You're a beautiful person who has touched millions of people around the world. I am so glad I subbed to you because your mixes honestly make my day brighter. So we as community will always support you no matter what, because we love you dreamy!
Thanks for all the mixes you make! I like listening to them for studying mainly, but also just as calm background music for whatever I'm doing at the moment. I wish I could support you, but I can't. Anyways, have a happy holiday!
The art on this reminds me of myself on this dreary day in december, no family to share the holidays with, friends have all but withered, and im haunted by memories of my past...but after looking down and backwards my entire life i finally feel like i can lift my head up and look forward. People always try to knock me down when im living in grace...but now i just smile and walk through them...as if they are just ghosts...though i have become the ghost...but maybe i like it that way.
I felt this. Although I have no attachment to any one of you, I’d love to just share issues and give advice. As far as I’m concerned, we are all we have here in the comments
It hurts seeing your ex-best friend on the street or in the school hallways. You guys have had those most intimate moments together and know each other's darkest secrets but now all you do is smile or ignore them. I miss my ex-best friend. No matter how much he hurt me, I will always have a place in my heart for her.
Same bro, came here to clear my thoughts to the beats and ended up reading the comments. safe travels friend, may tomorrow bring good fortune and happiness.🙏
Since everyone is telling their stories, I'll share mine. About 3 or 4 months ago I moved to a city 10x bigger than the one I lived in my entire life. I came to college and I'm totally alone and on my own, without friends or family. And in my country there is not much lofi community (I live in Brazil) and since I saw this spectacular community, I felt welcomed by strangers and that I have friends without knowing them. After reading the comments I feel better. I feel like I'm alone, but with people who are also alone. You, who are reading, take it easy, this will pass, receive a virtual hug from me. Strength, warrior.
I'm going trough the same right now, moved from my small village to Madrid, capital of Spain, a couple weeks ago and I've been pretty much alone since then. You're not alone in this mate. Sending good vibes from Spain. ^^
I'm growing more and more distant from my friends now that I'm doing homeschooling. I don't really know if they hate me now for it. I'm moving pretty far into the country. I still have their numbers but I can't remember the last time any of them called or texted me. You are probably going through something worse and I hope that changes. Just know you aren't alone.
@@WolfQuest_Fan its even worse when you realize, you were the one to always write to them about how they were, but never the other way around. i'll never admit this is the kind of thing that plaques my mind, not to anyone i know that knows my name, my face but to a stranger with no name, nor face, that i can do.
i do have a group of friends. i am that person who is constantly surrounded by amazing people. people who laugh with me and feel comfortable around me. i do have a great family. a family who cares about me and loves me. i shouldnt be here, i shouldnt feel left out or feel lonely. i shouldnt feel miserable about myself but i do
This channel's community is the best. No toxicity, just random people here to chill and leave their stories and thoughts. Whoever reads this, may you have a wonderful journey in life :)
I liked being alone for a time. Always thought I could be…… and not feel bad. 28 now, and it physically pains me to have been existing this long without human contact. If you are reading this, keep that 1 friend with you. In the end of the day, we are social creatures. Good vibes to you all.
Yeah , but you can always find new friends don't be disappointed try to be in a social group like a painting class or a sport that you like try to enter different people groups you'll find your people. Maybe when you were younger the people around you were toxic... Don't blame yourself.
@@MiniGod111 I am glad I randomly saw this interaction. I love the message you took Time to communicate here. Just wanted to give a nod. I hope everyone is enjoying life. It is a helluva thing. Being a human...
Sigh...As I read your comment I just felt a bit of me dying. I've lost all my friends now. And even though it's in our nature to not have anyone, human is a social animal who feels pain if there's no one around him/her. I'm battling loneliness every single day. I hide it really well
Change your name to an extrovert and start breaking out of your shell. You have potential but you are just tricking your brain into thinking that you dont have any and you will always stay the same. You are just trying to have excuses so you dont take the hard path. Ik it really is hard but staying like this and being alone is also hard just choose the one thats better for you.
Taylor Robinson hey if you need to talk about anything I’ll get a discord or social media. I also understand, we went from being alone near people to being alone with only ourselves and people we need to get away from sometimes
Im not suicidal, i dont wanna die i just want to be able to close my eyes and feel "alright". Edit 1: never in my life have I received so many likes and have gotten so many replies I thank thy peeps.
This is exactly the meaning of sadness wanting to feel alright when you aren't. And you Tell Everyone that you're "okay". And soon it leads to depression. But people that cope with depression are the strongest people there is. It's hard to just say all your feelings to another person but we must all help eachother no matter the diffrences.
When I have days or weeks where it seems like the misery has no end in sight I recall a story of a king who wanted a ring to make him happy when he was sad, and sad when he was happy. He received that ring which read, "This too shall end." It reminds me that the bad times will eventually come to an end, and the good as well which is why I must savor those good times while they last.
@@4aru. so fucking true man. I once tried to tell how i feel and they just laughed and said "be a man". Maybe im gonna meet somebody in the future that will help me but if not im just gonna end this suffer
To anybody who's reading this, I pray that whatever is hurting you or whatever you are constantly stressing about gets better. May the dark thoughts, the overthinking, and the doubt exit your mind. May clarity replace confusion. May peace and calmness fill your life. 🙏
That's a neat sentiment but the wording of that quote is friggin abominable. What's the word for the feeling you get when you see someone doing something disgusting and loving it? Like those people who like to collect used condoms and eat what's left in them. It's not just disgust. There's like almost an element of hate mixed in it, but at a 15 to 1 ratio.
I can relate to this quote and remember it happening, its like a shock you feel that goes all over your body and you cant really describe it but its like a hollow feeling of sorrow and wanting to crumble up but when it stops you just end up being a empty vessel controled by those negative feelings.
It's the feeling of emptiness that gets me. I feel a void in my body that was once filled with the joy i had when I was younger. This time of year used to be my favorite time; play with my friends after school, snow days, Christmas coming up. Now look at me, same time of year what do I have? Lingering depression, friends who I once played with now either gone or dead. I just want that warm feeling I used to have back. That feeling of looking forward to what tomorrow may hold. Not laying in the dark on late nights because you were awoken by the emptiness and sadness you are currently feeling. If anyone is feeling what I am. I hope you are staying strong in this fight and I hope for the both of us the worst will be over soon.
8 months later, now engaged. Got a better job. Got a new car. Things are getting better. But not easier. Still recovering from the fact that I lost my dad on Christmas Day last year. It's one step at a time in hopes I don't miss a step and stumble back down to the bottom. It's progress though. I hope people can see my old comment and then this comment and see that things can get better. You just need to keep holding on. There's someone out there who cares for you.
i spent 40 minutes scrolling through all these comments, literally all of the comments are so relateable and puts me in my feels, i hope everyone is doing good and with the best of luck for your futures. remember to focus on yourself and become a better you. -Love, unknown myth
@@justbeansz I to enjoy being alone, it allows me to focus on myself not having the need to worry about others. I to also like seeing people happy. Hope your future is full of success Don't rest now, you have your whole life ahead of you -unknown myth
If you have been brutally broken but still have the courage to be gentle to other living beings, then you’re a badass with a heart of an angel. -Keanu Reeves
Felt this on a personal level. Some people in my life have treated me badly, but I still would never hurt anyone else because I don't want them to experience the same pain I've felt. However, there are selfish people in this world who do that to others just so they won't be the only ones to feel hurt. I could be wrong but that's how I see it.
Doesn’t anyone just pretend to laugh? Because when I laugh I don’t really mean it. I can instantly change into a serious face. I always act goofy when I’m with my friends but when I’m alone all I do is draw and just put earphones on, and just be a loner. I block all my notifications. And just stare at my ceiling and stay there for 20-30 min. Then I fall asleep. I like to sleep because it makes me feel like I’m not in reality anymore. That’s all I wanted to say. Thank you for listening. With all my heart I wish you the best lovely stranger.💕💕💕
I understand. Same for me.. I feel empty since my first college year, I never really had Friends, or persons I Can talk to. I Always acted by myself, and today I don't know how to Smile, to cry, or how to Care about something that should be important.. I tried to change, but I realized that i'm really this person, who doesn't have any expressions, and who doesn't care about people, Life, futur.. I asking myself everyday.. how Can I feel better when I'm already dead inside ?
I got a similar feeling but usually i just build wooden things as a distraction then sleep but at school i just go to a default of jokes and general humor as a front of what i really feel. Hope your doing well yourself.
To anyone who may have some how found this comment, I'm proud of you. Look how far you've come! Even if no one else sees your progress, it's still progress and I'm proud of you. Don't let others get to you, have a lovely day/night.
I think one of the worst things about being lonely is watching everyone else have fun with their friends or family it really hurts me inside when I sit alone at lunch watching everyone with their groups or when my sister goes out to all these places with her friends. I know this is a pointless rant, but I hate being the one that everyone forgets or moves away from when I sit somewhere. The actions of bullying always hurt me worse then the words, I think the worst part was when the teachers always has to find me a partner in activites, so bottom line people please whenever you see someone alone for a project or at lunch please make them feel included cause I guarantee it will make them happier then you think it would. Have a nice day everyone and if you are that person like me try to find a hobby or talk to someone about it. I found reading and writing helps me. ❤❤❤❤ Edit* I just want to add that people who have loneliness/depression should seek a professional for help. My replies are suggestions and in no way is professional advice, more of a moral support 😊 I hope everyone has a good day/night 🖤
@@LongWangHung6969 Don't think like that, The one always have enough strenght to stand against the hardships, If only the one's mindset and attitude is in the right direction. cheer up yourself, nobody is always happy but struggles don't last forever, it has to end one day.
@SleepyArtist I actually have similar situation. I am kind of a "social butterfly", and I hate it. I tried many times to be noce to people, but they keep betray me. I'm seen as the "strong" figure by my friends, because I always cheer them up, I almost never failed to bring a friend's smile back, and nk matter how long it took, I did always stay by their sides. But they never ever did. I have familly problems. My mother is almost always treating me like I'm a slave, she can be nice, but she's never satisfied with me. I have good grades in every class', a good behavior, but she always wants more, and she keeps telling me how much of a waste I do with my "talents". My father ajd mother amways yells at each others, so I usually go alone into my room, putting my earphones on, and listen to music. I'm a very stressed out girl, and when I tried opening up to my friends, they kept telling me " Don't be sad." I hate talking about mybproblems to thel now, so I don'topen up anymore. It makes them mad I guess, but the only thing I want is someone to sit besides me, without telling anything, just looking up the sky with me. Hey, thx if you did read. I hope one day you'll find someone who can understand you. I did a year ago. Since, I don't fear open up to her anymore. It truly is magic. I really wish you a stable and calm life, even if I'm a stranger, you have all my support and love💙 Who knows? Maybe we'll one day meet, and in anycase, thanks for still being able to wake up everyday. Have good day/night strong one, you have the right to let your guards down ✨💙
@@maechii3866 yeah, there is a lack of people wanting to watch stars without saying anything from midnight to 4 am... :( I have good friends but nobody want to do it.
@@space5422 Oh...I wish I was there for you. Looking up the stars late at night is really peaceful and relaxing, but having someone next to you saying nothing is recomforting. I may be a stranger, but whenever yoo look at the stars, remember that I watch at the same sky with you✨
I don't think anyone will even read this but here we go... You feel lonely or alone because you feel like you can't talk about the problems you are facing physically and mentally. Not being able to talk about these problems isolates you in a way and makes you feel lonely. If you do feel like this then talk to somebody, even if they're just an imaginary person it is so good just to let things off your chest. I feel like I can't talk to anybody so that's what I did. I started talking to someone that wasn't there and they understood and listened. Sorry if this makes me 'weird' or whatever. Trust me though talking about it helps and it is scary, but bottling it up can have scary side effects. please take care of yourself okay?
Some can take care of themselves on an island fully isolated, problems sometimes are just a block in perspective. Look at everything differently and maybe it's not as bad, turn a negative to a positive.
You know, the Lo fi community gives me hope in humanity Somehow the words people say here have the truthfulness and love I can’t find from any of the people around me
@@twistedclover fam i feel this. sometimes i just feel like if it's okay to talk to someone without giving off the sense that i'm bothering them. it's frustrating.
I can’t say I’m depressed, or even truly sad. I’m just.. lost. I feel like there’s things I should be doing, people I should be seeing. I’m not good at anything in particular, and can’t find anything I really enjoy doing. Just.. empty I guess, going through the same motions everyday. I probably just think too much. but there’s always a tomorrow where I could find the thing to make me happy, or get me on the right track. And if you’re looking for something like that I really hope you find the right thing for you.
its called stagnation. You will be like the river and the winds of change will guide and lead where to go. Sometimes in life, you arent where you want to be, but you are where you need to. ❤🦋
3 weeks ago I lost my dad who I was very closed to due to covid now my life is completely upside down failing all my high school classes losing my girlfriend by venting to her daily and now my friends because I’m pushing them away and I feel so lost like you I am starting to have suicidal thoughts and imagining how I would end it all like I did before and I feel like I have no one anymore
@@mcfluff1034 I can relate to the “pushing them away” part. I’ve been ignoring my friends these past few weeks. You could say I’m selfish. I just couldn’t bring myself to talk to them since we’re like strangers again. We’re a group of friends that consisted of 7 people. They mostly vc in discord while I’m the only person in the group that rarely calls with them. I just feel like I’m not a part of that group anymore. This has been bothering me lately and sad to say that I’m having suicidal thoughts because of this. I just hope I get to meet someone who understands all of the things I’ve been through.
Idk, i kinda like having people around. Being thruly alone is kinda terrifying. I was thruly alone before, and to tell you the truth, it felt like being the richest person on earth, but you're stuck on an uninhabited island, with uninhabited cities, pastures, forests, rivers, and other. It's just like, what's the point of being powerful when there's nobody to be powerful for? you know?
