Alexander Stewart - I'm Trying (Official Video)
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- Опубліковано 17 тра 2023
- Alexander Stewart - I'm Trying (Official Video)
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Lyrics
It's been a week and I can't tell you a thing I did
I can't sleep, All my friends they're worried again
It's a cycle I won't outgrow
I'm the punchline of some sick joke
I can't bring myself to leave home
But I'm terrified to be alone
I say that I'm fine but it feels like I'm dying
Why do the words in my head get so violent
Half of the time I'm just barely surviving
But I'm trying, I'm trying
No surprise that I'm not one for resolutions
Even in the best times, I'm too scared to smell the roses
It's a cycle I won't outgrow
I'm the punchline of some sick joke
I can't bring myself to leave home
But I'm terrified to be alone
I say that I'm fine but it feels like I'm dying
Why do the words in my head get so violent
Half of the time I'm just barely surviving
But I'm trying, im trying
Tryna be everything to everybody
I feel so much that I almost feel nothing
Half of the time I'm just barely surviving
But
I'm trying, I'm trying
I'm trying, I'm trying
Ohh Yeah
I'm trying, I'm trying
I'm trying, I'm trying
Yeah
I'm trying, I'm trying
I am a 38 year old man, and I am setting here crying my eyes out. This song is amazing man. Thank you
I'm 41. Right there with you.
I'm crying 2
Don't cry guys you guys are strong and whatever your going thru I know that you can get through it take care of yourselves 💜
Geez xD
@@LilibethR boomer
You wrote this and put it out into the world. I am so so extremely proud of you. For alot of people, including me, this song is a big warm, comforting hug. I'm so grateful to be supporting you. I don't know if you've realized it or not, but you're a hero in so many ways.
I've said it a few times already but I'll say it again, just as a reminder. You. Are. Not. Alone.💞 Thanks, Alexander. Don't let the anxiety win... You are stronger than you think.
frr this has helped me so much and it is so relatable ❤
@@janinaherrera5273a.
@@janinaherrera5273 To every soul OUT THERE:
All prayers from Righteous SOULS aka Born again Christians, have power. Sinners prayers GOD hears not. Unless we REPENT and born again and LIVE HOLY, GOD hears none of our prayers. Prayers have power, but these must come from Changed hearts.
Proverbs 15:29 The LORD is far from the wicked: but he heareth the prayer of the righteous.
Psalms 119:155 “Salvation is far from the wicked: for they seek not thy statutes.”
(Many souls(unsaved souls), believe falsely and pray in vain).
Mankind is filled with UNSAVED SOULS (WICKED SINNERS).
That`s why there`s a calling to REPENTANCE and to BORN AGAIN:
Luke 5:32
I came not to call the righteous, but sinners to repentance.
John 3:7
Marvel not that I said unto thee, Ye must be born again.
Luke 13:3
I tell you, Nay: but, except ye repent, ye shall all likewise perish.
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Man this hits different when you're trying to be more confident even though you're so used to not loving yourself and being insecure.
Yeah I relate I went through this but I succeeded at least this school year to love myself and gain confidence but it feels so fragile sometimes I still feel the broken part that I don't even know if I will still be last year
Ye..
Went through it during early Covid myself and had multiple anxiety attacks along with a complete mental breakdown yesterday so I can definitely relate. 🥲
To everyone who is struggling, I see you trying, I see you are doing your best each day. You are not alone and I may be an Internet stranger the same time, I care about you. Thanks for being so strong each day and I see many people have been strong for too long and that it’s unfair each day feels like a struggle. I’m wishing for brighter days ahead for you all. I struggle with shame and mental illness and sometimes it’s hard to want tomorrow when I know tomorrow will come and the voices get really loud and angry when I’m in distress. Thank you Alexander Stewart for these beautiful and relatable lyrics. I hope for many happier, fulfilling days for you and everyone who comes across this song ♡
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Thank you 😭
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The lyrics have been stuck in my head all week!!!! I need more!!!
Same here
same
I really like it, you're awesome 😅
For real I love this song ❤
How this song released two days and the lyrics was stuck on your head all WEEK
this past school year has been so rough, from my young brother passing away from suicide, my grades slipping, and getting crap from my parents....this song made me wanna express my self through music again! Thank you so much, you don't know how much this meant to me
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I’m so sorry, i could feel you because my dads friends mom passed away and i was really close to her, and i get treated so bad at school, and i get treated crap by my dad, i’m so sorry and feel better
Im so sorry!! I will keep you in my prayers!
