SELF PROJECTED PROJECTOR EXPLAINED (WHAT YOU NEED TO KNOW!)
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- Self Projected Projector Explained!! // This video will give you no-fluff info on the Self Projected Projector including what a Projector is, what a Self Projected Projector is, how the Self Projected Authority works and an overview of the Self Projected Channels. Plus, I’ll discuss what the secrets to fulfillment and success are for a Self Projected Projector!!
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Thank you so much for watching!! ✌ How do you use and experience your self-projected authority?!
Thank you for this amazing video!
I am feeling a little confused because I am 4/6 SPP with an undefined G center...
I have Ajna and Throat centers defined.
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@@ravenwisdom13 So glad this was helpful lovely! With an Ajna and Throat defined, this would make you a Mental Projector although there are many similarities!
Both are sensitive and have the capacity to feel overwhelmed because of the openness of the centers. Both benefit from talking it out loud with others and soundboarding when it comes to Authority.
With an MP, another element would be your environment and making sure that you are in the correct environment that allows you to thrive and feel good when making decisions. Hope that helps! ❤️
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Thank you!! 😊✨
@@ravenwisdom13 I think to be SPP one has a defined G center. ???
I am definitely an SSP that needs to speak out loud with a trusted advisor. Not for their advise - but to hear myself work through the decision.
Yess love that, you have all the answers within you ❤️
Same!! I often say to my friends, “It’s okay if you don’t have any advice for me - I just need to hear myself talk.” 😂
self projectors really don't get shown much about us which makes it difficult to find content and learn about myself easier. feeling lost and alot of misinformation. thank you for this video and knowing you are a projector like me, i knew you would make a way to shine a light on us .
So glad this was insightful for you! ❤
Talking to trusted advisors has always been my go-to, but I've recently found a lot of clarity in talking to myself. Both in the car and at home have worked well for me. I've also been rediscovering prayer recently, which is unique in that it falls somewhere in between talking to an advisor and myself.
Wow, this video made me feel SO seen and understood. I am just learning about what my human design is and what it looks like for me. As a self projected projector the way I connect to my truth by going on "walk and talks" or at least that's what I call them. This is when I go into nature and just talk out loud with myself about what's going on in my life and what I can do to support myself. This was part of the reason I felt so seen in your video when you mentioned some like to go in nature to talk out loud and I felt so seen that it actually made me cry. I'm so grateful for this video and having the ability to learn so much about myself. Thank you for making this!!
Omg you're gonna make me cry!! I'm so happy that you felt seen, because that's my intention. I love that you're already living it, and found a way to connect to yourself on your own... That's truly special ❤️❤️
I’m the same self projected projector- do the SAME thing and somtimes ill record myself talking so i don’t feel as wild and crazy :)
What kind of jobs are you doing? Any suggestions? I find it hard to fit into a typical 9to5 thing. :/
I too am the same. I literally have been walking and talking out loud to myself for years even before my knowledge of SPP. Learning to not fall into other expectations and giving myself alone time is key for me. I honestly need for SPP friends.
@@revecl3077 we are the healers, we heal ourselves and when we radiate that. People invite us to help them
I find being a self-projected projector is great for trivia games in a bar, Jeopardy questions and the lot, but you also remember your failures in life, and can see them over & over again with crystal clarity.
Wow! As a kid i always took long walks to clear my mind and talk about my problems to myself which made me feel weird yet so much better. Even today i still talk out loud to make decisions. I’m so glad to learn that this is me tapping into my power. Thanks 🙏🏾.
This just added another layer to the complex grief I experienced when my mom passed a few years ago. Not only was she the person I wanted to make proud, but also, she was my most and at times only "trusted advisor." This is great food for thought as I continue to mourn her loss.
wow I feel Seen. When you said about these kind of Projectors are more likely to burn out and exhaustion. I cant tell you HOW many times I've burned out and then felt so defeated and disheartened because of comparing myself to everyone around me who can seem to do everything all at once. Thanks so much for this
I love recording myself with a “brain dump” and then listening back and working through it by myself 🤩
I work just slow enough I can scribble things into my journal while I process stuff, but I always thought about trying this. Do you find that it works better to go back over it than journaling as you brain dump? I think I might not have time to do it often but it's something I've been thinking about trying lol
I think so! I just listen to it while I do dishes etc and I always pick out things. Sometimes I don't even listen back, I just record and it feels like I'm talking to someone @@melanova5
That was awesome! I am a Projector who has felt isolated for a few years. Now all of a sudden...I have met 2 SPP's in the last month! (I hadn't even heard of them before). Great work Krystle!
