one time someone led me here on yno and they said "this is it. the bottom of 2kki" and that stuck with me for some reason. the feeling of exploring so much you reach the edge of reality or something like that
More months have passed. The wounds have healed a little, I’m no longer so sad from what you said. I'm drowning more and more in you. I look at the gloomy foggy sky and remember you, imagine you. Everywhere I am, all my thoughts converge on one thing: “what if he were sitting here now, next to me.” Lots of photos in my gallery, some saved several times. and every evening I am busy with one thing, I look at a photo of a person whom I couldn’t even hug in reality, I want to be with a person who most likely has already forgotten about me. And apparently I am destined to walk and look around forever, in the hope that somewhere among the gray crowd I will see the outline of a painfully familiar image. I haven’t and won’t forget about you, I still don’t understand what happened between us, I don’t understand your feelings for me, I don’t understand whether it was all just stupidity. Perhaps for you it was all a short intimacy, but I was too bad then to consider it something frivolous. I’m too bogged down in you, a person whose existence I can’t even verify. maybe you're just a figment of my imagination? Well, at least the part of you that loves me was definitely my fantasy. I look in the reflection of the mirrors and see you, I read my messages and feel your handwriting in them. for some reason you are stalking me without realizing it. As much as I don’t want to admit it, your love for me is a figment of the imagination, and my love for you is masochism. Everything has changed. My life feels different now. I don't look for you in other people, because I can touch you, now I can. I can touch your hands, your hair, but I want to touch your lips. Everything dragged on too quickly. As I was saying goodbye to the winter, I couldn’t even think that after so much time of waiting, you would still come into my life again. Still the same, not verbose. It feels strange, like it’s all a wonderful dream, like I’m in a stupid movie. I still found out how he felt then. All that time. Now I can live in peace. I’m here, you know that, there are kilometers between us, but I’m still close. I think you’re not so stupid as to not notice how I breathe you, let me do it. To become your fatal reason to live, because you are already more than that to me. A chill runs through my body at the sight of any thing that reminds me of you. This is my curse, this is my disease. It still kills me to this day. The most annoying thing is that you cut off all connections, blocked me everywhere you could. He cut off my oxygen, closed all access, so that God forbid I wrote to you. Even your friends tell me to forget it. You can’t even imagine what a storm you are causing inside me. How I am torn and beat with the desire to see you. How you gave me the opportunity to love you, and after a while you took it away. My brain already refuses to believe in the existence of us as a couple. Well, let you live in my texts, drawings, photographs, music, dreams. I won’t tire of repeating, my love is something sick. My love for you is like Jesus crucified on the cross. It doesn't matter how much time has passed. I'm tired of counting the months since I've been dying for you. Everything returned to the same point. You don’t care about me again, but I still can’t forget the caresses that you gave me. It’s sad to see how good your life is, how you’re already hugging someone else. I can’t say that I regret it much, I just could have left at least something between us, and not completely cut off all ties. I know why you did it. You were frightened by my words about loving you, because you will never be able to do that, even if, God be your judge, you said that he does not love you. Yes, every time I made wishes, for a birthday, for the New Year, blowing a dandelion, blowing an eyelash that had fallen from my eye, I made a wish to be with you. It came true, but I won’t wish for you anymore, I think I’ve had enough. I want to live a life in which you will not be the main dream and experience. Rest in peace, I will bury everything that was so dear to me about you all these months. Yes, maybe we'll meet again someday, but under different circumstances. I do not know what will be on your mind. That's right, I'm living in the past. It's like those times with you, this is a room, and I sit in it for hours and stare at the walls, from time to time staring intently at the door handle in the hope that you will open it and want to take a look. No matter how sad it is, I know the door is unlikely to open from the other side, especially from the inside. I'll forgive you another 1000 words and moments, just remember. there is no stronger addiction than this one. and I don't look at your photos anymore. as times go by, circumstances force me to climb walls and change everything completely, it won't affect you, however, as always Every time I listen to this, I remember that terrible time, that terrible feeling. Only you, you come to my mind. Complete emptiness fills me to the brim. Fear paralyzes, a lump in my throat prevents me from breathing. This sun burns me to the ground. Every part of me, everything in me feels everything in small details. My deepest dreams, my most sincere desires have become an empty sound for you. You are the most painful wound that never seems to crust over, you are the greatest pain that makes my head ring, you are the strongest alcohol that makes my face wrinkle, but the effect comes so quickly. You are the most annoying part of me that I can’t get rid of. You did the right thing, you cut off all the chances to start all over again. But as luck would have it, you are everywhere, you are in everything, you are in me too
Songs like this always bring me back to reality. Makes me think about what's really important, which is finding peace of mind and happiness in this world. More than money, more than material possessions, more than bodily pleasures - peace of mind and satisfaction with your life is what really matters. After all, at the end of the day, who cares what kind of car you drive? Or how much money you have? Or anything else of the sort? At the end of the day, all we really want is a nice, comfortable bed to lay down in, and to have a peaceful night's sleep.
