this song feels so close to home , whenever I told my problems to my friends they just said its okay it will go away and I'm sure they don't even remember a single word I told them ...
It’s not really fair to expect people to listen to the same story and complaints over and over without a single change in your life or mannerisms. People have a limited amount of patience and sympathy. You don’t have to be fixed, but you can certainly try to be better
@@demonderpz7937 True, but I listen people who share the same thing over and over again until they are calm. Being an Empathetic person and also an introvert, I prefer to listen than talk. Some people don't understand than people who listen to them will help in their own way. For me I have a lot of patience with people and can share empathy with those people. People are different from one another.
But it's not always that easy for people to tell others about what's happening. Trust me I know, but these songs are exactly what it feels like and whenever someone asks if I could explain what depression feels like and I just play that one line from I'm not okay that's goes "It's a hell I could never explain"
Woah- I swear people who are struggling are always told “go to therapy” or smth similar, but they forget that that’s not always gonna help them. I’m not saying that therapy isn’t good, it’s helped out many people I’m sure, I’m just saying that maybe that shouldn’t be the default answer.
I had to go therapy after my parents' got divorce and it did help at all after trying it for a mouth I didn't want to go anymore but the judge say I hand to keep going I try three different therapist neither of them help
For example, lonliness. How will a therapist help when u feeling lonly....and i don't mean the feeling of being alone, no Real lonliness. The feeling that even when u have Problems, there isn't someone who realy cares about it. How should a therpist who get Sold to help, help when this is the Problem.
When I was a child, at the end of middle school (4th grade maybe) I had to go to theraphy because my school wanted me to get outside help. I was bullied at school, dealt with a lot already at that age (physical and verbal bullying and even someone pinning me to the ground and threating to kill me) and my loneliness took on a form of having imaginary friends and riding not existing horses with them. Turns out I had severe anxiety and the first one I visited wasn't a pshychologist, but a pshychiatrist who wanted to put me on meds without therapy. Changed doctors went to a pshychologist. Went to therapy sessions weekly, learned to manage my anxiety and the panic attacks I started to develop. Got cleared after like 6 months. Didn't solve the bullying, and I still had severe anxiety and on rare occasions panic attacks. But at least had a child-safe herbal medicine for it and tactics to keep it mostly in check. 🤷♀️ I was never the problem.
Heck yeah! Thank you! I agree good therapy can help but it's not accessible to me but a kind ear and empathy from "help" places should be. They just say stuff like that. It dasn't help just makes me feel unheard and palmed off to someone eles. Bad "help" is why I feel the full force of many traumas left to rot while new ones go on top. We need to change the way the world thinks about these things and hear the people that know what it is really like. We still have voices even if no one hears. Thanks for your comment!
Exactly! I know the standard move would be to go to therapy, but I think therapy would just make it worse, and I'm just not comfortable with it. I just want someone who I love to just hold me, listen and understand.
❤ this song hits me in ways I can't even say. You always write music that reminds me I'm not alone when I feel the way I do. Your amazing, thank you for sharing your music.
That's true. Sometimes people need a support from a friend much more than a therapist. I came across that multiple times now. People don't understand that us kid, even genZ, can also be severly depressed and not be the guilty one? Teachers always say that it's because of phone or our attidute, but what if you're trying your best to be a perfect kid and still don't get credit for everything you've done? I don't have social media. I have perfect grades and I understand every lecture, instead of just remembering every single sentence and study only for grades. I don't gossip almost at all. Instead I often say good things about people, because I really do think positivively of many. I help even when I'm not asked. And so, how is it my foult that I'm sad? Is it because I was born? I was born with respiratory problems that costed my parents a lot of money and we have financial problems. But I help out any way I know! So how is it my foult?! And I have a friend in class that not only suffers from depression, but also is suicidal. She went to many different therapists, but non of them helped. I don't know how it looks like to have theraphies, but I still knew that she needs an actual friend. Someone of her age that can support her and understand her. So why is it so complicated to understand that theraphy isn't always the solution? People say to just go to theraphy and everything will be ok, but, first things first, not everyone can afford theraphy. Than, how much of help would it be? It's just simply complicated. But if others were more mindful maybe it wouldn't be like this?
