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  • @itsjustfroppy2053
    @itsjustfroppy2053 5 місяців тому +29

    Girl I totally understand what you are going through, I am 20 going on 21 and I still don’t know what I am going to do with my life. Also my anxiety and ADHD meds have changed my life completely so, this video is so relatable thank you for sharing.

  • @hile_lilly
    @hile_lilly 5 місяців тому +22

    you are genuinely one of the top people i look up to. i’m a senior in high school and i have no idea what im gonna do with my life next year and my anxiety is horrible. im so glad you talked about these struggles, it makes me feel so glad that other people go through the same thing. you’re amazing 💗

  • @kayleeandcadence1798
    @kayleeandcadence1798 5 місяців тому +1

    feel better soon !❤ur mental health is so important i’m so proud of u. i can relate to u a lot and i look up to u for it! thank u sm for talking to us about everything take care of yourself

  • @mias_lifeee1407
    @mias_lifeee1407 5 місяців тому +3

    OMG. caiti archers voice is my favorite book i’ve ever read. so so happy you’ve read it, also super proud of you girl. i look up to you so much and it’s all gonna be okay!!

  • @nannyplum15
    @nannyplum15 5 місяців тому +1

    caiti thank you so much for posting this video. i have been subscribed to you for years now and i’ve always loved watching your videos bc of how positive you were and at times ima be honest i would wonder how ppl could do what you do bc as a person with anxiety ik how hard it can be to stay productive and have a positive mindset. you opening up about your own mental health has just made me love you even more and i honestly wish you nothing but the best

  • @luisaheinrich6489
    @luisaheinrich6489 5 місяців тому +20

    Could we please make clear that you NEVER have to apologize for crying. 😢 but thanks for sharing all this Caiti ❤

  • @makaylaann7612
    @makaylaann7612 5 місяців тому +4

    You crying made me just so sad.. all though I don’t know your story, I feel that I can relate to you. I live day by day with so much anxiety that it almost feels normal (like I literally have to have my mom order for me..) and something inside of me is telling me that that’s not ok so hearing you talk about this is amazing and I love you for that :)

  • @maddiewhitlock6273
    @maddiewhitlock6273 5 місяців тому +6

    you will forever be my comfort UA-camr coming from a girl who had a huge move at the same time you did in life and you made me feel like I wasn’t alone then and I still feel the same support watching your videos now

  • @thatsbnanners
    @thatsbnanners 5 місяців тому

    always appreciate your realness and honesty

  • @quentinkurth2343
    @quentinkurth2343 5 місяців тому

    I hope you feel better Caiti 💜💜💜💜!!! I’m here to support you today, tomorrow, and forever!!!

  • @Amandasvlogs-qi3vh
    @Amandasvlogs-qi3vh 5 місяців тому

    You’re one of the people I look up to, thank you for sharing and you never have to apologize for crying. We love and support you❤️ I’ve been dealing with stress and anxiety myself. I’m so proud of you and keep going, watching you cry made me cry!

  • @abreyahight817
    @abreyahight817 5 місяців тому +1

    I love the realness of this video! We need more videos like this. I suffer from panic attacks and anxiety as well I completely understand ❤. I’m a senior in hs and I’ve been watching you for years your my fav UA-camr

  • @iliterallylovethis2212
    @iliterallylovethis2212 5 місяців тому +7

    Too many options really is so stressful but from my experience you have to keep experiencing more. Feeling stuck makes you want to go back and seek comfort but oftentimes that leads to that same feeling and a delusion that you're okay with where you are because you have that ease and comfortability. You're still young so my suggestion is to try any and everything including different places. You could even put your stuff in a storage unit and go around the world, but just keep moving forward. But also if you actually want to go back to a place you've been before, go and don't care what others think about that and just follow your heart.

  • @kenzieruthh
    @kenzieruthh 5 місяців тому

    I love this video so much. I have major anxiety and there’s been so much and i really wanna get therapy and im 17 and my mom doesn’t believe in anxiety medication so it makes things super hard! Girl i am so proud of how far you’ve come, take it day by day seriously! In my opinion you were the happiest in hawaii, and it might cost but you could always make longer trips to see your family! I love you!!

