😂🤣💚🩷 oh my goodness my love you just made me laugh so hard, no it's the worst place to do it at LMFAO it's not very intimidating 💀😂😘🩷💚 I love you so big sweetheart!!!!
yes! I do that too, I always cry when I'm angry and I hate it. Especially when I'm trying to show that I'm pissed off and I end up looking like I'm sad. lol it doesn't work!
Same, angry tears are the worst. Never been to jail, but some of the personalities you see in jail, you also see in bootcamp. I think boot helped me realize I never want to go to jail cause I know it's even worse. 😂 Plus living in the same room as 200 women was probably the worst time of my life.
Our justice system is not focusing on rehabilitation nor do they treat inmates as people. People make mistakes, hell we all do. Thanks for sharing your experience! You are such a wonderful person ❤
Omg your bunk mate being a ride or die over shampoo was kind of sweet. It's absolute bullsh*t that the conditions are so bad it forces people to act absolutely unhinged, but I'm glad you had somebody watching your back. The US prison/jail system is an absolute capitalist nightmare
🥹🫶🏼🩷💚 Hi my beautiful friends!!! I love you to absolute pieces, and also yes I am on the autism spectrum!!! I want to talk about it more but I'm always nervous and don't know what to say. 😂🫶🏼🩷💚 Definitely going to change that💯 Really happy you guys are in my life!!!🩷💚😘😘😘
I hate the TikTok’s that say ASD peeps love places like jail like yeah maybe the structure but seems like a total nightmare to me as an autistic ADHD person who was bullied horribly just in school, I can’t imagine having to deal with continuous confrontation and bullying as an adult. So sorry you had to deal with that!
😭🩷💚🫶🏼 That means the absolute world to me sugar pie, this time I'm going to keep them going so I don't forget what I've already told you😂🫶🏼😘🩷💚 Love you love you love you!!!!!!!
Wild how years ago I found your grinch tutorial and laughed until my stomach hurt. Now I feel like Im getting to know a really amazing friend 🧡. You're a beautiful soul and so grateful for finding your channel 🤩
Being home with Dan and your furry kids has to feel that much more perfect. Without adversity, how would you know how sweet life can really be? You're my madcap mix of Lucille Ball and Phyllis Diller (I'm Old lol). I've been watching your makeup characters for years, and this is where I come when I can't sleep or I'm sad. Thank you!!
If people like Brandi are going to prison, there is a problem. Our prisons are full to the point they are letting scary people go without serving their full sentences. This is not ok and something must change.
I have ASD as well and I'm so proud of you for sticking it through and changing so that you never have to go back! I couldn't imagine having essentially little to no control over myself im lucky and priveledged I haven't ended up in situations that get me in trouble, people make mistakes (some worse than others) and the discussion on this topic is healthy and good to see ❤
i used to cry PROFUSELY when i would get really mad. it would piss me off even more because it’s not because i’m sad, but because i’m angry as hell 😭😂 my heart goes out to you. i don’t know what i would do if i were you in that situation, but glad you’re back home ✨
What I hate about jails is they treat everyone the same. I understand that they don't know these things offhandedly and they most likely don't know who is a violent/deplorable offender or not, but a lot of them genuinely don't care whether you live or die even if the reason for you being in jail is something so small.
