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  • @Y0sh1ko
    @Y0sh1ko  Рік тому +4690

    I appreciate all of the comments 💕☺️. You guys can vent if you need, to those who have rough childhood, I'll be your sister

    • @K1ller.scene.k1d
      @K1ller.scene.k1d Рік тому +69

      I hope you're ok as you said I'll also be your sister

    • @blossomluvsu9
      @blossomluvsu9 Рік тому +83

      Omg u have been thru so much! I went thru some similar things so ik what it feels like (feel bad for u)
      12 year old female btw: raped as a 7 year old, didnt even know it was rape cuz i was a child ofc. Physically beaten and mentallu abused from when i was 9 years old to now by my father. I really understand what you felt so i hope u get better soon :'(

    • @abase7200
      @abase7200 Рік тому +26

      oh my!!! I’ve been through some stuff but no where near you!! I’m so sorry and i have a channel of my own so feel free to vent on any videos i post

    • @luna_carter4279
      @luna_carter4279 Рік тому

      Hope you're ok and where is he now I'm beating him with a belt

    • @luna_carter4279
      @luna_carter4279 Рік тому +15

      @♡ 𝓡𝓪𝓲𝓷𝔂𝓭𝔁𝔂𝓼 ♡ #roadto50sub! Aww thx no one has ever said that to me

  • @celvsu
    @celvsu Рік тому +3943

    omg no, you’ve been through so much. that person who stalked you they are terrible, it’s ok i know being really sad sucks, i was too when i was 9, you’re okay now, talk to some authority figures. you’re going to be ok, we love you. never be sad 💟

    • @ale_x_2588
      @ale_x_2588 Рік тому +39

      Even if they talk it can't erase the things shes seen and been through talking will NEVER help and did you say "never be sad" how can she not? She's been through so much and you expect her to just believe that its never going to be okay NEVER the only thing that may help is to make your life more enjoyable and to try to make better time with friends and family.

    • @ccandy.
      @ccandy. Рік тому +21

      @@ale_x_2588 hii. this is my other acc. I really didn’t mean to be rude, I was just trying to comfort her, I didn’t mean that she shouldn’t be sad, I just meant that we could try and help her. and I know talking can’t always help it was just a suggestion. I was really trying to help, I didn’t mean to be rude, I know she’s been through a lot and talking can’t help, I know that she’ll be upset but it has to get better. I’m sorry, I’m also sorry to her. please don’t be mad, I think this was a misunderstanding.

    • @ale_x_2588
      @ale_x_2588 Рік тому +8

      @@ccandy. Ah yes it's okay I just hate how people think like how you think talking can't always help it never helped me just made it worse but thanks for trying to comfort her! I really hope people can stop thinking like that but anyways thanks for reading and have an amazing day

    • @ccandy.
      @ccandy. Рік тому +6

      @@ale_x_2588

    • @Starzbeloved_.
      @Starzbeloved_. Рік тому +3

      I got stalk In my class it's one of my classmate as he can't stop looking at me I feel like he stalk me in my house 😢

  • @muslimja3fari431
    @muslimja3fari431 5 місяців тому +300

    I feel horrible, idk why there are so many ppl that think that kids bodies are toys. It’s disgusting, I hope you got the help you needed to get through that. Society is horrible

    • @BlueBlop99
      @BlueBlop99 Місяць тому +2

      Society sucks? Mate we got the police, Military. Those firemen. Engineers, Architector.

    • @Z1UU_I5_T1R3D
      @Z1UU_I5_T1R3D Місяць тому +1

      Fr it's honestly horrible

    • @Urlocal_therian_Rain
      @Urlocal_therian_Rain Місяць тому

      ​@@Z1UU_I5_T1R3Dyeah

    • @Itz_Celligaming
      @Itz_Celligaming Місяць тому +1

      True I got my trauma when I was 5

    • @Z1UU_I5_T1R3D
      @Z1UU_I5_T1R3D Місяць тому +2

      @@Itz_Celligaming dang at 5 years old!? I hope you can recover from the past trauma

  • @ItsKennyYT
    @ItsKennyYT 6 місяців тому +95

    Holy shit I normally don’t support Gacha creators but u are a welcoming exeption

    • @st4r.l18ghts
      @st4r.l18ghts 5 місяців тому +6

      RESPECT TO YOU BRO-

    • @n.e.r.d.2213
      @n.e.r.d.2213 4 місяці тому +1

      Did I ask

    • @Baku_bro
      @Baku_bro 4 місяці тому

      @@n.e.r.d.2213 shut the goddamn hell up.

    • @X4mi_G1rl
      @X4mi_G1rl 3 місяці тому +2

      @@n.e.r.d.2213your profile pic makes sense...

    • @Mellicential
      @Mellicential 3 місяці тому +2

      @@n.e.r.d.2213 I asked !!!!!!!! :O

  • @katexle9662
    @katexle9662 10 місяців тому +130

    These stories.. They just make my blood boil, I don't understand why anyone would do this?! This cruelty to a CHILD!!! She/he wasn't even a tween! Still pure minded and cheerful! Then they have the nerve to take away something that can't come back. You have one childhood and he just took it! What is going on in their brain?? "Yea I'mma go stalk this kid in the shower abuse and ruin her/his childhood"
    But everything aside I hope you are doing well now and have that jerk out if your life ❤

    • @Yellow-pu7pc
      @Yellow-pu7pc 26 днів тому +4

      IK you probably don’t mean this, but it’s still wrong if you were a tween, teen or an adult! This shouldn’t happen to anyone.

  • @MHA_number1fan
    @MHA_number1fan 11 місяців тому +1221

    *THIS GOES TO EVERYONE INCLUDING CREATOR!!*
    I’m proud of you for getting up
    I’m proud of you for blinking
    I’m proud of you for sleeping
    I’m proud of you for eating
    I’m proud of you for TRYING to eat
    I’m proud of you for drinking
    I’m proud of you for trying to drink
    I’m proud of you for standing up
    I’m proud of you for suiting down
    I’m proud of you for blinking
    I’m proud of you for breathing
    I’m proud of you for brushing your hair
    I’m proud of you for changing clothes
    I’m proud of you for bathing
    I’m proud of you for having fun
    I’m proud of you for being in your phone
    I’m proud of you for being on your iPad
    I’m proud if you for being in your computer
    I’m proud of you for watching TV
    I’m proud of you for making food
    I’m proud of you for TRYING to make food
    I’m proud of you for brushing your teeth
    I’m proud of you for going to school
    I’m proud of you for going to work
    I’m proud of you for going to math
    I’m proud of you for going to your language class
    I’m proud of you for going to science class
    I’m proud of you for going to reading class
    I’m proud of you for going to any of your classes even if you skip
    I’m proud of you for doing your homework
    I’m proud of you for drawing
    I’m proud of you for reading
    I’m proud of you for going out
    I’m proud of you for staying in
    I’m proud of you for making your bed
    I’m proud of you when you don’t make your bed
    I’m proud of you when you don’t do homework
    I’m proud of you for crying
    I’m proud of you for smiling
    I’m proud of you for frowning
    I’m proud of you for laughing
    I’m proud of you for playing sports
    I’m proud of you for not playing sports
    I’m proud of you for eating you cultures food
    I’m proud of you for not eating your cultures food
    I’m proud of you for trying other cultures food
    I’m proud of you for fasting
    I’m proud of you for going to the gym
    I’m proud of you for not going to the gym
    I’m proud of you for working out
    I’m proud of you for not working out
    I’m proud of you for singing
    I’m proud of you for not singing
    I’m proud of you for getting out of bed when you’ve been in bed all day
    I’m proud of you for getting into pajamas
    I’m proud of you for being comfortable
    I’m proud of you for using blankets
    I’m proud of you for being hot
    I’m proud of you for being cold
    I’m proud of you for talking
    I’m proud of you for not talking
    I’m proud of you for aging
    I’m proud of you for putting your hair up
    I’m proud of you for not putting your hair up
    I’m proud of you for braiding your hair
    I’m proud of you for not braiding your hair
    I’m proud of you for doing plays
    I’m proud of you for not doing plays
    I’m proud of you for using pillows
    I’m proud of you for being tall
    I’m proud of you for being short
    I’m proud of you for being in-between
    I’m proud of you for having pimples
    I’m proud of you for not having pimples
    I’m proud of you for having acne
    I’m proud of you for not having acne
    I’m proud of you for buying things
    I’m proud of you for not buying things
    I’m proud of you for having stuffed animals
    I’m proud of you for not having stuffed animals
    I’m proud of you for working
    I’m proud of you for helping
    I’m proud of you for putting in a suit
    I’m proud of you for putting on a dress
    I’m proof of you for wearing hoodies
    I’m proud of you for wearing jeans
    I’m Proud of you for wearing a jacket
    I’m proud of you for wearing shoes
    I’m proud of you for eating pants
    I’m Proud if you for wearing shorts
    Im proud of you for wearing T-shirts
    I’m proud of you for wearing long sleeves
    I’m proud of you for being a furry
    I’m proud of you for being a therein
    I’m proud of you for making paper dragons
    IM PROUD OF YOU FOREVER!!!❤❤❤
    I’m proud of you for not helping
    I’m proud of you for trying
    I’m proud of you for walking
    I’m proud of you for any sports you do
    I’m proud of you for crying
    I’m proud of you for any emotion you display.
    I’m proud of you for not showing emotion.
    I’m proud of you because for your hair(or lack of)
    Im proud of you for being on your tablet
    I’m proud of you for being on your phone
    I’m proud of you for being on your computer
    I’m proud of you for being on your TV
    I’m proud of you for being on any device
    IM PROUD OF YOU!! ❤❤❤❤

