You sound pretty depressed. Hope you get through that. Depression is the closest you can get to death without actually dying. I don't like what you say sometimes or some or your takes but I'd never tell you to self Uninstall. Keep on trucking dude.
I hope you can find a peaceful life that works for you Kaiser, I'll miss seeing you and hearing from you. Stay safe my friend and best of luck on your new life. See you in space cowboy.
Gaming, streaming and youtube communities lost someone special today. Kaiser your always gonna be special to all of us. Miss you until i see you next. ❤
I wish you the best Kaiser. You have given me a lot of entertainment these past few years. I hope you find an amazing job and get the life you deserve! You are a great person and don't let anyone tell you otherwise.
Kaiser, Here is a thing you could do once the dust has settled. Even though you have some amazing People in your community. You've also got very bad People. And as i have stated in a previous comment, it's about the where. You could, if you still don't want to give up on your dream, start a new Channel. Don't tell anyone about it. Don't let this community know about it. And if possible, hide your identity at first. Being in a different part of UA-cam, with no ties to DBD and that community, will make a difference. You won't have the Support you have now, but you will also not have the hate you have now. If you want to quiet anyway, why not try this ? You have learned so much over the past years. And you clearly are able to succeed. People like you for who you are. But you first need to get away from where you are now. Im sorry for writing so much. It just, breaks my heart seeing you give up. I really want you to succeed. You've been through so much hardship, you deserve to be happy and successful. (Maybe, start a Book Review Channel. Call it something completely else and don't show your Face at first. Tell noone about it and just upload Videos you are happy with. Sure you might not get any Views at first, but if you build a community eventually, you will have one of People who like to read books. Not salty people from a Video Game you lost your love with ages ago.)
Preach it Kaiser. Please work to live, not live to work. Also Kaiser, for what it's worth, I think you won because you chose to walk away. They aren't worth it.
Big ups, Kaiser. I may have joined late, but I enjoyed my time watching your videos. Money doesn't, or at least shouldn't come before happiness. Enjoy your life bro, thank you for providing me and many others with content to enjoy.
Awwww thank you so much for sharing this deep and personal message with us. Wishing you all the very best in your future pursuits. I hope that bookstore hires you and that it’s a new chapter in your life filled with positivity and light. Take care. Ps. They do not win! They lose. Because those who hate will always stay the same but you are brave enough to hold firm and evolve. Strength is yours. Not failure in this.
While i can largely ignore assholes like that, it doesn't change that they've broken you down, making you more miserable in the process. Regardless i'm wishing you well in that job search and for that peaceful life you desire, stay safe, hope to see you again.
I've enjoyed my year in the community and I'm glad you're finding peace ❤. Fuck all the haters cause the hate isn't necessary. I do hope you get the job at the book shop cause it sounds like a nice peaceful job.
I am super sad to see you go. But, I think if I was in your shoes, I would make the same choice. When you deal with depression, or suicidal ideation, and you're already prone to certain things, then it's hard to ignore it when people are telling you to do that very thing. Those people will never be held accountable - even if something did happen. I know I wouldn't be able to deal with it, myself. I like my job - so I can only hope that everyone finds that job they like. A bookstore sounds really relaxing. I hope you find exactly what you're looking for and you are able to put yourself into a much better headspace. Thank you for giving us your time and your talent for as long as you have. :)
I don't really have the words I wish I had to say most things, but the best I can do is wish you well after you quit. Hopefully peace comes your way, and I wish good luck to ya, man. Godspeed, Kaiser.
I'm glad you are putting your health first! When you are ready, I hope to see you again doing book reviews if that is what you choose. Good luck in getting that job at the bookstore and that peaceful lifestyle you are after.
Hey Kaiser I hope you find the support you are searching for on this next chapter. As someone who has dealt with years of S.I. and recovery I found a lot of resources for community and meetings. I encourage you to find your tribe. Wishing you nothing but the best on that journey. I know I don't know you personally but I do hope you know you're worth this lifetime. Lots of love.
I wish you the best going forward Kaiser. I always enjoyed the smiles I got from watching your videos, and I just...hope it gets better for ya. Good luck out there. I don't blame you at all for not being able to handle it anymore. Take your time to just...live life.
