「Original」 Poison (Thanks for Nothing)(Explicit)【Jayn】(2017)
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- Опубліковано 23 сер 2024
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This is my version of an original Vocaloid song I released a couple of years ago. It's been such a long time that I'm able to see it from a somewhat different perspective now.
I was angry and hurt at the time of writing it. My relationship with this person is different today. They're still who they are and I don't know if we'll ever have the relationship I wished we had, but ...
It was really interesting to be able to see and hear so clearly how I felt back then, and it gave me an opportunity to reevaluate those feelings and put them to rest.
I get really nervous releasing originals of this nature. It's like sharing an audio diary entry, it's just me venting and speaking in rhyme.
I go into them thinking "These feelings are overwhelming and I have to express myself." I put my feelings into the music and the lyrics and listening back to the song I can hear them.
Writing and sharing my feelings is one of my only ways to honestly express myself.
Somewhere along the way here on UA-cam I've become afraid of putting my honest feelings out there. Maybe it's the pressure that comes with gaining momentum or the result of the experiences I've had growing up. I just get nervous that it'll be 'taken the wrong way'.
In any case, I think the only way I'll ever be happy is if I can learn to see my reflection and just accept what I see, so I'll keep releasing songs that are honest - even if I'm afraid of what people think of me, or afraid of having to confront myself. I hope to keep improving along the way.
I can't wait to share the more recent things I've been working on. I've learned a lot about composing since "Poison". I even tried to go back and rework the instrumental a little bit but it's been so long all of the files are just broken lol.
Onward towards the future, I guess. Thank you for listening and for giving me a way to express myself. I couldn't do it without you guys, and it's a sort of once-in-a-lifetime opportunity I'll never take for granted. No matter what the future has in store, the fact that I ever got to write music and have this chance will be cherished by me forever.
Special thanks to Lunacy for the art! She's such a sweetie, and offered to help out of the kindness of her heart when my original artist disappeared. And of course, thank you to SynK for slaving away on the video for me and getting it done so quickly. I love u.
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No fuckin way
YOO
CALLED IT LESGOOO
Can't wait for it 🖤🖤🖤
Hell yeah
Im going to court this week against my abusive mom and this song really said everything I've been thinking all these years and I wish I could have her hear this. This was very validating thank you Jayn
So how’d it go?
how did it gooo
How did the court go ?
How did it go?
how did it go?
So much better than all the stuff on the radio.
your right
Literally-
Ik right
Mhm
Don't evennn fr-💀✋
HOT DAMN THIS IS SO HOT BLOODED I LOVE IT
Ayyyyy Kuraiinu!
Yes.
hey kura love your vids
Beautiful, Isn't it?
@xC A U T I O U S P L A Y E Rx ikr
I've never felt so personally touched from a song like this before. It really does express an emotion of betrayal and hatred, and I can't help but sympathise with each line of the song--- GOD I LOVE THIS SO MUCH
ugh yes
I've seen you on a unravel made by [lizz robinette] saying "lizz has unraveled my heart" :))))
Lollia!? :O
Omgheheheh lollia 🥺🥺🥺💖
¨the worst part is that you won´t even hear this song¨
Felt so much
i never will believe than a song can express how i feel when i was a little girl until now
Oml same
Ya me too
@@silent04_ I'm in the same exact boat. Going to college dorms was my hope, but now I have to wait.
Stay strong, we'll get out eventually :)
Can’t relate. But I can still sympathise with you.
Memetic kill Agent Same. I hope that everyone gets the help they need.
O GOD MY PURE, PRECIOUS BABY EARS
Maragash haha
#Worth
you'd be surprised at how many baby ears/eyes there still are.
Maragash if you watch UA-cam u ain't got pure precious baby ears man I'm just saying :3
My ears r very satisfied after listening to that
The Yandere Princess has grown and evolved. Now she is the Yandere Queen. HOLY BLEEPING HECKORONI.
On a more serious note, Jayn, this is definitely your most powerful song ever to date. It's not just the swearing that gives it its edge (although for many it will stand out). Its edge and power come from the fact that you draw inspiration from a personal experience in which you were in a place of pain and hurt. And I can honestly say you delivered in so many ways and then some! Thank you for sharing this with us!
Holy heckoroni, Joe. Thank you so much!