I’m so sorry for your loss, I can’t even imagine what losing a sibling feels like. And please forgive yourself for the slipping of your grades - it makes sense that you experiencing something so heartbreaking and terrible would make academics hard to keep up with. I really wish you the best. Is there anything I can do to help?
I know that I don't know you but I'm here and I love u and you got this
Dear Alexander,
From all of us who are also trying: thank you💚
You're so brave for putting this out to the world, we're proud and inspired of and by you, we love you🤍
Let's keep trying together
I'm currently sitting in a secure room at a Canadian hospital as I await an open bed on one of the psychiatric units after a suicide attempt yesterday and this song just resonated with me so much, you have no idea. To know that someone as famous and popular as yourself could be feeling the same sorts of absolute shit feelings that I'm dealing with right now was very, very empowering. Thank you so much for this.
Hope you will be ok soon. sending love from Brazil. 💙 You got this☺
It will get better, I believe you Andrew 🤍
Muc love from namibia everything will be okay
You’re going to get through this ❤
@@beatrizbarbosadosanjos6575 Thank you so much! It's very kind of you to say that since you don't know me. I'm out of the hospital now (was in there for 11 days); they made some changes to my meds and I brushed-up on some of my coping skills while in there. Life is still really shitty, but I'm beginning to recognize that there's a possibility of getting through it all, whereas at the time of my hospitalization the only solution to my problems, as I saw it, was suicide. Again, thank you for the kind words!
LETS FRICKING GOOOO 🎉
This song hits home... I've never heard a song more relatable to my life. To anyone hurting too, you'll get through it, and you *are* loved ❤
Edit: AYYYY PREMIERE JUST ENDED 🎉
The lyrics.. I felt that
*"I'm trying"*
Same mee to
Dear Alexander, this song resonates with me so strongly I currently struggling with anxiety and some pretty severe heartache like so bad that I feel physical pain and listening to your music really helps I just want to say thank you for helping me in my current mental state
i don’t feel alone w this song. i feel understood, comfort, something i never get. you’re a gift, thank you
To everyone who needs this today: you are so lovely and so loved, and I know you can’t let yourself believe me, and that’s okay, but just know that a stranger on the internet believes in you, and in your amazing mental strength just for trying. You will never walk alone 💜
Thank you army 💜
THANK YOU!
@@jessematias7669 of course 💜
Thank u soo much..honestly..💜💜💜💜
Anyone any age, at any part in their life can relate to this feeling. I'm so glad you could find the perfect words to put into a song❤
Alexander I'm honestly endlessly proud of you, look how far you have come as an artist: Please always remember you have the voice of an angel and us your fans will forever support you. Thank you so much for everything! 😭🥺❤
This song is almost exactly what depression feels like.😢 It really hits deep. Thank you so much for giving us this masterpiece. Love you man. And love you all as well.❤
*Really can't wait for this, Alex! 🔥*
Me too! Hello from Poland!:)
@@aniaem2066 Hello Poland. Love from Indonesia 🇵🇱🇮🇩
I relate to every single song I find from you. I just wanna give you a big hug sometimes.
I think you're the singer that best describes my feelings.
I love your music ♡
fyaza
I have definitely have related to songs before but never a one about anxiety. This year I experienced the worst anxiety in my life. To the point were I could feel every nerve in my body tense up. Having people has enemies is one thing but to have your own mind to be your worst enemy is worst hands down. Thank you for touching my soul.
You are so lovely and so loved, and I know you might not be able to believe me, and that’s okay, but just know that a stranger on the internet believes in you, and in your amazing mental strength just for trying. You will never walk alone 💜
Just finished reading the description... It's like you wrote my deepest feelings onto a piece of paper. Anxiety is a struggle for me.
As you know, I often write comments telling you how much your music helps with my anxiety. Just knowing I'm not the only one struggling with anxiety is comforting.
I really just want to take the time to thankyou for writing this song and being the person who always turns my day around for the better. I always run to your channel when my anxiety gives me a hard time. Just knowing that your music will always be here, is quite calming to my mind. Listen, I love you so SO much. Thankyou for all your music. Thankyou for putting your time and so much emotion into each song. You are such a powerful human being, I need you to understand that. YOU. WILL. NEVER. FIGHT. ALONE.❤
Showed this to my family and for the first time they actually stopped and considered how hard it is for me living with my mental illnesses
“Why do the words in my head get so violent” thought u was the only one😭❤️
It's been a week and I can't tell you a thing I did
I can't sleep, all my friends they're worried again
[Pre-Chorus]
It's a cycle I won't outgrow
I'm the punchline of some sick joke
I can't bring myself to leave home
But I'm terrified to be alone
[Chorus]
I say that I'm fine but it feels like I'm dying
Why do the words in my head get so violent?
