Now wait a minute. Her food anxiety is so bad that she panics over an olive but orders food from restaurants 3 times a day and has no clue how the food is prepared or the ingredients? She is ridiculous.
@@sketch735I agree. The worst my mental health is the more “nit picky” my anxiety and intrusive thoughts become. She stays in the same place, does the same things, and sees the same people, she doesn’t have a consistent routine and doesn’t seek therapy, she will continue to let her mental health deteriorate.
I mean, anxiety, especially when it's OCD related (which I'm assuming many of her anxieties around sanitation are) usually isn't logical. You could freak out over one thing but be totally fine with another, even if they're similar things. I.E., being scared of contaminated meat products at home, but not being worried about it at a restaurant or friend's house.
A complete misrepresentation of the memory loss too. When they say BPD is associated with memory loss, they mean memories of what triggered the BPD to develop i.e., childhood memories ... not Egg Nog lmfao
I find it ironic that Amber calls herself your 'employer' when your videos clearly require far more time and effort than hers. You take her three-minute, low-effort content and transform it into something genuinely engaging and worth watching.
Not to mention that he has a Twitch and a second youtube channel. Soon, his other content will be watched more than his ALR content because he is really fun on the other channels.
Now you know damn well she would not have paid attention enough to learn that lol. Also can you IMAGINE how insufferable she'd be with a degree to her name? Especially if it was psychology, which iirc was what she was going after. Like. Christ. It'd be mentioned every other video lol
Amberlynn has shown more energy towards reaction channels than taking care of her health and keeping doors closed. The 5 G's Good God Get a Grip Gorlie!
It's been clear for years that she couldn't care less about her health, though. The cancer arc perfectly demonstrates this. She says she was bleeding for years, yet never bothered to get to the bottom of it? Either she's lying about the bleeding part, or she genuinely does not care about her wellbeing.
I couldnt imagine being at home tucked in bed warm talking about how the place where I left my lost indoor cat outside was too cold and I didn’t like it, without just bawling my eyes out. Like I’m almost in tears thinking about rarity rn. Unreal.
I have four cats that are all strictly indoors. Having one get out and be lost in the cold would absolutely wreck me, and I'm actually a responsible owner so they are all chipped and collared. Would still be a wreck. I just don't understand.
I'm sitting with my orange on my laps rn and just can't understand how can you be so heartless, I mean, she had Rarity for so many years, even a psycho would somehow got attached, it's unbelievable and I'm rambling but I hope you get my point 😊
I feel like the fact Zach has stated in videos and to Amberlynn directly that he wants no contact with her on multiple occasions is part of why Amber won’t leave him alone. It’s like it hurts her ego he wants to remain more detached from her than some of the other reaction channels
she cannot STAND that ZM doesn’t want to talk to her and has boundaries. reminds me sm of my bfs narcissistic mother. the moment he said not to contact him anymore or set boundaries bc of her abuse she was lovebombing him, flooding his texts, crying about how lonely she was, disrespecting boundaries. and yknow what he said the only way he’d ever talk to her again? if she went fucking THERAPY. for at least a year 🙄
This has to be the first time I’ve truly understood and seen so clearly the manipulative nature everyone talks about. Her trying to get under your skin by saying “you’re not reacting anymore” and then trying to divide you and jordy … it’s actually so scary how grossly conniving she is.
It's kind of funny too though because she is not clever about her manipulations so it's very obvious whenever she does it. Like gorl just tell the truth you are a terrible liar and your audience knows you so well now that they know your lying tells (she looks to the side when lying) so they call you out constantly. Her delusion is scary.
She…did she literally inadvertently ADMIT that Emily IS a feeder w the “if I did you really think it would be just a couple nibbles in a UA-cam video?” Yooooo
Does it need to be admitted though? Everyone with eyes can see that, even her knows that, she just thinks we're dumb enough to fall for that. They're fine living like that and they're going to make anything to get a reaction from us. Emily doesn't hide that, it's all to cause more drama 🤧 Amber never admits to any of her lies and it's not going to be different now
@ oh no def not but just her “well If I was do you really think it would be a nibble” like she really thought she did something w that but all it shows is that everything we’ve seen and known is true and obviously we know it is but even her inadvertently saying something shows she knows everyone knows this isn’t something she can hide just by the sheer size of her body and how different she looks. She thought she was being sassy to ZM when in reality it just showed everything we need to know about her and Emily and especially about what a nasty piece of work she is by how she talked to him. Her audacity is bigger than she is and that’s wild work.
