Holy shit man, I really wish you the best but it's not like wishes can do much. It's crazy that you let out such a positive vibe despite the problems you describe in this video, and I have to say you deserve a lot better. You're a really great guy, but you haven't been treated like one - just look at that dropbox incident a few years back, that's a great example of how the world can be cruel to such a great guy. You deserve better because you're a great guy. Best wishes, Rambo.
Its weird that this video came up as I was just lying in bed thinking about the purpose of my life. Recently I've felt the same as you being desolate with a void inside me feeling that there's no point of doing anything anymore. Stay strong man, you should try to find something fulfilling to fill the void you have.
I can relate to all of this way too well. I do agree that keeping a vlog where you just sit down and actively reflect might help you, but I will also say that professional help is needed. I've always been good at self-reflection, but there are likely always things that you and I will miss about ourselves, that we have a hard time noticing because we've got a very conflicting mental state constantly telling us that we're not worth anything, to not bother. As you said, you need to get to a point where you do care and it's definitely better late than never. I'm almost 30 aswell and I've been putting up seeing a professional for far too long as I've just always said "nah, it's fine, I can deal with this" but in the end, I've gotten nowhere except further down the line. Granted, I hope you can end up finding a path where I failed. I truly, genuinely hope that things work out for you and you get to a place where you can feel content and happy, I also hope that I get there someday, but I don't think we'll get there without starting to prioritize ourselves and our wellbeing. Sorry for the "we" talk and such but it's actually scary how relatable it was to hear you talking about this. Starting to work on it is definitely a step in the right direction. Take care Rambo, you're a fucking fantastic human being.
Rambo - respect man. Don't give up. Don't give up on the concept of self-love or growth at any age. Try to feel the small blessings of each day that you get to exist on this planet. Your pain is very real, yet you were brave enough to post this and talk about it on YT. Lots of people do care about you!
you don't look on streams in the way you described you are in this video. I still see a positive & honest man in you. I can someway relate to your mental state to myself few years ago, when I've had problems with my personal life, lack of acceptance, loss of friends, underachieving, but I was able to go through, and you were a big part of my day routine by doing everyday streams. It didn't matter how bad my days were and how shit I felt at that time, I used to come home, open twitch , seeing you live made me feel that I am indeed at home. You were a part of my day & helped me to go through tough times. Accept this comment as my gratitude towards things that you've done for me just for being live out there. Hope it helps you to recover. There is so much to happen and so many reasons to be alive. See you on streams!
Hey buddy, It's almost everybody who goes through this, I watched your content about 5 years back and I still remember how fun it was watching you do stuff. Mental issues are mental, If you seek validation from Others for yourself or the stuff you do. You are gonna have a hard time 9/10 times because people are different. My advice - you know your pros, you know your cons, Work on them and be better, The end result wheather failure or success of it all will be the greatest validation you will ever want. Just keep doing and never look back.
I can't say that I have gone through similar things, but what I can say is that I have struggled with self love for a very long time. It takes a lot to learn, and a lot of courage to accept that you don't need to be anything "special" or "amazing" or you don't need to prove anything to anyone to deserve to be loved by yourself. What helped me is slowly learing about God, after being an etheist for my whole life I was suddenly desperate for acceptance. And if I took something away from that learning journey is that everyone is loved, and everyone deserves to be loved and forgiven, no matter what or who they are.
Keep doing this videos and, try, as an excercise, the same way you pracitce your aim, practice telling yourself thinkgs you like about you. Ive been following you for years, I am a lurker, but i've been following you for a long time, and i'm glad you're talking about it because it makes you human, it's natural to feel like you do, but it takes strenght to talk about it and its a step foreward top getting better. Force yourself to like yourself, it takes practice, it takes strenght, it takes patience, but do it for yourself. There are a lot of people like myself, that likes you the way you are. I know it's a very thing to do, but belive in the people who like you, we do because we see in you someone who we enjoy having in our life. Talk to yourself, tell yourself you're worth, because you are, and there is a lot of people who like you for who you are, but there is one person in particular who you should convice of that, and it's you. Convince your mind of how amazing of a person you are, your mind doesnt belive you yet, but he will if you talk with it enough, and if you feel like you're not enough, there are professionals who can also help you convince that other person living with you, in you mind, how great of a person you ARE. Sorry for my bad english, its not my first language, but out of all the videos i've seen of you, and all the streams i've seen, this is the one that i feel like saying something. You're an amazing person for what i've seen of you, and i dont think many others can say otherwise, but you need to convince that subject in your mind that you're not what he think you are.
hang in there man, 1st step is always realising that something needs to be adressed and saying it out loud is a good start. i care for u man, and if u ever feel like talking, just reach out, i can relate.