I've been through alot and so have my friends, I introduced them to your music cause you helped me so much I thought you could help them and I was told that you saved their lives with the messages you send through your music, honestly you saved me too but thank you so much for helping my friends cause I don't know what i would have done if I would have lost them, you are such and amazing person and I wish I could do more then thank you, I will always support you and your music, I love you so much ❤️❤️❤️
This songs speaks to me in a way. All of his songs are him knowing people's pain because he has been where his fans have been. Citizen Soldier would be a great person to talk about your problems because they know what's going inside our heads
I really need this song, it reaches into my soul and exactly how I feel. I am in therapy and it is helpful, but if others in my life are also always trying to fix me be like a therapist too it makes me feel even more alone. But then I realize I have no idea if what I want instead is even reasonable. Maybe I messed up too much for too long to expect patience and gentleness? I'm just so sick of "tough love"
I cannot wait for this one to drop too! ICU is going to be an amazing album. I still have Scarecrow on repeat and after listening to you guys for the last 6 years there hasn't been a song of yours that I haven't loved. Thank you for all you do ❤ Love you guys so much!
Well this hit me right in the feels. There's nothing wrong with getting therapy, but people also need to understand that therapy is NOT a cure all for everyone. And these people need to realize that if they truly care about people getting better, they need to stop trying to push people to do something that won't work for them. Much love for this one. Feels good to be heard 🧡🧡🧡🧡🧡🧡
This right here! I'm not a thing you need to fix. I'm not a task you need to complete. All I want is for someone to listen to me without judgment. I want someone who will let me cry & who won't make me feel like I'm a burden. Sometimes I wonder if maybe I'm asking for too much...
My ex, the woman I thought I'd marry, broke up with me because I didn't want to go to therapy a year ago. I wanted to be better, so I got over the anxiety and pride, as well as the finances, and finally went to therapy after we broke up. For a year, one hour sessions once a week. After a year my therapist and I agreed that therapy was not helping. I might be a little broken, but I don't need fixing. I need someone to love my scars and not leave me when I need them most. When I break down, everyone says I need to pray or to go to therapy, but where are they? Why can't they hold me and tell me it's going to be alright?
I had to have therapy for a year and a half. I felt that the therapist did not see me for who I was. Therapy might help some people but it is not for everyone. All we ever need is an ear to listen to us and not judge us for who we are and put labels on us.
Amen to this ❤ love it today I was anxious about going to church tomorrow because there are some people at church who just don’t understand and I want to go but I don’t want to confront them because I’m tired of their “advice” this song hits home
literally my life in a song what got me into your music was your song let it burn and then you started dropping hit after hit and now your my top listened artist on spotify and youtube thank you so much
The ironic thing is, not only do I want someone to just sit quietly and listen to me, but I'm also someone known to just sit there and listen quietly while someone else talks.
In my opinion therapy never helped me and many others. They in the end just care bout money cuz it's their jobs which I get. But these songs r the closest to someone understanding depression (ect) as u will get. Amazing songs. Can't wait for the song for anorexia to drop.
GAHHH I SWEAR THIS IS LITERALLY HOW I FEEL!!! you’ve done it again👏🏻 made a song that perfectly describes me and my trauma but in a reassuring way🤍 Forever at the top in my favorite artist/bands. 🫶🏻🫶🏻
Threapy lasts an hour and not see you again till following month. So what’s the point of it. CITIZEN SOLDIERS is all the Threapy I need. I’m writing poetry and maybe you guys can use it to make a song. Ooh found a great venue for you when you come to London England. It’s called Rose Theatre in Kingston Surrey. It’s handy for those at a nearby mental health hospital I work volunteering as a peer support staff. And can arrange for them to come watch and listen to your positive messages through song. ❤ love you guys. Happy New Year 🥳 xx
😢this….this song….my parents when I tell them how I’m feeling they always give me a lecture or preach to me….and all iV ever wanted was somebody to listen I….that’s all I want is it to hard to ask for that….this hit hard really hard Ty can’t wait for it to drop I’ll be blasting it through my headphones when it does 😢🧡🖤
I feel like I've been saying all these words lately. I want nothing more than for my family to just be able to talk to me without pointing fingers at each other or dismissing my feelings. I'm also really tired of the therapy suggestions because at this point, talking to a stranger about my problems will be nothing more than a waste of time and money.