LittleJayneyCakes You're amazing ^-^
LittleJayneyCakes EHRMEAHGEARD THISISFRISKENAMAZING
Guessssssssssss what?!?!
Noki phones
VaX Gaming friken.....lucky.....
Wow, knowing this song had such a significant meaning for you puts it on a whole new level. It's amazing.
I hope you feel more comfortable putting your honest emotions out more, it's beautiful. Stay strong!
it doesn't matter if those emotions are about getting revenge or loving someone, what's beautiful about them is that they provide a way to express ourselves through art. You can create a masterpiece from pain and yes, that's beautiful.
I would recommend checking out her other Originals. She sings using those emotions she gets and its very beautiful.
Elijah Hamm IKR!!!
This video needs waaaaay more views
i-i am weak so I can't defend myself...
I've been loving poison since the original came out
Firella Rosebud same
Firella Rosebud same
Firella Rosebud I one time cried for days because I had the original Vocaloid version in a playlist and it said the video was changed to private and couldn't be viewed any more and I was devastated. Thankfully, she changed it back, and I've been a happy camper since lol
Do you still?
"I didn't want you to be superman"
" i only wanted you to hold my hand"
HOW I FEEL WHEN SOMEONE OVER REACTS
Trueeee
Isabelle DeMoss Me looking at this comment “👀 ThIs Is DeF nOt Me”
IKR
I dont even wanna hold anyone's hand xD
Omg I've loved the cyber diva version so long but hearing your actual voice with it puts it on a whole new level of awesome
Love it
Simply Vantastic that's so true
You got a nice 600 likes after 4 years
I've held onto this song for years, and one of the things that's kept a goal ahead of me is the phrase "The blood of the coven is thicker than the water of the womb". If someone is refusing to give you basic dignity or respect, you don't even have to hesitate about cutting them out. Yes, even family. Blood means nothing if only one person attempts to keep a healthy relationship.
17 days ago i ended a six year relation because we had some toxic behavior and this song helped me during two horrible stages of it. First was when she open our relation and the second when i gave up. I loved your song since 2018 and followed you since then, i cry everytime i listen to this song and its the reason i haven´t gave up.
Thank you so very much Jayney and i hope after 5 years your heart heal as i hope mine eventually will.
The vocaloid version was good and all but I love this more...you can feel the passion of the underlying hatred from the character portrayed
I know a lot of people think this is about a Yandere or just a girl who is in love and he rejected her or cheated on her etc
But I think this is about a little girl who wanted to be perfect for her father and he abused her and she finally understands how wrong it was and she doesn't care about how he thinks about her but deep inside she will always love him. Just my thoughts though
Wait people thought it was a yandere? I always thought it was a parent.
It actually explains in the description-
Or mother
I was introduced to this by abusive father videos so yeah
I thought it was mom and the dad
I love your originals. Your lyrics and melodies are so beautiful and hauntingly sad.
They are really special.
The fact that this is personal for you makes it feel so much more emotional and deep-touching (if that makes sense?) as well.
Thanks for sharing with us, Jayney!
What’s everyone’s favorite line/lines and why? Mine is
“No, I’m not too sensitive,
And I’m not incompetent,
You failed the job that you were meant to have in my life!
No I’m not incompetent,
No I’m not too sensitive,
And if you really cared then you’d just say you’re sorry!”
I need to remember that not everything is my fault. The fact that I am emotionally scarred is _his_ fault, not mine. It also fits me quite a lot- I snap back at people, no matter their position, when I think I’m being disrespected. I can’t stand people who abuse power to get their way, and won’t take it when a teacher is rude to me because they can get away with it even if it gets me in trouble.
@Oreo Cookie Same here.
"The saddest part is that you won't even hear this song..."
Mines: “Why couldn’t you love and protect me?”
to the music playlist it goes
couch potato Ikr
Wise choice.
Personal pieces like this are always wonderfully made, in my opinion. They're authentic and raw with emotion, and the way that you sing this makes it clear that this is something that you have experienced, yourself. Even those who cannot empathize still sympathize in some way because of just how real this sentiment is. This song is, honestly, one of my favourites to come from you. The sheer emotion just pouring out from every letter of this song resonates deeply with me-especially because I have a figure in my life who I can attribute these lyrics to.
So thank you.
Thank you for putting your heart out there like this. And thank you for how authentic and heart-wrenchingly real this song is. It's wonderful, and I hope you continue to create original content like this.