I frequently come back to listen to this piece when doing my work and I always love seeing this comment. Truly, thank you for the reminder. Hope life takes you to great places.
I'll never forget the first time I've seen this. I didn't find out about Wataru's worlds on the wiki, I just did some random exploration in v0.100 or so and ended up going through them blind. When I saw the Drowning event and this place, I was completely amazed by what I was seeing. It was at nighttime too, so I was watching this in the dark. This is the exact moment Yume 2kki became my favorite fangame.
"What's behind that construction fence?" Think, buddies, think. Look closely at "this". What could be Urotsuki's biggest secret? What might be hidden in the very depths of her mind? What forgotten memory? I don't know about you, but I think, I figured out, what's in there... Recently, I decided to repeat this magical journey. God, I don’t know why, but I managed to feel it all and experience it in a new way. I won't hide, after the event of the Drowning this time I even... burst into tears. Before, only the adventure in the Victorian Drains touched me so much, and now the Depths themselves. It's all so fabulous and unforgettable. Just a different story from many other stories in this big game. Wataru - inimitable...
This is genuinely comforting, it still amazes me to this day how talented some people are at creating their own art. Man am I glad I get to experience such things.
I managed to, after months of attempting to find this place without looking it up, found this supposed “depths” area with one or my best friends the night before collective unconciousness (the first built-for-online multiplayer yume nikki fan game) came out! It felt amazing
This will always be one of Yume 2kki’s most memorable areas. The atmosphere of the route leading to this place to the dedication it takes to get to it. Imo it will always remain as one of the best routes in the game.
As I continue to walk this path, my time here is beginning to end. I must make the most of what this place has to offer. Soon, it will be time to discover new worlds, new life, new hope. My journey is far from over, and I won't stop at nothing to live my life
@@IntoTokio its a fangame, but bassicaly its a game where you explore dreams. There really isnt an objective so you just walk through areas going deeper and deeper. Of course there is more to it than just that but you get it
one time someone led me here on yno and they said "this is it. the bottom of 2kki" and that stuck with me for some reason. the feeling of exploring so much you reach the edge of reality or something like that
More months have passed. The wounds have healed a little, I’m no longer so sad from what you said. I'm drowning more and more in you. I look at the gloomy foggy sky and remember you, imagine you. Everywhere I am, all my thoughts converge on one thing: “what if he were sitting here now, next to me.” Lots of photos in my gallery, some saved several times. and every evening I am busy with one thing, I look at a photo of a person whom I couldn’t even hug in reality, I want to be with a person who most likely has already forgotten about me. And apparently I am destined to walk and look around forever, in the hope that somewhere among the gray crowd I will see the outline of a painfully familiar image. I haven’t and won’t forget about you, I still don’t understand what happened between us, I don’t understand your feelings for me, I don’t understand whether it was all just stupidity. Perhaps for you it was all a short intimacy, but I was too bad then to consider it something frivolous. I’m too bogged down in you, a person whose existence I can’t even verify. maybe you're just a figment of my imagination? Well, at least the part of you that loves me was definitely my fantasy. I look in the reflection of the mirrors and see you, I read my messages and feel your handwriting in them. for some reason you are stalking me without realizing it. As much as I don’t want to admit it, your love for me is a figment of the imagination, and my love for you is masochism.