    • @ArtzyAlice
      @ArtzyAlice 6 місяців тому +27

      Ty but can u do trying to walk because I have a broken leg

    • @ArtzyAlice
      @ArtzyAlice 6 місяців тому +13

      And can u add skating

    • @MHA_number1fan
      @MHA_number1fan 6 місяців тому +7

      @@ArtzyAlice ofc!

    • @ArtzyAlice
      @ArtzyAlice 6 місяців тому +5

      @@MHA_number1fanty❤

    • @MHA_number1fan
      @MHA_number1fan 6 місяців тому +3

      @@ArtzyAlice

  • @amoraavitia35
    @amoraavitia35 5 місяців тому +40

    I’m going through the same thing too😢

    • @ooop401
      @ooop401 Місяць тому +1

      Oh no are you okay?

    • @myomayo
      @myomayo Місяць тому +2

      if you’re experiencing this at a young age, remember:
      it wasn’t your fault. the reason it’s illegal is because a child cannot ask for it. don’t ever blame yourself :)

    • @Urlocal_therian_Rain
      @Urlocal_therian_Rain Місяць тому +3

      Dont blame ur self and tell ur parents❤u can vent to me and ı Can be ur therapist❤

    • @amoraavitia35
      @amoraavitia35 2 дні тому

      @@ooop401I’m ok

    • @amoraavitia35
      @amoraavitia35 2 дні тому

      @@myomayoty

  • @Alanaplayzgamez
    @Alanaplayzgamez Місяць тому +4

    Although im still 11 i understand you......covid was the worst had fake friends, cried a lot which led to me being sensitive even a hurt which doesn't hurt much can make me cry , technically like c.c from fnaf........people who love are moving away, ambivert, never vents, always uses heart, when i use my brain,things can get messy as i might start a fight, anger issues......venting is really hard for me so keep to myself.. So thats how i understand you , so dont worry! You will meet great people for sure!! You have fans who love you , although im not i fan, i do understand! So dont worry😊

  • @ameemee
    @ameemee Рік тому +633

    im so sorry this happened to you, you did not deserve any of that. You are very strong, we are here for you.

    • @RaineVr4U
      @RaineVr4U 5 місяців тому

      ❤I did not either but I forgave him and we have the best bond now
      🎉😊

  • @cherribxmb
    @cherribxmb 10 місяців тому +83

    To everyone struggling:
    I LOVE YOU SO MUCH TAKE CARE

  • @STRAWBERRY-sl4sz
    @STRAWBERRY-sl4sz 27 днів тому +1

    I’m sorry you had to go through all of this. May God heal you and whoever hurt you end up rotting in jail.

  • @Suki_.og1
    @Suki_.og1 9 місяців тому +6

    I feel you i got rape by my own uncle luckily he went to jail he stat doing this when i was grade 2 6-7 years old i was suffering he did this for 5 years i finally had enough i told my parents my parebts were farious angry my mom kick my uncle and fight him while my dad Call 911 And when he was in jail i wanted to talk to him my parents said ok and when we were in the Police station He told me he wont use my body again i was angry the fact he almost got me pregnant And my anger went too far that i punch him hard on the face he was bleeding one of he's teeth came out hes bones break hes eye bleed And the police called the ambulance but i didnt care thats why i feel you

    • @Natsuki10015
      @Natsuki10015 24 дні тому +1

      no offense but your over 12-13 years old but you don't know normal grammar??

    • @khaykhaysinnyuparhtutaung7872
      @khaykhaysinnyuparhtutaung7872 24 дні тому

      ​@@Natsuki10015Suki probably is not English enough and doesn't live in America

  • @eleniii4182
    @eleniii4182 Рік тому +598

    Im so sorry this happened to you i hope you have recovered from their actions you didn't deserve it

    • @Y0sh1ko
      @Y0sh1ko  Рік тому +113

      I have recovered from it, no need to worry dear💕

    • @skylarthompson299
      @skylarthompson299 Рік тому +25

      @@Y0sh1ko I hope you’re not depressed anymore

    • @Thatonepepperyguy
      @Thatonepepperyguy 9 місяців тому +10

      I am too young
      I am too young
      I am too young
      I am too young
      I am too young
      I am too young
      Why are u so mature: ask my mom
      Why are u so mean: ask my mom
      Why are u so strong?: ask my mom
      Why are u so cold:ask my mom
      Why are u so depressed:ASK MY MOTHER

    • @Cosmo_elf
      @Cosmo_elf 9 місяців тому +9

      @@Thatonepepperyguysame. And she still has to audacity to say “I love you and I care for you”

    • @Thatonepepperyguy
      @Thatonepepperyguy 9 місяців тому +5

      @@Cosmo_elf ikr?!

  • @Luna-lr5kx
    @Luna-lr5kx Рік тому +244

    I apologize for what happened to you! Your right you were too young. Nobody deserves this pain... Everything will be better!

  • @DragonN3rd_11
    @DragonN3rd_11 3 місяці тому +5

    If your sad (I'll cheer up up) ❤️‍🩹
    If your part of the LGBTQIA+ (I support you ♾️)❤️‍🩹
    If you don't support the LGBTIA+ (is okay jus t don't be hating..) ❤️‍🩹
    If you ur Muslim (I support u ♾️)❤️‍🩹
    If your a therain🐾(I support u ♾️)❤️‍🩹
    If your furry🐾(I support u ♾️)❤️‍🩹
    If your a non-social person(it's okay) ❤️‍🩹
    If your being bullied( plz tell someone) ❤️‍🩹
    If your being forced to do something (Tell someone plz) ❤️‍🩹
    If your a UA-camr (I support u ♾️)❤️‍🩹
    If your a anime-fan ( I support you ♾️)❤️‍🩹
    If you don't like physical touch(I'll hug u with my eyes) ❤️‍🩹
    If you have bad grades(It's okay u tried) ❤️‍🩹
    If you think your a failure (Your not your perfect) ❤️‍🩹
    If you feel like your too skinny or chubby(YOUR PERFECT) ❤️‍🩹
    If you want to k!// yourself (Let's make plans before u do...) ❤️‍🩹
    If your think your imperfect (YOUR NOT YOUR BEAUTIFUL/HANDSOME)❤️‍🩹
    If your parents havent told you this (I'm more than happy to say this) ❤️‍🩹
    If you ever feel like u need to vent(I'm here for u) ❤️‍🩹
    Have a beautiful lovely day!!!!!!!!!! ❤️🧡💛💚🩵💜

  • @Silly_Teddy
    @Silly_Teddy 4 місяці тому +9

    Im so sorry, i hate the fact that children (mainly young girls) are used as toys for adults, like wtf?! As someone who was molested, i was told that girls are toys for men and our body belongs to men wtf?! Im so sorry for venting to you all😭❤

    • @pipiaoffical
      @pipiaoffical 2 місяці тому

      FEMINISM RULES #ALLMEN #ALLMENARELIKETHAT

    • @The_personthatdoesntsimp
      @The_personthatdoesntsimp Місяць тому

      ​@@pipiaoffical wait are you a femenist- (I dislike them so just asking

    • @pipiaoffical
      @pipiaoffical Місяць тому

      @@The_personthatdoesntsimp no, im a guy and i was trolling

    • @The_personthatdoesntsimp
      @The_personthatdoesntsimp Місяць тому +1

      @@pipiaoffical oh ok ty for giving basic respect to both genders!

