I tried once ... I failed ... It was the best thing I failed at ... It does get better! Please please keep fighting whoever you are .. there is a light!!
That video was shot in Grand Rapids. The guy with the beard backstage and onstage is a DJ on my local radio station. He’s been a part of this community for decades. We almost lost him but he prevailed and is still on the air today. I am glad he is still here. He’s a good man.
I fight with the demon of depression constantly. Disturbed doing a song like this and people like you that help spread the message is really appreciated.
I've personally fought with suicide, I was one of the fortunate ones and was able to fight back. I'm still here and still fighting. Unfortunately, a few years ago I lost my cousin, who grew up next to me like a brother to an overdose, and the hardest thing I've ever had to do was be a pallbearer and carry his casket to his final resting place. Even to this day I still say "I wish I would have". It haunts me to this day and I wish I did more and maybe he would still be here. I miss you every day Adam. Don't ever stop fighting, don't ever give up. You're not alone. Be there, help each other. Don't say "I wish I would have".
This is why I love Disturbed so much, they actually take stances for things that matter, both to them and to others. They dont sit silently when they see a problem. Even if I didnt love their music I'd still respect the shit out of them.
I have been fighting depression since I was 10 years old. I'm 26 now. I grew up with a loving family but being forced to go to school where I was bullied, beaten, ridiculed, destroyed each and every day. Each day was a battle for survival. I kept it a secret from my family because I was ashamed. I grew up with no friends, no self esteem, no confidence, no belief that I was worth anything. At 10 years old I attempted to kill myself. I couldn't handle it. The bullying didn't stop through my teenage years. At 14 I attempted suicide again. I had no self worth. At 17, in my final year of high school. I said enough was enough and fought back. Years of hatred and despair came up and I ended up putting one of my bullies in hospital. It has been almost 10 years since then, I am still fighting, I have come a long way, but I still have a long way to go. There is always a reason to fight. There is a future waiting for you. It may be hard for many years to come, but it does get better, it may be slow. But I now believe that we can all get there together. Reach that point together where we can say I am okay.
@Johnnyoy I went through the same thing as you, I was bullied at school and it shattered my self-esteem, I always felt less that I was not as good as every one else, and I started to be afraid of living my life so I isolated myself, now I feeling better, my "demons" are still within me but I also have the love of a wonderful woman who loves me the way I am. I just want to tell you that you matter, and you are precious, you are an amazing person. Hugs!
Addiction and mental health are issues that NEED to be addressed ASAP ASAP publicly and my son Sean and I strongly agree that people NEED to stand up and be FUCKING HEARD!?!?
Thank you Travis and Suzie-Q for doing a reaction to this emotional and very important video. It has been almost a year since you uploaded this reaction video but I still wanted to add my own note anyway. Almost 10 years ago addiction and depression took everything from me including my marriage, my friends and my career. I am a survivor of a suicide attempt. I am so very happy that that attempt did fail and that I am here today to say that I am a survivor. After hitting rock bottom and bouncing on that rock bottom several times I met the love of my life and realized that I did have a reason to fight. With her encouragement, I entered a very intense year long residential addiction and depression recovery program. This program was just what I needed as I can happily say today with gratitude in my heart that I am about a month away from being 7 years sober, I am also about to celebrate my third wedding anniversary with that woman who would not give up on me and who convinced me to find help. Today, I am surrounded by a loving family and caring friends who lift me up each and every day making me happy to be alive and passionate about enjoying this new life.
Disturbed has been championing this cause hardcore for a good minute. So much respect for them and their music. Also, it's sad and ironic that it takes a band and reputation they have built called "disturbed" to take a stand and bring awareness, to point out a big way that helping each other is not normal in our society. Depression hit me out of nowhere and infectef the last 15 years of my life, time that no one can ever get back.
I spent 4 proud years in the Army and a year in Iraq. Everyday I have to fight and fight to keep my PTSD away and some days are better than others mentally. This is my first time saying this but I've wanted to take my life and came really close to doing so if it wasn't for my bestfriend/brother. Thank you guys for reacting to this beautiful song and God bless.
@Brent Maher this is terrible no likes or a thank you. Well let me be the first to do this. Thank you for your service sir and I hope your doing ok now sir. I wish you the best in your life and I know you can overcome this. Stay strong sir and thank you again for your service sir.
I've never heard this song before. Just over two years ago I was going through a really dark period and attempted to kill myself twice in a matter of a couple of months. No one knew that I'd tripped over that edge until I it was almost too late. After the first attempt, I was still conscious and I remember an inspiring police officer trying to convince me I had value while waiting for the paramedics. I have no recollection of the second attempt, but was hospitalized for three weeks. That period of my life is a blur, but I came out of it and thanks to a couple of very close friends I've not had any relapses. My employer was unbelievably supportive and my boss at the time has also become a close friend. Something we rarely talk about is the impact on those around us when we take desperate measures. About a year after i was released after the second attempt I had to call an ambulance for a different reason. One of the paramedics was on the crew that had responded a year earlier and remembered me. We'd never met since and, as I said, I had no recollection of the event. While talking to her it became clear how even strangers are concerned about our well-being and that our actions can have an impact on others. Thanks for this reaction. I've been following you since your first Nigthwish post and enjoy your company. You're good people.
Glad you still are here, i been thrue dark places but found the way out again. I have also found that watch wolf hunters reaction makes me smile. Keep on fighting my friend ❤
enigmaticottawa wow you’re story gave me chills. Thanks for sharing. I’m glad u came out out the other side! Keep it up! If those feelings come up again please reach out to people! I’d like to figure out how to do interviews with some of you guys from the channel when I get some time. Instead of being interviewed maybe we can hear some story’s or something.
Daniel Nystrom wow thank you for sharing! Gotta figure something things out even maybe sharing some of these great responses with screen shots or something if I can’t do interviews
I lost my mom wife a girlfriend and a son in-law between 2010 and 2015 and at that point put my life on the backburner to help raise my granddaughters. My daughter met her fiancée and they all moved 4000 miles away leaving me trying to figure out how to live my life again. A young lady I met thru my daughter 17 years ago came back into my life and we became best friends talking every day and doing stuff together every weekend. In Oct she took her own life at 34 years old. There were warning signs I missed and I've been in pain and struggling to keep going every day! So this song hits home and I appreciate your comments during the song!
😭🤧🤧🤧 I’m so thankful for our people who are famous and pack a serious influential punch with their reach and popularity. They do so much good with it. And now you’re part of that too Wolf HunterZ 👏☺️ Great job. Awesome reaction and message. There are only a few degrees of separation for all of mankind. We are all important to each other in familiar and unimaginable ways. Everyone’s unique existence sustains and comforts humanity. Like these inspirational people in the video, please find a way to stay with your people.
My son Sean has been clean since April 17th of this year and he supports bands like Disturbed, Five Finger Death Punch, Sixx AM , Skillet and other bands who have the BALLS to address this fucking killer known as the disease of addiction and mental illness.
💖💖💖💖💖💖💖💖 everything about this, I fight depression myself, been a solo mum with 2 amazing kids gets real freakn hard at times & have had thoughts of leaving 💔😥💔😥💔😥 one of my favorite songs ever,it's incredible,my next tat will be inspired by my kids & lyrics from this song 💖💖 ya from 🇳🇿🇳🇿
Due to my childhood trauma. I have been diagnosed with D.I.D and PTSD. 2yrs ago I was at my end tired of fighting. I had my playlist on and knife in hand. I put the knife to my wrist then this song came on. I dropped to my knees let the knife fall to the floor. So i owe this band my life. For me to be able to thank them in person would be my dream come true.
@TheWolfHunterz thank you so much for reacting to this video. I have delt with Bipolar Disorder since I was a kid. To hear the both of you say that you're willing to hear our stores in your comments really means a lot. Thank you Wolf Hunterz for caring. You guys are awesome! God bless you!
Love Disturbed, not only for their songs, but for what they do for people with problems.....they care! Btw, David has an unparalleled voice!! have never heard better!!
As a veteran who's survived suicide attempts and drug/alcohol addiction, this song is an emotional one. I've been sober for 6 years from drugs and am still battling alcoholism and depression.
David himself spoke recently about his own struggles of late and how he too had contemplated suicide... Grateful that he had the support to fight. I lost my daughter 9 yrs ago, the victim of a murder/suicide at the age of 17. It was an ex-boyfriend... That's a pain that doesn't go away. It's her strength that keeps me going... I also lost my paternal grandfather to suicide (WWII PTSD)
This songs hits so hard, I joined the Marine corps straight out of high school and screwed up while in and got kicked out I was ambushed by my family and made feel like I was worthless, I ended up addicted to methamphetamine and it took nearly 4 years for me to break the addiction, I'm clean today my life is not perfect but I'm trying to so damn hard to keep going, so yo anybody out there dealing with addiction or depression or any kind of mental ailment YOU ARE NOT ALONE, PEOPLE CARE, YOU HAVE A PURPOSE WHY ELSE WOUDL YOU STILL BE HERE, KEEP FIGHTING AND DONT EVER GIVE UP P.S. if anybody needs to talk I'm always here to talk much love to all of you our there
I survived a suicide attemp in 2005, in my late 30's. I used to think that depression was bullshit, or an excuse. but in my early 40's I finally realized that it is a real biological thing. Icould feel "The Darkness" coming for me, and it would get me. It would put me down for 2 or 3 days at a time. Many very bad thoughts entered my mind during those periods. If you have overwhelming thoughts, it may be depression. the first step is to acknoladge that it's real. Talk to your peeps about it. Im now 53 and have only 2 or 3 "Darkness" episodes in the last 10 years. Don't give up. Talk about it. Don't be ashamed. You are Loved.
