one thing about the Red Pen part, he also talks about using it in a way to grade an exam. In Japan, school teachers also use red pens to grade exams, hence why the last lyric becomes "I got 0 points." In context of siinamota talking about how many mistakes he made and self-evaluating his own life, it's made pretty clear that he viewed it as meaningless and something he completely failed at, therefore having no reason to continue on living pretty sad if you ask me
Yeah, this is a more grounded interpretation of the song. He’s constantly comparing himself to unnamed people in the song, asking he’d be surely happy if he could just be like someone else, right? In Japan, they circle correct answers on your assignments. The lyrics go “The first circle I’ve drawn is also the last,” and he clarifies that that circle is a zero, essentially saying he never did anything right with his life. Other lyrics in the song suggest that he knew what he had to do to get “red marks,” or “circles,” but it felt like a “lie” and “nonsense” to him. He wanted to be himself, but never felt like he had the right to. This was a kid who in my interpretation loathed conformity on top of his struggle with what I believe is depression.
@@ClareAmel yeah Im pretty sure throughout some of his songs it talks about conformity and all the negatives of it (A Palette Full Of You makes this pretty clear imo) Although, in Red Pen he also talked about a person that he clearly misses, and within urban legend context, it’s not too farfetched that he’s also essentially saying he wants to join that person in the grave (like what the video said lmao)
something you missed: In Japan, the term “Young [Gender] A” is used to refer to victims (specifically of a crime or traumatic event) who wish to stay anonymous Correction: The term “[Gender] A” is used, not “Young [Gender] A”
@@Stonenugget2024 i got no source but often in Japan they write in magazines or other news channel "Teacher lady A bullied out of school by students girl B and boy C" instead of using imaginary names like most western news medias do to protect anonymity
thank you for making a video about girl A that *actually talks* about siinamota's life. I've seen so many comments reduce the song to "emo tiktok audio." and yeah, they're right: girl A is emo. but it's SUPPOSED to be emo. girl A, like much of siinamota's music, encompasses his experiences with bullying, death, heartbreak, and the struggles of growing up. it's emotional and unsettling and raw; that's what makes it beautiful. I don't mind people calling it "emo", but I don't want them to simply dismiss the song because its darker meaning. I want people to appreciate his music, to recognize the sheer artistry of it. the fact that siinamota started composing at age 14 just shows his extreme level of skill and passion, which is evident in his work. honestly, nobody else can capture the feelings of confusion, fear, and uncertainty, yet hope in a catchy melody like he does. I don't support "sampling" (aka blatant theft), but I'm glad it's led to people discovering him. and I hope this video encourages people to listen to more of his discography!!! edit: obviously there's a difference between sampling creatively and just slapping a beat over a pre-existing song, and I should've made it more clear. my main complaint was addressing the latter, especially because the word "sampling" these days seems to be used as a justification for profiting off of someone else's hard work. sorry to anyone who went insane trying to correct me in the replies + you all have valid opinions :)
So all form of sampling is just plagiarism and composers should be encouraged to produce music by thinking of original tunes, and if they get any genuine inspiration or idea from other songs, try to make them sound very different instead of leaving it basically the same but just slightly altered?
@@GiovansbillyI…I don’t get what this comment is trying to say…? Are you agreeing or disagreeing with OP? Genuinely asking, I’m bad at reading the tone of comments sometimes.
I think sampling is okay if the music is so old that it doesn't fall under copyright or trademark. The Caretaker's, "Everywhere at the End of Time," is a great example of this. Using that which feels familiar to us to tell a beautifully tragic story.
hip hop is basically built on sampling and so many good songs has come out of it so i disagree with sampling being blatant theft.yes,bad sampling exists but for the most part most music steal from other music in some type of way.
At the age of 20... And everyone is trying to hide how he died when it's clear... Red pens in Japan are used in writing dead names... And in the title of "please give me a red pen" we see a phantom hand writing on the little girl, also a line that said "here is the red pen, if I could become like you, no matter what, no matter what, I'd be happy right?" He was referring that actually someone important for him died and if he also died he'll be happy as he went to that dead person...
Siinamota's story makes me wanna cry... It makes me upset that people call Young Girl A a "Blade Ball" song or what not on social media. Young Girl A is a serious song about Siinamota's true feelings and the song and the producer should be respected.
for those who dont know what blade ball is, it's a roblox game. it's a dissapointment people use this for some stupid ball game on a lego platformer game.
Yes. I have this song on my Spotify not cus I like the song..its to respect siinamota. Its really upsetting this happened and people use the song for roblox..