  • @VulpixelBee
    @VulpixelBee Рік тому +18

    I'm confident in my body, but lately I've been scared of that. I was also 7 when someone touched me and asked my uncomfortable questions, and I wasn't able to come to terms with that trauma until recently. It feels like everyone makes excuses for what he did and all I can think about it "what about me?!" I'm especially scared that it'll happen again now that I'm older and have a more mature body...

    • @VulpixelBee
      @VulpixelBee 8 місяців тому +1

      @randomspacefan I'm sorry to hear that! I'm a freshman in highschool, so I'll be honest, that fear will never go away, because once you're aware there are bad people in the world, that worry never goes away. However, it gets easier to stay safe when you have a friend group and pepper spray :)

  • @Rainbow_star11
    @Rainbow_star11 Рік тому +57

    Daily reminder:
    Your skin is not paper, so don't cut it.
    Your neck is not a coat, so don't hang it.
    Your body is not a book, so don't judge it.
    Your heart is not a door, so don't lock it.
    Your life is not a movie, so don't end it.
    Remember to always love yourself because you're a freakin' star

    • @Singing_Loveing
      @Singing_Loveing 4 місяці тому

      I love it!^^

    • @vivianamartinez3892
      @vivianamartinez3892 4 місяці тому

      real.

    • @LillyBenjamin-nx7uo
      @LillyBenjamin-nx7uo 3 місяці тому +1

      How in the world do you lock your heart👹👹

    • @hana_ori
      @hana_ori 3 місяці тому +3

      It doesn't help me..

    • @Spunkbobs
      @Spunkbobs 2 місяці тому +2

      It doesn't really matter anymore I'm just waiting until it gets better or I just finally snap

  • @CayCay_Gacha
    @CayCay_Gacha Місяць тому +2

    Omg you have been through so much! I was 6 years old when my mom went away. I didn’t know I was to young but my mom did drugs, sold drugs, and stole things. She ruined my childhood! She went to jail 6 times and prison for 4 years. And now I’m expected to forgive her and make a connection with her bc when she went to prison she lost custody of me and my little brother. But if I stop talking to her or say I love you she will try to get custody of me and my brother! And I can’t let that happen. So Ig we are sisters. And I only post more happy content bc I want everyone especially little kids to smile as they watch my videos and smile letting all there worries go away because mine couldn’t as a child. No matter what I want kids to be happy unlike me who was depressed in my childhood.😊😊😊😊

  • @vanjapandeva4134
    @vanjapandeva4134 5 місяців тому +5

    When they firstly said "Wanna play a game? :)" This is TOTAL R4P3.

  • @Bubble3320_
    @Bubble3320_ Рік тому +42

    I'm very sorry about what happened, I really hope that never happens again, whoever did that to you should be arrested.

  • @StorytimeForever
    @StorytimeForever Рік тому +148

    Yk I can relate to you bc there was this guy that stalked me from age 6 to 10 and I didn't say anything bc I was too scared and one time he even grew the nerve to "touch" me so your not alone in this subject of trauma
    Wasn't trying to load on you and make u feel worse just wanna connect with you so you know that your not the only one and you won't be alone 🥰

    • @Snowy_snow561
      @Snowy_snow561 Рік тому +7

      I know people aren’t going to believe this but one time a person wanted to get my voice and give it to a mute person and the same person once said to me to go to prison.

    • @AngelDustLuvr..
      @AngelDustLuvr.. Рік тому +3

      @@Snowy_snow561what

    • @라니의가족
      @라니의가족 9 місяців тому +2

      please dont say ''i can relate'' cause some people dont like it / maybe for some its okay but we dont know^^

    • @StorytimeForever
      @StorytimeForever 9 місяців тому +2

      @@라니의가족 The creator obviously didn't care since they hearted my comment and didn't ask me to stop.
      Also, humans need people to relate to them because humans are usually social individuals. Even people with social anxiety needs to be around other humans and to understand them

  • @irisserrano3748
    @irisserrano3748 24 дні тому +1

    Gurl me too I have deprotion when I was 7-10..

  • @Random_Channel10th
    @Random_Channel10th 27 днів тому +2

    i feel bad. I hope you manage to have a good life. And that stalker? We gonna arrest him.❤

  • @Baldsuri
    @Baldsuri Рік тому +90

    I am very sorry about what's happening in your life right now I really hope things get better for u just stay strong okay... you are not alone! maybe you should try going to therapy it will help if you don't have the money you can watch videos that might help you. Try telling your family how you feel...if you are so scared you don't have to tell them. Stay positive things will get better I promise!! 💝💖😭😉

    • @Y0sh1ko
      @Y0sh1ko  Рік тому +9

      I LOVE YOU😭

    • @Baldsuri
      @Baldsuri Рік тому +4

      @@Y0sh1ko awww tysm 😭 💖 your also so kind 💕

    • @Y0sh1ko
      @Y0sh1ko  Рік тому +6

      @@Baldsuri you are kind too, dear💕

    • @Baldsuri
      @Baldsuri Рік тому +4

      @@Y0sh1ko i'm flattered ☺

    • @Y0sh1ko
      @Y0sh1ko  Рік тому +8

      @@Baldsuri congratulations on 680+ subscribers btw 😊💕 you totally deserved that

  • @hiiamgone
    @hiiamgone Рік тому +521

    To everyone who is doing homework, leave the chat, breathe slowly, take a sip of water, and focus
    To everyone who is trying to sleep, leave the chat, grab a blanket, and get the rest you deserve.
    To everyone who is feeling sad, grab a snack, get some water, get a blanket, and write down your thoughts. When you're done, lay down, and get some rest, no matter the time.
    To everyone who is creating, you got this.
    Your art is amazing. Remain in your flow and get stuff done!
    If you're reading, relax, Focus, and imagine the beautiful scenes in your head.
    And if you're playing games like me, Focus on your game and don't give up :D
    -Not mine, but pass it around guys

    • @veliwu081.
      @veliwu081. Рік тому +3

      Ty

    • @The_Chaos_Clubb
      @The_Chaos_Clubb Рік тому +8

      I needed this 😭

    • @ilovesaiki.notyou
      @ilovesaiki.notyou Рік тому +3

      awhh thanks!

    • @Pragon72
      @Pragon72 11 місяців тому +8

      Yeah I really need to sleep, thanks for reminding me. It’s like one in the morning

    • @1_Nyxx_1
      @1_Nyxx_1 11 місяців тому +3

      I don’t want to eat or drink I’d rather die. I hate my body figure anyway. I won’t have to look or speak to anyone.

  • @Kit_isDead
    @Kit_isDead 28 днів тому +1

    I feel horrible for ANYONE who had to go through this. Society is disgusting and the people who do these atrocious things deserve the worst thing imaginable.
    (Also is that the pansexual flag on your arm or just design because if so then SUPPORTTTT)

  • @Ray_Pawz
    @Ray_Pawz 4 місяці тому +4

    As someone who went through similar stuff recently, this hit harder than it should.. especially as a young age like that.

