Reacting To My Journal From 4 YEARS AGO. *emotional*
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Ew I never actually realized how toxic he was for her.
He still is. :(
I always felt like he was a bit of a jerk in her vlogs/videos
And the fact that he drew the crack through the heart in her journal and said "that's your heart now cause you hurt me"
I was disgusted even more. He literally sounds like a child.. it gave me vibes of my ex
Taryn Rose oh my gosh yeeess same here! It seems like he just wasn’t as committed like she was and honestly it’s sad because she really loved him
@@Paolove596 yeah😞😞 and I feel like that happens so much. People get attached to people who arent that invested and sometimes my heart breaks for these people
It honestly breaks my heart and makes me so genuinely sad that she was treated like sh*t for so long. I don’t know Sam personally, (I wish I did), but you can tell how bad their relationship really was. Makes me happy that they’re no longer together
@@courtneybraxton1792 👀
Courtney Braxton tea ☕️
@@courtneybraxton1792 so.....they arent together .. Dont mean they cant be together and do those things together of they want to. Its their business. And their isnt anything wrong with being broke up and also working some things out. They still love each other.
Courtney Braxton trauma bonding, idk if their relationship was abusive but people become mentally addicted to abuse look into it
Creed Bratton if you have her on snapchat & watch her vlogs, you’d easily catch up on that :(
can you do journal videos and like journal hauls
I know this was 4 years ago Samantha, but please do not consider getting back with Dhaltyn... It is horrible how he treated you and manipulated you. I was with someone a lot like him in the way he treated me, and he manipulated me and made me feel worthless. He would go out, leave me home, and never invite me out with him and his friends. I am now married to the man of my dreams, and realize how I should have always been treated by my significant other. Do not settle Samantha, there is someone out there who will recognize your worth and what you deserve.
My ex was the same and dhaltyn always reminds me of him lol
Girl...why are you still hanging around the man who made you feel SO bad? That’s so unhealthy. Hope you find your peace. Stop settling when you deserve better.
Danielle no
Danielle sorry 12 year old. love yourself
Danielle please look up the definition of words before you attempt to insult someone
Please do another video reading and showing ur current journal now with Austin. I would be so fantasizedand super excited. Thanks Samantha 💛
“I just wanna be with someone who wants me” I FELT that
I’m at 25 min into this, putting on my makeup. Ouch! Just so you know... it doesn’t get better by getting married or having kids. That’s when it gets the hardest. If you have doubts- Run girls! I am 36 married and have kids and talked to so many woman that are unhappy and just won’t leave. Mostly financial reasons or we use kids as an excuse. This comment is for all the women out there.
Heather The Reseller 100% agree! My husband and I weren’t perfect, but our relationship was great. Once we had our daughter, it seems like we constantly fight. We’ll probably have one good half day then back to being annoyed or arguing. So kids definitely don’t help a relationship. It’s something we have to work on and will get through it, but don’t think I could stay with him if we weren’t good before having our daughter. 🤷🏻♀️
Underrated comment!!!
Wow I relate to this comment
Audriana Eugenia how many years you with him and age of kids? Cause I got 15yrs 😂
love to you for this comment! sometimes us girls need to see that others will have our backs through tough decisions.
Honestly, so many people get into relationships without loving themselves first and they expect someone else to give them all of the love they require. People are PEOPLE. We already have so many things on our shoulders, let alone having another person’s happiness on top of all of the things we worry about already. Yes, you do need to show your significant other love and affection but you are not required to fulfil their void.
You hit the nail on the head. she seemed very Co depends on Dalton . Even so now she does not like being alone even if it means stringing him on and her own emotional well being on very sad she needs a therapist and some time to heal.
Please don’t ever go back to Dahltyn, he treated you so badly
LeeAnne Kersten over four years ago..
Sven’s Boyfriend and yet they broke up again this year, so obviously it never stopped
hearing those stories about him made me sad because that’s exactly how my last relationship was and we broke up almost a year ago but I’m so glad it happened because I feel so much better without him.
SAME
Same
When you remember her hauling that journal
You should ask Dalton to react to your journals
🗣🗣
Bruh these stories show how much she loved him and sounds like he blew her off 24/7
This comment is so underrated. This definitely needs to happen!!
I remember watching you in 2014 when i was in high school and thinking your life was perfect! Hearing your day to day stories on what was really going on behind the camera is eye opening. Nothing is perfect. Mental health is so real. And I’m so greatful you’ve remained authentic and strong through the years. You’re an awesome person! Love you Samantha!