I was a victim of bullying my entire childhood and teenage years, I nearly died from an attempt in my teens when I tried to overdose on sleep meds and my best friend my sister was at a party but I called her in tears ready to end it and she pulled me back, it’s so true that you can’t fight alone and you don’t need to no matter how much those demons want to isolate you they want you isolated so their voice is only heard but you’ve got SO SO many powerful voices of love around you, just reach out please ❤
Depression and suicides are part of my family's history. I needed a lot of therapy and focus to get out of the holes I found myself in on multiple points in my life. My depression is now under control as are my anxieties. In the last five years, I found out so much about me, my life and my past, that never got through to the forefront of my mind. Finally understanding all of that, regaining suppressed memories, getting to know myself in my mid thirties, has given me new options how to deal with life. ---triggerwarning--- I grew up in a cult and i did not fully recognize the damage that had done to me. Childhood indoctrination, an allknowing, allpowerful god watching your every moment and judging you, drove me into depression and anxiety as a preteen. The stress drove me into chronic illness, which raised the stresslevel further. 3 Months of Psychiatry at 15. Leaving home and cult at 21. Losing my father and contact to all of my family except my mother at 23. Every setback in my life spiraled into depression and different anxieties. Invites back into the cult, promising stability, were a regular punch in the guts for me. I'll never be free of what the cult did to my family and me. I never had an unconditional relationship with my parents. If I had said anything too controversial, my mother would have cut me off, too. It took nearly 20 years for her to accept, that i'm not an atheist because i'm rebellious, but because I actually read the bible and found it deeply disturbing and lacking morals. This constant background stress over 30 years drove me into loneliness and nearly into the grave. Heaven or Hell is not a choice, it's an ultimatum. If that's the "choice" your god gives you, he's a mobboss, not a loving father.
I lost my brother back in 2007 and fell in a deep depression and tried to fill the void with opana, pain pills, and heroin. I wanted to kill the pain but there was a problem, it didn’t work. I quit cold turkey, which is dangerous, but I did it and as of January 30th I was 10 years sober and honestly I feel so much better. None of you are alone, reach out to anyone, there are others like us. Keep fighting, you’re worth it.
Just wanted to say thank you for reacting to this video and bringing it to a wider audience. I can't remember a day in the past 25 years that the thought of just letting it all go hasn't crossed my mind. It's a daily struggle but it's a battle worth fighting.
Such a great and powerful song..touches so many ppl..David Draiman and Disturbed is so awesome..their cover of Simon & Garfunkel's Sound of Silence is just pure perfection..and what he said in this video is 100% true..while I was serving in the Army a person I knew took his own life without any warning(s)..it was devastating cuz we are ALL irreplaceable..great reaction Travis & Suzi Q very heartfelt..great words and support from great ppl
My nephew was a strong, proud Marine.He would never have admitted that he was struggling. Five years ago, the day after he came home from his 4th tour in the Middle East he shot himself. He was 25 years old. Every day I wish he could have gotten help for PTSD.
David Drainman is a beast , and the song a dagger to my heart ! Slashes me down ruthlessly ! Thank you guys ! I have my cousin addicted to narcotics , and the situation in his family is a real nightmare . His father is my Godfather ! He's my Godbrother ! I really want to help him but i don't know how ... The addiction is very deep and overthroughes me ! ... He was in prison a few times for multiple crimes , he 's uncontrollable ! ... What a reason to fight at the end! God ! Gimmie streangth ! Greetings from Greece guys ... always a fan ! Whatever don't kills you , makes you stronger !
2 weeks ago...I tried to end my life. I'm trying so hard to build myself up from that. I still feel empty. I'm getting there it's just difficult. I'm trying hard. So hard. I love that disturbed are there and y'all's encouraging words. Thank you.
I am grateful to have 16 years clean and sober... but just yesterday one of friends sister died from alcoholism too young... I worked in treatment... and have seen personally how many people are affected... this is equally opportunity destroyer... THANK YOU DISTURBED
I am nearly 22 years sober now.. But I was headed down a path of self destruction for many years! I put on a smiling face but no one saw my pain....as I was hiding it behind a smile....when I really wanted to cry out for help! Finding help a letting that person into your world is tough...but that is the way to escape and become the person you were meant to be! If I can do it, anyone can!
I’ve watched this multiple time because I struggle with depression and addiction.repost please I ask everyone who honestly reacts. This song has saved me
❤❤❤❤ Thank you for sharing this. I've loved this song, since the day I first heard it. I knew what it was about, but, I never really dug deep into my own feelings, when I listened to it. The first time I saw this particular video presentation of it, I watched it... over, and over, and over again. Bawling like a baby. I'm 55. When I was 13, I was a hyperactive, problem child. I was the typical rebellious teen, from 13 until well beyond my teens, into my 20s... but at age 13, during a heated argument with my mother, about something I can't even remember... and not knowing her long battle with depression...I watched her take a butcher knife and bring it up to her wrist. I don't know what happened, after that. My mind is still blank, from that moment through the next morning. She didn't do it. My sister told me our next door neighbor just happened to come to our back door, because our dog had gotten into his yard, barking like it had gone mad. She said he brought our dog back, and noticed, through the kitchen door's window, what she was doing. I was told that he rushed in and grabbed her from behind, forcing the knife to the floor. He just held her as she screamed and cried out. I don't know what I did or said. I just remember waking up the next morning, not wanting to ever see anyone, ever again. I just wanted to stay in my room... in my bed... forever. My dad checked her into a hospital, where she stayed for 3 months. I was old enough to know something was drastically wrong, but too young to understand. I will refrain from discussing my religious belief, on this issue. But, I WILL say, that it took more than doctors, hospitals and therapists, to get my family through the next few years, and up to this day.
Our "religious" beliefs are actually more important than anything that anyone can say or do to "help us". Our own spirit can testify Truth to us. I quit considering myself religious several years ago. It's a choice between "religion" and Relationship that counts. Sadly, I seldom see anyone even refer to their "religious" beliefs on social media. My beliefs have SURELY saved my life more than once! Stay safe and healthy -- physically AND mentally -- Danny. My prayers are FOR you, Friend. God bless......💖✝
It took a long time but finally subscribe. I am a recovering alcoholic that almost took my life. It gave me liver cirrhosis. I am a transplant Survivor and have been recovering for about a year almost. The first thing I saw on this channel was this song and you guys. Thank you for hearing my call. Carpe diem (Latin) seize the day.🌹🤘🕷
I served in the army not in the USA but in my homeland, I was in Afghanistan 3 times once in Iraq. I experienced and saw the deaths of friends of civilian children. I endured it hard, but everything was somehow overcome. During the last tour 2 years back, I befriended there with a little boy 6-8 years max. We played football together I gave him chocolate, such a pleasant change and a light of hope in that dark time. Then we went on patrol to the city, there were 8 of us with the team, I knew 3 boys from training and I experienced everything with him, I saw a boy with his mom about 150m in front of us waving to me from a distance we did not take it as a threat, mom she held his hand and also laughed as we reached 10m his mother decided to kill us with a suicide vest. The boy and the 3 boys tore it to pieces and nothing happened to me. Since then, I have problems sleeping with remorse and general depression, many times I have tried to end it somehow. In the end, my family and friends helped me because only after a year did I be able to tell anyone what happened. Hard times and there will be more ... I will never completely forget it ... this song and the reaction warmed me ... I apologize for bad English I'm from Europe. And I'm also sorry if my story bothered anyone. Have a nice day
I have suffered from depression for 23 of the 33 years of my life, I've fought it for so long, everyday I feel like killing myself, EVERY SINGLE DAY. Yet I am the Bruce banner of suicidal ideation, I am always wanting to die, but people like you two, David draiman, Mental Amanda, give me a Reason To Fight. You two are keeping me alive, reminding me of my true fate, my true destiny. You two are my reason to fight, don't ever fucking forget that
If you've not seen, one of Disturbeds older songs 'Inside the fire' was written about one of David (the singers) girlfriends who commited suicide. They make songs like this so powerful as he's witnessed it first hand.
Wow. Hit really close to home for me. My best friend I grew up, was like my brother, thought he wasn’t good enough for this world anymore, and rode his skateboard into an oncoming car and passed later from his injuries. He was so mutilated they had to cremate him. Ever since then I wish there was just something I could have said or done more for him. I miss my brother and my buddy for life! Thank you Disturbed, thank you Wolf Hunters for reacting to this!
I want to say that the fact that you would take the time to say the heartfelt comments in the beginning really means a lot. Thanks for showing that there are people who care and understand. My demons keep telling me that everyone would be better without me here ruining their lives. They keep pushing out the rage I have after serving in the Army, so my anger ends up directed at my family. It is hard to fight the urges to listen to give in knowing that the pain I cause them would end. I have been struggling with these demons for over 30 years and as sad as it is to say this, but fighting in a war was far easier then fighting these demons have been.
