5 years clean. The waste of precious time...and money, risking my health.. The paranoia and fake friends who leave when the money and powder runs dry. The wasted hours sweating and shaking talking rubbish and planning dreams that never happened. Until one day broke and alone i woke up. Life is still hard but never looked back. Sending strength to anyone reading this who wants to change their life.
In the garden, couple tears down my eyes... 10 years passed so quick... I'm finally clean... life makes sense. Sorry I let myself down for so long, but thank you for the strength I have now my Lord.
this song changed my life for the better.. Cas knows what it like to be trapped in the addition cycle.. 6 months clean and never felt better.. if I could do it anyone can
+Tom Alatalo Good job pal, I done got clean recently. My old man died yesterday tho and I've started using it again, need to sort this shit out I swear..
This is literally the soundtrack of a comedown from a wild, stimulant fueled night. You want back on the ride, but each time it just gets more and more dull. As everything else does.
I know it's an old thread. But trust me. NEVER START TAKING MIRTAZAPINE. I stopped taking mirtazapine cold turkey, after I had been on Them for 1-2 years (to be able to sleep (15-30mg) - was also taking about 80mg of Medikinet (adhd), which was the reason to why I could not sleep.) The withdrawal symptoms from Them (mirtazapine) was horrible. I felt like shit, couldn't eat for days, and my skin was itching as if there where bugs inside me (It kept itching for 2-3 WEEKS, ALL DAY LONG) The mirtazapine made me quite drowsy all day long, and very emotionally blunted. I didn't care about anybody Else. I became somewhat abusive towards other people and so on... (Normally I'm a Nice guy.)...
This song came up when I was on one of the sessions, I cried so hard, it hit me like a ton of bricks. Never touched anything since. It’s been 14 months now I’m straight, thanks Cas
@Nikki how bad is the drinking for ya if you don’t mind me asking? I had a bad habit will the pills and didn’t realize how dangerous a physical addiction to alcohol can be until I saw it firsthand. Hope you’re doing good and continue staying positive, much respect from upstate New York.
@@hassanhussain2310I hope you're still going strong. 11 days off brown and morphine (again) but I feel stronger this time. Just wish I was able to do it before mum passed.
This songs trying to tell you something it’s not supposed to be a song you play to indulge in the depression it’s supposed to be a wake up call, drugs drink cigarettes make you happy in the moment but the come down lasts so much longer than the high
@@ryanpayne5758 I feel this on a personal level. I’m not bad but when I’m around people sniffin I can’t say no and go mad. I’d rather get trippy but it feels like effort and too much dedication these days 🤣🤣 I’d rather glass a dab and get high af. Honestly getting waved feels like a chore these days 🤣
Most of America need to listen to this song. I was addicted to Cocaine for a decade and finally left it behind. Drugs don't work. They just make you worse. Mad Love from New York . We feeling your style 🔥🔥🔥🔥🔥
Euphoria and endorphins puls emotional support. Yeah you can say he captured the whole appeal of the reason ppl chases chemical highs in a very nicely structured way. In the end it is the depletion of thoso 3 that that make the the crash inevitable. It is marathon not a sprint hence the reason they don't work in the long run.
This song is 10 years old in 3 days, The realisation of that has made me feel so old, shout out anyone who is still listening from back then, and a big shout out to anyone that used to listen to him before that when he was Castro
Hearing this song on LSD made me realise I’ve gone too far and I needed to stop. Stopped my main addiction and lowered down all the rest. Thank you CAS ❤️
@@yamyite Can't escape death but you can postpone it mate, you are never in too deep if you can still post and communicate with the world, I mean that in the sweetest way, you can do it arkid.
Cas yo I have been listening to this gem for a song for years and it has never gotten old every time I listen to it is like I am hearing it for the first time over and over again giving goosebumps please make more music like this
“With everything that has happened to you, you can either feel sorry for yourself or treat what has happened as a gift. Everything is either an opportunity to grow or an obstacle to keep you from growing. You get to choose.
This guy lyrical and Rhythm capabilities are just ahead of it’s time. This is immortal technique level. This guy is raw. When you feel it’s easy to write , but you gotta love it to feel it. He’s raw
I’ve just stopped smoking weed, I know not heroin type of withdraws. This songs helping me through it a lot. No bullshit, no fucking around just pure poetry about addiction. Feels like I’ve just woken up from a 12 year coma.
"Even ones designed to help you fight seem so shite" this resonates with me so much right now, as I'm trying to get off of suboxone. It's been a nightmare for so long, there's no end in sight, but I know it's coming and songs like this really help me get through it.