  • @delaneyferr
    @delaneyferr 5 місяців тому +4

    im graduating high school in 4 months. im absolutely petrified. this helped so much. i love you so much caiti

  • @bryanamiranda7143
    @bryanamiranda7143 5 місяців тому +63

    quickest open youtube i’ve ever done

  • @nychelleholliday9652
    @nychelleholliday9652 5 місяців тому

    Don't cry girly. I know exactly how you feel. You crying made me want to cry. I myself are 20 going on 21 in march & when i tell you I feel depressed about it, I mean it. The way this one person in my life/family is boasting/hypong it up is whats making it so difficult & sad to grasp. I totally get you. Know that you are not alone & there are ppl out there who do get you & can relate to you. One of my goals this yr is to start therapy & you encouraged me even more!❤️🫶🏽

  • @aubrey2680
    @aubrey2680 5 місяців тому

    Happy birthday girl I hope you’re doing better!!!

  • @queenmormont
    @queenmormont 5 місяців тому

    Its totally okay to feel like that Caiti and its good that you're also trying to get better. Anxiety is no joke and I have been in your shoes! It worked with me to stay active and stay true to myself. Ex: If I feel down, I won't ignore it and would try to understand where is it coming from and eventually it lead to know more about myself. I hope you will have a great year and a good BD as well! Love you guurl!!

  • @dannj11
    @dannj11 5 місяців тому

    you can do this caiti!! God is with you through everything no matter what. he has so many plans for u and all of us. Keep pushing!!! ILYYY

  • @hopenicoleliedberg6746
    @hopenicoleliedberg6746 5 місяців тому

    Awe caiti!. I’m so sorry. I have been sick too. I just got over a stomach bug. But I love you, I’m so glad you updated us. I will be praying for you!. ❤❤❤

  • @AidenPlayzRBLX
    @AidenPlayzRBLX 5 місяців тому

    happy birthday, Caiti! 🥳

  • @sabrinazemil144
    @sabrinazemil144 5 місяців тому +2

    I love how real you are. You’re the best. Don’t ever forget that. ❤ p.s. love your videos so much!

  • @MarianaRojas171
    @MarianaRojas171 5 місяців тому

    I love how you’re so raw and authentic with the people.❤ Mental health is a priority and I feel like everyone should always prioritize that first before anything else. Thank you for sharing your challenges as it is relatable and calming that we as a minority aren’t alone at all.

  • @islamartin3428
    @islamartin3428 5 місяців тому +13

    caiti I'm 16 years old I'm dealing with anxiety and mental health problems and I'm in therapy for it you opening up about therapy made me feel a lot better about going because I am that person who's embarrassed to say I'm going to therapy so thank you sending you love and well wishes

    • @elishapaige8359
      @elishapaige8359 5 місяців тому +1

      ik i’m not cati but i promise there is absolutely nothing embarrassing about therapy and i promise no one is judging you for it i meant to therapy for about 3 years and it changed my life so i promise it’s gonna get better

  • @Elllen03
    @Elllen03 5 місяців тому

    we ❤ u caiti…feel better soon

  • @kaileemichele03
    @kaileemichele03 5 місяців тому

    sending you so much love sweet girl 🩷

  • @karathompson8740
    @karathompson8740 5 місяців тому

    I was in the same boat as you! What I thought I wanted to do as a career ended up being a no from me and I was stressed and anxious and in a depression for so long because of it. I felt like I was already behind and everyone else around me had it figured out. It does get better girl💗 God has the perfect plan for you! It’s okay to feel like this

  • @maddiegurl3017
    @maddiegurl3017 5 місяців тому +14

    thanks for answering my question!Girl i love how vulnerable you are and it’s okay to cry.I relate to exactly how your feeling

  • @nienkearling8872
    @nienkearling8872 5 місяців тому

    you're the best, ily

  • @readingwkatelyn
    @readingwkatelyn 5 місяців тому +9

    thank you for sharing bestie!! wishing you the best🫶 we are here for you

  • @maxinericcobono8841
    @maxinericcobono8841 5 місяців тому

    I love you girl. Your going to do great ❤❤

  • @smilewithcamryn_24.
    @smilewithcamryn_24. Місяць тому

    Girl my mental health was down the drain last year. I felt lonely, invisible, and I felt like no one cared about me. I have always been someone that tries to be nice to ppl but at my old school a lot of ppl were not nice to me and the school counselor or the headmaster would not do anything about it. However, I think what kept my mental health stable was my 15 milligrams of Lexapro and therapy. You will never be alone girl and I am so happy things have gotten better for you.❤

  • @Aamirah1
    @Aamirah1 5 місяців тому +7

    Hope your doing well caiti! js remember we are all here for you and things get better 💖💖💖💖

  • @amandalovesicecream04
    @amandalovesicecream04 5 місяців тому

    Im turning 20 this year and i dont plan on moving for another two or three years. But i want to just travel to more states and figure out where i want to move before buying anything. I recommend you doing the same thing, i know you enjoy traveling!

