English Cover【JubyPhonic】Perfectionist Complex 完全性コンプレックス
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- Опубліковано 11 сер 2012
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Another very honest song that I love on whole different level right now.
I loved singing it and I hope you like hearing it.ヾ(´･ω･｀)
Original: www.nicovideo.jp/watch/sm15451176
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------LYRICS------
From morning til midnight I cant find a reason
This world keeps on turning without a single motive
The value of this life results to nothing much
Even if I were to die nothing would change
If it didn't matter either way then I would stay
I'd choose life and I would die another day
Because I know right now if I were to die
I would rather leave a bit of me behind
And I'm terrified, the future is unclear
In my own eyes, the past is dark
"Why wont you go? It hurts so much."
Wish my feelings would all be thrown all away
If it didn't matter either way then both the same
I would laugh so I could cry another day
And because of that I know if I'm alone
I would rather laugh my time all away
I wont love myself unless I am
Flawless in every single thing I do
Hesitating only shows how weakly you are
Feelings only just get in the way
So then maybe your in pain because you cant get back up now
And you cant seem to be taking anymore
Although emotions seem unnecessary
Can you not feel something warm inside the tears
Something way too hard to see, and always wobbly
I think we all call it something like a "heart"
If it didn't matter either way, I'd never stray
So I 'd see if it worth was my while to stay
Whether not I would cry today or maybe I'd laugh it all away
I know I'd love that small life of mine the same
And even you
Never need to try and be someone else
Just be you
"It's all fine." "Am I fine?" "You're just fine."
"And in time, you will find, you're just fine."
_''Even if I were to die, nothing would change._''
And these words are one of my fears
I wish it was true for me...
oh no please don't remind me
This is deep, this song describes how it is actually horrible to live as a perfectionist, you never really satisfied, you hate it when you didn't do enough, you are afraid of being a failure and it will lead you to depression, anxiety, etc. but in this song it's described that this person choose to live on because somehow this person still believe she/he will be fine eventually in the future.
I think this song is very much up to interpretation. I understand the whole "perfectionist" thing, and perhaps the person was a perfectionist, but the song really screams depression to me. It sounds like someone battling suicidal thoughts, although they do it with a clear mind. They understand there's a chance their life can get better, so they're willing to take the risk and live on, whether or not they'll be happy they did, they wouldn't know unless they tried. After all, being a perfectionist, why would you leave something like your life unfinished?
"If it didn't matter either way, I'd never stray; so i'd see if it worth was my while to stay"
I think its actually fairly common for people with perfectionist tendencies to also have depression. Not being able to live up to overly high self-set expectations could easily lead to deteriorating will and self-worth. Even small mistakes seem like critical errors, and people will often beat themselves up over the little things. "I wont love myself unless I am flawless in every single thing I do" sums it up very well.
I think most ppl with depression have perfectionist tendencies. I think I am a bit if a perfectionist tbh cause my dad always needs everything perfect I started holding the same ways(totally forgot the word I was gonna yous there) but I more am I perfectionist on myself then other ppl or things around me lol
Many times it is that way. I am a perfectionist and have struggled with it for my entire life. When everything that you do is wrong or terribly done it becomes hard to see any light in life. It is like depression except you fully realize that you are depressed. Many times I wish that I could just leave it all behind except that if I do then I will never have done anything useful. "I know right now, if I were to die I would rather leave a bit of me behind." Life is about emotion but when all you do is rationalize everything into a logical ideology, it becomes monotonous. Painful even.
that’s what perfectionism is. You want your best to the point that you don’t care about your mental well-being. Perfectionist feel like they aren’t worth anything unless they themselves deem themselves worthy, even though they will never be perfect. I am a perfectionist and it is borderline depression but with the hope that you can still do something.
My favorite line will always be this:
"I won't love myself unless I am flawless in every single thing I do."
"Hesitating only shows how weakly you are, Feelings only just get in the way"
"So then maybe your in pain and you can't get back up now and you can't seem to be taking anymore"
"Wish my feelings would all be thrown away"
''Whether i would cry a day or maybe i'd laugh it all away, i know i love that small life of mine the same.''
This is mine, Idk why I just feel like I can't feeling something warm inside my tears"Can you not feel something warm inside the tears"
"Cause I know right now that if I were to die I would rather leave a bit of me behind"
In my few years of being here, you know in my home, I've heard many things.
I've heard people say that my generation is, how say, too immersed in techy things and more interested in screens than actual things. They say that tech makes people 'anti-social', but it also brings people together. It allows people (like myself) who trip over their own words and who are afraid to speak for fear of messing up, to just talk with others and be able to be social. Sure sometimes people hide behind masks of pixles and such, but that opens many doors.