Rambo I would loove to talk to you. I'm 29 years old and just a gamer. I've struggled with depression all my life and recently have gotten out of it. I'm gonna write you a PM on Twitter
can relate to a lot of what you say, it's actually kinda scary. Remember that there's people out there that you have made a tremendous positive impact on. Your mind is creating ridiculous standards for yourself that you can never reach, don't let that drag you down. I found that for myself, as long as you touch other people's lives in a good way life is worth living. Remember that the streamer lifestyle also takes a huge toll on mental health for a lot of people. It only gets harder when you have to rely on it for financial reasons. It's great to see that you can reflect on your past and talk openly about your feelings but at the end of the day going to a psychiatrist and/or getting therapy might be necessary and is nothing to be ashamed of. Really hope you get better and find your drive again
It's clear you have many people you care for you dude. Just look at all these comments from all the fans & friends that love what you do for them. You make us happy and you brighten all of our lives. I lost someone very close to me to suicide and my I have never been the same nor has anyone else that knew him. Spend time with yourself, enjoy your own company and then you will realize what we all see in you. Be happy mate, we love you Rambo!!!!
The moment you realize that you have weaknesses in your mindset is the moment when your mindset got stronger. Sometimes you just have to look at facts differently. It's actually good that you haven't done your life at 100% because it means you can be better person than you can ever imagine.
"I think I need to get to a point where I care". You're absolutely on the right track there. Having external reasons to keep going on simply isn't enough if there is nothing there internally. You need to learn to care and value yourself as a person, but of course it is not easy to do if you feel nothing at all at the moment. I don't think you mentioned this, but I do hope you are currently seeking or planning to seek professional help and medication. They help to recognize and stop bad thought loops and increase internal motivation. I do hope you get better.
This is not easy to share, but I am glad you did! And really interesting tbh, it's a very open and honest video, and I really hope these help you. Not only you, you are a role model for many people and I hope people struggling with this, will learn from you and start to talk about their stuff too.
Never seen any of your videos, happened to scroll through on reddit and came upon this post. But dude. I am myself struggling with anxiety and panic attacks and I wish I could just wipe it all away. We have to power through though. I wish I could just sit at home doing nothing but we need to go through this shit. My tips that I dont even follow myself: Get enough rest Excercise Less alcohol If you want to talk hit me up man! I have a few problems too, lets relate and laugh at it ":)"
People DO care about you, and you should care about yourself as well. You're a really good man, polite, nice to everyone. Really nice people can forget they themselves matter too. But you do matter. Even if you had 0 fans, you would still matter. Even if you feel like you have no more family you would still matter. Don't let other people tell you otherwise, especially yourself. A person like you, there is someone (several someones) out there, who would be extremely happy and lucky to be with you, and not leave you. And I think you will find each other one day, and fulfill each others lives, and heal this feeling of no purpose... Just have to believe that day will come. If you keep being the nice person we all know you are, it will happen! I don't know what it feels like to have gone through what you have gone through... But just know that people do care about you, you do matter, and purpose and meaning do wait for you in the future. Don't give up!
You are pretty good at analysing man! I can relate to you in many ways right now. Life is just taking rights and lefts man. Take a step back breathe and keep fighting it out. Even if it gets dark man. Id suggest you to pick up the guitar or any instrument to keep you motivated.
Stærkt! Genkender det du siger. Hvis overskuddet og lysten er der, så tag et kig på enneagrammet. Specifikt type 9. Hold skruen i vandet Søren - du skal nok finde mening, formål og kærlighed på vejen! De bedste tanker herfra 🙌🏼
Instead of a relationship make some friends. People who don't need things from you other than some time. Professional help too, really helped me to just talk to another person about the bad things that were happening to me. These kinds of videos can be helpful too I'm sure. It's a good thing you're speaking out. Just ask for help before you hurt yourself.
u should see a therapist, it's basically what this video is except there's another human actually talking back to you who can offer solid advice based on years of training :) worth a try anyway.
Hello Rambo. Life doesnt have any meaning or purpose, its the hard thing of being human. If you want to learn more about life you can watch Sadhguru videos on YT. Theres so many people struggle, you are not alone. I hope you ll get some help and be happy again :)
I don't know if you're already in therapy, but you definitely need help. Please reach out to a specialist, you're too important in this world to suffer like that or even worse get lost.