  • @joshhalvorson2587
    @joshhalvorson2587 5 місяців тому

    Happy birthday shawty

  • @emcaitlin
    @emcaitlin 5 місяців тому +2

    Thanks for sharing this! I felt the same way when I got on anxiety meds: it changed my life. Keep taking care of yourself queen, you’re doing great!

  • @kevinb8881
    @kevinb8881 5 місяців тому +1

    Caiti, happy early birthday to you, you Aquarius baby!!♒🎂🍰🎉😚💙💯

  • @emerygraf1323
    @emerygraf1323 5 місяців тому

    I love book content/videos please please please do some!! Also have you ever read The Love Hypothesis? So freaking good ahhhh!!!

  • @banditbear4068
    @banditbear4068 5 місяців тому

    I deal with anxiety 24/7 and I always change up my pills and I promise if you love to do listen to your favorite music artist it helps me a lot sometimes

  • @jennifertilford5049
    @jennifertilford5049 5 місяців тому

    It’s okay my friend I really do get it

  • @frankg613jr
    @frankg613jr 5 місяців тому

    love this video. Feel better soon ❤- Hailey🎉

  • @susandecort7527
    @susandecort7527 5 місяців тому

    I just watched this. I love you so much, my precious granddaughter. What an honest & real video. God definitely has a plan for your life. Between the two of you, it will be figured out & all will be well. Meme♥️
    Jeremiah 29:11 Have a glorious day!!

  • @kellieannmorris9377
    @kellieannmorris9377 4 місяці тому

    You are so special I love you

  • @chantalleledesmaa
    @chantalleledesmaa 5 місяців тому

    i totally undeestand you, i was sick too (i got covid for the second time) and just came out of quarantine last monday and with the therapist theme i used to be suicidal and i would self harm and because of that i had to see a phsychiatrist and im all better now thaanks to my phsychiatrist, i thankfully havent relapsed in over a year

  • @sweetbabylove1298
    @sweetbabylove1298 5 місяців тому +5

    you seem so much more grownup and mature

    • @Caiti_Mackenzie
      @Caiti_Mackenzie  5 місяців тому

      thank you for saying this 🫶🏽🫶🏽

  • @hannahchelton2056
    @hannahchelton2056 5 місяців тому

    Hey seek the lord in these times and open the word💓💓

  • @aliyahlaneese5686
    @aliyahlaneese5686 5 місяців тому +1

    aww Caiti I hope you feel better ❤️‍🩹

  • @hannahmcgovern6121
    @hannahmcgovern6121 5 місяців тому +4

    hoping you start to feel better soon

  • @iDanielleOmer
    @iDanielleOmer 5 місяців тому +1

    you should look into being an au pair abroad! I feel like we are besties even though I only know you through social media lol I just love your content so much ever since like 2018.

  • @Emma-qq4ko
    @Emma-qq4ko 5 місяців тому

    I had the flu and so did everybody in my town 😢 I don’t know what is going on around here!

  • @kirbylee1487
    @kirbylee1487 4 місяці тому

    Girly! If you end up staying in Florida, I live in orlando and would love to be your friend!!