When I first heard this song when it was released I understood it but now I fully relate to it. Each line I can relate too and it’s honestly scary. My favorite lines that I relate to a bit too much:
“And from a real young age I learned to cope with pain”
“Sorry that I didn’t turn out the way that you wanted I guess that’s why you didn’t stay”
“Why wasn’t I good enough? guess I just don’t mean much”
“Should I be sorry that I’ve had enough? Of broken promises, excessive harsh judgments, and subtle rejections”
“Why couldn’t you love and accept me?”
“Why should I let you go free if you can’t stop hurting me?”
“I’m not too sensitive and I’m not incompetent you failed that job that you were supposed to have in my life”
“And if you really cared then you’d just say you’re sorry”
“I wish, that things had been different but now I just can’t leave it all behind”
This is really such a comfort song to me and it’s always upset me that it still hasn’t got the recognition it deserves. Being mistreated by your parents and to an extent your siblings does do a lot a damage, it really hurts.
i used to think i was listening to this song senselessly when it came out, but now that i’m nearly an adult… i think i just related to it and didn’t realize 😭😭 on the brighter side, this song still sounds phenomenal 6 years later!!!
the title ''thanks for nothing'' hits harder when you grew up with mental/emotional neglect
I never wanted to play make believe,
I tried to stay within reality.
And from a real young age,
I learned to cope with pain,
I never was the same.
I didn't want you to be superman,
I only wanted you to hold my hand.
I guess I asked too much,
Or wasn't worth enough,
But I kept faith because -
You're supposed to love and protect me.
[ Sorry that I didn't turn out the way
that you wanted, but I just wanted you to stay. ]
You're suppose to love and accept me.
[ Instead, I waited wasting so much time,
and without you - I really had to sacrifice -
the part of my heart that believed dreams could come to life. ]
I played my part, you had my heart,
believed it all would work out - without a shred of doubt,
(I did my part
You had my heart
I believed, you'd be there for me)
But in your eyes, I couldn't fly,
(But in your eyes, I couldn't fly)
Why wasn't I good enough?
Guess I just don't mean much,
it's too late,
to quit this game?
Fill me with poison - make me numb,
I don't care if my heart stops
Feed me your bullshit, hope it works,
That's all you're fucking good for.
[ // Thanks for nothing. // ]
Should I apologize for giving up?
Should I be sorry that I've had enough?
Of broken promises,
excessive harsh judgements,
and subtle rejections.
Are you aware of what you've done to me?
Or are you so just blind that you can't see -
the scars that you've left here,
mutating into fear,
of people getting near.
Why didn't you love and accept me?
[ Sorry that I didn't turn out the way
that you wanted, I guess that's why you didn't stay. ]
Why couldn't you love and protect me?
[ Instead, I waited wasting so much time,
and without you - I really had to sacrifice -
the part of my heart that believed dreams could come to life. ]
You had a chance,
I took it back.
Why should I let you go free -
when you can't stop hurting me?
(You had a chance,
I took it back
I'm sorry,
But you're the one who chose to leave,)
Wish I were strong,
enough to hold ... on,
(Wish I were strong, I could hold on)
But the ache grows and grows,
As long as I still can't say 'no',
So ... you've got to go.
Swallow your poison, just one gulp,
I want you to drink it all.
Have just a taste of what you serve,
this is how bad your lies hurt.
[ // Thanks for nothing. // ]
I'm not too sensitive,
And I'm not incompetent.
You failed the job that you were meant to have in my life,
No, I'm not incompetent.
No, I'm not too sensitive.
And if you really cared then you'd just say you're sorry!
The saddest part is that you won't even hear this song.
I wish, that things had been different,
But now I just can't leave it all behind.
If I could heal the wounds within, maybe we both could start again,
For now I can't, my heart is cracked, so until then ...
Can't let you in, this is the end.
Fill me with poison - make me numb,
I don't care if my heart stops
Feed me your bullshit, hope it works,
That's all you're fucking good for.
Swallow your poison, just one gulp,
I want you to drink it all.
Have just a taste of what you serve,
this is how bad your lies hurt.
Thank you, Now I may sing along
Thanks for being willing to put yourself out there Jayn. I think most of us have made things that simultaneously we're proud of but don't want people to see. But you're brave enough to tear down your own walls and share them. Music quality aside, it pretty inspiring. *hugs*
It might be good that I don't know you IRL. I'm only a hugger for a few people, but I think you would be one of them because I find my self basically signing a good number of my messages to you with internet hugs.