@@NerdyCatCoffeeee I love your thought very philosophical, but trust me it gives you the sense and idea of trying to competing with yourself and be more powerful than you were yesterday and day by day you become more powerful well off course this only happens if you use your solitude to you advantage
Who else just feels like they need to be happy for your friends and family but you only want to cry and just want to close your eyes to be in a other place and escape from reality?
Yep. a lot of people would like to have everything I have, but I don't really enjoy these things. It's like it's not real, I don't understand myself, I don't really understand anything.
I believe the only thing that has kept me from killing myself, are my parents. I wouldn't know what I'd do without them & I wouldn't want to hurt them.
It's hard because you know the people close to you want to help you with your problems but talking about your problems is the one thing that scares you most. Maybe you don't want to be judged, which is probably my issue, or maybe something else, but you're scared that opening up will hurt people close to you or push them away, so you seclude your emotions. It's even more rough when you feel that there's nothing you can do, and at some point some people would rather die than deal with the pain another day. I'm really lucky to have a family and close friends. Even if I keep my distance emotionally just talking about anything else helps me cope. TL;DR Stress/Mental Illness/Loneliness suck. Stay close to your family and friends. Even if you don't want to talk about your emotions having them around still helps.
The other day me and my cousin were having a nice chat and I laughed at one of her jokes. She stoped talking and looked me dead in the eyes. I asked what was the matter because I naturally thought I had screwed something up. She smiled and said, "I'm glad you have started REALLY laughing again." I almost broke down into tears. It reminded me that no matter how much you lie to yourself, you can never fool the ones who love you. p.s. just because nobody says anything about it doesn't mean they haven't noticed. It's really hard for a lot of people to convey their emotions or they just feel like they won't be able to do anything or say anything to help you.
I know that feeling... I wear a mask every day to protect my parents to know my feelings. They see me as a happy good boy full of life, while I’m just full of loneliness and sadness
Everyone sees me as this girl who’s happy and quit but in the inside I don’t want to be there, I want to disappear from this world forever...I just want to cry when ever but people will judge you and call you a cry baby....
I get you, Its like no matter what you do this feeling wont go away. You cant cry it out, or scream it out its just there, Im starting to think am I just gonna have to live with this? Do I have to get used to this?
I hated people because of that feeling, in the beginning I blamed people around me i was just saying that they caused me that pain in a way or an other, but now I see them as a selfish creatures so i started hating people and giving more love to my self ..
The loneliest people are the kindest. the saddest people smile the brightest. the most damaged people are the wisest. all because they don't wanna see anyone else suffer the way we do.
your comment is very interesting but leaves out an essential component which is "hope", a sad person without hope is bitter, a lonely person without hope is an asocial, and a hurt person without hope is a frustrated person, Adverse situations do not always make you stronger, that capacity is reserved for people who have a purpose in life. Romans 8:28 "And we know that in all things God works for the good of those who love him, who have been called according to his purpose."
Does anyone else feel empty or upset most of the time but have no particular reason why? I've seen everywhere people saying why they feel a certain way, but I've never been able to pin point why I feel like this... It makes getting help so hard because anytime I say I feel upset they ask why, and it's embarrassing to say that I don't know... All I know is that if who ever is reading this feels the same, just know that it will get better! It has to, we'll make it through this! Please keep fighting you are worth it 💛🧡
As I go through all these comments its hard for me to relate to most because I haven't had to go through there problems, but they can see most of that problem and how to roughly go about figuring out how to make that right. As I haven't had much luck with anything in my life I'm sure others can relate. As I go through each day with this sadness and frustration I have no clue on what the problem might even be or what I actually need in my life. I've never commented on anything but as soon as I was done reading your comments I realized that there was actually a smile on my face.it made realize that I'm not the only one that can not only find why we feel the way we do, but that its so hard opening up and trying to explain these feelings to someone when we can't even find the problem. As I over think things a lot I might think I need something, but need the complete opposite and just waste my time and effort into something pointless. I'm not good with comforting words i just know reading your comment calmed me a bit and I hope that reading this will comfort you. I'm glad you decided to comment what you had on your mind and I hope that we both find exactly what we need sooner then later
ive been crying for too long ive been numb for too long i just want to be happy again dropping all of my friends trying to cut out the toxsisity is hard now im down to 4 people who even speak to me i just need someone and i feel ive lost everyone who cares for me
@@mcfluff1034 hey it's ok, I've recently been through that too (still dealing with it) but I've found out what helps is to see the positive stuff that's happened in your life (recent or not recent, both work). Maybe jot it down and reminisce in those moments. Try remembering what you've done to achieve those positive things and keep pushing through :). Also it's totally ok to tell people close to you that you need some alone time. One suggestion I have that's worked well for me is to push through the tears/emotions/etc for just one day and do double the work and take the next day off. We'll get through this together soon :)
"I think the saddest people always try their hardest to make other people happy because they know what it's like to feel absolutely worthless, and they don't want anyone else to feel like that."
@@TunaPetunia456 Everyone deserves a friend who will always be there even if they are also going through a rough time, it's nice to cry on someone else's shoulder.
I used to be the funny person at my group of friends. I always made people laugh and would always listen to them, encourage them and give advices. All of them said that I should try being a psychiatrist, cuz I'm really good at dealing with people's feelings and thoughts, but they never knew how I felt inside. I just feel so lonely, there's a emptiness inside my chest that hurts and kills me from the bottom of my heart to my skin. Last week I wasn't able to handle it anymore, I was at my job and couldn't stop crying. My shoulders felt heavy, I couldn't see clearly and my heart was drowned on pain. I was afraid, afraid of me, afraid of my own mind, so I asked for help by texting my friends. They got *really* surprised and worried. Some minutes later they showed up at my working place, draged me out of there and we sat at the sidewalk. They didn't ask me anything, just hugged me and made sure I was safe, then I cried. That was the first time someone saw me cry because of my own pain. That was the first time I cried on someone else's arms. You know, life can get dark sometimes, but you'll find a way out of it. There's always a way out with you *alive* , you don't need to go through all that pain. Thanks for reading, hope you're safe and comfortable with yourself 💜
You got me in the first half but my „Friends“ Wohls Never do smth like this for me they wouldn‘t understand or Even care i just have nobody and nothing that helps me in tough times i havent felt happy for the past few months and everything is just depressing i fucking hate being alive right know
I feel that. I always get told I am always so bright and cheery and just lift the mood when I am there, but when I am alone with my thoughts, my mistakes, my growth... it just beats me down. No one, not even my mom knows that side of me. I always shrug it off as normal, that every one feels this way when thinking about their life. But I don't suppose that is true all the time. I can't cry, I usually just tear up and let it flow. All while gaming, writing, cooking....ect. it hits me at random time when I am alone.
J.Gtt. I completely understand, I've lived the exact same situation except for the work and all my friends have drifted apart from me. I used to be mr. Funny supportive guy too and was told I could do a bunch of things from psychiatrist to a teacher but it would always feel so lonely and nobody would ask me how i felt, or even if i felt anything but happy. I even became so good at smiling while I wasn't happy that i stopped crying in general. Then all my friends left within a timespan of about a month and I was basically dying inside. I began to depend on anime and video games because honestly reality is just too harsh and unforgiving. I'm currently a NEET. I have no job, no friends, and I'm disappointing everyone I know but I'm trying to change. I have a job lined up for me that I'm applying for this month. I'm gonna try to change. I'm probably going way off topic but what I'm saying is things are gonna get better no matter what and I understand completely. Sorry this was so long
I’m hurting a lot right now, and this lofi has helped me so much. Thank you! To anyone who is hurting or struggling is life, I hope everything gets better soon. This all will pass eventually, so don’t give up. 🖤
I don't have anyone to talk to and I struggle to express myself properly, but reading through this comment section makes me happy and gives me the strength to wake up in the morning, I want to thank everyone here for existing.
Wow this comment got me tearing up the most, I know how u feel, I wish there was one person to talk to or to help me get through this depression..... but idk if these comments are making me sadder or happier but I know that I can relate to all of them, heh that's when u fo sho know ur lonely when u have 5 people in ur house but still yet have no body to go to and the only people that u can truly get is in comment sections, but anyway I'd like to thank u for commenting
i- the strangers in this comment section who i dont even know.. they're making me feel safer than anyone that i know irl. even though i dont know y'all, i still love every single one of you. God bless you all
The amount of pain from the expectations of others The stress from school that piles up every single day The emotions that can no longer be explained Feeling of Emptiness, Hopelessness
honestly. same. i might look like im all happy and comedic on the outside, but im just a sad miserable kid who wants to feel true happiness again inside. i hope the best for anyone who reads this
Anyone else have that same feeling of when the world just stops when your looking out your window at 2 am? For anyone new to the community of lofi, welcome. c:
I'm 27, and I'll admit life hasn't been easy. It's messy and rough. It's like a road trip, only you don't have a destination. Instead you're driving an old clunker and silently praying you don't get a flat along the way. But if there's one thing I learned? The trip is well worth it once I threw my map out the window and just enjoyed the scenic route; just enjoyed the ride, flat and all. In high school, I always felt alone. I was the listener, but never the one who people listened to; I comforted, but was never the one to be comforted; my problems were small and insignificant to anyone who did listen. I was the secondary character, the best friend to the main character of some else's story. I used to think, "man, is this it? What else is there?" But you know what? I was wrong. It took me a while to realize that I'm just the main character in a Sofia Coppola film (go figure). I want everyone to know that, whatever you're going through, there is so much more. So much more. You're not alone. You are brave. Every breath you take, every morning you wake up to, is a victory and you are brave enough to see it until it sets and start all over again. Stay compassionate, stay brave, stay safe. Sending love to whoever needs it.
that exactly what i felt right now. i am 27 too, i feel like everything is part away, i lose my job due to covid19, not in relationship or something. i dont know but sometime i felt i was left behind when all my friends either had stable job or get married.
Been living like that for the past 4-5 years. I work at home as a leather carver. I hardly see anyone, much less now with this pandemic. Family only reaches out when they need money or favors. Only got a couple of friends, but we are always busy with work. You adapt. You get to learn a lot about yourself and enjoy the little things in life. Theres good days, and bad days. But thats life. Just remember to use your alone time wisely and productively, and always strive to be better than you were yesterday. Peace!
The lofi community is the best one I've ever seen. Everyone is so kind and chill it nearly brought me to tears. I had a bit of an argument with my best friend. She's mad at me, I'm mad at me, but reading these comments and listening to this mix improved my mood a bit. So, I thank all of you who left such kind comments. And thank you to anyone who reads this. And for anyone going through a tough time or thinking of ending it all, it will get better. And i know it sounds cliche but its true. Give it time and effort and things will get better, or at least i think so. Love all of you and goodnight
I understand how you feel and I am having a really hard time but your comment and the comments I just read are making me cry. I haven't cried in over a year because my life has been so hard, I didn't know I had tears left to lose until I realized you understand how I feel because it is such a painfully feeling that you can't stand and makes you hurt so much that you just want to give someone a big hug and tell them someone will always be there for them. I wish the best for you and the community that reads this comment, if you ever feel alone, remember my comment and that I understand how you feel and only want the best for you. I hope you all can overcome what challenges lay ahead and that you find happiness in your life.
Whenever I'm upset I love to listen to these sad lofi mixes. Except for the main reason, I come here isn't to sulk or chill to beats. Reading other people's comments about their own stories or just skimming over wise, comforting words have helped me a lot. It makes me happy to know that there are people who understand me. I don't even know you and yet you've helped me so much. Y'all are like my family, and If it wasn't for you I would have probably done something drastic. I'm too afraid to tell close ones around me about my issues because I don't want them to worry about me. But I think it got to a point where I was too silent for too long. Thank you for helping me. ~That random girl from Michigan
It’s kinda the same reason I’m here to. Granted I don’t like showing my feelings because it’s just my stubborn southern pride I reckon. I don’t have much to say but I’m here if ya wanna talk. If ya don’t well I reckon I’ll see ya on the other side of the pond😁✌️
Beeko_ I feel you on that one, I always come here for the kind of community that lofi makes. It really can be the only place that I look towards when I kinda by myself. We come always with open arms to anyone reaching out and I love that part of this family. We thank you for being here with us and vibing with 🤍🤍
Anyone just feel like a ghost inside their own body? Like you're not depressed but you wake up everyday feeling the same void and emptiness and are honestly too tired with the constant stress. Like you never get to... truly enjoy life.
...yeah, that's quite possibly depression. i would seriously consider talking to someone about it. don't let it get so bad that you feel like nothing can help. trust me, you don't ever want to get to that point. and even if it isn't Actual Factual Depression, everyone could benefit from therapy tbh, especially with all that's going on in the world. hope things get better :)
@@quinn5920 in therapy they don't care about you and never will. I just refuse to tell anyone because I just don't want to be considered attention seeking. I just fucking hate myself. Everything I do makes me feel like I'm just so cringe to get around and kinda refuse to associate with new people because I'm scared to get seen as wierd.. I'm already considered a school shooter because I'm a "quiet kid". The thing is, is if I go seek help my life would crumble underneath me. I'm just to scared of it.. I just really don't know anymore and just don't want to know either. Funny how a person on a different screen knows you better then your own fam. Some days I can be alright but all it takes is one hiccup to tumble my house of cards. Other days I feel like shit to begin with. Just abunch of mood swings y'know? I don't know what's wrong with me or if I want to know...
@@quinn5920 thank you for the reply kind sir, I am trying to take care of myself but unfortunately the end of the semester is just incredibly busy. I'll push through this hard time and then try and take care of myself :)
I've finally done it I've found someone who really cares about me and she is the best thing that has happened to me since this community of lofi music so I want to thank all of you for being there when others weren't and all of you I hope all of you find someone special thank you
It really does ^^ Right after you find out that the girl who gave you hopes never intended to be with you, just to play with you and your little stupid feelings. Sry im a bit done right now
Damn that picture potrays depression and loss of hope really well. I know that guy isn't real, but I still hope he gets back on his feet with a new hope in the morning.
