𝙆𝙞𝙠𝙪𝙤 - 𝙔𝙤𝙪'𝙧𝙚 𝙖 𝙐𝙨𝙚𝙡𝙚𝙨𝙨 𝘾𝙝𝙞𝙡𝙙 ( 𝙨𝙡𝙤𝙬𝙚𝙙 8𝙙 )

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  • Опубліковано 2 лют 2025

КОМЕНТАРІ • 563

  • @ipekozsan7629
    @ipekozsan7629 3 роки тому +955

    PLS PİNNNN!!!!!!!!!!!!! Right now, there are people all over the world who are just like you. They're either lonely, they're missing somebody, they're depressed, they're hurt, they're scarred from the past, they're having personal issues no one knows about, they have secrets you wouldn't believe. They wish, they dream and they hope. And right now, they are sitting here reading these words, and I'm writing this for you so you dont feel alone anymore. Always remember, don't be depressed about the past, don't worry about the future, and just focus on today. If today's not so great don't worry! Tomorrow's a new chance. If you are reading this, be sure to share this around to make others feel better. Have a nice day! I love you!

    • @latenightguy4738
      @latenightguy4738 3 роки тому +26

      Thank you you are a lovely person and I hope you live a beautiful life you helped me today

    • @emyg6214
      @emyg6214 3 роки тому +18

      I--im just here cause i like the song

    • @sage-vr6bu
      @sage-vr6bu 3 роки тому +1

      Thank you, ilysm

    • @mei.444
      @mei.444 3 роки тому

      ily

    • @strgrllyco
      @strgrllyco 3 роки тому

      Ily

  • @lokis_tesseract
    @lokis_tesseract 3 роки тому +689

    I dont know why, but this matches Tsukasa. I can picture him saying that to Hanako.

    • @tsukasayugi989
      @tsukasayugi989 3 роки тому +37

      Yea true Amane thought that Tsukasa was a useless child want they were 14 and 13 yrs old

    • @beckieking3000
      @beckieking3000 3 роки тому +10

      @@tsukasayugi989 𝕋𝕤𝕦𝕜𝕒𝕤𝕒 𝕐𝕦𝕘𝕚 𝕪𝕖𝕤

    • @odditycat2716
      @odditycat2716 3 роки тому +29

      To me it seems like he's saying it to Mitsuba
      Fits their relationship well imo

    • @vampirecrayonzz
      @vampirecrayonzz 3 роки тому +9

      @@odditycat2716 kinda-

    • @odditycat2716
      @odditycat2716 3 роки тому +18

      @@vampirecrayonzz like calling him useless and pathetic and then acting sweet so that he feels dependent on him-

  • @minjiekim8794
    @minjiekim8794 3 роки тому +578

    Playing with this from airpods, sitting on the rooftop on a school night at 4:32am. Just went down to the local 7/11 to get a monster, and also brought a ramyeon up on the way. The air is crisp and cold. I want to escape the hell from my house. Parents always yelling, siblings crying, spanks. Homework, stress, nights of studying, no washing no rest. I don't want to leave

    • @rinokumura9836
      @rinokumura9836 3 роки тому +58

      STOP- THAT GIVES ME WEIRDLY FAMILIAR BUT DYING INSIDE VIBES 😭

    • @freestarhoney5658
      @freestarhoney5658 3 роки тому +30

      Welcome to the league , where we all feel the same stuff

    • @ansafiyfeya7243
      @ansafiyfeya7243 3 роки тому +10

      No tbh that never ever happen is this world i dont trust vibe like that

    • @heartzlanii
      @heartzlanii 3 роки тому +9

      I hope things get better 💕

    • @Ukiyoxo
      @Ukiyoxo 3 роки тому +6

      @Aya Williams i mean, what if it wasn’t fake?