I connect to my truth by talking it out to myself.
This makes alot of sense, ive found my best advise just re listening to what ive already said. That ill find myself repeating something until I actually take note then its like a tingly breeze of contentment. Ive learned alot but still very confused. Thanks
I need all modalities - journaling, talking to myself, video diaries and trusted soundboard. I wish it was less crazy to talk to yourself in public too cos I love going to the lake and talking to the animals and the trees, but I live in a city so there's always a lot of people around! ha
Haha!! I say let 'em think you're crazy! Or you could always pop in some headphones and pretend you're talking to someone 🙊🙊🙊
@@thehumandesignacademy Haha i love that idea! I've been doing it a lot more with masks too.
@@hanaroseofficial Ahh that's a good one!! 😷
I’m coming to a weird place lately where I care less and less about what others (strangers) think of me. So talking to myself in public is not off the table for me at the moment lol 😝
I have known in a projector for a while but just discovered I’m an SPP and I could cry with how much this speaks to me! I also have the alpha channel 😅 love this so much thank you!
This is such a great video! I'm same as you SPP with Alpha channel. My profile lines are 1/3, what's yours?
@@dazeeflowerz that’s cool! Since we are sharing I am a 2/4
I talk it out with myself and others. If I’m by myself I might even sing it out because I know that dulls the part of my brain looking for rationality and approval of others.
Woah, thank you so much! All my centers are open except throat & g center, because of that channel of inspiration. I am new to learning HD and this video helped understand my projector a bit more. Ironically, last year I made the leap into entrepreneurship by opening a coffee shop and through that I've been trying to showcase local artists.
Actually my only other fully colored in channel all the way across is 20 10. All the other centers are open and I only have a small handful of hanging gates (I think that's what they are called when only half colored across). So my chart is largely empty. Makes it hard to figure out.
I literally talk to myself SO much, so much so that my family sees it as normal now, and there are 2 sides to the spectrum, being conditioned to not talk to yourself and then talking to yourself so much(Me) that you don’t LISTEN to your voice the way you should. That explains things! Once I found out about my human design I learned that my voice IS the instantaneous answer I am always looking for lol. Thank you! Now to watch the video
Glad I came across this and your channel. I've recently learnt about human design and I've done all my kids charts.
I have a manifestor type with emotional authority and am here to learn more about my oldest daughter who is spp considering we have clashed alot due to her not be willing to do alot in daily life re. Home tasks and homeschooling. Want to find the best way to help her live her life more authentically so there is less clashing and resistance but also compromise and contribution to our community/household 😅❤ thanks for your content, going to binge for all my kids lol
I’m a SPP and I used to think it was so bizzare that I would talk to myself constantly… while walking outside, looking in the mirror Lol… I go so good at it that I can talk to myself without moving my lips so I don’t look crazy in public. And sometimes I burst into words while I’m meditating…😅 it all makes sense! I couldn’t really understand why I felt the need to do that until now
Thank you for your wisdom Krystal, I am an SPP and trying to really focus on my HD because I am feeling stuck in my business! Unfortunately I was born during a Mercury Retrograde which actually makes it harder for me to speak up, something which I think I need to focus on more! I would love to know what I should be doing when I'm not working....AKA saving my energy....I am 100% stuck in the conditioning of always working arhhhh!!!
this is so interesting wow, I'm looking into human design to discover my purpose and what to start a career in and so far it's really enriching. To answer your question: I hugely benefit from speaking to myself! Whenever I have a problem or I'm feeling bad, I talk it out with myself. Journalling is only beneficial if I'm reading out loud as I write.
Thanks Krystle … I just discovered about human design a week ago. Apparently my chart says that I am a projector, self projector and 6/2 profile😁 And yes its true we are conditioned to work hard, study hard. It says that my throat and G center is defined. So many things to discover and learn.
I'm the same profile and also self-projected!!! We should connect!
