falling by harry styles but it’s even sadder (wear headphones!)

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  • song~ falling by harry styles
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  • @nataliakr5979
    @nataliakr5979 4 роки тому +12922

    to everyone who's here and probably lost, it's okay. you don't deserve to go through that. you deserve better. but it's okay for now to be lost. you're gonna find yourself and it's gonna be worth it. you just have to hold on a little longer than you think. don't give up yet, please:(

    • @ilovejadyn
      @ilovejadyn 4 роки тому +61

      Thank you 🥺

    • @edencvt3161
      @edencvt3161 4 роки тому +52

      thanks but i’m so lost now :(

    • @wetsocks7667
      @wetsocks7667 4 роки тому +40

      thank u. i needed this

    • @calliec1858
      @calliec1858 4 роки тому +19

      Eden CVT let’s be lost together 🧍🏻‍♀️👩🏻‍🦼💨

    • @ashmorbi1864
      @ashmorbi1864 4 роки тому +62

      I just want it to stop, I want it to be over. I finally want to say that I'm happy and not lie about it, I'm sorry for being super sad there but idk what else to do, thank you for your words of encouragement

  • @gaellelepage6975
    @gaellelepage6975 4 роки тому +3752

    title: "but even sadder"
    gen z: oh thats interestinggg

    • @musical_sunflowers0182
      @musical_sunflowers0182 3 роки тому +22

      Wow that I was the only one up at 2:25am that decided to go down this path

    • @nicolearias-rynearson6100
      @nicolearias-rynearson6100 3 роки тому +6

      It helps me cry about my grandma lols because I'm numb

    • @alien_1232
      @alien_1232 3 роки тому +8

      @@nicolearias-rynearson6100 I want to give you a hug... or an air hug if you aren’t comfortable with hugs... I want to show you I care.

    • @nicolearias-rynearson6100
      @nicolearias-rynearson6100 3 роки тому +2

      @@alien_1232 thank you..

    • @barbiegarises4507
      @barbiegarises4507 3 роки тому +1

      😂😂right

  • @longshlongfan5883
    @longshlongfan5883 4 роки тому +7862

    “i get the feeling that you’ll never need me again” hits so hard

  • @jdean3576
    @jdean3576 4 роки тому +705

    harry: i’m in my bed
    me: sobbing hysterically

  • @sparklingsharpshooter5221
    @sparklingsharpshooter5221 4 роки тому +7520

    We’re all just suicidal people telling others not to commit

    • @vickyw4064
      @vickyw4064 4 роки тому +172

      I love you. Please hang in there, you bring something so unique and beautiful to this world. Hold on for the small things - for your favourite song, a new favourite song that you could hear for the first time next week. Talk to me if u need it 07399 973963

    • @ilitoliawomi6835
      @ilitoliawomi6835 4 роки тому +32

      Look at the brighter side. Everything will be fine❤️

    • @emelyalvarez6265
      @emelyalvarez6265 4 роки тому +35

      We're stronger than what we will ever know. It takes courage to stay alive

    • @clairepastotnik2343
      @clairepastotnik2343 4 роки тому +11

      it’s true.

    • @ashleynicole4107
      @ashleynicole4107 4 роки тому +19

      I felt this comment dam🥺😖

  • @xxdead_bunny3589
    @xxdead_bunny3589 4 роки тому +681

    Me: clicks video
    *preparing to cry*
    Ads: aLaSkA!

  • @sleepytissue
    @sleepytissue 4 роки тому +5058

    this song gets me in the feels realllll quick
    edit: holy I didn’t even realise how many likes this got:0

  • @justreneesheart4390
    @justreneesheart4390 4 роки тому +10228

    crying in an uncool way right now

  • @cleverusername5343
    @cleverusername5343 4 роки тому +7929

    Anyone else notice Harry teleporting from your right ear to your left repeatedly?

  • @user-xx5zk8sq9t
    @user-xx5zk8sq9t 4 роки тому +1868

    Comitting suicide doesnt stop the pain, it just passes it on to someone else

    • @franziska9841
      @franziska9841 4 роки тому +46

      This is soo deep

    • @theoneandonlyemily6975
      @theoneandonlyemily6975 4 роки тому +59

      that’s what is keeping me here

    • @franziska9841
      @franziska9841 4 роки тому +23

      @BrightWin Avenue Then do it for me. I know I'm just a stranger but I and also the world needs you. Please stay, I know how hard it can be but there's a reason why we're here.

    • @user-xx5zk8sq9t
      @user-xx5zk8sq9t 4 роки тому +9

      @BrightWin Avenue if you ever need anyone or anything, just comment and I'll be here. you were born with a purpose here and you get the chance to see that happen. You will have learnt to know yourself so well at younger age then most people, it will come as a gift to you one day, trust me

    • @omtski4707
      @omtski4707 4 роки тому +8

      for me it won't effect anyone their isn't anyone who cares :)

  • @anuva1012
    @anuva1012 4 роки тому +507

    i hate when harry makes sad songs or is sad like lemme just go teleport to him and give him the most biggest hug ever-

  • @babygirlasmr8098
    @babygirlasmr8098 4 роки тому +4502

    the pain in his voice i- 🥺

    • @valentina-kl1gm
      @valentina-kl1gm 4 роки тому +82

      that hurts me even more tho-

    • @annie-cf8tr
      @annie-cf8tr 4 роки тому +40

      That makes it like 1000 times sadder honestly 😕

    • @miacdg
      @miacdg 4 роки тому +23

      I listened to the Song on the schoolbus and eventhough i Listen to it everyday his voice Hit me so hard one day i cried and everyone was like tf

    • @kingpatwreckkk6194
      @kingpatwreckkk6194 4 роки тому +9

      Its just a slomo harry styles voice but-

    • @arzonoori8017
      @arzonoori8017 4 роки тому +9

      @@kingpatwreckkk6194 even without it hun-

  • @kizELITE
    @kizELITE 4 роки тому +2294

    when it travels ear to ear through the earphones, it just hits different..