  • @Tabby_is_cool
    @Tabby_is_cool 3 роки тому +150

    If anybody is wondering, the character on the image is named Tsukasa, he’s from a anime and manga series called “Toilet Bound Hanako-Kun” which I highly recommend checking out ( the anime / manga is about ghosts and spirits )

    • @nothanks4103
      @nothanks4103 3 роки тому +10

      Thanks I'll force my bf to watch it with me now 😌

    • @maddyqqq
      @maddyqqq 3 роки тому +15

      It's all fun and games until you read the manga, I legit cried like 1000 times

    • @Tabby_is_cool
      @Tabby_is_cool 3 роки тому +10

      @@maddyqqq *dont- don’t remind me of that*

    • @odditycat2716
      @odditycat2716 3 роки тому +6

      @@nothanks4103 enjoy some nice doritos while you're at it :)

    • @Mothblossom
      @Mothblossom 3 роки тому +5

      @@odditycat2716 I don’t trust this comment I will not eat the Doritos I will eat lays

  • @gertrude5997
    @gertrude5997 3 роки тому +179

    *mom and dad arguing*
    my headphones: kimi wa dekinai ko

  • @randommusicfan4426
    @randommusicfan4426 4 роки тому +765

    Yes I sure am a useless child

    • @random_boy5308
      @random_boy5308 3 роки тому +29

      I already new I was

    • @sulfur87.32
      @sulfur87.32 3 роки тому +24

      Yep , me too

    • @Reiizo0
      @Reiizo0 3 роки тому +8

      not every thing is about u

    • @LiterallyJsDead
      @LiterallyJsDead 3 роки тому +74

      @@Reiizo0 is that what your mother says when you’re being selfish

    • @Htwisg.
      @Htwisg. 3 роки тому +10

      Me too bro

  • @as6429
    @as6429 3 роки тому +224

    This is what my head feels like. every. single. day.

    • @b4nanaz
      @b4nanaz 3 роки тому +7

      how are you?

    • @keishiii
      @keishiii 3 роки тому +6

      Literally same

    • @luciferlui1324
      @luciferlui1324 3 роки тому +5

      same

    • @p.s.6724
      @p.s.6724 3 роки тому +5

      Same, I just want the voices in my head to stop.

    • @b4nanaz
      @b4nanaz 3 роки тому +4

      @@p.s.6724 hey, you okay?

  • @ace4821
    @ace4821 3 роки тому +52

    I feel like tsukasa would sing or tell this to other people and since the song also says "watashi dekinai dekinai dekinai ko" its like he blames himself because he doesnt know how to express his felings and instead he hurts others
    wow. *mind explodes*

  • @juna_777
    @juna_777 3 роки тому +382

    my parents to me when i get just ONE bad grade:

    • @thing1860
      @thing1860 3 роки тому +22

      Lol and then the teacher takes forever to grade it

    • @unclerichard1926
      @unclerichard1926 3 роки тому +4

      🥲🥲

    • @thatdeadratontheroad1364
      @thatdeadratontheroad1364 3 роки тому +5

      IKR

    • @quit2203
      @quit2203 3 роки тому +10

      Now I’m actually scared to go to high school-

    • @gone7734
      @gone7734 3 роки тому +3

      @@quit2203 yes mine literally starts at 15 please help 😭🖐️

  • @lillianlastar
    @lillianlastar 3 роки тому +53

    This makes me do a happy dance but like feel down at the same time it’s a good feeling ngl

  • @adrianz1748
    @adrianz1748 3 роки тому +194

    I feel like I’m hearing this behind me and not in my headphones it’s so weird

    • @mjzzzzzzzzz
      @mjzzzzzzzzz 3 роки тому +5

      SAME HERE

    • @mistyyz_
      @mistyyz_ 3 роки тому +10

      saaame its like someone's running in circles around me while blasting this song on their phone

    • @bonelessmice6828
      @bonelessmice6828 3 роки тому +4

      @@mistyyz_ 8d is supposed to feel like it’s circling

    • @mistyyz_
      @mistyyz_ 3 роки тому +1

      @@bonelessmice6828 ik that

    • @imissmychildhoood
      @imissmychildhoood 3 роки тому +1

      Yes! It seems to me that there are people saying "kimi wa dekinai ko" behind me

  • @ariana6410
    @ariana6410 3 роки тому +60

    Me: Wondering why my hearing is so bad
    Also me: Listening to this wit headphones on full blast lol