I love and miss you so much. Please tell us more about your experiences with ASD. So many people can relate to the nuances of being autistic and seeing you push through and succeed is inspiring.💕
Brandi, you can be so proud of yourself! I'm autistic too and I couldn't ever imagine myself having to be in jail, I'd be having meltdowns aaaall the time. Also, whenever I get angry or upset I cry too, a lot haha, I guess it's normal for someone being neurospicy
I can see her being bullied in jail, it’s sink or swim in there and ANY sign of kindness or weakness they will exploit it. You cannot be yourself in there
I did 5 days in my early 20s. One girl was uncomfortably clingy towards me and seemed a little crazy. Im glad i wasnt in there for weeks, im sure i would've ran into problems. Im also on the spectrum and know how to stand up for myself, but it's difficult and I can get intimidated easily. Jail sucks
@@kab9706 sorry to hear that, 5 days or 5 years jail sucks for any length of time. I did 2 months in a small town county jail and day one girls were being suspiciously nice to me like gave me shorts to wear, fed me their commissary food but then i got moved and my new cell mate laughed and said “‘they were getting you ready to owe them”. It made sense and i felt like i just dodged a missile. It’s survival, and you always have to keep an eye over your shoulder, and the guards are no help at all, they’re scared too lol one time while i was cleaning a cell this girl grabbed me and took my cleaning gloves in front of a guard and nothing happened. I learned a lot in there but i do not miss it at all
All I want to say is you’re a be soul, you’re understood more than you may think and I can relate to many things you’ve mentioned about your way of expressing emotions and empathy. 💚 always love you Brandi
Omg looooool they gave you a honeybun to try and help you feel better. That's so cute hehehe. Also congratulations on all those years of being cigarette and spirit freeee! ❤🧡💛💚💙💜
😂🤣🙏🏼 Definitely a life experience I could've went without LMFAO I love you more than I can put into words sweetheart, I am so happy you are in my life!!!🩷💚
You went to the same prison as my mama, I would go visit her when I was 16 and I remember it so vividly. I know the lighters you are talking about, the talks about all the pods...crazy.
Just got out of 90 days in Estrella. Watched multiple women OD, one women regularly poop in the shower, and so much stealing. I love you Brandi. Thank you for this.
my boyfriend's sister just went to jail because of some seriously unfortunate circumstances and this video made me the tiniest bit more hopeful, thank you for sharing your experiences they help more than you know
Brandi, that feeling in your chest was a side effect of the Buspar that some people experience and some people don’t. They’re called “body zaps,” or “brain zaps.” It goes away when you stop the medication but sometimes can take weeks. It’s not hurting you when it happens even though it’s scary, and nobody knows what it is, but anxiety and lack of sleep are suspected to be triggers of it.
Not to make this somewhat more traumatic for you but would love if you made a playlist for all your prison storytimes/episodes. Been watching the first few and wanted it in playlist form to just listen. Thanks for telling your story!
Ugh I feel like I would totally be like you. I would get taken advantage of in an instant just to avoid a physical fight or even being looked at in a mean way!
That’s how it was in juvy for me. I was using hand soap for my hair and boy I was ready to fight whenever the guards would check my hair with latex gloves. 🤦♀️
for anyone really frustrated by these stories i highly recommend reading 'the mars room' by rachel kushner!! we have to have to have to abolish prisons in this lifetime!
I do not work in the medical field anymore, but I'll say this. IGNORING CHEST PAIN IS ALMOST THE SAME AS WATCHING SOMEONE CHOKE TO DEATH. IT'S NOT FUNNY. PERIOD. What they did to you, if you were actually having a heart attack would have KILLED you. And I'm SOOO glad you are okay. But wherever you were staying should be reported for negligence and abuse. I love you Brandy and am glad you are okay. The "treatment" you got would have gotten many people fired at my ER job.
The moment I heard the girl say "I love you" and you saying back "I love you too"; I knew what the other girl's intent was. You're lucky you got moved to another pod, because the girl that said she loved you and then punched somebody for you, would've tried to collect on her "love" eventually. "Gay for the stay" is a thing
I think the most fucked up thing about the American justice system is that Even with all of this considered and how shitty jail is, people would still choose that over being homeless
Do not feel bad about having an anxiety attack. It is horrendous that the staff would not help you. You were in a very stressful situation, where emotions will obviously be heightened, and when we become overwhelmed emotionally, we begin to experience physical symptoms. This is not in your head, this is something that is actually happening to you. Your heart rate is elevated, you are sweating, you are having trouble breathing - you are in distress. There needs to be a level of care there. Further to that, your mental health is at least as important as your physical health. They are intrinsically linked, and we all deserve support and care for both. I am sorry for what you went through.