  • @elizabethrybak1319
    @elizabethrybak1319 4 роки тому +890

    my headphones said➡️⬅️➡️⬅️➡️⬅️

  • @koolkid.jj575
    @koolkid.jj575 4 роки тому +298

    2020 is just full of suicidal people telling other suicidal people things we wish we could hear

  • @miamartinez9164
    @miamartinez9164 4 роки тому +644

    does anyone ever just have this ache in their heart. like the weight is just pulling u down. that there is just something missing and ur trying so hard to find it. because i feel like this. and i’ve been broken before. so many times. u would think i’d be used to it. but sometimes it just hurts less and less. until i break down. i hope everyone is ok and if u need someone to talk to i’m here for u. i’ll answer. and i can give advice but i think u should also talk to a professional. i hope everyone is safe. and loved.

    • @indigosmith9974
      @indigosmith9974 4 роки тому +2

      I see a physiologist and a school counsellor and family counsellors and social workers, safe guard people and many more and I still can’t talk to anyone !

    • @x1yah
      @x1yah 4 роки тому +2

      i miss my ex, he only saw me as a friend and i told him "oh okay.. wanna stop this?" ah gosh,
      i'm so fake

    • @katiem1149
      @katiem1149 3 роки тому +5

      I feel exactly like this :( I've never had a boyfriend, haven't even been kissed and I know people just say your time will come but I'm just waiting for that moment. I feel empty and listening to sad and slow music kind of gives me the dopamine I need. I'm only 17 so yes I do have time but I don't think I'll be happy until I find that someone.

    • @itisasecret2176
      @itisasecret2176 3 роки тому

      @@katiem1149 same here girl

    • @brileyjohnson4867
      @brileyjohnson4867 3 роки тому

      The story of my life frr

  • @ellouisewilliams2988
    @ellouisewilliams2988 4 роки тому +4035

    me: tryna be sad
    no one:
    ads: *GRamMaRlY*

  • @sunooyas7590
    @sunooyas7590 4 роки тому +829

    I’m tired of tricking myself Into thinking I’m ok

    • @jessicadavis6740
      @jessicadavis6740 4 роки тому +1

      Same

    • @your_mom.69
      @your_mom.69 4 роки тому +4

      same here, my beautiful tsukishima lover

    • @messorem6140
      @messorem6140 4 роки тому +2

      I felt that

    • @anteater8202
      @anteater8202 4 роки тому +4

      Then don't, don't trick your self into feeling it just say i am who I am and I'm proud of it and just say f everyone else i am strong and I can do what ever I want!

    • @x1yah
      @x1yah 4 роки тому

      i'm tired of crying over the same people who left me

  • @marley6969
    @marley6969 4 роки тому +1397

    im sitting in the dark on my bed at 9:53pm with one working headphone, i miss my old life
    where i didnt have to worry about being a kid or growing up

    • @suchismitamitra4924
      @suchismitamitra4924 4 роки тому +27

      How is that possible????I've seen this at 9:54(a min later) with one earphone working.... missing my old life.

    • @sophiewilby5340
      @sophiewilby5340 4 роки тому +3

      Me too x

    • @bleedzy_1758
      @bleedzy_1758 4 роки тому +2

      it's 4:50am and same for me, i can't even sleep

    • @amelie9775
      @amelie9775 4 роки тому +7

      I've seen this at 23:53 and I fucking miss my old life and there is nothing i can do..

    • @ania519
      @ania519 4 роки тому +4

      Same but i still have some time. A few years until im off to college. And i feel like im wasting my life away. Everythings a mess. I don't know exactly what i wanna do for the future. Theres so many opportunities, some people say i could go far but i don't believe that. I have so many things to do and not enough time to do them. And if i want to have money to live a luxurious/comfortable life, i need a job. But what job can i do that I'll enjoy that'll also give me a fair salary, and one that won't take years of school to get a degree or something? I have no idea what could happen in the future, i don't have any control over it. I still don't know what i want to do with my life. Theres so many possibilities

  • @brae1852
    @brae1852 4 роки тому +299

    I’m so sorry so many of you feel like it isn’t worth living. But it is. So I made 21 reasons why it is...trust me there’s more tho.
    1. Laughing is gone
    2. Water parks, six flags, Disneyland
    3. Your pets will miss you and you’ll miss them
    4. Fuzzy slippers
    5. The joy of giving to someone
    6. If you’ve never truly experience happiness, don’t you want to at least try to find it? If you give up now you won’t ever know.
    7. You may learn your good at something/ like something (I recently found out I like to bake!)
    8. Your soulmate won’t ever met you and you won’t ever met them
    8. No three am milkshake trips with your bestfriend
    9. If you don’t have a bestfriend now, someone else doesn’t and your suppose to meet them in the future. If they don’t meet you they won’t be able to have all those memories with you
    10. Learning how to do new things, sew, dance, volleyball, basketball, cheer, etc. don’t give up on that. It’s what makes you unique
    11. Having days where you feel productive and do things! Baby I know that this one will confuse you. You may feel like there’s no point in doing anything anymore. The problem with that is whenever you do one productive thing, you feel proud of yourself, YOU JUST DID THAT!!! YOU!
    12. There’s people that WILL miss you even if you believe it or not. Don’t hurt someone like that
    13. Listening to your favorite songs, you won’t be able to when your not alive
    14. Gas station slushy trips
    15. Your dreams and goals won’t come true
    16. proving your worth it to those who doubted you
    17. No more singing or dancing
    18. You CAN be happy. You just need to find the right person to help you do that
    19. Your life is treasured by at least one person. And one person is enough
    20. You weren’t born just to end your own life early. You were meant to experience things
    21. You can look back and say “I’m glad I didn’t commit” you can see all the goals and amazing memories you never would’ve had if you committed. Make that happen. Make your future self be happy you didn’t do it. Please.

  • @donttalktome6583
    @donttalktome6583 3 роки тому +86

    Harry has really been through it man, he may not be open about it anywhere else but he’s honest in his music. It’s beautifully painful

  • @poppystyles8906
    @poppystyles8906 4 роки тому +1205

    I used to cry every time I heard this song, and now I can’t, I’m sitting here, heartbroken, but no tears.

    • @jule5988
      @jule5988 4 роки тому +10

      that’s the first step of getting stronger! you got this and you can do this! ❤️❤️❤️

    • @poppystyles8906
      @poppystyles8906 4 роки тому +10

      hannah lodes the first step seems to have lasted 2 years, I’m pretty sure that’s not as long as it’s supposed to take.