  • @typeolvr
    @typeolvr 4 роки тому +106

    I’m in love with this 👩‍❤️‍💋‍👩

  • @dudep8722
    @dudep8722 4 роки тому +258

    *Yo con audífonos*
    El sonido:
    🔁🔁🔁

  • @quackingsimp
    @quackingsimp 3 роки тому +83

    Im not wearing headphones but its still 8d 🤩🤩

    • @bonelessmice6828
      @bonelessmice6828 3 роки тому +4

      ikr but it feels weird like it’s far away but in one ear but it’s also near like wh

  • @klau_xs
    @klau_xs 3 роки тому +72

    my mom: saying she loves me
    also my mom :telling me that she hates me and wished that she just droped me when i was a baby
    me:???

  • @ZenithZokinni
    @ZenithZokinni 3 роки тому +89

    This music doesn’t feel abstract it feels like I can touch the music 😭

    • @Ellie-ci1dq
      @Ellie-ci1dq 2 роки тому

      Not me littraly putting my hand up to touch it🙄✌🏽😭😂

  • @chxvjra
    @chxvjra 4 роки тому +31

    That's so good and underrated! You deserve more :)

  • @MimiD-vb1dv
    @MimiD-vb1dv 10 місяців тому +1

    Lord please bless all my sisters and brother who have to go through such pain and abuse lord. Please help them like you saved me back then. Amen ❤

  • @luhluhluhlemun
    @luhluhluhlemun 4 роки тому +386

    is it just me or does this oddly sound like Tskusa 😳?

  • @trashboiparker
    @trashboiparker 3 роки тому +12

    this song makes me so inexplicably sad every time I hear it, just hearing the first few notes makes me want to sob i hate that I love it

  • @arlemisabells7637
    @arlemisabells7637 4 роки тому +36

    Wow esto es ✨arte✨

  • @Kookminnie7
    @Kookminnie7 4 роки тому +33

    Thank you for this ❤️

  • @chloehamptom
    @chloehamptom 3 роки тому +6

    i was venting in my head and listening to this song and getting in my feels and then an upbeat food ad just had to come along

  • @lblax3279
    @lblax3279 3 роки тому +6

    I love this sm it really helps me calm down if I’m really angry or stressed thank you sm for making this

  • @lol-nl3ic
    @lol-nl3ic 3 роки тому +46

    No one :
    Not a soul :
    Not even my dead rat :
    My ears : ➡️↘️⬇️↙️⬅️↖️⬆️↗️➡️↘️⬇️↙️⬅️↖️⬆️

  • @l0v3lyylilyy
    @l0v3lyylilyy 3 роки тому +89

    This hits different after getting out of a mental hospital, lols.

    • @mistyyz_
      @mistyyz_ 3 роки тому +4

    • @julieblues9228
      @julieblues9228 3 роки тому +2

      same its been almost a month since i got out

    • @l0v3lyylilyy
      @l0v3lyylilyy 3 роки тому +2

      @@julieblues9228 it will be 6 months for me on the 28th since i’ve got out

    • @ballsrrrrr
      @ballsrrrrr 3 роки тому

      i dont think thats something to be lolled about, but alright,

    • @l0v3lyylilyy
      @l0v3lyylilyy 3 роки тому

      @@ballsrrrrr i added on the “lols” for sarcasm.

  • @tlaneztlisanchez9712
    @tlaneztlisanchez9712 4 роки тому +22

    OMFG WHY AM I KINDA EARLY... also love your videos🙏

  • @xenxennari
    @xenxennari 3 роки тому +8

    The fact that this is my favorite song and i simp for Tsukasa then the picture there is him just makes me happy, also, if you think no one loves you remember God is here and will give you rest, pls don't waste the life God gave you!

  • @brindilleit2115
    @brindilleit2115 2 роки тому +3

    The light went out and I’m alone at home hearing this…10/10

  • @emxps2433
    @emxps2433 3 роки тому +8

    I can’t explain how good this song is.