When your life is just video games sitting in a chair staring at a screen pwnin n00bz of course you're going to feel like shit. Not that video games make you depressed, but they don't help when you're depressed. My best friend lived with me in highschool and he killed himself in my backyard, throughout the years friend after friend would drop dead to suicide, and just recently my best friend (the last person to know the first bestfriend) developed schizophrenia, thought hitmen were out to kill him and so he killed himself. And i'll tell you what right now, obviously suicide is a stupidly selfish thing to do, you don't get rid of the pain you just pass it on yadda yadda yadda, you've heard all that, and if you still have suicidal ideation then you really just don't care, which is understandable, depression sucks. But man, you are doing absolutely NO favors for yourself. Doing the same thing day in day out, playing video games. I highly HIGHLY suggest quitting video games and moving on to something else, something more novel, something that is parked in reality that you can do physically something tangible that feels worthwhile, something that involves other people your age, not teenagers behind a screen. Maybe i'm reading you wrong, but maybe you're like me. After a day of gaming, and you're about to shut it off for the night and you go to reflect on your day and you realize that nothing you did had any value other than a floating point integer tracking your score in a server somewhere in valve HQ.
you might have good intentions but that is absolute BS advice. Other people's misfortune and suffering don't make Rambo's situation better or his feelings less valid.
Your personality and sense of humour is what brings me to the streams and UA-cam videos. Never stop being you Rambo.
Holy shit man, I really wish you the best but it's not like wishes can do much. It's crazy that you let out such a positive vibe despite the problems you describe in this video, and I have to say you deserve a lot better. You're a really great guy, but you haven't been treated like one - just look at that dropbox incident a few years back, that's a great example of how the world can be cruel to such a great guy. You deserve better because you're a great guy. Best wishes, Rambo.
I feel you, man. Stay strong. The sun will shine again at the end of this nightmare.
Its weird that this video came up as I was just lying in bed thinking about the purpose of my life. Recently I've felt the same as you being desolate with a void inside me feeling that there's no point of doing anything anymore. Stay strong man, you should try to find something fulfilling to fill the void you have.
I can relate to all of this way too well. I do agree that keeping a vlog where you just sit down and actively reflect might help you, but I will also say that professional help is needed.
I've always been good at self-reflection, but there are likely always things that you and I will miss about ourselves, that we have a hard time noticing because we've got a very conflicting mental state constantly telling us that we're not worth anything, to not bother.
As you said, you need to get to a point where you do care and it's definitely better late than never. I'm almost 30 aswell and I've been putting up seeing a professional for far too long as I've just always said "nah, it's fine, I can deal with this" but in the end, I've gotten nowhere except further down the line. Granted, I hope you can end up finding a path where I failed.
I truly, genuinely hope that things work out for you and you get to a place where you can feel content and happy, I also hope that I get there someday, but I don't think we'll get there without starting to prioritize ourselves and our wellbeing.
Sorry for the "we" talk and such but it's actually scary how relatable it was to hear you talking about this.
Starting to work on it is definitely a step in the right direction. Take care Rambo, you're a fucking fantastic human being.
Rambo - respect man. Don't give up. Don't give up on the concept of self-love or growth at any age. Try to feel the small blessings of each day that you get to exist on this planet. Your pain is very real, yet you were brave enough to post this and talk about it on YT. Lots of people do care about you!
you don't look on streams in the way you described you are in this video. I still see a positive & honest man in you. I can someway relate to your mental state to myself few years ago, when I've had problems with my personal life, lack of acceptance, loss of friends, underachieving, but I was able to go through, and you were a big part of my day routine by doing everyday streams. It didn't matter how bad my days were and how shit I felt at that time, I used to come home, open twitch , seeing you live made me feel that I am indeed at home. You were a part of my day & helped me to go through tough times. Accept this comment as my gratitude towards things that you've done for me just for being live out there. Hope it helps you to recover. There is so much to happen and so many reasons to be alive.
See you on streams!
Stay strong, my friend!
Hey buddy, It's almost everybody who goes through this, I watched your content about 5 years back and I still remember how fun it was watching you do stuff. Mental issues are mental, If you seek validation from Others for yourself or the stuff you do. You are gonna have a hard time 9/10 times because people are different. My advice - you know your pros, you know your cons, Work on them and be better, The end result wheather failure or success of it all will be the greatest validation you will ever want. Just keep doing and never look back.
