"We never dated, but it still hurt..." | playlist
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- Опубліковано 19 тра 2021
- It takes time to fall in love with a person, and it takes time to recover when your relationship with that person doesn't work out. But it can be done. The heart does heal :))
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I do not own the photo and songs I used in this video, I only own the edit. All credits goes to every rightful owner.
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Love this playlist! I can't believe it was posted a year ago but never got a ton of attention. It's really awesome, the tone / mood is consistent throughout the songs and I love it. Thank you!!!
dirty blonde 5'5 beautiful best personality cute smile matches my energy everything I ever wanted makes my heart drop every time I see her
Short hair, cute white boy.
He betrayed me as a friend.
He was toxic, but I was toxicated by love.
I was swooning,
Now I am just depressed and can’t get over you.
What’s so good about her that I don’t have?
A redhead.
7th grade, science.
Fluffy hair
Freckles
Football
No other boy I've dated helped me take my eyes of off him
He smiles
Bobs his head when he walks
Smart but quiet, but once you notice you can't stop
Tall, but no more than 5 feet ( taller than me)
cute but a 8.7
Boy of my dreams.
7th grade he found out.
Always felt his eyes stare after that.
Made me wonder " Is he looking"
I like you a lot M, but at the same time I'm hoping you never see this.
We both liked each other and cared for each other he's the one who always made the first moves and I was always hesitant because I have a lot of issues I knew I was gonna have trouble w rships but he talked me through it and when I finally warmed upto the idea of a rship he said he needed time to think and then changed his mind and said he's never gonna date again because he he's been hurt a lot in the past and it affected him a lot he doesnt want to lose me but is scared of being heartbroken again and said he can love and be loved without being in a rship, I agreed bec I just wanted him. We did everything that couples do.. everything.. j without labels (?) he would still say that im his girl and stuff but now I realise how iffy the whole thing is like its basically a rship without the commitment so if anyone asks him if he's dating someone he'll j say no???? Ive been overthinking everything sm and I havent said anything bec im scared of losing him or j forcing him in a rship which i dont want. I feel stuck idk what to do. Plus he talks to sm girls online and I never thought that would bother me but ive been really upset over it, my attachment issues/constant need for reassurance/overthinking is killing me, he has me on delivered for the past 20 hours now honestly our convo has been really dry these days i hate it.. We've been talking everyday without amiss since oct 2023 and I feel so empty I knew this was gonna happen im wayyy too clingy and I wish he would j update me even if hes busy i'd be at peace. I cant even focus on school work and exams, I have an exam on monday and I have been staring at my dms since all morning waiting for his notification.. deactivated my account to see if he even notices. I just want to be loved by someone, be someone's first priority, for someone to care as much as I do (someone being him, I want it to be him so bad) but I don't want to beg for it. He always says that he's always going to be here for me and never leave but he's never around when I actually need him and when he is he is really dry :(
fluffy hair white boy
5'10'
sweetest boy ive ever met
he got a gf and ill never be the same
Timestamps:
0:00 I don't want to watch the world end with someone else - Clinton Kane
3:04 Right here - Keshi
6:18 Nobody Else - LANY
9:31 Heather - Conan Gray
12:47 3:00 AM - Finding Hope
16:09 Just You - Teddy Adhitya
19:15 The story never ends - Lauv
23:02 can't bear to be without you - HONNE
Just had a friends with benefits situation but it was weird because I actually liked the set up, unfortunately they just ended it and I once again feel like I was a learning point for yet another person. I have been proved to be the bottom of the barrel girl.