@@frazerbrannigan5564 worse. lol. Wish I stuck it out 10 months ago when I made this comment. Relapsed and now it's even worse. I don't even get high anymore. Thanks for asking :) hopefully things will be different by the end of the year. Planning on trying to quit again or at the very least get on subs again, but they're not even strong enough to get rid of the withdrawals anymore. Fentanyl is a hell of a drug. A hell of a BAD drug. tmi prob, I know lol.
@@I_am_a_cat_ never tmi bro everyone needs someone to vent to we have all been threw some sort of addiction some are worse some are easier but we are all human bro and anything i can say or do to help i always would but stay positive bro ik its hard to but hopefully 🙏 we all get through these dark shit times and pull threw these fight ygm bro ❤️👊🏼
@@JpH-92 me too! Im glad though. In this era of, "rappers" im happy i found a classic i missed out on ya know....some deeply doap shit i bet ive rocked out to this at least 40x since like mid jan
2021 and this is still a banger 🔥 Charlie is my brother and I love coming to watch this video because I know how happy this made him. Big love for all the RIP comments.
Big up for this CAS. Where the video ended, I lived right there on 9 Havelock until 2002 until I moved out and got married, my Metro was parked for a couple years right where you're standing! One of the most refreshing tracks and videos I've seen for a long time. Big up! #TMD
My cousin sent me this song years ago, he died as a 20 year old kid :(. No one knows what happened, they just found his corpse in the river Medway. See you in a better place Alan. Also, I'm 7 years clean from opiates :)
@@yamyite cold turkey all the way, without any Medicine, nah, actually I tried chlorprothixene (Truxan?) for debilitating insomnia, didn't help though...
@@yamyite Ruff? As in withdrawal? Not a native speaker, sorry! If ruff is withdrawal, then it took about 2 weeks, with week one most intense (rls, sweats, constant feeling of cold, nausea, runs etc). It took that Long because I mostly used opium orally, got me blazed for 20 hours, sometimes more, probably some opiates clog up liver so it Takes longer to metabolize. Total insomnia lasted for 3 days, was a fucken nightmare, then it gradually got better.
You helped me get back on track. Blow out then focus. If you don't blow out you can't start fixing yourself. I've cut the drink a lil from everyday for 2 years to once or twice a week.
14 years an alcoholic drinking from morning to night every day then one day, (30/07/16) I just stopped and never touched a drop till 22/02/17. Now I can take it or leave it. Nearly went back to heavy drinking a few times though like when I lost the love of my life to fake Valium in April there, I drunk for 2 weeks straight but I knew I had to knock it on the head coz the answers are never at the bottom of the bottle and so, I did!
Absolutely. I don't think it's generally the best ever written rap, but it's easily the best ever written rap track from the UK. "Gone" by Mic Righteous takes second place for me.
I always used to listen to this when I'd been up for days injecting myself with speed and smoking crack. Hoping one day I'd be clean. I was in rehab 9 months. I've been out now 2 months and I'm still clean. And never felt better x
CASISDEAD, you are truly underrated by the main stream and the radio's and I just hope soon they see through their prejudice look of you and see that you are one of THE most realest and passionate mc's here in the UK. The lyrics are strong and the visuals are stronger, but its the MESSAGE that is truly POWERFUL!! I praise you sir! #CASISDEAD
Just stumbled upon Casisdead on UA-cam a couple weeks ago by mistake! He’s undoubtedly one of the best the UK has to offer and it’s absolutely crazy that I and probably a lot of other people haven’t even heard of him!
This track helps me in hard times when the demons of the past come back... but when I listen to it, the demons don't go away but listen with me... Best regards CASISDEAD 👍🏻👍🏻👍🏻
This is a man who knows what he's singing n mc'ing about . This is a man who knows the know n a man who's been the otherside . I get this song thrue n thrue .
