I've found out the hard way that I don't have an off button either. I've relapsed so many times but today I'm grateful that I have 25months 10days clean and sober today. I truly appreciate you sharing your story
"TRUE SOBRIETY" is key. I went to a meeting today and we talked about the mental haze, and how frustrating it can be. YOU ARE NOT ALONE, and it does get better.
I hope you'll share this uplifting video with your daughter. I should think she'll appreciate it, if not now, when she's ready to transition from an addictive life to one free of addiction. All addicts secretly want to be free of their addictions. Mine was smoking cigarettes. Finally free. ♥️🤗
"Something magical happened inside of me when I realized, I am the creator of my world. I am the creator of my day today. I am the creator of my day tomorrow and yesterday. I am UNSTOPPABLE!" Thanks for this. I jotted it down to have whenever I need to remind myself. Keep on being amazing.
As did I. There's nothing that has more healing power than love. Of ourselves, the Divine, our family, if we have them, and true friends (not the selfish, enabling kind). God speed! ♥️🤗
I'm 7 years clean, my wife is 6 years clean. I've been held hostage, lost my son to the ministry, lost the cars, the house, the money, the business, my wife left to a life on the street where she spent 18 months escaping extreme domestic and gang violence. She ended up pregnant and clawed her way out, she had to escape for two now. we spent 5 years apart healing in recovery. we've been back together for 2 years now and after losing all, today, we closed on a home. I run this podcast full time thanks to a bunch of great organizations in my community. I have a life I never saw coming. its possible. It's an epic adventure. We can recover.
I have a few years clean also. I lost everything as well but I've slowly started getting it all back. It's getting better but the shame and guilt was eating me alive for a long time.
I’ve been to rehab numerous times in my life, have also abandoned my family, and lost my sense of self over and over again. I used to pray for a heart attack or stroke, and watching you tell your story was more powerful than I hope you know. You are a bright light in a world of darkness. Thank you for your strength.
Wow I'm sorry. Right now I'm in bed..I've shingles and I'm old. They gave me pain killers. Anda I always HATED them. I feel so nausead..they make feel so bad to to three 3: 3:51 days is all I can even after surgery... I never really drank..but I'm in denial about another substance...I wish I could figure out why
You are the most incredible substance I am needing right now Kara!I am an alcoholic and almost died 4 years ago because of it ,my kidneys shut down was in ICU for 9 days on dialysis and got better and got clean for 2 years and 3 months !Even after the death of my husband and the love of my life for 30 years I did not touch a drop !!!!After that I relapsed and was into it again for several months but could get on my feet again!I am functioning ever since and having periods of on and off but right now I feel I might loose the battle!Tonight I searched here for addiction stories and found you!I think I got this because of you!I see myself in you in every way ,we even look quite similar but that's obviously not the point!Thanks for sharing and although I know that most probably you will never read my words but I have read yours sister and I am forever grateful for that ❤❤❤
Life breaks everyone. You were strong in the broken places, that is what got a brave girl like you to plough through the dark days. Have a similar story , recovered by finding my higher self and connecting to the divine..went through 40 years of hell. You are a beautiful soul of god ,and it will be all ok.
Overcoming addiction is so incredibly challenging. I have lost friends and family to both alcoholism and addiction. Some of the greatest people I've known were those in recovery. One day at a time, often one moment at a time. Life can be so difficult, my best wishes to us all.
@@Terri-zn9sr that’s me. I’ve been through some stuff for sure. Thankful to be on the other side and sharing solutions. Much love you and thank you for the kindness. Xx
Kara I don’t know you. But I love you and thank you for your story. Thank you for giving the world your best. You deserve that megawatt smile because it accurately shows your beauty inside and out. Keep being obsessed with empowering women. I don’t know how else to say it other then I really relate to a lot of your pain. Our stories at 16 are almost parallel. I’m doing ok. Everyday I’m working harder and harder. If I ever have a misstep I’ll watch your video ❤
I have no words, I cried for the first time in 20 years. Most powerful journey, no, sorry, not only journey, but most powerful woman🌹You have beautiful soul ❤
Wow. Helluva story. I’ve been there too. It’s amazing to be alive and sober. You should do a Ted Talk. You’re so well spoken and have so many important things to share. Congrats!! You are amazing.
I cried thru this whole video. So much I can relate to. Thank you for being transparent and being that example that it could be done no matter how far you’ve fallen. ❤
God bless you. You made me cry. I was watching this because I struggle trying to quit cigarettes. I had no idea your story would pull at my heart so much. You are helping alot of people by being out there with your story.
Incredible story ,incredible person who has had a tremendous battle with a disease ,and it is a disease not a choice as some uneducated people think. Took a lot to sit there and tell her story. Respect to Kara, it’s so easy for people to judge who haven’t struggled with addiction. Love and best wishes Kara ❤️
With the possible exception of prescription drugs, one cannot be an addict without the initial engagement. And said engagement is a choice that the individual makes.
@@lynnbaker2336You're right. But I made that choice when I was 14 and didn't know what I was getting myself into. Smoking weed was the gateway drug for me.
So proud of this woman for overcoming her addiction! I've struggled with an eating disorder and I know it can be hard to break something that feels so core to your being. Obviously I've never been through the sort of shit she has, so I'm not claiming that, but it's still so empowering to see someone who has overcome something so tough. So glad to see a story of optimism on this channel among all of the fentanyl death stories (which are of course important too, but it's good to see something uplifting).