Please react to videos from 4-5 years ago!!! I’d like to see your reaction on how much you’ve changed
Yesss
Yessss
Natalie M this holy crap, it’d be amazinggg
Honestly so glad that she moved on from Dalton. Doesn’t seem like he appreciated her. She deserves a lot better & should not have to beg for someone to spend time with her.
Except she didn’t because they’re back together
They are back together
Thank you for being transparent about your relationship with dalton. I was in a relationship for 9 years lived with for 6. Started dating at 15 broke up at 24. He was my first everything. And I’m so heartbroken. Seeing how much u love dalton despite him not being nice to you is just familiar to my situation. I see how beautiful you are and it reminds me that even tho I feel awful about myself, I’m beautiful too. we could be friends like actually I feel like we have so much in common on a personal level after watching this.
🖤🖤🖤🖤🖤🖤🖤🖤🖤🖤🖤🖤
PLEASE do more of these!!
Sounds like your scared to be alone so that's why you keep dalton around...
Sounds like you're a stalker with a _really_ creepy obsession with her personal life.
Big Gay AL that’s a fucking reach... lmao it’s just an observation and it’s not like they’re wrong. 😂
This really shows how raw a person is and how we are all truly human and we have emotions and as sad as it was it’s good to see how far you’ve come!
Since they broke up I wanted them to get back together so badly but now that see how he treated her I don’t want anymore I want her to find somebody who truly loves her and wants to be with her. 🥰
I too, also love twenty øne piløts more than I love myself. |-/
Cue Austin 🤗
I wanna see actual journaling, in the moment stuff!
The parts with Dalton in it made me feel so sad..
Samantha deserves so much more love than he could ever give her 😔
I hope he, dhaltyn watches this video and looks back how he made her feel, it’s so sad ☹️,sorry don’t know how to spell his name
It's a tricky one , but the correct spelling is douche bag.
@@biggayal1802 Oop
I’ve been in a relationship just like the one you had with Dalton. It can change but usually doesn’t. I’m happy that you got out of that. You will find someone who treats you like a queen and will spend all their time making you happy. You are gorgeous, smart and kind. Please don’t settle. ❤️❤️❤️
These type of raw, real videos are my absolute favourite. It’s nice to get know someone on a personal level like this for a change to the generic things like hauls, make up etc. 💙
Wow. That entry makes me so mad and heart broken for you. You deserve a serious dude .
Ugh Sam that story at like 24 minutes broke my heart...I’m so sorry, you don’t deserve that, you literally deserve the best I love you❤️
You really were hurting and I never realized that😕
Wow it actually takes a Lot of courage to share your life and feelings on the internet Personally i couldnt do that 👏🏻
Also, this is really inspiring me to do something like this for my thoughts
Sam: “I don’t care about looks anymore”
Also Sam: I’m going to get a third BBL
Still also Sam: gets regular lip filler
😭
Athena Tsopeis i feel like she says out loud what’s she wants to feel like but deep down we all know how she really is
She likes the way she looks as do I....but help yeah if I had the cash id get fillers too. So would U or whoever else wants to
@@parisfan4736 hahahaha u have no idea. Dont act lime u know how she really is. Y do u even watch her?
Tonya Boggs English, please.
Athena Tsopeis #facts!!! 🙌🏽👏🏽👏🏽👏🏽
Used to be a huge fan when i was younger... so happy I've rediscovered you :-) I missed your smile and personality ahah
i felt really connected to the way you felt at some times during your relationship because my past relationship had a lot of those same feelings. i’m really inspired by you and i really want to start journaling myself. i’d love to see you make more videos like this one!
i’ve been here since you started 💖 love you Sam!
i’m so glad your confident and better since that time . your beautiful and deserve so much happiness, never forget that ❤️
I would brag about being early but I’m 28 and it’s a Saturday night... there is nothing to brag about 😂
me
PiinkSparkles 🙊💖
Saturday night? What part of the world are you from? 😳
April Diaz the uk 🇬🇧 it’s 6pm... maybe I should have Said evening...
Girl Im 23 and usually in bed sleeping by 10 and that's on weekends too😂
Been here since 2010.. the past 9 years have been crazy! I’ve had open heart surgery and a bone marrow transplant and had my heart broken by my ‘soulmate’.. I really wished I journaled it would’ve be interesting to see how I was feeling and what was going on.