I can't believe she actually used her BPD as an excuse for the eggnog when she could've just said she forgot she tried it before which would've been a perfectly reasonable explanation. xD
But, but, her first eggnog experience caused her such trauma that her BPD buried the memory so deeply into her subconscious that only once she doodled, played with therapeutic Legos, and journaled was her repressed eggnog trauma uncovered. 😂
@thaliacrafts407 I think I heard Emily (in the background) tell her there weren't eggs in eggnog 🫠 Trying to evaluate Amber's behavior is like slamming ones own hand in a car door.
as someone who does have similar food anxieties, a lot of food anxiety comes from witnessing the process of food being cooked/prepared and panicking that, in the process that its taken from you cooking it, storing it in the fridge, opening the jar its in, has somehow gotten contaminated and will somehow make you very very sick. i do not eat leftovers because i feel like the short amount of time they've been in the fridge, they've gone off. i cook my meat very very well done so there's no chance of being poisoned. fast food is a safe food because you do not see that process of it being made, so you do not think about it, and you trust other people more than you trust yourself with food. its a completely irrational panic, because its very heavily tied to overthinking and ocd-like behaviours. so i guess, say what you want about amberlynn, but i will never ever understand people who want to say that she's not actually very mentally unwell, because not only do i have the exact same experiences she does with some disorders so like i personally know what its like, do you think she's just?? mentally stable then??? mentally stable with food??? she clearly has disordered eating and she clearly has food anxiety
No not true@Pink She has OCD which gets exacerbated by stress and feeling overwhelmed. It is not specific to autistics who often have strict food rules. OCD is ritualistic, so if the conditions change, the ritual cannot be completed, which increases anxiety.
*_”If I were eating for Tommy, you think it’d be a couple nibbles?” Hmm… why would she say that? Why would she make that comparison?! Mmmkay._* 🙄🙄Just more proof that she’s mad at the world instead of taking accountability. TypicaLynn. Also, I wonder if her apts offer a gym for residents & why she won’t take advantage of it?!
She’s too big for gym equipment and let’s be so for real: she does not want to lose weight. The effort it takes is beyond her level of motivation and now that she is with a woman who gets off to her being on the edge of the grave, she has no reason to.
As a medical professional I can tell you with 1000% certainty that BPD does not cause generalized memory impairment it effects specific memories that are traumatic and typically happen to the person at a younger age
At this point it doesn’t matter to our gorl what the true symptoms of bpd are. She’s got a diagnosis as she’s sure going to blame all personality flaws on it.
Hi! Borderline here (also diagnosed with Dissociative Amnesia)... BPD does not cause memory issues. People with BPD tend to dissociate when triggering events linked to their trauma occurs and this is what causes gaps in memory. The dissociation causes the gaps... not BPD. And outside if the triggering events, our memories are pretty standard. My memory outside of triggering events is phenomenal. The dissociation memory caps associated with BPD doesnt have shit to do with remembering if you drank eggnog or wtf you ate
big agree as someone diagnosed. all memory gaps were during traumatic events and during triggering events resembling said trauma. i have a very eidetic memory in my day-to-day life and rarely struggle with dissociative episodes otherwise.
Yup, she's confusing BPD with PTSD and CPTSD which does knock out your memory but like, it's just more proof that she's lying. And she's lying about things that mean nothing which is scary because she could (and has) lie about anything.
Amberlynn being hellbent on trying to act like Tommy ISN'T a feeder is such a waste of her already labored breath. She needs to go back to what she's good (mediocre) at; making thinly veiled feeder content and using clickbait titles to grift views.
It's crazy to me how often she keeps repeating how COLD it is in Oklahoma and how much COLDER it was in Wisconsin and not immediately bawling her eyes out because of her cat. I would never be able to live in a cold environment again, talk about cold weather so nonchalantly like that without thinking about my baby. She's sick
Has anxiety about the possible “poisoned” olives, puts her fingers in pickle juice, then proceeds to touch her hair the with same poisoned olive and pickle juice hand. Ok sis
Wow she IS vile in that dm to you holy moly. I always think the accusation that amber’s trying to manipulate zach is dumb bc like come on as if that would work?? She is too dumb and he is too sensible like come on but that being said she’s doing some nasty work in that dm just extremely mean and crass for no reason
@@mel_moon18she’s not a good manipulator. She’s only been so successful at manipulating people because she’s found weak willed or naïve people to prey on. You don’t have to be all that smart to manipulate the kinds of people she surrounds herself with. She meets her match whenever she encounters someone smart enough to override their pity and see her for what she is.
? She's absolutely making an attempt at manipulating him. She's literally insisting to him that he's a bad person for saying she's making feeder content for her feeder girlfriend, which, like, is a straight up fact. Why else would she be doing all that if not to try and get a result she likes out of it? Manipulation attempts are still manipulation attempts even if they don't work and/or are executed poorly. Also, smart and sensible people can absolutely still be manipulated.
@@mel_moon18Yup. She's dumber than a sack of hay, but she does know how to manipulate language and make people doubt themselves. Too bad for her gaslighting doesn't work quite as well on the internet where records are kept.
I find it surprising that the food anxiety about mold or contaminated food doesn't apply when sticking her fingers into the pickle and olive containers instead of using a fork.