This song has been a godsend to me... this will probably be buried, but I'm fine with that. I just want to say thank you for making this, this hit very close to home. Well...I'm sorry, but I feel the need to share my reaction to watching this.
I just happened across this video by random chance, having no idea what to expect I hit play...
I don't know when it started, but I realized that at some point early on I'm crying. Not a small amount either.
I can't believe what I'm hearing... this was...is... my relationship with them.
The parallels that I can see with this story/song compared to my own history is... well...
Well... it felt like someone actually understood and could relate to what I've been through
Relate to the part of me that I don't want to admit to, as well about how much it hurts me
The part of me that still lives in pain... was lessened knowing that I'm not alone in being treated like this.
I always fell for all Their shit, they manipulated me and put me through so many disasters
They instilled a sense of 'I'm not worth love' and 'Life will always disappoint you' into me
While I'm doing extremely well with my mental state of mind (been in therapy for many years working on my issues)
Their shadow still haunts me but seeing this actually gives me strength
It reminds me that washing my hands of them was the best decision that I could have done for myself.
They... He did it already, so I might as well return the favor.
To him I say 'Thanks For Nothing'
But to you, I say thank you for creating such a beautiful piece! Powerful work, I didn't know I capable of reacting like that! :D
The song and voice really depicts the pain that you've experienced in the past.
If ever you need a shoulder to cry on, we're here for you, Jayn.
^_^
I relate to this song on intense emotional levels. crying so hard
my baby ears!
are satisfied ;)
My baby ears!
Never existed(and are satisfied)
@@ahuman2544 same..
This made me smile. It reminds me of how I felt in third grade well to now when I was being bullied and no one cares about me. Thank you for posting this and making me smile for the furst time today at 12:30 midnight
Im sorry about what happened to you in 3rd grade, I've been there before. Although... how does this song relate to that..?
I know how you feel Jade Beason
I was hurt to much by student and teacher alike all throughout my life
I, by no means ,am trying to one-up you I was just trying to tell you that... There are people like me and Thomas-Isaac Arcino out there who can help and support you ☺️ lots of love
Well, technically, if it was 12:30 AM, there would've only been 30 minutes in the say so far. So, it wouldn't be too impressive if that was the first time you smiled that day.
Isn't third grade like... 8 years old? Or maybe not America is weird j don't understand it
it will get better
The amount of raw emotion woven into a beautiful spectacle of heartfelt is amazing. Lovely work.
I'm emotionally abused by my father, this is how I feel....
Edit: I've kept him from being so much in my life so I don't get too hurt by him. It kinda works and I can just be myself at school.
3 year update: things still aren’t great, but i have an amazing support system and i’ve learned a lot about what to do. My instagram is _ladycaitlyn_ if anyone ever wants to talk to me or ask about legal options they have/ways to process trauma!
Lady Katelyn
My dad emotionally/verbally abuses me too
Unfortunately, he’s a big chunk of my life :/
I have to lie and say the bullies are the reason I’m so depressed
But he’s always been the real bully
I am so sorry you guys have to go through that. Hope you guys will find the light that will guide you to happiness.😇
....deep
My dad verbally, emotionally, mentally, and physically abuses me, my mother, and my sister. Luckily, my aunt and uncle keep most of it under control. I kept under control by getting a guidance counselor and CPS (Child Protective Services) to help.
My mom verbally emotionally and has threatened physical abuse almost every day me I know how you feel....Hopefully you're out of there by now....
this song hits me riight in the mommy issues
I bought this song when it first came out overwhelmed by the flood of emotion that this song invoked, and hearing it again recently again has made my heart heavy. I am the person, the one forced to drink my own poison, my endless lies and neglect imploding in my face. I saw it right before it happened, with nothing to do but wait and accept what was to come, and now I regret letting things get to this point. This song will alway be a reminder to me what I let myself become, and my future motivation to over come it.
I’ve come back to this song after years and it reminds me of him all over again, and I relate to it so much and it brings me so much comfort. For everyone else this song is about a toxic parent but for me it’s about a friend who won’t stop hurting me. This song is really special to me for that reason
LittleJayneyCakes you prolly wont read this and if you do it means alot to me.... thank you for everything,the undertale songs the collabs and most of all (you might not find this surprising) inspiring me to let my voice be heard, now i may be that fan with crappy social skills but thank you sorry thank you or sorry letters/notes are not my thing so i tried my best
I promise to my future child it will be different than how I was treated, you will grow up respected and understood and loved. I promise.
