I'm Back! PTSD | Autism | Streaming Schedule
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- Опубліковано 27 чер 2024
- Surprise, I'm back! Where have I been? Well, it's complicated. Been a wild 5 years, so let me fill you in. I've also decided to start streaming!
Stream Schedule;
Tuesdays & Saturdays - 10am AEST | 8pm EST | 9pm AST
Mondays & Fridays - 5pm PST
The first stream will be on the 24th of May, I hope you'll join me! Vote in the comment section which game you'd like me to stream first, the options are: Baldurs Gate 3, Hades II and Little Kitty Big City. Or let me know if you'd like to see a different game :)
0:00 A Ladylike Introduction
1:24 Stream Schedule
1:50 First Stream Date
2:29 Vote On First Stream Game
2:42 Traumatism
2:53 Autism
3:43 PTSD
Tags:
#autism #autism spectrum #autism in girls #autism spectrum disorder #autism in females #autism in women #autism symptoms #adult autism diagnosis #autism diagnosis #high masking autism #adult autism assessment #late diagnosed autism #late autism diagnosis #autism in adults #streaming #autism memes #coming out autism #ptsd #post traumatic stress disorder #complex post traumatic stress disorder #cptsd #stream schedule #streamer #girlgamer #lifestyle #chat #discord #funny #skit #baldursgate3 #hadesii #hades2 #littlekittybigcity - Ігри
Because Im a big BG3 fan and player you have popped up for me. Watching your reindroduction video to who you are really shows a wonderful example of bravery and honesty. I will try my best to watch. Good luck.
you channel just came up randomly for me... and just clicked on it with curiosity... but watching you in the game you were so funny and so quirky and so interesting you have me hooked. I just love the way you express yourself !!! It tickles my heart and my funny bone... I enjoy you Ashbee, keep your shows coming 😊
as far as dissociation goes... I had a very toxic and traumatic childhood and also ended up dissociated and traumatised. Years of therapy (of various kinds), meditation, yoga, and group work later, I feel I have come out the other side, and am more content and happy than I have ever been. it seems you are heading that way too.
Thank you so much! Your comment genuinely means so much to me. I’m having a bit of a rough night and you’ve really helped add some hope to it. I technically have CPTSD, so I completely understand where you’re coming from. I’m sorry your childhood was traumatic, I truly empathise and am so happy to hear you’re in a good place now. Thank you for sharing with me, I’m honoured 💛 I hope your journey continues to be full of happiness and contentment, you’ve inspired me.
Thank you for taking the time, and the courage, to share these important details about yourself.
*_Representation Matters!_* I just discovered your channel, but am very glad you have support.
👍❤️💪
Hey all! Let me know which game you'd like to see me stream first. Baldurs Gate 3, Hades II, Little Kitty Big City, or something of your choice 🥰 I'm still figuring out how to link Discord lol
The LISA Trilogy if it doesn't hit too close to home
Hades would be sweet
Glad to see you back! I'm thinking Little Kitty Big City would be fun to watch you play. After that, Hades II would be good.
I'll be honest and say that I do not care for the other one. The reasons are a bit of a list. If you wish, you can ask me about them. If not, that is fine too. I'll say it has nothing to do with the voice actors nor the studio. Those are my only hints.
BG3. Welcome the hell back, Kid. We've missed you.
Little Kitty Big City
I actually just found your channel today due to your BG3 video. I'm sorry to hear about your trauma, but I'm glad you're back. I enjoyed your BG3 video, and I look forward to watching the rest of your playthrough.
Hope you're doing ok. We are all here for when you are ready.
I've recently been enjoying your BG3 playthrough, and popped over to this intro video. Glad you're here, and glad your playing one of my favorite games right now! Also, as a dad of autistic kiddos, one thing I've come to realize is that getting an autism diagnosis does not at all change who you are. You are who you are and who you've always been. The diagnosis just gives you some answers! :)
Wooooo!! 🎉 Welcome back !
Thanks! Glad to be here 😊
Your channel popped up in my feed recently, I'm also autistic with a key special interest in story telling and world building so Bg3 has been feeding me well lately, and I saw your streaming vid and I enjoyed it. I'm sorry to hear about your troubles, but am glad that you're getting the help you need. Looking forward to seeing you in the future, stay well.
I’m new here, but glad you’re doing well. Whatever traumatic experience triggered your ptsd, i hope you’re doing better now. Also, glad you’re trying bg3. It’s super amazing, you’ll love it. 😬
BG3 is my favorite game, but deserves undivided attention from the player, so not sure it is a good candidate for streaming.
Ash!!!! You inspired me to make my own Skyrim Machinima series, and I am still continuously working on it because of your sweet and cute little story you started all those years ago. Whether you even consider going back to continue that. You inspired another creator to follow in that footsteps. I am so glad you're okay and happy
Welcome back, we of the Bees Knees have missed you!
I have no idea what game out of those 3 but I'll be there for the 1st stream
The sirens reaction in Clockwork was a pretty big hint towards the PTSD, very happy you're getting the support and help you needed
Good to have you back!
Aww thankyou so much! I’ve missed you guys too 🥰
I really appreciate that, I’ll keep my eyes peeled for you 😊
Damn good catch haha, and good memory! Yes I’m very lucky to have a great support network.
Forgot that i was subbed, great to see you back again ^_^
Yes it’s certainly been awhile haha, thanks for still sticking around 😊
Great to see that you have returned, welcome back!
Hi Ash! I just watched your first two BG3 videos, lots of fun! This video convinced me to subscribe to show my support for you. Looking forward to whatever comes next.
BG3 is the optimal choice, but 'Lil Kitty, big city' sounds so CUUUUTE & FUUUUUN!!!