Half of the time I'm just barely surviving
But I'm trying, I'm trying
No surprise that I'm not one for resolutions
Even in the best times, I'm too scared to smell the roses
[Pre-Chorus]
It's a cycle I won't outgrow
I'm the punchline of some sick joke
I can't bring myself to leave home
But I'm terrified to be alone
[Chorus]
I say that I'm fine but it feels like I'm dying
Why do the words in my head get so violent?
Half of the time I'm just barely surviving
But I'm trying, I’m trying
Tryna be everything to everybody
I feel so much that I almost feel nothing
Half of the time I'm just barely surviving
But I'm trying, I'm trying
I'm trying, I'm trying, oh
Yeah, I'm trying, I'm trying
I'm trying, I'm trying
Yeah, I'm trying, I'm trying
Did Moonbin go through this😢?
tysm 💕
@@nancyawuor3880 you just made me cry so much more noooooo
I've been diagnosed with BPD, this song speaks to my very soul.
This man has a very beautiful voice. I loved the song, and he always proves that he is one of the strongest voices in the world. Literally, he deserves support I love your voice so much my dear
no words. literally just exuding with pride. you are beyond words strong and so so powerful and this song/your voice is absolutely beautiful💚💚💚💚💚💚
I really like your songs, don't stop making music, in the end everyone will know you with one song that will explode
This song remember be to my darkest time. I'm trying so hard to graduate. No wonder how much pain I should endure and hide from society. I'm trying to survive from the harsh world
Absolutely beautiful song and heartfelt love you Alexander ❤️❤️Biggest Fan
why are u singing like this?? You are really unique like your voice. The is amazing and the lyrics too. And the last chorus got me goosebumps. YOU NICE KEEP GOING....
You got my attention when you sang "Love In The Dark "...I am waiting for more of your songs and covers too.
Feel this... Im 30 dude and been this way forever but you're special and have such amazing success ahead of you . Also, a dog could help! I'm only here because of my dog. All my family would be more than fine without me but this little down syndrome pup i got truly needs me.
I’m still here for my younger sister… siblings/pets/friends are the best😊
Alexander, you are an extremely talented young man and really seem to have a good heart. Please always stay true to yourself when you become super famous because it will happen. It seems like so many talented young people are forced to sell out, change their names, and who they truly are for fame and money. The world needs real, authentic people like you. -God's protection over you always!
Dear Alexander,
You are one of the best new artist I’ve seen this year. Your songs resonate with so many people across the world. I have family in places like Ukraine and Japan and they know and love your music. You’re a light for not just me, but every one else who’s trying. Don’t let your anxiety take over. Your music makes the people around you stronger and we hope it’s making you stronger. Barely surviving is still surviving and it’s better to be far from okay then to never be okay. I love you and your music so much you have no idea. ❤️keep trying… it’s working😊
Ik this wasn’t directed to me but thank you I really needed to hear this
@@nevaehparks4997 it can be directed to anyone, anxiety is hard, living is hard, but the fact that we’re pushing through is what makes a difference. Keep your head up, I don’t know your situation but I’m glad I was able to help😁
Oh sweet angel, you've always been amazing and I'll be forever grateful for everything you do. This is next level. We're all just trying to survive this life, but you sure do make it a lot easier. I hope your life is filled with all the love, happiness, and success your heart desires. ♥👼
To everyone who are still trying, Thank you for still trying. I know it is hard and too hard that just wants to stop trying. Thank you for still holding on.. you are not alone. We are all here together. Let's just try to live One day at a time..
I just found this song, and it makes me feel for you. Every word. No one should feel or go through this, but bless you for being able to put it into music so anyone can relate. Thank you.
I start crying when I hear this song. I’m trying to make myself a better person. This song definitely hits hard for me. Keep up the good work Alexander❤️
It's a cycle I won't outgrow....
I'm the punchline of some sick joke...
Why do the words in my head get so violent..
Half of the time I'm just barely surviving ...
Trying to be everything to everybody...
I feel so much that I almost feel nothing
💔
The words I can't bring myself to say out loud beautifully stated....(Feeling safe to cry)
This was me for a long, long time. Here's the difference. I used to try for everyone else. Now I do it for myself. We all love to help those we love, and some of us love to help everyone, but please understand one thing: If you don't take care of yourself first, then one day, those who need you won't have you. When you are strong, relatively independent, and GENUINELY happy, then help others. Until then, focus on you
This song felt like a chapter out of my life
This song feels so personal to me . I ain't lying , this is how I feel sometimes . I love Alexander till the last day of my life . I love his every song.😢❤ Ilu thank you for making me feel I m not alone anymore
Even though it’s only been 52 min since it came out…this song has already helped ppl…thankyou soooo much Alexander!!❤️❤️
This hits home holy sh*t😅 it’s so good tho. Gonna blast this on repeat❤
I thought you only feel these feeling when your were young. I found out you can feel them when your old too.
