I always get so hyped whenever I see the black background and white text knowing that it’s a MindfulMess video. Same goes for the white blackground, black text too.
same mate, I'm an autistic german and polish kid with depression and ASPD and so many self worth issues, I'd look in the mirror and I'd literally cry, i wasn't overweight or underweight, i just hated myself, anyways suicidal thoughts are pretty cool, I've come to terms with the fact that I'm not gonna be alive in a year or two.
@@jrod7621 Mate I'm far from okay but it doesn't matter, I'm hanging myself at the end of September this year, Unless my life makes a drastic change which i doubt it will since nobody in my life has ever cared, I'm gonna end up dead, but whos gonna miss a 15 year old polish and German kid with autism, severe ADD, and ASPD?, I have no family, no friends, and no joy, The world would be better off without me
@@areepic4924 The following are excerpts and quotes from Man’s Search For Meaning by Frankl E. Victor. He was an inmate in Auschwitz and after liberation, he wrote a book analyzing the spiritual and mental state of the other inmate and how people managed to press on even under horrible conditions. If these tactics helped concentration camp inmates get through hell, then maybe they can help you in your own battles. “We who lived in concentration camps can remember the men who walked through the huts comforting others, giving away their last piece of bread. They may have been few in number, but they offer sufficient proof that everything can be taken from a man but one thing: the last of the human freedoms - to choose one’s attitude in any given set of circumstances, to choose one’s way. And there were always choices to make. Every day, every hour, offered the opportunity to make a decision, a decision which determined whether you would or would not submit to those powers which threatened to rob you of your very self, your inner freedom; which determined whether or not you would become the plaything of circumstance, renouncing freedom and dignity to become molded into the form of the typical inmate. Seen from this point of view, the mental reactions of the inmates of a concentration camp must seem more to us than the mere expression of certain physical and sociological conditions. Even though conditions such as lack of sleep, insufficient food and various mental stresses may suggest that the inmates were bound to react in certain ways, in the final analysis it becomes clear that the sort of person the prisoner became was the result of an inner decision, and not the result of camp influences alone. Fundamentally, therefore, any man can, even under such circumstances, decide what shall become of him - mentally and spiritually. He may retain his human dignity even in a concentration camp. Dostoevsky said once, ‘There is only one thing that I dread: not to be worthy of my sufferings.’ These words frequently came to my mind after I became acquainted with those martyrs whose behaviour in camp, whose suffering and death, bore witness to the fact that the last inner freedom cannot be lost. It can be said that they were worthy of their sufferings; the way they bore their suffering was a genuine inner achievement. It is this spiritual freedom- which cannot be taken away-that makes life meaningful and purposeful.” “Life is never made unbearable by circumstances, but only by lack of meaning and purpose.” “When we are no longer able to change a situation we are challenged to change ourselves.” “What matters, therefore, is not the meaning of life in general but rather the specific meaning of a person's life at a given moment. To put the question in general terms would be comparable to the question posed to a chess champion: ‘Tell me, Master, what is the best move in the world?’ There simply is no such thing as the best or even a good move apart from a particular situation in a game and the particular personality of one's opponent." “Everyone has his own specific vocation or mission in life to carry out a concrete assignment which demands fulfillment. Therein he cannot be replaced, nor can his life be repeated. Thus, everyone's task is as unique as is his specific opportunity to implement it.” “Life ultimately means taking the responsibility to find the right answer to its problems and to fulfill the tasks which it constantly sets for each individual.” “A man who becomes conscious of the responsibility he bears toward a human being who affectionately waits for him, or to an unfinished work, will never be able to throw away his life. He knows the 'why' for his existence, and will be able to bear almost any 'how.'” I hope this helped. I also highly recommend that you read this. Perhaps what you need is not a change in life per say but rather a change in perspective about your life. Also please don’t hang yourself. Your life is precious whether you realize it or not. I hope you have a good day. Take care and stay safe.
@@tornadospin9 "precious", i have no friends, no family, Mate I'm autistic, i have severe ADD and ASPD, I'm not funny, I'm not happy with myself, and i don't want to live in pain anymore, if the only reason people are telling me not to hang myself is because they pity me and feel bad for me, that makes me want to end it all even more.
@Don you mean to tell me she was, in your words "18 in dog years since she was an Inu,or known as a half dog-half human"? Bullshit mate. Off to the slammer for you.
Overall another good asmr, I would suggest that you add some memories of us into the story so you’re abit less repetitive. For instance “I remember when we used to walk by the lake and the ducks would go crazy for the bread that you’d go out of your way to get for us” etc...
You don't have to apologize having emotions makes us human. You know are precious to me too. I genuinely care about you and I can't live without you too. You are worthy to have my love and to hold my hand my precious love.