Will miss you! You do what’s best for you big hugs! It’s always nice knowing there are people similar to you in the world and I wish you all the best! Just worry about the people who truly care about you everyone else is just drama! Hugs
Ive always dreamed of being an actor and when i finally got the opportunity to get a job at a local series production reality hit hard. It was exhausting asf, getting up at 5 am and going to work by 8, doing the same lines over and over again until they are PERFECT, no way of improvisation, not the slightest bit of creative freedom and the fact it was reality tv rather than something i wouldve dreamed of. They tell you all the chances you will get once you made yourself remarkable but yet they never let you shine with your own energy and keep you down. So i gave up on my dream.. Then focused on making money through internet buisness with 0 passion. And now im about to make a diffrent dream come true where i truly can express my creativity and share with the world on my own, with noone holding me back. Path to happyness is never straight and its never one single road, there are multiple opportunitys. You'll do fine, this is just a first step towards healthyer and more fulfilling life. Im glad for you :) and they have not won. You have grown.
Kaiser I’ve only watched for a few months, but you sound so at peace right now. Your voice is just calm, ready. I hope you do well in your personal life, from one tired creator to another(I don’t rlly count tbh but this isn’t about me). Have a wonderful time in your bookstore, Kaiser🫶
I am in the same boat as you. Got tired of all the stress. Got tired of all the hate. Got tired of the extremely high expectations. Tired of it. I just want a roof over my head and a tolerable job. Just let me be. We got this.
I wish you luck, peace and prosperity on your journey there always be viewers waiting for a video, but your life is too important to sacrifice for that
Sad to see you go but i understand why you’ve chosen to leave. If you do decide to do book reviews I 100% recommend Wings of Fire, it’s a 15 book series with 2 extra installments and i personally enjoy it from time to time. Wish you the best🥰
I'm sad to see u go but u absolutely deserve a happy and peaceful life. If leaving the content creator world is what u need to do it by all means. Take care of urself and ur mom I wish u both the best in life❤
Kaiser thank you for all you hard work and entertainment I wish you only love as well peace in your life. You are hilarious and an amazing person with a big heart, take care pf yourself ❤️🫂
hape that whatever u decide to do in life makes u happy man gonna miss your content, although i started watching somewhat recently i really enoyed it especially dbd updates discussions again wish all best to u (sorry for mistakes im shit at writing and languages)
While I will 100% miss you, I also wish you a peaceful life and I hope this new jounrney of yours goes well and I wish you all the best! ggs gamer and good luck!
The best thing you can do for yourself if this. Absolutely amazing fun the little time i spent watching when i could. It was a good run from a fan's point of view, but that is just what it is, a fan's point of view, and I j can't say i know your pain or how you feel. 100% respect for coming out this way, very calming way to retire. We'll still be here chearing you on. This isn't a loss. You didn't LOSE anything. Those trolls are morons, high chance they despise ehat they are. You've won. Youll stay winning eventually. Hopefully you read some good books, gain some knowledge cells something i struggle to do. W mother too
Well this was weird to be recommended. Pretty sure I've watched 1 or 2 videos of yours ever, both in the past couple weeks. I hope you enjoy where you're headed in life. DBD can be pretty toxic and it takes thick skin to deal with how people treat you. That isn't something everyone can deal with, and it surely isn't something anyone should have to deal with. I hope you find happiness and surround yourself with positive things and people. I would like to respectfully say you should get a therapist. As the video has played and I have been typing, you surely can guess where I am at. Please get help. We all need help sometimes.
I understand. If it gets to the point where you are holding the weight of shit on your shoulders it is time to wade into the shadows and find peace out of the limelight.
Glad you’ve finally found peace, man. As much as we’re gonna miss the frequent content, I personally wish nothing but the best for you out there. Good luck! 👍
I want to thank you for all the amazing videos you have made in your youtube career and I want to wish you that peace and happiness that you are looking for. Never say never you know. Good luck.
I wish you the best, kaiser. No matter where you go, I’ll always be wishing for you to live a life of peace and prosperity. May you especially find happiness through your new passion. Your retirement may be permanent, but I’ll never forget the great times you’ve brought me through your videos. Be safe. ❤
I'll support you either way. I like watching dbd but I don't even play it anymore. I mostly just watch your channel because I like you and your content
I’ll miss seeing you daily bud. You’ve been my favorite UA-camr for the last year or so. Hope everything gets better you get fulfilled in whatever you do 🙏 Edit: Hope momma Kaiser gets well and lives many more great years 🎉
This is so unfortunate. You’ve been a part of my morning commute for two years now, but I absolutely understand why you’re doing this. Please take care of yourself first and foremost.