Hey, me too! ^_^
@ASMRher so did this happen? Cuz, same
Amazing video. So clear!
Yay love this! I'm 2/5 SPP
I love this video!!
I’m recently found out that I’m a SPP. This video was so helpful. Thank you ❤️
very good information - thank you !!
back watching this video again! THANK YOU! xx
Sound boarding with loved ones and sound boarding with myself always helps lead me to my truth!
WOW! I came here off of a chart to find out what a Self- Projecting Projector is and Holy- just wow. A lot of this makes so much sense, I'm a Trans guy and I found out and was VEARY vocal about it at a young age and this kinda just fits. There are some thinks that are a little off but a lot of these are kinda scary how much it make sense.
So glad this resonates with you!! What was your biggest "aha" moment?
This helped me so much thank you I’m loving your video style!
Thank you so much for the feedback, and I'm soo glad this resonated with you lovely!!
6/2 splendic projector here🙌🏽 Thank you for your videos and time. It's beautiful to see you over time grow in 'our' statagy. With touch as my strongest sense it's easy to see when my energy is not wanted, now! Human design has helped bring new clarity and save many an unfortunate outcome in my life. My voice is my most fortunate point. To protect myself I speak with care and concern. Many times conditioning tries to steal our voice.
I love how positive you are. Thanks for the video
Aww thank you so much!! I hope that’s what I’m radiating out there ❤️
thank you so much! loved this video!
It’s my pleasure!!! 😘😘😘
You did an extremely good job with this, thank you.. you've led me to queries that have answered several questions. I am a mental projector not a SPP so I will leave my comment here at this. Gratitude. ♥︎
Thank you for sharing your gratitude, I'm so glad this was helpful ❤️
Wow! Thank you so much for this video. I’ve watched many different channels for information and your content is the MOST resonate and helpful by far! And not only that, your voice and speed of sharing are both perfect. Not too fast, not too slow. You cover essentials without lingering on repetitive information. Ahh!
Thanks for extra information on SPP’s and the channels associated. I’m grateful to understand myself in further depth.
It's my pleasure, and thank YOU so much for your kind words ❤️❤️ I'm so glad this video resonated Brittany!
I am SO SO SO grateful for you. All of this makes SO much sense. My soul loves you, thank you!
It’s my pleasure I’m so happy to hear things clicked for you!! ❤️❤️
Omg the best video ever! Thanks you so much! I send voice messages to myself and I pay attention in my advices to others, there’s usually lessons and confirmations to me as well!
Love that you're using voice messages, I think that's so awesome!! So glad this was helpful Michaela! ❤️
Loved this video! When you said speak your truth my body shivered. Definitely resonated with me being a 6/2 SPP.
Hi Helton!! Love hearing that! So glad that this resonated with you, it’s truly some powerful stuff to discover 😊
Thank you so much for this video! I’m an SPP and only recently started learning about it. This helps me so much!
You are so welcome Kara!! It’s really eye opening isn’t it!
Great video! I’m a SPP who has to talk out loud alone - when I try to talk to others they often try to change my course (with good intentions) however not helpful lol
I love your channel so much ❤
This is amazing! I’ve actually just found the Human Design within the last week and I never knew any of this…. However I think it’s so funny bc one of the quotes I’ll use most times is referenced in Horton Hears a Who. Horton says “I meant what I said and I said what I meant. An elephants faithful 100%”. I always try to speak my truth. This made me a little emotional because I felt understood. And my mechanics and with the way I operate JUST. MADE.SENSE.
I appreciate you very much, thank you.