Damn, no asking for likes, no recommending channels or videos. Just ending on a simple but heartfelt "Thanks for watching". That really threw me off guard, but in a good way
Thank you for talking about him. Here’s a few other facts: He was actually 19 when he released, “Ikiru.” It dropped right before his 20th birthday. After the posthumous album, “Therefor.,” another song, or rather a remix made by him was on PinocchioP’s, “BEST OF PINOCCHIOP,” album, in 2021. Siinamota did a remix of, “Nice to Meet You, Earthling!” He actually also used Megurine Luka in his very early works, particularly in his first album, “Sepia Record.” He has also used GUMI quite a bit also. Many of his songs were vents, such as, “Q,” where people have said it was him mourning a friend who passed away. He had very few live shows. Most of them were on Nicovoca night (or something along those lines.) Before his University student controversy, besides his P-name (PowapowaP) he went by Furukawa Noro. He changed it to Siinamota after a hiatus and joining GINGA, his music label before he passed.
Thank you for making this video about what is behind the song of Young Girl A, People think this song as a meme song when it’s a song that vents and talks about what is happening in his life, It’s a shame that people didn’t catch the meaning of it.
Siinamota has been my favorite artist for the longest time; I did one of my last ever presentations/projects in high school about him and his album Ikiru for my AP Literature class. Thank you for making this video.
I love all the background music u chose, so wonderfully nostalgic and immersive, i was instantly locked into the story that i already had a lot of previous interest in
Kind of interesting how "Paranoia" was also used as a meme for "When the homie texts 'thank you for everything' at 3AM:" which depicts the friend who got the text to be chasing after the friend who sent it believing that their friend who sent it is in danger. A strange irony between the themes of the actual song and some of the videos relating to it.
"When you already know the tragic story behind Young Girl A" Vocaloid lost a real gem with Ryou's passing, for someone so young, he was incredibly gifted. Even before his death, he was one of my favorite producers. I'm glad his music has garnered more recognition. Siinamota's life was preciously short, but his legacy endures within vocaloid and beyond all these many years later.
what really saddens me about his story is that he was secretly covering all his songs himself on an unlisted video that someone close to him got after he passed. i dont remember the video exactly that shares it but i remember getting the link and he really sounded incredibly depressed and exhausted with everything and it was obvious just from his voice that he wasnt doing well. its extremely sad to see people at their lowest especially when its content from before they passed and you can just tell that theyre very unwell. rest in piece siinamota your music was awesome
I love Siinamota’s songs, they’ve always resonated with me. I can’t help but tear up when I hear one of them. I literally listen to one of their songs atleast once a day. I wish I found out about him sooner. May he rest in peace.
i hate the fact that many people don't really recognize this song and they use it in videos that have nothing to do with it. even brainrot. i know it's a popular song since it has 106 mil. views on YT, but it feels like an insult to people who actually listen to it because they know what it really is about and know siinamota and his wonderful songs.
they don’t even use the og song in their videos, it’s a remix of it. I even saw some (presumably) dumb kids on the audio for the song saying that young girl A “copied” paranoia and it just makes me so upset
The fact people think this is a blade ball song... It's just angers me how this song got popular in 2023 not in the reasons anyone expect other than edits... It's really insulting in my own seeing...
HOLY SH- I DIDNT KNOW THIS!!! But besides from the fact, Rest in peace. I always knew Vocaloid songs were dark and I have been looking into them. Some of them end in… ways. But this is really deep. I wish the best for his family. I’ll make sure people know this.
Thank you for saying this. Music is art and expression. Siinamota’s feelings shouldn’t be disregarded. I hope more people can see this and understand the weight that the lyrics and instrumental carry. Siinamota’s music means a lot to me and I will always be grateful to be able to confide in his music. Please rest well.
i listened to "インマイヘッド" (in my head) siinamota from an EP called コケガネのうた (Cokegane no Uta, Kokegane no Uta) and looking at the lyrics, the entire thing just makes sense he has been living in quite a pain, it feels like he shared a glimpse of his life, and apparently he overdosed in loxonin. i can't explain lyrics well, the lyricism is too complex for me, but he seems to struggle portraying himself as a persona online, and the song explains a glimpse of his real life struggles and whats on his mind... being a downtempo post-rock song, looking at the song itself, he's gone through so much just to exist. i love looking back at his song discography, not just young girl A and Alive/ikiru. i STILL listen sepia record till this day! its insane how amazing his first debut album was...