  • @nuggetkid-7017
    @nuggetkid-7017 Рік тому +43

    I'm sorry for what happened 😔 I hope u grow out of it! 💖

  • @sitarambarjo1348
    @sitarambarjo1348 Рік тому +12

    I am so sorry for you
    Please be safe
    Whenever you are sad we are here for u
    These days peole are getting disgusting
    And whoever 'him' is must die or be in jail un till death.
    And we are always with you

  • @m3lony
    @m3lony 3 місяці тому +1

    Im so sorry that happened… you are safe now ❤ i jope ur doing better. But my story isnt really sexually assaulted or abused, it was kinda trauma… i was 9 and almost witnessed my sister dying…

  • @_Electricat_
    @_Electricat_ Місяць тому +2

    Dang. I’m so sorry, whoever did that is absolutely awful . That must have been hard to go through so young. ❤️‍🩹

  • @Valspamm
    @Valspamm 10 місяців тому +6

    I am sorry you had this terrible life. No one deserves this kind of treatment, you are so beautiful and I love your oc you have talent!❤ your supportive fans will help you along the way!‼️🫶🏻🫶🏼🫶🏽🫶🏾🫶🏿✅

  • @ClaraSallow2132
    @ClaraSallow2132 Рік тому +8

    im so srry about what you've gone through..I have gone through that to and i know how u feel. Just know that i hope every things gonna be ok.

  • @user-dz9br5mr1l
    @user-dz9br5mr1l 5 місяців тому +2

    You poor thing I’m so sorry this stuff happened to you at such young ages even if you weren’t young this is unacceptable 🙁 Lots of love 💕🫶🏻

  • @F1zzyTheCr1ngeK1d
    @F1zzyTheCr1ngeK1d Місяць тому +1

    I feel so bad for you! Children arent supposed to be treated like that. You deserve better

  • @Rin8744
    @Rin8744 Рік тому +24

    Are you okay if you need someone to talk to im here! If you are not comfortable try reaching out someone as in family/friends etc. ❤️

  • @funnicarrots00119
    @funnicarrots00119 Рік тому +12

    I’m literally suffering the same thing with different ages…you’ve been through more stuff than me. I’m really sorry you had to suffer that, we’re always here for you❤

  • @DummyTofu_k01
    @DummyTofu_k01 27 днів тому +1

    im so sorry for what happened, i hope ur feeling better rn :(
    giving you virtual hugs

  • @aiko.akio12
    @aiko.akio12 28 днів тому +1

    I feel you, I was depressed and attempted when I was 9 years old as well ❤

  • @angelic.x
    @angelic.x Рік тому +9

    I’m so sorry this happened to you! You were way too young to be dealing with this! :(

  • @Sheza-rd3hx
    @Sheza-rd3hx 4 місяці тому +29

    Hey if you and the others need it!

    • @X0lai--0011
      @X0lai--0011 2 місяці тому

      how are you supposed to make friends if every one bullies you and hates you and doesn't even talk to you and you're bestfriend is hurting and you're suffer from anxiety not just any anxiety severe anxiety and mostly depression. and say what ever you want I'm not begging for attention that's literally my life i hate it no matter how much love I get when I get home I get depressed. no being able to be your self because of your parents I'm a therian and they hate me for that my friends hate me I only have one 2 friends that don't hate me and. I give up In life IM TOO YOUNG IN STILL 11

    • @X0lai--0011
      @X0lai--0011 2 місяці тому

      and what about the feeling of your mom abandoned you?

    • @LLQVEX_24
      @LLQVEX_24 Місяць тому

      what are you supposed to do if your parents use you as a punching bag?

  • @ChippyDragøns
    @ChippyDragøns 4 місяці тому +1

    I can't explain how much I feel bad for you.. You didn't deserve to have all those things happen to you, just know that if you ever need anyone to talk to, we will always be with you❤

  • @Ghost_Journal
    @Ghost_Journal Місяць тому +1

    This goes for everyone;
    Dont blame the person for anything they weng through. I know what its like to want everything to stop; not wanting to die, but wanting peace for a minute.
    Do not give up, you matter. You can vent below this comment. You matter. You are beautiful. You dont have to give up. Peace and love..
    For people who have been told off or shamed;
    You aren't overdramatic.
    You are not fat.
    You are not ugly.
    You are strong.
    You are not annoying!
    I love everything about you. (Platonically, as some people wanna take it the wrong way)
    You can make it another night.
    You can make it.

  • @BonnieGoodwill
    @BonnieGoodwill 10 місяців тому +13

    When did you have depression..?
    4-7 years old..
    We’re you mentally/ emotionally abused?
    My whole life until I was 8..
    Why?
    Ask my dad.. :(
    My dad abused my mom and fought with her alot, he also lied about her being evil and left me outside to go to the shop in his car.. :(

    • @BonnieGoodwill
      @BonnieGoodwill 10 місяців тому +1

      I’m alr now guys .. I’m still traumatised tho

    • @Sofia-kk9bp
      @Sofia-kk9bp 2 місяці тому +1

      I really hope you're doing better.
      No one deserves that, no matter who they are or where they're from, NO ONE deserves what you went through, and I'm happy you're okay, even if I don't know you personally. I hope that you have a happy life and can find the people who treat you right. ❤

  • @dj_zxro1509
    @dj_zxro1509 Рік тому +7

    I’m sorry that happened 😞 if I could I would’ve done something about it. I’ve seen so many videos about this type of stuff and I’m so glad it hasn’t happened to me.

  • @OLLIE_LUCKY
    @OLLIE_LUCKY Місяць тому +1

    I feel so bad mine happened when I was eight I thought that was bad remember you have us

  • @c.ranberrysprite
    @c.ranberrysprite 7 місяців тому +1

    I started sh when I was 10 and I never felt like I could tell anyone because I thought they wouldn’t believe me because I was “to young”

  • @BeckyOleaga1022
    @BeckyOleaga1022 6 місяців тому +3

    It’s so sad to think people actually do that to kids

  • @YonderingYana123
    @YonderingYana123 5 місяців тому +12

    To whoever reads this,
    i love you
    i love your smile
    i love your laugh
    i love your personality
    i love your hair (or lack thereof)
    i love your insecurities
    i love your accomplishments
    i love your failures
    i love your eyes
    i love your beauty
    i love your handwriting (or the way you communicate)
    i love the way you dance
    i love you on your happy days
    i love you on your sad days
    i love you on the days you feel lonely
    i love you on the days you feel helpless
    i love you on the days you feel like no one cares
    i love you on the days you feel forgotten
    i love you on the days you feel unmotivated
    i love you on the days you feel loved
    i love you on the days you feel sick
    i love you on the days you feel motivated
    i love you on the days you feel depressed
    i love you on the days you feel stresses
    i love you on the days you feel crazy
    i love you on the days you feel hopeful
    i love you on the days you feel cuddly
    i love you on the days you feel clingy
    i love you on the days you feel amazing
    i love you on the days you feel beautiful
    i love you on the days you feel like a failure
    i love you on the days you feel angry
    i love you on the days you feel aggressive
    i love you on the days you feel horrible
    i love you on the days you feel safe
    i love you on the days you feel unsafe
    i love you on the days you feel vulnerable
    i love you on the days you feel weird
    i love you on the days you feel ok
    i love you when you're healthy
    i love how you sing (or hum or feel the music)
    i love your taste in music
    i love your taste in movies
    i love your taste in tv shows
    i love the way you move
    i love the way you act
    i love you when you cry
    i love you when you're kind
    i love you when you're mean
    i love you when you're alone
    i love you when you can't feel
    i love you when you feel too much
    i love you when you can't take life anymore
    i love you when you feel like it's too much
    i love you when you're asleep
    i love you when you have nightmares
    i love you when you have dreams
    i love how you believe
    i love you when you believe in yourself
    i love you when you don't believe in yourself
    i love you when you hate yourself
    i love you when you love yourself
    i love the way you think
    i love you problems
    i love your solutions
    i love how you support
    i love you when you're in pain
    i love you when you're hurt
    i love your promises
    i love your secrets
    i love your attitude
    i love you sass
    i love your creativity
    i love your voice (or lack thereof)
    i love you hand gestures
    i love your stories
    i love your wounds
    i love your scars
    i love your face
    i love your past
    i love your future
    i love your present
    i love your outfits
    i love your style
    i love your art
    i love your honesty
    i love you when you lie
    i love you when you're tired
    i love you when you're energetic
    i love how you look
    i love how you cook
    i love you when you're adventurous
    i love you when you're scared
    i love your imperfections
    i love your perfections
    i love you when you worry
    i love you when you talk (or communicate)
    i love your opinions
    i love you when you have a headache
    i love you when you have a stomach ache
    i love you when you help others
    i love you when you need help
    i love you when you're mature
    i love you when you're immature
    i love you in the hard times
    i love you in the easy times
    i love you when life is meh
    i love you when you're responsible
    i love you when you're irresponsible
    i love you when you fight
    i love you in your darkest moments
    i love you in your brightest moments
    i love your heart
    i love you in the day
    i love you in the night
    i love you at midnight
    i love you at 3 am
    i love you at all times
    i love you at your best
    i love you at your worst
    i love the little things you do
    i love all of you
    i love you when you're you
    i love 𝙮𝙤𝙪.