A lot of people with substance abuse disorders have had or currently have eating disorders. Imo the addiction works in the same ways. I jumped from eating disorders to drugs to alcohol to all of the above and I think it's from my lack of self esteem and needed numbing and control. I wish you the best in your healing ❤
I'm sorry, but, I went through significantly more trauma than this, including having my innate potential suppressed to the point of lifelong emotional disability, becoming homeless due to the emotional damage caused by said damage. As a homeless person, I stood on street corners begging strangers for their spare change, dug in garbage dumpsters, stood on public heating grates while fighting winters deadly bid, and yet, never turned to drugs or alcohol. Why? Because, I knew that in the long run, it would only make things worse.
@@lynnbaker2336this is such an ignorant comment. also why are you comparing trauma? your brain defines trauma and how deeply something affects you. it’s remarkable you never turned to drugs but not everyone has the choice to not make that choice. i started using because i was suicidal and i was going to kill myself if i couldn’t numb my thoughts. if i had to wait around to go to therapy or something i would’ve ended my life. it’s great you never started using but that’s why addiction is a disease that not everyone has. you never had the calling or the craving of substances you’ve never used bc it’s already in your genes waiting for you to introduce it to your body and brain. i’m sorry but this comment came off as super ignorant and dismissive of addiction and why ppl start using or what causes them to use.
Im proud you made it out of that horrible hole and you came back stronger than ever. Every breath you take is for your daughter, you have a new story, the love between a mother and daughter. Nothing else can compare or comes close to.❤
I dont have words, but to say I respect you. Your daughter is ok, she will make it through this life as you both will be working on the future you deserve
Thank you for your story… you are so strong. God bless you, and your daughter … just remember, the past is gone / over… tomorrow is not for sure … TODAY is what we focus on. Sending you nothing but respect and love! ❤
It’s a SUPER BIG DEAL when we change our direction😊 Thanks for sharing your story I’ve been sober from the opioids for 8 years now and I’m 58. I had very similar feelings as you. The daily joys of being a great mom and grandma now is something I never thought possible. Good luck with everything and congratulations 👏 May god bless and keep you safe.
Omgosh your story took my breath away!! I can relate to your level of addiction, I to don't have an off button and often times in the past people would think when I said that, I was saying it as if it was some type of flex or brag, until we used together which in my case was shooting meth and heroin. Usually $600 every 2 days just for myself 400 on heroin 200 on meth and it would be gone in just 2 days. I've been clean and sober almost 2 years as of April, but I rarely leave my home because I'm afraid if I socialize with others I'm gonna relapse or that I'm gonna lose my daughter. I've already lost my 2 boys to the system thanks to my wonderful addiction. I really want a mentor or someone I could talk to about these issues, my parents literally abandoned and disowned me because of my addiction. Thank you for sharing your story! You are more worthy than anyone else and you are so incredibly successful
🫂🙏 congratulations you came a long way to this point I’m in tears reading this comment how so relatable my mother disowned me my family or the friend circle I had grown up witj don’t talk to me actually I still struggle with how they can be so judgmental putting me down with family members but nobody came to put a hand to help me out nobody came to try to help me when the knew I was in a crack house they all “cared “ so much why didn’t anybody come pull me out of that house when it was early??… but laughing at my struggles sorry for getting so upset there. Needless to say my daughter I now 19 and I hurt her I just lost my son at one month old a year ago still fighting addiction to stay sober and I prey to god I can get my baby back but realistically I may not . I am isolating myself as well the world is scary when you are fighting for your life alone ❤️💜 just knoe that you are not alone I’m relating to you the pain I’d heavy I knoe but if you ever want to chat to somebody else witj a similar background I’m here love 💕 stay strong you got this ✊🫂👑🪶
I’m so proud of you for making it out for yourself but I’m especially proud of you bc you worked so hard bc of the love you have for your daughter! I’m pretty sure all of us on the page look up to you and believe in you! You’re an amazing mother! Thanks for sharing your truth! I’m thankful you introduced the idea of being the creator in my life! Thanks again
That feeling of not caring about the false façade you have built around yourself was such a freeing moment for me and that's when my recovery truly started.
Thank you Kara your story touched my heart and definitely gave my defective alcoholic mindset something to work towards. I'm a year sober this month from alcohol. keeping my ego in check is something I'm struggling with and your story spoke directly to that need I live with
I showed this video to my clients at the men's program I work at. It was so powerful... it spoke to me personally about my own journey. The guys loved it and I want to thank you Kara for sharing your story.
Kara, your message of love, growth, accountability, and ownership of working to be a good mother is beautiful. I hear you, and love that you have found your freedom. Thank you for sharing your story.
I love your candid nature and your honesty. Kudos to you for not giving up. Never forget you have received a gift of mercy and grace from God for your sobriety. That’s precious. 🥰❣️
You are such a beautiful human. Drug addiction is a lifelong battle and you are such a fighter. It is not easy. The fact that you’re doing so well shows how courageous you truly are. Thank you for sharing. This is a great video!
Thank you for sharing and amazing to see you where you are today. I've had substance issues for years, done a long time in prison and living in the madness. I went rehab in Nov 21, worked a 12 step program and got 6 months clean. Then I started doubting what I'd learn't, thinking I had a choice, and relapsed. I'm lonely, sad, and unhappy, seeing no end in sight to what I continue to do to myself, and I know I can't keep this up for much longer. Hopefully I'll find the strength to move forward, make the right choices, and get clean again sooner rather than later. I don't think I've quite given up on myself or why would I watch these amazing videos and shares? Again, thank you for your story and I wish you and your daughter all the very best for the future 🤗🤗🤗
I believe you can do this I did been clean for 40 years yes iam old but I have loved being free from drugs &drinking & the lifestyle 🤍watch the constant LIES that come in your hart & mined when your getting free 🩵 sending you love & peace 🇬🇧
What a beautiful share. You're a beautiful woman with a gorgeous soul. Keep it simple and let your source guide your way. I am sending you love and praise for your courage and honesty, not only with the world but with yourself. I am a recovered addict and I know!!
