and drug abuses all happen in Asian families and communities, too. We tend to not talk about it as much because of "shame" and to save face.
Awesomeness Sergio, it's wonderful to hear your story. I wish every suffering addict had your strength love and a mother as precious as yours. ❤❤❤❤
Such a genuine guy. I wish Sergio all the best!
why wasnt his youtube channel plugged?? come on, Mark!!
Always enjoyed watching Sergio from the other end of the lens, but seeing his story really made me respect him even more. Big ups to you homie. Hoping you nothing but success!
You're a beautiful soul Sergio 💗 thanks for sharing your story and being vulnerable. It ripples far
Always great to see people overcoming obstacles. Sergio your story is truly inspiring and I wish you all the best.
Sergio, thank you for sharing ❤ I hope you continue to heal and just know that your bravery, coming on here and sharing your story, is going to help others that are going through a similar situation.
I was like I’ve seen and heard this guy before.. Sergio’s UA-cam channel is really interesting he makes videos and tells stories about Asian,black and brown gangs in California.. would definitely recommend
This is my favorite video. This dude is just so inspiring. Keep it up bro.
I can’t believe how similar our stories are…down to the grade stuff got weird, place (CA), the SA, no supervision, single mom, quitting school and getting GED (I quit in 8th). I even had a bike stolen from me. There’s not much difference except I’m a female and my dad didn’t pass away…he just disappeared. I had alot of trauma and alot of life experience before my 20’s.
I did have a brother that protected me a lot from doing the heavier drugs, but we both went down the wrong path and did drugs none the less. Both got clean in our 20’s, I got married and and he went off to the army and then got married. Both have kids now and live happy lives!
Love my mom, she did her best as a single mom!
I can relate. Very happy and appreciative of my single mom support me and my sisters. Very grateful for you and mark sharing your stories. Let’s stay strong!
I dont know how hard it is to get out of the drug addiction or homeless lifestyle, but if i was in his shoes i dont think i could be where he is now. I envy his strong will and determination, oh and also his gorgeous hair. 꽤 멋있는 사람이네요.
He's not a stupid person. Wish him luck to do good in the world.
His hair is so beautiful. I’m surprised to see him on here he actually has a UA-cam channel I been following before I even seen this lol but it’s cool to see him on here and get to know him from a different perspective.
No idea who Sergio is but at this early point in the comment section there are so many people who are here supporting him and showing him love is really awesome.
@@just_nate_8694 He's Korean, you ignorant fool.
Hey Morgan. I’m still in Brooklyn. Idk what the deal is with that oddball trolling me. It’s kinda sad. Anyway, I hope your having a good day.
@@just_nate_8694 he's Korean, he's also some what UA-cam famous.. nothing to do with his race!!!smh!!!!
@@Gram72534 the f#cking ignorance of this comment section doesn't even surprise me anymore
@@morgenmachen2400 totally, it's kinda scary! The last 5 to 6 years have shown me how many people really don't have a GD grasp of reality!!! Like how could you possibly lie to yourself and believe things that are very very easy to prove incorrect.?.? And some of them are cops or judge's or people that can actually effect others with there ignorance, again kinda scary!!! I just have to remember there are more of us then them, we're just not screaming our opinions from the mountain tops...
It’s better quality videos when you have honest people on.
Omg Sergio! I love your UA-cam channel. I'm so glad you are doing better!
First UA-camr to make it here, respect my dude! Rz Up 🙏🏻🙏🏻🙏🏻
Yoooo- wassup homie? I listen to your channel all the time. It’s good stuff bro. I’m from the Pacific Northwest and ran with a bunch of crazy Asian cats when I lived in Seattle. I’ve been SoCal for many years but your subject matter resonates with me. Im not to the end yet, but I’m surprised you don’t even mention the channel. Keep doin well brotha, keep fighting the good fight and best of luck Sergio. I think we can all tell you got a good heart, and that makes it easy to root for you.
Gonna have to watch this after work. I just wanted to compliment your title, for you see, I have been recovered for years now.
Cool dude and a very inspirational video for those caught in the clutches of addiction. Excellent
@_OfficialSoftWhiteUnderbelly Why are you calling yourself an official account?
i am 7 1/2 years clean off meth and almost 7 years clean off alochol and everything else. It was hard but worth getting my life back. It gets easier every day, even though some days are strangely hard for no reason. Its a journey and everyone can do it. I hope youre having a lovely day Sergio, you have wonderful energy. Thank you for the video SWU
Sergio is a strong soul I love his hair
Another great interview Mark. Good job Sergio. One day at a time.
I remember watching a couple of Sergio’s videos on Asian gangs. Take care Sergio, all the best.
Came here from your youtube channel bro. inspiring story. God bless!
What an interesting person, loved this interview. So cool how he randomly started confessing stuff after he opened up about the sexual abuse, that was a heavy weight he needed to get off. Kudos to interviewer.
Great video! I love hearing about the success! I'm so glad his mom stayed by his side! Fantastic msg, especially at the end! So cool that he has been watching Mark and now working on something similar!