This guy is real as fuck. Seen loads of lads I know getting addicted to a sorts of different stuff, just 16/17/18 years old, because they felt really bad about themselves. Their social life suffered heavy damage by distrust and caring more about getting the next shot. Whatever people want you to make believe, drugs ain't cool. They seem like a solution but just make the problem bigger. A sober life is a good life. Peace.
what ? you dont rly make sense mate. im just saying he sees the damage done , and shots , it shows heart this vid for addicts, which he is i assume , and if he shots im saying its a contradiction - u cant whine and sell - as comes across in all other tracks by him
This song 4 years ago I was sat on a train traveling the country to see my daughter while mum's laid up at home with cancer 😢 I know it's different context but she was there drugs wasn't working I'm literally watching every thing in my life disappear. This hits so many levels for me
When you decide to quit whatever you are held back by or addicted too, watch and listen to this daily to stay strong! This is better than any rehabilitation or sponsor you will come across. Thank you CAS from the bottom of my doom (and heart as I rise again) ❤
81 days clean and sober thanks to all the support from everyone in the CA fellowship could never doit in my own and can relate to the whole song from Cass. This is life or death take your recovery seriously and you will get ya lifes back thats a promise x
@@paceyhitman8983 thank you so much.yes thank god im still clean 131 days clean now and have completed my 12 steps in the ca fellowship i still lisen to this song as meditation and reminds me to never put any substance in me ever again. Staying in recovery is priceless and everything slowly is getting better and better. My soul is back!.
@@David-py4boYes my man! Well done just keep doing what you are doing moving forward with your life. Stay strong on those days where you get tempted and don't hesitate to message me if you need someone to talk if that will help you. I can relate I'm a recovering alcoholic and have problems with drugs in the past. Currently in mental hospital after a suicide attempt because the drugs and alcohol messed my head up man. As I said Stay strong and you know where I am if you need help. Well done again your message gave me a lift so thankyou and best wishes to you my friend.
I always listen to this song when I do coke… I don’t know if it makes me more hungry after more bags or makes me wanna quit. I been clean from crimes and drugs for 4.5 years but for 7 days ago I began to do coke again and been doing it all day and half of the nights since 7 days ago.
I'm listening to this 2k25 I spent years on crack and heroin injecting and I'm finally clean this song was with me throughout the hole journey on the streets of Bristol it's a madness love to casisdead this song guided me through my addiction
Fuck sake this was a little bit deeper than I was expecting. Lost a cousin and 2 close friends as well as a few distant ones to the drugs. We're all under 30, one a teen and one early twenties. I've overdosed twice, relapsed the same night I got out the first time. Don't even know why I'm writing this but it feels good to read some of these and know we can all talk about it nowadays. Can't rate this track enough. Speaks volumes to anyone who's been a part of this world. Haven't touched a downer or gone ham for nearly a year since my son came around. Thank fuck for you kiddo. Big love to all the brothers and sisters out there fighting the struggle 💚
All it takes is a recovering/recovered addict to share their success story to inspire others to start trying themselves. Thanks for sharing your story and possibly giving someone the initiative to follow suit. Keep on keeping on brother.
You shared it because you on the path you want to be on and your subconscious knows that, your ego is trying to reinforce the postive experience. Keep doing it bro, lot's of love
Like a lot of other people on here, this song changed my life completly, I use to be a piss head, coke head and anything in between head. Now I'm coming up a year sober with everything, I can honestly say it's a better feeling than any drug I've ever tried.
@@franciswhite7125 You can do it man, I believe in you! I'm still going strong, haven't touched anything. (This is my content creation channel I'm replying from) Working on side hustles left right & centre, so much out there to do with your time other than getting high, I know sometimes it isn't that easy as it can grip you by the balls. You can do it.
Bullshit I’ve been sober a year and blowing an oxy m stamped 30 up the port hole is much better than being sober just not in the long run. I’m happy for your progress but don’t lie bruv
![CAS | You Might Be Scared [Music Video]: SBTV](http://i.ytimg.com/vi/CSXIi6i-xzU/mqdefault.jpg)
If you are listening to this in 2024 you are a legend
wagwan haha
I listen nearly every weekend atleast
Such a good track 👊🏿
yes mate
5 years clean. The waste of precious time...and money, risking my health.. The paranoia and fake friends who leave when the money and powder runs dry. The wasted hours sweating and shaking talking rubbish and planning dreams that never happened. Until one day broke and alone i woke up. Life is still hard but never looked back. Sending strength to anyone reading this who wants to change their life.
Nicely written Bruz stay grindin
Word bro.. Well put
Respect to you man
Wish I had your strength. Hopefully one day I'm gonna accomplish what you've done! An I prey it is gonna be before its 2 late
Respect 👊
If you're so old your listening to this sober in 2024 you're a legend!
not sober
Not sober yet, but thank you for the compass. As if it wasn't obvious!
Its taken long enough 35 now and only weed
Whisky, Xanax and cocaïne, everything is ok
@@oxalpha1915 meaning not sober but old now, it may sounds more interesting
In the garden, couple tears down my eyes... 10 years passed so quick... I'm finally clean... life makes sense. Sorry I let myself down for so long, but thank you for the strength I have now my Lord.