  • @maddieking4796
    @maddieking4796 5 місяців тому +1

    I had clinical depression in high school and was struggling with ocd and anxiety. I got on meds and went to a therapist my junior year, and now, I am a junior in college. I am so glad I got the help and did not give up on life. I am so proud of you. I love you. ❤️

  • @brauliomendez4642
    @brauliomendez4642 5 місяців тому

    Hope you are doing fine safe and happy 😀😀😀😀

  • @nataliehaberman
    @nataliehaberman 5 місяців тому +5

    You and Emma should move in together

  • @mallorypaige139
    @mallorypaige139 5 місяців тому

    ive never heard someone explain exactly how i am feeling so well omg. i have felt so stuck lately and i have no idea how to make a decision on how to move on with life

    • @Caiti_Mackenzie
      @Caiti_Mackenzie  5 місяців тому

      we’re in it together girl ❤️❤️

  • @hh_horses9718
    @hh_horses9718 5 місяців тому +4

    U and Emma should move in together

  • @lizaheinz833
    @lizaheinz833 5 місяців тому +1

    And now I’m crying 💁🏼‍♀️

  • @BobbyWarren34
    @BobbyWarren34 5 місяців тому +2

    Feel better soon

  • @nilleafroukhteh7861
    @nilleafroukhteh7861 5 місяців тому +4

    You should move together with Emma! And hang in there ❤

  • @kendlefulton7429
    @kendlefulton7429 5 місяців тому +1

    I really love your videos and I love you 😍

  • @kaitlynb17
    @kaitlynb17 5 місяців тому +4

    I just started taking antidepressants. I was so over the lack of energy, no motivation, brain fog, etc. It was affecting my grades. Therapy wasn’t enough so decided to go down the medication route. Im starting to feel like a new woman :).

    • @Caiti_Mackenzie
      @Caiti_Mackenzie  5 місяців тому +2

      i’m so proud of you ❤️❤️❤️

  • @sarahdiamond22
    @sarahdiamond22 5 місяців тому

    Love you Caiti ❤❤❤

  • @tiffanydodge306
    @tiffanydodge306 5 місяців тому

    Have you considered key west?

  • @cailynwhearty2037
    @cailynwhearty2037 5 місяців тому

    im so proud of you i love you so much

  • @kaylie7294
    @kaylie7294 5 місяців тому +1

    You should read "Powerless", by Lauren Roberts!

  • @clairetrestrail7876
    @clairetrestrail7876 5 місяців тому +1

    Awww caiti I hope you feel better girl I am always go to be here for you love and support sending you so much love ❤️ 🫶❤️❤️❤️❤️❤️❤️🩷🩷🩷🩷🩷🩷🩷🥹💕💕💕💕💖💖💖💖💖💖💖💖💖💖

  • @seseterry1995
    @seseterry1995 5 місяців тому +1

    Just my opinion. You’re still young . You have time to get things figured out . If it were me I would move back home . Stay with your parents or get a place near by . Your family will help guide you. With your family and friend’s guidance, you’ll be able to make a decision. But for now I personally think going home and being around people whom love you very much will help . And during that time you can think about how you want to move forward . In the end up to you that’s just my opinion. Anxiety is tough, you’re doing such an amazing job hun . Continue therapy, continue meds, be with your family and just take it easy for a little while.

  • @JosephDaniels-zp8fc
    @JosephDaniels-zp8fc 5 місяців тому

    Love you and here 4 you

  • @carolinemanning
    @carolinemanning 5 місяців тому +7

    queen shi

  • @caryemily07
    @caryemily07 5 місяців тому

    You are amazing catie we love you, not all the time you will be ok. Rest, love yourself, and most of all take care of your self.❤

  • @kristawhite8541
    @kristawhite8541 5 місяців тому +1

    Sweetheart! Know you have many fans on here and you are loved. I am sorry you had such a difficult time. I'm glad you found therapy and an SSRI that works for you! ❤

  • @simplyboppingK
    @simplyboppingK 5 місяців тому

    Yes moving SUCKS but it is SO expensive if you don't have a roommate. I want to move to Savannah, Ga, Minneapolis, MN or Nashville, TN but I would NOT be able to afford it unless I have a roommate so I'm stuck in depressing North Dakota probably for the rest of my life.

    • @livyluu22
      @livyluu22 5 місяців тому

      I can promise you, Minneapolis is not a good place to be. I’m from around there and truly, I’m terrified to be in that city. My dad won’t even allow me to go there alone because he works there and knows how much people should stay away. Be safe. ❤

    • @simplyboppingK
      @simplyboppingK 5 місяців тому

      @@livyluu22 I live in Fargo, ND and have visited there so many times I know about that. But it doesn’t stop how much I love that city.