31:42 if you know your memory is bad, how are you also coming on here and telling people that you are accurately recalling how an interaction went down? i.e. Code Red.
She’s gotta keep up with the competition. The fridge clip is so similar to a video featured on the IG page that Emily was caught following 👀 I’m sure if someone looked closely they’d find more copycat clips
47:58 😂 great, so the fingers that were in the olives that you don’t trust, put them back in the pickles that you do trust without washing them, even though you think the olives are poisoned/moldy, possibly…. Gotta love her
also i understand about her food anxiety because i get the same way about food that i convince myself is spoiled or contaminated or tainted -- but also i literally have both OCD & autism & i'm actively in therapy working on it. all the time. i'm not doing nothing about it lmfao
this exactly why it’s good not to interact with her. She messaged you like you were a close friend that betrayed her and it’s weird that she tried to basically tell you not to like another reactor 😭
As someone actually diagnosed with BPD, it itself does not cause memory issues, they link it to negative experiences and us CHOOSING not to deal with them so we disassociate and “forget”. But no it does not affect our everyday memory. The more she talks the more I am sure she isn’t diagnosed because she seems to know nothing about it other than what you can read online. She knows nothing about living with it. it affects a small part of my life, it doesn’t control you or make you manipulate people.
uhm? i am very sure that bpd DOES cause you to forget short term things, not just traumatic experiences. like yeah the function of that is to surpress traumatic memories so they don't drive you nuts, but as with most disorders born from trauma, it just fucks with your entire memory. so many people with trauma disorders are forgetful about many things in their day to day lives - i couldn't tell you a lot about what happened with me this week! its an unfortunate reality, and as ridiculous as it was to justify her forgetting the eggnog with an entire lengthy explanation into bpd, it's not a wildly impossible claim to make in the slightest, just totally unwarranted
Also, I started therapy on Friday. I have started a couple times in the past but never got past like the first 2-3 sessions. Hopefully I can stick with it this time.
She left Wisconsin just because it was -11? Bro! I had a whole week of -40 last year, and all last week it was -18. I live in Canada mind you, but let’s be serious… It’s not like she ever went outside anyways so I call BS.
Speaking of food mishaps remember when she threw out an entire pack of fish fingers because Beck put 'em in the freezer and *not* the refrigerator, and then Amber made Beck go back to Walmart to get more fish fingers?
@@Lmaoyoudontknowme idk but I feel like it's fish nuggets or something and she trashed them because the packaging said "do not freeze" and amber threw a fit because Beck put it in a freezer.
It’s kinda like she is desperately casting a net for allies. It’s pretty drawn-out, but I still think we are witnessing a slow burn narcissistic spiral
And his approval. Amber wants his approval bc she's insecure with her decisions and her body and she wants someone to lie to her and say it's okay. That's part of why she has no real friends or ppl in her life who actually care about her bc she just goes to ppl who tell her what she wants to hear.
Love how Amber keeps trying to start drama with Zach, and each time the response is "Girl, log off the internet and go to therapy"
😂😂😂😂
Keepin’ it consistent 👍🏼
Perfect comeback to Amber
he's always so kind and respectful about it too lol
Because that's the best reply 😂
amberlynn: i am dating a feeder who’s ex passed away from over eating
everyone: oh my god she’s dating a feeder
amberlynn: why would yall say this…
TRUE
@@bunmooon this is wild work but also completely accurate omg
Now wait a minute. Her food anxiety is so bad that she panics over an olive but orders food from restaurants 3 times a day and has no clue how the food is prepared or the ingredients? She is ridiculous.
Or who is spitting in her food!!
Or what happens to it ON THE WAY to her house because it's always delivery!!
She's making up additional forms of "anxiety". Same as she is blaming her " memory loss" on her BPD.
@@sketch735I agree. The worst my mental health is the more “nit picky” my anxiety and intrusive thoughts become. She stays in the same place, does the same things, and sees the same people, she doesn’t have a consistent routine and doesn’t seek therapy, she will continue to let her mental health deteriorate.
I mean, anxiety, especially when it's OCD related (which I'm assuming many of her anxieties around sanitation are) usually isn't logical. You could freak out over one thing but be totally fine with another, even if they're similar things. I.E., being scared of contaminated meat products at home, but not being worried about it at a restaurant or friend's house.
I wouldn’t eat for Tommy on camera, but if I did it would be a lot more… what 🙄. She’s so goofy
RIGHT???