Hello guys, I love your reactions and your music! I am a navy vet and have battled my demons. I would love to see you react to five finger death punch, wrong side of heaven offical video! That video needs to be seen by everyone
iv battled depression alot of the years im not proud but iv wanted to end mylife cos of depressed and i was bullied, music has always and will be my weapon of choice to fight depression, iv told my best friends and theyve all helped me stay strong and helped me become stronger. iv talked with strangers who have struggled with depresseion or just been feeling low or unloved i tell them of my own battles and how i haventy will never give up nor should they so i shared music that helps me with them
I've been battling depression for the last 26 yrs it's hard but to anybody out there dealing with these demons just now there are people out there that love you and you leaving this world would destroy theirs as well so fight on it can be done I'm living proof
First of all congrats to Mark (I think that was his name) for requesting this video for your reaction. I request this song on all reaction channels on youtube that I subscribe to. This video is not watched enough. I actually went in the summer of 2019 to Disturbed,s concert in Romania and they did the same thing. They were spreading this message with their Evolution Tour. And all over the world the reaction is the same, the whole arena has their hands up cause we all know someone who is struggling from addiction and/or depression or we deal with it ourselves. Actually being to that concert was and is my most precious memory since i went with my mom and we actually managed to stay right in front of the stage. My mom is very ill and everyone was really nice to us, making sure she had space to breath and water at all times. Anyway, please also react to the official music video, there you have the whole song and the video is worth watching. Most people react to the official music video but do not react to the official live as you did. I think is important for people to see them both since they are equally powerful. I myself am a huge Disturbed fan. I found about this band many years ago and been listening to them all the time. I can say without being ashamed that I am alive today because their music saved me when I was in the darkest days of my life. Listening to their songs helped me get a new view on life and helped me overcome my suicidal thoughts. They are a huge reason of why I am able to write this comment today. They have another song about suicide that you guys should listen, is called Inside the fire and is about a personal experience of David from when he was a very young man. What I love about their music is that each and every song has a powerful message no matter the subject, being it suicide, depression, the bad influence of media, politics, domestic violence, and the list can go on. I would love to see more reactions to Disturbed on your channel, they have such great songs, such as: Legion of monsters (about terrorist attacks) The vengeful one (about the bad influence of biased media that shows just part of the truth) Innocence (about corruption on the justice system) Facade (about domestic violence). Another way to die (about pollution) Choose any song from them and the message is so obvios right away. Thank you again for reacting to this video and you guys have my respect. Also if anyone that is reading this comment needs someone to talk to, do not hesitate to contact me in the comment and we can move the talk in other platforms where is more private. I know how hard it is to deal with things on your own and that one person can be strong for so long, but at some point a kind word and someone there to listen to you and maybe bring in another perspective on your struggles and problems can do a lot. So I am here for anyone that needs someone to talk to. You are not alone and sometimes is easier to talk with a stranger than with family and friends.
@@TheWolfHunterZ I would add "The Light" to that list of Great songs by Disturbed. It is a beautiful, hopeful song. I think you guys would really enjoy it. And to Tatiana.....Hang on for dear life, Sweetie. I understand you. Grab on to every beautiful thing in your life and focus on a better tomorrow. My thoughts and prayers go out to you, honey.💖
I know I'm late to the video but I've lost loved ones and I've seen what addiction has done to people. I personally know people who have committed suicide. This song is so deep. As someone who has also battled depression and anxiety, I know how hard it is to overcome those feelings. My kids are what always got me through it and I send strength and support to anyone who fights their demons every day. DONT GIVE UP!
I lost a friend I knew since we were 5 years old who passed away from Overdose. Another friend who I had known since I was friends with since Middle School who was killed by his mother. Died a hero protecting his sister.
I was at one of these shows. I was wearing a shirt one of my best friends made, his family was in the arena, they started this part of the concert and I practically broke down because he wasn't with us... He took his own life many years before. This year has been very difficult for me as I know many others are going through a lot as well. I'm currently unemployed, slowly running out of money, and having a very difficult time getting a new job. I stress all day about what I'm gonna do when my savings finally run out... I'm months away and I don't see a happy ending insight but every day is different and I'm hopeful, but there isn't a day goes by I don't have the thought floating in the back of my consciousness...
One of my favorite Disturbed songs. As I mentioned in another post, I am bad shape. I wake every morning deciding whether I want to live that day, or not. I've tried twice and been brought back both times. I am now wheelchair bound from a roll over. I am in constant pain, that no one here will treat. I suffer from severe anxiety, depression, and PTSD(ex cop). This, combined with the pain, makes my life a living hell. Hell, I have only about 20% dexterity left in my hands, and just typing this kills my hands. I'm an ex musician. Drums, bass, and keys. Can play nothing at all now. I am a burden to my wife, and just want the pain to end. She understands, so I try to stay here for her, but I don't for how much longer. I'm pretty much a waste of space at this point. Hopefully it ends soon.
This video never fails to leave me in tear, I am a survivor of childhood abuse that left alot of mental scars (i was professionally diagnosed with PTSD, Depression, anxiety and ADHD). I felt useless, could not seems to do simple social interactions and started down the path of drugs and alcohol at a vary early age. Was not intill i was taken in by a family that lived near me that I got clean and the help i needed. It only takes one hand out stretch to make you realize that life has meaning. Another song that made me feel hope is S.I.X.X AM life is beautiful.
What I go through is nobody's fault. I had to be in hospital, on my own, for long periods as a child because I was born with an incomplete spinal injury called Spina Bifida. I had to deal with doctors on an adult level at a time when I didn't even know who I was yet. My parents couldn't be with me, because I had siblings who needed to be looked after. I went to school with Disabled children, many with life-shortening conditions. I can't count how many friends I lost - some with the same condition as me - from the age of seven to twenty. I lost count. You can't expect someone not to be mentally scarred by that. But as a kid, I had no word for it. I just used to say: "I can't smile." My parents did they best they could. I won't blame them. The surgeries I had were necessary. I just wish more care had been taken to check I was OK emotionally. That word I didn't know is Depression. And as for combat veterans, you can't expect to send someone into a warzone and expect them to be the same person as the one who first went there - even if they enlisted freely. Thanking them "for their service" isn't enough. It is easy to say. Ask them how you can help. They may not have the tools to be able to ask for help. They have been trained to be self-reliant. Pride can get in the way. You might not be able to help directly - but you can vote. Vote for people who won't cut vital services for veterans.
PageMonster sorry to hear that. It must have been hard as a child and even now. I get so sad at the thought of hurting children. Let me ask u how are u doing now emotionally and physically?
I myself deal with depression and panic attacks. This song, and especially this video never fails to bring me to tears. One thing that echoes throughout my mind is someone very close to me, who is the dad of my nephew Aiden, died after his insulin pump failed, because he was addicted to energy drinks. He was trying to change to be a better father for his son, but he got really sick and just.. passed out of nowhere. It brings me pain to think about the funeral, the fact I won't see him ever again. But. It can become a positive outcome, as long as you do everything you can to be there for people. No matter what. Thank you for the video, and I think the onion ninjas are on a spree at the moment, because damn are my cheeks just.. drenched in tears.
I have suffered with depression for a few years now and i have tried to take my life quite a few times thinking that i wasn't worth living so this song hits home hard but is a beautiful song
this song means so much to me. i have struggled since i was a child with depression, suicide attempts and thoughts and other mental health problems. it's a hard battle. i know i have people that care but with depression and other mental illnesses it always makes me feel like i don't. i hide it daily but it also for me makes me feel like if i say it i burden others with my problems. for so long my battle has been to make my loved ones and even strangers feel loved and strong. that makes me happy and feel better. i break every time i hear this song and see this video. it's been 10 years since i've tried to kill myself and i fight daily to keep it that way. if anyone needs someone i'm here. we are stronger in numbers.
Love that yall did a reaction to this specific video. My older brother took his own life during my senior year of high school. I spiraled out of control for years until I met a woman that got me right again. I soon spun out again, and lost her, came close to losing my family and my kids. She helped me through, and is now my biggest advocate. I still have demons I fight daily, but I have my children, grandson, and fiance to help me through.
The bearded man telling his story is a local DJ that goes by Mojo. I was at that show and it really hit me having someone I listened to every morning lay it all out about his suicide attempt.
About to celebrate 21 months clean and sober on the 17th of this month. I struggle with anxiety, bipolar, depression and PTSD every day and I have to work on it every day.
I lost a friend to depression an hour befor work some years back, he rang hes mate and said he be 5 minutes later for the pick up for work, didnt turn up, hes pal that was picking up had to rush off to not be late for work, turned out he had hung himself, because hes girlfriend had dumped him. Let me tell you, its not worth it. Remember, tomorrow is a better day. You hurt people you leave behind, family, friends, kids. So no, dont do it, talk, ask for help, anything. Much love guys ❤
Everyday I struggle with the will to go on, everyday I want to just give up and let death take me. I have learnt one thing: I am not alone and neither are you! Speak up! Talk to someone ANYONE, don’t let anyone tell you different, you are dealing with a demon on your back IT IS A CONSTANT BATTLE. You are not alone, I know it’s hard but talking helps. Even in this time of social distancing (phone, Skype, zoom, FaceTime). You will always matter to someone and NO-ONE will be better off without you! It took me years to learn this, please get help. It is not weakness to seek help, take it from someone who has self harmed and attempted suicide. IT IS NOT WORTH IT! Please call a hotline in your country (you can be anonymous) and just talk to someone about what you are going through. It helps.
I watched this video and it gave me the strength to reach out for help. I was afraid of the stigma attached and have known for some time I needed help. So I offer a giant thank you from my heart. Geoff
André Matos hey try to feed yourself positive things more then usual on this season and remove anything negative even negative thoughts. Hold them captive!! Throw them away! You have a purpose. Explore what that could be! I pray your suicidal thoughts would go away!! Don’t be afraid to talk to people and therapists etc. thanks for tuning in. I hope u find joy in what we are doing. We try to stay positive! I hope you will too! Your awesome.
Hi guys. I just subscribed. Thank you for showing the music video of A Reason to Fight. I really needed that. Been suffering from depression for years and have had very dark days in the past. I've learned to live with this but every now and again we need a reminder of how important we call are. Thank you. Just Thank you.xx
Keep fighting every day against your inner demons. Givin' up or surrender is no real option. At least it was and is not and hopefully never will be for me. My family, friends and of course metal music helped me through hard, dark times in my past.