    • @simplyboppingK
      @simplyboppingK 5 місяців тому

      @@livyluu22 THANK YOU though!! I appreciate you looking out for me

  • @pcrystalmarie3411
    @pcrystalmarie3411 5 місяців тому

    Hiii Caitl I’ve been a long time viewer from quite sometime and I love watching your videos! Makes me happy I also agree on the birthday take because that’s how it is but happy early birthday ( my birthday is today and I’m turning 15)

  • @sofiabolanos4052
    @sofiabolanos4052 5 місяців тому

    I love u caiti I relate to you so much

  • @annamcmillan2624
    @annamcmillan2624 5 місяців тому

    well if you ever plan on moving to wisconsin i think we would be good friends lol :)

  • @edwardkimakaballislifekim_578
    @edwardkimakaballislifekim_578 5 місяців тому +4

    Hope you’re doing well caiti I hope you feel better ❤😢

  • @Theprincessamore
    @Theprincessamore 5 місяців тому

    I hope your okay

  • @savannahromero6771
    @savannahromero6771 5 місяців тому +2

    I didn't realize you and Emma Marie have birthdays so close together, and y'all are both turning 20! Happy early birthday! 🥳

  • @edwardleecaliforniausa
    @edwardleecaliforniausa 5 місяців тому +2

    Good morning Caiti happy Saturday morning and happy new year to you and i hope that 2024 brings you a lot of love and happiness

  • @taylorballard1096
    @taylorballard1096 5 місяців тому

    Hay cate my name is Taylor love your UA-cam video s 🌺🌺🌺🥀🥀

  • @alexatavoularis6044
    @alexatavoularis6044 5 місяців тому

    You and Emma Marie should move in together!!

  • @cerysmeatloaf
    @cerysmeatloaf 5 місяців тому

    How about getting an rv that way you can move around find a place you like without packing and unpacking

  • @user-pt6px7mp8s
    @user-pt6px7mp8s 4 місяці тому

    i love your videos

  • @pearcheese455
    @pearcheese455 5 місяців тому +1

    Caiti I missed you
    Literally you are the best, love you
    I hope you have a nice day ❤❤

    • @Caiti_Mackenzie
      @Caiti_Mackenzie  5 місяців тому +1

      thank you so much 💓💓

    • @pearcheese455
      @pearcheese455 5 місяців тому

      @@Caiti_Mackenzie i send you many hugs, you are super amazing and special

  • @pearcheese455
    @pearcheese455 5 місяців тому +1

    Caiti, you are super Awesome
    Love you ❤❤

  • @destineychancey5853
    @destineychancey5853 5 місяців тому

    😊❤ lol love

  • @George-gn2ip
    @George-gn2ip 5 місяців тому

    Why don’t you just live with your parents until you find somewhere else to live ?

  • @mandysnively5153
    @mandysnively5153 5 місяців тому

    Caiti I got January 7 th I went to the doctor she told it was vriatl going around I went to bathroom like three x I had little bit if instead in my pants I was sick I didn’t feel good ever on that Thursday night my stomach felt like I had libory pains I had go to the bathroom I was sick like twice now I was sick in November with rsv my biological family had to Caiti it’s seem like it’s going around lot right because of the weather I was sick like twice my mom was sick with cold my brother sister both were sick I hope you start feeling better catit mandy

  • @kendlefulton7429
    @kendlefulton7429 5 місяців тому +1

    ❤❤❤❤❤❤❤❤❤❤❤🎉

  • @nopenopenopenopenopers
    @nopenopenopenopenopers 5 місяців тому

    You need more formal education. The fact that you and all your friends got sick and you never took a Covid test and kept going around in public is ignorant, pathetic and dangerous. The fact that you kept referring to your mental health as "my mental" is sad - that's not a complete phrase. Get educated.

    • @nopenopenopenopenopers
      @nopenopenopenopenopers 5 місяців тому

      @LizMilholen-zp9mb If she doesn't want feedback she can close her comments. Haven't you heard of constructive criticism?

  • @abigailkaye6391
    @abigailkaye6391 5 місяців тому

    I’ve been struggling with anxiety for many years and at one point enough is enough and I got help to work through it. It’s helped so much to realize what life is really like without having to worry constantly. Keep doing you girl and getting better! 🤍

  • @liljaeval2653
    @liljaeval2653 5 місяців тому

    Jesus loves you so much🤍🤍 trust in Him