The words here in this song snippet I completly agree with.... its not that I need therepy, I just dont want to be left alone, I need someone to be there with me but not act like a preacher... I just wish that people could understand that Im not looking for a therapist... Im looking for a friend....
It hurts when they say they understand but you know they are only saying that to shut you up. They will never take the time to realize how you really feel ever.
So I have to say this in the past week or so you have came out with a lot of Miami a lot of good many songs a lot of them are bangers I don't want to be selfish but I would love to listen to all those songs keep on doing what you're doing man you're doing amazing things
This one means a lot to me because I wanted to be that person for someone but i did sometimes be the person to want to fix but I am so proud of myself that I understood that you just need to be a true friend and That is who I am today ❤✝️ it's not easy to see all your mistakes and sins in front of you without wanting to exact punishment on yourself in the name of justice but God taught me that all you need to do is admit, be sorry, and act on it
I've been in therapy for years. The loss of my soul mate and the grief from it is still destroying me one day at a time. Not sure how much fight I have left.
Someone with empathy to listen to how you feel without putting you down is exactly what therapy is, though. Or, at least what it SHOULD be. There's some crappy therapists out there.
Yes! even tho I have short term therapy on and off for 3 years until I was offer long term in beginning of 2020, started it end of 2020. Finish it in June this year (make it 18months) I have put a complaint in against someone as they didn't listen to me 1 night - I end up calling 111 for help because of those thoughts.
so didn't again need my thoughts read Citizen Soldier, you are really striking all the chords with me lately with these song shorts, it makes me feel less lonely/invisible in our great big world thank you. this is my problem I don't need therapy (the times i've tried helped only ever a little), i'm no longer so broken that i need fixing i can handle my life but i need meds to cope with my anxiety when it gets out of my ability to control for my really bad days when my brain turns from friend to foe, but i'll have to do counseling to earn a prescription , but the former will damage my self-worth long term more the pills can help so i'm caught in a catch-22. p.s. before anyone says anything about therapy isn't horrible it'll really help just buck up some courage, sorry no advice like that is needed, i know why i can't do therapy and i know how to keep in check on my mental health status without it, i'm just an anxious person by natural and on my bad days having something that is meant to calm you down and stabilizes you would be helpful but doctors for good reason don't give those things without a therapist approve. plus paying to do something painful doesn't tip the scale in favor of it, medical bills be crazy to add to pile of things to worry over also.
ok, for real. i really need this. i need someone who knows, someone who won't tell me to go see the pastor or to go ask my parents to see a therapist. i just need someone who won't walk away, but sit down next to me and comfort me. i've never been the guy who has had that many friends and i have many reasons for that. recently it seems that none of them actually cared because all they did was push me away or walk off or tell me to go and see someone. that's not what i need
Kinda funny how a friend of mine who we kinda council each other has had abuse issues whilst I don’t know how to explain mine, it’s just humorous how the broken can repair each other
I meet ALOT of depressed people on a game called VRchat, and as someone that's been dealing with depression for 15 years, and recently lost my only brother to suicide on Dec. 6th of this year; I know how hard it is, and I always try and be there for them however long they need me. And I always tell them that they can text me any time they need to talk, even if I'm at work; which I talked one of them off *that* ledge just the other night while at work.
For the longest time I believed I didn't need therapy but ended up saving my life. But I do understand. Every time I would try to reach out to my parents how I was feeling. I would get a religious talk or that I need to find a professional to talk to because they didn't want to hear it or couldn't handle the subject matter.
If this made you feel something and you wanna support me, you can presave my next song here: citizensoldier.band/presave - love you guys 🤍
This has me crying I can really 100%!!! I can't wait to hear this whole song. 😭😭😭😭
@TOASTER not sure yet
@@shaunanorth995 Same! I want it out now
What will the title be?