Literally her lastest title is “this vlog is all about food” like gorl cmon 😂
shes literally admitting to the allegations lmaoo
... And not on UA-cam 😂 Meaning what? Are you already doing that elsewhere? 😂😂
"and if i did" is giving Oj Simpsons' "if i did it"
The BPD speech was insanity. Just say "oh I forgot I've actually had egg nog before" 😂
Right? ?😂 One of the most benign unimportant lies shes told yet we get the full BPD explanation. 🤦🏻♀️
A complete misrepresentation of the memory loss too. When they say BPD is associated with memory loss, they mean memories of what triggered the BPD to develop i.e., childhood memories ... not Egg Nog lmfao
BPD is not a cause of memory loss. She twists things to fit her narrative. Not remembering having egg nog is not a mental health issue 😅
It’s actually insulting to the BPD community that she continues to excuse her bs with a BPD diagnosis that she does nothing to help. It’s unbelievable
@loradelrey9134 not to mention she kinda treats bpd as a 3rd person sometimes and not apart of her. Does that make sense lol
I find it ironic that Amber calls herself your 'employer' when your videos clearly require far more time and effort than hers. You take her three-minute, low-effort content and transform it into something genuinely engaging and worth watching.
Not to mention that he has a Twitch and a second youtube channel. Soon, his other content will be watched more than his ALR content because he is really fun on the other channels.
Too be fair, I feel like many of us have had bosses who we felt did less work than the average employee.
@@FilzupBilburp This is very true lmao
People who do the most work are rarely ever bosses
I think I’ve watched like five videos off of Amber channel tbh. Meanwhile I’ll rewatch videos of reaction/clips lol.
This is 100% feeder content and I’m 100% not here for it. If she tries to deny it’s feeder content she’s delusional
forreal i’m so over her trying to manipulate 😂
she’s been delusionalynn for over 11 years now, soooo
@@greaneast so what if I gaslight my audience? Who frickin cares?? 😝😝
The way she keeps saying ‘I was making jokes i naturally make’ makes me feel like she doesn’t naturally make jokes
Which is why she’s making a huge deal. Like girl it’s Tik Tok lol 🤣 she’s not funny
One downside of Miss Amber not finishing college is that she doesn’t understand the difference between citing a source and giving an endorsement.
I mean, i personally had to start citing sources for papers in middle school.. but its amberlynn
Now you know damn well she would not have paid attention enough to learn that lol. Also can you IMAGINE how insufferable she'd be with a degree to her name? Especially if it was psychology, which iirc was what she was going after. Like. Christ. It'd be mentioned every other video lol
Very this
@@Samditzsame, we learned all about citations starting in 6th grade
@@Samditz Twas a joke, but very true 😂
Zach threw the dreaded “T” word at her and Amber skidaddled out of those DMs so quick.
Scurried like a rat
Like showing a vampire a crucifix.
@ absolutely
Hahahaha
She really said "dont YOU FORGET whos factory this is"
Amber had a ring light. She left it in the Goodwill parking lot because she (professional UA-camr) had no use for it.
Professional is a strong word
It wokld take effort to take it to where she's filming and set it up
She did this TWICE
was just gonna say. She dumped that ring light back when she moved out to Oklahoma .
Amberlynn has shown more energy towards reaction channels than taking care of her health and keeping doors closed. The 5 G's Good God Get a Grip Gorlie!
Or looking for her cat
It's been clear for years that she couldn't care less about her health, though. The cancer arc perfectly demonstrates this. She says she was bleeding for years, yet never bothered to get to the bottom of it? Either she's lying about the bleeding part, or she genuinely does not care about her wellbeing.
BRÖTHER
I couldnt imagine being at home tucked in bed warm talking about how the place where I left my lost indoor cat outside was too cold and I didn’t like it, without just bawling my eyes out. Like I’m almost in tears thinking about rarity rn. Unreal.
I have four cats that are all strictly indoors. Having one get out and be lost in the cold would absolutely wreck me, and I'm actually a responsible owner so they are all chipped and collared. Would still be a wreck. I just don't understand.
it’s all i think about when i see her now….. like omg that poor cat i wouldn’t have been able to leave
I'm sitting with my orange on my laps rn and just can't understand how can you be so heartless, I mean, she had Rarity for so many years, even a psycho would somehow got attached, it's unbelievable and I'm rambling but I hope you get my point 😊
I feel like the fact Zach has stated in videos and to Amberlynn directly that he wants no contact with her on multiple occasions is part of why Amber won’t leave him alone. It’s like it hurts her ego he wants to remain more detached from her than some of the other reaction channels
He needs to block her, she is dangerous. Valentine tried to troll her in the DMs and she still got sucked in.
she cannot STAND that ZM doesn’t want to talk to her and has boundaries. reminds me sm of my bfs narcissistic mother. the moment he said not to contact him anymore or set boundaries bc of her abuse she was lovebombing him, flooding his texts, crying about how lonely she was, disrespecting boundaries. and yknow what he said the only way he’d ever talk to her again? if she went fucking THERAPY. for at least a year 🙄
@@ghostfumes Same with my sister's narc mother in law. When my BIL went no contact with her, she even tried manipulating ME!
@@ghostfumes they crave toxicity and get angry when someone puts their foot down by removing themselves from the situation
Block her then
This has to be the first time I’ve truly understood and seen so clearly the manipulative nature everyone talks about. Her trying to get under your skin by saying “you’re not reacting anymore” and then trying to divide you and jordy … it’s actually so scary how grossly conniving she is.