Omg why did someone do the same exact thing to me one of the times when I was in jail. I let them use my shampoo and they straight emptied more than half of it -.-“
Omg I just got out of Estrella literally yesterday lol 22 days with work release though. Sounds like the women are a lot more rowdy than the men, I actually made a few friends lol
I just love you so much! lol our personality is almost identical.. I love how honest and open you are and also.. how awesome you are!! lol just keep being you and doing what you’re doing! You’re entertaining, I feel like you’re so sweet, loving, and caring.. but you gotta step up when you gotta ya know? lol I just adore you! And I love the relationship between you and your husband! He gets you, just as mine gets me. I love it! Message me I can maybe help you stop smoking ;) I own a vape shop lol 😂
Brandi, I cry whenever I’m upset too. I can’t imagine doing that in jail!😂
😂🤣💚🩷 oh my goodness my love you just made me laugh so hard, no it's the worst place to do it at LMFAO it's not very intimidating 💀😂😘🩷💚 I love you so big sweetheart!!!!
yes! I do that too, I always cry when I'm angry and I hate it. Especially when I'm trying to show that I'm pissed off and I end up looking like I'm sad. lol it doesn't work!
@@BrandiTV aw you are awesome!♥️
Same, angry tears are the worst. Never been to jail, but some of the personalities you see in jail, you also see in bootcamp. I think boot helped me realize I never want to go to jail cause I know it's even worse. 😂 Plus living in the same room as 200 women was probably the worst time of my life.
@@EluvietteNikki and then being told “you’re making yourself a victim”.
Our justice system is not focusing on rehabilitation nor do they treat inmates as people. People make mistakes, hell we all do. Thanks for sharing your experience! You are such a wonderful person ❤
@@ToyasBaecan you shut up oml. Under every damn comment
Omg your bunk mate being a ride or die over shampoo was kind of sweet. It's absolute bullsh*t that the conditions are so bad it forces people to act absolutely unhinged, but I'm glad you had somebody watching your back. The US prison/jail system is an absolute capitalist nightmare
I love her 😂😂
People with ASD often bullied. Sorry you went through this queen
She has ASD?
@@Ninaagabiyes she does
@@Ninaagabi i’m 99% sure she uploaded a video confirming it a few years back
🥹🫶🏼🩷💚 Hi my beautiful friends!!! I love you to absolute pieces, and also yes I am on the autism spectrum!!! I want to talk about it more but I'm always nervous and don't know what to say. 😂🫶🏼🩷💚 Definitely going to change that💯 Really happy you guys are in my life!!!🩷💚😘😘😘
When you're the new girl in jail, ppl will always try to bully you.
I hate the TikTok’s that say ASD peeps love places like jail like yeah maybe the structure but seems like a total nightmare to me as an autistic ADHD person who was bullied horribly just in school, I can’t imagine having to deal with continuous confrontation and bullying as an adult. So sorry you had to deal with that!
I absolutely love prison story time please never stop
😭🩷💚🫶🏼 That means the absolute world to me sugar pie, this time I'm going to keep them going so I don't forget what I've already told you😂🫶🏼😘🩷💚 Love you love you love you!!!!!!!
Omg them saying you were having an anxiety attack and then HANDCUFFING YOU. Good grief the US prison/jail system is so broken
Congrats on 3.5 years w out drinking and 9 years w out smoking !
Congratulations!! 🎉
Good one you!
Keep going like that!
Wild how years ago I found your grinch tutorial and laughed until my stomach hurt. Now I feel like Im getting to know a really amazing friend 🧡. You're a beautiful soul and so grateful for finding your channel 🤩
The one where shes trying to do a snowman with the sticks and boxes. My stomach hurt from laughing so much. The grinch on was so funny too.
You're one of the kindest people in the world. It's really hard to picture you in prison. I'm so sorry that happened to you! ❤
Being home with Dan and your furry kids has to feel that much more perfect. Without adversity, how would you know how sweet life can really be? You're my madcap mix of Lucille Ball and Phyllis Diller (I'm Old lol). I've been watching your makeup characters for years, and this is where I come when I can't sleep or I'm sad. Thank you!!