Then again the dark demented game sounds totally cool!!! Why not all three!? 😅
I kno, not enuff time in the day. I would enjoy either of those. Bring-it-on, Aussie gurl!
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You’re right, why not all three! I’ll have to get through them all I think. BG3 and Lil Kitty seem to be the most popular choices so far, two vastly different games haha
I’m glad you’d enjoy both 🥰
Renew the Skyrim let’s play? Glad to see you back 😊
Where have you been? I'm going to watch your skyrim series again and show my sister how well made and hilarious it was. Thank you! :)
I literallyonlynowsawthisvideosooooo welcome back!
I bee leaf you be back! Been ages ma'am. Still subbed. Even thought of unsub. But bee leaf you'll return. Welcome backs!
And I made a few UA-cam vids too. Inspired by you. Not the greatest content. 😅
Thanks for sharing Ash and so glad you're okay xx Renee
Welcome back Queen Bee!
Remember to BEE positive.
Hello! Good to see you back! Stream stuff yay!!! BG3 would be great to see!!!
Hey hey! Thanks so much 😊 Sweet thanks for the vote, I’m loving BG3 so far. Have you played it?
@@AshbeeGaming I have spent far too much time in BG3. Like over 750 hours. 😂
Welcome back! 🎉
Loved you skyrim videos, welcome back
Welcome back!!🎉
Thankyou! 💛
Genuinely so happy to see you back, thought my eyes were playing tricks on me when i saw the notification haha welcome back, sorry to hear about everything that's happened over the past 5 years, I know it may not mean much but here if you need anything. :)
Thank you so much! It’s good to be back 🥰 No that means a lot, I really appreciate it. And of course vice versa
I think Little Kitty Big City(LKBG?) is better for streaming and BG3 to play at your own pace, but I will enjoy both either way.
As a first time viewer, I would like to see more of your BG3 game that you already started.
Saw your BG3 video (1st one of your videos ever seen), seemed interesting.. Subbed (I rarely do that based on one video (+this)) Seems it might be a fun playthrough and nice community to see grow. Lets see =)
And BG 3 gets my vote.
BG3 would be my personal choice. However, for streaming purposes BG3 may not be the best as there are quite a few points where editing may make a BG3 video flow better, so it may be better as an 'edited live stream' so that the end result is easier to watch (i.e. maybe record the 'live' stream and then release an edited version of the stream afterwards), but that may be too much work on top of actually doing the stream. Definitely make a recording of the stream though, as I never seem to be able to schedule my life well enough to watch an entire live-stream.
BG3 would be nice. I very much enjoyed your part1 playthrough. Thank you for your posts.
YO!!!!!! WELCOME BACK DUDE !!!!!!!!!!
Yoyo! Thanks so much!!! 🥰
Woohoo your back
Woo! 💛
New here so I don’t want to suggest a stream game. Just want to put Mass Effect on your radar for future potential vids. Really liked your BG3 ep1 😊
I really want to see Baldurs Gate 3. But Little Kitty Big City would also be a very acceptable choice and I would gladly watch that as well!
BG3 definately
To add onto the chaos that was your wholesome explanation, the 24th is the fri not the Saturday lol
Omfg I’m so bad at this 😭
@AshbeeGaming lol its ok, you've been gone a while and its been a lot in 5 years, its understandable you come back a little flustered, you've got this :)
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Take this award 🥇😊
thank you fellow BCC alumni @@AshbeeGaming
@TheBubbsy Matt! I suspected it was you haha 🤗
i assumed you had been detained in a north korean prison camp under suspicion of espionage.....
Sssh don’t tell the others 😉
So, for those that use 24h clock? Eastern europe time? (I have never understood pm/am.. past midnight? After midnight? Past midday, after middey? ..cannot remeber what am/pm is short of ever. =( or was it aftermorning/pastmorning and is it the same shortening in everywhere around the world even if using english, american english, astralian, scottish etc?) 🤔🤔
Ante-meridian ... Post - meridian ... meridian being mid-day.
Insert cute pig here
*inserts cute pig* 🐷
Don't worry every American claims to have ptsd 😂
Female therapist....big oof. The odds of a female therapist being helpful in any way shape or form, is damn near zero. They focus on "Lets find your happy place." Or "It's not your fault, it's always someone or something else's fault." They never want female clients to not take accountability, but if you're a guy client, firstly RUN! Secondly you get blamed for everything and this is your fault, you're wrong, you need to change, your feelings don't matter, blah blah blah lol. I've worked with a few psychologists and done interviews with them, even they don't want to talk about female co-workers cause they know if they speak up to the wrong person they get fired but the point is, the way female's minds work does not align well with therapy.
This doesnt help her. She cleary states she wants this place to be a safe place, and here you are attacking her therapist. If its helping her, it's fine.
@@billyray9925 I'm not interested in peoples frail unstable emotions. I side with truth, which is always cold, harsh and brutal. I thrive in truth, and have no interest in weak snowflakes.
@@ItApproaches Then I guess this isnt the place for you.
@@ItApproaches So you thrive in truth, huh? What are the facts then? Show me multiple studies done on this topic coming to the same conclusion. Oh, you can't? Cause there's no evidence to back up what you're saying? FYI: silly anecdotal "evidence" does not count as facts 😂🥱
@@ragnarok13579 Careful now, facts are not truths, facts are man made truths which are untruths that we have dictated to be believed to be truths. Truths are that which can't be simplified any further. There will never be any more or less truths at any point. They are absolute and humans have no effect on them, nor relevance. You are speaking on beliefs. People don't like having their beliefs f-ed with. Sorry bucko, I shatter beliefs. As truth always destroys belief.