B2B (back to before) (by me)

if you didn’t catch it the title is a reference to the charli xcx song b2b which i love! (though different concepts and sounds haha) however dont really love this song as i mentioned so i hope you guys like cause i kinda dont! Lyrics in the comments :)

[@emmaebrown]

Lyrics:
Two hands one grave now it’s looking funny
Hazy lines drawn through nights we were always running
Knew we’d end up in the back of a cop car
Knew you’d turn me in label me traitor
Don’t tell me the way that it’s always been
I remember the days we were just kids
I told you once and I’ll say it again
I don’t think we could ever be friends
But you’d look at me
In the darkest of light
Through your eyes in the mask
Tell me that it’s all fine
I should’ve known a con artist like you
Would never be able to confront the truth
Send me to prison, lock me away
Put me there and I’ll just count down the days
Flashbacks to oh so close nights
I was running faster than I’ve had my whole life
One on one and I’m evening the score
Just a few more days, back to before
I’d wait up all night for you to come home
Wait up like a dog at door by the phone
Seek the everlasting validation
That somehow always bore contradiction
Bleed myself blue for you to look at me
Then for you to not notice a single thing
Cut off my arms and my legs
If you needed them any time any day
But I’m exhausting your ghost
Talking inside my bedroom
I’m exhausting your ghost
Talking with and about you
I should’ve known a con artist like you
Would never be able to confront the truth
Send me to prison, lock me away
Put me there and I’ll just count down the days
Flashbacks to oh so close nights
I was running faster than I’ve had my whole life
One on one and I’m evening the score
Just a few more days, back to before
We didn’t know what was real or fake
All we cared about was a single place
This town, oh if the trees could talk
They’d tell you of what we used to dream of
Let the disease infect our bodies and brain
Yet I’d follow you to anywhere, any place
Patiently waiting for the day you’d call me “mine”
But we were never more than partners in crime
I should’ve known a con artist like you
Would never be able to see the whole truth
Sent me to prison, locked me away
Put me there and I’m counting the days
Flashbacks to oh so close nights
I was running faster, running out of my minds
One on one babe I’m evening the score
Just a few more days and it’s back to before
Back to before
Evening scores
You never wanted more

[@namhom_lojorm516]

i love it not just like❤

[@namhom_lojorm516]

Btw can you sing "Bags" from Clairo?

[@emmaebrown]

@@namhom_lojorm516 awww thanks!!

[@emmaebrown]

@@namhom_lojorm516 yes!! I love that song!

[@namhom_lojorm516]

@@emmaebrown Omggg thanks

[@namhom_lojorm516]

@@emmaebrown Welcome