Karina Kaboom does a really good job at catching and explaining her manipulation attempts.
It's kind of funny too though because she is not clever about her manipulations so it's very obvious whenever she does it. Like gorl just tell the truth you are a terrible liar and your audience knows you so well now that they know your lying tells (she looks to the side when lying) so they call you out constantly. Her delusion is scary.
@@minusseasonsbut she thinks she is so sly and no one knows what she is doing
might i say zachary marie that coral shade looks stunnin on you
YEEESSSSSSS QUEEEEEEEN
Stunneen
I was going to comment that! It’s such a lovely shade.
Stunnning!!! I was gonna say that too! That's my fav color lol ❤
She…did she literally inadvertently ADMIT that Emily IS a feeder w the “if I did you really think it would be just a couple nibbles in a UA-cam video?”
Yooooo
"y'all couldn't IMAGINE the stuff I send to her "
Fr she’s saying she sends the whole vid
That’s what I what thinking.
Does it need to be admitted though? Everyone with eyes can see that, even her knows that, she just thinks we're dumb enough to fall for that. They're fine living like that and they're going to make anything to get a reaction from us. Emily doesn't hide that, it's all to cause more drama 🤧 Amber never admits to any of her lies and it's not going to be different now
@ oh no def not but just her “well
If I was do you really think it would be a nibble” like she really thought she did something w that but all it shows is that everything we’ve seen and known is true and obviously we know it is but even her inadvertently saying something shows she knows everyone knows this isn’t something she can hide just by the sheer size of her body and how different she looks. She thought she was being sassy to ZM when in reality it just showed everything we need to know about her and Emily and especially about what a nasty piece of work she is by how she talked to him. Her audacity is bigger than she is and that’s wild work.
I can't believe she actually used her BPD as an excuse for the eggnog when she could've just said she forgot she tried it before which would've been a perfectly reasonable explanation. xD
💀 She's too much
But, but, her first eggnog experience caused her such trauma that her BPD buried the memory so deeply into her subconscious that only once she doodled, played with therapeutic Legos, and journaled was her repressed eggnog trauma uncovered. 😂
Liars even gotta lie about lying.
Even though she claimed to be allergic to eggs
@thaliacrafts407 I think I heard Emily (in the background) tell her there weren't eggs in eggnog 🫠 Trying to evaluate Amber's behavior is like slamming ones own hand in a car door.
If she doesn’t like what’s said in Jordy’s chat then don’t watch. Easy peasy.
She can’t help it. She HAS to know what everyone is saying about her. It’s giving high school.
She seems to think her obsession is everyone else’s problem lol
Yet she’s in the chat all the time lol 🤣
I'ved that day when she dropped in and everyone in chat told her to logoff and go look for Rarity.
@@The_Simmers_Palettewhich is insane cause she’s had AT LEAST 5 full years of highschool 🤡
This soft neon peach colour looks so good on Zach!
Right?? It makes them look so healthy and glowing!
It’s called coral….
@@Lmaoyoudontknowme that's boring
Zach is serving salmon on a cream cheese bagel and I love it
Omg 🍣 🥯 spot on
lox realness honey!!!
That is... so specific yet so true
literally
Bagels and lox, yeah. We ate this literally every Sunday of my childhood
CALL HER OUT BESTIEEEEEE
Also loving the sweater color it's great with your hair
WORK
She gets sooo cold, and keeps her home at 75°, but she drove a brand new fan with her to Wisconsin in the fall?
There’s nooooo way she keeps her house at 75. I have to keep my thermostat below 69 because I get so hot 😂
@Eluxxe Mine is 68 year round
The fan is basically a white noise machine to help her sleep. But yeah still ridiculous that Amazonlynn bought a brand new one just for travel
@PoopiGirl.23 if she just wanted noise, she could get a white noise machine, especially if she's so cold all the time
If she's cold at her weight, it's probably heart failure. I'm not even joking.
People who have those types of food anxieties do not eat out 24/7 …they want control over how their food is prepared
as someone who does have similar food anxieties, a lot of food anxiety comes from witnessing the process of food being cooked/prepared and panicking that, in the process that its taken from you cooking it, storing it in the fridge, opening the jar its in, has somehow gotten contaminated and will somehow make you very very sick. i do not eat leftovers because i feel like the short amount of time they've been in the fridge, they've gone off. i cook my meat very very well done so there's no chance of being poisoned. fast food is a safe food because you do not see that process of it being made, so you do not think about it, and you trust other people more than you trust yourself with food. its a completely irrational panic, because its very heavily tied to overthinking and ocd-like behaviours. so i guess, say what you want about amberlynn, but i will never ever understand people who want to say that she's not actually very mentally unwell, because not only do i have the exact same experiences she does with some disorders so like i personally know what its like, do you think she's just?? mentally stable then??? mentally stable with food??? she clearly has disordered eating and she clearly has food anxiety
No not true@Pink She has OCD which gets exacerbated by stress and feeling overwhelmed. It is not specific to autistics who often have strict food rules. OCD is ritualistic, so if the conditions change, the ritual cannot be completed, which increases anxiety.