My God , you such a beautiful soul . I’ve struggled with substance abuse , and continue to struggle . The most difficult part is that the feeling of having the ability to overcome this comes in waves . You try so hard to hold onto that feeling of strength and clarity but it passes like a breeze in the wind .
@@jordanpatterson6278 Believing that you're going to overcome addiction through "strength", is a total liability. Two things are required..."SURRENDER", and "WILLINGNESS". Surrender any thought that you can fix you, and become willing to "live differently". All the best... Mark
Thank you for your story! You are a wonderful example to me and many more I'm sure that if you never give up and choose the next right thing life can be better than we ever imagined! HERO!!!!!
Thank you for sharing stories like these are what keeps me clean after being on fentanyl 300mcg every72 hrs because of multiple surgeries I did on my own and it was extremely painful but I’ve been clean for about 4-5yrs and now my daughter is on soboxone after having a surgery as well I constantly talk to her and she’s finally on soboxone!!!!!!!
Thank you for this video, it is by far one of the best most meaningful ones that I have seen in a long long time! It gave me hope for a better new clean life! I love your story it makes me feel like I can do anything I set my mind to. Blessings and lots of love sent to you!
I've been clean for 7 years... u can do it. It's hell... ngl. I got to the point where it was easy to get another high, but I ABSOLUTELY COULDN'T DO ONE MORE WITHDRAWAL... I would have rather died.
I'm so proud of you. You went through an awful experience with drugs and u said ur truth I've been in ur shoes and I've been clean for like 10 years ,. God bless you and your daughter b proud of ur self my friend
All I can say is congratulations on finding the path to freedom.. You are gorgeous and so friggin strong!!! You have always been good enough for this world so please know the strength has always been inside of you. Glad you found the off button as many of us survived but way too many never did.. Many blessings and so damn much love to you.. Love yourself always.. Peace be with you forever 💪🙏
No offense but when they chased you down 6th avenue you WERE a dangerous criminal. Drug dealing is bad. But I have big time respect and can relate to your story as a recovering addict myself. Relapse was my downfall too. Happy to say I’ve been sober for 18 years. Keep going Kara!🙏🏻
@@BrandyinIndy i totally didn’t mean that to come across that way. I was just being honest in my feelings. I’m blown away by Kara’s journey and success.
Motley - agree with your first sentence 100%. In the throws of addition, we ARE dangerous…to the stranger on the street-someone’s Mom, Dad, Son, Daughter, etc- and to ourselves. congrats on 18 years - but MOST importantly…Congrats on TODAY 💕
Hearty congratulations Kara. I am super happy for you. One will always be an ex addict but better that than being dead or addicted. Rooting for everyone in the same position
I disagree. I feel part of the issue of recovery is seeing yourself as a non addict. If you focus on being an addict it's too easy to relapse or use that as an excuse. People can recover and never go back, see themselves in a more empowering light🎆
@@zenawarrior7442 of course she will see herself in a more empowering light but that would not change the fact that one is an ex addict will it? Even ppl that recover 10yrs still are ex addicts... It's just sad the power addiction can have on one
@@og6015 I just take issue with the word addict mostly. Alot of people use that word to avoid responsibility, it's not empowering. Alcoholics are the same. Recovery happens so why bring up ex addict. No point to me.
Good deeds tend to generate good events. As a result of having truly grasped your inherent value as a human being, you've accomplished an extremely great life. By having learned to love yourself and others, and the value of giving to others in need (aren't we all), you've snatched victory from the jaws of defeat. You live the one thing we're all put on The Learning Planet to do. You help others through humility, honesty and sincerity. Brilliantly done! I wish you and your beautiful family every happiness. God speed, Kara! ♥️🤗
One of the most sincere and touching stories and confessions of your personal downfall & inadequacies, your story will reach so many people helps us all to believe that sobriety and recovery is possible, stay strong everyday and remember how everyday is vital to you and your daughter, I messed up my relationship with my daughter, she hasn't spoken to me for 7 years so I admire and respect you so much for your growth❤❤❤
The biggest roadblock to sobriety is, "trying not to drink. Since alcohol is NOT the root problem, all of our time and energy needs to be channeled towards"living differently ". When people ask me about the key to achieving, and developing long term sobriety, I tell them to look at their feet. After more than 30 years of continuous sobriety, my recovery is NOT about what I think, feel, or say.... it's about what I "DO"!
I just wanted to thank you very much for telling your story you are so inspiring and such a great person and I love the fact that you love yourself again I am an active recovery for the last 5 months and I'm starting to understand that I have self-worth and that people around me love me and tell me that I am inspiring and between that and actually being a good father to my 21 year old son I couldn't ask for a better life so God bless you for telling your story and for being so inspiring thank you very much❤
Kara, even though I don't usse alcohol or substances but I have seen and lost family members to it. It's painful.....very very painful for the person struggling, as well as those around them. I have seen people judge dependant individuals who are trying hard to get clean. So your story is an inspiration to each and every one that your efforts will bear fruit....don't give up. More power to you Kara......may god always be with you and heal you.