    • @prime_44444
      @prime_44444 2 місяці тому

      I don't love you 😊

    • @YonderingYana123
      @YonderingYana123 2 місяці тому

      @@prime_44444 gosh darn

    • @KarmasGood
      @KarmasGood Місяць тому

      ​​@@prime_44444 who *ASK?* 😊

    • @prime_44444
      @prime_44444 Місяць тому

      @@KarmasGood well she was the one who asked dumass

    • @Lobcin_Ballin
      @Lobcin_Ballin 14 днів тому

      Get a hobby
      At my house cus i wanna be your friend now

  • @Vivi_014
    @Vivi_014 6 місяців тому +1

    I was R@P3D when i was 7...idk if that relates but i feel your pain ^^.
    Now im a dirty minded freak...💔

    • @DORITOBUNNYXD
      @DORITOBUNNYXD Місяць тому

      same but ur not dirty minded , ur prob hypersexual

  • @AylinPlaysRoblox.
    @AylinPlaysRoblox. 3 місяці тому +1

    You are a true soldier:(

  • @nicolothefish
    @nicolothefish Рік тому +3

    Omg nooooo but u got all through it and ur still here! How strong of you

  • @Kaitou_Jane24
    @Kaitou_Jane24 9 місяців тому +9

    same too gurl, but I was just 4-5 when I've wanted to die because someone touched me, I was still 5 when I was neglected and misunderstood...

  • @Willow_kit126
    @Willow_kit126 Місяць тому +1

    “When did you have high anxiety?” Since I was 5, depression came along after.

  • @alicecatalinaeco
    @alicecatalinaeco 8 місяців тому +1

    I actually am going through the exact same thing. I turned 11 on the 25 this month and for the past few days (based on the last thing u said about being stalked) this man has been following me while I’m on my way to school. I’m scared. 🥳

  • @Isolates1750
    @Isolates1750 7 місяців тому +6

    Plz pin this if you want so people can see and benefit from this. Also, you can copy and paste this if you want. I want to spread this around so people who are struggling can benefit from it.
    This may hurt, but it’s the cold, hard truth. Getting made fun of is gonna happen to you for the rest of your life for as long as you live. You can’t control other people and you can’t control how they react to things. The only thing you can control is how you react. change the way you think, and everything will change. I have depression and anxiety and this is what helped me so I hope it will help you to. Know that I’m not making you do these things, they are recommendations.
    1.) practice gratitude.
    Get a journal and every day write down three things that you are grateful for. But before you write these things down, think to yourself, “Why am I grateful for these things?” You can choose to write out why you’re grateful for them or you don’t need to.
    2.) meditation.
    Meditation has helped me become at ease with myself. I recommended doing five minutes in the morning and five minutes at night right before bed so you can get better sleep. As time goes on, consider increasing the time you meditate for.
    3.) exercise.
    According to Yale University, exercise can release the same effect as antidepressants.
    4.) get comfortable with being uncomfortable.
    One of the most popular TEDTalks came from Jia Jiang. In his TEDTalk, he spoke about spending time living outside of his comfort zone. Jiang spent 100 days seeking out opportunities to experience rejection to help him overcome, social anxiety, and his fear of rejection to become a more confident person. It involves him doing things like asking a random stranger to lend him $100, knocking on someone’s door and asking to play soccer in their backyard, and asking for second helping in a restaurant without paying. At the end of the 100 days, Jiang was a completely different person-he was confident and sociable because of how kind people were to him during this time spent outside of his comfort zone.
    5.) create daily habits.
    This could mean waking up at a time that is right for you, so you can have an organized day. This could also mean you having a nighttime routine. Or you can do both!
    6.) fix your insecurities.
    If you’re feeling insecure about something, fix it. For example, if you feel that you are overweight, go lose that weight IN A HEALTHY WAY. If you feel that your skin is ugly, or is too rough, or you have a lot of acne, do a skin care routine, and this goes back to the daily habits.
    7.) have a growth mindset.
    What this means is, you may say, “I should give up I am not good at this.” That is considered a fixed mindset. to change this into a growth mindset, instead of saying that, say, “How can I improve or do better?” This gives you room to improve, but with the fixed mindset, you only allow yourself to go to a certain extent before giving up. there are a lot of examples on Google you can look up. Just look up, “fixed to growth mindset examples.”
    8.) reaching your goals, puts a limit on your happiness.
    What I mean by this is when you were on the other side of your goal, you may think, “if I could just reach that way I’d be happy,” “if I could just make enough money to buy this thing, I’d be happy.” There is nothing wrong with these goals, but you are putting happiness off until you achieve goal. You make happiness something that only the future version of yourself can enjoy.
    9.) split your bigger goals into smaller goals.
    If you have a big goal of losing 100 pounds, split that goal into losing 5 pounds in *this amount of time.*
    10.) change your beliefs about yourself.
    This may be confusing, but let me explain. The way you see yourself will determine your results because who you are is rooted in what you believe. The idea is that if you believe in something, you are going to live it out. For example, if two people have decided to quit eating junk food and they are invited out to their favorite fast food restaurant, one of them responds, “thanks for the offer, but I’m trying to stop eating junk food at the moment.” You can admire what the person is trying to achieve, but when you scratch the surface of their statement, what they are really saying is that they don’t see themselves as a healthy person yet because they are trying to stop eating junk food. On the other hand, the second person states in their response to the fast food invitation, “thank you for the offer, but I don’t eat junk food.” This statement is a lot more convincing, because they have totally detached themselves from the bad habit of eating junk food. In other words, they’ve made the decision to change who they are.
    Bonus
    11.) urge surfing.
    Anytime, you feel an urge to do something you know is not going to benefit you, follow these steps.
    * pay attention to where the urge is coming from in your body.
    * Once you have located where the urges coming from focus all of your attention on the area and observe this sensations you are experiencing.
    * Spent two minutes focusing on your breath.
    * Imagine that every sensation in her you are feeling is a wave. As the urge, intensifies and subsides look at it as a wave rising, and falling.
    * As the urge, settles down, pay attention to the changes you are feeling
    If you read all of that, then, congratulations. But I have one more thing to say. No matter who you are no matter how successful you are, you will still feel emotions and you will still feel sad, happy, angry, guilty, etc. What I am trying to say is that, life is full of ups and downs. It doesn’t matter how many ups and downs you have, what truly matters is, how you react in those ups and downs. I know I don’t know your current situation, but I can say this, I am proud of you for making it this far. I’m sorry if you don’t get that a lot but I am truly proud of you. I heard this saying, and it goes like, “you will never meet a bully doing better than you.” To end this off, I want to say, I hope you get better. It’s okay if you don’t take this advice, but, I highly encourage it. This is what has helped me through depression and my anxiety. This took hours to write, and to be honest I don’t care how long it would take to write. As long as it helps at least one person out, the time it took to write this was well worth it. Lastly, The fact that you're still breathing and still here is a miracle. Through every bad time, every breakdown, every anxiety attack, every episode, you're still here. And I know I can't even start to understand how hard it really was, but you're here and you owe yourself a smile for that. You have only meet an insignificant portion of people that you share this planet with. It's crazy that you can go a whole life, only meeting less than 1% of the population. In that same way, there's so much more to this planet than you've experienced yet. And in that unknown are amazing people, so don't give up on it yet. There are good people, there are good places out there, and as you get older and experience more of life you'll see this. Be grateful of what you can and be cautious of those you surround yourself with and continue to prosiest.
    Life is so weird and annoying and irritating because no one has the answer to why we are here. We don't have a purpose inherently put upon us so we create that purpose. Find that purpose and wake up each morning motivated to do something. Whether it's creating art, working out, or just making people smile. Purpose is what keeps us going at the end of the day, but you have so much time. Hang in there and you got this.