  • @bobatodoroki3247
    @bobatodoroki3247 3 роки тому +53

    I feel like I'm in a 😩 c u l t 😩

  • @shrimpyshortstacks
    @shrimpyshortstacks 3 роки тому +24

    Ugh being useless is SUCH a full time job like seriously mom do u think this is easy on me? Like geez I work so hard to be the least favorite 🙄🤚 being a disappointment is so difficult ugh

    • @Somerandomsnickersbar
      @Somerandomsnickersbar 2 роки тому +3

      ugh omg so true it’s so fucking hard to be an embarrassment to the family and here you are acting like it’s easy like I work hard for you to constantly make me have mental breakdowns 😐😐🙄🙄🤚

  • @angeleletrico
    @angeleletrico 3 роки тому +14

    MY COMFORT SONG AYYYY😻🕺💃‼️

  • @itsuki1045
    @itsuki1045 3 роки тому +11

    I was in the Sishite video and I see the song and I realize I can find the 8d version of this song, and was a miracle you was the forst oprtion I see.

  • @maesmemories7402
    @maesmemories7402 3 роки тому +1

    I had to take out my earbuds to make sure they were plugged in, it sounded like the music was actually playing around me. Good job!

  • @Blueskittle-lk2ut
    @Blueskittle-lk2ut Рік тому +4

    If I see a video with Tsukasa or any other TBHK character I’m gonna watch

  • @Chul1is
    @Chul1is 3 роки тому +9

    I love this slowed 8d

  • @stanisemo
    @stanisemo 3 роки тому +4

    This is like kokichis theme song lmao anywho this is so good TYYYYYY

  • @dae-hyuntheidi0t202
    @dae-hyuntheidi0t202 3 роки тому +5

    nothing is better than being called a useless child for like 5 minutes

  • @Kokyonari
    @Kokyonari Рік тому +2

    I need a 1hr loop of this 😩

  • @Duck-ft6xu
    @Duck-ft6xu 3 роки тому +2

    Woa- it’s like it’s switching between headphones (out of character)

  • @pinkpuppyreal4153
    @pinkpuppyreal4153 3 роки тому +12

    As a middle child I agree

  • @anthonellapal
    @anthonellapal 4 роки тому +15

    subscribed 🖤

  • @hanakokun2001
    @hanakokun2001 3 роки тому +23

    I can only imagine Tskusa saying r-

  • @Itzssaturn
    @Itzssaturn 2 роки тому +3

    You know ur life is falling apart when u relate to this

  • @sxra555
    @sxra555 3 роки тому +8

    Just a reminder you aren't useless you're an amazing person. I know it's hard but keep your head up, things will get better

  • @jkingpriv9028
    @jkingpriv9028 3 роки тому +11

    kimi wa dekinai dekinai dekinai ko
    kono yo de ichiban dekinai ko
    (lala-lalalalalala...
    (lala-lalalalalalalalala
    la-lala-lala...)
    ...lalala benkyo mo undo
    mo hanashi mo dekinai
    binbo de noroma de kitanai ko
    jibun no namae mo ienai kuchi kara
    moredasu oetsu ga suki deshita
    yodare ni hanakuso fuke kuso shouben
    baikin nakimushi yowamushi mushi-mushi
    oide yo mamotte ageru yo
    issho issho watashi to issho
    lalala lullaby oyasumi
    nemuru yo na kokochi de duetto shiyou
    shiyou watashi to shiyou yo
    samishii ko ko
    kimi wa dekinai dekinai dekinai ko
    kono yo de ichiban dekinai ko
    kimi wa dekinai dekinai dekinai ko
    watashi ga inakerya shinderu ko
    kimi wa dekinai dekinai dekinai ko
    kanashii kanashii dekisokonai
    kimi wa dekinai dekinai dekinai ko
    watashi ga tasukete shinzemashou
    (lalalala-lalalalalalalalala...)
    (lalalala-lalalalalalalalalala...)
    ...lalala kaijuu yuurei toumei ningen
    kabin ni shibin de fu-toukou
    kawaita kuchi kara kogoe de kageguchi
    himei no bouyomi kikimashou
    sore demo tsukihi wa
    tsuredzure hatsu hatsu
    otsumu mo jikan mo tarinai ko
    mou teokure chieokure
    kawaii ko ii ko watashi no mono yo
    lalala lullaby oyasumi
    nemuru yo na kokochi de watashi to
    odoro odoro zuutto odoro yo
    samishii ko ko......ko ko
    kimi wa dekinai dekinai dekinai ko
    kono yo de ichiban dekinai ko
    kimi wa samishii samishii samishii ko
    watashi ga isshou mamoru kara
    sore demo ano ko wa tsurenai ko
    watashi no moto kara tobitatta
    shiranai aida ni kizu-darake
    sore demo sono mama tabidatta
    ko ko......ko ko
    watashi dekinai dekinai dekinai ko
    dekinai ano ko wa mou imasen
    watashi dekinai dekinai dekinai ko
    daremo tasukete kuremasen
    watashi samishii samishii samishii ko
    samishii ano ko wa mou imasen
    watashi samishii samishii samishii ko
    moshimo jikan o modosetara... (Ah)
    lala-lalalalalala...
    lala-lalalalalalalalala...
    lala-lalalalalala...
    lala-lalalalalalalalala
    la-lala-lala-lala...
    Edit:I never got a like from the owner before tqsm :D