It's Fried Chicken Friday, babyyy!!!!! Ayo Listener, give this tub of chicken to your girl, Mind, over there! It'll cheer her up in this scripter scenario that we're trapped in. Anyways, take care!!!!
Damn, I don't know if I am precious enough for you. I'm just an ordinary person who want to show some affection and also appreciation to the partner I love.
Of course, thy DIO is the best and the pinnacle of humanity however you are wonderful as well
Speedwagon is best girl tho
Watching the stars with friends is precious itself.
Her: I need to love you harder
Me: You spent a good ten and a half minutes talking about me, you're good just the way you are.
I always get so hyped whenever I see the black background and white text knowing that it’s a MindfulMess video. Same goes for the white blackground, black text too.
Awe
That's how you know it's the good shit.
@Kevin Solis yup 😊
I am?
I've never gotten genuine compliments like that before...
I feel weird inside...
I think that's called happiness.
But what do I know?
"I used to hate looking in a mirror." Damn, that hit extremely close to home
same mate, I'm an autistic german and polish kid with depression and ASPD and so many self worth issues, I'd look in the mirror and I'd literally cry, i wasn't overweight or underweight, i just hated myself, anyways suicidal thoughts are pretty cool, I've come to terms with the fact that I'm not gonna be alive in a year or two.
@@areepic4924 damn are you ok I felt the same way as well before
@@jrod7621 Mate I'm far from okay but it doesn't matter, I'm hanging myself at the end of September this year, Unless my life makes a drastic change which i doubt it will since nobody in my life has ever cared, I'm gonna end up dead, but whos gonna miss a 15 year old polish and German kid with autism, severe ADD, and ASPD?, I have no family, no friends, and no joy, The world would be better off without me
@@areepic4924 The following are excerpts and quotes from Man’s Search For Meaning by Frankl E. Victor. He was an inmate in Auschwitz and after liberation, he wrote a book analyzing the spiritual and mental state of the other inmate and how people managed to press on even under horrible conditions. If these tactics helped concentration camp inmates get through hell, then maybe they can help you in your own battles.
“We who lived in concentration camps can remember the men who walked through the huts comforting others, giving away their last piece of bread. They may have been few in number, but they offer sufficient proof that everything can be taken from a man but one thing: the last of the human freedoms - to choose one’s attitude in any given set of circumstances, to choose one’s way.
And there were always choices to make. Every day, every hour, offered the opportunity to make a decision, a decision which determined whether you would or would not submit to those powers which threatened to rob you of your very self, your inner freedom; which determined whether or not you would become the plaything of circumstance, renouncing freedom and dignity to become molded into the form of the typical inmate.
Seen from this point of view, the mental reactions of the inmates of a concentration camp must seem more to us than the mere expression of certain physical and sociological conditions. Even though conditions such as lack of sleep, insufficient food and various mental stresses may suggest that the inmates were bound to react in certain ways, in the final analysis it becomes clear that the sort of person the prisoner became was the result of an inner decision, and not the result of camp influences alone. Fundamentally, therefore, any man can, even under such circumstances, decide what shall become of him - mentally and spiritually. He may retain his human dignity even in a concentration camp. Dostoevsky said once, ‘There is only one thing that I dread: not to be worthy of my sufferings.’ These words frequently came to my mind after I became acquainted with those martyrs whose behaviour in camp, whose suffering and death, bore witness to the fact that the last inner freedom cannot be lost. It can be said that they were worthy of their sufferings; the way they bore their suffering was a genuine inner achievement. It is this spiritual freedom- which cannot be taken away-that makes life meaningful and purposeful.”
“Life is never made unbearable by circumstances, but only by lack of meaning and purpose.”
“When we are no longer able to change a situation we are challenged to change ourselves.”
“What matters, therefore, is not the meaning of life in general but rather the specific meaning of a person's life at a given moment. To put the question in general terms would be comparable to the question posed to a chess champion: ‘Tell me, Master, what is the best move in the world?’ There simply is no such thing as the best or even a good move apart from a particular situation in a game and the particular personality of one's opponent."
“Everyone has his own specific vocation or mission in life to carry out a concrete assignment which demands fulfillment. Therein he cannot be replaced, nor can his life be repeated. Thus, everyone's task is as unique as is his specific opportunity to implement it.”
“Life ultimately means taking the responsibility to find the right answer to its problems and to fulfill the tasks which it constantly sets for each individual.”
“A man who becomes conscious of the responsibility he bears toward a human being who affectionately waits for him, or to an unfinished work, will never be able to throw away his life. He knows the 'why' for his existence, and will be able to bear almost any 'how.'”
I hope this helped. I also highly recommend that you read this. Perhaps what you need is not a change in life per say but rather a change in perspective about your life.
Also please don’t hang yourself. Your life is precious whether you realize it or not.
I hope you have a good day. Take care and stay safe.