@@memenazi7078 Well to each is his own interpretation I guess 😉 I interpreted it like that judging from his fallen shoulders and chest, his fallen head, barely hanging with both his hands. Also people always turn their face upwards if they are enjoying the weather. But again, that's just my interpretation of the art 😉
That’s the face of a man who trusted. Someone who gave everything, only to lose it. And for what? A fleeting moment of love. I see a man who loved, but got no love in return. And despite that, loved nonetheless. It hurts the most when you give all. It hurts most when it’s lost.
В жизни сейчас происходят тяжёлые обстоятельства, которые уже как полгода убивают изнутри. Зашла сюда послушать музыку, а увидела столько светлых людей. Спасибо вам, ребят. Плачу и читаю.
It's getting to the point where whenever I cry badly, I start to tell myself "Shh don't cry" or "I'm okay don't cry" Like I'm Legit talking to myself to calm down that's how lonely I am.
In the end it's all just water, wether the rain or the tears. Just let it flow and it will go wherever it has to go. Sometimes it's a strong stream, sometimes it's slow and calm, anyway in the end it will flow into a beautiful lake or into the majestic sea, you shouldn't stop it or you won't be able to see the beauty that lies ahead.
Same , literally can relate so much , but Ik we will find someone who will be there instead of it just being us , so don’t give up Ik and Ik that your like yeah whatever but I tell myself this everyday and I was able to smile today without feeling bad so it gets better promise
"Can you draw a picture of how you feel?" That blatant disconnect from a therapist is when I knew that the only person who could uncover my isms is me and some good old fashioned self contemplation.
Kinda, I mainly wanted music to fit my mood and hopefully feel some connection with the artist. Maybe that's exactly what you were saying just in different words, idk it's late
Its calms my mind down from racing around to thought to thought. I like listening to this music at night. I get to read the comments and relate to people from all over the planet who ive never met yet are the same as me. When i listen to this music it reminds me im still alive.
hi everyone. I'm a South African college student. just wanted to say I hope you're well. and that if you're not,everything gets better.everyone in these comments has a story but if you're depressed, I pray that one day you'll be able to look back and appreciate how far you've come and will find true joy that no one can take away. love you lots boos❤
my boyfriend is South African, I'm from Romania and I haven't seen him since March because of corona...I miss him so much...borders opened recently and I'm on the red list...trying my best to see if I can apply for a visa from Bulgaria (neighboring country - on the green list) and fly from there...I'd do anything to see him
About 3 years ago, I listened to this playlist every day at 3 in the morning depressed due to a toxic relationship, today after having lived many things I can say that I listen to this playlist more out of nostalgia since I am possibly ready to start another happy relationship , so everyone who reads or listens to this, I want you to know that even if everything looks horrible and that it is not worth it, just continue one more day, and in the future you will thank yourself
*Lonelist people are the kindest. The saddest people smile to brightest. The most damaged people are the wisest. All because they wish to not see anyone suffer like them.* *You should ask that funny kid in your class about how they feel when they are at home.*
Huh... A guy like me who, a nice guy who finishes last and is always lonely and getting asked tht, man u dont know how long ive been hoping someone would figure it out sooner or later
This is great advice - people are their most real and genuine self at home. You could really get to know someone if you could see them alone in their own home.
A lot of truth in that. In classes I always look for that person glancing around the room as groups form. I grab that person for my partner if I can. It's like when I see that uncertainty in their eyes, I'm feeling it all come back for myself from all my school years, you know? I don't know if that makes me the 'kindest', or wise, in and of itself. But damn you just develop a sense for it. People need to care about each other more when they're in the same situation like that.
Last summer I thought I finally started to get out of my depression. I worked out a lot, went out with friends and worked a lot. Everything felt great and I was full of life. I graduated from middle school and applied for a new high school. My bro and other friends who were already in high school told me that its amazing and chill. And you get to meet new people, so I was hella gassed. First day of school I walked in and then I walked into my class. I saw this girl that immediately got my attention. I was in love at first sight, she was beautiful. But I didn’t talk to her yet or anything. Next day we had online class. For one of our classes we had to work in duos, and guess who was my duo partner? My crush, I was so happy and wanted to get to know this girl. After online class she msged me on teams and said hey lets work on the project. And i was like sure, we called and talked about school stuff. Then she told me she had a kid. Now im 16 and she is 18 so I was like oh shit. But that didn’t change the fact that I still liked her. And not just from lust, I actually liked everything about her. Next day she texted me and offered to go to a Internet cafe to work on our project and chill. I said yes so quick. We met up at the cafe and started talking and just vibing. This caused me to catch feelings real quick. As time went on we kept going out more to work on projects and just hang out together. I got to know her a lot and we build up a close bond over time and I got to know her backstory and the shit she has been through etc. This just really made me fell in love. She did tell me a couple times she dated other guys and one day I found out somehow that she had sex with 2 other guys. That hurt me but what can I do? She wasn’t my girl or anything so I just stuck by her side. She wasn’t proud of herself that she had sex with those 2 others and felt bad. She was sorry for not telling me etc. I forgave her and I just kept on being there for her. She knew I had a crush on her but never really directly told me how she felt about me. She referred to my as a friend a couple times but she kept asking me to hang out and just vibe. She did hurt me a lot of times by just talking about other guys and crushes to me but I just didn’t say anything and acted like it didn’t bother me. Meanwhile this whole time I was losing myself again and only trying to please this girl. I handled her with respect and I showed her true love. A couple days ago we were on the phone and just were just talking. We got into an argument and all of a sudden she said: “You know I only see you a friend right? Nothing more than that” And as I told you before she referred to me as a friend a couple times before but never told me it in my face this direct and straight. After that she said I’d love to be friends but if it bothers you and hurts you we’ll be forced to break our “bond”. This is was the moment I realized how broken this whole process and period made me. When she said all that I realized how much time I lost trying to prove myself to someone that basically did not gave a fuck. I gave her so much attention and showed her respect and love yet she still just put me aside. Im not mad at her for not liking me back, you can’t force love. I’m mad at myself for losing myself again, wasting time and not seeing this coming. All the signs were there, and I should’ve seen them but I just looked over them because I loved her so much. I have lost myself once again and this pulled me right back into depression. I feel very empty. I don’t know why and I don’t wanna feel this way but for the last couple nights I have just been crying and having a lot of mental breakdowns. My mental health is fucking terrible rn and its affecting me physically too. If you read all of this and legit took the time, I appreciate you. I hope all your dreams come true and that you will become a successful person, Shafra
Love can be blinding in so many ways its unbelievable and it's understandable, but please *please* don't give up on yourself and definitely don't blame yourself. You seem to have a beautiful soul💖💖... The world deserves people like you in it
You supported her and were by her side, even though there wasn´t any romantic interest towards you. And im sorry your story took that twist. But, if you could work out, hang out with your friends and improve as a person once, why wouldnt you do it again? I now its not easy. I cant work out because i rarely think that it´s worth something. Sometimes i feel i´m not going to be enough to study on a good university. Sometimes i think my decisions are not worth anything. But there are days i can do a lot of things and study a lot. There are days that i remember all the things i have achieved on these years, and i shouldnt give up. Hope you can find your path again. I send you all my good vibes.
Atleast you learned something from this whole experience (I have). If I look at the way you handle tings, I can see that you're a smart person and will figure it out. Be proud of yourself for being so mature at that age. Now allow yourself to enjoy some other things in life. Gl!
Seems like you're having a hard time. You lost yourself. There's really nothing more heartbreaking than the love of your life not liking you back. The only thing to think is that it's unfair. I understand your feelings. I know it won't matter what people say, or what is happening, there is nothing more impactful than feelings. Some people do listen to you. I'm listening, alright. We can see you and your pain. You're not alone. You're not worthless and you're not a ghost.
Yep, but with my friends it’s 24/7. They don’t really talk to me and I feel alone all the time. I get more interactions on UA-cam than real life and that’s really sad.
When i saw that this mix is 3 years old, it felt a little weird. As if i am left behind and no one might see this comment now. But the fact is videos and music like this can never die, this ages just like wine. The older the better... I have just started the process of bettering myself and making myself a more disciplined, focused, controlled and happier person. They say that something can only come to life if you start doing it. Just like the guy in the video, whose sitting on the swing with his head down, and rain falling around him, I relate to every feeling he has. He is me. I am him. I listen to Hardstyle, its an evolved branch of electronic music. Those who also listen to it, will know what I am talking about. If you want to know how that music is, do check it out. Nothing like this. Since the last 4 years, i have been trying to get over the girl who I love. She does not love me back, and probably never will. She only sees me as a friend, and while I completely respect that, I can't let myself be out in the open, feeling hurt and rejected all the time by her. No offence, she is the most beautiful person I have met, and that is why I love her also. But we are different in our ways, and she does not want someone in her life right now. Maybe I do, i don't know. But what I know is that I am not one with myself. I am not happy alone. That can't and won't be fixed by a relationship, that I am sure of. I need to fix myself and be a better person. I can't slack anymore. Some days I feel like a giant burden on my parents. I can't even speak with anyone around me, because I simply try to sort out things in my head and do everything myself. Hyper-independence. It kills me every day to see how different I have become from what I was in school. But I think that's life. You change, people change. I am trying to move on from her. I can't forget her, ofc, I won't. But my heart wants to leave her behind. I have also started working out to fix my health. I am not in the shape I should be in, and I am taking baby steps to achieve that. I go out at 4 in the morning for jogging and exercising, and I listen to lofi mixes like this one. I don't have a favourite one as such, but this one feels so good. I find night time and dawn to be the best and safest places to be. When the sun hasn't come out and the world is slowly stirring up to life, and you're out in the open with just yourself. Feeling only yourself, and nothing else... I have recently started listening to Lo-Fi and Synthwave music, and I can assure you, it sends me to the calmest place I can ever be in, with my thoughts, dreams, ambitions, fears, mistakes, loves, hates, everything I can fathom. I thank you Dreamy for this mix, and all the others you've made and uploaded, it is what I need, and what the world definitely needs... P.S.-: It's been 6 months since I've posted this, and i can confidently say that i am way better than what I used to be. I am completely over that girl. I haven't forgotten her, bu the idea of her, does not hurt me or bring me pain anymore. I can say i am fitter than what I used to be, and i am mentally stronger for sure. Let's keep going!
"no one might see this comment now". As someone who read every comments (and sometime replies) under this video since two years, i found that funny. :) For your story, i must say that you deserve respect. I read a lot of things here and you are by far one of the most resiliant. It's normal to be hurt when the one that we love doesn't love us back. but I have to admit that it's very mature from you to accept her feelings. Your pain will one day fade away, you'll see :) For the first person i loved, it tooks 4 years to finally erase my feeling for her from my mind. Don't worry about feeling alone and not liking it. We are social animals so it's written in our brain that being a part of a group or being with people we love is something pleasant. But you are right, to have great and true relationship (friends and with girls) you have to become better and your dedication to do it impress me. I never seen anyone here go out at 4Am to do exercices. I hope the best for you, i hope that you find someone !
You should try the peace of Christ my friend. I have been where you are, that lonely feeling in my soul and throat. The constant painful feeling of my heart reaching out and being struck down with every beat, it never stops beating. You can either live with it or have it fixed and renewed in the hands of Jesus. I love you my friend, I pray and hope that you find this key and take it, never let go of it. This is the way out, may God bless you buddy. :*)
Stay strong bro, i was in the same place as you. I was basically an empty shell. I kept myself away from everybody else because i felt out of place and out of tune. I always thought that i could never ever im my whole life to be loved by anybody. But here i am rn with angel with me. The most perfect gf you could ever or even imagine of and i love her dearly. Shes so great that i feel like in a dream which im afraid of waking up from. So what im saying is, stay strong and let fate guide you. Follow the river and you'll end up at the most beautiful view. One day you'll be loved by someone, i believe in you
Hey man, I can completely relate to you. I was in the same situation just 4 years ago. It was incredibly painful but at the end, time heals all. It took me 2 years to move on from her, so don't be too hard on yourself. Just remember that this community is always here for you.
It's sad to go to events/places with your 'friends' and realize that you're only there as the backup friend to talk to in case if the 'main friend' leaves. It's like you're there but, not really there. Yeah you may be laughing with them but, you're just laughing in the background, not actually involved in the conversation. Next thing you know, you blink or even close your eyes for a second, and then you see them as they disappear into the crowd. I've always felt like I was just clinging on to my only 'friends' that I had left so that I wouldn't feel alone, or lost in a crowded room filled with people I didn't know.
I hear you. I feel the same way. I question if some of my friends even enjoy me. I've done stupid and mean crap at times and I feel like I've messed myself up and now no one enjoys me. I think no one enjoyed me from the beginning. Even my parents. Sorry for rambling😣
@brianna, you've made me realize that about myself. I always thought that I was the reason my group of friends came to be. But now that I have time to think about it, I was never really involved in anything. I was just the background. The aesthetic. The prop.
@@Mr_Riot_ I realized a few months ago that this exact situation was happening to me with my two closest friends, I thought the same thing as you until I started realizing that they were way closer to each other than I thought, I had always felt a little distant when I was around them, I always just found myself laughing in the background and never really having that connection/bond that they had. I wasn't really expecting for many or even a few people to relate to what I felt but, I truly do hope you find a friend or friend group that doesn't make you feel or think this way, at least you can have some sort of reassurance that you're not alone in these feelings or thoughts.