  • @hellohsjoqjfjs
    @hellohsjoqjfjs 3 роки тому +4

    This helps a lot of your learning Hiragana

  • @rubystudios_yt
    @rubystudios_yt 3 роки тому +9

    Why does this fit Tsukasa tho?
    The voice fits him too-

  • @Kookminnie7
    @Kookminnie7 4 роки тому +8

    First❤️

  • @makaykay7601
    @makaykay7601 3 роки тому

    AH YES I HAVE BEEN WAITING FOR THIS MOMENT

  • @invalidopinion8890
    @invalidopinion8890 4 роки тому +28

    日本語をわかれば、この曲が面白いです。頑張って

    • @invalidopinion8890
      @invalidopinion8890 4 роки тому +5

      @psychotically yours English is little, so if I made a mistake my fault ごめん

    • @Abby-hd5li
      @Abby-hd5li 4 роки тому +10

      @@invalidopinion8890 That's alright, your English is very good😌👍

    • @invalidopinion8890
      @invalidopinion8890 4 роки тому +4

      @@Abby-hd5li thanks 😁

    • @tsuein
      @tsuein 3 роки тому +2

      こんにちは^^

    • @invalidopinion8890
      @invalidopinion8890 3 роки тому +2

      @@tsuein こんにちす^_^

  • @ChildOfTheTree
    @ChildOfTheTree 3 роки тому +7

    This song makes me cry for reasons unknown lmao
    Edit: It's probably because it reminds me of Tsukasa. He tends to trigger my PTSD and make me traumatized and uncomfortable lol

  • @imnotsupposedtobehere883
    @imnotsupposedtobehere883 4 роки тому +64

    For some reason I throw up to 8d music 😀🦶

    • @ohar-a
      @ohar-a 3 роки тому +2

      built different 😞✊

    • @missyarak.4737
      @missyarak.4737 3 роки тому

      Motion sickness built diff 😫👆

  • @キルアゾルディク-i9g
    @キルアゾルディク-i9g 3 роки тому +7

    Just a quick reminder that you are awesome, amazing, pretty/handsome and you deserve the best, have a good day👍😁😁

  • @terrance-8379
    @terrance-8379 3 роки тому +7

    I've never related to a song more.