    • @simransingh-fx3zy
      @simransingh-fx3zy 4 роки тому +4

      I feel you man its been 2 years and i still feel like that but it did get better, time heals i promise you.

    • @jule5988
      @jule5988 4 роки тому +2

      Poppy Styles i do think so. everybody is different and every situation is different.

    • @jloD
      @jloD 4 роки тому

      I'm still in the "crying every time" situation...

  • @gianna_d7977
    @gianna_d7977 4 роки тому +868

    I would pay a stranger to come and listen to me let it all out. I don't want them to say anything. Just listen. Because sometimes you just need to talk to a stranger

    • @alexaneg5686
      @alexaneg5686 4 роки тому +38

      i'm listening, just listening
      tell me everything

    • @rosewalls8776
      @rosewalls8776 4 роки тому +7

      Spill everything out, we're here to listen 👂:)

    • @esmaates4054
      @esmaates4054 4 роки тому +3

      Tell me everything, im listening❤️

    • @jolene_x4961
      @jolene_x4961 4 роки тому +7

      I think that's called a therapist... honestly I need that too😬

    • @humanbeing1821
      @humanbeing1821 4 роки тому +3

      jolene _x4 sadly they aren’t free 😪 i’ve been waiting for one for a month or so, and i have to wait a couple more but idk if i can go that long

  • @ravenw6963
    @ravenw6963 4 роки тому +165

    I'm hurt, I'm so hurt. I just want to see hi. m again, see his face one last time. To run into his arms, tears in my eyes as I sob into his shoulder begging him to stay. Stay, even for a little bit longer. Even if it's just a week. For him to embrace me in his arms and to just stay there, even for a little while. I want to hold him tight and tell him everything, everything I feel, everything I miss, everything I wish could go back to normal. But it seems the whole world is against us now. And I know deep down inside he doesn't care, not about me, not how I feel. He doesn't even know, or notice how down I am sometimes. I just want to break down and cry, break down to nothing and just let the world absorb the broken pieces that I am, as I disappear into the black abyss. no emotion, no feelings no pain, nothing at all. You never realize how much you love someone until you miss them. Are you happy? Happy with the broken mess that I am? As you laugh and pretend that nothing is wrong and that all is fine and dandy. Do you even know how much I miss you? Miss us? Being together, calls until late at night talking about anything and everything at once, just enjoying each others company. cuddling and watching movies together as you hold my hand through the scary parts of the movies we'd watch together. Talk about life and all the things it'd throw at us, big or small. Make strange concoctions for each other and try them. Fantasize about our futures and what the held for us. Laugh at dumb movies and tease each other and bicker about stupid stuff. It was evident we both loved each other, but we were just too afraid to say it. Laying next to you hoping it'd stay like this forever. I was a fool to think we'd last long. It was all too perfect. For all good things must come to an end I suppose. Sometimes I just really wish that yo even thought of me, and that maybe one day years from now you'll tell me. But that's just a hopeless fantasy. 'The world doesn't revolve around you." Yeah, well I thought it revolved around us. Was it just a joke to you? How much I wanted to go to homecoming with you? How much it meant to you.
    Well I'm trying, trying to get over you, hopefully I won't fail again. I really like him, but even today when i was with him I kept wishing you were him. Kept imagining you being there instead. I want to move on so bad, i just want to be happy and forget about you, but I can't. and you don't even know that. Know any of this. Do you even think of me? Probably not... but I do, I think of you every day.
    I hope I can move on, and be just as happy if not happier.

    • @youareaclown1857
      @youareaclown1857 3 роки тому +5

      i’m so so sorry.

    • @switchplayz7105
      @switchplayz7105 3 роки тому +8

      I’ve never wanted to cuddle someone more. And tell them it’s alright :( idk who u r but u deserve to here this I love u, he loves u. It’s all ok. Ok?

    • @pool9151
      @pool9151 3 роки тому +1

      I’m sorry
      I mean I’m so sorry you don’t deserve that. No one does. The pain of missing someone you’ll love forever is so much, too much. And I’m so sorry you have to bear that. I’m so unbelievably sorry( in a not sarcastic way)

  • @dianne2cu
    @dianne2cu 4 роки тому +122

    “ what if I’m someone I don’t want around “ just really hits me

  • @Mila-vw2og
    @Mila-vw2og 4 роки тому +477

    pov: you’re listening to this song crying while you notice how harry’s voice is just circling your head.

  • @Xjeiixx
    @Xjeiixx 4 роки тому +3115

    *You’re at home watching the rain fall outside, thinking of how you could forget yourself. Suppressing that empty feeling in your heart. The empty feeling that you’ll never be loved, you’ll never have a partner, that loves you and wants to kiss you under this exact rain, to comfort you when you feel like this. That you can do the same for too. The empty feeling that you’ll never be someone’s type, that you’ll never hold someone’s favorite smile, or cry someone’s favorite eyes. You’ll always be alone looking out of the window, thinking of this exact feeling. And just one single tear falls off your face as you smile to yourself, because that’s who you’ve got, yourself. The same person who was there when you got denied by your first crush, who was there when your best friend didn’t come to your birthday, who was there when your mother argued with her partner on your birthday, who was there when you cried yourself to sleep, and who was there when you finally realized that you’ve got to love yourself before you could ever be loved. That you are an amazing person, with a beautiful smile, and gorgeous eyes. So you wipe your tear and continue to listen to the rain.*

    • @bumblebeeinnit5177
      @bumblebeeinnit5177 4 роки тому +65

      I love you for this, you’re amazing 💖

    • @Xjeiixx
      @Xjeiixx 4 роки тому +18

      Useless Lesbian of course 🦆 I needed it, so I figured I’d help others who might have felt the same way

    • @A1ainaRose
      @A1ainaRose 4 роки тому +57

      Why is this exactly what I’m feeling 🥺

    • @cyber_coreexx
      @cyber_coreexx 4 роки тому +18

      t h a n k y o u

    • @cyber_coreexx
      @cyber_coreexx 4 роки тому +38

      this made me tear up

  • @kirbyco4481
    @kirbyco4481 4 роки тому +418

    Does anyone else just think about how much they hate themselves while listening

    • @chynnarodriguez928
      @chynnarodriguez928 4 роки тому +10

      No I think of how I wish I could just be happy.. and time is slipping past in front of my eyes and I can’t do anything about it🥺💔

    • @dzeinabarkevica5048
      @dzeinabarkevica5048 4 роки тому

      Chynna Rodriguez enjoy the moments that’s happening right now..

