BLÜ EYES - CHAOS (Official Lyric Video)

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  • Опубліковано 27 сер 2024
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    Lyrics:
    I got used to tears on my shirt sleeves
    Panic attacks getting groceries
    Deep breaths and incense and heartbeats
    the simplest of things could break me
    I got used to rationalizing
    The trauma with fake silver linings
    & living felt more like surviving
    I never thought that I’d stop crying
    Ooh, I’m finally healing my
    wounds, spent so long broken in
    Two, trying to glue back the pieces
    I don’t know what peace is or
    Who I am
    When the chaos goes away
    Why do I kinda wish it stayed
    I spent a year trying to make it out
    And I don’t know how to function now
    when the chaos goes away
    Why am I still not ok
    I can’t even sleep through the whole night
    or go by myself on a long drive
    Will I be like this my whole life
    Already paid my price
    Maybe I spent so long outrunning my past
    That I still can’t help looking back
    Will I always be waiting
    For my whole world to cave in?
    Ooh, took so much time getting
    Used to everything breaking in
    Two, trying to glue back the pieces
    I don’t know what peace is or
    Who I am
    When the chaos goes away
    Why do I kinda wish it stayed
    I spent a year trying to make it out
    And I don’t know how to function now
    when the chaos goes away
    Why am I still not ok
    Fighting the pain
    Gave me a purpose
    I pulled my demons
    up to the surface
    I made a home in
    all the discomfort
    I found myself
    In all the dysfunction
    I got so sick of
    asking for help but I
    still can’t take
    care of myself, I got
    so used to living through hell
    That I feel so lost anywhere else
    When the chaos goes away
    Why do I kinda wish it stayed
    #blueyes #chaos #popmusic #newmusic

КОМЕНТАРІ • 53

  • @chronically_kyra
    @chronically_kyra Місяць тому +39

    As my neurologist explained, the body remembers the things you've been through and it changes the way we function on a cellular level to accommodate for trauma. Great song!

    • @jijitters
      @jijitters Місяць тому +7

      The book The Body Keeps the Score goes into this so deeply!

    • @araithoheals
      @araithoheals Місяць тому +1

      I'm finally going to see a neurologist - if this is accurate it would explain soooo much. I see someone also commented a book... time to find it.

    • @chronically_kyra
      @chronically_kyra 29 днів тому +1

      @@araithoheals Functional Neurological Disorder is the name of this problem in case you want to do your own research

  • @soulofanartist2563
    @soulofanartist2563 Місяць тому +11

    I spent seven of my teenage years unknowingly consumed by depression & loneliness. I'm now getting better and improving, but some days being happy makes me feel like an impostor and just want to sink in the familiar chaos I'd spent so long in.

  • @saradiamondheart6337
    @saradiamondheart6337 Місяць тому +10

    Literally my favorite artist ever. No one has been able to put my emotions into words the way this young woman does. So talented! ❤️

  • @JohnnyHellraiser
    @JohnnyHellraiser 7 днів тому

    When you've been anxious, get panic attacks, insomnia, feeling like dog shit etc. for so long that it becomes a part of you. Then when things are starting to get better and better, you start to lose that big piece of yourself and the things you do to get by and or enjoy but no longer need to, you start to feel lost. I've been there and I think it's an identity crisis and its scary to go through, but hopefully since you've gone through it, you grow and won't fall down as hard as the last time.

  • @shaniecegullison
    @shaniecegullison Місяць тому +5

    ❤❤❤❤i loooove how she dances!!!

  • @jijitters
    @jijitters Місяць тому +11

    There is something so beautiful hearing someone putting your own feelings into words, but sometimes I find myself bursting into tears while listening to your songs because feeling seen is disarming. Thank you as always.

    • @poet2681
      @poet2681 Місяць тому +1

      I feel the same way

  • @poet2681
    @poet2681 Місяць тому +8

    again I find myself with tears in my eyes and a full heart from feeling like someone understands how I feel. Thank you once again for the gift of your music 🥰

  • @muhangiphilemon3588
    @muhangiphilemon3588 2 дні тому

    This is great

  • @tansybradshaw
    @tansybradshaw 26 днів тому

    As someone going through this stuff now - your snogs are life saving

  • @alayikamartinez2133
    @alayikamartinez2133 Місяць тому +2

    wow. I cannot tell you how much I just love your songs. Your words and melodies touch me so deeply, I always start crying, laughing, everything at once. Thank you so much.