Thank you for this informative video, it resonates so deeply as a self projected projector. I only have the throat and G centre defined, so very sensitive to everything around me and prone to overwhelm. It's embarrassing to admit, but I talk to myself all the time - at great lengths too! I find that it helps, but I never understood why until I started learning about human design. I have gates 8-1 which also makes perfect sense. I've always felt, intuitively, that that's what I'm meant to do. I'm so excited to learn more about human design. Thanks again for sharing your insights ✨
That’s wonderful! So in tune with yourself already 🥰 and no problem at all, I’m so glad you enjoyed it! Welcome to the rabbit hole of Human Design 🙊
Have a great weekend! Xo
I also have only identity and throat center defined. Also since I was little or as far as I remember , I always talk to myself and sometimes I realise or wonder if there is anything wrong with me but now it makes sense and glad I am.not only one. lol
I’m the same !! 2/4 with only those defined
I’m a 1/3 SPP with the 1-8 channel as my only channel. Absolutely cannot work a traditional job without going into burnout very quickly. Talking with people, I really have to be careful “who” I’m talking to because I give away so much for free when they invite me, but have a very hard time getting paid after the fact. So I have to put mechanisms in place to be paid up front or by retainer without payment gates being time based. Working on that part now….Thank you @Krystle for giving us SPP’s this “permission” to stay true to our design💕💕💕
Hi Krystle thanks for your work, I really enjoy your videos! You are definitely speaking to my heart and soul! As a SPP I am talking out loud recording my voice on my phone :))) I was doing this long before I heard about Human Design and when I came upon this info I realized :) that I was doing it since forever....for me, I think besides helping me to understand my truth and direction, speaking out loud works as a therapy too..to vent out and to detox from worries. Sending tones of good vibes
Hi Eva!! Thank you so much for your kind words, I’m so glad these videos have been helpful ❤️❤️ Oh yesss, such a great way for you to declutter emotionally and detox. Love that you’ve already found this works for you! 😍
Omg i always talk out loud on my own ! I have always thought I was weird !
Thank you for letting me understand my Self Projected Projector type
Thank you for this! I've read a lot about self-projected authority (mine) but this is the first time anyone has brought the gates/channels into it. And overall just more helpful than most of the stuff out there. Thank you!
You are so welcome Erin! I'm so glad this was helpful! 🙏
Rewatching now that I'm a year further into my experiment. Seeing it through new eyes.
Thank you Krystal🥰
Hi Krystle! Thanks for sharing this video. It was very informative. I typically do both when it comes to how I make my decisions. Sometimes I will talk it out with some trusted friends and sometimes I will go outside for a walk and talk with God about what I'm thinking.
AHHH this is me! Self-Projected Projector
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Hey! The environment where I can really get into the heart of my truth, like a labyrinth really, is when I talk to people that support my thinking like just asking questions. I also love WhatsApp voice messages haha. I usually give up on communicating if there's too much talking at the same time and stopping me in the middle of some idea. I also discovered recently than if my thoughts are racing, resuming and choosing the thoughts I like out loud alone really calms me down. Thanks for the video, so much resonated ! The gates stuff ! 😍
Ahh so glad this resonated, and thanks so much for sharing your experiences! ❤️ I love your technique of choosing your thoughts out loud to calm down - that's genius! 🙌
I've been smoking weed and sitting in my car talking to the steering wheel. Just hearing myself saying things outloud and watching life move after. My wife told me about human design and to take the test and im a 3/5 Self Projected Projector. Everything's lining up perfectly its scary accurate 😂
Your videos are the best.
Thank you so much Oscar! I really appreciate it 🙏✨
Thank you so much!
Super informative!
Glad this was helpful!! ❤
As a SPP I found a good way is to answer the inner voice out lout. Kind of a conversation with the inner voice. It's weird for people around me but not so much anymore since the days where people on cellphones talk out loud in the streets all the time. If I found a good decision I made in the conversation with myself, I turn it into a Mantra and sing it along all day. I also write things down on Stickies and post them around my office, home and car and read the out loud when I see one. Thanks for your videos
I would love for you to do the 4/1 profile 😁🙏 AND talk about tropical vs sidereal. I resonate more with the latter for some things and the former for other, and I have common overlapping traits.
Wow! SPP here... I'm a songwriter which makes perfect sense now!
can we have another one of these self projected projector videos pleaseeeeeeeeee & thank you :)
i talk to out loud or i record my thoughts with my phone and play them back. its cool because sometimes i catch myself answering my own questions and finding a more positive perspective.
I am a Mental Projector with a 2/5 profile. Just started my journey to learning more about myself. 😄
I wish you would leave the diagrams up for longer, also it would help those of us just learning to see more diagrams so when we refer to our own charts we will be able to relate to them easier.
3/5 SPP with hanging 1 gate. Have the 7/13 channel. I spoke out loud in nature and pull in selected pthers if needed. ❤
Thank you 🙏🙏🙏
You are so welcome! 🙏
The way I have literally all of those channels in my chart😮
Ooo nice!