❤❤❤❤❤❤❤❤ I LOVE YOUR VOICE ALEXANDER YOUR THE BEST UA-camR IN THE WORLD
' it feels like i'm dying' that hits hard')
Hearing Alexander sing can put a smile on anyone’s face. He has a gift, his music just pulls you in, the emotions so raw...
It's captivating. You're a star Alexander, a literal angel❤❤❤❤
This is literally my new favorite song, somehow you figured out how to write down exactly what im feeling and millions of others are. Thus song is incredible and I'm so proud of you
I have really fallen in love with this song along with your voice. Please keep singing alexander.❤
Can’t wait for this ❤❤🎉
It’ll be the first song I’ve heard in a long time that I can freely relate to
Omg. Thank you so much for this beautiful song. Feels good to know I’m not alone feeling this way. I’m really proud of you for putting out this personal song. It takes lots of courage, but it will help so many people. ILYSM❤️❤️❤️🥹
fyaza
Going through grief, this sums up how I feel. New favorite song, that you for writing this.
Hi I'm from Poland and I heard this song a few weeks ago. And i have listened it since i heard it. The lyric is totaly about me. Thank you Alexander! You are my hero
This song describes exactly my feelings and my life. I see I'm not the only one😢😢. Thank you for this song❤
Very very great job there buddy.. but I have tears come down my eyes
This hits hard. Im trying myself. If it wasnt for others depending on me i would of stopped trying. Thank you
Thank you for this song “I can’t break my self to leave home”😭I relate to this song so bad
I’ve listened and memorized this on repeat in one day. Lyrics speak to me on many levels. I’ve cried my eyes out a few times. I love this song so much
Im trying evry thing very much harder, but ikeep on failing up to now i just stood alone and cried, cause no frnds to share, but now this song keeps rubbing my back 👌🏽thanks a ton man blessings and respect from a failure person from India
I’m really stuck in axienty en depression en in songs like this can i put all my emotions, sorry for my bad English but thank you Alexander ❤
WoWoW... What a BEAUTIFUL & Deep song! 😍🙏 Thank you so much, Alexander! This song/video are both, so beautiful!! ❤🥰😅
This song just destroyed me. Were all trying. Right there on the edge. God bless this angel man.
This made me cry it’s so good to know I’m not alone… thank you ❤
Lyrics:
It's been a week and I can't tell you a thing I did
I can't sleep, All my friends they're worried again
It's a cycle I won't outgrow
I'm the punchline of some sick joke
I can't bring myself to leave home
But I'm terrified to be alone
I say that I'm fine but it feels like I'm dying
Why do the words in my head get so violent
Half of the time I'm just barely surviving
But I'm trying, I'm trying
No surprise that I'm not one for resolutions
Even in the best times, I'm too scared to smell the roses
It's a cycle I won't outgrow
I'm the punchline of some sick joke
I can't bring myself to leave home
But I'm terrified to be alone
I say that I'm fine but it feels like I'm dying
Why do the words in my head get so violent
Half of the time I'm just barely surviving
But I'm trying, im trying
Tryna be everything to everybody
I feel so much that I almost feel nothing
Half of the time I'm just barely surviving
But
I'm trying, I'm trying
I'm trying, I'm trying
Ohh Yeah
I'm trying, I'm trying
I'm trying, I'm trying
Yeah
I'm trying, I'm trying
Hey you, yes you.. Keep trying 💪
I've never listened to a more relatable song.
My literal mind rn thank u Alex for putting something so difficult into words
This song made me think about my anxiety and my fear of beaing juged by other people , and I don't know if it's a good thing or a bad thing . Thanks for the song !!!!
Loving the new track!!👏🏽👏🏽❤️❤️🎤🎤🎶🎶
Alexander …. Wow!!!!!! This is an amazing song with wonderful music and beautiful heart touching lyrics! I am in love ❤
I'm listening to this from Mexico 🇲🇽 and I love it
I went to your show yesterday with my best friend who is a big fan of yours. I did not know you at this time, but listening to your adventure with life and your reaction to the crowd that was screaming and loving you, make me see the beautiful person that was in front of me. You said : when you are not feeling good, talk to your family and friend because they love you and will support you all the time. I just want to let you know that yesterday every single person in the room from your family fan give you love and support. Hope that will give you enough to make a step forward in the happiness and love, because you deserve it. From your new fan.