This comment section makes me feel so safe. My mom dismisses all of my emotions and treats me like i'm her slave, so I'm happy to be in such a positive community.
use this as a safe space, to be with others while you're alone. Allow it to calm you and make you feel accepted. We. Are. Here. And nothing changes that
In all honesty, this type of music has ended up becoming my life. I'll get home after a long day and as soon as I'm done with everything I need to get done, I immediately turn it on to destress from everything that goes on in just a single day. My life isn't bad persay... It's just not perfect. It's just not how I'd like it. Living everyday with no one to talk to, being told to get over everything that takes over my mind each and every day as if it's easy, being completely and totally alone. It stings man. It stings. I appreciate this channel, it's become apart of my everyday life and I'm grateful for that. Some days, I wish that I could just shut my eyes and be taken to a place where all my desires would be fulfilled. My lost friends standing with me side by side on a beach, staring off into the horizon, wondering what's beyond it. I'm trying to figure where I had gone wrong or if I ever even went wrong in the first place. Each day is nothing but struggle after struggle, jab after jab. I know I shouldn't be thinking like that but honestly, there isn't much else to think about. It's all my life is at this point. It sucks but I can't just give in to the negativity and do something I'll regret. That felt oddly relieving. Heh, that was nice.
Same here man. I'm here all alone after losing friends... It's just that I've become more and more introverted and bit antisocial too. But no one will ever understand. Because whatever we loners struggle is society's gossip. They don't care. They're only good as long as they're allowed to be
It's amazing how many people here all feel the same way and some how despite the feeling of despair you seem to have built a small community where you make everyone feel so welcomed it's truly inspiring i hope everyone has a great day and keep spreading the love
''I remember sitting in silence for a while, wanting nothing more than to break down. I didn’t, though. I didn’t break down. I just sat there, waiting. I’m not sure what I was really waiting for. I think I just wanted a sign, or something. Like, from the universe, saying it wasn’t the end, and that I should keep fighting. But I never got that sign. Must’ve been forever before I realized my guardian angel wasn’t gonna fall from the sky and make him love me again. No amount of false hope or sadness was gonna fix my heart, so when I realized that and finally decided to get up from my spot where I feel like I’d been sitting for days, I kind of just… accepted it. I accepted that the moon stopped following me home and the girl I loved didn’t love me anymore. This wasn’t a fairytale and I wasn’t a kid anymore. It was time to let go. I had to let go. So I did. I let go."
"This isn't a fairy tale and I'm not a kid anymore" God that hit me right in the feels... I just wish I wasn't lied to when people kept telling me "life gets better". It doesn't get better; we just learn to move on.
I love sad and depressed people.....because once you get them to smile, it's unlike anything you will ever feel. You know they are having a rough time and barely feel happiness, so you know a fake smile is non-existent to them...... Smile my friends, it could be the change a person needs, luv yall
To the person reading this, Good Luck! Don't stress, everything will be fine. No matter what difficulty you are facing right now, you can overcome it! You are strong and brave🥰❤
I love everyone so much I just don’t feel like I belong here this is my final goodbye I hope things get better for everyone I’m mad it didn’t for me until peace ☮️
its 2:47 am and im now just listening to it. But on new years eve I was home alone as well staring at my computer screen sad.. But now I know I wasn't the only one alone on new years and that comforts me. Have a great new years!
"They say humans are social animals, they can't live alone. But you can live pretty well by yourself. I tell ya...instead of feeling alone in a group, it's better to have real solitude all by yourself." -Faye Valentine
I never realized how right Faye was...out getting the bag, having a good time. Just as confused as ever. She had her problems but she was doing her best. That’s the life, sounds a lot better than the emptiness and confusion most of us feel nowadays.
I was hanging out with my friends this one time about a year ago. We were driving around at night having fun, even though none of us had a license. There was laughing and everyone was just enjoying themselves, as was I. There were five of us in the car, but when they finally slowed down and somewhat calmed themselves, they looked at me. I was in the back seat next to the window on the left. And they all said, "Victor, you were here this whole time?" This wasn't the first time, nor the last time similar words came out. Now, I am incredibly self conscious with the fact that I have no presence and am easily forgettable. And it's probably only bothering me now because it's 2 a.m.
We see u Victor, we love you, if i were in a car with u, ill take u to my fav spot and let u control the music all along the roadway. Listen ure not what they think, ure not how they look at u, ure just you, n i hope u give urself a try to work on urself n on discoverin all of ur sides, aint trynna motivate u or anything but like yourself is literally the only person u should worry about that much, ik u prolly wont read that, but like, i hope u do, or at least someone else, so ye, goodnight.
After four years, with A year without listening to this playlist, I’m once back in the same dark place. I’ll cry but at some point I can’t anymore, no matter how much I want to. I’m deeper then I was, more truly alone and in the darkness.
@@mellonhead9568 at my brother in law funeral, after crying for about two hours, I finally stopped crying and as I saw everyone around me crying. I couldn’t not, nothing came out despite the huge hole in my life. I said my last words to him and one final touch of goodbye. I’ve come to regret that touch because now I know the true feeling of cold and numbness and it scares me to my soul that now that same feeling over takes me. I will not move an inch nor have any will or desire for anything even living. A feeling that truly haunts me even in my dreams……
I read a lot of coments of depressed and frustrated people, they remember me a lot to myself. Rigth now i feel good but i dont know when i will fall again . Its weird but when i read all those depressed and frustrated people... i dont feel alone anymore. I hope all of you get better and find happyness as soon as its possible, im with you and everytime you feel like that i will be with you. My name is Sebastian and you are not alone, my friend. (Sorry for my bad english)
No one will judge you for your English we just care about another heart warming comment that made me smile and cry a little bit most of us here just in this endless loop all day and all night and it’s makes me happy to see peoples like you that Evan when they some how made it out of this endless loops they still come where they know there are depressed peoples and still comments to make peoples day better, may god bless you I just love peoples like u
I’m_a_stupid_person who_should_get_a_life go find other communities for unfunny shit u little kid u probebly will never understand what peoples going through and I just in tiktok all day. I hope ur happy with ur life but u shouldn’t be toxic in this community
I’m_a_stupid_person who_should_get_a_life I’m not offended by a 10 yo tiktok kid. No1 cares about u American white kiddo and I’m not gonna reply anymore. I don’t wanna bother this poor man who tries to relax and u better stop as well. Once u got a brain than talk to peoples
Thanks for staying with me.
I couldn't have done it without you.
65 patrons / 116 692 subscribers.
Lots of hugs for everyone 🖤
I would have not fallen asleep every night without you :') you deserve all success and happiness ❣️
Dreamy thank you for all you do for us. I couldn’t live without your mixes!
You're a beautiful person who has touched millions of people around the world. I am so glad I subbed to you because your mixes honestly make my day brighter. So we as community will always support you no matter what, because we love you dreamy!
Thanks for all the mixes you make! I like listening to them for studying mainly, but also just as calm background music for whatever I'm doing at the moment. I wish I could support you, but I can't. Anyways, have a happy holiday!
The art on this reminds me of myself on this dreary day in december, no family to share the holidays with, friends have all but withered, and im haunted by memories of my past...but after looking down and backwards my entire life i finally feel like i can lift my head up and look forward. People always try to knock me down when im living in grace...but now i just smile and walk through them...as if they are just ghosts...though i have become the ghost...but maybe i like it that way.
we are not friends, not enemies, just strangers with memories.
damn
Ouch
I felt this. Although I have no attachment to any one of you, I’d love to just share issues and give advice. As far as I’m concerned, we are all we have here in the comments
It hurts seeing your ex-best friend on the street or in the school hallways. You guys have had those most intimate moments together and know each other's darkest secrets but now all you do is smile or ignore them. I miss my ex-best friend. No matter how much he hurt me, I will always have a place in my heart for her.
"Remember that everyone you meet is afraid of something, loves something, and has lost something." -Fairy Tail
In the Lofi community are the friendliest people ever, i wish i could meet you all.
I had a pretty bad day and this helps me.
brooooo... I just notice that and also want to meet all of u guys too
me too
We all have them days. Keep your head up 💪
Same bro, came here to clear my thoughts to the beats and ended up reading the comments. safe travels friend, may tomorrow bring good fortune and happiness.🙏
@@coler2277 may your tomorrow bring you the same fortune and happiness that you wished for the other guy :)
i like being alone, i just don't like being lonely.
Never heard wiser words
much better to be content all alone, than lonely in a room full of people
So true
Because lonely is the feeling that no one cares
Lonely is not being alone
Being alone is a choice
loneliness isn´t
Since everyone is telling their stories, I'll share mine.
About 3 or 4 months ago I moved to a city 10x bigger than the one I lived in my entire life. I came to college and I'm totally alone and on my own, without friends or family. And in my country there is not much lofi community (I live in Brazil) and since I saw this spectacular community, I felt welcomed by strangers and that I have friends without knowing them.
After reading the comments I feel better. I feel like I'm alone, but with people who are also alone.
You, who are reading, take it easy, this will pass, receive a virtual hug from me.
Strength, warrior.
I'm going trough the same right now, moved from my small village to Madrid, capital of Spain, a couple weeks ago and I've been pretty much alone since then. You're not alone in this mate. Sending good vibes from Spain. ^^
I'm growing more and more distant from my friends now that I'm doing homeschooling. I don't really know if they hate me now for it. I'm moving pretty far into the country. I still have their numbers but I can't remember the last time any of them called or texted me.
You are probably going through something worse and I hope that changes. Just know you aren't alone.
@@WolfQuest_Fan its even worse when you realize, you were the one to always write to them about how they were, but never the other way around. i'll never admit this is the kind of thing that plaques my mind, not to anyone i know that knows my name, my face but to a stranger with no name, nor face, that i can do.
@@beastofthemount414 true, I've never thought of it that way! Thanks!
U too brother take it easy ur not alone ❤
i do have a group of friends.
i am that person who is constantly surrounded by amazing people.
people who laugh with me and feel comfortable around me.
i do have a great family.
a family who cares about me and loves me.
i shouldnt be here, i shouldnt feel left out or feel lonely. i shouldnt feel miserable about myself
but i do
Don't feel like that bro, it only holds you back from feeling even better, enjoy what you got bro, embrace it
@@22chuuya ill be your friend, both of yours
@@jcl1564 🥺💖
@@22chuuya if you ever need help just reach out to me bro
@@jcl1564 alright I will :)
This channel's community is the best. No toxicity, just random people here to chill and leave their stories and thoughts. Whoever reads this, may you have a wonderful journey in life :)
You too friend
What a nice comment :)
How nice of you to say so.
yes,, the random :)
Thank you
never felt this safe among strangers before
True dat
❤️
Can i make that into a hoddie?
I feel you. ❤️
*coughs*
I liked being alone for a time. Always thought I could be…… and not feel bad.
28 now, and it physically pains me to have been existing this long without human contact. If you are reading this, keep that 1 friend with you. In the end of the day, we are social creatures. Good vibes to you all.
Yeah , but you can always find new friends don't be disappointed try to be in a social group like a painting class or a sport that you like
try to enter different people groups you'll find your people.
Maybe when you were younger the people around you were toxic... Don't blame yourself.
@@MiniGod111 thank you ~ wishing you well
@@MiniGod111 I am glad I randomly saw this interaction. I love the message you took Time to communicate here. Just wanted to give a nod. I hope everyone is enjoying life. It is a helluva thing. Being a human...
Sigh...As I read your comment I just felt a bit of me dying. I've lost all my friends now. And even though it's in our nature to not have anyone, human is a social animal who feels pain if there's no one around him/her. I'm battling loneliness every single day. I hide it really well
Change your name to an extrovert and start breaking out of your shell. You have potential but you are just tricking your brain into thinking that you dont have any and you will always stay the same. You are just trying to have excuses so you dont take the hard path. Ik it really is hard but staying like this and being alone is also hard just choose the one thats better for you.
The lofi Community is so depressed and lonely but at the same time warm, welcoming and humane.
Should have a discord
It's usually the loneliest people who are actually kind and not fake.
@@deezbuttons4784 yea too bad people have to lie soo much these days
maybe cuz they know the feeling of being lonely and they dont want others to feel it
@@cypher2801 yea
Perfect for those who have been self isolating way before Corona.
Taylor Robinson hey if you need to talk about anything I’ll get a discord or social media. I also understand, we went from being alone near people to being alone with only ourselves and people we need to get away from sometimes
Taylor Robinson of course, do you have discord? Or do you prefer another format?
@Taylor Robinson bro are u me? cuz this shit is the same with me rn....
i call it the coco so i can lighten the mood
ayy
Being alone builds character
Feeling alone kills characters.
Thanks for making me feel not alone. Cheers mate :)
damn
Loneliness is your power. feel alone is our weakness
this comment section could be a whole poetry book. but this would be the title
This actually really helped me man, thanks for that
"People don't cry because they are weak, they cry because they have been strong for too long."
It’s bad when it gets to the point where STRANGERS in the comments can do a better job at keeping me happy than anyone can
Same here
yeh. but hey, its something right?
Same here bro
the fact that this is true and it's also my fucking birthday...
sooooooo bad :(
Im not suicidal, i dont wanna die i just want to be able to close my eyes and feel "alright".
Edit 1: never in my life have I received so many likes and have gotten so many replies I thank thy peeps.
But every day I feel like dyin'.
but everyday i feel like dyin .... everyday i feel like dying
This is exactly the meaning of sadness wanting to feel alright when you aren't. And you Tell Everyone that you're "okay". And soon it leads to depression. But people that cope with depression are the strongest people there is. It's hard to just say all your feelings to another person but we must all help eachother no matter the diffrences.
When I have days or weeks where it seems like the misery has no end in sight I recall a story of a king who wanted a ring to make him happy when he was sad, and sad when he was happy. He received that ring which read, "This too shall end." It reminds me that the bad times will eventually come to an end, and the good as well which is why I must savor those good times while they last.
@@4aru. so fucking true man. I once tried to tell how i feel and they just laughed and said "be a man". Maybe im gonna meet somebody in the future that will help me but if not im just gonna end this suffer
Sitting alone in my room in the dark while reading the comments makes me feel a bit better knowing that I’m not the only feeling this way
I am here, with you man.