What an inspiration Kara, I am also in recovery and really felt your story. So happy that you are building your relationship with your daughter and experiencing the beautiful gifts that recovery gives. You give so much hope to others, keep being you ❤
It's like anything else in life, u gotta want it!! We can make excuses and stories all day long, BUT one must taste it, make it a job. Bless those whom turned it around, we're all here for a purpose it's up to us what that is, stay strong and stay away from Negative people and places. Stay busy!💞
True sobriety is not about staying "strong", or staying "busy". In fact, the opposite. First, we "concede to our innermost selves that we are alcoholics". Second, we find peace when we are alone, with absolutely nothing going. We don't have to self destruct in the midst of chaos, or the complete lack of it! ✌️♥️ Mark
I’m in recovery since 2015. My DOC is opiates. It also is very, VERY important that you find a facility that actually CARES! I live in Oklahoma, but went to rehab in Michigan. It was the best facility. Holistic, and we were unable to leave at all. It was a great experience, and I’m forever grateful for BDR in Manistee Michigan
Thank you for sharing your story. I know the struggle and I know that your story will connect with someone and it will help someone. Stay strong, never give up because you got this.
I can not thank you enough for sharing your story. I relate SO MUCH with your journey. I feel so validated, less alone, and full of hope. Relapse is a part of many of the chapters in my story. I begin to do the work, begin to challenge the way I think, begin to heal, begin making friends in recovery, start building a new life only to then get off the path. I then of course begin again. It's so encouraging to hear these testimonies where people have had to fall a few times to really once and for all stand up. Hearing about your new beginning with your daughter is so touching. I am beyond thankful the universe guided me to your story tonight. ❤❤❤
That was absolutely incredible. Thank you so much for your time in this interview. Also thank you to the content creator that made it. I'm new. This was really awesome. 7 months sober.
I've shared this on other videos, im a percussionist in a band, got addicted to cocaine in the 80's, married, my wife left me in January 95, her Birthday on September 9 1995 I was playing a gig feeling sad missing her, during a break I was in restroom getting high , there was a sweep by law enforcement, I was literally caught in plain sight getting high, arrested and walked through the venue we were playing at and taken to jail for possession, all this on the birthday night of my ex wife, it was truly the wake up call of my life, i never touched drugs again from that night, stopped cold Turkey, 27 years clean, God truly saved my life and picked that date to drive home the message, I actually thanked the officers a few months later as well for saving my life, thanks for sharing. 🙏
Thank you for sharing your story Kara. You are sooooooo beautiful, I’m so glad you and your daughter had the chance to rewrite your future. I felt your story deeply!
You are a beautiful soul and a true inspiration. Thank you for sharing your story with such brutal honesty and complete vulnerability. You know you are healed heart and soul when you can do that. Much love to you, Kara. From Ontario, Canada.
I’m new to AA and you explained some things I’ve heard in meetings and now they make sense. Much appreciated and good luck on your evolving journey Kara!
Most people who are in that lifestyle understand that when you don’t have the money to support your habit, you make bad choices to fill that void because sobriety isn’t an option. I did the similar stuff- not selling dope but robbing whoever whenever- I’m friends with you on FB and thank you for sharing!
I've found out the hard way that I don't have an off button either. I've relapsed so many times but today I'm grateful that I have 25months 10days clean and sober today. I truly appreciate you sharing your story
Thanks for sharing!!
Outstanding! we are all together.
Awesome! Keep going !!
Awesome!
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"TRUE SOBRIETY" is key. I went to a meeting today and we talked about the mental haze, and how frustrating it can be. YOU ARE NOT ALONE, and it does get better.
I am praying that my daughter will be in your shoes one day! I'm so happy for you!
I hope you'll share this uplifting video with your daughter. I should think she'll appreciate it, if not now, when she's ready to transition from an addictive life to one free of addiction. All addicts secretly want to be free of their addictions. Mine was smoking cigarettes. Finally free. ♥️🤗
"Something magical happened inside of me when I realized, I am the creator of my world. I am the creator of my day today. I am the creator of my day tomorrow and yesterday. I am UNSTOPPABLE!" Thanks for this. I jotted it down to have whenever I need to remind myself. Keep on being amazing.
That statement got to me as well. I’m going to jot it down. 👍🏻💕
morning columbus
As did I. There's nothing that has more healing power than love. Of ourselves, the Divine, our family, if we have them, and true friends (not the selfish, enabling kind). God speed! ♥️🤗
I'm 7 years clean, my wife is 6 years clean. I've been held hostage, lost my son to the ministry, lost the cars, the house, the money, the business, my wife left to a life on the street where she spent 18 months escaping extreme domestic and gang violence. She ended up pregnant and clawed her way out, she had to escape for two now. we spent 5 years apart healing in recovery. we've been back together for 2 years now and after losing all, today, we closed on a home. I run this podcast full time thanks to a bunch of great organizations in my community. I have a life I never saw coming. its possible. It's an epic adventure. We can recover.
Great story. Thank you for sharing.
I have a few years clean also. I lost everything as well but I've slowly started getting it all back. It's getting better but the shame and guilt was eating me alive for a long time.
I’ve been to rehab numerous times in my life, have also abandoned my family, and lost my sense of self over and over again. I used to pray for a heart attack or stroke, and watching you tell your story was more powerful than I hope you know. You are a bright light in a world of darkness. Thank you for your strength.
Beautifully expressed. ♥️🤗
Opiate addiction is literally the hardest thing I’ve ever had to cope with in my lifetime so far!
Wow I'm sorry. Right now I'm in bed..I've shingles and I'm old. They gave me pain killers. Anda I always HATED them. I feel so nausead..they make feel so bad to to three 3: 3:51 days is all I can even after surgery... I never really drank..but I'm in denial about another substance...I wish I could figure out why
@@donnabryant4844Just ask GOD why say a prayer I promise he will hear you don't never give up
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You are the most incredible substance I am needing right now Kara!I am an alcoholic and almost died 4 years ago because of it ,my kidneys shut down was in ICU for 9 days on dialysis and got better and got clean for 2 years and 3 months !Even after the death of my husband and the love of my life for 30 years I did not touch a drop !!!!After that I relapsed and was into it again for several months but could get on my feet again!I am functioning ever since and having periods of on and off but right now I feel I might loose the battle!Tonight I searched here for addiction stories and found you!I think I got this because of you!I see myself in you in every way ,we even look quite similar but that's obviously not the point!Thanks for sharing and although I know that most probably you will never read my words but I have read yours sister and I am forever grateful for that ❤❤❤
Life breaks everyone. You were strong in the broken places, that is what got a brave girl like you to plough through the dark days.