    • @dzeinabarkevica5048
      @dzeinabarkevica5048 4 роки тому +4

      Yup how’s your day been though? Have you eaten? Please do. Have you told yourself how pretty you are in the mirror? Go do it now please! You’ll make me happy.. have you drank water? Go drink some go one!! please🥺... did you drink? Did you get out of bed today? If not get out, times gonna fly by quickly and your not going to have any memories.

    • @miraelbolok3613
      @miraelbolok3613 4 роки тому +8

      yes I hate how I look, I hate the sound of my voice , I hate how much I weigh , I hate how I smile , I hate how I feel, I hate myself

    • @influenceredits2898
      @influenceredits2898 4 роки тому +2

      vlogging with Mira I love you and idk how to convince u, but every shape, size, colour and religion is absolutely perfect as long as it’s not hurting or changing you. be yourself, embrace your imperfections and your smile will show the world how gorgeous you are. xxx

  • @ashleyfernandez4060
    @ashleyfernandez4060 4 роки тому +70

    I'm in my bed
    And you're not here
    And there's no one to blame but the drink and my wandering hands
    Forget what I said
    It's not what I meant
    And I can't take it back
    I can't unpack the baggage you left
    What am I now?
    What am I now?
    What if I'm someone I don't want around?
    I'm fallin' again
    I'm fallin' again
    I'm fallin'
    What if I'm down?
    What if I'm out?
    What if I'm someone you won't talk about?
    I'm fallin' again
    I'm fallin' again
    I'm fallin'
    You said you cared
    And you missed me, too
    And I'm well aware I write too many songs about you
    And the coffee's out
    At the Beachwood Café
    And it kills me 'cause I know we've run out of things we can say
    What am I now?
    What am I now?
    What if I'm someone I don't want around?
    I'm fallin' again
    I'm fallin' again
    I'm fallin'
    What if I'm down?
    What if I'm out?
    What if I'm someone you won't talk about?
    I'm fallin' again
    I'm fallin' again
    I'm fallin'
    And I get the feelin' that you'll never need me again
    What am I now?
    What am I now?
    What if you're someone I just want around?
    I'm fallin' again
    I'm fallin' again
    I'm fallin'
    What if I'm down?
    What if I'm out?
    What if I'm someone you won't talk about?
    I'm fallin' again
    I'm fallin' again
    I'm fallin

  • @anna-co4ve
    @anna-co4ve 4 роки тому +80

    Dose any one just stit in there room in the dark
    And over think about life no okay just me i guss

    • @Booom134
      @Booom134 3 роки тому +2

      No not only you

  • @glitterinthedark
    @glitterinthedark 4 роки тому +683

    sooo i was literally drunk in an uber , crying when this song came up on shuffle and i realized that i fell in love with this beautiful soul who will never be able to love me back the way i love her and umm i am now again listening to this version of falling on repeat and crying. fun times

    • @urbasicinternetnerd8733
      @urbasicinternetnerd8733 4 роки тому +27

      Me and her met during one of the worst summers of my 20 years. It was all spent on drinking blindly and only to then cry to and sometimes against each other. I had never connected or truly felt at peace in all of my life. I don't think I was one hundred real but even saying that is a lot. I'm always so fucking fake. She was so beautiful and I'm glad we didn't end up or get to a point in which I or she realized just how much I enjoyed watching and hearing her cry....she never cried that one. Neither did I. But most nights that summer were spent choking on tears and admitting just how not okay we were. That we probably never would be. I know one of us is going to fall one day. I realized this after our 3rd night together. It couldn't be her and a large part of me knew it would probably be me and I would just be another tear that she won't let fall. So I stopped and did what I'm most wonderful at. I destroyed us.

    • @justineperrotte258
      @justineperrotte258 4 роки тому +3

      I'm sorry for you thats really sad!😭

    • @abrarelidrisi6888
      @abrarelidrisi6888 4 роки тому +1

      I’m so sorry

    • @stanningexotosavemysanity5638
      @stanningexotosavemysanity5638 4 роки тому

      The uber driver?

  • @holly289
    @holly289 4 роки тому +271

    i’ll be seeing y’all at group therapy

    • @liambrodrico132
      @liambrodrico132 3 роки тому

      you comment this exact thing on every song 😑

    • @hassplaine1302
      @hassplaine1302 3 роки тому +1

      @@liambrodrico132 so it’s true.

    • @Ikacita
      @Ikacita 2 роки тому +1

      sure let’s bring vegan donuts and drink some hot chocolate coffee ☕️ wit

    • @savannahholes1687
      @savannahholes1687 2 роки тому

      ok sounds good!

    • @moonish_
      @moonish_ 2 роки тому

      Yeah...can i still come?

  • @miasanchez6031
    @miasanchez6031 4 роки тому +433

    god I miss him like crazy..

    • @naheenisapoet69
      @naheenisapoet69 4 роки тому

      Sem

    • @karlamoran4060
      @karlamoran4060 4 роки тому +4

      Mia Sanchez idk who u miss but I miss the person who past the pain on to me 😔

    • @vurii4296
      @vurii4296 4 роки тому +3

      mine doesn't even exist.