  • @winbunnyy
    @winbunnyy 3 роки тому +1

    the tittle say what i am lol, btw i love this

  • @kieranexists
    @kieranexists 3 роки тому +3

    My parents: go. to. bed. now.
    Me at almost midnight: KIMI WA DEKINAI DEKINAI DEKINAI

  • @charliecoudry2891
    @charliecoudry2891 3 роки тому +3

    I LOVE !!💕💕😳

  • @fhrog
    @fhrog 3 роки тому +1

    I used to listen to this song a lot back in a really bad period of time so this song is a constant trigger but I love it too much lol

  • @Deadaccount263
    @Deadaccount263 Рік тому +1

    This makes my neck tingle 💀
    Like it's about to fall off LMAO 💀💀💀

  • @dan-by2sd
    @dan-by2sd 3 роки тому +5

    i love it

  • @dolletethv
    @dolletethv 4 роки тому +4

    Thanks

  • @Kai-k8c8f
    @Kai-k8c8f 3 роки тому +3

    Ok can you believe that he/she is still liking comments from yesterday even tho this was uploaded two months ago
    Also this is great and i also like how its not that slow but still good
    Also what is you’re pronounce

  • @I..cry_
    @I..cry_ 2 роки тому +3

    Kikuo please stay in one ear

  • @koholz
    @koholz 4 роки тому +3

    Yaaaa thanks

  • @beaarrification
    @beaarrification 3 роки тому +7

    the song is circling around me with my earphones

  • @nekomikasa2040
    @nekomikasa2040 3 роки тому +4

    Luv ur username lolz

  • @unclerichard1926
    @unclerichard1926 3 роки тому

    Cyanoid and you are the most best 8d music makers your both way to underrated-😫😫😫😫😩😩😩😩

  • @Popsockss
    @Popsockss 4 роки тому +8

    *Tsukasa energy*

  • @CinnamonGrrrl
    @CinnamonGrrrl 3 роки тому +8

    I’m doing a whole edit in my head rn lol

  • @itreesuki
    @itreesuki 3 роки тому +5

    This song hits different when i am listening to it at 3am

  • @hopejurgensmeier2887
    @hopejurgensmeier2887 3 роки тому +2

    Therapy: expensive
    Listening to this: free

  • @renatarenatatoyslimeandmor5138
    @renatarenatatoyslimeandmor5138 3 роки тому +6

    It feels as like this song isn’t in my earbuds anymore like it somehow escaped

  • @mari-marieeee
    @mari-marieeee 3 роки тому +2

    3:20 just makes me forgot about reality for a few seconds but I feel like its just me

  • @kekie
    @kekie 3 роки тому +2

    This spitting facts

    • @ok-xf8yb
      @ok-xf8yb 3 роки тому +1

      oh hey you're here too

  • @yushaimapi768
    @yushaimapi768 2 роки тому +1

    Im happy theres a song for me 🥰

  • @yuatsugi
    @yuatsugi 3 роки тому +4

    Please be beware this song is about this boys mother he calls him useless bad at everything then makes the child sings it himself after that he plans to run away however his mother beats him up before he leaves

  • @mochxyy_
    @mochxyy_ 5 місяців тому +1

    Ngl, i can relate on these lyrics : 3:00 - 3:20
    So when i don't have anyone to trust for venting at least i have myself to trust and express all of my emotion without a lie promises and words.

  • @ivywing9487
    @ivywing9487 2 роки тому

    Oh my shi- I feel so uneasy rn . I LOVE IT

  • @Yukkiruu
    @Yukkiruu 4 роки тому +6

    Tsukasaaaaaaaaaa

  • @reinasrosesarered
    @reinasrosesarered 3 роки тому +2

    Who knew that this song can relate to us so much?

  • @bonelessmice6828
    @bonelessmice6828 3 роки тому +3

    it really said
    ↗️➡️⤵️
    ⬆️🎧⬇️
    ↖️⬅️↙️

  • @lindaparkins1203
    @lindaparkins1203 3 роки тому

    Omg the 8D audio is so cool

  • @kiraoclock
    @kiraoclock 3 роки тому +1

    this song makes me cry which is why continue to come back

    • @kiraoclock
      @kiraoclock Рік тому

      HELLO MEEEE I CAME BACK JUST LIKE YOU Said i would

  • @chaeinlov9289
    @chaeinlov9289 3 роки тому +48

    Yo con audífonos:
    Mis odios: ↗️➡️↘️
    ↖️⬅️↙️

  • @brynjarnadarajah3041
    @brynjarnadarajah3041 3 роки тому +3

    It sound like that the sound not even come out of the headphones its sounds soo... real