Have a similar story , recovered by finding my higher self and connecting to the divine..went through 40 years of hell.
You are a beautiful soul of god ,and it will be all ok.
So articulate and intelligent! I know your daughter must be so proud of her mom! What an inspirational story of hope.
I didn’t have an off button but I didn’t know I didn’t have an off button. What a fitting way to describe addiction.
So happy for her! She can stay clean! Happily clean since 2009 myself ♥
Overcoming addiction is so incredibly challenging. I have lost friends and family to both alcoholism and addiction. Some of the greatest people I've known were those in recovery. One day at a time, often one moment at a time. Life can be so difficult, my best wishes to us all.
Best wishes to us ALL!! xx
@@karaburns9793 Is this you, Kara? You have such a force in your testimony! You are so inspiring.
@@Terri-zn9sr that’s me. I’ve been through some stuff for sure. Thankful to be on the other side and sharing solutions. Much love you and thank you for the kindness. Xx
Kara I don’t know you. But I love you and thank you for your story. Thank you for giving the world your best. You deserve that megawatt smile because it accurately shows your beauty inside and out. Keep being obsessed with empowering women. I don’t know how else to say it other then I really relate to a lot of your pain. Our stories at 16 are almost parallel.
I’m doing ok. Everyday I’m working harder and harder. If I ever have a misstep I’ll watch your video ❤
I have no words, I cried for the first time in 20 years. Most powerful journey, no, sorry, not only journey, but most powerful woman🌹You have beautiful soul ❤
Wow. Helluva story. I’ve been there too. It’s amazing to be alive and sober.
You should do a Ted Talk. You’re so well spoken and have so many important things to share.
Congrats!! You are amazing.
I cried thru this whole video. So much I can relate to. Thank you for being transparent and being that example that it could be done no matter how far you’ve fallen. ❤
God bless you. You made me cry. I was watching this because I struggle trying to quit cigarettes. I had no idea your story would pull at my heart so much. You are helping alot of people by being out there with your story.
Incredible story ,incredible person who has had a tremendous battle with a disease ,and it is a disease not a choice as some uneducated people think.
Took a lot to sit there and tell her story.
Respect to Kara, it’s so easy for people to judge who haven’t struggled with addiction.
Love and best wishes Kara ❤️
With the possible exception of prescription drugs, one cannot be an addict without the initial engagement. And said engagement is a choice that the individual makes.
@@lynnbaker2336You're right. But I made that choice when I was 14 and didn't know what I was getting myself into. Smoking weed was the gateway drug for me.
So proud of this woman for overcoming her addiction! I've struggled with an eating disorder and I know it can be hard to break something that feels so core to your being. Obviously I've never been through the sort of shit she has, so I'm not claiming that, but it's still so empowering to see someone who has overcome something so tough. So glad to see a story of optimism on this channel among all of the fentanyl death stories (which are of course important too, but it's good to see something uplifting).
We recover! Best to you
A lot of people with substance abuse disorders have had or currently have eating disorders. Imo the addiction works in the same ways. I jumped from eating disorders to drugs to alcohol to all of the above and I think it's from my lack of self esteem and needed numbing and control. I wish you the best in your healing ❤
I'm sorry, but, I went through significantly more trauma than this, including having my innate potential suppressed to the point of lifelong emotional disability, becoming homeless due to the emotional damage caused by said damage. As a homeless person, I stood on street corners begging strangers for their spare change, dug in garbage dumpsters, stood on public heating grates while fighting winters deadly bid, and yet, never turned to drugs or alcohol. Why? Because, I knew that in the long run, it would only make things worse.
@@lynnbaker2336this is such an ignorant comment. also why are you comparing trauma? your brain defines trauma and how deeply something affects you. it’s remarkable you never turned to drugs but not everyone has the choice to not make that choice. i started using because i was suicidal and i was going to kill myself if i couldn’t numb my thoughts. if i had to wait around to go to therapy or something i would’ve ended my life. it’s great you never started using but that’s why addiction is a disease that not everyone has. you never had the calling or the craving of substances you’ve never used bc it’s already in your genes waiting for you to introduce it to your body and brain. i’m sorry but this comment came off as super ignorant and dismissive of addiction and why ppl start using or what causes them to use.
Im proud you made it out of that horrible hole and you came back stronger than ever. Every breath you take is for your daughter, you have a new story, the love between a mother and daughter. Nothing else can compare or comes close to.❤
I dont have words, but to say I respect you. Your daughter is ok, she will make it through this life as you both will be working on the future you deserve
You are beautiful and so is your story. Well done girl, you are well spoken. Keep going!
What a story! Thank you for sharing it! Beautiful!! And the dentist did a gorgeous job on your smile!! God Bless You!!!❤
Thank you for your story… you are so strong. God bless you, and your daughter … just remember, the past is gone / over… tomorrow is not for sure … TODAY is what we focus on. Sending you nothing but respect and love! ❤
Thank you so much for your story ❤ hearing these helps my sobriety and that means everything to me
i havent even been addicted to drugs but connected with a lot of her journey and that part about trying to prove you have value through others.