@@thehumandesignacademy would that be anything special or is that pretty normal? Still learning things about being projector
I make a low tone type of grunt to myself when something isn’t right, I never really noticed it until my five-year-old pointed it out, he was tuning into the frequency and knew something was up and would always ask me what’s wrong dad? But I catch myself doing similar things like mumbling under my breath when there is people around that I do not trust with my truth coming out. I Have always talked to myself or put it into a song. But I also have a wonderful selected group of wise advisers for Council. Thank you so much for your insights!
That’s so funny, it’s amazing how kids are so attuned to these things! And awesome for having a trusted group of advisors to talk things out to! I’m so glad this has been helpful 😊
I do both talk it with myself and use others, so I am not taking to myself because I may phrase something differently or think about something from more perspectives when framing it for someone’s else, and so I can get feedback on how it may be received by others.
That's great! There's definitely a lot of value in having someone to bounce things off of
Loveeee
I am ^.^ wow 🤩 also todays my birthday 🥳
Talking out loud with myself yes
I'm an SPP with 33-13 Channel as my only channel, and I LOVE to listen 😍 however, only when people are telling me deeper truths and speaking from the heart. Otherwise I am quickly annoyed and get the urge to just leave 😅
Regarding your question on authority: just while reading some of the comments, I realized that since I was a kid, I was singing out loud to myself, like all the time. And I would do this especially to help me deal with situations or people that I would find difficult. Even now, I sometimes will just start singing, sometimes without even noticing it..
I definitely want to try out talking to myself as well. There is something still holding me back though, some kind of feeling of embarrassment, when I think about talking to myself... Maybe there's a need for deconditioning there..?
Singing help me a lot to feel myself.
when you referred earlier to the gates and numbers I wish you were showing the diagrams so I could understand what these no's where about.
I speak with myself and some friends when I have to make a big decision
I’m a mg by design, but my personality is spp. I have gate 3313 I use the stories of people to teach other people at times
Yes!! That's a beautiful gift 🙏
Speaking to others to hear myself
❤️❤️❤️❤️❤️😊😊😊🤙🏿🤙🏿🤙🏿🤙🏿I love You 💞👍🏾🌿💛 I love your video. I'm a project 2/4 and
Splenic authority opportunist😊🥰🤙🏿 can you also make a video on theses. Maybe with a combination of life path.bim really looking to where I want to Go and hope n feel I can get there all together.
I’m a self projected projector. I definitely struggle with having enough energy to get things done. I am a record keeper and a guide. I’m an empath and HSP, does this influence a projector in a certain way? I’m still learning who I am after years of shifting into what everyone else needed me to be
I am an SPP but I never felt heard or understood and I had difficulty in the past to express myself. When speaking my truth I felt rejected, lots of times. Why?
Do you feel this rejection after offering unsolicited advice or insights? This could be one reason as a Projector.
If not and you’re following your Strategy and Authority, how you feel about your enviroment? Do you feel good, i.e. supported, expansive, at peace; in your current environment?Often this rejection can also result from simply being in the wrong environment (people, place, geographic location, etc.) ❤️ As an SPP being in the right environment that allows you to feel like YOU is super important
I’m the prodigal! And it does get weird trying to figure things out by speaking
I actually don’t have my throat Centered defined it’s open and I think that’s why I am justify both perspectives with a clear conscience
Thank you so much for sharing all this knowledge. However I am wondering what it means when a Channel is only half colored or when it is half black half red.
Thanks
Definitely a side note, but something that was said hit a trigger for me, so I’ve got to say this:
As a manifestor, I think most people don’t really grasp how much Manifestors can also be dominated by generators. I understand why you say society is dominated by energy types (generators “and Manifestors”) but it does tend to bug me because it kind of implies that I’m just naturally able to go about doing generator like things, when I’ve seen so many projectors actually be more naturally suited to ride that wave.