@@JessTheorydidnt she confirm she has OC'P'D?
*_”If I were eating for Tommy, you think it’d be a couple nibbles?” Hmm… why would she say that? Why would she make that comparison?! Mmmkay._* 🙄🙄Just more proof that she’s mad at the world instead of taking accountability. TypicaLynn.
Also, I wonder if her apts offer a gym for residents & why she won’t take advantage of it?!
Translation...gurl just ratted herself out as to how much she's gotta chow down to make her gf excited
She’s too big for gym equipment and let’s be so for real: she does not want to lose weight. The effort it takes is beyond her level of motivation and now that she is with a woman who gets off to her being on the edge of the grave, she has no reason to.
As a medical professional I can tell you with 1000% certainty that BPD does not cause generalized memory impairment it effects specific memories that are traumatic and typically happen to the person at a younger age
She’s simply unintelligent.
At this point it doesn’t matter to our gorl what the true symptoms of bpd are. She’s got a diagnosis as she’s sure going to blame all personality flaws on it.
Amberlyn thinks she is so important. I would not be watching Amberlyn if it weren’t for reaction channels
I think most of us don't even watch her content on her channel, we just wait for reaction channels to react to it.
I wouldn't have ever known she existed if it weren't for TROs little documentary on her years ago. Like really...
Hi! Borderline here (also diagnosed with Dissociative Amnesia)... BPD does not cause memory issues. People with BPD tend to dissociate when triggering events linked to their trauma occurs and this is what causes gaps in memory. The dissociation causes the gaps... not BPD. And outside if the triggering events, our memories are pretty standard. My memory outside of triggering events is phenomenal. The dissociation memory caps associated with BPD doesnt have shit to do with remembering if you drank eggnog or wtf you ate
Spot on ❤
big agree as someone diagnosed. all memory gaps were during traumatic events and during triggering events resembling said trauma. i have a very eidetic memory in my day-to-day life and rarely struggle with dissociative episodes otherwise.
Thank you for calling her out
Yup, she's confusing BPD with PTSD and CPTSD which does knock out your memory but like, it's just more proof that she's lying. And she's lying about things that mean nothing which is scary because she could (and has) lie about anything.
The therapy clapback is everythinggggg
I’m sorry but she actually seems 100 times happier in Oklahoma 🤔
Amberlynn being hellbent on trying to act like Tommy ISN'T a feeder is such a waste of her already labored breath. She needs to go back to what she's good (mediocre) at; making thinly veiled feeder content and using clickbait titles to grift views.
u choose violence
“That’s the power of pinesol, baby” is going to enter my daily vernacular
Old school commercial callback you ever seen it???
She wants so badly to have sway on the content you make! Like gorl this isn’t a democracy, it’s a UA-cam channel 😭😂
She can't control him or his comment section and it's driving her up the walls
If it were a democracy, she wouldn't vote anyway 🤷🏼♀️
She’s so obsessed with reaction channels. You and Jordy specifically. The clap back you sent is iconic and too true
It's crazy to me how often she keeps repeating how COLD it is in Oklahoma and how much COLDER it was in Wisconsin and not immediately bawling her eyes out because of her cat. I would never be able to live in a cold environment again, talk about cold weather so nonchalantly like that without thinking about my baby. She's sick
Smiling whilst telling us she’s been ordering fast food up to 3 times a day whilst she’s still 500+ lbs is truly mind blowing
Enthralled with the idea of indoor winter gay volleyball 🏐
right i need to sign up
Has anxiety about the possible “poisoned” olives, puts her fingers in pickle juice, then proceeds to touch her hair the with same poisoned olive and pickle juice hand. Ok sis
So glad someone else called out the pickle juice hair touch, watching that made me feel sick.
36:55 i couldn’t BELIEVE how much she waddled… its actually shocking when you forget how bad her mobility is
You cannot tell me the sausage/cottage cheese and mustard trend wasn’t intended to be fetish content
Wow she IS vile in that dm to you holy moly. I always think the accusation that amber’s trying to manipulate zach is dumb bc like come on as if that would work?? She is too dumb and he is too sensible like come on but that being said she’s doing some nasty work in that dm just extremely mean and crass for no reason
Well yeah Zach too smart for her but let’s be real she’s good at manipulating
@@mel_moon18she’s not a good manipulator. She’s only been so successful at manipulating people because she’s found weak willed or naïve people to prey on. You don’t have to be all that smart to manipulate the kinds of people she surrounds herself with.
She meets her match whenever she encounters someone smart enough to override their pity and see her for what she is.