@Aleks thank you x
We all here bro
Awwwww lol no your not stay strong love❤💕❤💕❤
😑
To anybody who's reading this, I pray that whatever is hurting you or whatever you are constantly stressing about gets better. May the dark thoughts, the overthinking, and the doubt exit your mind. May clarity replace confusion. May peace and calmness fill your life. 🙏
Thank you for your kind words
Amen
Thank you.
Thank you for your well said lovely prayer.
This made me cry thank you
-what kind of friend are you?
-the one who walks behind when there isn't enough space on the sidewalk.
Damn I feel you.
@@peterreutterer8253 it's a different kind of pain
@@youtapilote and the worst part is when they forget that you are there ...
- the one who let's other people talk and dominate so that when you're alone and lonely you can grow your identity (and sadness) in your own box
@@NurAmalina-im9kr I fell you all..no confidence and the shits, every day same :((
tell me why i feel more secure here than with my family? This community is seriously underrated
Big facts
Yeah I feel more relaxed in my room than with my family
your command deserves more likes man
I'm so alone.
Because here anyone judge u, and that's fantastic.
"The shattering of a heart when being broken is the loudest quiet ever"
-Carroll Bryant
That's a neat sentiment but the wording of that quote is friggin abominable. What's the word for the feeling you get when you see someone doing something disgusting and loving it? Like those people who like to collect used condoms and eat what's left in them. It's not just disgust. There's like almost an element of hate mixed in it, but at a 15 to 1 ratio.
I can relate to this quote and remember it happening, its like a shock you feel that goes all over your body and you cant really describe it but its like a hollow feeling of sorrow and wanting to crumble up but when it stops you just end up being a empty vessel controled by those negative feelings.
Silence is the loudest scream for help
@@purplegrape6794 FUGGIN CRINGE OMG I THINK I MIGHT DIE I HAVE NEVER CRINGED THIS HARD BEFORE SOMEONE SEND HELP I AM DYING
It's the feeling of emptiness that gets me. I feel a void in my body that was once filled with the joy i had when I was younger. This time of year used to be my favorite time; play with my friends after school, snow days, Christmas coming up. Now look at me, same time of year what do I have? Lingering depression, friends who I once played with now either gone or dead. I just want that warm feeling I used to have back. That feeling of looking forward to what tomorrow may hold. Not laying in the dark on late nights because you were awoken by the emptiness and sadness you are currently feeling. If anyone is feeling what I am. I hope you are staying strong in this fight and I hope for the both of us the worst will be over soon.
i feel this...
@@prodbyjozzu2222 stay strong!! ❤️
8 months later, now engaged. Got a better job. Got a new car. Things are getting better. But not easier. Still recovering from the fact that I lost my dad on Christmas Day last year. It's one step at a time in hopes I don't miss a step and stumble back down to the bottom. It's progress though. I hope people can see my old comment and then this comment and see that things can get better. You just need to keep holding on. There's someone out there who cares for you.
@@jayshadows2756 thank you
😔😔 I hope so. 😔😔
" *Sometimes the person you would take the bullet for is standing right behind the gun* "
~Phora
True.
i was thinking what do u mean??
and then it hits me.
what if there is no gun
Stop making me realize that no one cares about me...
I don’t get it.....
i spent 40 minutes scrolling through all these comments, literally all of the comments are so relateable and puts me in my feels, i hope everyone is doing good and with the best of luck for your futures. remember to focus on yourself and become a better you.
-Love, unknown myth
same buddy
@@justbeansz I to enjoy being alone, it allows me to focus on myself not having the need to worry about others. I to also like seeing people happy.
Hope your future is full of success
Don't rest now, you have your whole life ahead of you
-unknown myth
"They don't see us, until they need us"
- a little quote i found ♡
True.
the worst thing is they don't need you
believe me
Yes ! Very true , but we have family and some friends , if you don't have those you can talk to me , life is fun🙂❤️
until they see us die
That works for God too, we just see him when we need something
If you have been brutally broken but still have the courage to be gentle to other living beings, then you’re a badass with a heart of an angel.
-Keanu Reeves
That’s one of the best quotes I’ve ever seen, thankyou for sharing it
Felt this on a personal level. Some people in my life have treated me badly, but I still would never hurt anyone else because I don't want them to experience the same pain I've felt. However, there are selfish people in this world who do that to others just so they won't be the only ones to feel hurt. I could be wrong but that's how I see it.
Well dam keanu reeves what a way to make me feel awesome
This hits to ose to home and i cant say i havent been broken
amen brother, amen
“The only thing worse than being alone, is being around people who make you feel alone”
-Naruto
Underrated; Naruto is one of the shows that helped me keep going
literaly how i feel rn
😂😂😂
👌🏿
Naruto had some wise as quotes in it
Doesn’t anyone just pretend to laugh? Because when I laugh I don’t really mean it. I can instantly change into a serious face. I always act goofy when I’m with my friends but when I’m alone all I do is draw and just put earphones on, and just be a loner. I block all my notifications. And just stare at my ceiling and stay there for 20-30 min. Then I fall asleep. I like to sleep because it makes me feel like I’m not in reality anymore. That’s all I wanted to say. Thank you for listening. With all my heart I wish you the best lovely stranger.💕💕💕
I understand. Same for me.. I feel empty since my first college year, I never really had Friends, or persons I Can talk to. I Always acted by myself, and today I don't know how to Smile, to cry, or how to Care about something that should be important..
I tried to change, but I realized that i'm really this person, who doesn't have any expressions, and who doesn't care about people, Life, futur.. I asking myself everyday.. how Can I feel better when I'm already dead inside ?
yea
I’ve never related to a comment so much thanks for sharing
I got a similar feeling but usually i just build wooden things as a distraction then sleep but at school i just go to a default of jokes and general humor as a front of what i really feel.
Hope your doing well yourself.
Ive never been able to put it in words so perfectly like that
To anyone who may have some how found this comment, I'm proud of you. Look how far you've come! Even if no one else sees your progress, it's still progress and I'm proud of you. Don't let others get to you, have a lovely day/night.
This community is full of love and handsome ppl
🙏🥺😢🥰
Stop it. Don't give me hope
don't praise people for nothing, praise the potential they hold
Thank you for your kind words, internet stranger. I hope a cat brings you joy today. Take care!
Do anyone ever felt like no one really knows you?
Yes ...
Always 👁
Yup...
Yes
All the time
Thank you for not putting a million ads. Defeats the purpose of a chill playlist. Love it
Ads give me anxiety
Ads give me diarrhea...
u should get an ad blocker tbh
how did you heart react that on here? hubbba, hubba.
@@arandomwarlock7414 that went from 0 to a 100
I think one of the worst things about being lonely is watching everyone else have fun with their friends or family it really hurts me inside when I sit alone at lunch watching everyone with their groups or when my sister goes out to all these places with her friends. I know this is a pointless rant, but I hate being the one that everyone forgets or moves away from when I sit somewhere. The actions of bullying always hurt me worse then the words, I think the worst part was when the teachers always has to find me a partner in activites, so bottom line people please whenever you see someone alone for a project or at lunch please make them feel included cause I guarantee it will make them happier then you think it would. Have a nice day everyone and if you are that person like me try to find a hobby or talk to someone about it. I found reading and writing helps me. ❤❤❤❤
Edit* I just want to add that people who have loneliness/depression should seek a professional for help. My replies are suggestions and in no way is professional advice, more of a moral support 😊 I hope everyone has a good day/night 🖤
Get laid, it ain't hard
YOu just made me cry
@@itsyaboi4794 I am sorry, but I hope you are okay. 🖤
Yep that's me too :"(
@@ayeitzreg5821 I am sorry you are in the same boat but just remember you are never truly as alone as you think. Plus, I am always here to talk 🖤🖤
I'm not depressed or sad this type of music just fits my personality and helps me to stay strong.
im tired of being strong.
@@LongWangHung6969 Don't think like that, The one always have enough strenght to stand against the hardships, If only the one's mindset and attitude is in the right direction. cheer up yourself, nobody is always happy but struggles don't last forever, it has to end one day.
Same bro
I used to be that way. I hope you never get to the point where the lyrics make sense.
@@LongWangHung6969 I'm tired of trying to be strong but not actually being able too be strong.
Loneliness is addicting
Once you see how peacefull and safe it is, you don't want to interact with others...
Nobody, and I mean nobody is alone by choice.
@SleepyArtist I actually have similar situation. I am kind of a "social butterfly", and I hate it. I tried many times to be noce to people, but they keep betray me. I'm seen as the "strong" figure by my friends, because I always cheer them up, I almost never failed to bring a friend's smile back, and nk matter how long it took, I did always stay by their sides. But they never ever did. I have familly problems. My mother is almost always treating me like I'm a slave, she can be nice, but she's never satisfied with me. I have good grades in every class', a good behavior, but she always wants more, and she keeps telling me how much of a waste I do with my "talents". My father ajd mother amways yells at each others, so I usually go alone into my room, putting my earphones on, and listen to music. I'm a very stressed out girl, and when I tried opening up to my friends, they kept telling me " Don't be sad." I hate talking about mybproblems to thel now, so I don'topen up anymore. It makes them mad I guess, but the only thing I want is someone to sit besides me, without telling anything, just looking up the sky with me. Hey, thx if you did read. I hope one day you'll find someone who can understand you. I did a year ago. Since, I don't fear open up to her anymore. It truly is magic. I really wish you a stable and calm life, even if I'm a stranger, you have all my support and love💙
Who knows? Maybe we'll one day meet, and in anycase, thanks for still being able to wake up everyday. Have good day/night strong one, you have the right to let your guards down ✨💙
ikr
@@maechii3866 yeah, there is a lack of people wanting to watch stars without saying anything from midnight to 4 am... :( I have good friends but nobody want to do it.
@@space5422 Oh...I wish I was there for you. Looking up the stars late at night is really peaceful and relaxing, but having someone next to you saying nothing is recomforting. I may be a stranger, but whenever yoo look at the stars, remember that I watch at the same sky with you✨
I don't think anyone will even read this but here we go...
You feel lonely or alone because you feel like you can't talk about the problems you are facing physically and mentally. Not being able to talk about these problems isolates you in a way and makes you feel lonely.
If you do feel like this then talk to somebody, even if they're just an imaginary person it is so good just to let things off your chest.
I feel like I can't talk to anybody so that's what I did. I started talking to someone that wasn't there and they understood and listened. Sorry if this makes me 'weird' or whatever.
Trust me though talking about it helps and it is scary, but bottling it up can have scary side effects.
please take care of yourself okay?
Thanks dude, helped a ton
Thank you so much I'm not in a good place mentally right now and this truly helps.
Some can take care of themselves on an island fully isolated, problems sometimes are just a block in perspective. Look at everything differently and maybe it's not as bad, turn a negative to a positive.
Thanks man, stay safe out there.
Your really helpful...maybe it’s just because of my feelings
You know, the Lo fi community gives me hope in humanity
Somehow the words people say here have the truthfulness and love I can’t find from any of the people around me
its makes me lose hope cause how pathetic they are
@@darenai9783 dude stfu, you don't understand what people are going through and what they do to try and escape that. keep your opinion to yourself
@@unknownmyth3008 yh not having the iPhone u wanted must be hard
@@unknownmyth3008 u literraly have an anime PFP ur probably listening to this cause ur waifu isn't real
You will never realize how precious a moment is, until it becomes a memory.
you know you're lonely when you've got so much to talk about, so much to say. But you have nobody to talk to
or the courage to talk to anyone
Thats really me..
@@twistedclover fam i feel this. sometimes i just feel like if it's okay to talk to someone without giving off the sense that i'm bothering them. it's frustrating.
what do you have to say pls tell me, i don't know what's interesting anymore
Me right now. I have bunch of good friends, but none of them are that close. I can't share my deepest thoughts with them..
Been crying for the past several days listening to songs like this makes me feel a lot better
same for me, i cried, now it's time to go forth ! :)
What ever getting you down, I'm sure you will definitely be able to get over it eventually and push threw it all.
Good luck
chill lofi ua-cam.com/video/HcRu63OKnSs/v-deo.html
Even if you are alone. Know that you have yourself, and that is the coolest relationship you can have.
always important to let it out :)
I can’t say I’m depressed, or even truly sad. I’m just.. lost. I feel like there’s things I should be doing, people I should be seeing. I’m not good at anything in particular, and can’t find anything I really enjoy doing. Just.. empty I guess, going through the same motions everyday. I probably just think too much. but there’s always a tomorrow where I could find the thing to make me happy, or get me on the right track. And if you’re looking for something like that I really hope you find the right thing for you.
You literally summed up everything that's been going through my head lately holy shit.
its called stagnation. You will be like the river and the winds of change will guide and lead where to go. Sometimes in life, you arent where you want to be, but you are where you need to. ❤🦋
You said what went in my mind when listened to this
3 weeks ago I lost my dad who I was very closed to due to covid now my life is completely upside down failing all my high school classes losing my girlfriend by venting to her daily and now my friends because I’m pushing them away and I feel so lost like you I am starting to have suicidal thoughts and imagining how I would end it all like I did before and I feel like I have no one anymore
@@mcfluff1034 I can relate to the “pushing them away” part. I’ve been ignoring my friends these past few weeks. You could say I’m selfish. I just couldn’t bring myself to talk to them since we’re like strangers again. We’re a group of friends that consisted of 7 people. They mostly vc in discord while I’m the only person in the group that rarely calls with them. I just feel like I’m not a part of that group anymore. This has been bothering me lately and sad to say that I’m having suicidal thoughts because of this. I just hope I get to meet someone who understands all of the things I’ve been through.
Being alone has a power that very few people can handle.
Idk, i kinda like having people around. Being thruly alone is kinda terrifying. I was thruly alone before, and to tell you the truth, it felt like being the richest person on earth, but you're stuck on an uninhabited island, with uninhabited cities, pastures, forests, rivers, and other. It's just like, what's the point of being powerful when there's nobody to be powerful for? you know?