All these songs being dropped are hitting way to close to home and each one just gets better and better
ikr!
Here before a title even dropped
this song feels so close to home , whenever I told my problems to my friends they just said its okay it will go away and I'm sure they don't even remember a single word I told them ...
Thank you for this song. I have met people that try to fix me even though I literally tell them, "I don't want to be fixed. I just want to be heard."
It’s not really fair to expect people to listen to the same story and complaints over and over without a single change in your life or mannerisms. People have a limited amount of patience and sympathy. You don’t have to be fixed, but you can certainly try to be better
@@demonderpz7937 True, but I listen people who share the same thing over and over again until they are calm. Being an Empathetic person and also an introvert, I prefer to listen than talk. Some people don't understand than people who listen to them will help in their own way. For me I have a lot of patience with people and can share empathy with those people. People are different from one another.
But it's not always that easy for people to tell others about what's happening. Trust me I know, but these songs are exactly what it feels like and whenever someone asks if I could explain what depression feels like and I just play that one line from I'm not okay that's goes "It's a hell I could never explain"
All these teasers are getting me so hyped for the songs to be released😆
Love the music❤️
Woah- I swear people who are struggling are always told “go to therapy” or smth similar, but they forget that that’s not always gonna help them. I’m not saying that therapy isn’t good, it’s helped out many people I’m sure, I’m just saying that maybe that shouldn’t be the default answer.
I had to go therapy after my parents' got divorce and it did help at all after trying it for a mouth I didn't want to go anymore but the judge say I hand to keep going I try three different therapist neither of them help
For example, lonliness. How will a therapist help when u feeling lonly....and i don't mean the feeling of being alone, no Real lonliness. The feeling that even when u have Problems, there isn't someone who realy cares about it. How should a therpist who get Sold to help, help when this is the Problem.
@@ATypiclaNPC yeah
When I was a child, at the end of middle school (4th grade maybe) I had to go to theraphy because my school wanted me to get outside help. I was bullied at school, dealt with a lot already at that age (physical and verbal bullying and even someone pinning me to the ground and threating to kill me) and my loneliness took on a form of having imaginary friends and riding not existing horses with them.
Turns out I had severe anxiety and the first one I visited wasn't a pshychologist, but a pshychiatrist who wanted to put me on meds without therapy. Changed doctors went to a pshychologist. Went to therapy sessions weekly, learned to manage my anxiety and the panic attacks I started to develop. Got cleared after like 6 months. Didn't solve the bullying, and I still had severe anxiety and on rare occasions panic attacks. But at least had a child-safe herbal medicine for it and tactics to keep it mostly in check. 🤷♀️ I was never the problem.
Heck yeah! Thank you! I agree good therapy can help but it's not accessible to me but a kind ear and empathy from "help" places should be. They just say stuff like that. It dasn't help just makes me feel unheard and palmed off to someone eles. Bad "help" is why I feel the full force of many traumas left to rot while new ones go on top. We need to change the way the world thinks about these things and hear the people that know what it is really like. We still have voices even if no one hears. Thanks for your comment!
this hit me so much. not many people see it but those of us who struggle don't always need therapy, i wish my parents would understand.
Exactly this! It's like you heard the screams of my soul and translated it into words. 🧡
Yes!!!!
As someone who went to therapy thinking it would work this song hits close to home for me 🧡
Exactly! I know the standard move would be to go to therapy, but I think therapy would just make it worse, and I'm just not comfortable with it. I just want someone who I love to just hold me, listen and understand.
❤ this song hits me in ways I can't even say. You always write music that reminds me I'm not alone when I feel the way I do. Your amazing, thank you for sharing your music.