Decided to go down memory lane and listen to this song again,man it's making me have 2017 nostalgia
I can resinate with this song on a spiritual level. I had sent this song to someone in my life hoping that they would get the message. But they didn't. I now barely if ever talk to them. They don't deserve to be in my life...but luckily he cares more about his 'business' than his own kids.
Omg its like I wrote this :(
I was just listening to the VOCALOID version
Little_ Rabbit_ SAME! And I was just thinking about what if she made a cover
+Little_ Rabbit_ Wait, since she was the one who wrote the song, would it technically not be a cover? I mean I don't think it's possible to cover your own song even if you have a vocaloid sing it first.
Yeah, the band reol has wrote multiple songe that have turned into vocaloid songs for example and I think it kinda sucks cause most people think that vocaloid wrote the songs when in fact it was just turned into a vocaloid song. Gigantic otn for example, written by reol along with luvatorrry!!
I'm a bit of a fan or reol if you couldn't tell lol
Send me the link, i looked it up but only found this cover. I want to hear the vocaloid version and then decide which one i like more (most likely this one)
This hits different when you've just ended your friendship with someone you considered a "best friend"
I remember listening to this four years ago and not thinking much of it but after my mom's toxic behaviors came to light this song holds so much more weight to me personally.
People ask me to define perfection
I link them to this video
[ELITE] ya
YAS
Just link her entire channel!
poison was the first song I've heard from your channel, and I was going trough a really tough time then, and now listening to this new version I actually saw what you meant about changing your point of view...
thanks for that awesome song once more.
holy crap, when I first saw the title saying "thanks for nothing" i thought it was about us subscribers not donating on patreon, anyone else think that? (honestly i would totally give you money, i will....one I get some)
Whoa. I would never write a whole song just to be passive aggressive about not getting money ahahaha.
LittleJayneyCakes Maybe as an April Fools joke lol... Just kidding!
I assumed that it would be probably a Yandere thing. I was kinda close.
I thought that too but about something going on with haters on her channel while I haven't been here for like...a SUPER LONG time so I kinda felt nervous and guilty for not being here 😌
@@LittleJayneyCakes XD
it's so weird to hear her say fuck 😮
Theonewhosins ikr XD
yeah
ikr
Theonewhosins HAH I LISTEN TO THIS IN SCHOLL (with headphones)
To this day, i come back to this song when I have to deal with my father. I think I've finally lost all care for the man. When I move out of the state later this year, I'll never have to hear from him again...I can't wait.
I listen to this song as a catharsis for all the emotional and physical abuse I’ve faced from my father. Thank you, Jayney. If I didn’t have this beautifully truthful piece of music to vent with I’m not sure how I would cope with it all. My numbness has stopped the onslaught of tears I used to cry to this song, but its significance is still huge. Again, and a million times over, thank you. 🧡
**on max volume**
**next to my older sister**
*Feed me your bullshit hope it works*
**instantly minimized the volume**
Neo Nokiaa as I read FEED ME YOIR BULLSHIT the song played it lol
Also
*"Thats all your F*cking good for"*
That is one reason why earphones exist🤣
I know this is supposed to be about a significant other, but the lyrics really make me think of a girl confronting her emotionally abusive father. I wish I could show this to the man who raised me, because it's everything I want to say to him but never could.
Actually, I’ve never specified exactly what it’s about. In an earlier released version, I actually made it a point to say it’s not about a romantic relationship, but I’d like everyone to take what they need from it.
Oh gosh sorry! Most of the other comments were saying it was romantic, so I guess I just assumed. But thank you!
I COULD FEEL THE EMOTION IN THE MUSIC. ITS FLOWING THROUGH MY BODY. GREAT WORK!
I say fuck every other word and it has never sounded like a bad word until I heard it in her voice in this song... XD
Jaehee Kang Jaeheeee :0
Jaehee Kang
JAEHEE LOVE ME
Jaehee Kang Oppa!~
Jaehee Kang Oppa!~
Jaehee Kang HELLO BAEHEE PLEASE MARRY ME
3 years later I still watching this.