Just discovered this song and Cas today - Jan 2024 and havent stopped listening to him all day! incredible song this....proper raw deep lyrics
Same here must be on the 20th listen by now. Can't put into words how good this song is... the lyrics are just... damn
Welcome to the fam bruz
As much as I like his new album, this album was the the best for me so raw fucking ruthless
He really is the main artist I listen to for the last 5 years .
✌️🇦🇺
@@danielgonzalez-yp7hi hope he does an aussie tour soon! a few years ago Giggs did beach road bondi - was class
this song changed my life for the better.. Cas knows what it like to be trapped in the addition cycle.. 6 months clean and never felt better.. if I could do it anyone can
+Tom Alatalo grats g
+Tom Alatalo well done mate
+Herbal High H
Herb is so addictive, took me years to stop doing it multiple times daily.
+Tom Alatalo Good job pal, I done got clean recently. My old man died yesterday tho and I've started using it again, need to sort this shit out I swear..
This is literally the soundtrack of a comedown from a wild, stimulant fueled night. You want back on the ride, but each time it just gets more and more dull. As everything else does.
Musta Krakish get some benzos mate
+The Dude your right - so do I mate ! take advice back
I know it's an old thread. But trust me. NEVER START TAKING MIRTAZAPINE. I stopped taking mirtazapine cold turkey, after I had been on Them for 1-2 years (to be able to sleep (15-30mg) - was also taking about 80mg of Medikinet (adhd), which was the reason to why I could not sleep.) The withdrawal symptoms from Them (mirtazapine) was horrible. I felt like shit, couldn't eat for days, and my skin was itching as if there where bugs inside me (It kept itching for 2-3 WEEKS, ALL DAY LONG)
The mirtazapine made me quite drowsy all day long, and very emotionally blunted. I didn't care about anybody Else. I became somewhat abusive towards other people and so on... (Normally I'm a Nice guy.)...
Emi Jatak all psych drugs have nasty withdrawals mirtazapine is a walk in the park compared to ssris though
True
this will never get old man
+FaZe Kay Amen
kay you listen to this stuff ???
Well it will...
+FaZe Kay wait why is faze ooooooooooo wait m,l,g
go listen to simon kay
This song came up when I was on one of the sessions, I cried so hard, it hit me like a ton of bricks. Never touched anything since. It’s been 14 months now I’m straight, thanks Cas
Respect from Croatia
@Nikki how bad is the drinking for ya if you don’t mind me asking? I had a bad habit will the pills and didn’t realize how dangerous a physical addiction to alcohol can be until I saw it firsthand. Hope you’re doing good and continue staying positive, much respect from upstate New York.
Love bro❤️💯
Respect to you.
@@darklights9550 👌
Almost one year sober and it's been the best year of my life , god bless you all who are going through the struggle !
3 months sober feels good man. Its a fight but with direction
@@amanhussain7921 bro I don't think weed is an issue like that
@@hassanhussain2310I hope you're still going strong. 11 days off brown and morphine (again) but I feel stronger this time.
Just wish I was able to do it before mum passed.
Brutally honest, talented artist, music that makes me contemplate life, real music, real life
Couldn't have put it better myself
This songs trying to tell you something it’s not supposed to be a song you play to indulge in the depression it’s supposed to be a wake up call, drugs drink cigarettes make you happy in the moment but the come down lasts so much longer than the high
@@ryanpayne5758 I feel this on a personal level. I’m not bad but when I’m around people sniffin I can’t say no and go mad. I’d rather get trippy but it feels like effort and too much dedication these days 🤣🤣 I’d rather glass a dab and get high af. Honestly getting waved feels like a chore these days 🤣
If you’re raving Exercycle to walk into the brambles and act confused 🤣 can’t forget the millions of imaginary ants crawling everywhere and mosquitos
Drugs on tap Lloyd Luther thank me later
This song just made me cry, I can feel his pain so much.
Same
Imo this is the greatest British rap song of all time, cos drugs is such a huge part of our culture and this is so real, and the beat is incredible
An old friend of mine would listen to this over and over again! What a tune 💯
Aw. This is me 😅
Most of America need to listen to this song. I was addicted to Cocaine for a decade and finally left it behind. Drugs don't work. They just make you worse. Mad Love from New York . We feeling your style 🔥🔥🔥🔥🔥
How did you it in struggling so much 😢
"Euphoria? She leaves with my endorphins and I'm forced to keep endorsing this extortionate emotional support"
Cleverly structured and powerful!