Thank you for bringing this song to me. I'm a 63 yr old woman who has suffered from depression for most of my life.....from my early teens. I grew up in a happy home with Good Friends and great guidance from people who cared about me. But there are people, like me, who I believe are actually born with a tendency towards depression. I have been physically disabled since 1999. I am now pretty much bed-ridden. The physical pain is one thing.....the depression is much worse. I've thought of suicide so many times over the past 21 years (I actually attempted suicide in my early teens) and I definitely have the means to do it. The only reason I Don't go through with it is because of my son. It would hurt him so much. I believe in a Creator and Redeemer of mankind, so don't ever think that "religious" people don't or can't struggle Daily with the demons in their minds. I do. And I hope to keep fighting, although it is becoming harder and harder. I thank you guys for bringing this song not just to me but to everyone else out there who struggles like I do. This makes me cry, which is actually a a GOOD thing because it releases so much built-up emotion when you cry. Depressed people need that release. Stay Safe you guys.💖 Sincerely, 🌟💫💛✝
I deal with depression everyday and fight those dark thoughts that the demons put in your head. I’ve come really close to ending everything on more than one occasion
I survived Covid and after finding out what my family had to go thru I didn’t have value on my life except my granddaughter who said she missed me which is my reason to fight and get stronger
My friend David comitted suicide 3 years ago, if ANYTHING the tragedy showed me that suicide only passes on the pain to others. I fight every day with depression, and was i'm in a rough home/grew up in a lonely and dangerous neighborhood. i'm disabled, 25, and never had a job, I have to fight the urges to give up, but I'm doing my best, and this song has helped me so fucking much. Between PTSD, anxiety, and depression, m,y life is a warzone every day but I'm doing my best
I lost my nephew to suicide. I hadn't seen him in several years and i get that thought, i wish i would have been a better uncle. I love you Jaime and i miss you!! Uncle Shawn
Sorry everyone! I wasn't trying to bring tears to everyone but when I hear The Poet and the Pendulum and all the raw emotion Tuomas was feeling and how he wrote a song to commit suicide in lyrics instead of in real life. The amount of pain he must have been in. I post this video at least once a mouth on facebook and post those numbers in all the groups I am apart of. I promise next request will be upbeat. Thank for doing this video. Great reaction.
This is why David and the boys are all my heroes ❤💙 there is another 😈that has raised its ugly head and that is the devastation visited on our youth called cyber bullying. The ramifications of our actions and words can be devastating 💔😢 and cause a ripple effect that in many cases result in our children taking their own lives. We must fight for those who cannot fight for themselves!! And also fight the demons that prey upon them!
I myself when I was in my teens going to high school from 9th to 12th suicide was always on my mind . Every day I’d go to school showing nothing wrong laughing playing with my friends enjoying life but when I got home everything g would change. I would sit up in my room look out my window from 2 stories and think to myself if I fell or jumped and killed my self would any care would I even be missed. Even after high school having to walk to my job I would walk over the freeway walk to fence look down and think if I jumped right now and got hit by a big rig would I feel it and would anyone miss me would anyone care. But cause of those experiences it gave me the ability to write songs about I have some really that I’m waiting to put music too and I’m glad I am still here and been able to tell you guys my stories and struggles. I still struggle with depression but I always turn to one thing that saved that helped heavy metal and of course writing songs. And one last thing I wanted to tell you guys two years ago in oct I lost my niece who had just turned 15 I knew the moment I read what happened that it was suicide I miss her like crazy and will never forget her and because of her there is a song I have written that I have to music it is very deep but hopefully very eye opening for any struggling with thoughts of suicide hit me up if you want to know the name. Thank you for time and reactions I will be subscribing to your channel and checking out your band till next time be safe and remember metal will never die lol. Draven ps also if you guys ha r reacted to inside the fire by disturbed I wrote a song shortly after that song came out based on what David dramiem went through but in my song it’s the guy wanting her to come I’ll tell you the title of that one too later lol peace.
We need to focus on why we are all so depressed, a peasant in the middle ages only worked 150 days in a year, me a modern day peasant barely has any time to rest or do anything. There is so much unnecessary pressure we put on ourselves and others its a wonder how the numbers are not higher, I too came close to ending it all, feeling like I didnt belong in this world. I had to learn to give myself a break every once in awhile, and ignore others criticisms.
I have servived multiple suicide attempts and thoughts battle addiction to painkillers and alcohol and I am a veteran with ptsd disassociations disorder and sever disconnection issues. Lost to many friends and family to war and suicide. Every day is a small victory….
This song hits me hard. I grew up with addiction in both sides of my family to the point nobody talks to each other anymore. Nobody should have to grow up seeing people shooting up with meth or snorting cocain or pain pills or even drink themselves to death. I've grown up around this my whole life. Then 10 years ago I diagnosed with Crohn's disease and I nearly died from the constant surgeries from it. But the depression that came with it plus growing up with addiction around you you're whole life has really taken a toll on me. I didn't think I would make it 10 years later being 25 going on 26 now. I'm sorry for posting this but this song hits me hard every time.
thanks for doing this song, it literally saved my life a couple of years ago. I am a survivor of childhood sexual abuse and have struggled with depression and suicidal thoughts for almost my whole life. I found this song when their cover of The Sound of Silence popped up on my feed one day and I fell into a rabbit hole of their music. I'm now 40 and I still have days where I feel like I should end it all but I keep fighting and keep telling my story in the hopes that it will help someone else. Stay strong, keep finding those reasons to fight, find your community and ask for help.
@Dixie Normous *hugs* if wanted. Thanks for your reply, it is so important for us to tell our truths and refuse to let shame keep us silent any longer. I hope you have a great day as well, stay safe.
Seit meinem 4. Suizidversuch bin ich Querschnittgelähmt, sitze im Rollstuhl. Immer wieder Depressionen, Ängste. (Ich schreibe Deutsch, weil mein Englisch schlecht ist.). Die ersten 2 Jahre in meinem Rolli waren prima, trotz Schmerzen, aber die waren damals noch ertragbar. Ich war wieder mobil und aktiv. Der Rolli sind meine Beine!!! Die Schmerzen wurden immer heftiger. Lösung schien eine OP zu sein. Shit Happens. Ich bereue diese OP seit 2 Jahren. Schmerzen unerträglich, schlimmer als vor OP. Komme nicht mehr in Rolli, kann nur noch im Bett liegen. Für mich die totale Hölle. Etliche Krankenhäuser, Ärzte, später: Mir geht es beschissener als je zuvor in meinem Leben. Depression ist mein ständiger, unwillkommener Gast. Ich hab die letzten 2 Jahre mich immer wieder selbst mental aus diesem Sumpf gezogen. Was mir mehr helfen würde, als diese scheiß Antidepressiva, ist, wenn ich wieder "auf die Beine" kommen würde, endlich wieder in meinen Rolli. Aber mittlerweile bin ich nach diesen verhassten 2 Jahren im Bett fast steif. "A Reason To Fight", mir kommen die Tränen bei diesem wunderbaren, warmherzigen Song. Und ich hoffe so sehr, für den, der am Abgrund steht, sich Hilfe zu holen. Bitte, gib/gebt nicht auf. Es gibt nur dieses eine Leben! Auch wenn es noch so beschissen ist! Irgendwann geht die Sonne wieder langsam auf und wärmt dich/euch mit ihren Strahlen!!!! Bitte, gebt nicht auf, ihr seit wertvoll! So wie ihr seid!
I nearly lost my partner to suicide after returning from a deployment but gratefully she is still with me and our 2 kids. It was hard and is still an ongoing battle. I am a fixer of problems but you you need to just be there even if you can't do anything. But I still lost a mate to suicide this year who was in the military, I wish I had known he needed help because he took his life at work a month before the birth of his first child.
I wish this song had come out during my teen years bcuz all thru those years I had so much anger and rage against my family bcuz they threw me away when they figured out that I wouldn't turn out like them 😭
I have been, rped and assaulted in my 15 years of life. My household is very toxic and it honestly drives me to feel I'm not good enough. My dad has a very bad sickness and suffers every day, and tries to drink his pain away. Half of my family I dont know/dont get to see anymore, and I've been bullied ever since 1st grade, attempted suicide 5 times thought my 15 years, but still survived. I'm about a year clean of hurting myself, although I get the urge to every day. I appear happy, positive, and always ready to help others the best if my ability but, I never try to help myself, I never show the real me, just the happy me. I have many years of sadness, anger, and depression locked away, and if I let it out, it's not going to be pretty. I'm also suffering from a breakup I guess you could say, the absolute love of my life, still is, just, ends up leaving me, and a week later, tells me that she isnt looking for a relationship. It's still messing with my mind, I miss her like hell. I got rped in kindergarten, by 2 5th graders, I've been assaulted by my ex crush, she assaulted me and touched me in front of my class, but I guess no one saw as I was trying to push her away. And now my mom has covid. My life is just, one whole story in itself. A story that's not ending yet. It is my job to help as many people as I can, and that's what i will continue to do.
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I tried once ... I failed ... It was the best thing I failed at ... It does get better! Please please keep fighting whoever you are .. there is a light!!
"No one's baby should feel like they don't belong here." So powerful to think of everyone as someone's baby. We forget that. Thank you.
That video was shot in Grand Rapids. The guy with the beard backstage and onstage is a DJ on my local radio station. He’s been a part of this community for decades. We almost lost him but he prevailed and is still on the air today. I am glad he is still here. He’s a good man.
I fight with the demon of depression constantly. Disturbed doing a song like this and people like you that help spread the message is really appreciated.
I saw Disturbed live and they played this song...it was so powerful, even David Draiman was emotional by the end. Beautiful.
I've personally fought with suicide, I was one of the fortunate ones and was able to fight back. I'm still here and still fighting. Unfortunately, a few years ago I lost my cousin, who grew up next to me like a brother to an overdose, and the hardest thing I've ever had to do was be a pallbearer and carry his casket to his final resting place. Even to this day I still say "I wish I would have". It haunts me to this day and I wish I did more and maybe he would still be here. I miss you every day Adam.
Don't ever stop fighting, don't ever give up. You're not alone. Be there, help each other. Don't say "I wish I would have".
This is why I love Disturbed so much, they actually take stances for things that matter, both to them and to others. They dont sit silently when they see a problem. Even if I didnt love their music I'd still respect the shit out of them.