Everything has changed. My life feels different now. I don't look for you in other people, because I can touch you, now I can. I can touch your hands, your hair, but I want to touch your lips. Everything dragged on too quickly. As I was saying goodbye to the winter, I couldn’t even think that after so much time of waiting, you would still come into my life again. Still the same, not verbose. It feels strange, like it’s all a wonderful dream, like I’m in a stupid movie. I still found out how he felt then. All that time. Now I can live in peace. I’m here, you know that, there are kilometers between us, but I’m still close. I think you’re not so stupid as to not notice how I breathe you, let me do it. To become your fatal reason to live, because you are already more than that to me.
A chill runs through my body at the sight of any thing that reminds me of you. This is my curse, this is my disease. It still kills me to this day. The most annoying thing is that you cut off all connections, blocked me everywhere you could. He cut off my oxygen, closed all access, so that God forbid I wrote to you. Even your friends tell me to forget it. You can’t even imagine what a storm you are causing inside me. How I am torn and beat with the desire to see you. How you gave me the opportunity to love you, and after a while you took it away. My brain already refuses to believe in the existence of us as a couple. Well, let you live in my texts, drawings, photographs, music, dreams. I won’t tire of repeating, my love is something sick. My love for you is like Jesus crucified on the cross.
It doesn't matter how much time has passed. I'm tired of counting the months since I've been dying for you. Everything returned to the same point. You don’t care about me again, but I still can’t forget the caresses that you gave me. It’s sad to see how good your life is, how you’re already hugging someone else. I can’t say that I regret it much, I just could have left at least something between us, and not completely cut off all ties. I know why you did it. You were frightened by my words about loving you, because you will never be able to do that, even if, God be your judge, you said that he does not love you. Yes, every time I made wishes, for a birthday, for the New Year, blowing a dandelion, blowing an eyelash that had fallen from my eye, I made a wish to be with you. It came true, but I won’t wish for you anymore, I think I’ve had enough. I want to live a life in which you will not be the main dream and experience. Rest in peace, I will bury everything that was so dear to me about you all these months. Yes, maybe we'll meet again someday, but under different circumstances. I do not know what will be on your mind. That's right, I'm living in the past. It's like those times with you, this is a room, and I sit in it for hours and stare at the walls, from time to time staring intently at the door handle in the hope that you will open it and want to take a look. No matter how sad it is, I know the door is unlikely to open from the other side, especially from the inside. I'll forgive you another 1000 words and moments, just remember. there is no stronger addiction than this one. and I don't look at your photos anymore. as times go by, circumstances force me to climb walls and change everything completely, it won't affect you, however, as always
Every time I listen to this, I remember that terrible time, that terrible feeling. Only you, you come to my mind. Complete emptiness fills me to the brim. Fear paralyzes, a lump in my throat prevents me from breathing. This sun burns me to the ground. Every part of me, everything in me feels everything in small details. My deepest dreams, my most sincere desires have become an empty sound for you. You are the most painful wound that never seems to crust over, you are the greatest pain that makes my head ring, you are the strongest alcohol that makes my face wrinkle, but the effect comes so quickly. You are the most annoying part of me that I can’t get rid of. You did the right thing, you cut off all the chances to start all over again. But as luck would have it, you are everywhere, you are in everything, you are in me too
ma'am this is a wendy's 💀
@@tatotaytoman5934 I'm sorry, I don't understand what you mean, I'm Russian
@@lavassshhh nvm its a meme
@@tatotaytoman5934this is a bit tone deaf 🫤😭
@@weast4960 idk I see this kind of generic ass copypasta like rant in comment sections like this all the time, it gets a bit overdone y'know
This feels like floating aimlessly underwater. No clear goals or anything, just peace and serenity. It was nice discovering this at 3am
Songs like this always bring me back to reality. Makes me think about what's really important, which is finding peace of mind and happiness in this world. More than money, more than material possessions, more than bodily pleasures - peace of mind and satisfaction with your life is what really matters.