I hope you’re doing well now! ❤️
Jessica M aw thanks! I’m doing grand medical wise thank you! Still too traumatised from men to date again though 😂
@@Beautyinthebreakdown. girl trust me you will find a good man I was traumatized and mentally abused by my ex and when I was brave enough to date again I found the man I wanna marry and have baby's with lol
ahhh girl you're so strong! 💗 sending positive vibes your way
Jana T sorry for what you went through! Congratulations on finding a decent man! I’m still to traumatised from being beat up and put down he even legit peed on me once.. maybe I’ll bump in to my Prince Charming when I’m not even looking! Then again.. I may die alone and get eaten by my cats 😂😂
when youre planning a third bbl and a nose job, you obviously still care about your looks...
Loved that this video was longer. Would love to hear another one
I don’t watch journaling videos but something about this video is I loved so much. I hope you do more like this.
Literally been following you since the beginning. Amazing to see how far you have come ❤️❤️❤️
I love you piinksparkes!!! I just want to say thank you for sharing some personal journal entries that may have not been on the bright side of things. It really helped me feel better about some stuff I'm going through and made me feel like I wasn't alone. Please keep making more of these journal videos, I absolutely love them! Keep up the great work!!! ❤💕
I honestly loved this. So raw and real.💕
I love you Daughter so much! You are beautiful, smart, caring, funny young lady I know. I wish I was half the woman you are when I was your age. 💜
GURRRRRL Why do you put up with this man, you are sooo perfect, so amazing, beautiful, smart and kind!! You really do deserve better.
I love this video so much, I love how open and vunerable that you are willing to be with us. WE ALL LOVE YOU!!!
This is why I journal! The memories they evoke are powerful and make you remember all the good / bad things!
When y’all say “why don’t you leave him” he treats you so bad” BECAUSE SHE LOVES HIM. It’s fucking so HARD to leave and forget about someone you have loved so much, lived with and thought ab your future with them. Obviously you haven’t dealt with that. It’s hard. You want to be with them and want them to change. But they won’t. But you can’t just push them away and turn your feelings off. It’s hard. I feel for you Sam. I understand. It will all work out. Everything happens for a reason ! All of this heart break and sad feelings will all get better in the end. You’re such a beautiful person. With such a beautiful heart. And it WILL get better. It just takes time.
This is one of my favorite videos you’ve ever done, please do more like this. Love you Samantha!
Yes! Your journal is so cute! 💕
I really enjoyed this video. It really shows the good and the bad but it's so lovely. It really encourages me to journal so thank you! Definitely going to start doing this in the new year! ❤
It so sad to hear that you were treated like this for such a long period of time. I truly wish feeling like that to no one ever. I have experienced the exact same with my ex and you put the feelings into words so well, despite it being so sad
I'm at 3:51 and this is getting deep. Wasn't prepared for this. Will be back to watch the rest gotta get my emotions in check.
Now this is an Interesting video idea! Can you make it into a series?
Been waiting for videos like this
I know it’s really hard to let go of someone toxic when you realize they are. Especially when you’ve invested so much time and feeling into them. I really hope you do remove all toxic people from your life because you deserve wayyyyyy better gorgeous. Xo sending you love, strength and positivity :-)
Thank you so much Sam for this video. I think I am going to start journaling because I think it will help with my anxiety. I love how raw and real you were about your relationship. In videos, you seemed perfect and you didn’t have issues. I have been watching you since you were living at your parents house. It was awesome watching and listening to all your entries. It was like memory lane for me too.
this is such a good video idea babe! good job! 💗😊
I loved this video. It was cool to see your happy moments and even the sad ones were interesting to see that not everything is how it seems. I would love to see you do this again with more journals if you choose to!
you are so strong for sharing this with us 💜 I love you Sam!
Man This makes me so sad 😞 dalton was treating you like shit babe, I’m actually kinda happy now you guys aren’t together. So so much better than that babe oxoxox
"I really don't care about how I look anymore" that's because you changed yourself Lol!!
:( this was really sad.
I hope you know your worth now.
It’s also okay to still feel sad about that stuff just because it’s in the past xx
I loved this video so much, it made me look back at my old journals. It’s good to let it out, it’s ok to feel sad sometimes and I’m glad your in a healthier part of your life, I’ve been following you for years and year and I feel like you’ve grow as a woman. You’ve put the time forward for yourself and your happiness and I really appreciate that. I’m glad your caring for yourself
I honestly loved this video so much, I hope you make more love you Sam 💕💕💕
I really hope you see this Samantha. Literally no one deserves to be treated that way in a relationship, I hope you know that. If he actually loved you and cared about you, he wouldn’t do those things over and over again for 7 years. You seem like such an amazing person and you deserve someone who treats you right. All the behaviour you described is abusive, manipulative, and neglectful. Even though you have had good times and there are good things about him, if he truly loves you he wouldn’t treat you that way, it really is that simple. When you realize that, I think you’ll be able to move on and find someone who really loves you and treats you right. I hope you find that person.
love you so much! excited to watch thissss
thank you so much for this raw, emotional, and truly eye opening video. so proud of you for being so open. we love you
and i would love to see more journaling videos!!