I cry when I’m angry too Brandi!! Don’t feel bad. You definitely did not deserve to be there. Ur such a genuine person. ❤
So glad I’m not alone
Brandi your jail stories break my friggen heart 😞 you didn’t deserve at all! i love you 💚🤍 you’re my strongest warrior
If people like Brandi are going to prison, there is a problem. Our prisons are full to the point they are letting scary people go without serving their full sentences.
This is not ok and something must change.
I have ASD as well and I'm so proud of you for sticking it through and changing so that you never have to go back! I couldn't imagine having essentially little to no control over myself im lucky and priveledged I haven't ended up in situations that get me in trouble, people make mistakes (some worse than others) and the discussion on this topic is healthy and good to see ❤
“im in jail we’re all in jail why is everyone giving me a hard time” so true bestie
“Wow. That happened”
Super appreciate you sharing your experience. Thank you
I FOLDED LIKE A CHAIR 🤣🤣🤣🤣🤣
I've been waiting to hear more about your experience. Love you Bradi!
Sober accomplishments feel so good, keep it up! So proud of you! ❤
i used to cry PROFUSELY when i would get really mad. it would piss me off even more because it’s not because i’m sad, but because i’m angry as hell 😭😂 my heart goes out to you. i don’t know what i would do if i were you in that situation, but glad you’re back home ✨
What I hate about jails is they treat everyone the same. I understand that they don't know these things offhandedly and they most likely don't know who is a violent/deplorable offender or not, but a lot of them genuinely don't care whether you live or die even if the reason for you being in jail is something so small.
@@ToyasBae Obviously, sherlock. Try reading again, next time. jfc
@@ToyasBaeJail ≠ prison
Just saying.
I love and miss you so much. Please tell us more about your experiences with ASD. So many people can relate to the nuances of being autistic and seeing you push through and succeed is inspiring.💕
i swear whenever i have a manic depression episode i come here and don’t feel so lonely thank you for these videos girl x
Brandi, you can be so proud of yourself! I'm autistic too and I couldn't ever imagine myself having to be in jail, I'd be having meltdowns aaaall the time. Also, whenever I get angry or upset I cry too, a lot haha, I guess it's normal for someone being neurospicy
I can see her being bullied in jail, it’s sink or swim in there and ANY sign of kindness or weakness they will exploit it. You cannot be yourself in there
I did 5 days in my early 20s. One girl was uncomfortably clingy towards me and seemed a little crazy. Im glad i wasnt in there for weeks, im sure i would've ran into problems. Im also on the spectrum and know how to stand up for myself, but it's difficult and I can get intimidated easily. Jail sucks
@@kab9706 sorry to hear that, 5 days or 5 years jail sucks for any length of time. I did 2 months in a small town county jail and day one girls were being suspiciously nice to me like gave me shorts to wear, fed me their commissary food but then i got moved and my new cell mate laughed and said “‘they were getting you ready to owe them”. It made sense and i felt like i just dodged a missile. It’s survival, and you always have to keep an eye over your shoulder, and the guards are no help at all, they’re scared too lol one time while i was cleaning a cell this girl grabbed me and took my cleaning gloves in front of a guard and nothing happened. I learned a lot in there but i do not miss it at all
All I want to say is you’re a be soul, you’re understood more than you may think and I can relate to many things you’ve mentioned about your way of expressing emotions and empathy. 💚 always love you Brandi
Omg looooool they gave you a honeybun to try and help you feel better. That's so cute hehehe. Also congratulations on all those years of being cigarette and spirit freeee! ❤🧡💛💚💙💜
I really enjoy hearing something real. Thank you for sharing
Love your stories! Congrats on quitting the bad habits too
I AM SO EARLY TFFFFFF. CANT BELIEVE U WENT JAIL SIS
😂🤣🙏🏼 Definitely a life experience I could've went without LMFAO I love you more than I can put into words sweetheart, I am so happy you are in my life!!!🩷💚
@@BrandiTV I feel for you sister!! Can’t believe it! Love you heaps and heaps and will always support you from NZ, my little corner in the world. 🫶🏼
You went to the same prison as my mama, I would go visit her when I was 16 and I remember it so vividly. I know the lighters you are talking about, the talks about all the pods...crazy.