Euphoria and
endorphins puls emotional support.
Yeah you can say he captured the whole appeal of the reason ppl chases chemical highs in a very nicely structured way.
In the end it is the depletion of thoso 3 that that make the the crash inevitable.
It is marathon not a sprint hence the reason they don't work in the long run.
Fucking amazing
"...even though I know I'll never get the same high as before" you gotta finish it, that part is like the knockout punch of realism
Mental cold lyrics, so deep. Mega underrated artist
Gets me everytime
deffintly one of them ones that dont get boring. repeat.
Thank you for this song CAS, been listening to it for about 6 years now , 7 weeks clean now, finally.
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I cry most times I play this song. Most of my family were stuck on drugs and alcohol. Destroyed my child hood.
Love to you cass.
When you’re barely there and there’s nothing stopping you, it’s a deep dark hole to come out of
stumbled across this guy by accident on youtube, awesome music, bought album now, plays in my car day and night. 40 years young :)
andyfoz good man
This song is 10 years old in 3 days, The realisation of that has made me feel so old, shout out anyone who is still listening from back then, and a big shout out to anyone that used to listen to him before that when he was Castro
C-A-S!!! Tottenham
Link to Casto please Dan, share the love bro 👊
Hearing this song on LSD made me realise I’ve gone too far and I needed to stop. Stopped my main addiction and lowered down all the rest. Thank you CAS ❤️
Glad you realised that in time, i past that warning flag years ago. In too deep to fold now
@@yamyite Can't escape death but you can postpone it mate, you are never in too deep if you can still post and communicate with the world, I mean that in the sweetest way, you can do it arkid.
Wishing you a happy and healthy life ❤@@yamyite
Fight me mush @@dashdashdash_
2019 - I'm still here
My favourite production ever
Исраил Хашагульгов I wholeheartedly agree
Ох ничего себе, вот кого точно тут не ожидала встретить, так это ингуша
Damn and a Trainspotting profile pic. You do love drugs.
How am I only hearing this guy now! So talented!
I can’t tell if this song makes me want to do a bag of coke or never touch drugs again. Art.
Mad 11 years ago gone by just like that
Probably the most Devine lyrics I have ever heard. I couldn’t imagine being in this artists head for a day compared to a month of shit I go through.
Still listening 5 years later, thank you
Cas yo I have been listening to this gem for a song for years and it has never gotten old every time I listen to it is like I am hearing it for the first time over and over again giving goosebumps please make more music like this
me too bro, me too. same feeling
One love from kent
Masterpiece of a track.
Exactly ✓
Drugs on tap Lloyd Luther thank me later
Which ones harder?
“With everything that has happened to you, you can either feel sorry for yourself or treat what has happened as a gift. Everything is either an opportunity to grow or an obstacle to keep you from growing. You get to choose.
This guy lyrical and Rhythm capabilities are just ahead of it’s time. This is immortal technique level. This guy is raw. When you feel it’s easy to write , but you gotta love it to feel it. He’s raw
Never gets old and Year after year I come back to this tune to remind myself stay strong
I’ve just stopped smoking weed, I know not heroin type of withdraws. This songs helping me through it a lot. No bullshit, no fucking around just pure poetry about addiction. Feels like I’ve just woken up from a 12 year coma.
Fix up you muppet weeds medicine
And I'm forced to keep endorsing this ectortionate emotional support. That line alone speaks volumes man
Lee?
"Even ones designed to help you fight seem so shite" this resonates with me so much right now, as I'm trying to get off of suboxone. It's been a nightmare for so long, there's no end in sight, but I know it's coming and songs like this really help me get through it.
@@I_am_a_cat_ how you doing bro?
@@frazerbrannigan5564 worse. lol. Wish I stuck it out 10 months ago when I made this comment. Relapsed and now it's even worse. I don't even get high anymore.
Thanks for asking :) hopefully things will be different by the end of the year. Planning on trying to quit again or at the very least get on subs again, but they're not even strong enough to get rid of the withdrawals anymore. Fentanyl is a hell of a drug. A hell of a BAD drug.
tmi prob, I know lol.
@@I_am_a_cat_ never tmi bro everyone needs someone to vent to we have all been threw some sort of addiction some are worse some are easier but we are all human bro and anything i can say or do to help i always would but stay positive bro ik its hard to but hopefully 🙏 we all get through these dark shit times and pull threw these fight ygm bro ❤️👊🏼
If you need to talk bro im here anytime fr bro 👊🏼
@@I_am_a_cat_ how are you doing bro ?