I have been fighting depression since I was 10 years old. I'm 26 now. I grew up with a loving family but being forced to go to school where I was bullied, beaten, ridiculed, destroyed each and every day. Each day was a battle for survival. I kept it a secret from my family because I was ashamed. I grew up with no friends, no self esteem, no confidence, no belief that I was worth anything. At 10 years old I attempted to kill myself. I couldn't handle it. The bullying didn't stop through my teenage years. At 14 I attempted suicide again. I had no self worth. At 17, in my final year of high school. I said enough was enough and fought back. Years of hatred and despair came up and I ended up putting one of my bullies in hospital.
It has been almost 10 years since then, I am still fighting, I have come a long way, but I still have a long way to go.
There is always a reason to fight.
There is a future waiting for you.
It may be hard for many years to come, but it does get better, it may be slow. But I now believe that we can all get there together. Reach that point together where we can say
I am okay.
I am glad that you are on the upswing. I have found that finding the right therapist can make a real difference.
@Johnnyoy I went through the same thing as you, I was bullied at school and it shattered my self-esteem, I always felt less that I was not as good as every one else, and I started to be afraid of living my life so I isolated myself, now I feeling better, my "demons" are still within me but I also have the love of a wonderful woman who loves me the way I am. I just want to tell you that you matter, and you are precious, you are an amazing person. Hugs!
Same here. I feel your pain. 51 years old today....
Freakin onion ninjas threw an entire bushel of potent ones at me!
What a POWERFUL song and message!!
Syl-Rose03 lol hahhahhahahahahhs onion ninjas!!!!!! I’m really actually laughing out loud at that.
@@TheWolfHunterZ same here - I'll add this to my vocabulary now. :D
Crystal RainFeather sorry to hear that. Stay strong!
Addiction and mental health are issues that NEED to be addressed ASAP ASAP publicly and my son Sean and I strongly agree that people NEED to stand up and be FUCKING HEARD!?!?
More bands need to address this issue. Thanks guys for playing this video.
Thank you Travis and Suzie-Q for doing a reaction to this emotional and very important video. It has been almost a year since you uploaded this reaction video but I still wanted to add my own note anyway. Almost 10 years ago addiction and depression took everything from me including my marriage, my friends and my career. I am a survivor of a suicide attempt. I am so very happy that that attempt did fail and that I am here today to say that I am a survivor. After hitting rock bottom and bouncing on that rock bottom several times I met the love of my life and realized that I did have a reason to fight. With her encouragement, I entered a very intense year long residential addiction and depression recovery program. This program was just what I needed as I can happily say today with gratitude in my heart that I am about a month away from being 7 years sober, I am also about to celebrate my third wedding anniversary with that woman who would not give up on me and who convinced me to find help. Today, I am surrounded by a loving family and caring friends who lift me up each and every day making me happy to be alive and passionate about enjoying this new life.
Disturbed has been championing this cause hardcore for a good minute. So much respect for them and their music. Also, it's sad and ironic that it takes a band and reputation they have built called "disturbed" to take a stand and bring awareness, to point out a big way that helping each other is not normal in our society.
Depression hit me out of nowhere and infectef the last 15 years of my life, time that no one can ever get back.
I spent 4 proud years in the Army and a year in Iraq. Everyday I have to fight and fight to keep my PTSD away and some days are better than others mentally. This is my first time saying this but I've wanted to take my life and came really close to doing so if it wasn't for my bestfriend/brother. Thank you guys for reacting to this beautiful song and God bless.
@Brent Maher this is terrible no likes or a thank you. Well let me be the first to do this. Thank you for your service sir and I hope your doing ok now sir. I wish you the best in your life and I know you can overcome this. Stay strong sir and thank you again for your service sir.
I've never heard this song before. Just over two years ago I was going through a really dark period and attempted to kill myself twice in a matter of a couple of months. No one knew that I'd tripped over that edge until I it was almost too late. After the first attempt, I was still conscious and I remember an inspiring police officer trying to convince me I had value while waiting for the paramedics. I have no recollection of the second attempt, but was hospitalized for three weeks. That period of my life is a blur, but I came out of it and thanks to a couple of very close friends I've not had any relapses. My employer was unbelievably supportive and my boss at the time has also become a close friend. Something we rarely talk about is the impact on those around us when we take desperate measures. About a year after i was released after the second attempt I had to call an ambulance for a different reason. One of the paramedics was on the crew that had responded a year earlier and remembered me. We'd never met since and, as I said, I had no recollection of the event. While talking to her it became clear how even strangers are concerned about our well-being and that our actions can have an impact on others. Thanks for this reaction. I've been following you since your first Nigthwish post and enjoy your company. You're good people.
Glad you still are here, i been thrue dark places but found the way out again. I have also found that watch wolf hunters reaction makes me smile. Keep on fighting my friend ❤
enigmaticottawa wow you’re story gave me chills. Thanks for sharing. I’m glad u came out out the other side! Keep it up! If those feelings come up again please reach out to people! I’d like to figure out how to do interviews with some of you guys from the channel when I get some time. Instead of being interviewed maybe we can hear some story’s or something.
Daniel Nystrom wow thank you for sharing! Gotta figure something things out even maybe sharing some of these great responses with screen shots or something if I can’t do interviews
I think for starters maybe we could just go live and interact that way and go from there
I lost my mom wife a girlfriend and a son in-law between 2010 and 2015 and at that point put my life on the backburner to help raise my granddaughters. My daughter met her fiancée and they all moved 4000 miles away leaving me trying to figure out how to live my life again. A young lady I met thru my daughter 17 years ago came back into my life and we became best friends talking every day and doing stuff together every weekend. In Oct she took her own life at 34 years old. There were warning signs I missed and I've been in pain and struggling to keep going every day! So this song hits home and I appreciate your comments during the song!
😭🤧🤧🤧 I’m so thankful for our people who are famous and pack a serious influential punch with their reach and popularity. They do so much good with it.
And now you’re part of that too Wolf HunterZ 👏☺️ Great job. Awesome reaction and message.
There are only a few degrees of separation for all of mankind. We are all important to each other in familiar and unimaginable ways. Everyone’s unique existence sustains and comforts humanity. Like these inspirational people in the video, please find a way to stay with your people.
Amradye I haven’t thought about us being apart of that too. Thank you
My son Sean has been clean since April 17th of this year and he supports bands like Disturbed, Five Finger Death Punch, Sixx AM , Skillet and other bands who have the BALLS to address this fucking killer known as the disease of addiction and mental illness.
💖💖💖💖💖💖💖💖 everything about this, I fight depression myself, been a solo mum with 2 amazing kids gets real freakn hard at times & have had thoughts of leaving 💔😥💔😥💔😥 one of my favorite songs ever,it's incredible,my next tat will be inspired by my kids & lyrics from this song 💖💖 ya from 🇳🇿🇳🇿
Due to my childhood trauma. I have been diagnosed with D.I.D and PTSD. 2yrs ago I was at my end tired of fighting. I had my playlist on and knife in hand. I put the knife to my wrist then this song came on. I dropped to my knees let the knife fall to the floor. So i owe this band my life. For me to be able to thank them in person would be my dream come true.
@TheWolfHunterz thank you so much for reacting to this video. I have delt with Bipolar Disorder since I was a kid. To hear the both of you say that you're willing to hear our stores in your comments really means a lot. Thank you Wolf Hunterz for caring. You guys are awesome! God bless you!
Appreciated the reaction and thoughts, never actually seen that video before, the unity this band brings is unbelieveable
Love Disturbed, not only for their songs, but for what they do for people with problems.....they care! Btw, David has an unparalleled voice!! have never heard better!!
As a veteran who's survived suicide attempts and drug/alcohol addiction, this song is an emotional one. I've been sober for 6 years from drugs and am still battling alcoholism and depression.
A VERY powerful song. I just celebrated 1 year clean and sober on the 17th of last month.
David himself spoke recently about his own struggles of late and how he too had contemplated suicide... Grateful that he had the support to fight. I lost my daughter 9 yrs ago, the victim of a murder/suicide at the age of 17. It was an ex-boyfriend... That's a pain that doesn't go away. It's her strength that keeps me going...
I also lost my paternal grandfather to suicide (WWII PTSD)
"I wish I would have's" will constantly tear you apart. I wish I would have.
This songs hits so hard, I joined the Marine corps straight out of high school and screwed up while in and got kicked out I was ambushed by my family and made feel like I was worthless, I ended up addicted to methamphetamine and it took nearly 4 years for me to break the addiction, I'm clean today my life is not perfect but I'm trying to so damn hard to keep going, so yo anybody out there dealing with addiction or depression or any kind of mental ailment YOU ARE NOT ALONE, PEOPLE CARE, YOU HAVE A PURPOSE WHY ELSE WOUDL YOU STILL BE HERE, KEEP FIGHTING AND DONT EVER GIVE UP
P.S. if anybody needs to talk I'm always here to talk much love to all of you our there
I survived a suicide attemp in 2005, in my late 30's. I used to think that depression was bullshit, or an excuse. but in my early 40's I finally realized that it is a real biological thing. Icould feel "The Darkness" coming for me, and it would get me. It would put me down for 2 or 3 days at a time. Many very bad thoughts entered my mind during those periods. If you have overwhelming thoughts, it may be depression. the first step is to acknoladge that it's real. Talk to your peeps about it. Im now 53 and have only 2 or 3 "Darkness" episodes in the last 10 years. Don't give up. Talk about it. Don't be ashamed. You are Loved.
I was a victim of bullying my entire childhood and teenage years, I nearly died from an attempt in my teens when I tried to overdose on sleep meds and my best friend my sister was at a party but I called her in tears ready to end it and she pulled me back, it’s so true that you can’t fight alone and you don’t need to no matter how much those demons want to isolate you they want you isolated so their voice is only heard but you’ve got SO SO many powerful voices of love around you, just reach out please ❤
Depression and suicides are part of my family's history. I needed a lot of therapy and focus to get out of the holes I found myself in on multiple points in my life. My depression is now under control as are my anxieties.
In the last five years, I found out so much about me, my life and my past, that never got through to the forefront of my mind. Finally understanding all of that, regaining suppressed memories, getting to know myself in my mid thirties, has given me new options how to deal with life.