What everyone else said. But, seriously, I don't know what to say that hasn't already been said by a dozen others. I hope you get that job at that book store.
Another person bullied off the internet for no reason other than people don't like them. It really goes to show that being "cringe", heavy air quotes on btw, really is the worst thing you can do on the internet. Because people will dunk on you and treat you like garbage simply because they don't like you. I'll miss ya vids and the laughs and you in general dude.
I wish you the best of luck doing something that is certainly a lot better for your health. Also, as a huge fantasy nerd, can I ask what book you were reading? 😀📙
I just finished the court of thorns and roses. now Im reading something called realm breaker. I just started it so i dont know how its gonna turn out but it looks interesting
You sound pretty depressed. Hope you get through that. Depression is the closest you can get to death without actually dying. I don't like what you say sometimes or some or your takes but I'd never tell you to self Uninstall. Keep on trucking dude.
I hope you can find a peaceful life that works for you Kaiser, I'll miss seeing you and hearing from you.
Stay safe my friend and best of luck on your new life.
See you in space cowboy.
My feed will be dull without you, but I wish the best for you in the coming times. ❤
Gaming, streaming and youtube communities lost someone special today.
Kaiser your always gonna be special to all of us.
Miss you until i see you next.
❤
I wish you the best Kaiser. You have given me a lot of entertainment these past few years. I hope you find an amazing job and get the life you deserve! You are a great person and don't let anyone tell you otherwise.
Kaiser,
Here is a thing you could do once the dust has settled.
Even though you have some amazing People in your community. You've also got very bad People.
And as i have stated in a previous comment, it's about the where.
You could, if you still don't want to give up on your dream, start a new Channel. Don't tell anyone about it.
Don't let this community know about it.
And if possible, hide your identity at first.
Being in a different part of UA-cam, with no ties to DBD and that community, will make a difference.
You won't have the Support you have now, but you will also not have the hate you have now.
If you want to quiet anyway, why not try this ?
You have learned so much over the past years. And you clearly are able to succeed. People like you for who you are. But you first need to get away from where you are now.
Im sorry for writing so much. It just, breaks my heart seeing you give up. I really want you to succeed. You've been through so much hardship, you deserve to be happy and successful.
(Maybe, start a Book Review Channel. Call it something completely else and don't show your Face at first. Tell noone about it and just upload Videos you are happy with. Sure you might not get any Views at first, but if you build a community eventually, you will have one of People who like to read books. Not salty people from a Video Game you lost your love with ages ago.)
Preach it Kaiser. Please work to live, not live to work.
Also Kaiser, for what it's worth, I think you won because you chose to walk away. They aren't worth it.
Big ups, Kaiser. I may have joined late, but I enjoyed my time watching your videos. Money doesn't, or at least shouldn't come before happiness. Enjoy your life bro, thank you for providing me and many others with content to enjoy.
Awwww thank you so much for sharing this deep and personal message with us. Wishing you all the very best in your future pursuits. I hope that bookstore hires you and that it’s a new chapter in your life filled with positivity and light. Take care. Ps. They do not win! They lose. Because those who hate will always stay the same but you are brave enough to hold firm and evolve. Strength is yours. Not failure in this.
much love man, i will definitely miss your videos, but your life comes first. much love, i hope you find those greener pastures.
I'm sad to see you go but you got to do whatever brings you happiness.
While i can largely ignore assholes like that, it doesn't change that they've broken you down, making you more miserable in the process.
Regardless i'm wishing you well in that job search and for that peaceful life you desire, stay safe, hope to see you again.
I'm glad you've made a decision. Best of luck to you on your journey.
Love you ❤️
I've enjoyed my year in the community and I'm glad you're finding peace ❤. Fuck all the haters cause the hate isn't necessary. I do hope you get the job at the book shop cause it sounds like a nice peaceful job.
I am super sad to see you go. But, I think if I was in your shoes, I would make the same choice. When you deal with depression, or suicidal ideation, and you're already prone to certain things, then it's hard to ignore it when people are telling you to do that very thing. Those people will never be held accountable - even if something did happen. I know I wouldn't be able to deal with it, myself.