  • @randomgirl8398
    @randomgirl8398 4 місяці тому +2

    Im so sorry, no one should ever have to go through that :(
    I love you and I'm here for you if you need to vent
    Stay safe hun ❤️

  • @thatonedude66
    @thatonedude66 5 місяців тому +1

    .....WHAT THE HECK HOWWWW???? Like the only childhood trauma i got was my neighbour trying to hurt me for no reason and you literally got abused, stalked, had depression, etc at a young age, tbh, now iam actually proud nothing worser happened to me

  • @AmoralAngel
    @AmoralAngel Рік тому +3

    Get well soon

  • @Blueberriest4r
    @Blueberriest4r 24 дні тому +1

    This is the exact reason I hate bathrooms with windows...im very srry about ur experience btw

  • @idk_maybe_Dazai
    @idk_maybe_Dazai Рік тому +5

    what is the name of the song in the background ?

    • @lovinqmaemii
      @lovinqmaemii 3 місяці тому +3

      Song is stop nagging me by akira neru

    • @idk_maybe_Dazai
      @idk_maybe_Dazai 3 місяці тому

      @@lovinqmaemii FINALLY!! Thanks

  • @Livyyyyyyyy
    @Livyyyyyyyy Рік тому +5

    Girly I’m sorry but I gotta know the song 😭
    Also, feel better it’s not okay what these people have done to you. Love yourself no matter what

    • @Man-mc4tj
      @Man-mc4tj Рік тому +4

      @Slay the song name is " Stop nagging me - Akira Neru "

    • @lovinqmaemii
      @lovinqmaemii Місяць тому

      @@Man-mc4tjthanks

  • @Yummyyy12
    @Yummyyy12 Місяць тому +1

    Nooo, I feel so bad :(
    I’m literally crying because Ho awful this world is…

  • @TheOneAndOnlyLovelyAce
    @TheOneAndOnlyLovelyAce 5 місяців тому +2

    I’m sorry if you had to go through all of this… but you’re amazing no matter what!

  • @floorroelandt6029
    @floorroelandt6029 Рік тому +3

    I honestly feel so bad, especially at those ages I'm so sorry that all happened to you! :( At those ages you're supposed to have fun and not go through those awful things.
    Besides the video though, does anyone know the song/sound name? Ty

  • @meekoonpawz
    @meekoonpawz 24 дні тому +4

    If anyone needs to hear this.
    Your enough
    Your enough
    Your enough
    Your enough
    Your enough
    Your enough
    Your enough
    Your enough
    Your enough
    Your enough
    Your enough
    I promise,
    Your enough.☺️

  • @DemonPoet
    @DemonPoet 3 місяці тому +1

    My friends say, ‘I have trauma, my dad yells at me!’ or other things, but have you ever been told to kill yourself? Been told that you’re not good enough? Been forced to eat because you’re too bony and light? Been looked at by an older man and flirted to by one? Your parent yelling at you isn’t trauma, it’s discipline, and it’s completely normal and actually quite common when someone is a child.

  • @Mare_Is_Err
    @Mare_Is_Err 29 днів тому +1

    I’m so sorry for whatever happened you didn’t deserve it even if they say some excuses like “You asked for it” no you didn’t especially not under 10 it’s not your fault whatsoever I hope you’re getting help and you’re happy❤
    I have a problem like this too. My moms boyfriend calls me “baby/babe” and makes jokes like “You should love me so much” I would “love” him like a stepdad but he’s toxic and abusive to all of us so I don’t whatsoever and he’s so creepy. My mom knows and tells him to stop or she’s stabbing him and makes sure he stays away from me just in case it’s not a so called joke.

    • @Mare_Is_Err
      @Mare_Is_Err 29 днів тому

      And my mom was actually s* abused so she knows the cues it might happen (if her bf tries) and how it feels so she makes sure I don’t get hurt. Her boyfriend is also a little crazy/insane.

  • @Bald_miku
    @Bald_miku 6 місяців тому +1

    Lol i got depression when i was seven cause my parents hit me and made me believe everything i did EVEN EXISTING was horrible and was my fault

  • @Purpink-qr6bi
    @Purpink-qr6bi Місяць тому +1

    20 reasons you should stay alive
    1. You will miss your friends and family and other loved ones
    2. Your perfect the way you are
    3. Don’t blame yourself for things others say or do
    4. If you have it hard there is always someone to talk to ❤
    5. Your family will be in grief if you die
    6. Nothing is wrong with you
    7. If you $H it’s ok I get it, just please try and stop ❤️
    8. Make vents some people can comfort you on the comments
    9. Everything will get better I promise ❤️❤️
    10. You inspire me
    11. I will be your friend
    12. You’re the best
    13. It would make everyone who cares about you sad
    14. Think about the good side of life
    15. You don’t always have to be the best
    16. Your neck isn’t a coat don’t hang it
    17. Your skin isn’t paper don’t cut it
    18. You aren’t bad because of what others say
    19. Don’t listen to those who say rude stuff about you there just jealous
    20. YOU ARE PERFECT ❤❤❤
    PLEASE STAY ALIVE ❤

  • @Plxantsfxrlife_
    @Plxantsfxrlife_ 4 місяці тому +1

    You got stalked IN THE SHOWER. AT 11?! omg 😰 that must’ve been so traumatic 😢I’m so sorry you had to go thru that I hope ur doing better ❤ and I know I’m late but yeah we’re not talking about that k?

  • @Samiithe_demon
    @Samiithe_demon 4 місяці тому +1

    I can relate but not the last point

  • @MioIrene
    @MioIrene 3 місяці тому +1

    I hope you recover from the mean stuff people say, and feel all the rest and love you need.
    I also felt this, i always collapsed and hyperventilated from all my trauma. But idrc, whats important other people gets love, *sends virtual hugs* we may be random strangers on the internet, but us soft hearted people will comfort you all the way. we have feelings too, its ok. i hope your ok. stay safe 😢

  • @AdorxLuvxxo
    @AdorxLuvxxo 5 місяців тому +1

    it’s easy to die. you can choose to live or die. people say they want to die or suicide, but again they don’t. it’s not fun, or games, to joke with suicide or self-harm. and even abuse. it’s not funny when people say they are going to kill their selfs. it’s not fun to their parents, to their friends, or their love. Here is a daily reminder, if you think nobody cares about you, not true! there is always a person who loves you. you js have to pay attention to the little details and hints of their love. Be safe. Love yourself. Don’t harm yourself. Much Love. 💕

  • @cirlcurl-of-friends_aec
    @cirlcurl-of-friends_aec 6 місяців тому +1

    oh no! i srsly hope you're okay
    sometimes at night i get the feeling i'm being watched even though i'm not
    but that is just a minor inconvenience in the face of this.
    you didn't deserve that especially when you were that age.
    and i'll be sending good vibes your way!
    ❤🎉

  • @Beniesmeanslife
    @Beniesmeanslife Місяць тому +1

    It sound really rough your experience I can never, keep going you warrior I’m so sorry you had to go through this

  • @Sparklyishere
    @Sparklyishere 5 місяців тому +1

    My parents got a div, and ever since then I had this depression feeling ( I could only understand what it was when I was 8 ) and I refused to eat, or rather my body refused to eat even if I wanted it to but when I tried telling my mom ( I live with her ) she would always turn it into a lecture and make me cry . I even thought about murder of myself to end it .