? She's absolutely making an attempt at manipulating him. She's literally insisting to him that he's a bad person for saying she's making feeder content for her feeder girlfriend, which, like, is a straight up fact. Why else would she be doing all that if not to try and get a result she likes out of it? Manipulation attempts are still manipulation attempts even if they don't work and/or are executed poorly. Also, smart and sensible people can absolutely still be manipulated.
@@mel_moon18Yup. She's dumber than a sack of hay, but she does know how to manipulate language and make people doubt themselves. Too bad for her gaslighting doesn't work quite as well on the internet where records are kept.
Zachary, please keep doing you
I find it surprising that the food anxiety about mold or contaminated food doesn't apply when sticking her fingers into the pickle and olive containers instead of using a fork.
I'd be more anxious about rolling into bed wearing pants that I just dragged all over the floor of a public restroom
why did she set up her forgetting she had eggnog before like she was about to tell us something traumatic
Perpetual victim
Because a reaction channel showed where she indeed had eggnog in a video and she had to intercept and give the newest BPD excuse for anytime she lies.
31:42 if you know your memory is bad, how are you also coming on here and telling people that you are accurately recalling how an interaction went down? i.e. Code Red.
Stoop being mean to our dainty girl she has bpd 🥲😩
Wait didn’t she have a ring light and left it outside the Goodwill? 😂
How did that happen? Did she vlog and then just walk off without it?
@ no she vlogged herself dropping a bunch of donations off at goodwill when they were closed and she had a ring light in the pile haha
Two of em
This is tea.
Zack speaks truth.
She’s gotta keep up with the competition. The fridge clip is so similar to a video featured on the IG page that Emily was caught following 👀 I’m sure if someone looked closely they’d find more copycat clips
That was my first thought too with the fridge!
Oh snap! 👀
This is what she has time and energy for? Buy some groceries and find your cat!
75 degrees inside?! Damn gorl I’d be roasting within an inch of my life!! Like my dad always says, put on a damn sweater 😂
There is no way she would have remembered after the fact that she didn't hear the pop if she was that concerned about food.
Not only giving Jordie veiws but people were donating massive amounts to try and gift ALR a sub. All while Jordie did his wonderful cackle.
You mean obnoxiously annoying cackle…
@@Lmaoyoudontknowmehi Amber 😂
@@Lmaoyoudontknowme hi Ambie!!
@@LmaoyoudontknowmeI said what I said 😂
@@teeshac8421 what up gorl
47:58 😂 great, so the fingers that were in the olives that you don’t trust, put them back in the pickles that you do trust without washing them, even though you think the olives are poisoned/moldy, possibly…. Gotta love her
Faster than a beanbag in a hurry
I diedddd reading this
Her constantly saying “I’m not gonna lie” makes me think she is constantly lying. 😂😂😂
I always think to myself 'well that was a lie' when she says that lol
No surprise Amber is pleading *not guilty* on the feeder content allegations: deny deny deny then say it was just trollynn!
lol I wasn’t making feeder content but I was making content to make you think I was making feeder content. It’s reverse psychology and trolling!
Then she'll admit it when they break up and she airs all her dirty laundry like she did to her other exes.
Obsessed w this hoodie 🐛
It's the hungry hungry caterpillar 😆
Budget those goddess bucks from the ALR reaction factory.
That response was legendary. I’m on the floor 😭😭😭 I’m gonna start saying “I’m not engaging in this right now. Log off and go to therapy”
also i understand about her food anxiety because i get the same way about food that i convince myself is spoiled or contaminated or tainted -- but also i literally have both OCD & autism & i'm actively in therapy working on it. all the time. i'm not doing nothing about it lmfao
Yeah nah 💅 Zach doesn’t need Amber
He has his gay volleyball to keep him happy.
At all
Saying you’re her employee is giving “you’d be nothing without me” which is very ALR coded
this exactly why it’s good not to interact with her. She messaged you like you were a close friend that betrayed her and it’s weird that she tried to basically tell you not to like another reactor 😭
Lmaoo not the first time Amber DOESNT bring up her bad looks, Zach mentions how she doesnt look the same as she always does lmao
45:34 immediate panic… still chews and swallows the olive.
If something freaked me out, I would’ve spit it out.
Yessssss Queen! Your response was perfect! She picks and chooses what to discuss, thats ALL over the internet!