May Jesus continue to walk beside u and hold your hand through your recovery. So proud of u for sharing your story and giving hope to others
The most relatable, beautiful and inspiring story I have seen. Thank you for sharing.❤
It’s a SUPER BIG DEAL when we change our direction😊 Thanks for sharing your story I’ve been sober from the opioids for 8 years now and I’m 58. I had very similar feelings as you. The daily joys of being a great mom and grandma now is something I never thought possible. Good luck with everything and congratulations 👏 May god bless and keep you safe.
Omgosh your story took my breath away!! I can relate to your level of addiction, I to don't have an off button and often times in the past people would think when I said that, I was saying it as if it was some type of flex or brag, until we used together which in my case was shooting meth and heroin. Usually $600 every 2 days just for myself 400 on heroin 200 on meth and it would be gone in just 2 days. I've been clean and sober almost 2 years as of April, but I rarely leave my home because I'm afraid if I socialize with others I'm gonna relapse or that I'm gonna lose my daughter. I've already lost my 2 boys to the system thanks to my wonderful addiction. I really want a mentor or someone I could talk to about these issues, my parents literally abandoned and disowned me because of my addiction. Thank you for sharing your story! You are more worthy than anyone else and you are so incredibly successful
🫂🙏 congratulations you came a long way to this point I’m in tears reading this comment how so relatable my mother disowned me my family or the friend circle I had grown up witj don’t talk to me actually I still struggle with how they can be so judgmental putting me down with family members but nobody came to put a hand to help me out nobody came to try to help me when the knew I was in a crack house they all “cared “ so much why didn’t anybody come pull me out of that house when it was early??… but laughing at my struggles sorry for getting so upset there. Needless to say my daughter I now 19 and I hurt her I just lost my son at one month old a year ago still fighting addiction to stay sober and I prey to god I can get my baby back but realistically I may not . I am isolating myself as well the world is scary when you are fighting for your life alone ❤️💜 just knoe that you are not alone I’m relating to you the pain I’d heavy I knoe but if you ever want to chat to somebody else witj a similar background I’m here love 💕 stay strong you got this ✊🫂👑🪶
@@NaStashaLeBlancI hope you're life is better now! Love and hugs from the Netherlands 🇳🇱 ❤❤❤
NaStasha LeBlanc Prayers going up for you and your family 🙏 🙏 🙏
I’m so proud of you for making it out for yourself but I’m especially proud of you bc you worked so hard bc of the love you have for your daughter! I’m pretty sure all of us on the page look up to you and believe in you! You’re an amazing mother! Thanks for sharing your truth! I’m thankful you introduced the idea of being the creator in my life! Thanks again
That feeling of not caring about the false façade you have built around yourself was such a freeing moment for me and that's when my recovery truly started.
Kara, you're a bright and beautiful woman, and so inspiring. I wish you all the best in life.
Thank you Kara your story touched my heart and definitely gave my defective alcoholic mindset something to work towards. I'm a year sober this month from alcohol. keeping my ego in check is something I'm struggling with and your story spoke directly to that need I live with
Your message is so empowering! Thank you.
Beautiful woman, happy ending, stay strong and stay focused.
Ahhhh... I love this lady.
She's done SO much growth in this Incarnation.
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Your story is real and vulnerable. You’re a beautiful woman. Stay strong and thank you for the truth because I am struggling myself.
I showed this video to my clients at the men's program I work at. It was so powerful... it spoke to me personally about my own journey. The guys loved it and I want to thank you Kara for sharing your story.
grateful to know our stories matter!
What a gorgeous woman, wishing you all the best
Amazing. Much love from Korea. May God continue to safeguard your mind, body, and soul.
Kara, your message of love, growth, accountability, and ownership of working to be a good mother is beautiful. I hear you, and love that you have found your freedom. Thank you for sharing your story.
I love your candid nature and your honesty. Kudos to you for not giving up. Never forget you have received a gift of mercy and grace from God for your sobriety. That’s precious. 🥰❣️
You are such a beautiful human. Drug addiction is a lifelong battle and you are such a fighter. It is not easy. The fact that you’re doing so well shows how courageous you truly are. Thank you for sharing. This is a great video!
Thank you for sharing and amazing to see you where you are today. I've had substance issues for years, done a long time in prison and living in the madness. I went rehab in Nov 21, worked a 12 step program and got 6 months clean. Then I started doubting what I'd learn't, thinking I had a choice, and relapsed. I'm lonely, sad, and unhappy, seeing no end in sight to what I continue to do to myself, and I know I can't keep this up for much longer. Hopefully I'll find the strength to move forward, make the right choices, and get clean again sooner rather than later. I don't think I've quite given up on myself or why would I watch these amazing videos and shares? Again, thank you for your story and I wish you and your daughter all the very best for the future 🤗🤗🤗
I believe you can do this I did been clean for 40 years yes iam old but I have loved being free from drugs &drinking & the lifestyle 🤍watch the constant LIES that come in your hart & mined when your getting free 🩵 sending you love & peace 🇬🇧
..what we got right here? A walking, talking definition of "don't give up before the miracle happens"..G:)d bless you & yours Kara, much ❤🙏🏽
What a beautiful share. You're a beautiful woman with a gorgeous soul. Keep it simple and let your source guide your way. I am sending you love and praise for your courage and honesty, not only with the world but with yourself. I am a recovered addict and I know!!
My God , you such a beautiful soul . I’ve struggled with substance abuse , and continue to struggle . The most difficult part is that the feeling of having the ability to overcome this comes in waves . You try so hard to hold onto that feeling of strength and clarity but it passes like a breeze in the wind .