  • @aaylqz
    @aaylqz 2 роки тому +1

    i remember how i always cried to that song

  • @Mylonelybaby000
    @Mylonelybaby000 3 роки тому +1

    Tsukasa kun kawaii 🥺♥️

  • @reiiwashere
    @reiiwashere 3 роки тому +2

    ive never had my mom treat me this way, (since the song's about a mom calling their child names) but other people from my family. and i need to talk to someone and since my family is shitty and i need a new father figure im saying it online since strangers understand me more :)
    (discussion of needles, swearing, verbal abuse, maybe etc.?)
    so i was born. and 3 months later my father died, of course we didnt know til people confirmed. he died while getting milk (im serious on that, he had a heart attack and died) and i only started talking at 3-4, which was normal but my parents got worried and took me to this special doctor, they said i had autism but then ended up confirming i had adhd. idk why i mentioned my childhood but yea ig. so i was 3 from when i remember this, i had to get alot of needles for "health reasons". and the nurses were just complete idiots, they put one in my leg, and the one that hurt the most was the fact they put two needles in each one of my arms. and i remember getting up and running to my grandfather, who was my guardian with my grandmother and aunt because of the dad situation. i sobbed into the arms of someone who was later gonna betray me. i grew up to 4. its the age alot of stuff happened to me and people mock me saying "when you were 4?" every time i tell a sad story. like they didnt believe me. alot of stuff happened. such as getting hit on my hand, getting my arms tied together, and alot of blood and fear experiences. including yelling. whenever i entered the room my grandparents were yelling in, they would stop. but the more i grew the more i could walk across the whole house and get unnoticed. which i liked because they treated me to spoiled, just because i was a only child. i didnt ask to get spoiled. im really nice and getting everything is just gonna make people think im a brat. by the time i was age 7 i could literally go up to my grandparents and they wouldn't even know im there because of their technology. i grew up with alot of it so i got addicted to video games and alot of that stuff, and became very antisocial. my grandparents would include me in their fights. mostly my grandpa/grandfather. i was terrified of him and the more he yelled the more i questioned life. AT 8. i wanted to end it all, literally commit suicide and even cried myself to sleep.m ALL, AT 8 YEARS OLD. and my uncle who was one of my other guardians tried talking to me. saying my godmother noticed i was depressed and didnt want to get off technology and play with family yet i always wanted to. i would beg to play with them and said the most basic advice ever. "go outside you can find friends. you need vitamin d" and i kept sitting there since i know that shit advice wouldn't help. and he kept saying it would and it never did. i guess i was a mature kid since i was 10 at the time. i kept saying "that isnt gonna work." or "alot of kids are different" he said "your too young to be feeling sad. (what he said)" "when did sadness have a age? (me)" and he then asked if i could say one thing im sad about and i just couldnt answer. i bottled up my feelings for too long to the point i couldnt even say them.
    im not saying anymore since ive already typed too much. but just remember children. you arent worthless. were just living in a world where you have control of people not the other way around. ily

  • @michi-raro8344
    @michi-raro8344 3 роки тому +1

    So good ~

  • @malakessarsari1298
    @malakessarsari1298 3 роки тому +2

    The title is not lying lmao

  • @YaniGem
    @YaniGem 3 роки тому +2

    Its like its saying useless to me while looping around my ears! Wow!

  • @boop3002
    @boop3002 3 роки тому +5

    No bc lemme add this to my playlist when Im on a roof top 💀

  • @mei.444
    @mei.444 3 роки тому

    playing this at night at 11:08 in the car chilling, about to fall asleep :) i don’t want to leave.

  • @AsakoPulan-j6i
    @AsakoPulan-j6i 5 місяців тому

    This gives me one of the most cursed and some how nice shivers down my back

  • @Int4rnet_rabbiT
    @Int4rnet_rabbiT Рік тому

    Love it ❤!

  • @junie3
    @junie3 3 роки тому

    wtf it sounds like someone is whispering this to me (this is really cool btw

  • @yucaasmr6861
    @yucaasmr6861 2 роки тому +1

    l love you bro ☠️