Thank you so much for giving us all of these songs, this channel is criminally underrated!
Who needs sleep when you have THE SONG YOU'VE BEEN WAITING FOR
Right now, I can almost completely relate to this song. Thank you so much Jayn, for letting me know I'm not alone.
Still listening in 2021! Don't think I'll ever stop!
This song perfectly describes the relationship between me and my father
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LittleJayneyCakes I clicked so fast!!! I love this song!!!
LittleJayneyCakes I'm not used to hearing you curse but this song is lit XD good work once again! Keep singing cause your voice is beautiful, and you probably won't see or respond to this but I don't care, I love your voice and your music, keep doing what you love and making everyone happy😸✌️❤️❤️❤️❤️
Angelique Garcia I agree with you,LittleJayneyCakes keep singing!!!
LittleJayneyCakes I love your channel your voice is so beautiful too!!!!😄
Did anyone else flinch when she cursed?
I've felt so much on this song, I've sang it loud and proud because I am so angry and will probably ever will be, not for exactly the same reason, the person didn't left, and she should had. I left instead and thought this song is so cathartic to me. Thanks for singing it.
I remember listening to this when I was little and now I can actually relate to it 👁👁💧
OHMYGOD SAME
ayyyyyy same (also epithet erased pfp 👁👁)
I Iove how this song this song illustrates betrayal. It can be used for different types of betrayal. Such as a realtionship or friendship.
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*Grabs Knife* Who disliked THIS MASTERPIECE!
give me the names, I only need the names.
hey it's ok, they're entitled to there own opinion even if its very stupid
MalevoletXZ and a face
Never! 😆
Go get 'em!
wow this song came out on the my breakup date kinda helped me cope with it abit.
Maribeth Bueno send these lyrics to your ex
I feel the same... I broke up with my bf after a year two weeks ago and this song says what I would never have been able to word (even if the song is not about romance, actually)
I'm Hungarian and such as Jayn does, I like write translyrics for Vocaloid and anime songs so I decided to write a Hungarian lyrics for this song to help me cope with my situation
Maribeth Bueno
I love when I find songs that do that for people.
On a side note, I spy a Tamara in your pic
This is extremely underrated...This song is excellent
I found this song like a year ago and rn i looked though my likes to find it, and as you can see i did and I'm glad i can listen to this song again!
I wish I would have seen this sooner. Listening to songs like Copycat (Vocaloid) helped me realize I was in an emotionally abusive relationship. It's been about a year now since I've gotten out of it, but his scars still poisoned me and I have trouble trusting people now.
This song really hit me on a personal level, even more than Copycat did, and I am so grateful to have seen this in my recommended.
I appreciate that you shared your experience with us Jayney. Thank you so much. Don't be afraid to share your thoughts
Currently escaping from an abusive relationship and feeling this song strong
Listening to this song since it came out for the day I finally leave all the abusive people in my life behind for good. It's difficult when it's your own family but their days with me are numbered and they'll never know it until I'm gone. They don't even deserve a final acknowledgement, that's how done I am.
My favourite song
O SHIT A VOCAL VERSION! This is one of the only original songs by a UA-camr I really liked, and I always wanted to hear a version that was sung instead of a vocaloid. Both versions are great, though I definitely feel like the emotion comes out better on this one!
I listened to this last year and I loved it... came back and I still love it
I wish I could know more about the origin , but for me the song accurately reflects my childhood with my father's side of the family, always being cast away because I wasn't how they wanted me to be, I can confidently say I shed a few tears listening to this song. it's a beautiful work of art and I can't help but to be drawn to it, just like the rest of your music I want to say it's your voice. regardless this song kinda helped me realize somethings that I'm going to have to work out. do keep going writing music your incredibly gifted in the field.
omg...this was posted on my birthday :D
now im older i realise this hits home too hard
I love it when you put out originals, and I'm pretty sure almost everyone else here does too. So don't be afraid, we're here to support you all the way and because we live what you do. Keep up the great work, have a nice day/night. Thank you for what you do.
Oh my god this POPS OFF
this song reminds me of everything I thought and felt when I was a child dealing with my abusive father, I remember finding this song a year after it released, when I was 17, and had finally had enough and cut him out of my life for good, I'm 22 now and I come back to this song everytime I think about reaching out to him, and all the memories flood back as I listen to this song, all the times he beat me, all the times I came home from school and he was drunk, and all the times he manipulated me, as well as all the verbal abuse. Once I remember all that I put my phone away. I still worry for my little brother who's stuck under his thumb
This song explain everything.