@@jordanpatterson6278 Believing that you're going to overcome addiction through "strength", is a total liability. Two things are required..."SURRENDER", and "WILLINGNESS". Surrender any thought that you can fix you, and become willing to "live differently". All the best... Mark
Such a beautiful woman, such a beautiful soul.
May God bless you 🙏 ❤️.
I take my hat of to you for your pure honesty I hope you find peace within the Lord God bless
Thank you for your story! You are a wonderful example to me and many more I'm sure that if you never give up and choose the next right thing life can be better than we ever imagined! HERO!!!!!
Thank you for your story. Keep up the wonderful life you and your daughter deserve!
What beautiful eyes. So full of life and sparkle. I'm so glad you survived to thrive.
Thanking you for sharing Kara's story :) It was very powerful to hear.
Thank you for the kind note. xx
@@karaburns9793so inspiring and powerful and beautiful, may you continue to have beautiful days with your daughter ❤
My story is eerie similar to yours. Prayers for strength and continued sobriety.
I loved listening to her. It felt like I was talking to a friend ❤
Thank you for sharing stories like these are what keeps me clean after being on fentanyl 300mcg every72 hrs because of multiple surgeries I did on my own and it was extremely painful but I’ve been clean for about 4-5yrs and now my daughter is on soboxone after having a surgery as well I constantly talk to her and she’s finally on soboxone!!!!!!!
Thank you for this video, it is by far one of the best most meaningful ones that I have seen in a long long time! It gave me hope for a better new clean life! I love your story it makes me feel like I can do anything I set my mind to. Blessings and lots of love sent to you!
You can absolutely do anything you desire - don't ever forget that.
@@karaburns9793 Awwww thank you!!! 😍
I've been clean for 7 years... u can do it. It's hell... ngl. I got to the point where it was easy to get another high, but I ABSOLUTELY COULDN'T DO ONE MORE WITHDRAWAL... I would have rather died.
I'm so proud of you. You went through an awful experience with drugs and u said ur truth I've been in ur shoes and I've been clean for like 10 years ,. God bless you and your daughter b proud of ur self my friend
GREAT STORY, THANK YOU FOR SHARING YOUR STORY, IM SO HAPPY FOR YOUR BEAUTIFUL DAUGHTER THAT SHE GOT HER MUM BACK ❤
So AMAZING
Addiction is very scary and im so sorry that you have to go through that sending prayers to you Kara i hope you will get the help you need
All I can say is congratulations on finding the path to freedom.. You are gorgeous and so friggin strong!!! You have always been good enough for this world so please know the strength has always been inside of you. Glad you found the off button as many of us survived but way too many never did.. Many blessings and so damn much love to you.. Love yourself always.. Peace be with you forever 💪🙏
You look great Kara❤❤ I hope you're still doing so good and created a lot of beautiful days and memories. ❤ from Amsterdam, the Netherlands 🇳🇱
Your story is powerful!! Keep sharing your experiences, strength and hope with others. May God continue to guide you. ❤
No offense but when they chased you down 6th avenue you WERE a dangerous criminal. Drug dealing is bad. But I have big time respect and can relate to your story as a recovering addict myself. Relapse was my downfall too. Happy to say I’ve been sober for 18 years. Keep going Kara!🙏🏻
Are you judging her by the person she is or by her behavior? Congrats on 18 years!
@@BrandyinIndy i totally didn’t mean that to come across that way. I was just being honest in my feelings. I’m blown away by Kara’s journey and success.
Motley - agree with your first sentence 100%. In the throws of addition, we ARE dangerous…to the stranger on the street-someone’s Mom, Dad, Son, Daughter, etc- and to ourselves. congrats on 18 years - but MOST importantly…Congrats on TODAY 💕
@@motleymama6587 no worries ❤
@@motleymama6587 Nothing you said was judgmental. You stated a fact and that fact is "drug dealing is bad".
WOW Kara, thank you for sharing your story. It has really helped
Blessed this beautiful lady for her powerful story
I absolutely love how you embraced becoming one with the Universe and surrendered. Yessss, create your world ma’am ✨👍🏽
Hearty congratulations Kara. I am super happy for you. One will always be an ex addict but better that than being dead or addicted. Rooting for everyone in the same position
I disagree. I feel part of the issue of recovery is seeing yourself as a non addict. If you focus on being an addict it's too easy to relapse or use that as an excuse. People can recover and never go back, see themselves in a more empowering light🎆
@@zenawarrior7442 of course she will see herself in a more empowering light but that would not change the fact that one is an ex addict will it? Even ppl that recover 10yrs still are ex addicts... It's just sad the power addiction can have on one
@@og6015 I just take issue with the word addict mostly. Alot of people use that word to avoid responsibility, it's not empowering. Alcoholics are the same. Recovery happens so why bring up ex addict. No point to me.
@@zenawarrior7442 you have a point, I get what you are saying
@@og6015 OK thanks👍
Thank you for your story! I am so happy you are doing better! Always get back up right! 🤗🤗🤗
Good deeds tend to generate good events. As a result of having truly grasped your inherent value as a human being, you've accomplished an extremely great life. By having learned to love yourself and others, and the value of giving to others in need (aren't we all), you've snatched victory from the jaws of defeat. You live the one thing we're all put on The Learning Planet to do. You help others through humility, honesty and sincerity. Brilliantly done! I wish you and your beautiful family every happiness. God speed, Kara! ♥️🤗
One of the most sincere and touching stories and confessions of your personal downfall & inadequacies, your story will reach so many people helps us all to believe that sobriety and recovery is possible, stay strong everyday and remember how everyday is vital to you and your daughter, I messed up my relationship with my daughter, she hasn't spoken to me for 7 years so I admire and respect you so much for your growth❤❤❤
The biggest roadblock to sobriety is, "trying not to drink. Since alcohol is NOT the root problem, all of our time and energy needs to be channeled towards"living differently ". When people ask me about the key to achieving, and developing long term sobriety, I tell them to look at their feet. After more than 30 years of continuous sobriety, my recovery is NOT about what I think, feel, or say.... it's about what I "DO"!