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I grew up in a cult and i did not fully recognize the damage that had done to me. Childhood indoctrination, an allknowing, allpowerful god watching your every moment and judging you, drove me into depression and anxiety as a preteen. The stress drove me into chronic illness, which raised the stresslevel further. 3 Months of Psychiatry at 15. Leaving home and cult at 21. Losing my father and contact to all of my family except my mother at 23. Every setback in my life spiraled into depression and different anxieties. Invites back into the cult, promising stability, were a regular punch in the guts for me.
I'll never be free of what the cult did to my family and me. I never had an unconditional relationship with my parents. If I had said anything too controversial, my mother would have cut me off, too. It took nearly 20 years for her to accept, that i'm not an atheist because i'm rebellious, but because I actually read the bible and found it deeply disturbing and lacking morals. This constant background stress over 30 years drove me into loneliness and nearly into the grave.
Heaven or Hell is not a choice, it's an ultimatum. If that's the "choice" your god gives you, he's a mobboss, not a loving father.
I lost my brother back in 2007 and fell in a deep depression and tried to fill the void with opana, pain pills, and heroin. I wanted to kill the pain but there was a problem, it didn’t work. I quit cold turkey, which is dangerous, but I did it and as of January 30th I was 10 years sober and honestly I feel so much better. None of you are alone, reach out to anyone, there are others like us. Keep fighting, you’re worth it.
Just wanted to say thank you for reacting to this video and bringing it to a wider audience. I can't remember a day in the past 25 years that the thought of just letting it all go hasn't crossed my mind. It's a daily struggle but it's a battle worth fighting.
Such a great and powerful song..touches so many ppl..David Draiman and Disturbed is so awesome..their cover of Simon & Garfunkel's Sound of Silence is just pure perfection..and what he said in this video is 100% true..while I was serving in the Army a person I knew took his own life without any warning(s)..it was devastating cuz we are ALL irreplaceable..great reaction Travis & Suzi Q very heartfelt..great words and support from great ppl
My nephew was a strong, proud Marine.He would never have admitted that he was struggling. Five years ago, the day after he came home from his 4th tour in the Middle East he shot himself. He was 25 years old. Every day I wish he could have gotten help for PTSD.
David Drainman is a beast , and the song a dagger to my heart ! Slashes me down ruthlessly ! Thank you guys ! I have my cousin addicted to narcotics , and the situation in his family is a real nightmare . His father is my Godfather !
He's my Godbrother ! I really want to help him but i don't know how ... The addiction is very deep and overthroughes me ! ... He was in prison a few times for multiple crimes , he 's uncontrollable ! ...
What a reason to fight at the end!
God ! Gimmie streangth ! Greetings from Greece guys ... always a fan !
Whatever don't kills you , makes you stronger !
2 weeks ago...I tried to end my life. I'm trying so hard to build myself up from that. I still feel empty. I'm getting there it's just difficult. I'm trying hard. So hard. I love that disturbed are there and y'all's encouraging words. Thank you.
I am grateful to have 16 years clean and sober... but just yesterday one of friends sister died from alcoholism too young... I worked in treatment... and have seen personally how many people are affected... this is equally opportunity destroyer... THANK YOU DISTURBED
I am nearly 22 years sober now.. But I was headed down a path of self destruction for many years! I put on a smiling face but no one saw my pain....as I was hiding it behind a smile....when I really wanted to cry out for help!
Finding help a letting that person into your world is tough...but that is the way to escape and become the person you were meant to be! If I can do it, anyone can!
I’ve watched this multiple time because I struggle with depression and addiction.repost please I ask everyone who honestly reacts. This song has saved me
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Thank you for sharing this.
I've loved this song, since the day I first heard it. I knew what it was about, but, I never really dug deep into my own feelings, when I listened to it.
The first time I saw this particular video presentation of it, I watched it... over, and over, and over again. Bawling like a baby.
I'm 55. When I was 13, I was a hyperactive, problem child. I was the typical rebellious teen, from 13 until well beyond my teens, into my 20s... but at age 13, during a heated argument with my mother, about something I can't even remember... and not knowing her long battle with depression...I watched her take a butcher knife and bring it up to her wrist. I don't know what happened, after that. My mind is still blank, from that moment through the next morning. She didn't do it. My sister told me our next door neighbor just happened to come to our back door, because our dog had gotten into his yard, barking like it had gone mad. She said he brought our dog back, and noticed, through the kitchen door's window, what she was doing. I was told that he rushed in and grabbed her from behind, forcing the knife to the floor. He just held her as she screamed and cried out. I don't know what I did or said. I just remember waking up the next morning, not wanting to ever see anyone, ever again. I just wanted to stay in my room... in my bed... forever.
My dad checked her into a hospital, where she stayed for 3 months. I was old enough to know something was drastically wrong, but too young to understand.
I will refrain from discussing my religious belief, on this issue. But, I WILL say, that it took more than doctors, hospitals and therapists, to get my family through the next few years, and up to this day.
Our "religious" beliefs are actually more important than anything that anyone can say or do to "help us". Our own spirit can testify Truth to us. I quit considering
myself religious several years ago. It's a choice between "religion" and Relationship that counts. Sadly, I seldom see anyone even refer to their "religious" beliefs
on social media. My beliefs have SURELY saved my life more than once! Stay safe and healthy -- physically AND mentally -- Danny. My prayers are FOR you,
Friend. God bless......💖✝
It took a long time but finally subscribe. I am a recovering alcoholic that almost took my life. It gave me liver cirrhosis. I am a transplant Survivor and have been recovering for about a year almost. The first thing I saw on this channel was this song and you guys. Thank you for hearing my call. Carpe diem (Latin) seize the day.🌹🤘🕷
I served in the army not in the USA but in my homeland, I was in Afghanistan 3 times once in Iraq. I experienced and saw the deaths of friends of civilian children. I endured it hard, but everything was somehow overcome. During the last tour 2 years back, I befriended there with a little boy 6-8 years max. We played football together I gave him chocolate, such a pleasant change and a light of hope in that dark time. Then we went on patrol to the city, there were 8 of us with the team, I knew 3 boys from training and I experienced everything with him, I saw a boy with his mom about 150m in front of us waving to me from a distance we did not take it as a threat, mom she held his hand and also laughed as we reached 10m his mother decided to kill us with a suicide vest. The boy and the 3 boys tore it to pieces and nothing happened to me. Since then, I have problems sleeping with remorse and general depression, many times I have tried to end it somehow. In the end, my family and friends helped me because only after a year did I be able to tell anyone what happened. Hard times and there will be more ... I will never completely forget it ... this song and the reaction warmed me ... I apologize for bad English I'm from Europe. And I'm also sorry if my story bothered anyone. Have a nice day
Love you guys! Thank you for being there! 👍
I have suffered from depression for 23 of the 33 years of my life, I've fought it for so long, everyday I feel like killing myself, EVERY SINGLE DAY. Yet I am the Bruce banner of suicidal ideation, I am always wanting to die, but people like you two, David draiman, Mental Amanda, give me a Reason To Fight. You two are keeping me alive, reminding me of my true fate, my true destiny. You two are my reason to fight, don't ever fucking forget that
When you're in the mood for another tear jerker..."Already Gone", also from Disturbed's latest album.
If you've not seen, one of Disturbeds older songs 'Inside the fire' was written about one of David (the singers) girlfriends who commited suicide.
They make songs like this so powerful as he's witnessed it first hand.
Wow. Hit really close to home for me. My best friend I grew up, was like my brother, thought he wasn’t good enough for this world anymore, and rode his skateboard into an oncoming car and passed later from his injuries. He was so mutilated they had to cremate him. Ever since then I wish there was just something I could have said or done more for him. I miss my brother and my buddy for life! Thank you Disturbed, thank you Wolf Hunters for reacting to this!
I want to say that the fact that you would take the time to say the heartfelt comments in the beginning really means a lot. Thanks for showing that there are people who care and understand. My demons keep telling me that everyone would be better without me here ruining their lives. They keep pushing out the rage I have after serving in the Army, so my anger ends up directed at my family. It is hard to fight the urges to listen to give in knowing that the pain I cause them would end. I have been struggling with these demons for over 30 years and as sad as it is to say this, but fighting in a war was far easier then fighting these demons have been.
Hello guys, I love your reactions and your music! I am a navy vet and have battled my demons. I would love to see you react to five finger death punch, wrong side of heaven offical video! That video needs to be seen by everyone
Mikki Johnson thank you for your service. That well!! Will add it to the list thanks
iv battled depression alot of the years im not proud but iv wanted to end mylife cos of depressed and i was bullied, music has always and will be my weapon of choice to fight depression, iv told my best friends and theyve all helped me stay strong and helped me become stronger. iv talked with strangers who have struggled with depresseion or just been feeling low or unloved i tell them of my own battles and how i haventy will never give up nor should they so i shared music that helps me with them
I've been battling depression for the last 26 yrs it's hard but to anybody out there dealing with these demons just now there are people out there that love you and you leaving this world would destroy theirs as well so fight on it can be done I'm living proof
First of all congrats to Mark (I think that was his name) for requesting this video for your reaction. I request this song on all reaction channels on youtube that I subscribe to. This video is not watched enough. I actually went in the summer of 2019 to Disturbed,s concert in Romania and they did the same thing. They were spreading this message with their Evolution Tour. And all over the world the reaction is the same, the whole arena has their hands up cause we all know someone who is struggling from addiction and/or depression or we deal with it ourselves. Actually being to that concert was and is my most precious memory since i went with my mom and we actually managed to stay right in front of the stage. My mom is very ill and everyone was really nice to us, making sure she had space to breath and water at all times.
Anyway, please also react to the official music video, there you have the whole song and the video is worth watching. Most people react to the official music video but do not react to the official live as you did. I think is important for people to see them both since they are equally powerful.