@@NerdyCatCoffeeee I love your thought very philosophical, but trust me it gives you the sense and idea of trying to competing with yourself and be more powerful than you were yesterday and day by day you become more powerful well off course this only happens if you use your solitude to you advantage
I never want to know how it feels to be at the top alone.
Damn I feel like I'm alone every day 😔
You...yes you,l don't know what you are going through but just know God loves you❤
Who else just feels like they need to be happy for your friends and family but you only want to cry and just want to close your eyes to be in a other place and escape from reality?
me.sob.
Yep. a lot of people would like to have everything I have, but I don't really enjoy these things. It's like it's not real, I don't understand myself, I don't really understand anything.
I have that feeling sometimes,but the fact I have people depending on me whilst I'm alone is what keeps me moving on I guess..
I believe the only thing that has kept me from killing myself, are my parents. I wouldn't know what I'd do without them & I wouldn't want to hurt them.
It's hard because you know the people close to you want to help you with your problems but talking about your problems is the one thing that scares you most. Maybe you don't want to be judged, which is probably my issue, or maybe something else, but you're scared that opening up will hurt people close to you or push them away, so you seclude your emotions. It's even more rough when you feel that there's nothing you can do, and at some point some people would rather die than deal with the pain another day. I'm really lucky to have a family and close friends. Even if I keep my distance emotionally just talking about anything else helps me cope.
TL;DR Stress/Mental Illness/Loneliness suck. Stay close to your family and friends. Even if you don't want to talk about your emotions having them around still helps.
The other day me and my cousin were having a nice chat and I laughed at one of her jokes. She stoped talking and looked me dead in the eyes. I asked what was the matter because I naturally thought I had screwed something up. She smiled and said, "I'm glad you have started REALLY laughing again." I almost broke down into tears. It reminded me that no matter how much you lie to yourself, you can never fool the ones who love you. p.s. just because nobody says anything about it doesn't mean they haven't noticed. It's really hard for a lot of people to convey their emotions or they just feel like they won't be able to do anything or say anything to help you.
lol ive fooled so many, and wow no one love me teehee
I know that feeling... I wear a mask every day to protect my parents to know my feelings. They see me as a happy good boy full of life, while I’m just full of loneliness and sadness
I guess im not the loved one in a family :( or anywhere else. Why no one can see me suffer?
Everyone sees me as this girl who’s happy and quit but in the inside I don’t want to be there, I want to disappear from this world forever...I just want to cry when ever but people will judge you and call you a cry baby....
Am i stupid or too young to understand? Just dont be sad.
"If love is just a word, then why does it hurt so much if you realize it isn't there?"
-𝙂𝙖𝙖𝙧𝙖
I cannot comprehend your comment.
Gaara makes me so sad, he doesn't deserve what he's been through😔
some things just hit different
DAMN THAT HIT ME IN MY FEELINGS
man you watched a lot of anime you should probabely go outside
big love for all the loners who had enough pain from people and just want to chill with this awsome mix
Thanks...loners just want to be themselve when there s nobody around..
@@jowyschwarz313 I agree and relate...
Thanks I want to be alone, but I can't because they always call me somewhere when I have things on my head
Hate the feeling when you want to cry but just can’t
always have this feeling.
@Rebekah Ferguson I hope you feel better soon.
I want to do it in school but I can’t because I go to an all boys school
I get you, Its like no matter what you do this feeling wont go away. You cant cry it out, or scream it out its just there, Im starting to think am I just gonna have to live with this? Do I have to get used to this?
I hated people because of that feeling, in the beginning I blamed people around me i was just saying that they caused me that pain in a way or an other, but now I see them as a selfish creatures so i started hating people and giving more love to my self ..
The loneliest people are the kindest.
the saddest people smile the brightest.
the most damaged people are the wisest.
all because they don't wanna see anyone else suffer the way we do.
your comment is very interesting but leaves out an essential component which is "hope", a sad person without hope is bitter, a lonely person without hope is an asocial, and a hurt person without hope is a frustrated person,
Adverse situations do not always make you stronger, that capacity is reserved for people who have a purpose in life.
Romans 8:28
"And we know that in all things God works for the good of those who love him, who have been called according to his purpose."
@Kageyama’s Milk YES that’s the main reason I don’t tell anyone
@Kageyama’s Milk I can give you a virtual hug. 🤗
It'll get better, I promise! Don't give up just yet!
@@fudgemonkey69 A hug for you too. 🤗
It will get better--just believe.
@Kageyama’s Milk yw :3
Does anyone else feel empty or upset most of the time but have no particular reason why? I've seen everywhere people saying why they feel a certain way, but I've never been able to pin point why I feel like this...
It makes getting help so hard because anytime I say I feel upset they ask why, and it's embarrassing to say that I don't know...
All I know is that if who ever is reading this feels the same, just know that it will get better! It has to, we'll make it through this! Please keep fighting you are worth it 💛🧡
As I go through all these comments its hard for me to relate to most because I haven't had to go through there problems, but they can see most of that problem and how to roughly go about figuring out how to make that right. As I haven't had much luck with anything in my life I'm sure others can relate. As I go through each day with this sadness and frustration I have no clue on what the problem might even be or what I actually need in my life. I've never commented on anything but as soon as I was done reading your comments I realized that there was actually a smile on my face.it made realize that I'm not the only one that can not only find why we feel the way we do, but that its so hard opening up and trying to explain these feelings to someone when we can't even find the problem. As I over think things a lot I might think I need something, but need the complete opposite and just waste my time and effort into something pointless. I'm not good with comforting words i just know reading your comment calmed me a bit and I hope that reading this will comfort you. I'm glad you decided to comment what you had on your mind and I hope that we both find exactly what we need sooner then later
I wanna put this out there for anyone who needs to hear it
Its ok to cry
ive been crying for too long ive been numb for too long i just want to be happy again dropping all of my friends trying to cut out the toxsisity is hard now im down to 4 people who even speak to me i just need someone and i feel ive lost everyone who cares for me
🤍🤍
@@mcfluff1034 hey it's ok, I've recently been through that too (still dealing with it) but I've found out what helps is to see the positive stuff that's happened in your life (recent or not recent, both work). Maybe jot it down and reminisce in those moments. Try remembering what you've done to achieve those positive things and keep pushing through :). Also it's totally ok to tell people close to you that you need some alone time. One suggestion I have that's worked well for me is to push through the tears/emotions/etc for just one day and do double the work and take the next day off. We'll get through this together soon :)
I can't even cry even if I want to because I am bad at expressing emotions
cant even cry anymore.. becoming numb to everything
"I think the saddest people always try their hardest to make other people happy because they know what it's like to feel absolutely worthless, and they don't want anyone else to feel like that."
So true...
That's facts, I do this with anyone whenever they feel down
@@TunaPetunia456 Cheering up someone who needs it most and seeing them smile. It means more than anything in the world.
@@pygmypengu1625 I agree 👍🏻
If I'm having a bad day but my friend is also having a bad day, I would literally go out of my way to make their day
@@TunaPetunia456 Everyone deserves a friend who will always be there even if they are also going through a rough time, it's nice to cry on someone else's shoulder.
This is why I love the comment section if these videos everyone cares about each other and the only part of the Internet you can actually relate to
true
Yeah, this is where I get my feelings out it’s just to hard to speak to my family even though my sister is basically experiencing the same thing
I used to be the funny person at my group of friends. I always made people laugh and would always listen to them, encourage them and give advices. All of them said that I should try being a psychiatrist, cuz I'm really good at dealing with people's feelings and thoughts, but they never knew how I felt inside.
I just feel so lonely, there's a emptiness inside my chest that hurts and kills me from the bottom of my heart to my skin.
Last week I wasn't able to handle it anymore, I was at my job and couldn't stop crying. My shoulders felt heavy, I couldn't see clearly and my heart was drowned on pain. I was afraid, afraid of me, afraid of my own mind, so I asked for help by texting my friends.
They got *really* surprised and worried. Some minutes later they showed up at my working place, draged me out of there and we sat at the sidewalk.
They didn't ask me anything, just hugged me and made sure I was safe, then I cried.
That was the first time someone saw me cry because of my own pain.
That was the first time I cried on someone else's arms.
You know, life can get dark sometimes, but you'll find a way out of it.
There's always a way out with you *alive* , you don't need to go through all that pain.
Thanks for reading, hope you're safe and comfortable with yourself 💜
You described me but the ending is not right...
You got me in the first half but my „Friends“ Wohls Never do smth like this for me they wouldn‘t understand or Even care i just have nobody and nothing that helps me in tough times i havent felt happy for the past few months and everything is just depressing i fucking hate being alive right know
hope you understand how important you are to your close friends and how comfortable you made me feel now ... thank you for being yourself
I feel that. I always get told I am always so bright and cheery and just lift the mood when I am there, but when I am alone with my thoughts, my mistakes, my growth... it just beats me down. No one, not even my mom knows that side of me. I always shrug it off as normal, that every one feels this way when thinking about their life. But I don't suppose that is true all the time. I can't cry, I usually just tear up and let it flow. All while gaming, writing, cooking....ect. it hits me at random time when I am alone.
J.Gtt. I completely understand, I've lived the exact same situation except for the work and all my friends have drifted apart from me. I used to be mr. Funny supportive guy too and was told I could do a bunch of things from psychiatrist to a teacher but it would always feel so lonely and nobody would ask me how i felt, or even if i felt anything but happy. I even became so good at smiling while I wasn't happy that i stopped crying in general. Then all my friends left within a timespan of about a month and I was basically dying inside. I began to depend on anime and video games because honestly reality is just too harsh and unforgiving. I'm currently a NEET. I have no job, no friends, and I'm disappointing everyone I know but I'm trying to change. I have a job lined up for me that I'm applying for this month. I'm gonna try to change. I'm probably going way off topic but what I'm saying is things are gonna get better no matter what and I understand completely. Sorry this was so long
I’m hurting a lot right now, and this lofi has helped me so much. Thank you! To anyone who is hurting or struggling is life, I hope everything gets better soon. This all will pass eventually, so don’t give up. 🖤
I don't have anyone to talk to and I struggle to express myself properly, but reading through this comment section makes me happy and gives me the strength to wake up in the morning, I want to thank everyone here for existing.
Wow this comment got me tearing up the most, I know how u feel, I wish there was one person to talk to or to help me get through this depression..... but idk if these comments are making me sadder or happier but I know that I can relate to all of them, heh that's when u fo sho know ur lonely when u have 5 people in ur house but still yet have no body to go to and the only people that u can truly get is in comment sections, but anyway I'd like to thank u for commenting
I love u bro ❤️
@@Daxayh thanks bro I love you too❤️
@@brensboy684 it's just painful isn't it
@@kayos9149 fr
"When we are at our lowes point, we are open for change."
- Aang
Thankyou
You welcome
*if you change you are at your very bottom
*too bad im a bottomless pit*
"That's rough buddy."
-Zuko
so tru so wise
i- the strangers in this comment section who i dont even know.. they're making me feel safer than anyone that i know irl. even though i dont know y'all, i still love every single one of you. God bless you all
Thanks a lot, we appreciate it
@@dystopicangel1 np :)
I agree and god bless you too
Love you too fam ❤️
Most of us are barely hanging in there ..haha...
The amount of pain from the expectations of others
The stress from school that piles up every single day
The emotions that can no longer be explained
Feeling of Emptiness, Hopelessness
i can relate
honestly. same. i might look like im all happy and comedic on the outside, but im just a sad miserable kid who wants to feel true happiness again inside. i hope the best for anyone who reads this
this resonates with me too... whats left is just a big vacuum where good thoughts should have been.
i like how the music titles are sitting on the swing next to him. kinda like saying when you feel alone, music is always there.
Damn that hit me hard
I didn't even notice that wow, great catch. That's a powerful message
Wow :) u kinda Made my night
Hey everybody! :D Just created a sister stream with lofi ❤ I'd be happy to see you look by :D ❤
Bruh I didn't even notice that.
" Every tear tells a story, because people don't cry without a reason"
- Itachi Uchiha
a person of culture i see
Well sometimes each fake smile tells story too:)
@@Victor-te4bq follow Itachi's words. not your own.
well shucks
Bro this comment section is touching my heart lol
The saddest beat in the world is a heart that doesn't want to beat anymore
if it's not beating that means there's no beat that doesn't make sense how can u say that something silent is a beat dumbass/s
@@Albassil your insult is ironic all things considered lol
@@Albassil Try reading the comment again lol u misunderstood that hard
Bruh it was a fricking joke god damn it
Poetic...
Anyone else have that same feeling of when the world just stops when your looking out your window at 2 am? For anyone new to the community of lofi, welcome. c:
Oh dude, Ik what that's like
I'm 27, and I'll admit life hasn't been easy. It's messy and rough. It's like a road trip, only you don't have a destination. Instead you're driving an old clunker and silently praying you don't get a flat along the way. But if there's one thing I learned? The trip is well worth it once I threw my map out the window and just enjoyed the scenic route; just enjoyed the ride, flat and all. In high school, I always felt alone. I was the listener, but never the one who people listened to; I comforted, but was never the one to be comforted; my problems were small and insignificant to anyone who did listen. I was the secondary character, the best friend to the main character of some else's story. I used to think, "man, is this it? What else is there?" But you know what? I was wrong. It took me a while to realize that I'm just the main character in a Sofia Coppola film (go figure). I want everyone to know that, whatever you're going through, there is so much more. So much more. You're not alone. You are brave. Every breath you take, every morning you wake up to, is a victory and you are brave enough to see it until it sets and start all over again. Stay compassionate, stay brave, stay safe. Sending love to whoever needs it.
we do what we do to get by
That very encouraging keep speaking you are helping people
That very encouraging keep speaking you are helping people
that exactly what i felt right now. i am 27 too, i feel like everything is part away, i lose my job due to covid19, not in relationship or something. i dont know but sometime i felt i was left behind when all my friends either had stable job or get married.
thank you
“It’s not that I don’t like people I just feel better when they aren’t around” Charles Bukowski
That's from Chuck isn't it?.