Personally, I feel like so many human design practitioners don’t really have a deep relationship and innerstanding of Manifestor energy… So much of what I hear on that seems so regurgitated, despite being able to hear a palpable personal relationship and innerstanding of other types… and there’s this weird divide as if Manifestors and Projectors are more different than I personally believe we are. (As a Manifestor raised by mangens, who has mostly non sacral friends and partners)
Hi! I'm very new to this knowledge, and very interested in learning more. I arrived to this video while looking for clarification on what it means in my chart the "no inner authority" part... is this the same thing you're talking about? How does one know if the ajna and throat are defined?
Hi Esha!! Welcome to the world of HD!❤️🙊
So there are two types of authority that are considered "no authority" - that's environmental (mental) authority and lunar authority. It basically means that connecting to your authority is an external process, rather than felt through a specific center like the sacral or spleen. Self-projected authority by definition is not considered "no authority" as it relates to the G-Center.
Your ajna and throat are defined if they are colored in in your chart. Hope that helps!
Thanks for sharing. I have read books but there is not the explanation about the self projected projecter. Can i ask you a question? I told people about my thought about human design and i only hear that its not good. People in human design is no flexibility you are this or that and nothing in between. How do you see that? What would say to people?
How i find my truth is talking to people. Mostly at first i wil get some resistence. I think becauce i really need to feel what my truth is. So am i stand by it even if people think different.
Im self projected projectors, but also a Starseed so that I avoid to speak what I knew to public because afraid of toxic people 😢
My daughter is a SPP. She is 6.... I am often at a loss with her. So much to learn for me! I am a emotional Generator 😂
1/8 channel and I use both to find my voive..speak aloud and with others
Love that you've found what works for you!
How can I learn to flow with the invitation and be more aligned with my higher self. How do I know it’s the right invite?
From an HD lens, it’s all about experimenting with your Strategy and Authority. Those are your tools for getting into alignment and flow with your True Self/Higher Self. And Authority is how you’d discern if an invitation is right for you! ❤️
I am a projector self projected
Lmao I already talk out loud to myself, and that’s affirming since I recently found I’m also SPP (inner G authority)
I have 1-8 and 10-20, no pressure...
what does it mean when the channel is there but not fully connected? The Gate 20 -10 is fully connected aswell as 33 - 13 but the other two are just half connected
Is it possible to have multiple of these? It seems like I have all of these connections on my chart
Oh wow!! Yes it's definitely possible to have more than one of these self-projected channels in your chart!
@@thehumandesignacademy okay cool, it seems as if I have all of these connections. Thank you so much for the video. Very insightful 🙏🏾
I am a splenic projector 6/2 and when I do the gene matrix I come up as a 6/3 self-directed projector. Which is the one that is correct?
What does it mean when the gate is not fully colored in? meaning the lines are halfway colored in?
Hey I have the channel 8/1 and 33/13 and the half of the channel 7/31 what doset meaning for me?
Thanks ✨🙏
Is it possible to have all the channels? I have all but the last one. That one is empty. And the one that’s the fullest is channel 10 to 20.
Is self projected the same as ego projected? I don’t have a defined throat. All of my centers are undefined except for the g center and heart center
Hey Krystle quick feedback here from a spp just as you say...to show you some love. You speak a bit too fast (i put the video at 0,75 speed to be comfortable scanning and processing your words: it's a bit like you're on cannabis but a bit more relaxed as it should be if you were having an attentive unrushed conversation). Also, would have been nice if you spoke from your impressions without reading just like when you speak about other holistic activities. Bullet point but then you let the speech flow out: speak about those people spp you've met. It really could bring your own understanding of the subject out not a text. Last thing, if you could take the camera another meter away from you,
( ye...sit on the bed behind you with crossed legs) it would really complete the picture and let's say we could see your gestures and avoid getting too much trapped by your beauty. Hope this is not blowing you out of water too much in a negative way!
To respond to your question, well, i hear my words when I'm telling someone something (just like above)and really feel something needs to be said. And notice that there's a reality behind which I hadn't thought. Trouble is I haven't found my people yet...put it this way. If we were in conversation it would be easier to discuss more about how i connect. Often the bitterness tells me i'm in the wrong place or i'm talking at the wrong time.
Hi! Thank you for sharing your insights! It's funny how just saying things out loud and discussion can bring a lot more clarity (and relief as well). Also, it's great that you are attuned to when you are feeling bitter and reflect on what that tells you. There's always so much we can learn 🙏