I myself am a huge Disturbed fan. I found about this band many years ago and been listening to them all the time. I can say without being ashamed that I am alive today because their music saved me when I was in the darkest days of my life. Listening to their songs helped me get a new view on life and helped me overcome my suicidal thoughts. They are a huge reason of why I am able to write this comment today.
They have another song about suicide that you guys should listen, is called Inside the fire and is about a personal experience of David from when he was a very young man. What I love about their music is that each and every song has a powerful message no matter the subject, being it suicide, depression, the bad influence of media, politics, domestic violence, and the list can go on.
I would love to see more reactions to Disturbed on your channel, they have such great songs, such as:
Legion of monsters (about terrorist attacks)
The vengeful one (about the bad influence of biased media that shows just part of the truth)
Innocence (about corruption on the justice system)
Facade (about domestic violence).
Another way to die (about pollution)
Choose any song from them and the message is so obvios right away.
Thank you again for reacting to this video and you guys have my respect. Also if anyone that is reading this comment needs someone to talk to, do not hesitate to contact me in the comment and we can move the talk in other platforms where is more private. I know how hard it is to deal with things on your own and that one person can be strong for so long, but at some point a kind word and someone there to listen to you and maybe bring in another perspective on your struggles and problems can do a lot. So I am here for anyone that needs someone to talk to. You are not alone and sometimes is easier to talk with a stranger than with family and friends.
Tatiana Truta thank you and most of all thank you for opening up the opportunity for others to come talk to you!!
@@TheWolfHunterZ I would add "The Light" to that list of Great songs by Disturbed. It is a beautiful, hopeful song. I think you guys would really
enjoy it. And to Tatiana.....Hang on for dear life, Sweetie. I understand you. Grab on to every beautiful thing in your life and focus on a better
tomorrow. My thoughts and prayers go out to you, honey.💖
That was one of the best concerts I have ever attended.
I know I'm late to the video but I've lost loved ones and I've seen what addiction has done to people. I personally know people who have committed suicide. This song is so deep. As someone who has also battled depression and anxiety, I know how hard it is to overcome those feelings. My kids are what always got me through it and I send strength and support to anyone who fights their demons every day. DONT GIVE UP!
I lost a friend I knew since we were 5 years old who passed away from Overdose. Another friend who I had known since I was friends with since Middle School who was killed by his mother. Died a hero protecting his sister.
I was at one of these shows. I was wearing a shirt one of my best friends made, his family was in the arena, they started this part of the concert and I practically broke down because he wasn't with us... He took his own life many years before. This year has been very difficult for me as I know many others are going through a lot as well. I'm currently unemployed, slowly running out of money, and having a very difficult time getting a new job. I stress all day about what I'm gonna do when my savings finally run out... I'm months away and I don't see a happy ending insight but every day is different and I'm hopeful, but there isn't a day goes by I don't have the thought floating in the back of my consciousness...
One of my favorite Disturbed songs. As I mentioned in another post, I am bad shape. I wake every morning deciding whether I want to live that day, or not. I've tried twice and been brought back both times. I am now wheelchair bound from a roll over. I am in constant pain, that no one here will treat. I suffer from severe anxiety, depression, and PTSD(ex cop). This, combined with the pain, makes my life a living hell. Hell, I have only about 20% dexterity left in my hands, and just typing this kills my hands. I'm an ex musician. Drums, bass, and keys. Can play nothing at all now. I am a burden to my wife, and just want the pain to end. She understands, so I try to stay here for her, but I don't for how much longer. I'm pretty much a waste of space at this point. Hopefully it ends soon.
Disturbed saved my life.
Rock on guys 🤘
This video never fails to leave me in tear, I am a survivor of childhood abuse that left alot of mental scars (i was professionally diagnosed with PTSD, Depression, anxiety and ADHD). I felt useless, could not seems to do simple social interactions and started down the path of drugs and alcohol at a vary early age. Was not intill i was taken in by a family that lived near me that I got clean and the help i needed. It only takes one hand out stretch to make you realize that life has meaning. Another song that made me feel hope is S.I.X.X AM life is beautiful.
What I go through is nobody's fault. I had to be in hospital, on my own, for long periods as a child because I was born with an incomplete spinal injury called Spina Bifida. I had to deal with doctors on an adult level at a time when I didn't even know who I was yet. My parents couldn't be with me, because I had siblings who needed to be looked after. I went to school with Disabled children, many with life-shortening conditions. I can't count how many friends I lost - some with the same condition as me - from the age of seven to twenty. I lost count. You can't expect someone not to be mentally scarred by that. But as a kid, I had no word for it. I just used to say: "I can't smile." My parents did they best they could. I won't blame them. The surgeries I had were necessary. I just wish more care had been taken to check I was OK emotionally.
That word I didn't know is Depression.
And as for combat veterans, you can't expect to send someone into a warzone and expect them to be the same person as the one who first went there - even if they enlisted freely. Thanking them "for their service" isn't enough. It is easy to say. Ask them how you can help. They may not have the tools to be able to ask for help. They have been trained to be self-reliant. Pride can get in the way. You might not be able to help directly - but you can vote. Vote for people who won't cut vital services for veterans.
PageMonster sorry to hear that. It must have been hard as a child and even now. I get so sad at the thought of hurting children. Let me ask u how are u doing now emotionally and physically?
@@TheWolfHunterZ Not too bad at the moment, but coping with lockdown here in the UK has been hard. Thanks for the concern. 🙂
I myself deal with depression and panic attacks. This song, and especially this video never fails to bring me to tears. One thing that echoes throughout my mind is someone very close to me, who is the dad of my nephew Aiden, died after his insulin pump failed, because he was addicted to energy drinks. He was trying to change to be a better father for his son, but he got really sick and just.. passed out of nowhere. It brings me pain to think about the funeral, the fact I won't see him ever again. But. It can become a positive outcome, as long as you do everything you can to be there for people. No matter what. Thank you for the video, and I think the onion ninjas are on a spree at the moment, because damn are my cheeks just.. drenched in tears.
I have suffered with depression for a few years now and i have tried to take my life quite a few times thinking that i wasn't worth living so this song hits home hard but is a beautiful song
Man this song is so powerful, I cant listen to it without bawling... but it's so amazing and I love Disturbed for it!
this song means so much to me. i have struggled since i was a child with depression, suicide attempts and thoughts and other mental health problems. it's a hard battle. i know i have people that care but with depression and other mental illnesses it always makes me feel like i don't. i hide it daily but it also for me makes me feel like if i say it i burden others with my problems. for so long my battle has been to make my loved ones and even strangers feel loved and strong. that makes me happy and feel better. i break every time i hear this song and see this video. it's been 10 years since i've tried to kill myself and i fight daily to keep it that way. if anyone needs someone i'm here. we are stronger in numbers.
@Dixie Normous im trying really hard
Love that yall did a reaction to this specific video. My older brother took his own life during my senior year of high school. I spiraled out of control for years until I met a woman that got me right again. I soon spun out again, and lost her, came close to losing my family and my kids. She helped me through, and is now my biggest advocate. I still have demons I fight daily, but I have my children, grandson, and fiance to help me through.
The bearded man telling his story is a local DJ that goes by Mojo.
I was at that show and it really hit me having someone I listened to every morning lay it all out about his suicide attempt.
About to celebrate 21 months clean and sober on the 17th of this month. I struggle with anxiety, bipolar, depression and PTSD every day and I have to work on it every day.
I lost a friend to depression an hour befor work some years back, he rang hes mate and said he be 5 minutes later for the pick up for work, didnt turn up, hes pal that was picking up had to rush off to not be late for work, turned out he had hung himself, because hes girlfriend had dumped him. Let me tell you, its not worth it. Remember, tomorrow is a better day. You hurt people you leave behind, family, friends, kids. So no, dont do it, talk, ask for help, anything. Much love guys ❤
Daniel Nystrom I lost someone while I was doing the video. Found out as soon as it was done and I opened my Facebook. Wow.
@@TheWolfHunterZ im so sorry to hear that. Its not worth it, but i guess they think different. "The world is better without me" 😢❤
Everyday I struggle with the will to go on, everyday I want to just give up and let death take me. I have learnt one thing: I am not alone and neither are you! Speak up! Talk to someone ANYONE, don’t let anyone tell you different, you are dealing with a demon on your back IT IS A CONSTANT BATTLE. You are not alone, I know it’s hard but talking helps. Even in this time of social distancing (phone, Skype, zoom, FaceTime). You will always matter to someone and NO-ONE will be better off without you! It took me years to learn this, please get help. It is not weakness to seek help, take it from someone who has self harmed and attempted suicide. IT IS NOT WORTH IT! Please call a hotline in your country (you can be anonymous) and just talk to someone about what you are going through. It helps.
I watched this video and it gave me the strength to reach out for help. I was afraid of the stigma attached and have known for some time I needed help. So I offer a giant thank you from my heart. Geoff
Don't give up my brothers and sisters I luv you ❤ I fight everyday and continue to fight for you and me REACH my arms💪
I face depression and the desire for suicide every day. It really is very difficult, and I've also lost some friends to suicide🇧🇷
André Matos hey try to feed yourself positive things more then usual on this season and remove anything negative even negative thoughts. Hold them captive!! Throw them away! You have a purpose. Explore what that could be! I pray your suicidal thoughts would go away!! Don’t be afraid to talk to people and therapists etc. thanks for tuning in. I hope u find joy in what we are doing. We try to stay positive! I hope you will too! Your awesome.
@@TheWolfHunterZ thank you very much, your videos are very good, makes me laugh a lot and makes me happy❤️
Hi guys. I just subscribed. Thank you for showing the music video of A Reason to Fight. I really needed that. Been suffering from depression for years and have had very dark days in the past. I've learned to live with this but every now and again we need a reminder of how important we call are. Thank you. Just Thank you.xx
Keep fighting every day against your inner demons.
Givin' up or surrender is no real option.