and for 9 to 0, コケガネのうた EP has a song named 7 to 8 where he explains he feels stuck in life yet he struggles to hold his online persona together, the song connects very well to "9 to 0" which i find very interesting
If u wanna take another glimpse of his life, listen to “Help Yourself to Seconds”, it was uploaded under “highcolor_sunz” That song feels so emptying since it described his issues in full detail (at least that’s how I interpreted it)
@@PalkisAlt omg that EP "1 sleeping, 2 repeat, 3 OVERDOSE" right?... i quite love asteroid, looking at the EP it looks like his experience at his 12th year i think, which is just sad to look at it, since he was 17 when the EP released looking at the EP he seems to suffer from being bipolar, he seems to look back at his past self as a middle schooler based on the song you mentioned "Perhaps unintentionally, I end up feeling jealous of even the neighborhood middle schoolers." and "God! Think about how you’re bothering the people around you!" these lines really hits the spot because he really describes himself being bipolar really well alongside this one unrelated, but i listen to kiichi and frog96 nowadays but i still occasionally do listen to siinamota to look back and just phase out while i procrastinate
@@lol-ivan7500 yeaaa that song just hit the most when I saw the songs under that alias. and to further point the bipolar thing, if RE-OVERDOSE wasnt enough to point that out (song seemed to be more about suicidal ideation tho, although it does mention it), in an interview he said that in the period he was inactive his manic-depressive episodes were at it's worse, which still pointed at bipolarity. Although I used DeepL for that interview so you may have to take that with a grain of salt :p
yeahh great video thank you!! this is one of the things where i really just don't know how to feel abt sampling music when it involves someone deceased, especially since in this case it's someone suspected to have committed suicide. it rubs me off the wrong way that at first glance paranoia passes off to be its own work, at least to me you wouldn't really have known the original song without research or a bit of luck. they must've made a fair amnt of profit off of it with how much streams it has on spotify and stuff too. maybe im biased bc i didnt discover young girl a through the remix but yeah it just feels really iffy :( thanks for mentioning it btw bc yeah paranoia seems to be pretty popular. please have a good day/night !!
Theres also another song that was said to be the last song he made named "Healthy end" uploaded by his close friend and an album named "therefor." Which is mainly unrealeased tracks
I found his music like a decade ago, I still miss his music to this day, since it resonated with me. It feels really strange with how much time has passed since his death but I’m glad people still talk about him and his work.
young girl A was one of my fave songs as well when i was 14 bck in the day 10 yrs ago, but my go-to was goodbye everyone that song rlly clutchd my heart
I've known the story of siinamota for about a year by now and still, to this day I sometimes cry when listening to this song. (I usually never get emotional because of music) Back when I discovered the song and found out about siinamota's story I had depression myself and was suicidal. Honestly, I know it sounds weird, but without music like his I probably wouldn't be here anymore.
god me too. i was in really bad depressive state in my life when i was listening to girl-a. i'm doing better now but it really does hurt to know the same couldn't be said for siinamota.
hes just like me fr but i dont wanna seem insensitive by saying this, his story is inspiring and sad at the same time because he was successful but as we know, even success cant save you from depression
... It's no doubt it is a suicide... No way someone at the age of 20 will die this early, except from a major accident or suicide... But man... This is depressing... No one really deserves this...
i think the song was "goodbye everyone" or something, and i think some of the lyrics relates to his death. with the title, and the "pills" part. i feel like he mightve overdosed.
One thing that stuck with me about siinamota was when i saw a clip of him performing in a club or something. It was his eyes that struck me. He wasn't happy. He just looked done with the world. Hes dancing to his song, but hes not all there.
It's all because of depression... But if you also have depression, I ask you not to do the same thing as me... You are needed, everyone needs you like me, If you pass away, then everyone will grieve for you as much as for me... And know that I will be with you in the most difficult life situations, never give up like me...
A explanation: She kept getting bullied in where the school she goes to is very cold and she always made mistakes and everyone kept bullying her and she couldn’t take it anymore and done suicide.
He left school when he was 14. The reason he did what he did is very complex and we will never have the correct answer as to why he did it, so don't assume such things as the truth.
So thats why i could feel connected with each song from Siinamota (Rest in peace) , cz myself sometimes got a bad overthinking habit that could depressing me so much
Correction, the vocaloids "canon ages" are purely just for marketing purposes. Their age depends on how a writer uses them in a song and whatever age they chose for them to be.