I've heard people say that my generation is too 'now, now, now' and always keeping up with things. Without that, people wouldn't be bustling all around us, saying kind things and speaking (or singing in this case) their minds. It lets people know right away that somebody appreciates something you have done, or they like something you did. It helps to encourage others.
I've heard people say one thing that is true abou this generation of mine. I've heard people say that we have a bright future. Almost as bright as the light from the screens everybody is reading this on.
: )
I don't think i've ever given a like to a comment but you definitely deserve it, have a very good day :D
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A bright future? that isn't what I hear, but I just live my life and think, 'i'll just kill myself if things ever get as bad as they talk about' which seems dark when i type it out...
please don't. remember that the pessimist says 'there's no light at the end of this tunnel' the optomist says 'there's a light at the end of this tunnel' but the realist says 'is that a train?' so really if things get worse, the best you can do is hang on to that train until you get out of that tunnel. things always get better, because when there's a low there's a high too.
That One Weird Fandom In The Corner Over There It's g-great to... have people who can change lives... with t-typed words like you can... you have a true talent.
This song has made me look at life differently. This song describes me perfectly. So thank you, Juby. Thank you for doing a cover of this song. You have no clue how much this song means to me now. I wish to see you do more covers like this, Ayano's Theory of Happiness, Eight Hundred, Donor Song, etc.
hey wanna talk?
heyyyyy
She's done Eight hundred and Donor Song. OuO
Yes ma'am
heyyy!
hm, a bittersweet song. it makes you feel both sorrowful and sad, a bit melancholy with hope at its core.
i like it. (of course, that might not be the best way to describe it)
I have a great way to describe it: Haro/Hawayuu
.... Dang you. I just happened to be reading a story that matches this song perfectly... *hugs you* Another one to add to my favorites..
What's the name?
When I first heard this song, I think I was really depressed and this song served as a comfort to me. Now as I've gotten older, and worked out some of the things that were weighing on me, I listen to this song and thing about how far I've come. Life is a lot brighter for me now. Thank you for this cover Juby! This song really means a lot to me!
I believe people keep missing the deep meaning of songs. Personally, when i listen to this song, its about someone who doesn't love themselves and doesn't fit in. A person who wants to be "in the norm". To me, there is no specific definition to "normal". Like it is said by few, "What is normal to the spider, is chaos to the fly". So there is no normal.. People always miss that. They can't get pass there phones, and "popular" social groups. this song is not about being a perfectionist..... I believe its about daydreaming /of/ a perfect life.. but there is none... So that makes the days harder... Yes, it is hard being a perfectionist... I myself am one... Well, with my art at least.. But, either way... My point still stands.. have a nice day/night :)
+Cronus Ampora i have to say, that is one of the more beutiful little "rants?" that ive read in awhile, and i do entirely agree with you, and i feel it makes this song all the more beutiful
Ur meaning is wrong :T
+mbanana23456 don't say it's flat out wrong... It's our perspective on it...
+mbanana23456 people may have different feelings when this is sung... So please.. It is our opinion.. You may trigger someone if you just say their meaning is flat out wrong..
Cronus Ampora I can't tell if you missed my sarcasm or if i'm missing your sarcasm in this comment...... DAMM YOU INTERNET
The first time i heard this i was glad that i didn't relate to the song.
Years later, i find myself relating to this song more than i could say.
ikr
yes indeed
That moment where you find an old song that you used to listen to, and when you find it again, it's love at first sight all over again
listen to a LOT of your songs but this has managed to steal my absolute favorite spot. your voice is so heart rending and beautifull i can't help but sing alongside you even though i swore off singing. the song evokes much, a great deal of sorrow but also of hope and happiness. im proud to be a subscriber to you juby and when i get a job i'll add on to your patreon.
I agree. Though there are a lot of happy and catchy songs out there, sometimes it's songs like these that really reach out and touch our hearts. It's something that is so relatable---the topic of what life means. And it isn't just being a perfectionist---it's being accepted as who one is, and what one's purpose is. Everyone has their own struggles, but in a world like this, it's hard to be heard. Hard to be known for what one wants to be. My favorites of JubyPhonic's covers are this song, Lost One's Weeping, Clean Freak, and A Realistic Logical Ideologist. All of them are so sad...but understandable. I don't feel sympathy, but I feel empathy for other fans of the same songs I like. It's really nice to have a community where we can enjoy the songs we like together...
I was singing along and started to cry hehe...
Juby, your singing has helped me cope with difficult things in my life. Thank you so much.
every time I hear your covers like this I get chills all over! you're just so amazing! I admire you and your voice!
Thanks Juby-sama once again! It's currently 1 am and I was in a really stressed/glum mood since I am a perfectionist and I'm trying to get better with my drawing, thanks for cheering me up!
When i saw and heard "You're just fine."
i cried.
I agree.