Oi
imagine living in an apartment alone, going home from work and listen to this
Better sad than dead.
Well no need to imagine . I just got home from work living in my apartment alone and listening to this song on a speaker .
It might be soft , but I’m too young to live without my parents ;)
Been living like that for the past 4-5 years. I work at home as a leather carver. I hardly see anyone, much less now with this pandemic. Family only reaches out when they need money or favors. Only got a couple of friends, but we are always busy with work. You adapt. You get to learn a lot about yourself and enjoy the little things in life. Theres good days, and bad days. But thats life. Just remember to use your alone time wisely and productively, and always strive to be better than you were yesterday. Peace!
You telling people my business bro
The lofi community is the best one I've ever seen. Everyone is so kind and chill it nearly brought me to tears. I had a bit of an argument with my best friend. She's mad at me, I'm mad at me, but reading these comments and listening to this mix improved my mood a bit. So, I thank all of you who left such kind comments. And thank you to anyone who reads this. And for anyone going through a tough time or thinking of ending it all, it will get better. And i know it sounds cliche but its true. Give it time and effort and things will get better, or at least i think so. Love all of you and goodnight
blaming myself too for same thing girl mad at me and it wasn't my fault but I still accept fault and feeling helpless.
I understand how you feel and I am having a really hard time but your comment and the comments I just read are making me cry. I haven't cried in over a year because my life has been so hard, I didn't know I had tears left to lose until I realized you understand how I feel because it is such a painfully feeling that you can't stand and makes you hurt so much that you just want to give someone a big hug and tell them someone will always be there for them. I wish the best for you and the community that reads this comment, if you ever feel alone, remember my comment and that I understand how you feel and only want the best for you. I hope you all can overcome what challenges lay ahead and that you find happiness in your life.
Whenever I'm upset I love to listen to these sad lofi mixes. Except for the main reason, I come here isn't to sulk or chill to beats. Reading other people's comments about their own stories or just skimming over wise, comforting words have helped me a lot. It makes me happy to know that there are people who understand me. I don't even know you and yet you've helped me so much. Y'all are like my family, and If it wasn't for you I would have probably done something drastic. I'm too afraid to tell close ones around me about my issues because I don't want them to worry about me. But I think it got to a point where I was too silent for too long. Thank you for helping me.
~That random girl from Michigan
en.wikipedia.org/wiki/Michigan
It’s kinda the same reason I’m here to. Granted I don’t like showing my feelings because it’s just my stubborn southern pride I reckon. I don’t have much to say but I’m here if ya wanna talk. If ya don’t well I reckon I’ll see ya on the other side of the pond😁✌️
Beeko_ I feel you on that one, I always come here for the kind of community that lofi makes. It really can be the only place that I look towards when I kinda by myself. We come always with open arms to anyone reaching out and I love that part of this family. We thank you for being here with us and vibing with 🤍🤍
@@SuperGreatSphinx LOL, why U put Wikipedia Michigan link here?
Anyone just feel like a ghost inside their own body? Like you're not depressed but you wake up everyday feeling the same void and emptiness and are honestly too tired with the constant stress. Like you never get to... truly enjoy life.
i feel like that too:/
...yeah, that's quite possibly depression. i would seriously consider talking to someone about it. don't let it get so bad that you feel like nothing can help. trust me, you don't ever want to get to that point. and even if it isn't Actual Factual Depression, everyone could benefit from therapy tbh, especially with all that's going on in the world. hope things get better :)
@@quinn5920 in therapy they don't care about you and never will. I just refuse to tell anyone because I just don't want to be considered attention seeking. I just fucking hate myself. Everything I do makes me feel like I'm just so cringe to get around and kinda refuse to associate with new people because I'm scared to get seen as wierd.. I'm already considered a school shooter because I'm a "quiet kid". The thing is, is if I go seek help my life would crumble underneath me. I'm just to scared of it.. I just really don't know anymore and just don't want to know either. Funny how a person on a different screen knows you better then your own fam. Some days I can be alright but all it takes is one hiccup to tumble my house of cards. Other days I feel like shit to begin with. Just abunch of mood swings y'know? I don't know what's wrong with me or if I want to know...
@@quinn5920 thank you for the reply kind sir, I am trying to take care of myself but unfortunately the end of the semester is just incredibly busy. I'll push through this hard time and then try and take care of myself :)
Thats a form of depression dude
Idk why, but this is the only lofi mix that feels like a soft pat on the head, and i thank you for it
I've finally done it I've found someone who really cares about me and she is the best thing that has happened to me since this community of lofi music so I want to thank all of you for being there when others weren't and all of you I hope all of you find someone special thank you
I dunno who you're, but I'm happy for u uwu
I am happy for you
I’m happy for you king go wear that crown and be happy for the rest of us brother and remember to stay strong we are right behind you
then care for her and be happy
If you listen to this alone outside walkin at night it feels amazing
It really does ^^ Right after you find out that the girl who gave you hopes never intended to be with you, just to play with you and your little stupid feelings. Sry im a bit done right now
@@Zero-yj3pz keep walking, the night is still young.
You're my kind of people 👍
Zero hey! I hope you’re doing well. I know it’s been 2 weeks, but how are you feeling now? If you need to rant or anything, my insta is @shinobi.vm
from the short hopes series
Damn that picture potrays depression and loss of hope really well.
I know that guy isn't real, but I still hope he gets back on his feet with a new hope in the morning.
wym he's just enjoying the weather? he doesn't look sad to me
@@memenazi7078 Well to each is his own interpretation I guess 😉 I interpreted it like that judging from his fallen shoulders and chest, his fallen head, barely hanging with both his hands. Also people always turn their face upwards if they are enjoying the weather. But again, that's just my interpretation of the art 😉
I can see where you're getting at though. If you look closely, there are tears can can be distinguished from the rain.
I see a creepy face
That’s the face of a man who trusted. Someone who gave everything, only to lose it. And for what? A fleeting moment of love. I see a man who loved, but got no love in return. And despite that, loved nonetheless. It hurts the most when you give all. It hurts most when it’s lost.
В жизни сейчас происходят тяжёлые обстоятельства, которые уже как полгода убивают изнутри. Зашла сюда послушать музыку, а увидела столько светлых людей. Спасибо вам, ребят. Плачу и читаю.
Pláču....😢😢😢😢😢🙏♥️😢😢😢🥲😢🥲🫶👍
Ну что как там спустя почти год?
It's getting to the point where whenever I cry badly, I start to tell myself "Shh don't cry" or "I'm okay don't cry"
Like I'm Legit talking to myself to calm down that's how lonely I am.
In the end it's all just water, wether the rain or the tears. Just let it flow and it will go wherever it has to go. Sometimes it's a strong stream, sometimes it's slow and calm, anyway in the end it will flow into a beautiful lake or into the majestic sea, you shouldn't stop it or you won't be able to see the beauty that lies ahead.
Same , literally can relate so much , but Ik we will find someone who will be there instead of it just being us , so don’t give up Ik and Ik that your like yeah whatever but I tell myself this everyday and I was able to smile today without feeling bad so it gets better promise
@@madisonstark543 Thank you! Nice to know someone relates🥺
Your welcome , we just gotta keep going
😊✌🏻
Me too...except I tell myself stop being weak...
"Monsters don't hide under your bed" They scream inside your head
Nice one !
Damn, so #deep bro
Yet the monsters are there, because you are aware.
They don’t hide under your bed , because there just a nightmare.
Close, just need the ‘they’re’
@@bruhgus2557 I think he's replying to Heeran saad
This is more therapeutic than talking to friends, family and therapists who don’t get it. The music speaks to one as no one else could
"You call it music I call it my therapy" -NF
"Can you draw a picture of how you feel?" That blatant disconnect from a therapist is when I knew that the only person who could uncover my isms is me and some good old fashioned self contemplation.
気分が落ちてどうしようも無くなった時に聴きにきます。これを聴いていると心が落ち着き、穏やかな気持ちになります。落ち込んだ時に、励ますような元気な曲を聴く人もいるでしょう。でも私はこの音楽を聴きにくる。優しく背中を撫でてくれるような気がして、イラストの男性が私であるような気がして、心が静かになる。とても助けられています。ありがとう。
どうか多くの人に届き、胸が温まる小さな幸福を味わえますように。
We’re told to never be alone, that we should always have company.
But we’re only ever really ourselves when we’re alone.
If this is who I really am, I really ought to just end it right now.
Daddy Skee that’s so true
It's true and I hate it
Wow
Anyone else listening to this because it hurts even more to sit in silence.
Oof, yep
Kinda, I mainly wanted music to fit my mood and hopefully feel some connection with the artist.
Maybe that's exactly what you were saying just in different words, idk it's late
Its calms my mind down from racing around to thought to thought. I like listening to this music at night. I get to read the comments and relate to people from all over the planet who ive never met yet are the same as me. When i listen to this music it reminds me im still alive.
Why do you deserve any pleasure at all?
@Maddilyn Kline that's a good use of imagination
hi everyone. I'm a South African college student. just wanted to say I hope you're well. and that if you're not,everything gets better.everyone in these comments has a story but if you're depressed, I pray that one day you'll be able to look back and appreciate how far you've come and will find true joy that no one can take away. love you lots boos❤
Shout out to you💖thank you for the kind words
I'm South African too🇿🇦
@@SirCartierNY neighbor right here im Zimbabwean
Hi Grace M im an south african too😁
my boyfriend is South African, I'm from Romania and I haven't seen him since March because of corona...I miss him so much...borders opened recently and I'm on the red list...trying my best to see if I can apply for a visa from Bulgaria (neighboring country - on the green list) and fly from there...I'd do anything to see him
I'm from South Africa too, busy prepping for my matric finals. Good luck with college, I hope its going well
About 3 years ago, I listened to this playlist every day at 3 in the morning depressed due to a toxic relationship, today after having lived many things I can say that I listen to this playlist more out of nostalgia since I am possibly ready to start another happy relationship , so everyone who reads or listens to this, I want you to know that even if everything looks horrible and that it is not worth it, just continue one more day, and in the future you will thank yourself
I love how the artist and track name appears on the swing next to him. As if to say, you're NOT lonely for I am here with you.
Sometimes music is the best companion. Ironically, it seems to sometimes be the only thing that listens to US.
i totally agree, very nice feature :)
This fully warmed my heart ❤️
Wow hadn’t noticed that! 😮
i was just about to comment something like this LOL but, i definitely agree with you
*Lonelist people are the kindest. The saddest people smile to brightest. The most damaged people are the wisest. All because they wish to not see anyone suffer like them.*
*You should ask that funny kid in your class about how they feel when they are at home.*
That makes so much sense
True, i was that kid, now i just dont smile anymore
Huh... A guy like me who, a nice guy who finishes last and is always lonely and getting asked tht, man u dont know how long ive been hoping someone would figure it out sooner or later
This is great advice - people are their most real and genuine self at home. You could really get to know someone if you could see them alone in their own home.
A lot of truth in that.
In classes I always look for that person glancing around the room as groups form. I grab that person for my partner if I can. It's like when I see that uncertainty in their eyes, I'm feeling it all come back for myself from all my school years, you know? I don't know if that makes me the 'kindest', or wise, in and of itself. But damn you just develop a sense for it. People need to care about each other more when they're in the same situation like that.
Apparently I'm not alone...
everyone in the comment section is here for me..
thanks guys.
You got a friend in me man ✌️
Always ✨❤️
Yep, best wishes.
We’re here for you.
Of course
It feels weird to be a metalhead and find such peace listening to Lofi.
😂😅😂😂
Last summer I thought I finally started to get out of my depression. I worked out a lot, went out with friends and worked a lot. Everything felt great and I was full of life. I graduated from middle school and applied for a new high school. My bro and other friends who were already in high school told me that its amazing and chill. And you get to meet new people, so I was hella gassed.
First day of school I walked in and then I walked into my class. I saw this girl that immediately got my attention. I was in love at first sight, she was beautiful. But I didn’t talk to her yet or anything. Next day we had online class. For one of our classes we had to work in duos, and guess who was my duo partner? My crush, I was so happy and wanted to get to know this girl. After online class she msged me on teams and said hey lets work on the project. And i was like sure, we called and talked about school stuff. Then she told me she had a kid.
Now im 16 and she is 18 so I was like oh shit. But that didn’t change the fact that I still liked her. And not just from lust, I actually liked everything about her.
Next day she texted me and offered to go to a Internet cafe to work on our project and chill. I said yes so quick. We met up at the cafe and started talking and just vibing. This caused me to catch feelings real quick. As time went on we kept going out more to work on projects and just hang out together.
I got to know her a lot and we build up a close bond over time and I got to know her backstory and the shit she has been through etc. This just really made me fell in love.
She did tell me a couple times she dated other guys and one day I found out somehow that she had sex with 2 other guys. That hurt me but what can I do? She wasn’t my girl or anything so I just stuck by her side.
She wasn’t proud of herself that she had sex with those 2 others and felt bad. She was sorry for not telling me etc. I forgave her and I just kept on being there for her.
She knew I had a crush on her but never really directly told me how she felt about me. She referred to my as a friend a couple times but she kept asking me to hang out and just vibe.
She did hurt me a lot of times by just talking about other guys and crushes to me but I just didn’t say anything and acted like it didn’t bother me.
Meanwhile this whole time I was losing myself again and only trying to please this girl. I handled her with respect and I showed her true love.
A couple days ago we were on the phone and just were just talking. We got into an argument and all of a sudden she said: “You know I only see you a friend right? Nothing more than that”
And as I told you before she referred to me as a friend a couple times before but never told me it in my face this direct and straight.
After that she said I’d love to be friends but if it bothers you and hurts you we’ll be forced to break our “bond”.