I've been listening to Hatsune miku for sometime and knew some lyrics were heavy but I never imagined it to be one of the genres with a lot of serious things and it really amazes me
Its like similar to me, Making songs about my life but its not released due to anxiety, I dunno if I should release or not... Since I used voice change and it might be used by an AI instead of Using FL Studio... Mostly in this generation
Healthy end was apparently a song Siinamota gave to someone to make a music video for, hence why it was uploaded posthumously, as the music video had only been finished then. Red pen was the last song uploaded by Siinamota himself I believe
you missed someting: in his twitter he also always talked like he is suicidal and this for example: Now that I'm an adult, I've lost my charm. It seems like I'm not supposed to be an adult. this tweet was his last one and it was posted the day he died and he also tweeted other things and the song that he posted the day he died he also added in the video text where he pretended to be the user comments where he wrote stuff like that and much more: good bye rip i miss you so much his last song why did he kill himself siinamota we miss you damn, i found siinamota too late, i wish i knew about him before he died i cant believe he is dead we miss siinamota so its for sure suicide
I think I know why he did it its due to sleeping pills and he might have overdozed it in sayonara minasan song there is this line ''I had nothing but sleeping pills but I was always dreaming'' and it clearly says that he had sleeping pills and yeah its sad .RIP sinnamota you were a legend of vocaliod
I hate how some people remix this song and add phonk in the bg and say it's their own song and now some people call it bladeball song, I mean I don't mind if you don't know about the og but damn😞💔💔
Discord!
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one thing about the Red Pen part, he also talks about using it in a way to grade an exam. In Japan, school teachers also use red pens to grade exams, hence why the last lyric becomes "I got 0 points." In context of siinamota talking about how many mistakes he made and self-evaluating his own life, it's made pretty clear that he viewed it as meaningless and something he completely failed at, therefore having no reason to continue on living
pretty sad if you ask me
Yeah, this is a more grounded interpretation of the song. He’s constantly comparing himself to unnamed people in the song, asking he’d be surely happy if he could just be like someone else, right? In Japan, they circle correct answers on your assignments. The lyrics go “The first circle I’ve drawn is also the last,” and he clarifies that that circle is a zero, essentially saying he never did anything right with his life. Other lyrics in the song suggest that he knew what he had to do to get “red marks,” or “circles,” but it felt like a “lie” and “nonsense” to him. He wanted to be himself, but never felt like he had the right to.
This was a kid who in my interpretation loathed conformity on top of his struggle with what I believe is depression.
@@ClareAmel yeah Im pretty sure throughout some of his songs it talks about conformity and all the negatives of it (A Palette Full Of You makes this pretty clear imo)
Although, in Red Pen he also talked about a person that he clearly misses, and within urban legend context, it’s not too farfetched that he’s also essentially saying he wants to join that person in the grave (like what the video said lmao)
something you missed: In Japan, the term “Young [Gender] A” is used to refer to victims (specifically of a crime or traumatic event) who wish to stay anonymous
Correction: The term “[Gender] A” is used, not “Young [Gender] A”
That’s… interesting. I get why the search is blocked :(
Do you have a source for tjis?
WOW
@@Stonenugget2024 i got no source but often in Japan they write in magazines or other news channel "Teacher lady A bullied out of school by students girl B and boy C" instead of using imaginary names like most western news medias do to protect anonymity
oh so like john or jane doe?
thank you for making a video about girl A that *actually talks* about siinamota's life. I've seen so many comments reduce the song to "emo tiktok audio." and yeah, they're right: girl A is emo. but it's SUPPOSED to be emo. girl A, like much of siinamota's music, encompasses his experiences with bullying, death, heartbreak, and the struggles of growing up. it's emotional and unsettling and raw; that's what makes it beautiful. I don't mind people calling it "emo", but I don't want them to simply dismiss the song because its darker meaning. I want people to appreciate his music, to recognize the sheer artistry of it. the fact that siinamota started composing at age 14 just shows his extreme level of skill and passion, which is evident in his work. honestly, nobody else can capture the feelings of confusion, fear, and uncertainty, yet hope in a catchy melody like he does. I don't support "sampling" (aka blatant theft), but I'm glad it's led to people discovering him. and I hope this video encourages people to listen to more of his discography!!!
edit: obviously there's a difference between sampling creatively and just slapping a beat over a pre-existing song, and I should've made it more clear. my main complaint was addressing the latter, especially because the word "sampling" these days seems to be used as a justification for profiting off of someone else's hard work. sorry to anyone who went insane trying to correct me in the replies + you all have valid opinions :)
So all form of sampling is just plagiarism and composers should be encouraged to produce music by thinking of original tunes, and if they get any genuine inspiration or idea from other songs, try to make them sound very different instead of leaving it basically the same but just slightly altered?
@@GiovansbillyI…I don’t get what this comment is trying to say…? Are you agreeing or disagreeing with OP? Genuinely asking, I’m bad at reading the tone of comments sometimes.
I think sampling is okay if the music is so old that it doesn't fall under copyright or trademark. The Caretaker's, "Everywhere at the End of Time," is a great example of this. Using that which feels familiar to us to tell a beautifully tragic story.
hip hop is basically built on sampling and so many good songs has come out of it so i disagree with sampling being blatant theft.yes,bad sampling exists but for the most part most music steal from other music in some type of way.