That's true. Sometimes people need a support from a friend much more than a therapist. I came across that multiple times now. People don't understand that us kid, even genZ, can also be severly depressed and not be the guilty one? Teachers always say that it's because of phone or our attidute, but what if you're trying your best to be a perfect kid and still don't get credit for everything you've done? I don't have social media. I have perfect grades and I understand every lecture, instead of just remembering every single sentence and study only for grades. I don't gossip almost at all. Instead I often say good things about people, because I really do think positivively of many. I help even when I'm not asked. And so, how is it my foult that I'm sad? Is it because I was born? I was born with respiratory problems that costed my parents a lot of money and we have financial problems. But I help out any way I know! So how is it my foult?! And I have a friend in class that not only suffers from depression, but also is suicidal. She went to many different therapists, but non of them helped. I don't know how it looks like to have theraphies, but I still knew that she needs an actual friend. Someone of her age that can support her and understand her.
So why is it so complicated to understand that theraphy isn't always the solution? People say to just go to theraphy and everything will be ok, but, first things first, not everyone can afford theraphy. Than, how much of help would it be? It's just simply complicated. But if others were more mindful maybe it wouldn't be like this?
"I need someone to feel my pain and not just walk away "
This line hits so hard.
It was so great to meet all you guys in Pocatello! Tell Kyle I say hi lol
You're music touched so many souls!
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I've been through alot and so have my friends, I introduced them to your music cause you helped me so much I thought you could help them and I was told that you saved their lives with the messages you send through your music, honestly you saved me too but thank you so much for helping my friends cause I don't know what i would have done if I would have lost them, you are such and amazing person and I wish I could do more then thank you, I will always support you and your music, I love you so much ❤️❤️❤️
I will always support you too
Your music never ceases to amaze me!
Thank you for all your music. It helped me through the darkest time of my life. Even when no one understands me your music does❤
Pre-saved the next song!^^ and I'm here before a title even showed up, wow. Another hard hitting song, incredible you guys!
I hope citizen soldier does a nu-metal song sometime
Almost all of your recent songs just hits too close to home... Can't wait to hear more❣
This songs speaks to me in a way. All of his songs are him knowing people's pain because he has been where his fans have been. Citizen Soldier would be a great person to talk about your problems because they know what's going inside our heads
Well damn, that hits really damn close to home🧡 I need this song in my life🧡
Literally my every day wrapped in a song. Amazing!
This one sounds like a good one, so many people can relate to this,I can relate to this song
Oh boy- gimme that full song guys!!!
For real, sounds great
I really need this song, it reaches into my soul and exactly how I feel.
I am in therapy and it is helpful, but if others in my life are also always trying to fix me be like a therapist too it makes me feel even more alone. But then I realize I have no idea if what I want instead is even reasonable. Maybe I messed up too much for too long to expect patience and gentleness?
I'm just so sick of "tough love"
I cannot wait for this one to drop too! ICU is going to be an amazing album. I still have Scarecrow on repeat and after listening to you guys for the last 6 years there hasn't been a song of yours that I haven't loved. Thank you for all you do ❤ Love you guys so much!
Well this hit me right in the feels. There's nothing wrong with getting therapy, but people also need to understand that therapy is NOT a cure all for everyone.
And these people need to realize that if they truly care about people getting better, they need to stop trying to push people to do something that won't work for them.
Much love for this one. Feels good to be heard 🧡🧡🧡🧡🧡🧡
This band in general is a godsend I’ve got to say that much. There songs that’ll help you get through crap
I feel this so deeply. I just wanna replay over and over.
It takes all of us who have lived it and felt it ourselves to be there for each other as no one understands better than we do
This right here! I'm not a thing you need to fix. I'm not a task you need to complete. All I want is for someone to listen to me without judgment. I want someone who will let me cry & who won't make me feel like I'm a burden. Sometimes I wonder if maybe I'm asking for too much...
I feel this so much. I’m not asking you to try to fix me, I just want to talk and have you listen and understand me.
My ex, the woman I thought I'd marry, broke up with me because I didn't want to go to therapy a year ago. I wanted to be better, so I got over the anxiety and pride, as well as the finances, and finally went to therapy after we broke up. For a year, one hour sessions once a week. After a year my therapist and I agreed that therapy was not helping. I might be a little broken, but I don't need fixing. I need someone to love my scars and not leave me when I need them most. When I break down, everyone says I need to pray or to go to therapy, but where are they? Why can't they hold me and tell me it's going to be alright?