I like my job - so I can only hope that everyone finds that job they like. A bookstore sounds really relaxing. I hope you find exactly what you're looking for and you are able to put yourself into a much better headspace. Thank you for giving us your time and your talent for as long as you have. :)
I don't really have the words I wish I had to say most things, but the best I can do is wish you well after you quit. Hopefully peace comes your way, and I wish good luck to ya, man. Godspeed, Kaiser.
Wish it didnt have to be this way i wish nothing but the best for you goodbye
I'm glad you are putting your health first! When you are ready, I hope to see you again doing book reviews if that is what you choose.
Good luck in getting that job at the bookstore and that peaceful lifestyle you are after.
ill miss you kaiser i always loved you and i hope that one day youll live in paece i wish you luck kaiser and ill miss your content gl on life
Hey Kaiser I hope you find the support you are searching for on this next chapter. As someone who has dealt with years of S.I. and recovery I found a lot of resources for community and meetings. I encourage you to find your tribe. Wishing you nothing but the best on that journey. I know I don't know you personally but I do hope you know you're worth this lifetime. Lots of love.
I wish you the best going forward Kaiser. I always enjoyed the smiles I got from watching your videos, and I just...hope it gets better for ya. Good luck out there. I don't blame you at all for not being able to handle it anymore. Take your time to just...live life.
mama kaiser is the best ..god bless her
05:29 i hope u get a brighter better future u deserve to be happy
all love
so long kaiser. it’s time to set sail on your new path 🖤
Will miss you! You do what’s best for you big hugs! It’s always nice knowing there are people similar to you in the world and I wish you all the best! Just worry about the people who truly care about you everyone else is just drama! Hugs
Ive always dreamed of being an actor and when i finally got the opportunity to get a job at a local series production reality hit hard. It was exhausting asf, getting up at 5 am and going to work by 8, doing the same lines over and over again until they are PERFECT, no way of improvisation, not the slightest bit of creative freedom and the fact it was reality tv rather than something i wouldve dreamed of. They tell you all the chances you will get once you made yourself remarkable but yet they never let you shine with your own energy and keep you down.
So i gave up on my dream.. Then focused on making money through internet buisness with 0 passion. And now im about to make a diffrent dream come true where i truly can express my creativity and share with the world on my own, with noone holding me back. Path to happyness is never straight and its never one single road, there are multiple opportunitys. You'll do fine, this is just a first step towards healthyer and more fulfilling life. Im glad for you :) and they have not won. You have grown.
Kaiser I’ve only watched for a few months, but you sound so at peace right now. Your voice is just calm, ready. I hope you do well in your personal life, from one tired creator to another(I don’t rlly count tbh but this isn’t about me). Have a wonderful time in your bookstore, Kaiser🫶
I am in the same boat as you. Got tired of all the stress. Got tired of all the hate. Got tired of the extremely high expectations. Tired of it. I just want a roof over my head and a tolerable job. Just let me be.
We got this.
I hope whatever path you will take, that you will find happiness and peace.
I wish you luck, peace and prosperity on your journey there always be viewers waiting for a video, but your life is too important to sacrifice for that
Much luck to your efforts, amigo. May peace come your way. ♥
Sad to see you go but i understand why you’ve chosen to leave. If you do decide to do book reviews I 100% recommend Wings of Fire, it’s a 15 book series with 2 extra installments and i personally enjoy it from time to time. Wish you the best🥰
I'm sad to see u go but u absolutely deserve a happy and peaceful life. If leaving the content creator world is what u need to do it by all means. Take care of urself and ur mom I wish u both the best in life❤
Kaiser thank you for all you hard work and entertainment I wish you only love as well peace in your life. You are hilarious and an amazing person with a big heart, take care pf yourself ❤️🫂
hape that whatever u decide to do in life makes u happy man
gonna miss your content, although i started watching somewhat recently i really enoyed it especially dbd updates discussions
again wish all best to u (sorry for mistakes im shit at writing and languages)
Idk if you’ll ever see this, but a pretty great book to read is called “Catcher in the Rye” it’s a great read if you’re ever looking for a read
Wishing the best for you.
While I will 100% miss you, I also wish you a peaceful life and I hope this new jounrney of yours goes well and I wish you all the best! ggs gamer and good luck!