@@vulpiixfoxx I'm just trying to ask the OP what their thoughts are
Now I just want to cry.... bro died 30 MINUTES after releasing a song.... goddamn.....
At the age of 20... And everyone is trying to hide how he died when it's clear... Red pens in Japan are used in writing dead names... And in the title of "please give me a red pen" we see a phantom hand writing on the little girl, also a line that said "here is the red pen, if I could become like you, no matter what, no matter what, I'd be happy right?" He was referring that actually someone important for him died and if he also died he'll be happy as he went to that dead person...
@@YoussefRafaat-dg4on I sure hope he's happy now
@@YoussefRafaat-dg4on You say that as if it's fact. Quit that and stop trying to figure it out.
Siinamota's story makes me wanna cry... It makes me upset that people call Young Girl A a "Blade Ball" song or what not on social media. Young Girl A is a serious song about Siinamota's true feelings and the song and the producer should be respected.
for those who dont know what blade ball is, it's a roblox game. it's a dissapointment people use this for some stupid ball game on a lego platformer game.
Yes. I have this song on my Spotify not cus I like the song..its to respect siinamota. Its really upsetting this happened and people use the song for roblox..
@@Vex_The_Vexillologistlego platform game 💀
I hate blade ball players in general
I unlike how people use the song for their blade ball videos.
Damn, no asking for likes, no recommending channels or videos. Just ending on a simple but heartfelt "Thanks for watching". That really threw me off guard, but in a good way
Haha this lowk made my day
That’s how you know it’s a good ytuber dw
Thank you for talking about him. Here’s a few other facts:
He was actually 19 when he released, “Ikiru.” It dropped right before his 20th birthday.
After the posthumous album, “Therefor.,” another song, or rather a remix made by him was on PinocchioP’s, “BEST OF PINOCCHIOP,” album, in 2021. Siinamota did a remix of, “Nice to Meet You, Earthling!”
He actually also used Megurine Luka in his very early works, particularly in his first album, “Sepia Record.” He has also used GUMI quite a bit also.
Many of his songs were vents, such as, “Q,” where people have said it was him mourning a friend who passed away.
He had very few live shows. Most of them were on Nicovoca night (or something along those lines.)
Before his University student controversy, besides his P-name (PowapowaP) he went by Furukawa Noro. He changed it to Siinamota after a hiatus and joining GINGA, his music label before he passed.
RIP Siinamota, thank you for
Thank you for making this video about what is behind the song of Young Girl A, People think this song as a meme song when it’s a song that vents and talks about what is happening in his life, It’s a shame that people didn’t catch the meaning of it.
The fact that people are just gonna see it as a "blade ball song"
I hope this is the video people find when looking into Siinamota and history behind the song Young Girl A.
Siinamota has been my favorite artist for the longest time; I did one of my last ever presentations/projects in high school about him and his album Ikiru for my AP Literature class. Thank you for making this video.
I love all the background music u chose, so wonderfully nostalgic and immersive, i was instantly locked into the story that i already had a lot of previous interest in
Haha thanks, I lowk take pride in my music selection
@@whispiiyeah the omori and undertale OSTs are just perfect
Rip siinamota, I’m wishing him the best up there
Kind of interesting how "Paranoia" was also used as a meme for "When the homie texts 'thank you for everything' at 3AM:" which depicts the friend who got the text to be chasing after the friend who sent it believing that their friend who sent it is in danger. A strange irony between the themes of the actual song and some of the videos relating to it.
A testimate to how well the emotions are conveyed imo
The person who organically came up with the meme and made this probable flip in motive almost definitely knew this. Actually really smart.
Rest in peace siinamota. Thank you for your beautiful work.
all the kids will remember this song as the "blade ball song" omg
and its sad to see this.
The sad reality of humanity
Very depressing.
i see it as the untitled tag game song
@@bebekingg...
"When you already know the tragic story behind Young Girl A"
Vocaloid lost a real gem with Ryou's passing, for someone so young, he was incredibly gifted. Even before his death, he was one of my favorite producers. I'm glad his music has garnered more recognition. Siinamota's life was preciously short, but his legacy endures within vocaloid and beyond all these many years later.
what really saddens me about his story is that he was secretly covering all his songs himself on an unlisted video that someone close to him got after he passed. i dont remember the video exactly that shares it but i remember getting the link and he really sounded incredibly depressed and exhausted with everything and it was obvious just from his voice that he wasnt doing well. its extremely sad to see people at their lowest especially when its content from before they passed and you can just tell that theyre very unwell. rest in piece siinamota your music was awesome
I love Siinamota’s songs, they’ve always resonated with me. I can’t help but tear up when I hear one of them. I literally listen to one of their songs atleast once a day. I wish I found out about him sooner. May he rest in peace.