Love that she’s your biggest fan, hurrying to your latest uploads 🤗
humble flex with the hoodie
‘Amber, you’re not participating in weight loss any more, like you’re employed to do’ woulda really hit that
As someone actually diagnosed with BPD, it itself does not cause memory issues, they link it to negative experiences and us CHOOSING not to deal with them so we disassociate and “forget”. But no it does not affect our everyday memory. The more she talks the more I am sure she isn’t diagnosed because she seems to know nothing about it other than what you can read online. She knows nothing about living with it. it affects a small part of my life, it doesn’t control you or make you manipulate people.
uhm? i am very sure that bpd DOES cause you to forget short term things, not just traumatic experiences. like yeah the function of that is to surpress traumatic memories so they don't drive you nuts, but as with most disorders born from trauma, it just fucks with your entire memory. so many people with trauma disorders are forgetful about many things in their day to day lives - i couldn't tell you a lot about what happened with me this week! its an unfortunate reality, and as ridiculous as it was to justify her forgetting the eggnog with an entire lengthy explanation into bpd, it's not a wildly impossible claim to make in the slightest, just totally unwarranted
Zach you are hilarious! You talking to her saying “ma’am” is literally how I talk to my toddler and my patients (small animal vet med) 🤣💀
Is it just me or is she already coming across as much happier now she’s back home?
Whether she’s happier or not, she’s calmer and acting much more like herself than she was
Also, I started therapy on Friday. I have started a couple times in the past but never got past like the first 2-3 sessions. Hopefully I can stick with it this time.
I hope you can too!
hey bestie, it's my birthday 🎂
thanks for showing up to work and providing a video today 🤭
Happy birthday!! Enjoy your day!
Hippy barddah!!
thanks! 😊
Oh so she's admitting that we the audience, the "hayduuurs" are the ones paying her? I'm glad we finally got that out of the way. 🙄
Haha yessss she should call us BOSS
You are welcome amber we paid your paycheck
Our gorl is *hangry*
Shes trying to act like olives give her anxiety but not the teenagers who prepared her door dash without washing their hands after using the restroom.
watching her... I finally decided to get back on my work out / eat clean goal
It was only funny because she’s 600 lbs. not because it was comedic gold. Waddle to the laugh factory gorl. You’re a hit!
I’m in a stressful period of life, and Zachary Michael is my favorite mood booster.
She left Wisconsin just because it was -11? Bro! I had a whole week of -40 last year, and all last week it was -18. I live in Canada mind you, but let’s be serious… It’s not like she ever went outside anyways so I call BS.
Speaking of food mishaps remember when she threw out an entire pack of fish fingers because Beck put 'em in the freezer and *not* the refrigerator, and then Amber made Beck go back to Walmart to get more fish fingers?
What the hell are fish fingers🥴
Do…do you like fish sticks? Do you like fish sticks in your mouth?
First what tf are fish fingers & two, why would she throw them out being in the freezer instead of the fridge? You make 0 sense….
@@Lmaoyoudontknowme idk but I feel like it's fish nuggets or something and she trashed them because the packaging said "do not freeze" and amber threw a fit because Beck put it in a freezer.
I need y'all to be so fr rn do people not know what fish fingers/fish sticks are???
She desperate for a friendship with you 😂
It’s kinda like she is desperately casting a net for allies. It’s pretty drawn-out, but I still think we are witnessing a slow burn narcissistic spiral
And his approval. Amber wants his approval bc she's insecure with her decisions and her body and she wants someone to lie to her and say it's okay. That's part of why she has no real friends or ppl in her life who actually care about her bc she just goes to ppl who tell her what she wants to hear.
Looking good Zach! The hoodie and the hair pulled back 🔥.. such a vibe
Straight chick here, but YES! 🔥
Perfect timing, new video drops just as I finish cooking dinner
Me too!!
5:42 “log off and go to therapy” 😭😭😭😭😭😂
She sure loves to call Jordy sick 😂😂
He does make a lot of cheap fat jokes. Which is weird, bc he used to be obese himself.
@@creatrixZBDnot that deep. Amber and Chantal are hella fatphobic.
@@creatrixZBDsoo because he used to be fat, he can’t make fat jokes? 🤧 sorry but that makes NO sense.
@@teeshac8421 nobody said he can’t. OP said he DOES.
its the way in which amber thinks yall are besties and tries to manipulate/gaslight you. bestie we all see it lol
Being that smug about limiting yourself to only having takeout once a day is crazy work.
Idk if I’m in the minority or not but I’d rather hear what she’s trying to say to you rather than you block her anyway
exactly, she tells on herself when she dms him
it’s a little Zachary Marie exclusive 😌
I can’t believe she even sent a message in the first place KNOWING you would show it… petty
she likes the attention
You reap what you sow ZM. Never should’ve done her bidding last week 🤷♀️
Been checking for a new vid every hour even tho i have an exam tomorrow
Omg Sunday Funday for real! I’m watching at work because I’m in the office all alone today lol
Nice. Hope your work day zooms by
as a german, i will never get over american product sizes... insane to me
Has she ever been this involved with reaction channels before? Messaging ZM and in Jordy’s chat? This feels like a big spiral.
Yes! She was Damon White. She’s loathed Karina. The list goes on.
You responded so respectfully I would've said girl get tf off my phone go seek help"😭
"Blocked by my Hayder"
Tickle Tommy Slommy’s bean has me choking 😂