Always here as early as I can be, love you and your content always Brandi ❤️🫶🏽
2:25 ‘soccer punched’ 😂😂 💀
Man I hate thinking about you in jail poor thing
I would LOVE to see you recreate some of the food folks make with commisary items! Maybe a *special* episode of you eating all your creations?
omg yasssss this is such a good idea!!
@@alfiending thank you ❤️
She has older videos doing that as the character Brenda 😂 the videos are called, "Prison Cooking with Brenda"
@@bridgeotto3320 thank YOU!
😂😂😂.... "I could not wait to get some"... 😅
Just got out of 90 days in Estrella. Watched multiple women OD, one women regularly poop in the shower, and so much stealing. I love you Brandi. Thank you for this.
Gosh I do not miss those days!!! But look at us now! love you beautiful friend 💕
my boyfriend's sister just went to jail because of some seriously unfortunate circumstances and this video made me the tiniest bit more hopeful, thank you for sharing your experiences they help more than you know
I will always be so grateful for your hail stories. Thankyou bestie ❤
Sooooooo proud of you for quitting cigarettes and spirits!!! Love you Brandi 😘
I loveee your personality
I miss when you used to sing. You have such a beautiful voice!😊
I love you I’ve been watching for a very long time glad to see ur alright
Omg Brandi I love you so much. I love your stories & beautiful voice! ❤
Brandi, that feeling in your chest was a side effect of the Buspar that some people experience and some people don’t. They’re called “body zaps,” or “brain zaps.” It goes away when you stop the medication but sometimes can take weeks. It’s not hurting you when it happens even though it’s scary, and nobody knows what it is, but anxiety and lack of sleep are suspected to be triggers of it.
I was literally thinking about you when I got out of the shower, then checked my UA-cam and boom here you are. That’s so wild
I love this series so much!❤
Not to make this somewhat more traumatic for you but would love if you made a playlist for all your prison storytimes/episodes. Been watching the first few and wanted it in playlist form to just listen. Thanks for telling your story!
“I wish you poopy pants!” What a sweetheart. That’s the most hate she has in her heart 😅 Adorable
Brandi we love you so much ❤❤
I love you Brandiiii !!!!!
your videos make me really happy Brandi :) u are my internet friend. mucho amor desde Mexico
Omg. Jail stories! Yes! ❤
I must’ve missed a few chapters. When did you go to jail ?!! Why did you go ?! UM HELLO
Congrats on your quitting cigarettes and alcohol journey!!❤❤❤
I cry like a baby when I’m mad! It’s so annoying!!!! 😂
Ugh I feel like I would totally be like you. I would get taken advantage of in an instant just to avoid a physical fight or even being looked at in a mean way!
Love the jail stories. Sorry u went thru all that tho. I'm on buspar now 😅 🫶
You and Christina Randall are my favorite jail girlies!
OMG!!!! PREACH 😭❤️😂
That’s how it was in juvy for me. I was using hand soap for my hair and boy I was ready to fight whenever the guards would check my hair with latex gloves. 🤦♀️
for anyone really frustrated by these stories i highly recommend reading 'the mars room' by rachel kushner!! we have to have to have to abolish prisons in this lifetime!
"how did you not squish those?" 😂
I do not work in the medical field anymore, but I'll say this. IGNORING CHEST PAIN IS ALMOST THE SAME AS WATCHING SOMEONE CHOKE TO DEATH. IT'S NOT FUNNY. PERIOD. What they did to you, if you were actually having a heart attack would have KILLED you. And I'm SOOO glad you are okay. But wherever you were staying should be reported for negligence and abuse. I love you Brandy and am glad you are okay. The "treatment" you got would have gotten many people fired at my ER job.
Inmates are still human beings. They should be given the basic human necessities
Being locked up is punishment enough. They don't need to add punishment on top of punishment. Our system is effed.