    • @leahjade07
      @leahjade07 4 роки тому +1

      yourgirl Lia same

    • @TheSkaterjoe123
      @TheSkaterjoe123 4 роки тому +1

      I miss Tony the Tiger too 😔

  • @alexaleighsmith7818
    @alexaleighsmith7818 4 роки тому +105

    the fact that harry is literally circling around in my head rn

  • @shoochan886
    @shoochan886 3 роки тому +212

    *sad twerking*

  • @zouhour9902
    @zouhour9902 4 роки тому +249

    my crying anthem 🤩🧚🏻‍♀️✨💞

  • @luvreliz
    @luvreliz 4 роки тому +651

    this song makes me think about the past and how many mistakes i’ve made. the mistakes made me focus on things that are now irrelevant and i use to hate myself so much. i was very quiet in elementary until i moved schools. i found the best of the best of friends and though sometimes i wish to go back to my old school, i started loving myself. i would feel so confident looking at myself in the mirror and tbh it was the best feeling ever. mistakes don’t really define me, they remind me of who i was and whom i will change to be 🤍

    • @jaylencree
      @jaylencree 4 роки тому +4

      Yesssss good for you I’m so proud

    • @s_poptart
      @s_poptart 4 роки тому +4

      this made me cry... i hope to reach that point of self love soon. a lot is going on in my life and i’m drowning in it

    • @lukeauyeung4152
      @lukeauyeung4152 4 роки тому +2

      @@s_poptart if your drowning in your life, don't hold your breath and hope someone saves you, no one will. You've got to take action and start swimming.

    • @luvreliz
      @luvreliz 4 роки тому +1

      Sarene Alexis exactly what the top comment above me said! keep swimming, you WILL get there one day. keep fighting through all this misery.

    • @luvreliz
      @luvreliz 4 роки тому

      jajja thank you! i wish you’re well and healthy🤍!

  • @genzxc2711
    @genzxc2711 4 роки тому +1839

    that 1 person who disliked the vid is probably crying buckets of tears.

  • @25Vibhu
    @25Vibhu 4 роки тому +60

    There was a time when we were kids
    And everything was bliss,
    Then we grew up
    Fell in love
    And honestly been falling since...

  • @darzvsediting4972
    @darzvsediting4972 4 роки тому +68

    i wonder if anybody checked up on him after hearing this. cue the ugly crying

  • @deinodinosuchus
    @deinodinosuchus 4 роки тому +243

    what if i'm someone i don't want around?

  • @ellalynch5009
    @ellalynch5009 4 роки тому +216

    she just got on her flight to go to her dream school. You're happy for her, but you're also sad and angry that she left you here. She's gone to live her big city life and go clubbing with her new friends and drink and smoke and meet boys. You're stuck in your small town working tiring boring shifts at a cafe for minimum wage, with an empty cold lonely flat and nobody to talk to. You haven't heard from her in a week. She's forgetting slowly. As you listen to the rain pour and but your windows, you accept that she's gone for the better. Your hold her back anyway. You look up at the full moon that's shining through your window. At least you still stare at the same sky

    • @shazzafrancia5294
      @shazzafrancia5294 4 роки тому +10

      okay, damn

    • @nataliecheechov8096
      @nataliecheechov8096 4 роки тому +23

      She's at her dream school and it is perfect. It is everything she wanted and more. Her new friends are amazing and her classes are incredible. The big city is always alive, clubbing and drinking and meeting boys are regular weekend activities. She loves her new life. But she can't help but wish you were here to witness it with her. Sometimes, while her roommates grab dinner, she sits and writes you letters she will never send. She pulls up your old messages and rereads them. She drinks but doesn't dance when your song comes on. It isn't fair for her to call you now. Not when you deserve to be happy, to move on. She could never forget you, slowly or all at once. She is happy and she knows she made the right choice. But that doesn't mean she isn't thinking about you. She wishes you could know that. She looks up at the full moon shining through her window. At least you stare at the same sky.

    • @lolar5790
      @lolar5790 4 роки тому +11

      you’ll always stare at at the same sky, even when she’s left her dream school and has started her dream job, and when you’ve moved on from the café. You may even see her again, but it’ll never be the same, she’s moved on, she has her new friends, her new life, and one day she’ll find someone to replace you, she’ll get a cold, damp flat with someone else but she’ll be happy. She’ll smile in the way she always did, a sort of crooked smile that could light up a room, the same crooked smile that made you fall in love, again and again, you never said you loved her, not in those words but you did, you always have. And the thought of her moving on without knowing that hurts so much that all you can do is look up at the sky, and pray that she knows, that she realised before you did and knew you were too much of a coward to say it.
      you never realised how beautiful the sky was, it wasn’t as beautiful as her though, nothing would ever be as beautiful as her

    • @gracetolles9365
      @gracetolles9365 4 роки тому +3

      The part where she’s forgetting slowly hits so so close to him. If you’re reading this, please don’t forget me Sharky. And I’m sorry I lied, I actually do love you.

    • @maybemo3083
      @maybemo3083 4 роки тому +3

      you buy a ticket, you have a layover in her city, it wasn’t intentional. its only an hour but still... an hour close to her is still an hour close to her. you look out the airport windows as the sun rises over her city. you wonder, is she watching the sunrise too. she used to wake you up early cause she knew you liked to watch the fog peel away from the fields, she didn't know how you liked the golden light and the way it turned her dark hair vibrant and the way she would close her eyes and lift her chin, begging the sun to shine on her forever. you decided to try it, in a busy airport surrounded by strangers. you remember how you were always aware of her presence, would know it deaf, blind, in this world or the next... and you feel it. from all around you. her city. her air. her sun. you look out again and turn to leave. her shoulders. you gasp. her hair. you walk. her notebook. you stumble. her hands. you smile. her bracelets. you're closer. her lips. you're there, she grabs you. her eyes. you breathe. her. you remember, you remember everything. and at last you are under the same sky

  • @allieprophet8224
    @allieprophet8224 4 роки тому +61

    “I’m falling.. again” it’s like they say. I’m slowly moving back into that place that I tried so very hard to get out of.. like no matter how hard we try every time we think we’re getting better we get put back in the position that we were in..

  • @mandiangumd
    @mandiangumd 4 роки тому +45

    To whoever is feeling down.....
    Go easy on yourself, okay? You’re doing the best you can, and that’s enough! Tomorrow will be better. And don’t forget that you are loved❤️

  • @saoirsefitton1672
    @saoirsefitton1672 4 роки тому +53

    The “I get the feeling you will never need me again” hit me hard🥺😔

  • @juleshby
    @juleshby 4 роки тому +70

    im so glad i spent 10 minutes searching for my headphones

  • @lonelygirl24ok94
    @lonelygirl24ok94 4 роки тому +605

    I need him and he needs her

    • @calliec1858
      @calliec1858 4 роки тому +12

      Ouch 🧍🏻‍♀️

    • @sillygoosesyd4337
      @sillygoosesyd4337 4 роки тому +28

      this one hit too close to home ...