@@tornadospin9 "precious", i have no friends, no family, Mate I'm autistic, i have severe ADD and ASPD, I'm not funny, I'm not happy with myself, and i don't want to live in pain anymore, if the only reason people are telling me not to hang myself is because they pity me and feel bad for me, that makes me want to end it all even more.
You're so much more precious than I am. So heart warming and Soul cleansing. I pray that nothing ever takes your happiness away.
Aww this is so awww 😭 Beautiful audio M❤️❤️❤️
I think I'm just lucky to have someone like you who sees me in that way. I love you 💗
Reverse that please 😊
✨⭐✨🌟✨⭐✨⭐✨
The stars look nice don't they
Yes they do :3
These audios help me a lot.
Thanks M!
No problem!!
Aww :3 **in loli voice** wrealy? You're amazing too uwu you mean too much to me
I swear officer, she said she was 18
@Don you mean to tell me she was, in your words "18 in dog years since she was an Inu,or known as a half dog-half human"? Bullshit mate. Off to the slammer for you.
@@randomguyontheinternet9107 NOOOOOO NOT AGAIN I CANT GO AGAIN NOT AGAIN
@Don guy in the back: remember me? Yeah, don't you fucking dare drop the soap. You know which meme I'm talking about
@@randomguyontheinternet9107 what?
My idea of a perfect date, ill say it over and over, is cuddling and watching the stars
This legit feels like a series
Star gazing is probably by far one of the most calming and peaceful things to do
Hope everyone has s lovely Friday
You too!!!
Is that so? The many thx for this, ABSOLUTELY SUBARASHII
Mindful, you made me cry 😭. This was so sweet and beautiful😭😭😭😭😭😭😭😭😭😭.
Aww Your So Precious Too
I didn’t know how much more precious you could become. Now you’ve proven me wrong, you’ve become even more precious
Awe x3
I am? Thanks :)
I don't know how to deal with compliments but this made me feel loved
You're precious too
You're precious too, now would you like to help me eat this ice cream sundae 🍨
This is making me believe i am precious
Overall another good asmr, I would suggest that you add some memories of us into the story so you’re abit less repetitive. For instance “I remember when we used to walk by the lake and the ducks would go crazy for the bread that you’d go out of your way to get for us” etc...
You’re precious too Ms.! 😄
You are precious too!
Mindful : Uploads a video
Me : clicks.
Awe
Gimme a second, I need to learn how to process genuine compliments
You don't have to apologize having emotions makes us human. You know are precious to me too. I genuinely care about you and I can't live without you too. You are worthy to have my love and to hold my hand my precious love.
Ah yes another wonderful asmr
Thanks!!
I had not received the notification and I am here, I have not seen the video but I know it will be good: D
I’m flattered :3
@@mindfulmessasmr :ooo :3
Delightful upload, 👏
Thanks!!
*Ayo the pizza here* but the stars are a horizon of curiosity.
I've never actually looked at the stars with anyone
Me too I wonder how it feels 😅
@@avrgemill I might ask my two friends but one has a girlfriend and the other lives like an hour away
@@danieljohann6587I feel you brotha
I would never ever throw you away, you mean to much to me.
You called me precious 🥺
Wholesome time. Cheers!!
It's Fried Chicken Friday, babyyy!!!!! Ayo Listener, give this tub of chicken to your girl, Mind, over there! It'll cheer her up in this scripter scenario that we're trapped in. Anyways, take care!!!!
I am? Thank you! 😊
Awww thank you you are very sweet
why thank you
Dang this must be nice for the dudes who are winning rn
Why thank you babes ❤️
so amazing my sweetie your very precious to me 😘💖😍😊🐰🐇💕😄
I feel so bad right now that work cost me the moment to watch this video in peace. Is this why I claimed the title of "Giorno Beater"?
Really? Well Thank you, same goes for you Mindful.❤️
Awhhh thanks :3
Great video
Thanks!
Damn, I don't know if I am precious enough for you. I'm just an ordinary person who want to show some affection and also appreciation to the partner I love.
This is 2 sweet
*crying noises
Finally subbed on pc. yes
yes
*Uno reverse x10 on God, you are way more precious*
yeah ima go get a blanket, it's cold here and snow is icey as heck now
Hope you can stay warm!!
@@mindfulmessasmr yeah same here lol
You SPIN me around round baby.
If I am to you, then that is more than enough
No you are😁
How do you keep uploading everyday
Motivation I suppose :3
Well I bought this mask like at 20 euros
so I'm worth at least 20 euros...right ?
I love you
Like 😊
Yayyy!!!
Watching the stars? You guys don't have light pollution?
Depends on the area :3
Well, consider my ego inflated a little bit
Uno reverse card on you
:)
:3
*uno reverse card*
You get it?
Nice :3
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