This song is one of my favorite covers to date. There is something about hearing your voice clearly just,,, adds to the feel? I can’t express my surprise when I realized how old this cover was since it sounds so good!
On the radio: Songs about dirty things
On youtube: This
And people wonder why I avoid listening to the radio~? ^_^
i'm still here enjoying this song. Favorite song you've ever done. It sounds like a long journey home.
I may have only just be starting my life but I relate to this song very much. With my dark and unfortunate beginning of my childhood it has led me to become an atheist (please respect my views :) and because these horrible memories and events have done this, I struggle with the question in this song, what's the point? I have been angry most of my life and thought darkly of whether or not to stay on this earth. Yes I have a planned future but it is still unseen, but as she said in this song, things might be worth staying out for. I've entered a *much happier* chapter of my journey of growing up and I know for sure, *the wait is worth it.*
This was beautiful to read :) I'm not exactly old enough to say whether or not life gets better, but damn, life's not a fun rollercoaster ride if it keeps going straight. Someone told me that once, and that's kept me going for a long time. Hope it helps anyone who reads it like it did me.
HAHAH! LIFE IS GREAT!? Well it is.
I love that this song entire duration is "mostly played", this speak volume on the quality of the track.
always making my day with these covers
I'm literally addicted to this. It's beautiful! I love this so much
i love this song so much JubyPhonic your voice is absolute gold keep singing with your lovely voice
I'm probably the hardest person on myself. People comment about how good my drawings look, but I always think they could look better. On another side of being a perfectionist, when I see books out of order at a bookstore, I HAVE to fix them, and then my mom laughs at me for being a dork.
So I'm not the only person that does that?!! (/ ;w;)/
I Always thought,i was the only one who did that too! Lmao.
Hello my fellow perfectionist *high fives*
:) *High fives*
I love finding other people who do the same things I do. ^_^
Best cover you've done so far just wow
This describes me perfectly... I'm a perfectionist reaching for a goal that is impossible... And that is to be perfect... I try too hard to the point where I lack too much sleep (too much in my mind will make me lack sleep, I'm thinking too much) I'm sure a lot of you can relate... c:
風乎舞雩 oh snap... preach it!
+Kaylaa Gonzalez (ピカチュ) Well most things can't be perfect. Apart from some bits of maths like 1 + 2 = 3, nothing can truly be perfect as perfect is a matter of opinion. No matter how many people like you or how many things you can do, someone will hate you and you can always learn more making perfection impossible. Even making a perfect clone of... let's say a rock is near impossible since on atom may be in the wrong place. Perfection is either a impossible or near impossible goal that may nether be achieved even if your God, a prime mover or even the greatest being on the planet.
Big Feared Balloon you're right, but I was mostly talking about academic wise, and my appearance (which I know I can't change so I focus on just academics )
Well that's the same really. Still I did ramble on a bit but that may be because I've been doing philosophy and it makes me think of some interesting questions.
I'm the same way
This song is one of my favorites since it's so motivating when you're sad.
X3
Your voice is beautiful, Juby! Lately I've been going through some tough times, but your music always makes me feel better. Thank you so much for doing what you do, we all appreciate it! :)
Okay, you know what? I'm officially a fan of this girl now. Juby, your voice is... enchanting, in so many different ways ;-; Thank you for singing for us.
This song is so beautiful. It brought me to tears. Thank you Juby. You have the voice of an angel.
I really enjoy you singing. You've done such a wonderful job. Thx so much. ^-^
Can relate to it so much. This is one of my fav songs.
Love it!! Yet another great cover, Juby! :D You're voice is really beautiful.
This song makes me cry, because it's true. Juby, your voice is beautiful, and I listen to this every single day.
Yeahh, this was one of my favourite song. Still is actually. Thank you for singing an english cover :)
You have a beautiful voice
So beautiful I love this song
I love your voice and songs! XD
this song explains my life so much, too much, this will always be my favorite song, no matter what
your voice is beautiful juby
i love Juby's singing. I really do.
I loved it. very well done.
JUBY I TRIED SINGING YOUR WONDERFUL LYRICS AND I JUST FAILED ; - ; i love you magical jubs this is my favorite cover of yours
Every time I see this song I can't sing it without crying because it's so relatable to me and melancholy. The hopeful tones of the song are so beautiful and I love the message. This would be my favorite song even if the singer wasn't good, but Juby makes it even better with her beautifully gifted voice. I'm proud to be a follower.
I love how you sang "you" towards the end!!!
So wonderful, deep message.
Oh my toast I'm tearing up
This is so beautiful. u ou Great job! I absolutely love this song and I'm glad there's now a wonderful English cover out there I can enjoy.
This is so gorgeous!