Awh I know how it feels to cry when angry😢 I do it all the time literally I'll cry like I'm sad but I'm really just to frustrated and fed up it hurts
Great video! Can you do what on what the strip searches are like in jail and prison? Is it in groups or individual stalls?
brandiiiiii i love youuuuu ❤❤❤❤
The moment I heard the girl say "I love you" and you saying back "I love you too"; I knew what the other girl's intent was. You're lucky you got moved to another pod, because the girl that said she loved you and then punched somebody for you, would've tried to collect on her "love" eventually. "Gay for the stay" is a thing
I immediately knew the same thing when I heard it lol
'i wish you poopy pants' feels like the best way to solicit revenge
Omg this story is my worst nightmare, I am a small guy so prison freaks me out lol.
I think the most fucked up thing about the American justice system is that Even with all of this considered and how shitty jail is, people would still choose that over being homeless
My mom is in perryville. And they put her on so much medication and now she has kidney failure.
iTS 2:42 am, I'm watching this drunk after a night out. I'm happy, this is good :)
Do not feel bad about having an anxiety attack. It is horrendous that the staff would not help you. You were in a very stressful situation, where emotions will obviously be heightened, and when we become overwhelmed emotionally, we begin to experience physical symptoms. This is not in your head, this is something that is actually happening to you. Your heart rate is elevated, you are sweating, you are having trouble breathing - you are in distress. There needs to be a level of care there.
Further to that, your mental health is at least as important as your physical health. They are intrinsically linked, and we all deserve support and care for both.
I am sorry for what you went through.
I love that you are wearing orange to this video.😁
I also cry uncontrollably with strong emotions
Hahaha when she said i wish you poopy pants, i died 🤣
buspar gave me the worst panic attack of my life ironically
Omg why did someone do the same exact thing to me one of the times when I was in jail. I let them use my shampoo and they straight emptied more than half of it -.-“
OMG NOT THE BOOST BARS LMFAO I HAD THOSE IN THERE TOO 😂😂😂
I haven’t seen your videos in sooooo long what is even happening rn 😢
Girl same always been subscribe just I haven't smoked like used to young I was 17 lol so I always watched her videos super high😂😂
😮I can't believe you were in jail! We would have to stick together cause I'd be petrified. If I were in jail I know we'd be best buddies!❤😂❤
Poop smeared walls... omfg
I'm so fkin sorry you went through all that💔
We love you too. Have a great day and I'm off to the next video
Omg I just got out of Estrella literally yesterday lol 22 days with work release though. Sounds like the women are a lot more rowdy than the men, I actually made a few friends lol
When I get mad I cry too, it pisses me off soooo bad😅
"I wish you poopy pants" is gonna be used by me frequently from now on 😂
I haven’t seen ur face in a while I missed u
Why did you go to prison??? Like whatttt
I cry when I’m mad too 😭😭
I just love you so much! lol our personality is almost identical.. I love how honest and open you are and also.. how awesome you are!! lol just keep being you and doing what you’re doing! You’re entertaining, I feel like you’re so sweet, loving, and caring.. but you gotta step up when you gotta ya know? lol I just adore you! And I love the relationship between you and your husband! He gets you, just as mine gets me. I love it! Message me I can maybe help you stop smoking ;) I own a vape shop lol 😂
I cry when I’m mad too. I hate ittt 😭 and it’s been 2 years since I smoked a cigarette. 🎉
I’m so lost. Why was she jailed? How long ago? My UA-cam stopped notifying me and I’m not caught up
I think she was a dealer
Hey girly! Love you but havent watched in a whileeee...what ever happened to Marwan?
I wouldn’t of done anything if someone took my shampoo either 😂❤️
I love Brandy so much she sees an evil mean lady and says "I hope she's pooped her pants since"
I’ve been subscribed for a long time but haven’t watched in a while. Does anyone know why she went to prison?
Im gonna start wishing people poopy pants 😂😂
U remind me of the blonde girl from OITNB