Really appreciate how honest you were sharing this. Can see how journalling can really help! Would like to see more of these really enjoyed the longer video!
One of my favourite videos you have made I loved how open you were being sharing personal things
Sam we LOVE you to pieces and if you EVER feel like a journal isn’t enough PLEASE don’t forget we can be your journal!!! Your fans are always going to be here for you no matter what ❤️ You can always text me girl! From friend to friend, not just Idol to fan 💕💋
Omg samantha this video was amazing so personal and emotional!! Love you samantha lots of hugs ❤❤😘
You make me want to journal
You are SO beautiful! I’ve been watching since 2010 and I can’t believe how much you’ve glowed up!
Its crazy how happy they seemed in front of the camera and in reality how sad she was:( I sure there were some really happy moments too but sometimes honestly people just aren't meant to be ! This all just shows that no ones life is as perfect as it all seems online , thank you so much sam for this you're so brave for doing this , you'll forever inspire me to be more like you ,you've grown so much and you can really tell you're glowing inside out and I hope you're ok!Lots of love girl❤
I enjoyed this video a lot. It shows that we are all human and go through many ups and downs
That was so interesting, a nice look of a more personnal side of you. You are very creative, the layout of your journal is beautiful
So if looks aren’t everything, why so much surgery? 🤔
Because it's her life and money and she can do whatever she wants with both of them.
No argument there, my question was why do it if She says “ looks aren’t everything”.. there’s a difference.
@@lynn4694 No argument there either.
Yes! To more journal videos I really enjoyed this one, ilysm Samantha ❤
Oh Samantha you’re WAY too precious for him 😔
Omggg Sam... I legit wanted to cry 😢... I feel for you girl ...
thank you for sharing the entries about dahltyn because im going through LITERALLY the exact same thing right now with my ex fiance.... ugh. I love you.
Reading, decorating and hauls would be amazing and I would really like it if he started doing a wreck this journal or a Moria Elizabeth journal 💖
Thank you for your raw honesty
Thanks for being raw cause it really makes me connect with you
love how honest you are with us
so inspiring for you to open up like this to us. love you sam
Love you bb, you deserve better..you’re worth it ❤️
This video was so good ! You’re doing amazing girl 🧡
ur honestly one of the kindest people i know
The first video of yours I ever watched, you were mixing colored extensions in your Hello Kitty room....I can’t believe how far you have come it makes me so happy to see your success ❤️💗💜
Thank you so much for sharing one of your journals! I’d love it if you kept sharing your journals/ how you journal! You’re so inspiring and you inspired me to journal, and I’ve been doing so almost every day this last year. It’s such a great release and it’s So helpful because I don’t really have any one to talk to! I’ve been watching you since 2009 and I love you so so much! You’re my absolute favorite person and I hope to meet you some day! 💕🌺♥️
This makes me want to journal!!! I appreciate your realness in this video - I’m sure the personal stuff is difficult to read let alone share with the world.
I honestly love you so much and you helped me realize a lot more about my own mental health!❤
This inspired me to start journaling today. I’m a 22 year old stay at home mother of 2 and I need a way to get my feelings out. Thanks Sam💕
Great video!! Please do more!!! I’ve been hear since before you started this journal 😭😭😭😭💕💕
I honestly relate so much to this. I deal with a lot of anxiety and whenever I look at my journal entries, I’m always so sad in them and I know there’s a lot of pain being worked out in them :/
Been here since the beginning ❤️
Because I’ve watched you for so long I didn’t realize how much you changed, as well as myself.
This video truly helped me in many ways. Watching you looking back on yourself and reflecting inspired me to keep my head held high even though I feel down. Relationships, looks, depression, happiness, everything is always changing whether it’s for the better or for the worse :)
Please make more journal videos! Whether it’s hauls, how to write one, or these kinds :)
Please do more of these!!!!! I LOVED every second of it!
I love this video! It’s really inspired me to keep journaling. I started the beginning of this year and it’s been so hard for me to be motivated but this has made me so motivated to keep going! Thanks sam❤️