Same here
one of my favourite songs by siinamota is called "A flower between the lines" its very underrated and unknown track by him. love the video btw
exactly what i needed to know, thanks!! rip siinamota, your a legend❤
0:40 WE HEAR THAT OMORI MUSIC IN THE BACKGROUND
i hate the fact that many people don't really recognize this song and they use it in videos that have nothing to do with it. even brainrot. i know it's a popular song since it has 106 mil. views on YT, but it feels like an insult to people who actually listen to it because they know what it really is about and know siinamota and his wonderful songs.
I said this to another person in the co,gents but I have the song on my Spotify playlist to respect the owner. And because I like it aswell
they don’t even use the og song in their videos, it’s a remix of it. I even saw some (presumably) dumb kids on the audio for the song saying that young girl A “copied” paranoia and it just makes me so upset
it also kinda upsets me, and also when you look at the release dates, paranoia was released a year ago, while young girl A was released 10 years ago
The fact people think this is a blade ball song... It's just angers me how this song got popular in 2023 not in the reasons anyone expect other than edits... It's really insulting in my own seeing...
amen m8
HOLY SH- I DIDNT KNOW THIS!!!
But besides from the fact, Rest in peace. I always knew Vocaloid songs were dark and I have been looking into them. Some of them end in… ways. But this is really deep. I wish the best for his family. I’ll make sure people know this.
Its Really sad to see such a popular songs Creator not be able to see its popularity and impact its had on the world
Thank you for saying this. Music is art and expression. Siinamota’s feelings shouldn’t be disregarded. I hope more people can see this and understand the weight that the lyrics and instrumental carry. Siinamota’s music means a lot to me and I will always be grateful to be able to confide in his music.
Please rest well.
Genuinely a very good video on a very sad topic. I couldn’t find anything about this pretty much anywhere else on UA-cam so thank you for covering it.
i listened to "インマイヘッド" (in my head) siinamota from an EP called コケガネのうた (Cokegane no Uta, Kokegane no Uta) and looking at the lyrics, the entire thing just makes sense
he has been living in quite a pain, it feels like he shared a glimpse of his life, and apparently he overdosed in loxonin. i can't explain lyrics well, the lyricism is too complex for me, but he seems to struggle portraying himself as a persona online, and the song explains a glimpse of his real life struggles and whats on his mind... being a downtempo post-rock song, looking at the song itself, he's gone through so much just to exist.
i love looking back at his song discography, not just young girl A and Alive/ikiru. i STILL listen sepia record till this day! its insane how amazing his first debut album was...
and for 9 to 0, コケガネのうた EP has a song named 7 to 8 where he explains he feels stuck in life yet he struggles to hold his online persona together, the song connects very well to "9 to 0" which i find very interesting
If u wanna take another glimpse of his life, listen to “Help Yourself to Seconds”, it was uploaded under “highcolor_sunz”
That song feels so emptying since it described his issues in full detail (at least that’s how I interpreted it)
@@PalkisAlt omg that EP "1 sleeping, 2 repeat, 3 OVERDOSE" right?... i quite love asteroid, looking at the EP it looks like his experience at his 12th year i think, which is just sad to look at it, since he was 17 when the EP released
looking at the EP he seems to suffer from being bipolar, he seems to look back at his past self as a middle schooler based on the song you mentioned
"Perhaps unintentionally, I end up feeling jealous of even the neighborhood middle schoolers." and "God! Think about how you’re bothering the people around you!" these lines really hits the spot because he really describes himself being bipolar really well alongside this one
unrelated, but i listen to kiichi and frog96 nowadays but i still occasionally do listen to siinamota to look back and just phase out while i procrastinate
@@lol-ivan7500 yeaaa that song just hit the most when I saw the songs under that alias. and to further point the bipolar thing, if RE-OVERDOSE wasnt enough to point that out (song seemed to be more about suicidal ideation tho, although it does mention it), in an interview he said that in the period he was inactive his manic-depressive episodes were at it's worse, which still pointed at bipolarity. Although I used DeepL for that interview so you may have to take that with a grain of salt :p
I just listened to this song 1 hour ago, I have never cried while listening to sad songs, but this song actually made me cry...