    • @sam-ww5gf
      @sam-ww5gf 4 роки тому +3

      me too

    • @ISA-wj1ve
      @ISA-wj1ve 4 роки тому +6

      🥺 I’m so sorry to hear about that. I hope you feel better soon

    • @jloD
      @jloD 4 роки тому +4

      My heart.. he needs me too but he just doesn't want to accept it ugh

  • @natashacase4304
    @natashacase4304 4 роки тому +484

    Lyrics:
    I'm in my bed
    And you're not here
    And there's no one to blame but the drink and my wandering hands
    Forget what I said
    It's not what I meant
    And I can't take it back
    I can't unpack the baggage you left
    What am I now?
    What am I now?
    What if I'm someone I don't want around?
    I'm fallin' again
    I'm fallin' again
    I'm fallin'
    What if I'm down?
    What if I'm out?
    What if I'm someone you won't talk about?
    I'm fallin' again
    I'm fallin' again
    I'm fallin'
    You said you cared
    And you missed me, too
    And I'm well aware I write too many songs about you
    And the coffee's out
    At the Beachwood Café
    And it kills me 'cause I know we've run out of things we can say
    What am I now?
    What am I now?
    What if I'm someone I don't want around?
    I'm fallin' again
    I'm fallin' again
    I'm fallin'
    What if I'm down?
    What if I'm out?
    What if I'm someone you won't talk about?
    I'm fallin' again
    I'm fallin' again
    I'm fallin'
    And I get the feelin' that you'll never need me again
    What am I now?
    What am I now?
    What if you're someone I just want around?
    I'm fallin' again
    I'm fallin' again
    I'm fallin'
    What if I'm down?
    What if I'm out?
    What if I'm someone you won't talk about?
    I'm fallin' again
    I'm fallin' again
    I'm fallin'

  • @julietawinchester2122
    @julietawinchester2122 3 роки тому +21

    hey what's that sound?
    oh, never mind, is my heart breaking.

  • @madalynsexton739
    @madalynsexton739 4 роки тому +39

    I’ve gone complete numb it doesn’t make me cry anymore cause I’m broken to pieces

    • @ariana2939
      @ariana2939 3 роки тому +1

      Same... Bu hey! It's gonna be ok! We'll be fine...:) I just want to cry soo bad bu I just can't- I'm not able to feel anything...! Anyways it's ok! You'll be fine!🖤🦋⛓️

  • @riwahoteit9365
    @riwahoteit9365 4 роки тому +195

    the 4 people that disliked this are probably crying so hard they missed the like button

    • @mystifiedfox2476
      @mystifiedfox2476 4 роки тому +2

      i used to dislike songs that reminded me of my past and made me cry, not cool man not cool :(

  • @st4rgvrl
    @st4rgvrl 4 роки тому +150

    “and I get the feeling that you’ll never need me again” hit too close to home.

  • @jamie6358
    @jamie6358 4 роки тому +600

    I don’t even have a crush so I’m just thinking about timothee chalamet instead😀

  • @chriswoodismymans963
    @chriswoodismymans963 4 роки тому +23

    HEY GUYS, i’m here for my crying session😝

  • @rxnica_
    @rxnica_ 4 роки тому +22

    pov: you and your friend decided to share each others music while stuck inside by a storm, but some idiot super glued your speaker to the ceiling fan

  • @maleah2340
    @maleah2340 4 роки тому +359

    OMG THE HEADPHONES SOUND SO GOOD

  • @baal2.078
    @baal2.078 4 роки тому +265

    *Your sitting on your bed, looking at the mirror. Your thinking that you'll never be loved, and your not worth it. That you'll never have anyone by your side to comfort you, to let you cry on their shoulder. The next thing you know, your sitting on a rocking chair, looking out the window. Your 80 years old. Your watching the sunset. You let tears shed down your face, and you think to yourself: I am beautiful. I am strong. I have an amazing smile. I have beautiful eyes, and an amazing personality. You let your head lean back and close your eyes, finally realizing you love yourself.

  • @penelopemcintosh8077
    @penelopemcintosh8077 4 роки тому +34

    To the person who broke Harry’s heart. Hear me out, I just want to talk.👺

  • @katsudeku4877
    @katsudeku4877 4 роки тому +10

    god I was doing so well.

  • @sageforrestt5315
    @sageforrestt5315 4 роки тому +13

    I need a 1 hour version so I can cry over the guy I never even dated.

  • @beomkawa
    @beomkawa  4 роки тому +162

    blacklivesmatters.carrd.co/

  • @graceevans9609
    @graceevans9609 4 роки тому +115

    If you are broken and in pain, tell yourself this everyday how ever many times you need “this is temporary pain, I will come back bigger, and better than the people that hurt me, I’m beautiful, I’m strong, and I am the best me I could be” I love you even if you don’t love yourself yet

  • @feride9258
    @feride9258 4 роки тому +78

    this is so beautiful i-

  • @emiliecarmichael981
    @emiliecarmichael981 4 роки тому +24

    lyrics
    I'm in my bed
    And you're not here
    And there's no one to blame but the drink and my wandering hands
    Forget what I said
    It's not what I meant
    And I can't take it back
    I can't unpack the baggage you left
    What am I now?
    What am I now?
    What if I'm someone I don't want around?
    I'm fallin' again
    I'm fallin' again
    I'm fallin'
    What if I'm down?
    What if I'm out?
    What if I'm someone you won't talk about?
    I'm fallin' again
    I'm fallin' again
    I'm fallin'
    You said you cared
    And you missed me, too
    And I'm well aware I write too many songs about you
    And the coffee's out
    At the Beachwood Café
    And it kills me 'cause I know we've run out of things we can say
    What am I now?
    What am I now?
    What if I'm someone I don't want around?
    I'm fallin' again
    I'm fallin' again
    I'm fallin'
    What if I'm down?
    What if I'm out?
    What if I'm someone you won't talk about?
    I'm fallin' again
    I'm fallin' again
    I'm fallin'
    And I get the feelin' that you'll never need me again
    What am I now?
    What am I now?
    What if you're someone I just want around?
    I'm fallin' again
    I'm fallin' again
    I'm fallin'
    What if I'm down?
    What if I'm out?
    What if I'm someone you won't talk about?
    I'm fallin' again
    I'm fallin' again
    I'm fallin'