After all, at the end of the day, who cares what kind of car you drive? Or how much money you have? Or anything else of the sort? At the end of the day, all we really want is a nice, comfortable bed to lay down in, and to have a peaceful night's sleep.
You're a fine example of what is means to be human.
Don't lose that feeling that drove you to type this because you could change the world with it.
I frequently come back to listen to this piece when doing my work and I always love seeing this comment.
Truly, thank you for the reminder. Hope life takes you to great places.
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@DoTheNeedful0 troll detected
@@nup5 ALERT! Deviating opinion detected. Delete at once!
I'll never forget the first time I've seen this.
I didn't find out about Wataru's worlds on the wiki, I just did some random exploration in v0.100 or so and ended up going through them blind.
When I saw the Drowning event and this place, I was completely amazed by what I was seeing. It was at nighttime too, so I was watching this in the dark.
This is the exact moment Yume 2kki became my favorite fangame.
"What's behind that construction fence?" Think, buddies, think. Look closely at "this". What could be Urotsuki's biggest secret? What might be hidden in the very depths of her mind? What forgotten memory? I don't know about you, but I think, I figured out, what's in there...
Recently, I decided to repeat this magical journey. God, I don’t know why, but I managed to feel it all and experience it in a new way. I won't hide, after the event of the Drowning this time I even... burst into tears. Before, only the adventure in the Victorian Drains touched me so much, and now the Depths themselves. It's all so fabulous and unforgettable. Just a different story from many other stories in this big game. Wataru - inimitable...
This is genuinely comforting, it still amazes me to this day how talented some people are at creating their own art.
Man am I glad I get to experience such things.
I wonder how that track was made. Did he used a synthetiser, or maybe a plugin ? If someone has an idea pls hit me up
probably a synth plugin with a reverbed piano
whats a synth plugin? a soft synth ?
@@az0r22 it's a synthetizer, but on a computer
@@bananashake77 i wonder what plugin it could be
@@noahrav6655 it was a pitated cracked version of serum
I managed to, after months of attempting to find this place without looking it up, found this supposed “depths” area with one or my best friends the night before collective unconciousness (the first built-for-online multiplayer yume nikki fan game) came out! It felt amazing
This will always be one of Yume 2kki’s most memorable areas. The atmosphere of the route leading to this place to the dedication it takes to get to it. Imo it will always remain as one of the best routes in the game.
There will never be another game like Yume 2kki…
they said this about yume nikki!
This is so beautiful! So serene, so peaceful. Definitely love listening to this at night. I gotta listen to more Yume 2kki tracks
Thank you so much I love this. :)
Edit: could you please extend cog maze as well? If you can, no one has done it yet, I'd really appreciate it thanks!
what could have been behind the fence I wonder.
we'll never find out...
It is better to think it's just darkness
Maybe it's better if we don't know.
Sorry but it feels like slowly dying but in a lonliness with peace.....
Maybe
back in the game :3
As I continue to walk this path, my time here is beginning to end. I must make the most of what this place has to offer. Soon, it will be time to discover new worlds, new life, new hope. My journey is far from over, and I won't stop at nothing to live my life
Amazing...
the pads in this is like photosynthesis for me
can you please extend Holographic Chambers please? there's just too much good music in this game ;v;
Who here is from the RUN EAS Scenario?
it sounds like portal-light bridge theme
Masterpiece
Maybe I should play 2kki again
Do you recommend it to me?
@@bb_5520 Definitively
Hi Agustin what’s this game about
@@IntoTokio its a fangame, but bassicaly its a game where you explore dreams. There really isnt an objective so you just walk through areas going deeper and deeper. Of course there is more to it than just that but you get it
@@Ldwg67282 thanks i was always confused but loved the music of every dream it brings childhood memories to me nostalgia. I want to play this game
THIS MY SONGGGG BRUHHHH
reminds me of deltarune!
maybe i should just give up
oh man i really wanna be at the bottom of the ocean right now SO LIMINAL HNGGGGG
Kingdom hearts refence
Hope…. Silent Hills third world country
JHope