Great video man
Appreciate that 👍
bro makes video on every song i listened to, its crazy. love ur videos, enjoyed this one too :D
Glad to hear that
yeahh great video thank you!!
this is one of the things where i really just don't know how to feel abt sampling music when it involves someone deceased, especially since in this case it's someone suspected to have committed suicide. it rubs me off the wrong way that at first glance paranoia passes off to be its own work, at least to me you wouldn't really have known the original song without research or a bit of luck. they must've made a fair amnt of profit off of it with how much streams it has on spotify and stuff too. maybe im biased bc i didnt discover young girl a through the remix but yeah it just feels really iffy :( thanks for mentioning it btw bc yeah paranoia seems to be pretty popular.
please have a good day/night !!
Theres also another song that was said to be the last song he made named "Healthy end" uploaded by his close friend and an album named "therefor." Which is mainly unrealeased tracks
man thank you alot about the song meaning I was confused at first and now understanding what happend thank you
Vocaloid and Touhou, the greatest series.
I found his music like a decade ago, I still miss his music to this day, since it resonated with me. It feels really strange with how much time has passed since his death but I’m glad people still talk about him and his work.
At least the paranoia has the credits to siinamota. Cute Depressed did not give the credit to the origin of the song, which was Lost Umbrella.
It’s honestly just sad that people will steal something as personal as a song and basically claim it as their own
young girl A was one of my fave songs as well when i was 14 bck in the day 10 yrs ago, but my go-to was goodbye everyone that song rlly clutchd my heart
it’s actually sad that this song is known as “that cool blade ball song”
thanks for shedding light on this topic.
I really like this short form explanation content, very good for a quick learning session, thanks!!
Goated video with a goated ost to go with it
I've known the story of siinamota for about a year by now and still, to this day I sometimes cry when listening to this song. (I usually never get emotional because of music) Back when I discovered the song and found out about siinamota's story I had depression myself and was suicidal. Honestly, I know it sounds weird, but without music like his I probably wouldn't be here anymore.
Stay safe🩷
god me too. i was in really bad depressive state in my life when i was listening to girl-a. i'm doing better now but it really does hurt to know the same couldn't be said for siinamota.
0:39 the omori ost 😭
started rolling down the stairs from excitement when I heard it
@@D1VINEDIAMONDSOmori Ost 005 starts playing
@@D1VINEDIAMONDS didn't know you were mari
@@MysteriousEthan bruh
FINALLY SOMEONE NOTICED 😭
Amazon and informative video. Thank you so much for this, people needed to know. Rip Siinamota. 🙏
Thank you for this video.
RIP Siinamota.
hes just like me fr but i dont wanna seem insensitive by saying this, his story is inspiring and sad at the same time because he was successful but as we know, even success cant save you from depression
1:11 did you use AI art here? (Maybe it's just the colors, can't bother to analyze this image too much rn)
Naw that guys just a nuts artist
@@whispiiit is ai💀
@@scaramalia oh my fault then he's just great at typing prompts ig 🤷
@@whispiiyeah I zoomed in on it because I thought it looked ai generated too and it’s definitely ai
Thank you for this❤
... It's no doubt it is a suicide... No way someone at the age of 20 will die this early, except from a major accident or suicide... But man... This is depressing... No one really deserves this...
Lol the minecraft background music rlly fits the serious tone of the vid
I love Young Girl A!!!!! Its one of my fav vocaloid songs ever. RIP Siinamota, thank you for making this masterpiece 😭
Thank-you for the education.
young girl a is a pretty good song and i felt bad for siinamota just straight up sad rip siinamota your the goat you will be missed
People after this dropping the hardest Future Gohan edit
i think the song was "goodbye everyone" or something, and i think some of the lyrics relates to his death. with the title, and the "pills" part. i feel like he mightve overdosed.
I will NEVER forgive brainrot and certain parts of TikTok for what they did to this song
One thing that stuck with me about siinamota was when i saw a clip of him performing in a club or something. It was his eyes that struck me. He wasn't happy. He just looked done with the world. Hes dancing to his song, but hes not all there.
That minecraft music at the end hit really hard
Everyone in the voca fandom grieved for this dude
Fun fact: the song slowed also had a tribute in the object show, “ it’s time for the” or “ itft” for short.
It's all because of depression... But if you also have depression, I ask you not to do the same thing as me... You are needed, everyone needs you like me, If you pass away, then everyone will grieve for you as much as for me... And know that I will be with you in the most difficult life situations, never give up like me...
A explanation:
She kept getting bullied in where the school she goes to is very cold and she always made mistakes and everyone kept bullying her and she couldn’t take it anymore and done suicide.
You mean he
Why didn’t he just call 988
No. He left school when he was 14.
He left school when he was 14. The reason he did what he did is very complex and we will never have the correct answer as to why he did it, so don't assume such things as the truth.