Ah thanks needed a song to cheer me up after two weeks of people betraying and hurting me always good to hear you sing
I discovered this recently and now I’m listening to it while my alcoholic father is making me hate him more and more. I believe the word is irony
Not irony/lh but I relate-
Back when I was like 10 I loved this song for this channel having "yandere songs" but now being older and realizing some of the ways i was psychically/mentally/sexually abused and waiting to leave, it means so much
One year later and i still love this song...
I never commented originally but its more because i was so personally hit by this song it actually made me cry because of how i feel about my dad
So i just wanted to say i doubt you'll ever read this but thank you for this song
Even though this is not my favorite work of yours, I'm really glad you posted this because I can really see your feelings through the song! I absolutely love it. Please keep sharing honest songs, I love to see this side of you and I'm glad that by listening somehow I'm helping!
I don't remember if I commented on this before... But I remember listening to it four years ago, and it still hits home for me harder than a baseball.
This is very well made! ^^ It reminds me of my parents... Ever since I came out as transgender they've just been unbearable. I don't want them to call me Aaron or to treat me like the boy I am! I just want them to mean it when they say they love me, or to hug me warmly, not treat it like a necessary ritual...
Also, would I be able to use this for a cover for my own UA-cam channel? Covers and original songs is what I REALLY want to use my channel for.
Aaron Schneider I feel bad for you ;n;
Aaron Schneider I know, I don't know you...But I still support you! ^^
Calibri The Skeleton Thank you! ^^ It means a lot to me!
Aaron Schneider I can relate to this as far as my mom goes. She's really abusive. Especially since I came out.
I have been listening to this song practically since it was dropped. I would relate to some parts, but not entirely back then. But coming back to this song again, I relate fully now. I have finally snapped. Accepting that the way he would treat me wasn't healthy and that no matter how many chances I would give him to change, he would never become the dad that I envisioned in my head. It hurts, but my anger and hatred towards him are much more than what the little girl in me feels. I will never let myself stoop so low, only to get a crumb of love and happiness from him anymore.
Thank you so much LittleJayneyCakes. I know you created this song to vent, but you don't know how much comfort it would bring me
Me and my history of very toxic parents: *vibing*
Edit: Got to see a new therapist recently, told her all about my childhood, her first words of wisdom were "That's actually emotional abuse"
Edit: Came back to this song 2 years later, I've moved out of my parents house and living many states away with the love of my life
im so sorry to hear that...so,this is all true stories huh...what a cruel reality...again, im still loving this song even its been 4 years...thanks to lunacy because she made the arts right? at least you have her! cheer up!
You have no idea how much this song means to me right now. I'm dealing with the fallout from a relationship that started off good, got bad, got fantastic, then devolved into an abusive one. You're singing my soul here. Everything I feel is here which helps tremendously since I have high functioning autism and can't always express how I feel most of the time. Thank you for giving me a voice.
The amount of emotion put within this song just gave me chills. It's a great song.
Jayney, I usually don't comment on videos. But, this song gives me chills and makes me cry, describing perfectly what happened between me and my mother. So, thank you, Jayney. Not only for this song, but every single song you give to us. We love you, please, keep up being awesome.♡
Back then i thought this was a breakup song 👁️👄👁️ but now i realize that this goes towards parents... I know can relate to it
Pretty sure, that Jayn's comment section is the only place on the whole Internet. That I'm nice :D
That's so sweet. ♥
Rage Mode yeah. totally true for me as well 》¤》
The anguish and anger behind the voices… it’s really powerful.
10/10 - Would listen to again.
Yep
My mom was emotionally and physically abusive. It’s always amazing finding songs that are relatable because it helps me remember that I’m not alone. This song is powerful and so meaningful. I couldn’t stop myself from crying. Thank you for this.
I've listened to the original a lot, so it's very interesting to hear a new version. The evolution between the two really makes it feel like a resolution, like listening to that version versus this one, I've been told a story. One's more heartbroken, the other more defiant. Both are relatable and it feels good to get this ending.
This song can be summed up as follows:
"You used and abused me for most of my life, but now I am my own person, and you can frankly get the Fuck out of my life."
Fantastic song, by the way!