  • @marttah4066
    @marttah4066 4 роки тому +18

    Sitting on the car and listening to this with the rain it feels so calm and deep

  • @elizabethlee2765
    @elizabethlee2765 4 роки тому +31

    i didnt plan on crying tonight but here we are

  • @mahaasreej9397
    @mahaasreej9397 4 роки тому +48

    How do you post so frequently and I'm in love with your edits😭

  • @morganrobitaille
    @morganrobitaille 4 роки тому +38

    i didn’t know this song could get any sadder

  • @kinzee_jacq
    @kinzee_jacq 3 роки тому +10

    people to whoever are in pain. here is my story. i was the happiest kid you would ever meet. i had so much energy, i got excited over literally anything, i was even happy and excited when i finally got out of my car seat. always loved cheering people up. i had a lot of friends that were there for me. i loved my life. everything was perfect. but then i turned 10. everything went down hill from there. i started to lost myself. i couldn’t find where i was & i was scared. i felt alone. i fell into depression and really struggled to get back out, & i lost everything. it started getting worse every year and i was scared to ask for help. thinking i can do it all on my own. that made it even worse bc i was so young and didn’t fully understand the world yet. 2019 hit & that year was the worst year of my life. i lost everyone, i got my heartbroken, & suicide thoughts started to overcome my mind. those thoughts were there everyday. i couldn’t find a reason to live. i didn’t want to be here anymore. school was really stressful bc i didn’t know what to expect since i was a freshman. it was a lot harder then middle school. 2020 came and everything was the same. i was still close to leaving, i had 1 friend left & i was still heartbroken over the same guy. highschool was stressing me out, i couldn’t figure things out. i had loads of homework, ended up failing my first semester of math & i was only in algebra a while everyone else was in algebra b. ended up going online bc of quarantine. my grades started to go up again & ended up passing all my classes that semester. after school ended, i was still really depressed bc i lost all friends again since none of them would text me to try and make plans. i stayed inside the whole time with nowhere to go which made my loneliness worse. THEN i started getting obsessed with one direction. i watched their videos and listened to their music everyday (still do hehe.) they brought my happiness up a lot & i was finally understanding that pain takes time to heal and they helped me just by being their goofy selfs. and that lady’s and gentlemen is how i found harry styles. i found his music. his words. his confidence. everything about him. i listen to his music everyday. found my confidence, found myself, became happier then i ever was since i was 9. harry saved my life. he pulled me out of that dark spot. out of rock bottom and i don’t know how i could ever thank him for that. he helped me realize my worth. and also being in the one direction fandom is helping to. i found an AMAZING group of people that i call my family. best people i’ve ever met and helped me also. argue about the funniest shit and helped me find my silly side of myself again. you do have that person or people that can help. that can bring you back. it could be 1 or more. if you can’t find anyone, try yourself. in the end, you is all you have. my point is, don’t leave. leaving only brings pain onto others. stay for me. find that strength to find yourself and your happiness. you will get that “i did it” moment. i promise you. you just have to give it time. it’s all worth it in the end. don’t. give. up. please.

  • @siobhanmcwilliams3468
    @siobhanmcwilliams3468 4 роки тому +17

    I don’t think I’ll ever get over how amazing harry makes me feel his songs have such an emotional connection to us🥺🥺

  • @milkandcookies3203
    @milkandcookies3203 4 роки тому +40

    I’ve never felt a connection to this song until now I’ve always thought fine line was sadder but I take that back.):

  • @crazycat7892
    @crazycat7892 4 роки тому +18

    this song played while we were driving to the vet to put my dog down and now i cry every time it comes on the radio...

  • @bridgetevelyn
    @bridgetevelyn 4 роки тому +49

    Wow! Cant believe im so early! Thank you for doing this song it already has me in tears 🥺

    • @beomkawa
      @beomkawa  4 роки тому +4

      bridget evelyn 🥺🥰

  • @tryingtobeok2131
    @tryingtobeok2131 4 роки тому +5

    im too tired to keep going through this, i love you but i give up, you'll never love me like I do so there's no point on keep trying, it hurts but I need to leave if I want to heal

  • @awesomesauceomness626
    @awesomesauceomness626 4 роки тому +9

    In case no one told you today, you are needed, you are stronger than you think, you are doing great, you deserve the best, you are here for a reason, please don’t give up just yet. You ARE loved 🥺

  • @tiffany.b2734
    @tiffany.b2734 4 роки тому +54

    i can’t explain how much i want to hug him rn. i haven’t seen him for a year and i can’t explain how much i miss seeing his smile and talking to him. even thinking him liking someone else kills me. i wonder all the time if he still thinks abt me the way i think abt him. i wonder if he sits in bed listening to harrystyles and thinks abt me the way i think abt him.

    • @paigewhyman8523
      @paigewhyman8523 4 роки тому

      I'm in the same situation except its only been nearly 3 months, lets just hope one day we both find people that love us as much as we love them and have it stay that way, I don't know you but I love you and I hope you're doing okay

  • @vanee5368
    @vanee5368 4 роки тому +41

    This is making me sadd😔💞💞

  • @cool-zn9oo
    @cool-zn9oo 4 роки тому +51

    This literally makes me think about my mistakes, I finally was able to heal from my scars, now I need to heal the scars physically, I need to stop lying to everyone. I need to stop trapping myself in situations that are toxic, I relate to the lyric “what if I’m someone I don’t want around” I’m tired of thinking of my fuck-ups, and this song helped me realize that. Thank you.

    • @beomkawa
      @beomkawa  4 роки тому +3

      you're welcome ilysm, stay strong, stay safe, im here if u need to talk

  • @anna-co4ve
    @anna-co4ve 4 роки тому +15

    Dose any one every wants in just to rain for ever
    No just me okay

  • @alecb9065
    @alecb9065 4 роки тому +5

    "falling again"
    falling into a major depressive hole once again.