I can't say that I have gone through similar things, but what I can say is that I have struggled with self love for a very long time. It takes a lot to learn, and a lot of courage to accept that you don't need to be anything "special" or "amazing" or you don't need to prove anything to anyone to deserve to be loved by yourself. What helped me is slowly learing about God, after being an etheist for my whole life I was suddenly desperate for acceptance. And if I took something away from that learning journey is that everyone is loved, and everyone deserves to be loved and forgiven, no matter what or who they are.
Lots of love send to you ♥️ Lady!
The part about not feeling your own feelings hit home, feel you on that one.
Keep doing this videos and, try, as an excercise, the same way you pracitce your aim, practice telling yourself thinkgs you like about you. Ive been following you for years, I am a lurker, but i've been following you for a long time, and i'm glad you're talking about it because it makes you human, it's natural to feel like you do, but it takes strenght to talk about it and its a step foreward top getting better.
Force yourself to like yourself, it takes practice, it takes strenght, it takes patience, but do it for yourself. There are a lot of people like myself, that likes you the way you are. I know it's a very thing to do, but belive in the people who like you, we do because we see in you someone who we enjoy having in our life. Talk to yourself, tell yourself you're worth, because you are, and there is a lot of people who like you for who you are, but there is one person in particular who you should convice of that, and it's you. Convince your mind of how amazing of a person you are, your mind doesnt belive you yet, but he will if you talk with it enough, and if you feel like you're not enough, there are professionals who can also help you convince that other person living with you, in you mind, how great of a person you ARE.
Sorry for my bad english, its not my first language, but out of all the videos i've seen of you, and all the streams i've seen, this is the one that i feel like saying something. You're an amazing person for what i've seen of you, and i dont think many others can say otherwise, but you need to convince that subject in your mind that you're not what he think you are.
Well done for talking through it. I think it's good for you to make videos like this occasionally, and I'll always take the time to watch them - Mikee
its good to see that you are talking about it
hang in there man, 1st step is always realising that something needs to be adressed and saying it out loud is a good start.
i care for u man, and if u ever feel like talking, just reach out, i can relate.
Human needs human.
Rambo I would loove to talk to you. I'm 29 years old and just a gamer. I've struggled with depression all my life and recently have gotten out of it. I'm gonna write you a PM on Twitter
can relate to a lot of what you say, it's actually kinda scary. Remember that there's people out there that you have made a tremendous positive impact on. Your mind is creating ridiculous standards for yourself that you can never reach, don't let that drag you down. I found that for myself, as long as you touch other people's lives in a good way life is worth living.
Remember that the streamer lifestyle also takes a huge toll on mental health for a lot of people. It only gets harder when you have to rely on it for financial reasons. It's great to see that you can reflect on your past and talk openly about your feelings but at the end of the day going to a psychiatrist and/or getting therapy might be necessary and is nothing to be ashamed of. Really hope you get better and find your drive again
Great video.
It's clear you have many people you care for you dude. Just look at all these comments from all the fans & friends that love what you do for them. You make us happy and you brighten all of our lives. I lost someone very close to me to suicide and my I have never been the same nor has anyone else that knew him. Spend time with yourself, enjoy your own company and then you will realize what we all see in you. Be happy mate, we love you Rambo!!!!
The moment you realize that you have weaknesses in your mindset is the moment when your mindset got stronger. Sometimes you just have to look at facts differently. It's actually good that you haven't done your life at 100% because it means you can be better person than you can ever imagine.
"I think I need to get to a point where I care". You're absolutely on the right track there. Having external reasons to keep going on simply isn't enough if there is nothing there internally. You need to learn to care and value yourself as a person, but of course it is not easy to do if you feel nothing at all at the moment. I don't think you mentioned this, but I do hope you are currently seeking or planning to seek professional help and medication. They help to recognize and stop bad thought loops and increase internal motivation. I do hope you get better.
This is not easy to share, but I am glad you did! And really interesting tbh, it's a very open and honest video, and I really hope these help you. Not only you, you are a role model for many people and I hope people struggling with this, will learn from you and start to talk about their stuff too.
Never seen any of your videos, happened to scroll through on reddit and came upon this post. But dude. I am myself struggling with anxiety and panic attacks and I wish I could just wipe it all away. We have to power through though. I wish I could just sit at home doing nothing but we need to go through this shit.
My tips that I dont even follow myself:
Get enough rest
Excercise
Less alcohol
If you want to talk hit me up man! I have a few problems too, lets relate and laugh at it ":)"
I came from reddit too
People DO care about you, and you should care about yourself as well. You're a really good man, polite, nice to everyone. Really nice people can forget they themselves matter too.