This is beautiful! First "Hirari, Hirari" and now this. It's so heartfelt and heartbreakingly honest. I wanna sing this so badly.
this song nd the lyrics really realate to me your voice is actually beautiful and your lyrics are wonderfull, love this song and all your other ones u r an amazing singer and a song writer:)
2019 and still loving this
I felt this hit my heart, I haven't cried on any of your videos like Toumei Answer but this one I swear I felt like crying. It's so beautiful, every time I hear your songs, I want to sing along but then my bro tells me to be quiet -.- Beautiful, my favourite song of yours... so far :)
Beautiful as always! i'm so jealous
Going on a vocaloid binge and seeing that all the songs I loved are ten years old is just....
Hi, I just want to put it out there that you have the most beautiful voice (To me) And you're my favorite singer, and this song is my one of my favorites!
this song is really pretty, and Juby's voice is perfect :)
I love this song because its just such perfection!!
So...I just found your channel today, listened to every song you've uploaded, and fallen absolutely in love with your voice. In particular I keep coming back to this song, it's absolutely beautiful! I'm really looking forward to hearing more beautiful songs from you. ^^
The most amazing covers are found here.
:D I love your voice, it sounds so soothing
i love this song and it makes me realise lots of stuff
Thank you for creating this, I could relate to it, and it helped pulled me through a dark place
I've had depression almost all my life and because my mum had unmediated ADHD, she just didn't really know what to do. I used to sing this song and the doner song all the time when I was 8 and cry because I let useless and like if I died I'd be more use as parts. I hated the happy ending of this song tho because I had and still have never had a happy ending to even a mouth. I'm almost 17 now and I'm not hugely better but now I am older I see the end of the song for the positive end it is.
Oh is this a new cover? It's really really good!!
I love the songs you cover and your voice just... GOSH I can't even figure out what to say LOL. Really good!!!!!!!!!
♥ Love this dubbing the most. ♡ I give up. I'm subscribing. I'm in love~! JubyPhonic, you're amazing. Period.
What feeling have you introduced into my life Juby?
It feels... nice.
lovely song . And you are a amazing singer.
After having a really bad day, this cheered me up. Why is it I always find these songs when I need them?
Heard the piano playi-
I LOVE IT 😍
Thanks soo much!! Appreciate it! Keep singing. You're really good! :)
I cry every time... Thank you... Thank you very much.
omg... so good.... your voice is amazing! [please cover mooooore songs :D]
your voice sounds beautiful c:
this is my theme song down to each and every last word,punctuation, and letter.
Your voice is so pretty, and it suits this song beautifully.
This inspires me to sing a song from another language. :) Thank you, you have a beautiful voice.
i have goosebumps... SO AMAZING!!! LOVE IT AND NOW THE TEARS ARE DRIPPING DOWN MY CHEEKS!!! LOVE THIS SONG!!! LYRICS ARE AMAZING AND YOUR VOICE IS SO.. SO... SO AMAZING!!! LOVE IT!!!
Nice song and by the way nice voices is beautiful :D
Nevermind.
But this is a very beautiful yet a sad perfectionist song.
I think I felt this before.
your voice reminds me of my childhood. because your voice just sounds like barbie's voice singing. ( i used to watch barbie movies back then ) , its beautiful.
Even if I have bad days (like today) I know this song will always put me at ease and give me hope for a new day
And this is my official favorite dub by you. Hands down. Ever.
OMG!! I love this song!
I love you
I love this song! It's how some of us feel because of the world we live in.
What a beautiful song. Sad, sweet, true, hard, hopeful. What good music, too. Thanks!
This is lovely ; u ;
Just started and its good already. :)
I LOVE THIS
Woah. I have UA-cam playing all of your uploads in reverse chronological order. They have been getting progressively less polished, which is to be expected, everyone improves over time. But going from two nearly painful auto-tuned songs to suddenly this... Wow.
Omg, your voice is so beautiful in this!
You are amazing, 'nuff said (I'm actually crying alot here beause it really sruck me in the heart x'D)
I relate to this song so hard and I don't know why. Nice cover~
...America...? ( ' w ' )
Hey there~
I love this one just as much as toumei answer!!! and you!!!
u have a buitiful voice and ur very talented, ur awsome
You have no idea how much I am hitting this repeat button. Your voice is fantastic, and you are super nice with your subscribers. Not a lot of people do that anymore :D I look forward to hearing even more great things from you. I have been a subscriber since witch hunt and I haven't been let down once :) you're great!
I love you Juby, when I'm going through a tough time, I listen to you.
Ooo on my birthday! :D
but this is an amazing cover
Nice. So beautiful...
And stuff.
Every time I feel like giving up, or like my world is caving in around me I listen to this song. It gives me the strength I need to not give up. Thank you so much for the translation. It means a lot. :)
I love your voice
I can relate to this song =3