I had to have therapy for a year and a half. I felt that the therapist did not see me for who I was. Therapy might help some people but it is not for everyone. All we ever need is an ear to listen to us and not judge us for who we are and put labels on us.
I agree stay In there HOWRA
OMG I needed this I'm dealing with a user on deviantART and I completely feel like this is what I needed today
Amen to this ❤ love it today I was anxious about going to church tomorrow because there are some people at church who just don’t understand and I want to go but I don’t want to confront them because I’m tired of their “advice” this song hits home
literally my life in a song what got me into your music was your song let it burn and then you started dropping hit after hit and now your my top listened artist on spotify and youtube thank you so much
Perfect descriptions of people needing your songs
CS is my therapy. 💙
The ironic thing is, not only do I want someone to just sit quietly and listen to me, but I'm also someone known to just sit there and listen quietly while someone else talks.
In my opinion therapy never helped me and many others. They in the end just care bout money cuz it's their jobs which I get. But these songs r the closest to someone understanding depression (ect) as u will get. Amazing songs. Can't wait for the song for anorexia to drop.
I love it I want to hear more of it I love all your music keep up the good work
Should write one about the person who's therapy is trying to fix someone
That hit differently ❤😢
This song definitely suits me
GAHHH I SWEAR THIS IS LITERALLY HOW I FEEL!!! you’ve done it again👏🏻 made a song that perfectly describes me and my trauma but in a reassuring way🤍 Forever at the top in my favorite artist/bands. 🫶🏻🫶🏻
Relatable as hell cause honestly I go to therapy or I used to and it was basically just them judging me for what I said which didn't help
This song spitting out facts I can't wait for It so I can cry with it
Best words ever song. Everyone tries to yells but don't hear what we are truly saying .
Brooo this is amazing! I love it!
I love all your music 🥰
Yes, this is true. We all need someone, someone like CitizenSoldier in real life :C
Threapy lasts an hour and not see you again till following month. So what’s the point of it. CITIZEN SOLDIERS is all the Threapy I need. I’m writing poetry and maybe you guys can use it to make a song. Ooh found a great venue for you when you come to London England. It’s called Rose Theatre in Kingston Surrey. It’s handy for those at a nearby mental health hospital I work volunteering as a peer support staff. And can arrange for them to come watch and listen to your positive messages through song. ❤ love you guys. Happy New Year 🥳 xx
yes please oh my goodness. I wish more people understood this.
Thanks so much for dropping a short every day
Another Life saver 💕💕.. love it . Y'all are awesome ❤️
I think it's an interesting song, I always like to listen to someone if someone has been helped with it 😞🖤👂
that's exactly how I think and feel. Thank you...
wow I'm literally crying 😢 right now because it's like the songs you make I could relate you know you should release this too
😢this….this song….my parents when I tell them how I’m feeling they always give me a lecture or preach to me….and all iV ever wanted was somebody to listen I….that’s all I want is it to hard to ask for that….this hit hard really hard Ty can’t wait for it to drop I’ll be blasting it through my headphones when it does 😢🧡🖤
Amazing work on making people not feel alone❤
the words are the truth!!!I feel the same!!!
oh my God can I send this to the lifeline workers that harm me with thire words when I just need empathy and someone to hear me? I wish!
I love y’all’s music so good and relatable
I feel like I've been saying all these words lately. I want nothing more than for my family to just be able to talk to me without pointing fingers at each other or dismissing my feelings. I'm also really tired of the therapy suggestions because at this point, talking to a stranger about my problems will be nothing more than a waste of time and money.
The words here in this song snippet I completly agree with.... its not that I need therepy, I just dont want to be left alone, I need someone to be there with me but not act like a preacher... I just wish that people could understand that Im not looking for a therapist... Im looking for a friend....
Wow this hits hard but its so nice to hear something that I've always wanted to say but couldn't.
It hurts when they say they understand but you know they are only saying that to shut you up. They will never take the time to realize how you really feel ever.
Yess I love all your song please release more it helps a lot I can relate to most of them easily ❤❤
this is so relateable, just wow!