Still here in February 2020..and still finding this both relevant..and beautiful 🤷🏻♂️♥️
Can believe I've only just found this.... 2020 my soberiaty leading me to good places 👊
@@JpH-92 me too! Im glad though. In this era of, "rappers" im happy i found a classic i missed out on ya know....some deeply doap shit i bet ive rocked out to this at least 40x since like mid jan
Same here and 5 months clean and sober now :D
Joseph Horne good for you brother, hope you continue and do well with your sobriety! 🙏🏾
R K respect to you mate, and well done on the 5 months, one day at a time it gets easier and better! 👍🏾👏🏾👏🏾👏🏾🙏🏾
Only heard this 2 days ago & wow some powerful home truths in there, Riep all those we have all lost😢
To take a classic song and add to it is next level
Still listen to this a couple times a day and it’s nearly 2019 cas goes hard
2021 and this is still a banger 🔥
Charlie is my brother and I love coming to watch this video because I know how happy this made him. Big love for all the RIP comments.
Rip Charlie Williams gone but never forgotten thanks to this track lost my auntie to cancer in 2009 still hurts
Sorry for your loss ❤️
Big up for this CAS. Where the video ended, I lived right there on 9 Havelock until 2002 until I moved out and got married, my Metro was parked for a couple years right where you're standing! One of the most refreshing tracks and videos I've seen for a long time. Big up! #TMD
Was still just a kid really when quite a few people my age took a trip they never came back from. Feels bad
every line in this tune Is so real. amazing.
My cousin sent me this song years ago, he died as a 20 year old kid :(. No one knows what happened, they just found his corpse in the river Medway. See you in a better place Alan.
Also, I'm 7 years clean from opiates :)
Sorry to hear that mate it's a tough life
Cold Turkey or rehab?
@@yamyite cold turkey all the way, without any Medicine, nah, actually I tried chlorprothixene (Truxan?) for debilitating insomnia, didn't help though...
@@VulpesInculta640 how long you ruff for and you long the insomnia last?
@@yamyite Ruff? As in withdrawal? Not a native speaker, sorry! If ruff is withdrawal, then it took about 2 weeks, with week one most intense (rls, sweats, constant feeling of cold, nausea, runs etc). It took that Long because I mostly used opium orally, got me blazed for 20 hours, sometimes more, probably some opiates clog up liver so it Takes longer to metabolize. Total insomnia lasted for 3 days, was a fucken nightmare, then it gradually got better.
You helped me get back on track. Blow out then focus. If you don't blow out you can't start fixing yourself. I've cut the drink a lil from everyday for 2 years to once or twice a week.
Good lad
14 years an alcoholic drinking from morning to night every day then one day, (30/07/16) I just stopped and never touched a drop till 22/02/17. Now I can take it or leave it. Nearly went back to heavy drinking a few times though like when I lost the love of my life to fake Valium in April there, I drunk for 2 weeks straight but I knew I had to knock it on the head coz the answers are never at the bottom of the bottle and so, I did!
So grim. So real. Cas undoubtedly one of the best uk artists for a long time
Each to their own. I’ll never lose my love for a session.
9 years later and still playing this song, how good !
I've only discovered this masterpiece yesterday. I really have missed out for almost 10 years.
1st time hearing and wow i get chills relating to the pain & struggle of addiction....
This is probably the best rap track ever written, each verse in its perfect place. So honest, raw and real. CASISDEAD will live forever
Absolutely. I don't think it's generally the best ever written rap, but it's easily the best ever written rap track from the UK. "Gone" by Mic Righteous takes second place for me.
Thumbs UP from Italy! Great song...still listening on 2021!
This hits different.. I went down one path and most of my mates went down the other.. I miss them .. addiction ain’t no joke
this has to be the best tune I've ever heard. listen to it every day
Still?
@@LM-ii8mx yep apparently
I always used to listen to this when I'd been up for days injecting myself with speed and smoking crack. Hoping one day I'd be clean. I was in rehab 9 months. I've been out now 2 months and I'm still clean. And never felt better x
Hope you’re still going strong!
@@MrA-hc9fi yes mate iam. I was 14 months yesterday 😊. Thanks x
Well done Chris, keep going we're behind you X
@@JS-xr5vw thanks mate
@@mattycosta9074 thanks mate. Absolutely spot on ❤💙❤💙.I think the majority of my using was using wank drugs.