  • @user-nu9jh1je7f
    @user-nu9jh1je7f Місяць тому +4

    You are so talented… your music always hits different 🫶🏻🥹I love you 😭😭😭😭

  • @starsandstuff2100
    @starsandstuff2100 Місяць тому +5

    This is such a real feeling i've had. It's so hard to put into words but you did an amazing job. Your music has helped me so much going through the stages of my own heartbreak and I hope things keep heading in the right direction for us both

  • @madisonsiedschlag7586
    @madisonsiedschlag7586 20 днів тому

    Im two years free of a DV relationship and this song is literally how I feel

  • @araithoheals
    @araithoheals Місяць тому

    why does this resonate with me right now so much.

  • @AveryRoberts-nu9un
    @AveryRoberts-nu9un Місяць тому +2

    You’re my favorite Artist and when you made this song you did a AMAZING JOB at putting emotions into it

  • @amethylle
    @amethylle Місяць тому +3

    Healing my mind & soul with each & every song! Thank you Blü Eyes!🙏💙 Your music is soul-level refreshing, relatable, & real.

  • @kimberlyquintus4733
    @kimberlyquintus4733 Місяць тому +1

    I love your songs so much. I went through a lot of trauma with a domestically abusive relationship and i feel with my journey you just come out with the right song for how i feel at that moment

  • @writerwannabe8778
    @writerwannabe8778 Місяць тому +5

    Read: the body keeps the score. It will change your life ❤

  • @HerrPapa
    @HerrPapa Місяць тому +1

    That 2 measures pause after "..the chaos goes away" is so strong. I mean you want to fill silence with music, that's the goal as a song writer, right? But it makes so much sense with the message of the song, cause it feels indeed weird as a listener ... "when the music goes away"... so well done!

  • @ExploreWithEthan
    @ExploreWithEthan 27 днів тому

    Unreal

  • @shaniecegullison
    @shaniecegullison Місяць тому +2

    Soo relatable

  • @Chiaraa18
    @Chiaraa18 Місяць тому +1

    Such a great song 😍🥹

  • @robatkinson8581
    @robatkinson8581 Місяць тому +1

    Absolute banger of a song, yet again!

  • @user-qv3rk4gb6d
    @user-qv3rk4gb6d Місяць тому +1

    Why I'm in tears? 😢

  • @carmy9241
    @carmy9241 Місяць тому

    Thank you for translating my deepest feelings🥹🫂 Love from Azerbaijan❤️

  • @noctuarising9107
    @noctuarising9107 Місяць тому

    Thank you for using your art in a way that is meaningful and healing.

  • @natebait
    @natebait Місяць тому

    really grateful i ran into this on shorts, this is a really meaningful song

  • @putrigaplek
    @putrigaplek Місяць тому

    love this song❤❤

  • @dantesinferno-jh4wx
    @dantesinferno-jh4wx Місяць тому

    You `re cool!😊

  • @samanthashaw6264
    @samanthashaw6264 Місяць тому

    Magical ❤

  • @moonwalker5413
    @moonwalker5413 Місяць тому

    Thank you so so so much for your music ❤❤❤❤

  • @rubypetralli
    @rubypetralli Місяць тому

    You are amazing. Incredible

  • @bliss_m03
    @bliss_m03 Місяць тому

    when are you coming to London again? i’m literally gonna scream this and all of your songssssss

  • @user-ei6nw1mx6l
    @user-ei6nw1mx6l 25 днів тому

    I had the worst academic year my pic and feel into the pit of depression and now that I am doing better it feels like I am living a lie

  • @alishademmery3581
    @alishademmery3581 Місяць тому

    Love this song

  • @alishademmery3581
    @alishademmery3581 Місяць тому

    Love you and your music

  • @crystalspaint6483
    @crystalspaint6483 Місяць тому

    Sounds like living in survival mode.

  • @jessicamorrisonco
    @jessicamorrisonco Місяць тому

    Every #topicalsteroidwithdrawal warrior knows this all too well. 💔

  • @user-my9em3kt8x
    @user-my9em3kt8x Місяць тому

    Love from Japan😢❤❤
    I really love your song…
    And I try to overcome my mental health issues…❤️‍🩹!

  • @Arinyanzu
    @Arinyanzu Місяць тому

    💙💙💙

  • @alishademmery3581
    @alishademmery3581 Місяць тому

    Love this

  • @christinaablao
    @christinaablao Місяць тому

    ❤❤❤

  • @rivetal
    @rivetal 23 дні тому

  • @HerrPapa
    @HerrPapa Місяць тому

    me likes! :)

  • @Brody.W
    @Brody.W Місяць тому

    Jesus Christ of Nazareth..

    • @kyliem9227
      @kyliem9227 2 дні тому

      Dude I am christian and relate.
      That's not how it works.