Beautifully expressed. ♥️🤗 Congratulations for outsmarting your addiction. Job well done!
What a powerful testimony. Thank you so much for sharing ❤
So much respect and admiration for you . Keep going abd always have faith in yourself . Love & prayers for the future ❤🙏🏻 uk 🇬🇧
I feel you 💯%. Im back in the program. Im at a fork in the road. And i feel this is my time. God bless you and everyone reading this.
I just wanted to thank you very much for telling your story you are so inspiring and such a great person and I love the fact that you love yourself again I am an active recovery for the last 5 months and I'm starting to understand that I have self-worth and that people around me love me and tell me that I am inspiring and between that and actually being a good father to my 21 year old son I couldn't ask for a better life so God bless you for telling your story and for being so inspiring thank you very much❤
Kara, even though I don't usse alcohol or substances but I have seen and lost family members to it. It's painful.....very very painful for the person struggling, as well as those around them. I have seen people judge dependant individuals who are trying hard to get clean. So your story is an inspiration to each and every one that your efforts will bear fruit....don't give up. More power to you Kara......may god always be with you and heal you.
Thank you for your brutal honesty. You are brave for telling your story and I'm glad you are apart of our global community
What an inspiration Kara, I am also in recovery and really felt your story. So happy that you are building your relationship with your daughter and experiencing the beautiful gifts that recovery gives. You give so much hope to others, keep being you ❤
Appreciate you! xx
It's like anything else in life, u gotta want it!!
We can make excuses and stories all day long, BUT one must taste it, make it a job. Bless those whom turned it around, we're all here for a purpose it's up to us what that is, stay strong and stay away from Negative people and places. Stay busy!💞
True sobriety is not about staying "strong", or staying "busy". In fact, the opposite. First, we "concede to our innermost selves that we are alcoholics". Second, we find peace when we are alone, with absolutely nothing going. We don't have to self destruct in the midst of chaos, or the complete lack of it! ✌️♥️ Mark
Been sober over 2 1/2 years! Keep fighting! Ive messed up tons since high school but its not getting in my way!
You go Kara. Im in recovery and I want you to know you're story hits my heart. Thank you for sharing.
I’m in recovery since 2015. My DOC is opiates. It also is very, VERY important that you find a facility that actually CARES! I live in Oklahoma, but went to rehab in Michigan. It was the best facility. Holistic, and we were unable to leave at all. It was a great experience, and I’m forever grateful for BDR in Manistee Michigan
Love hearing you found a good facility - game changer for sure. xx
What is that facility
Wow, thank you for sharing. Very relatable
Good story. I pray she stays strong and in alignment. She is inspiring.
I can literally see in to youre heart as you speak such truth. Been there, done it.....keep movin forward girl. Youre awesome
So proud of u. I can relate as well and the feeling of not having the chains of addiction holding me down now life is so beautiful
Thank you for sharing your story. I know the struggle and I know that your story will connect with someone and it will help someone. Stay strong, never give up because you got this.
Thank you for sharing and being real, prayers for you. The system is set up to make people fail. But you did it🎉
I can not thank you enough for sharing your story. I relate SO MUCH with your journey. I feel so validated, less alone, and full of hope. Relapse is a part of many of the chapters in my story. I begin to do the work, begin to challenge the way I think, begin to heal, begin making friends in recovery, start building a new life only to then get off the path. I then of course begin again. It's so encouraging to hear these testimonies where people have had to fall a few times to really once and for all stand up. Hearing about your new beginning with your daughter is so touching. I am beyond thankful the universe guided me to your story tonight. ❤❤❤
That was absolutely incredible. Thank you so much for your time in this interview. Also thank you to the content creator that made it. I'm new. This was really awesome. 7 months sober.
Thank you for sharing.
I've shared this on other videos, im a percussionist in a band, got addicted to cocaine in the 80's, married, my wife left me in January 95, her Birthday on September 9 1995 I was playing a gig feeling sad missing her, during a break I was in restroom getting high , there was a sweep by law enforcement, I was literally caught in plain sight getting high, arrested and walked through the venue we were playing at and taken to jail for possession, all this on the birthday night of my ex wife, it was truly the wake up call of my life, i never touched drugs again from that night, stopped cold Turkey, 27 years clean, God truly saved my life and picked that date to drive home the message, I actually thanked the officers a few months later as well for saving my life, thanks for sharing. 🙏
Thanks for your comments.
You are so strong and beautiful!! You inspire me so much!! Thank you!!!
Thank you for sharing your story Kara.
You are sooooooo beautiful, I’m so glad you and your daughter had the chance to rewrite your future. I felt your story deeply!
You are a beautiful soul and a true inspiration. Thank you for sharing your story with such brutal honesty and complete vulnerability. You know you are healed heart and soul when you can do that. Much love to you, Kara. From Ontario, Canada.
I’m new to AA and you explained some things I’ve heard in meetings and now they make sense. Much appreciated and good luck on your evolving journey Kara!
Most people who are in that lifestyle understand that when you don’t have the money to support your habit, you make bad choices to fill that void because sobriety isn’t an option. I did the similar stuff- not selling dope but robbing whoever whenever- I’m friends with you on FB and thank you for sharing!
As a formerly homeless person, the addict will actually trade sexual favors to make money for dope!
@@lynnbaker2336Not every addict. I never had to I was lucky.
Thank you for sharing. You are helping others.