This song is a emotional master piece, really delivers a strong message.
Line after stunning line of deepness. True artist at work here. Still gets me every time I return to this.
5 years clear, still no often struggling with the drink but one mountain at a time. Thank you for this song man
This will never get old man
CASISDEAD, you are truly underrated by the main stream and the radio's and I just hope soon they see through their prejudice look of you and see that you are one of THE most realest and passionate mc's here in the UK.
The lyrics are strong and the visuals are stronger, but its the MESSAGE that is truly POWERFUL!! I praise you sir! #CASISDEAD
14 months clean best feeling ever.
Get to see my children grow. Thanks to the organization I'm in. I'm so grateful xx
“Spent most my life in the dark chasing the light like a moth eventually the light will turn off”
Gotta catch that light and hold it tight before it fades away
@James Casey You havent heard shit then.
@James Casey I vote you carry on for three hours. ;P lol jk
That's so sad. All the best my friend
Just coming back to say I still haven't done much progress and I'm still high
CAS will forever be a legend for this masterpiece
You are the most intriguing personality in our scene Cas.
Never stop what you do, how you do.
RIP Charlie Williams.
Just stumbled upon Casisdead on UA-cam a couple weeks ago by mistake! He’s undoubtedly one of the best the UK has to offer and it’s absolutely crazy that I and probably a lot of other people haven’t even heard of him!
This track helps me in hard times when the demons of the past come back... but when I listen to it, the demons don't go away but listen with me...
Best regards CASISDEAD 👍🏻👍🏻👍🏻
What a gem of a song, and produced by the goat Mssingno as well
This track is timeless unfortunately
As metal head/instrumental lover its hard for me to find a rap song i like but this is great
Good music appeals to all ears
Hell yeah this is some good shit. stay metal \m/
The song is a mix of the verve the drugs don't work the verve are an amazing band
This is a man who knows what he's singing n mc'ing about . This is a man who knows the know n a man who's been the otherside . I get this song thrue n thrue .
This guy is real as fuck.
Seen loads of lads I know getting addicted to a sorts of different stuff, just 16/17/18 years old, because they felt really bad about themselves. Their social life suffered heavy damage by distrust and caring more about getting the next shot.
Whatever people want you to make believe, drugs ain't cool. They seem like a solution but just make the problem bigger. A sober life is a good life.
Peace.
Ichokedamelononce yea its a mad contradiction tho , that , if he does shot , which i think he does, that he can spit these sick bars
16cliffedge I don't think so, you think of it like a business, how's he gonna be successful if he's got no brains?
what ? you dont rly make sense mate. im just saying he sees the damage done , and shots , it shows heart this vid for addicts, which he is i assume , and if he shots im saying its a contradiction - u cant whine and sell - as comes across in all other tracks by him
16cliffedge Ohhhh, I get you. Yeah, never thought of it like that.
CAMERON PREMIER yea no totally agree didnt mean whine rly just rare 2 too see honest contraction expressed but hes got a mask so hes sound lol
That Poe quote at the end always gets me... the fact that, no matter how alone you truly feel, you're not alone in feeling that way...
That’s a message and that’s a beat for as long as we live
Always pop back for this one, straight up masterpiece
Wow!
I've just stumbled on this. One of very few that gives you a lump in your thought and goosebumps man.
R.I.P
check out the rest of casisdead/castro/castrosaint he is real
This song 4 years ago I was sat on a train traveling the country to see my daughter while mum's laid up at home with cancer 😢 I know it's different context but she was there drugs wasn't working I'm literally watching every thing in my life disappear. This hits so many levels for me
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Real music with a message. I salute your work
Over 10 years old > still lifts me up every day
Happy New Year you Slags - be good
Why have I not heard this before 😞what a tune! real relatable lyrics
Powerful message. Wake up call to a lot of us
Lost so much so quick , this song sums it all up i fkd up 😢im so so sorry 😞 eventually the light will turn off
No life and no respite
No end in sight……
One of the best songs iv ever heard !!!