  • @yna5583
    @yna5583 4 роки тому +24

    Its perfect for when your sad ❤️

  • @breannasebandal4501
    @breannasebandal4501 4 роки тому +19

    underrated. *beautiful, thank you for this* :')))

  • @luciacannonn
    @luciacannonn 4 роки тому +83

    i find myself relating more about my ‘best friend’ than love interest when it comes to these songs lol. shes just always in the back of my mind and i can see her playing video games with someone else, face timing someone else all day, laughing with her while i wait alone for her to come back and do those things with me again, too afraid to talk to her. i don’t even blame her. i just wish she would have said goodbye. we still talk and she says she’s my best friend. but we barely talk, i stopped playing games because it’s no fun on my own and she’s obviously closer with the other girl. sorry for ranting, just wanna let ppl know that you’re not alone :)

  • @khurshidansari8656
    @khurshidansari8656 3 роки тому +3

    Sis the worst part is I scrolled through all the 2.1k comments by listening to this on repeat.. I dunno how many times

  • @chloechadwell6749
    @chloechadwell6749 4 роки тому +16

    Guys I worked so hard and so close then he has a girlfriend and I know i shouldn't love him but I do 😪

    • @beccab.3867
      @beccab.3867 4 роки тому +1

      That’s what happened to me🤧

  • @summer-gr6fh
    @summer-gr6fh 4 роки тому +81

    i’m going to find the person who hurt harry. they deserve what’s coming for them

  • @ceren7452
    @ceren7452 4 роки тому +11

    Okay so it’s 6am I can’t sleep and i found myself here

  • @mariasands5209
    @mariasands5209 4 роки тому +11

    I just love how the sound slowly teleports from ear to ear. It’s like it’s pacing in my head

  • @malaikaputi67
    @malaikaputi67 4 роки тому +2

    I’m not sad , I’m not depressed I just felt empty and .. lonely , that’s all , have u ever feel that ?? empty , no ur not sad just empty

  • @imavaelizabeth
    @imavaelizabeth 4 роки тому +12

    This made me cry because my cat is missing and this reminded me of her for some reason. When he said "I'm in my bed, and youre not here." That really hit me cause she always used to lay in bed with me. And when he said "what if I'm someone you won't talk about" I'm scared she'll never ever come back. And when he said "and I get the feeling that you'll never need me again", I'm scared that what if she finds a new home and doesn't need me anymore. Idk I'm crying really hard rn.

    • @mia-rr5nv
      @mia-rr5nv 4 роки тому

      im so sorry :( is she okay..?

  • @aminaa4022
    @aminaa4022 4 роки тому +15

    def need a one hr version of this 🥺 pls?

  • @sophie7988
    @sophie7988 4 роки тому +3

    Fun fact: it’s impossible to breathe while smiling
    Did you know that you look amazing when you smile 🥺
    I love you okay.
    Please don't give up.
    Even if you think that no one loves you.
    I love you even if I don't know you.
    Well, I do know that you're an amazing person whos just going through a really rough patch.
    I do know that you're a caring person who puts others happiness before yours
    I know that your faking being happy to make sure that no one worries about you because you're a selfless person (and if you're not faking being happy its because you've been faking for so long that you can't keep it up anymore)
    I love you so much and my whole world and heaps of people that you didn't think cared about you worlds will shatter and their lives will never be the same again if you give up
    So please don't give up
    It will get better I promise 💕
    I have been through this time and I even thought about killing myself but I pushed through it and I am so glad I did. My life only got better and I and now that happiest I have ever been
    Life may seem like its never going to get better but I promise you its will and I can promise that you are going to be so glad that you didn't give up
    Just thought I would remind you that I love you once more okay 💞♡
    I wrote all of this but please copy this and spread it around. People need to hear this 🙃

  • @gracemanalo3060
    @gracemanalo3060 4 роки тому +3

    U should put the lyrics next timee hehe

  • @sabrinamehl
    @sabrinamehl 4 роки тому +2

    you guys are making me scared of ever falling in love 👁👄👁

    • @602.adriii
      @602.adriii 4 роки тому

      it’s a pretty scary and hurtful thing if it’s not with the right person,, but give it time and the right one will come around :).

  • @huxley8671
    @huxley8671 4 роки тому +7

    To Everyone Whose Feeling Sad and Down right now :
    Always remember, you are loved, appreciated, wanted and believed in. And if you think that's false, I'm right here. I love you, I appreciate you, I want you here alive and well, and most importantly- I believe in you.
    Never forget that you're just as important to this world as everyone else, I love you, buddy. And I will never stop believing in you. Please take care of yourself and love yourself.

  • @stefi3500
    @stefi3500 4 роки тому +10

    i am absolutely, most defiantly not crying my fūcking eyes out rn

  • @nuradlina9748
    @nuradlina9748 4 роки тому +9

    I'm sad. Today is my birthday, but only little ppl care and it is just for a while. Today is the most miserable day for me

    • @arlo7883
      @arlo7883 4 роки тому +2

      i'm sorry i'm late but happy birthday, people care, people love you. i'm here for you if you need

    • @veresparks7104
      @veresparks7104 3 роки тому

      Happy late birthday I hope your life is better than it was when you sent this but I just wanted you to know that you are amazing you are loved and you matter. I hope next year it'll be a better birthday for you.

    • @areebamughal9917
      @areebamughal9917 3 роки тому

      Happy belated birthday love! Im a little late ig. But just letting you know...it's gonna be okay.

  • @juliarodziewicz3970
    @juliarodziewicz3970 4 роки тому +3

    This song calms me down after a long night of crying 🙂

  • @navsharankaur
    @navsharankaur 4 роки тому +2

    "but it's even more sadder"
    *Leaves everything*
    **Clicks**

  • @lariegofredrichkarl7891
    @lariegofredrichkarl7891 4 роки тому +2

    I LOVE YOU TO WHOEVER READING THIS. YOU ARE SPECIAL AND LOVED. YOU ARE AMAZING. CHEER UP! WE CAN DO THIS. KEEP FIGHTING. I LOVE YOU