The best thing you can do for yourself if this. Absolutely amazing fun the little time i spent watching when i could. It was a good run from a fan's point of view, but that is just what it is, a fan's point of view, and I j can't say i know your pain or how you feel. 100% respect for coming out this way, very calming way to retire. We'll still be here chearing you on.
This isn't a loss. You didn't LOSE anything. Those trolls are morons, high chance they despise ehat they are. You've won. Youll stay winning eventually. Hopefully you read some good books, gain some knowledge cells something i struggle to do.
W mother too
Well this was weird to be recommended. Pretty sure I've watched 1 or 2 videos of yours ever, both in the past couple weeks. I hope you enjoy where you're headed in life. DBD can be pretty toxic and it takes thick skin to deal with how people treat you. That isn't something everyone can deal with, and it surely isn't something anyone should have to deal with. I hope you find happiness and surround yourself with positive things and people. I would like to respectfully say you should get a therapist. As the video has played and I have been typing, you surely can guess where I am at. Please get help. We all need help sometimes.
I understand. If it gets to the point where you are holding the weight of shit on your shoulders it is time to wade into the shadows and find peace out of the limelight.
Amazing what “fresh air “ does
GG Kaiser
Glad you’ve finally found peace, man. As much as we’re gonna miss the frequent content, I personally wish nothing but the best for you out there. Good luck! 👍
I am kinda bummed to see you go, but your health comes first. If you feel this is the best course of action, then I wish you the best of luck.
I want to thank you for all the amazing videos you have made in your youtube career and I want to wish you that peace and happiness that you are looking for. Never say never you know. Good luck.
❤ Good Luck with everything.
I wish you the best, kaiser. No matter where you go, I’ll always be wishing for you to live a life of peace and prosperity. May you especially find happiness through your new passion. Your retirement may be permanent, but I’ll never forget the great times you’ve brought me through your videos. Be safe. ❤
While i will miss you, i dont blame you at all, and i wish you the best in everything going forward.
I'll support you either way. I like watching dbd but I don't even play it anymore. I mostly just watch your channel because I like you and your content
You focus on yourself and your health, I will be waiting for new videos and give them a view when it happens.
o7
Good luck. Go be happy. Do what ya gotta do for your mental health. And thanks for the content; hope to see ya around!
I’ll miss seeing you daily bud. You’ve been my favorite UA-camr for the last year or so. Hope everything gets better you get fulfilled in whatever you do 🙏
Edit: Hope momma Kaiser gets well and lives many more great years 🎉
Yo Kaiser, go be happy! You deserve it homie! 👍
Good luck in finding true happiness we will miss you
This is so unfortunate. You’ve been a part of my morning commute for two years now, but I absolutely understand why you’re doing this. Please take care of yourself first and foremost.
Yea we won! Glad to see this egg head off my feed
i genuinely fucking wish i wasn't so focus-shot so i could actually read again
What everyone else said.
But, seriously, I don't know what to say that hasn't already been said by a dozen others. I hope you get that job at that book store.
Picking up an eReader did it for me. I don't read as much as I did as a kid but more than I used too
E Readers never did it for me, theres something special about an actual book ya know
@KaiserDaGaemer oh for sure, I still support my local used book store, but my carpel tunnel has gotten so bad, the eReader is easier to hold.
Was a nice ride
we’ll see you soon with some more DBD content :D
It's sad seeing you go, please stay safe oki?
Best of luck on finding a new job. As an extremely lucky man who has broken the game his fair share of times once said, “catch you on the flip-flop.”
It's a terrible day for rain...
Good luck.
Another person bullied off the internet for no reason other than people don't like them. It really goes to show that being "cringe", heavy air quotes on btw, really is the worst thing you can do on the internet. Because people will dunk on you and treat you like garbage simply because they don't like you. I'll miss ya vids and the laughs and you in general dude.
I hope you find happiness one day
I wish you the best of luck doing something that is certainly a lot better for your health.
Also, as a huge fantasy nerd, can I ask what book you were reading? 😀📙
I just finished the court of thorns and roses. now Im reading something called realm breaker. I just started it so i dont know how its gonna turn out but it looks interesting
I will miss you…
Cya in a couple days buddy
New username?
🙁
Content creation isn't easy. You do you Kaiser, and good luck.
glad to see you're doing what is best for your health. good luck, jojo 🫂