  • @sharky9966
    @sharky9966 5 місяців тому +1

    I’m so sry u had to go through that. That’s absolutely disgusting and I hope ‘he’ goes to prison or smth worse like that, I’m so sry

  • @itsReality0624
    @itsReality0624 6 місяців тому +1

    I am so sorry that happened to you, all of those things are horrible. I hope “him” won’t EVER LAY A FINGER ON YOU! Please take care, hope you’re happy and healthy.❤ a lot of people are disgusting! I hate the bad thing other people do to others! I hope you have recovered!❤❤❤❤❤❤ I hope you guys know that God loves you, and he will always protect, but remember he’s never early, but never late❤ if it makes you feel any better, I was also emotionally abused for a while. I am still a kid though. 10 years old❤ I hope everyone is doing good and is on there feet😊❤

  • @Ilove_her.more._thanhim
    @Ilove_her.more._thanhim 5 місяців тому +1

    "him" Is the one that made me uncomfortable, Several reason
    I hope you feel better soon, And others, Like the person reading this

    • @pipiaoffical
      @pipiaoffical 3 місяці тому

      this is because females play victim but Andrew Tate is sigma and knows the truth

  • @Truck-kun-x7
    @Truck-kun-x7 3 місяці тому +1

    Avoid alcohol and other drugs
    Eat healthy
    Get adequate sleep
    Challenge negative thoughts
    Create a routine
    Do something creative?
    Exercise
    Mental health apps
    Do something new?
    Express Yourself
    Listen to music
    Set goals
    Spend time in nature
    Take care of yourself
    Try to do some physical activity
    All of those will help treat it, I’d suggest also adding in a dietary supplement, including omega-3s, vitamin D, rhodiola, B12, and saffron as all of those are natural anti-depressants.
    And remember “You are not your past. You are the warrior that rose above it to become the example of someone who didn’t just survive, but thrived in creating the most beautiful last chapter of their life. ”
    “You (might) have been criticizing yourself for years, and it hasn’t worked. Try approving of yourself and see what happens.”

  • @kaysrandomchannel4618
    @kaysrandomchannel4618 4 місяці тому +1

    Damn, hope you're okay now.

  • @h3ll0k1ttylxvr
    @h3ll0k1ttylxvr 9 місяців тому +2

    I’m so sorry.. ❤

  • @mxyaa.plays.roblox
    @mxyaa.plays.roblox 7 місяців тому +1

    Spreading this message for people who don't feel well, pls read
    It’s been hard for you, I know, and it makes me sad that you don’t see yourself in the way I see you. Sometimes they are things in life that cause us to lose ourselves, and the way you have is so unimaginable painful. I miss your smile, the way your eyes light up the whole room just by the sound of your laughter. I miss the way you accepted the way you look in the mirror without cursing yourself out about how ugly you look. I miss the way you didn’t think of yourself as a failure because everyone makes mistakes, we all have flaws and we all aren’t perfect. It’s painful to see that no one around you seems to see the pain through your eyes, but,
    I do, I see how heavy your heart is and how comforting the sadness for you might be, how afraid your heart is of happiness because it disappears in the end, right? You don’t know how much impact you have in this world and it’s sad to see that your demons fight against you and want to take over you. Because you do make a change, it’s something so simple and little that brightens up someone’s whole world, it can be a small smile from your lips, the way you look at things you’re passionate about, the way you make yourself eat even though it’s been hard for you lately, the way you zoom out and go in your own world, you brighten up my world by reading this, it means a lot to me that you’re here, existing, but I don’t want you to just exist, you deserve to feel alive. You deserve to get up in the morning and feel good about yourself. You deserve to feel something- to feel every damn second alive in this lifetime. It’s heartbreaking that you think you’re not capable of being loved because you are, I love you through all my words and I hope you let it happen in your heart. Love is scary, I know, maybe your heart had been broken once and since then you wanted to be rather numb than feel ever again, it hurts me how you punish yourself, does it not deserve love? Because YOU DO deserve love, please forgive yourself, it’s not your fault that the demons want to take over your beautiful heart. You’re not a bad person for distancing yourself from others, but you deserve someone to talk to, you deserve someone to listen. I am listening, you can tell me what’s wrong. It’s everything, isn’t it? There’s something pulling your heartstrings on the ground and no one seems to understand how misunderstood you feel, it’s heartbreaking to know that I am behind the screen and can’t give you a hug, that’s why I will give you a big warm virtual hug and send you lots of love :). You matter. You are worthy. You are loved. You deserve good things. You deserve someone to listen. You deserve to eat and drink. You deserve to feel good and alive. You deserve to smile. You deserve a hug. You deserve to be all the things you want to be because you deserve to have and feel good things happening to you and have a fulfilled life. I know I might not know you personally but I care about you so much, I write this because I want you to stay here with me, I want you to hold on a little longer because you matter so much to me, because I will not let you give up on yourself. I want you to see that you should not give up on yourself because you DESERVE GOOD THINGS. I want you to look back on the time when you were a kid, you didn’t give up when you tried to swim for the first time, you didn’t give up when you tried to walk for the first time and fell, you never gave up on yourself, you always kept on pushing forwards, so why can’t you now? I know it’s tiring, your mentally tired, but don't your younger self deserve good things? look back at your eyes that used to be full of hope, look back on those dreams. Don’t let yourself fall, you deserve better. We will both fight, I will fight for you. I won’t let those demons get to you. You can hold on to me, I won’t let you down :). Whenever you feel lonely, then look at the sky, I always look at it and think about you. Yes, you, because it makes me happy that there’s someone looking right back, maybe we can’t see each other but I can feel your presence here with me and that’s enough for me because I am glad your heart is beating and you’re still fighting. You’re so much stronger thank you think, you didn’t leave your spot on this earth even if you wanted to, you belong here, even though it doesn’t feel like it when you don’t feel like belonging then build your own home here, put all your love in it and dreams. Think of you as a star when you feel alone, you shine because your heart is good, no matter what mistake you made, no matter about the past you had, you’re one of the stars that shine bright in the universe because you’re heart is beautiful, that’s why the demons in your mind want to have it. As one of the stars you see other stars, maybe they have felt the same way as you do at some point in their life, but they lighten up the universe with each other’s presence. You’re a star for me, maybe you don’t see it yourself but I can see it, you’re beautiful from inside and out, your body is beautiful the way it is. You make me happy by reading this, you make me feel something by your presence, and when you can make me feel that way then you also make other people feel that way about you too. I hope you stay for yourself and don’t let your story get written by others but by yourself, it’s your story, not theirs. As you can see, I say a lot of “I hope” because I have hope for you even if you don’t have it for yourself, I see hope in you even though you might want to give up. That’s why I hope you won’t see the world in darkness and will see it colorful again, I hope I will give you a glimpse of hope and make the world you see a bit colorful for today. My favorite color is yellow, and I hope the next time you see the color yellow you will think about my words. If someone left you then don’t blame yourself, don’t think you weren’t enough, don’t lower yourself for someone who couldn’t see the awesomeness in you. If you lost someone I am so sorry for your loss, they want you happy, I hope you don’t feel guilty or regret because you were there, you spend enough time with them, they want you to be happy. They are in a good and safe place now. If someone broke your heart then I am so sorry that they couldn’t see the way you look so beautiful because of the heart you have. Anyone who gets to be with you doesn’t know how fucking lucky he/ she/ they are :). If you aren’t accepted at home or in general then I am so sorry that you have to deal with someone/ something you shouldn’t be ashamed of, I accept you and support you, I accept you as a human being no matter what race, religion, nationality, skin color, or sexuality you have. You’re safe here with me :). You’re not useless, you’re not a burden to anyone. You’re not a problem, you’re human and your feelings are valid. You’re not being dramatic. Please don’t starve yourself, you deserve food and to drink, I know it’s hard. It hurts to see that you’re in so much pain :( you deserve so much man, don’t let your emotions control you. Don’t let them get the best of you. I am sorry no one is noticing, I wish /hope I could take your pain away for today or even for a moment while you’re reading this. If no one told you, I am so proud of you, you’re reading this and it’s enough for me to be proud of you because you’re here and that’s all that matters to me. If it’s the night for you, go to sleep, I know it’s hard to fall asleep right now but you deserve a good sleep. If you have nightmares, please, don’t let them fight you. If it’s the day for you, don’t start it with such sad music, I know it’s impossible to have a good day with such a mindset but take baby steps, start by drinking two cups of water every day in the morning, and so on. You will start building little healthy habits. If it’s the evening for you, you’re probably overwhelmed and stressed, I want you to know it’s okay to feel the way you feel. You don’t need to be scared, of course, you’re overwhelmed or stressed, I mean who wouldn’t? But it’s important to know that when you feel that way you should do a little self-care, such as taking a bath for example? You deserve to feel at ease and relaxed. And if you are somewhere in between I hope you know that you’re so strong for breathing despite the pain, I know you will make it :) I believe in you. All I want for you is to stay here, I really mean all my words, even if there is a lot of unsaid things I want to tell u and my text is getting longer and longer, I want you here. I hope one day your smile will become a genuine one where you don’t need to fake it anymore because I can’t say this enough, you deserve a good smile and to feel alive. You’re worth more than every fucking cent in this world. You can let go for today, I got you, you can cry your heart out as much as you want, but don’t let it tear you down and let your emotions control you by giving up. Crying is not a weakness. If you still feel alone I dedicate you to a song as your friend. “Dusk till Dawn- Zayn feat. Sia (I prefer the slow version)” I hope you can think of me and will remind yourself of my words, I will for sure think of you. In case no one told you and you’re unsure yourself, you’re a good person and I am so happy you’re here. I hope this is enough to stay today, tomorrow will be a new day, a new start, let go now. Enough with beating yourself up for today, okay? Life for those who couldn’t smile for those who forgot what a genuine smile is, love like there’s no other, hug-like it's your last one. If you read all of it, until tomorrow my friend :) have a good day and a great year.