But you do matter. Even if you had 0 fans, you would still matter. Even if you feel like you have no more family you would still matter. Don't let other people tell you otherwise, especially yourself. A person like you, there is someone (several someones) out there, who would be extremely happy and lucky to be with you, and not leave you. And I think you will find each other one day, and fulfill each others lives, and heal this feeling of no purpose... Just have to believe that day will come. If you keep being the nice person we all know you are, it will happen!
I don't know what it feels like to have gone through what you have gone through... But just know that people do care about you, you do matter, and purpose and meaning do wait for you in the future. Don't give up!
You are pretty good at analysing man! I can relate to you in many ways right now. Life is just taking rights and lefts man. Take a step back breathe and keep fighting it out. Even if it gets dark man. Id suggest you to pick up the guitar or any instrument to keep you motivated.
all Is good man you dont have to be better at anything you're fine the way you are.
thanks for sharing. hope you find what you seek for RR
Stærkt! Genkender det du siger. Hvis overskuddet og lysten er der, så tag et kig på enneagrammet. Specifikt type 9. Hold skruen i vandet Søren - du skal nok finde mening, formål og kærlighed på vejen! De bedste tanker herfra 🙌🏼
Relatable :/ keep us updated if talking about it really helped
Stay strong papa!
Instead of a relationship make some friends. People who don't need things from you other than some time. Professional help too, really helped me to just talk to another person about the bad things that were happening to me. These kinds of videos can be helpful too I'm sure. It's a good thing you're speaking out. Just ask for help before you hurt yourself.
u should see a therapist, it's basically what this video is except there's another human actually talking back to you who can offer solid advice based on years of training :) worth a try anyway.
yo you just like me! im 29 stuck in life have nothing to do, nothing to look forward to. all i do is work eat sleep.. Life is shit..
I don't feel i'm connected to myself,he explained my whole life in 6 words
Stay strong!
stay strong!
I care for you man.
you can do sports to feel good
This is thought man, I know you get throught this, but go talk with someone[professionaly] if you don't know what do to.
suicide is not the solution. you have to outlive your enemies
feel ya
Hello Rambo. Life doesnt have any meaning or purpose, its the hard thing of being human. If you want to learn more about life you can watch Sadhguru videos on YT. Theres so many people struggle, you are not alone. I hope you ll get some help and be happy again :)
Do the daily video!
If u play csgo everything is pretty rough
Broooo!!!!o check out Wim Hof ASAP! no excuses.
no one here to tell u what to do so no one here to jugde.
all the best!
+1 Good advice. Wim Hof could be helpful in Rambos current situation.
Hope you dont take me to serious and know that Im joking in Twitch chat, well most of time. We love you, hope you know that monkaS
I don't know if you're already in therapy, but you definitely need help. Please reach out to a specialist, you're too important in this world to suffer like that or even worse get lost.
When your life is just video games sitting in a chair staring at a screen pwnin n00bz of course you're going to feel like shit. Not that video games make you depressed, but they don't help when you're depressed. My best friend lived with me in highschool and he killed himself in my backyard, throughout the years friend after friend would drop dead to suicide, and just recently my best friend (the last person to know the first bestfriend) developed schizophrenia, thought hitmen were out to kill him and so he killed himself. And i'll tell you what right now, obviously suicide is a stupidly selfish thing to do, you don't get rid of the pain you just pass it on yadda yadda yadda, you've heard all that, and if you still have suicidal ideation then you really just don't care, which is understandable, depression sucks. But man, you are doing absolutely NO favors for yourself. Doing the same thing day in day out, playing video games.
I highly HIGHLY suggest quitting video games and moving on to something else, something more novel, something that is parked in reality that you can do physically something tangible that feels worthwhile, something that involves other people your age, not teenagers behind a screen. Maybe i'm reading you wrong, but maybe you're like me. After a day of gaming, and you're about to shut it off for the night and you go to reflect on your day and you realize that nothing you did had any value other than a floating point integer tracking your score in a server somewhere in valve HQ.
Maybe you need to share your life with someone else.
pepehands
Rambo man. I know this is easily said but always remember this in life. ALWAYS!
There's always someone out there that has it much worse than you.
you might have good intentions but that is absolute BS advice. Other people's misfortune and suffering don't make Rambo's situation better or his feelings less valid.
@@der_prof Hence why I said "easily said". That mindstate worked for me and I hope it does for someone else.
This is awful advice.
@@dbtor Just trying to help mate.
@@mnamethonk someone telling me that would only make me feel more miserable
Read the Quran
No thanks, i don't wanna be braindwashed.
wh OMEGALUL
Imagine being this toxic in life.