At least it was and is not and hopefully never will be for me.
My family, friends and of course metal music helped me through hard, dark times in my past.
Thank you for bringing this song to me. I'm a 63 yr old woman who has suffered from depression for most of my life.....from my early teens. I grew up in
a happy home with Good Friends and great guidance from people who cared about me. But there are people, like me, who I believe are actually born with
a tendency towards depression. I have been physically disabled since 1999. I am now pretty much bed-ridden. The physical pain is one thing.....the
depression is much worse. I've thought of suicide so many times over the past 21 years (I actually attempted suicide in my early teens) and I definitely have
the means to do it. The only reason I Don't go through with it is because of my son. It would hurt him so much. I believe in a Creator and Redeemer of mankind, so
don't ever think that "religious" people don't or can't struggle Daily with the demons in their minds. I do. And I hope to keep fighting, although it is becoming harder
and harder. I thank you guys for bringing this song not just to me but to everyone else out there who struggles like I do. This makes me cry, which is actually a
a GOOD thing because it releases so much built-up emotion when you cry. Depressed people need that release. Stay Safe you guys.💖
Sincerely, 🌟💫💛✝
I deal with depression everyday and fight those dark thoughts that the demons put in your head. I’ve come really close to ending everything on more than one occasion
this song is me. I love you all with tears in my eyes.
I survived Covid and after finding out what my family had to go thru I didn’t have value on my life except my granddaughter who said she missed me which is my reason to fight and get stronger
My friend David comitted suicide 3 years ago, if ANYTHING the tragedy showed me that suicide only passes on the pain to others.
I fight every day with depression, and was i'm in a rough home/grew up in a lonely and dangerous neighborhood. i'm disabled, 25, and never had a job, I have to fight the urges to give up, but I'm doing my best, and this song has helped me so fucking much. Between PTSD, anxiety, and depression, m,y life is a warzone every day but I'm doing my best
I lost my nephew to suicide. I hadn't seen him in several years and i get that thought, i wish i would have been a better uncle. I love you Jaime and i miss you!! Uncle Shawn
Sorry everyone! I wasn't trying to bring tears to everyone but when I hear The Poet and the Pendulum and all the raw emotion Tuomas was feeling and how he wrote a song to commit suicide in lyrics instead of in real life. The amount of pain he must have been in. I post this video at least once a mouth on facebook and post those numbers in all the groups I am apart of. I promise next request will be upbeat. Thank for doing this video. Great reaction.
This is why David and the boys are all my heroes ❤💙 there is another 😈that has raised its ugly head and that is the devastation visited on our youth called cyber bullying. The ramifications of our actions and words can be devastating 💔😢 and cause a ripple effect that in many cases result in our children taking their own lives. We must fight for those who cannot fight for themselves!! And also fight the demons that prey upon them!
I myself when I was in my teens going to high school from 9th to 12th suicide was always on my mind . Every day I’d go to school showing nothing wrong laughing playing with my friends enjoying life but when I got home everything g would change. I would sit up in my room look out my window from 2 stories and think to myself if I fell or jumped and killed my self would any care would I even be missed. Even after high school having to walk to my job I would walk over the freeway walk to fence look down and think if I jumped right now and got hit by a big rig would I feel it and would anyone miss me would anyone care. But cause of those experiences it gave me the ability to write songs about I have some really that I’m waiting to put music too and I’m glad I am still here and been able to tell you guys my stories and struggles. I still struggle with depression but I always turn to one thing that saved that helped heavy metal and of course writing songs. And one last thing I wanted to tell you guys two years ago in oct I lost my niece who had just turned 15 I knew the moment I read what happened that it was suicide I miss her like crazy and will never forget her and because of her there is a song I have written that I have to music it is very deep but hopefully very eye opening for any struggling with thoughts of suicide hit me up if you want to know the name. Thank you for time and reactions I will be subscribing to your channel and checking out your band till next time be safe and remember metal will never die lol. Draven ps also if you guys ha r reacted to inside the fire by disturbed I wrote a song shortly after that song came out based on what David dramiem went through but in my song it’s the guy wanting her to come I’ll tell you the title of that one too later lol peace.
We need to focus on why we are all so depressed, a peasant in the middle ages only worked 150 days in a year, me a modern day peasant barely has any time to rest or do anything. There is so much unnecessary pressure we put on ourselves and others its a wonder how the numbers are not higher, I too came close to ending it all, feeling like I didnt belong in this world. I had to learn to give myself a break every once in awhile, and ignore others criticisms.
I have servived multiple suicide attempts and thoughts battle addiction to painkillers and alcohol and I am a veteran with ptsd disassociations disorder and sever disconnection issues. Lost to many friends and family to war and suicide. Every day is a small victory….
This video made me Think about Chester Bennington from Linkin Park😢
Taz Xxx yea that’s really sad!! I literally lost a friend while doing this video.
@@TheWolfHunterZ ohh i'm so sorry for your loss🥺😥
much love to you the wolf hunterZ and r.i.p jason david frank
This song hits me hard. I grew up with addiction in both sides of my family to the point nobody talks to each other anymore. Nobody should have to grow up seeing people shooting up with meth or snorting cocain or pain pills or even drink themselves to death. I've grown up around this my whole life. Then 10 years ago I diagnosed with Crohn's disease and I nearly died from the constant surgeries from it. But the depression that came with it plus growing up with addiction around you you're whole life has really taken a toll on me. I didn't think I would make it 10 years later being 25 going on 26 now. I'm sorry for posting this but this song hits me hard every time.
LOVE, RESPECT. UNDERSTANDING, PEACE......
I will start with you, Thanks for staying up late for recording this video :)
0xZ thank you!!!!
thanks for doing this song, it literally saved my life a couple of years ago. I am a survivor of childhood sexual abuse and have struggled with depression and suicidal thoughts for almost my whole life. I found this song when their cover of The Sound of Silence popped up on my feed one day and I fell into a rabbit hole of their music. I'm now 40 and I still have days where I feel like I should end it all but I keep fighting and keep telling my story in the hopes that it will help someone else. Stay strong, keep finding those reasons to fight, find your community and ask for help.
@Dixie Normous *hugs* if wanted. Thanks for your reply, it is so important for us to tell our truths and refuse to let shame keep us silent any longer. I hope you have a great day as well, stay safe.
Seit meinem 4. Suizidversuch bin ich Querschnittgelähmt, sitze im Rollstuhl. Immer wieder Depressionen, Ängste. (Ich schreibe Deutsch, weil mein Englisch schlecht ist.). Die ersten 2 Jahre in meinem Rolli waren prima, trotz Schmerzen, aber die waren damals noch ertragbar. Ich war wieder mobil und aktiv. Der Rolli sind meine Beine!!! Die Schmerzen wurden immer heftiger. Lösung schien eine OP zu sein. Shit Happens. Ich bereue diese OP seit 2 Jahren. Schmerzen unerträglich, schlimmer als vor OP. Komme nicht mehr in Rolli, kann nur noch im Bett liegen. Für mich die totale Hölle. Etliche Krankenhäuser, Ärzte, später: Mir geht es beschissener als je zuvor in meinem Leben. Depression ist mein ständiger, unwillkommener Gast. Ich hab die letzten 2 Jahre mich immer wieder selbst mental aus diesem Sumpf gezogen. Was mir mehr helfen würde, als diese scheiß Antidepressiva, ist, wenn ich wieder "auf die Beine" kommen würde, endlich wieder in meinen Rolli. Aber mittlerweile bin ich nach diesen verhassten 2 Jahren im Bett fast steif. "A Reason To Fight", mir kommen die Tränen bei diesem wunderbaren, warmherzigen Song. Und ich hoffe so sehr, für den, der am Abgrund steht, sich Hilfe zu holen. Bitte, gib/gebt nicht auf. Es gibt nur dieses eine Leben! Auch wenn es noch so beschissen ist! Irgendwann geht die Sonne wieder langsam auf und wärmt dich/euch mit ihren Strahlen!!!! Bitte, gebt nicht auf, ihr seit wertvoll! So wie ihr seid!
I nearly lost my partner to suicide after returning from a deployment but gratefully she is still with me and our 2 kids. It was hard and is still an ongoing battle. I am a fixer of problems but you you need to just be there even if you can't do anything.
But I still lost a mate to suicide this year who was in the military, I wish I had known he needed help because he took his life at work a month before the birth of his first child.
I wish this song had come out during my teen years bcuz all thru those years I had so much anger and rage against my family bcuz they threw me away when they figured out that I wouldn't turn out like them 😭
Thanks for the video, is so hard all problems, You are amazing and is more easy take it. Regrets from Ecuador
you know it kills me i love this song so much but i cant listen to it without completely losing it
This video These testimonies this song this right here is why music is so dang important
I lost my Cousin last year to depression.. I miss her everyday 🙏
I have been, rped and assaulted in my 15 years of life. My household is very toxic and it honestly drives me to feel I'm not good enough. My dad has a very bad sickness and suffers every day, and tries to drink his pain away. Half of my family I dont know/dont get to see anymore, and I've been bullied ever since 1st grade, attempted suicide 5 times thought my 15 years, but still survived. I'm about a year clean of hurting myself, although I get the urge to every day. I appear happy, positive, and always ready to help others the best if my ability but, I never try to help myself, I never show the real me, just the happy me. I have many years of sadness, anger, and depression locked away, and if I let it out, it's not going to be pretty. I'm also suffering from a breakup I guess you could say, the absolute love of my life, still is, just, ends up leaving me, and a week later, tells me that she isnt looking for a relationship. It's still messing with my mind, I miss her like hell. I got rped in kindergarten, by 2 5th graders, I've been assaulted by my ex crush, she assaulted me and touched me in front of my class, but I guess no one saw as I was trying to push her away. And now my mom has covid. My life is just, one whole story in itself. A story that's not ending yet. It is my job to help as many people as I can, and that's what i will continue to do.