    • @klawa____
      @klawa____ 6 місяців тому +1

      blud cured my depression and thought I wouldn't realise ‼️

    • @mxyaa.plays.roblox
      @mxyaa.plays.roblox 6 місяців тому +1

      @@klawa____ glad i could help :)

  • @your_l0cal-OdetariFan5678
    @your_l0cal-OdetariFan5678 8 місяців тому +1

    I'm depressed and has Autism😢

  • @user-xi7rm8xq9i
    @user-xi7rm8xq9i 8 місяців тому +1

    bruh this actually matches me

  • @emmalineanderson563
    @emmalineanderson563 3 місяці тому +1

    1.your pupils are beautiful
    2. your eyelids are beautiful
    3. your eyelashes are beautiful
    4. your dark circles are beautiful
    5. your forehead is beautiful
    6. your bridge of your nose is beautiful
    7.your nostrils are beautiful
    8. your ears are beautiful
    9.your lips are beautiful
    10. your chin is beautiful
    11.your neck is beautiful
    12. your shoulders are beautiful
    13. your arms are beautiful
    14. your wrists are beautiful
    15. your palms are beautiful
    16. your fingers are beautiful
    17. your fingertips are beautiful
    18. your armpits are beautiful
    19. your chest is beautiful
    20. your stomach is beautiful
    21. your hips are beautiful
    22. your thighs are beautiful
    23. your calf’s are beautiful
    24. your ankles are beautiful
    25. your feet are beautiful
    26. your toes are beautiful
    27. your body is beautiful
    28.you are beautiful
    29. you are kind
    30. you are smart
    31. you are brave
    32. you are enough
    33. you are loved
    34. you are great
    35. you are appreciated
    36. you are amazing
    37. you are cool
    38. you are courageous
    39. you are full of joy
    40.you are full of happiness
    41. you are full of hope
    42. you are full of focus
    43. you are full of passion
    44. you are funny
    45. you are successful
    46. you are confident
    47. you are strong
    48. you are calm
    49. you are collected
    50. you are happy
    51. you are healthy
    52. you are motivated
    53. you can do anything
    54. you can do hard things
    55. you are unstoppable
    56. you are active
    57. you are friendly
    58. you are patient
    59. you are peaceful
    60. you are loyal
    61. you are mindful
    62. you are noble
    63. you are glorious
    64. you are intelligent
    65. you are perfect
    66. you are persistent
    67. you are empowering
    68. you are inspiring
    69. you are a blessing
    70. you are uplifting
    71. you are unique
    72. you are supported
    73. you are true
    74. you are free
    75. you are the vest
    76. you are safe
    77. you are a genius
    78. you are bright
    79. you are wealthy
    80. you are growing
    81. you are lovable
    82. you are appreciated
    83. you are renewed
    84. you are sharp
    85. you are invigorated
    86. you are good
    87. you are known
    88. you are charming
    89. you are fresh
    90. you are sweet
    91. you are magical
    92. You are magnificent
    93. You are precious
    94. You are tough
    95. You are you
    96. You are hopeful
    97. You have goals
    98. You are optimistic
    99. You are a child of earth
    100. You can
    Everyone’s body is beautiful in its own way

  • @LuxiLunar
    @LuxiLunar 10 днів тому +1

    I wish the world was kinder to you, you deserve people who actually love you and not backstab you after getting what they want and break you apart. You deserve all the love in this world and to have someone who's by your side daily, who makes your day fill up with joy and light it with happiness and laughter, no matter how shitty it was, no matter how depressed you feel. You deserve someone who actually cares about your feelings and shows all their affection, attention, love, care to you and would never give up on you, no matter how much happens. You deserve someone who appreciates the way you are and not hate you for what you are, or what you we're. And I'm here, my love. I'm gonna give you all that. I'm gonna show you the true importance of your soul and heart, the true value of yourself and that your tears are too precious to be wasted on other people. You have all the future ahead of you and I will make it the most astonishing future I can, I understand what you are going through, unlike other people, and I wanna show you that you are way more important that you think. I wanna make you laugh, fill your day with joy and lighten it with happiness and light, show how pretty and fantastic you look, how much I love you and care about you. Your heart is too soft and precious to be broken and hurt, even a small bit, your soul is too strong to hold it all and you shouldn't put pressure on yourself at all, you should not care about the people around you, they are just jealous of your beauty and the fact you have found people you would never leave and actually somehow get your life along.

  • @Slayablegirl
    @Slayablegirl 4 місяці тому +2

    Tip . Do not trust the internet..
    and.. try to avoid creepy comments.
    And.. and try to avoid mean community.
    And try to stay healthy and safe.❤️

  • @Jet-Pink_Gacha
    @Jet-Pink_Gacha 6 днів тому

    Im so sorry about everything thats happened to you:(

  • @LittleWitches
    @LittleWitches 10 днів тому

    Tbh no one is too young. I’m so sorry this happened! I hope you can heal, and I wish you the best

  • @Wanderermylifeandmylovee
    @Wanderermylifeandmylovee 6 місяців тому +1

    Oh no! I am so sorry for you my dear..i hope you are better now ❤❤
    Me and you, weve dealt with similar things
    I was r@ped at 6
    Abused by my family at 7-8
    Depression 9_10
    Thrown out of the house at 10 also
    Asopted by better nicer family at 11
    Dealt with

  • @Kemmy_-
    @Kemmy_- 5 місяців тому +1

    People disgust me. Why do they do that? It’s fking CHILD ABUSE they should get arrested.. I hope ur okay now :)

  • @Leena_raju
    @Leena_raju 5 місяців тому +1

    I hope all of the people who made you feel that way is in jail

  • @-0bjectShowLover-
    @-0bjectShowLover- 5 місяців тому +1

    and yet your still going. still living life. that just shows how strong you are.

  • @Titania788
    @Titania788 Місяць тому +1

    BRO I NEED TO WATCH TWICE TO UNDERSTAND THE FIRST ONE😅😅
    but im really sorry for what happen to you...

  • @0__.Ghost_the_therian_.0
    @0__.Ghost_the_therian_.0 Місяць тому +1

    Same honestly. 7 years old, all the way to 10 years. 3 years of pure torture from this idiot I called my "best friend" And that torture consists of SA, deflection, making me mature faster than others, making me dirty, would tell me that he's not friends with me anymore If I would tell anyone what we were doing. I was 7. I didn't understand anything. ANYTHING! It hurts so much to know for 3 years I didn't say anything. I was so stupid to not realize what he was doing to hurt me. I was his little toy, a toy to play with, since he didn't care about my feelings. He would hit me if I didn't go by his plans of SA. I still hurt from this day. Thanks for hearing my vents. And I also want to say that you're enough. You're not alone in this horrible world

  • @user-bn8sp2ok7g
    @user-bn8sp2ok7g 7 місяців тому +1

    I’m sorry :( I had some rough patches in my childhood, mostly emotional abuse. They didn’t realize how much their words hurt…
    Apologies do nothing. If you break a plate and you say sorry to it, it’s not going to be repaired. Same with your heart.
    Stay positive :) there are still some good people out there

  • @Venti115
    @Venti115 9 місяців тому +1

    Oh damn that hurt- I feel you, I got anxiety, paranoid, and depression at 6 (at the same age)
    Edit: It was by my own mistake