This song is the song that really got me into vocaloid, if I didn't see this song earlier maybe I would be different
I knew about Young Girl A, I knew that it was made by siinamota and that he passed away, and it ended there. Thank you SO, SO much for informing us!
6:00 vocaloids have no canon age but most of the community interpreted her to be 14
So thats why i could feel connected with each song from Siinamota (Rest in peace) , cz myself sometimes got a bad overthinking habit that could depressing me so much
In the song it says pick up my shattered dreams which means he might’ve quit music once maybe, it’s lyrics sound a bit like wanting to die
Correction, the vocaloids "canon ages" are purely just for marketing purposes. Their age depends on how a writer uses them in a song and whatever age they chose for them to be.
Nice Video
Paranoia was the reason i discovered Young girl A. It was a well done mix and credit was given. I have no qualms about the specific video.
I love this song so much i learned to play it on a lyre for my venti cosplay, rip siinamoto😢
BRO I WRITE MY NAME WITH RED PEN BECAUSE I FORGOT MY BLUE PEN AT HOME
Your dead
Whoa… you’d think music would be the divine language that would connect us all despite language and culture.
gave me goosebumps.
I am very angry to the peoplewho call it a "blade ball" song
I'm mad about it too, because I once saw a guy say that this song was written for "blade ball". God, he's so stupid...
i remember that song because of the Latin American dub future gohan edits
I feel so sad, siinamota was a legend 😢
I've been listening to Hatsune miku for sometime and knew some lyrics were heavy but I never imagined it to be one of the genres with a lot of serious things and it really amazes me
if he did take his life may his soul rest peacefully
Rest in peace
1:11 That art is absolutely AI gen
I mean, 600k back in 2013 Japanese UA-cam might as well have meant 10 million by the standards back then tbh
And to think that this song is used over Heroic moments like Gotham’s final stand
0:12 Music?
its a soundtrack from a game called OMORI im not sure what the name is tho
omori - lets get togheter now
Young girl a
is that Omori Music I hear?! 5:00
Unrealated but IS THAT OMORI OST IN THE BACKGROUND NEAR THE BEGINNING AFTER THE INTRO? (i swear i recognise it from OMORI)
yes, its "lets get togheter now"
"far younger than hatsune miku" you say as if miku is 30
Miku is only 16 💀
She is 16 only
that newgen is talking about Brazil
Its like similar to me, Making songs about my life but its not released due to anxiety, I dunno if I should release or not... Since I used voice change and it might be used by an AI instead of Using FL Studio... Mostly in this generation
I have a question.
If "Red pen please" was siinamota's last song?
What would "Healthy End" be?
Healthy end was apparently a song Siinamota gave to someone to make a music video for, hence why it was uploaded posthumously, as the music video had only been finished then. Red pen was the last song uploaded by Siinamota himself I believe
@@whispii oh i see, but didn't he talk about the reasons and what was going through his mind directly before "passing away"?
and what would goodbye everyone be?
you missed someting: in his twitter he also always talked like he is suicidal and this for example: Now that I'm an adult, I've lost my charm. It seems like I'm not supposed to be an adult.
this tweet was his last one and it was posted the day he died and he also tweeted other things
and the song that he posted the day he died he also added in the video text where he pretended to be the user comments where he wrote stuff like that and much more:
good bye
rip
i miss you so much
his last song
why did he kill himself
siinamota we miss you
damn, i found siinamota too late, i wish i knew about him before he died
i cant believe he is dead
we miss siinamota
so its for sure suicide
I think I know why he did it its due to sleeping pills and he might have overdozed it in sayonara minasan song there is this line ''I had nothing but sleeping pills but I was always dreaming'' and it clearly says that he had sleeping pills and yeah its sad .RIP sinnamota you were a legend of vocaliod
gelp i was listebing to this video scrolling on pinterest and i come back and this dude is playing the mimic on roblox
Lmaooo
I hate how some people remix this song and add phonk in the bg and say it's their own song and now some people call it bladeball song, I mean I don't mind if you don't know about the og but damn😞💔💔
any fellow radiohead fans who thought of kid a?
What is the background music at 2:54
rip sinna 😢😢
Omori was mentioned 🔥🤫
1:18 that’s AI generated art
its so sad he passed 7 days before my birthday im so saddd 😢😢😢😢 rip siinamota fly high
I'm sorry...
@PowaPowaP-Q 😭😭
5:09 that is a big shocked after i hear that
OMORI MUSIC
YEAYEYS FINALLY SOMEONE NOTICED
YEYAEYAYE IU FUCJKING LOVE OMORI I BEAT IT TWICE ALMSOT