So glad spotify radio is a thing. Can't believe I hadn't heard this until now but it is on repeat.
amazing track, havent heard anything this real in years, R.I.P Charlie
hardest grime/rap song from the UK, deep this song always brings me in and the beat n video
When you decide to quit whatever you are held back by or addicted too, watch and listen to this daily to stay strong! This is better than any rehabilitation or sponsor you will come across. Thank you CAS from the bottom of my doom (and heart as I rise again) ❤
coming to this tune every time i have a comedown, its really a wake up for me
Makes me think of my two G's who just couldn't take it anymore R.I.P Lads 💙
81 days clean and sober thanks to all the support from everyone in the CA fellowship could never doit in my own and can relate to the whole song from Cass. This is life or death take your recovery seriously and you will get ya lifes back thats a promise x
Well done brother hope you are still clean you should proud of yourself. Sending my love
@@paceyhitman8983 thank you so much.yes thank god im still clean 131 days clean now and have completed my 12 steps in the ca fellowship i still lisen to this song as meditation and reminds me to never put any substance in me ever again. Staying in recovery is priceless and everything slowly is getting better and better. My soul is back!.
@@David-py4boYes my man! Well done just keep doing what you are doing moving forward with your life. Stay strong on those days where you get tempted and don't hesitate to message me if you need someone to talk if that will help you. I can relate I'm a recovering alcoholic and have problems with drugs in the past. Currently in mental hospital after a suicide attempt because the drugs and alcohol messed my head up man. As I said Stay strong and you know where I am if you need help. Well done again your message gave me a lift so thankyou and best wishes to you my friend.
I always listen to this song when I do coke… I don’t know if it makes me more hungry after more bags or makes me wanna quit. I been clean from crimes and drugs for 4.5 years but for 7 days ago I began to do coke again and been doing it all day and half of the nights since 7 days ago.
Still battling through this addiction its the hardest fight of my life, but i will beat it i know i will. May2020
susan thewles you can do it susan
@@joed8121 thank you friend kind words mean alot to me, it gives me strength
Just don’t give up, think about where you can be this time next month! Then next year, take it slowly, one day at a time...stay safe
you can do it were with you been there still every day is a battle Hug's max xx
Go on Susan you got this girl
Can’t get enough of these songs
I'm listening to this 2k25 I spent years on crack and heroin injecting and I'm finally clean this song was with me throughout the hole journey on the streets of Bristol it's a madness love to casisdead this song guided me through my addiction
Cas is so underrated, still listening in 2022 💪🏻
Listening him in 2023
@@lenar4ik1 u know that g. 💪🤜
this is the first track i heard from him and ever since then he been my fav artist
2024 don't get it twisted!
Salute from Russia 🇷🇺 🔥🔥🔥🔥🔥
Track is 🔥🔥🔥🔥🔥❗️❗️❗️❗️
Real Life, Real Music 🎶
Fuck sake this was a little bit deeper than I was expecting. Lost a cousin and 2 close friends as well as a few distant ones to the drugs. We're all under 30, one a teen and one early twenties. I've overdosed twice, relapsed the same night I got out the first time. Don't even know why I'm writing this but it feels good to read some of these and know we can all talk about it nowadays. Can't rate this track enough. Speaks volumes to anyone who's been a part of this world. Haven't touched a downer or gone ham for nearly a year since my son came around. Thank fuck for you kiddo. Big love to all the brothers and sisters out there fighting the struggle 💚
All it takes is a recovering/recovered addict to share their success story to inspire others to start trying themselves. Thanks for sharing your story and possibly giving someone the initiative to follow suit. Keep on keeping on brother.
Glad you got clean after all that bro your lad must have been a sign you have better things to come in life stay safe bro 👊
Stay strong its an inside job
You shared it because you on the path you want to be on and your subconscious knows that, your ego is trying to reinforce the postive experience. Keep doing it bro, lot's of love
I like this comment stick at that man kids can be your saviour ,keep truckin'
I kept listening to CAS and this song In particular when I was going a real rough patch. His lyrics are so personable to people - CAS you're amazing.
14 years clean now this is amazing
Like a lot of other people on here, this song changed my life completly, I use to be a piss head, coke head and anything in between head.
Now I'm coming up a year sober with everything, I can honestly say it's a better feeling than any drug I've ever tried.
Just starting 2day my day 1
Well done hope your still going 👍
Good job my guy, hopefully I find a point in life like that. Its good to know it exists lol
@@franciswhite7125 You can do it man, I believe in you! I'm still going strong, haven't touched anything.
(This is my content creation channel I'm replying from)
Working on side hustles left right & centre, so much out there to do with your time other than getting high, I know sometimes it isn't that easy as it can grip you by the balls.
You can do it.
Hope you kept it up m8 👍🏽
Bullshit I’ve been sober a year and blowing an oxy m stamped 30 up the port hole is much better than being sober just not in the long run. I’m happy for your progress but don’t lie bruv