That sums it all up.. I don’t know what to say, It’s like you knew what to say to touch everybody’s soul but the fact that you experienced such things in the past brings us closer to you. You’re amazing 🙏🏻🤍
Never ever comes out with a bad song ❣️
Wow 😮
You’ve never been the type to disappoint music wise ❤️❤️❤️
im so proud of how much you´ve grown as an artist and as a person, it´s so brave to write about this and put it out, this is such a beautiful and genuine song, thanks for sharing it with us. i endlessly love you. we all love you and we care about you
From the time I've started middle school i have been starting my stage of anxiety. I was born with an alcoholic father who abused my mom and sometimes me and my brother too. I was taught never to say a word to anyoune about this and it was hard. As i started 6th grade my life went downhill fast. I was bullied in school, i had fake friend (who i had been with since 3rd grade)who would take the side of my bullies and sometimes act to be my friend, i was sexually harassed by a kid i used to play with her grandfather, i was seperated from my dad, my brother would be so away our family and only be with his friends, my mom would be so busy with her job, i also had stress of studies, I started comparing myself and starved myself until i started getting dizzy at times around the day thinking that i would faint. Im now in 7th trying to cope with my anxiety This song literally talks about my anxiety. Its everything i feel like but cant say. Thank you Alexander for this song. It really helps.❤
You are so lovely and so loved, and I know you can’t let yourself believe me, and that’s okay, but just know that a stranger on the internet believes in you, and in your amazing mental strength just for trying. You will never walk alone 💜
I am going to 8th grade right now and I have even started with self harm. My self harm had gotten soo bad that I started doing it everyday. I'm still going through so much nd u've really been the only person who has told me smth like this. Honestly thank you so much cuz I have wanted to end my life a few times but becuz of u I feel much better. Who knew that a stranger would help me more than anyone in my life. 💜
Also I can see that u are a bts army and so am I. Bts has also helped me soo much in my this journey nd still are. My bais is taehyung.. what about u?😊
Hey. I just wanted to say that your music is inspiring and makes others feel like we're not alone. I really hope you get more credit because you deserve it 🖤
I feel how you feel. It will get better. I promise. For most people but some people like me it doesn’t. It will get better for you I am praying for you.
Wow, excellent song and video! So great that you have a way ti express all those feelings.
I can’t wait, alarm set for 05.55 am from the Netherlands💚
I feel this song. And it's hard...but I am trying.
You are so lovely and so loved, and I know you can’t let yourself believe me, and that’s okay, but just know that a stranger on the internet believes in you, and in your amazing mental strength just for trying. You will never walk alone 💜
I'm so happy i found you on Instagram your music not only helps yourself, but everyone else going through something. Thank you for the music.
This song hits home for pretty much every man I believe. Including myself. The struggle is real even when the people around us don't see it. Keep up the great work brother!
I have crazy anxiety and this definitly helps
I know the feeling. Keep trying though a small step in the right direction is still progress.
I love this song, I love your voice. Thank you for this. ❤️🫶🏼 I am glad to see you on saturday in zurich. 😍
every time i listen to this song i cry, it hits so hard. Because i’m usually always nice, kind, caring but i’m never thanked and I never get that kindness back. Now i just feel like i can’t be kind anymore because i’m never thanked or get that kindness back, and people always put the blame on me when i didn’t do anything, and i over apologize about everything I do and i hate myself for every little mistake. depression and anxiety has hit me hard
-have a great day, afternoon, or night
Thank you, for being one of the few beautiful souls in this world 💜
@@YoongisChillPiano Thank you, you are such a wonderful person, I’m doing way better now, I hope your having a great life
ily
THIS IS AN AMAZING HEART WARMING SONG❤❤❤😢😢 SUCH TOUCHING WORDS🥺🥺
Love this song ❤ As long as you're trying, you are still fighting, so I tell myself.
*Oh this is my favorite rn! 🎶*
Best song ever❤❤❤❤❤ the lyrics are so... OMG
I’m going to have this on repeat now and I love it!❤ I have all your songs in repeat!
Found this on accident and good lord. This is amazing!!!!
Dang, I’m crying that’s my new favourite song
Can’t wait!!! Alex you are a beautiful artist! Continue to post amazing content and big love ❤❤️ I coextist with anxiety but this song is going to help a lot
I'm trying to listen to this song as much as I can
AMAZING!!!
This felt so different the emotion was different in many ways 🙌❤️
Wow it’s like this song was written about me . I love your music. Thank you for sharing your talent with the world ❤