Not me downloading the UA-cam audio and hearing on repeat while heading to sleep 🤌💜 love all their song by the way
Untitled video moment👍
Sounds great though
So I have to say this in the past week or so you have came out with a lot of Miami a lot of good many songs a lot of them are bangers I don't want to be selfish but I would love to listen to all those songs keep on doing what you're doing man you're doing amazing things
Why does that hit so hard
This one means a lot to me because I wanted to be that person for someone but i did sometimes be the person to want to fix but I am so proud of myself that I understood that you just need to be a true friend and That is who I am today ❤✝️ it's not easy to see all your mistakes and sins in front of you without wanting to exact punishment on yourself in the name of justice but God taught me that all you need to do is admit, be sorry, and act on it
I love your music
I've been in therapy for years. The loss of my soul mate and the grief from it is still destroying me one day at a time. Not sure how much fight I have left.
Someone with empathy to listen to how you feel without putting you down is exactly what therapy is, though.
Or, at least what it SHOULD be. There's some crappy therapists out there.
Yes! even tho I have short term therapy on and off for 3 years until I was offer long term in beginning of 2020, started it end of 2020. Finish it in June this year (make it 18months) I have put a complaint in against someone as they didn't listen to me 1 night - I end up calling 111 for help because of those thoughts.
so didn't again need my thoughts read Citizen Soldier, you are really striking all the chords with me lately with these song shorts, it makes me feel less lonely/invisible in our great big world thank you.
this is my problem I don't need therapy (the times i've tried helped only ever a little), i'm no longer so broken that i need fixing i can handle my life but i need meds to cope with my anxiety when it gets out of my ability to control for my really bad days when my brain turns from friend to foe, but i'll have to do counseling to earn a prescription , but the former will damage my self-worth long term more the pills can help so i'm caught in a catch-22.
p.s. before anyone says anything about therapy isn't horrible it'll really help just buck up some courage, sorry no advice like that is needed, i know why i can't do therapy and i know how to keep in check on my mental health status without it, i'm just an anxious person by natural and on my bad days having something that is meant to calm you down and stabilizes you would be helpful but doctors for good reason don't give those things without a therapist approve. plus paying to do something painful doesn't tip the scale in favor of it, medical bills be crazy to add to pile of things to worry over also.
I love this. Exactly dead on what'd in my brain
ok, for real. i really need this. i need someone who knows, someone who won't tell me to go see the pastor or to go ask my parents to see a therapist. i just need someone who won't walk away, but sit down next to me and comfort me. i've never been the guy who has had that many friends and i have many reasons for that. recently it seems that none of them actually cared because all they did was push me away or walk off or tell me to go and see someone. that's not what i need
I just learned that Citizen Soldier is the band I listened to most this year. Over 578 minutes. I'm so happy, love you guys
THANK YOU BECAUSE THIS IS SO ME!!
I can relate 🥺🧡
The title still makes me smile.
I'd love to see this one your next album I can relate to this song alot
Oh this brings so many memories 😭
Beautiful as always.
Kinda funny how a friend of mine who we kinda council each other has had abuse issues whilst I don’t know how to explain mine, it’s just humorous how the broken can repair each other
Sounds amazing
This is beautiful
I really like this one!
I meet ALOT of depressed people on a game called VRchat, and as someone that's been dealing with depression for 15 years, and recently lost my only brother to suicide on Dec. 6th of this year; I know how hard it is, and I always try and be there for them however long they need me.
And I always tell them that they can text me any time they need to talk, even if I'm at work; which I talked one of them off *that* ledge just the other night while at work.
Gonna set this as my new ringtone
It gets better and better! 🔥🔥🔥
Sometimes I'm being that type o' guy who always tries to save someone even if one does not need it. I want to get rid of this issue
More of these Songs can you please come to bremen in Germany i want to see you playing 🥺
For the longest time I believed I didn't need therapy but ended up saving my life.
But I do understand. Every time I would try to reach out to my parents how I was feeling. I would get a religious talk or that I need to find a professional to talk to because they didn't want to hear it or couldn't handle the subject matter.