This is was the moment I realized how broken this whole process and period made me. When she said all that I realized how much time I lost trying to prove myself to someone that basically did not gave a fuck. I gave her so much attention and showed her respect and love yet she still just put me aside.
Im not mad at her for not liking me back, you can’t force love. I’m mad at myself for losing myself again, wasting time and not seeing this coming. All the signs were there, and I should’ve seen them but I just looked over them because I loved her so much.
I have lost myself once again and this pulled me right back into depression. I feel very empty. I don’t know why and I don’t wanna feel this way but for the last couple nights I have just been crying and having a lot of mental breakdowns. My mental health is fucking terrible rn and its affecting me physically too.
If you read all of this and legit took the time, I appreciate you. I hope all your dreams come true and that you will become a successful person,
Shafra
Love can be blinding in so many ways its unbelievable and it's understandable, but please *please* don't give up on yourself and definitely don't blame yourself. You seem to have a beautiful soul💖💖... The world deserves people like you in it
You supported her and were by her side, even though there wasn´t any romantic interest towards you. And im sorry your story took that twist. But, if you could work out, hang out with your friends and improve as a person once, why wouldnt you do it again? I now its not easy. I cant work out because i rarely think that it´s worth something. Sometimes i feel i´m not going to be enough to study on a good university. Sometimes i think my decisions are not worth anything. But there are days i can do a lot of things and study a lot. There are days that i remember all the things i have achieved on these years, and i shouldnt give up. Hope you can find your path again. I send you all my good vibes.
Atleast you learned something from this whole experience (I have). If I look at the way you handle tings, I can see that you're a smart person and will figure it out. Be proud of yourself for being so mature at that age. Now allow yourself to enjoy some other things in life. Gl!
@Kuba P if you have nothing nice to say, don't comment. they are not foolish.
Seems like you're having a hard time. You lost yourself. There's really nothing more heartbreaking than the love of your life not liking you back. The only thing to think is that it's unfair. I understand your feelings. I know it won't matter what people say, or what is happening, there is nothing more impactful than feelings. Some people do listen to you. I'm listening, alright. We can see you and your pain. You're not alone. You're not worthless and you're not a ghost.
“Men cry not because they aren’t strong they cry because they have been strong for to long”
Itachi.
men? that´s sexism
@@unicorngirl7856 I was just quoting a character from a show are you okay
@@cliffordjak8713 Yes, I agree that we need to question if this _human_ - if we can even call it a human - is okay.
Stop Ruining the Damn reference
@@deltaplayz7283 I can’t use a quote from my favorite character sorry
Perfect mix for when summer starts, and you see your friends having fun without you. 😔
All time alone
Just remember your not alone on this side of UA-cam take care my dude
@@adamsosa8412 Nice comment! Like it ☺️
Yep, but with my friends it’s 24/7. They don’t really talk to me and I feel alone all the time. I get more interactions on UA-cam than real life and that’s really sad.
Shenkgaming look at least you have friends
When i saw that this mix is 3 years old, it felt a little weird. As if i am left behind and no one might see this comment now. But the fact is videos and music like this can never die, this ages just like wine. The older the better... I have just started the process of bettering myself and making myself a more disciplined, focused, controlled and happier person. They say that something can only come to life if you start doing it. Just like the guy in the video, whose sitting on the swing with his head down, and rain falling around him, I relate to every feeling he has. He is me. I am him.
I listen to Hardstyle, its an evolved branch of electronic music. Those who also listen to it, will know what I am talking about. If you want to know how that music is, do check it out. Nothing like this. Since the last 4 years, i have been trying to get over the girl who I love. She does not love me back, and probably never will. She only sees me as a friend, and while I completely respect that, I can't let myself be out in the open, feeling hurt and rejected all the time by her. No offence, she is the most beautiful person I have met, and that is why I love her also. But we are different in our ways, and she does not want someone in her life right now. Maybe I do, i don't know. But what I know is that I am not one with myself. I am not happy alone. That can't and won't be fixed by a relationship, that I am sure of. I need to fix myself and be a better person. I can't slack anymore. Some days I feel like a giant burden on my parents. I can't even speak with anyone around me, because I simply try to sort out things in my head and do everything myself. Hyper-independence. It kills me every day to see how different I have become from what I was in school. But I think that's life. You change, people change.
I am trying to move on from her. I can't forget her, ofc, I won't. But my heart wants to leave her behind. I have also started working out to fix my health. I am not in the shape I should be in, and I am taking baby steps to achieve that. I go out at 4 in the morning for jogging and exercising, and I listen to lofi mixes like this one. I don't have a favourite one as such, but this one feels so good. I find night time and dawn to be the best and safest places to be. When the sun hasn't come out and the world is slowly stirring up to life, and you're out in the open with just yourself. Feeling only yourself, and nothing else...
I have recently started listening to Lo-Fi and Synthwave music, and I can assure you, it sends me to the calmest place I can ever be in, with my thoughts, dreams, ambitions, fears, mistakes, loves, hates, everything I can fathom.
I thank you Dreamy for this mix, and all the others you've made and uploaded, it is what I need, and what the world definitely needs...
P.S.-: It's been 6 months since I've posted this, and i can confidently say that i am way better than what I used to be. I am completely over that girl. I haven't forgotten her, bu the idea of her, does not hurt me or bring me pain anymore. I can say i am fitter than what I used to be, and i am mentally stronger for sure. Let's keep going!
"no one might see this comment now".
As someone who read every comments (and sometime replies) under this video since two years, i found that funny. :)
For your story, i must say that you deserve respect. I read a lot of things here and you are by far one of the most resiliant.
It's normal to be hurt when the one that we love doesn't love us back. but I have to admit that it's very mature from you to accept her feelings. Your pain will one day fade away, you'll see :) For the first person i loved, it tooks 4 years to finally erase my feeling for her from my mind.
Don't worry about feeling alone and not liking it. We are social animals so it's written in our brain that being a part of a group or being with people we love is something pleasant.
But you are right, to have great and true relationship (friends and with girls) you have to become better and your dedication to do it impress me. I never seen anyone here go out at 4Am to do exercices.
I hope the best for you, i hope that you find someone !
You should try the peace of Christ my friend. I have been where you are, that lonely feeling in my soul and throat. The constant painful feeling of my heart reaching out and being struck down with every beat, it never stops beating. You can either live with it or have it fixed and renewed in the hands of Jesus. I love you my friend, I pray and hope that you find this key and take it, never let go of it. This is the way out, may God bless you buddy. :*)
Stay strong bro, i was in the same place as you. I was basically an empty shell. I kept myself away from everybody else because i felt out of place and out of tune. I always thought that i could never ever im my whole life to be loved by anybody. But here i am rn with angel with me. The most perfect gf you could ever or even imagine of and i love her dearly. Shes so great that i feel like in a dream which im afraid of waking up from. So what im saying is, stay strong and let fate guide you. Follow the river and you'll end up at the most beautiful view. One day you'll be loved by someone, i believe in you
Hey man, I can completely relate to you.
I was in the same situation just 4 years ago.
It was incredibly painful but at the end, time heals all.
It took me 2 years to move on from her, so don't be too hard on yourself.
Just remember that this community is always here for you.
It’s very interesting comment, unique in some ways for me. Thanks for your time, bud
Being alone is better than feeling lonely among a crowd of people.
Yeah your stuck with those people while you can do your own thing at home
It's sad to go to events/places with your 'friends' and realize that you're only there as the backup friend to talk to in case if the 'main friend' leaves. It's like you're there but, not really there. Yeah you may be laughing with them but, you're just laughing in the background, not actually involved in the conversation. Next thing you know, you blink or even close your eyes for a second, and then you see them as they disappear into the crowd. I've always felt like I was just clinging on to my only 'friends' that I had left so that I wouldn't feel alone, or lost in a crowded room filled with people I didn't know.
I hear you. I feel the same way. I question if some of my friends even enjoy me. I've done stupid and mean crap at times and I feel like I've messed myself up and now no one enjoys me. I think no one enjoyed me from the beginning. Even my parents.
Sorry for rambling😣
Same with me,I can relate!
@brianna, you've made me realize that about myself. I always thought that I was the reason my group of friends came to be. But now that I have time to think about it, I was never really involved in anything. I was just the background. The aesthetic. The prop.
@@Mr_Riot_ I realized a few months ago that this exact situation was happening to me with my two closest friends, I thought the same thing as you until I started realizing that they were way closer to each other than I thought, I had always felt a little distant when I was around them, I always just found myself laughing in the background and never really having that connection/bond that they had. I wasn't really expecting for many or even a few people to relate to what I felt but, I truly do hope you find a friend or friend group that doesn't make you feel or think this way, at least you can have some sort of reassurance that you're not alone in these feelings or thoughts.
@@bri7779 thank you.
This comment section makes me feel so safe. My mom dismisses all of my emotions and treats me like i'm her slave, so I'm happy to be in such a positive community.
baby just let it all out. Cry out loud and vent to anything or anyone. Please don't prevent your tears from flowing
You got us right here, this is a community, not a social judgment center
use this as a safe space, to be with others while you're alone. Allow it to calm you and make you feel accepted. We. Are. Here. And nothing changes that
That sounds terrible :( I wish you the best and if you need anything, you're safe here in this community
When you realize almost no one cares and asks about you. You'll get ultranumb after time but the inner pain remains.
In all honesty, this type of music has ended up becoming my life. I'll get home after a long day and as soon as I'm done with everything I need to get done, I immediately turn it on to destress from everything that goes on in just a single day. My life isn't bad persay... It's just not perfect. It's just not how I'd like it. Living everyday with no one to talk to, being told to get over everything that takes over my mind each and every day as if it's easy, being completely and totally alone. It stings man. It stings. I appreciate this channel, it's become apart of my everyday life and I'm grateful for that. Some days, I wish that I could just shut my eyes and be taken to a place where all my desires would be fulfilled. My lost friends standing with me side by side on a beach, staring off into the horizon, wondering what's beyond it. I'm trying to figure where I had gone wrong or if I ever even went wrong in the first place. Each day is nothing but struggle after struggle, jab after jab. I know I shouldn't be thinking like that but honestly, there isn't much else to think about. It's all my life is at this point. It sucks but I can't just give in to the negativity and do something I'll regret.
That felt oddly relieving. Heh, that was nice.
Bro you have my same thoughts i thought i was the only person thinking and "dreaming" like that but im happy that for one time i am actually not alone
I hug you. You lieve through the same shit like me as well, and I know how it is.
Same here man. I'm here all alone after losing friends... It's just that I've become more and more introverted and bit antisocial too. But no one will ever understand. Because whatever we loners struggle is society's gossip. They don't care. They're only good as long as they're allowed to be
That was beautiful. Made me cry because I feel the same way. Thank you for sharing.
It's amazing how many people here all feel the same way and some how despite the feeling of despair you seem to have built a small community where you make everyone feel so welcomed it's truly inspiring i hope everyone has a great day and keep spreading the love
♥
''I remember sitting in silence for a while, wanting nothing more than to break down. I didn’t, though. I didn’t break down. I just sat there, waiting. I’m not sure what I was really waiting for. I think I just wanted a sign, or something. Like, from the universe, saying it wasn’t the end, and that I should keep fighting. But I never got that sign. Must’ve been forever before I realized my guardian angel wasn’t gonna fall from the sky and make him love me again. No amount of false hope or sadness was gonna fix my heart, so when I realized that and finally decided to get up from my spot where I feel like I’d been sitting for days, I kind of just… accepted it. I accepted that the moon stopped following me home and the girl I loved didn’t love me anymore. This wasn’t a fairytale and I wasn’t a kid anymore. It was time to let go. I had to let go. So I did. I let go."
If anyone needs this, this is your sign.
What a fantastic Poem
Thank you so much for sharing this
Love is difficult trust me I know that...
hit deep no homo
Bro i feel you today is 2020 VDay i kind of accepted that the girl used to be mine is now gone sorry for my bad english tho
"This isn't a fairy tale and I'm not a kid anymore"
God that hit me right in the feels... I just wish I wasn't lied to when people kept telling me "life gets better". It doesn't get better; we just learn to move on.
I love sad and depressed people.....because once you get them to smile, it's unlike anything you will ever feel. You know they are having a rough time and barely feel happiness, so you know a fake smile is non-existent to them......
Smile my friends, it could be the change a person needs, luv yall
Love you too :) I smiled reading your comment, thank you
Me too :) ❤️❤️ love the lofi community
I fucked up, and now I'm afraid Ill never see that smile again,
@@jmozart198 everyone fucks up, that's how u learn. Never lose your smile, or you'll lose yourself bro
@@sethtotte3288 thank you.
To the person reading this, Good Luck! Don't stress, everything will be fine. No matter what difficulty you are facing right now, you can overcome it! You are strong and brave🥰❤
Thanks buddy, same for you too
Thank you, I don't know who you are but I know enough based on your comment to call you friend. Take care of yourself.
I love everyone so much I just don’t feel like I belong here this is my final goodbye I hope things get better for everyone I’m mad it didn’t for me until peace ☮️
It's 11:53 pm 31/12/2018. I'm home alone and this is my new year's eve music
same here
not a lone. wer alone together
Wanted to be alone on new years tbh hate being around people
its 2:47 am and im now just listening to it. But on new years eve I was home alone as well staring at my computer screen sad.. But now I know I wasn't the only one alone on new years and that comforts me. Have a great new years!
I spent it with my family but i felt alone... So i put this on my headphones and just chill... Good year💪👌❤
"They say humans are social animals, they can't live alone. But you can live pretty well by yourself. I tell ya...instead of feeling alone in a group, it's better to have real solitude all by yourself." -Faye Valentine
I used to be ok by myself then I met people and they made life better then they made life suck
I never realized how right Faye was...out getting the bag, having a good time. Just as confused as ever. She had her problems but she was doing her best. That’s the life, sounds a lot better than the emptiness and confusion most of us feel nowadays.
I was hanging out with my friends this one time about a year ago. We were driving around at night having fun, even though none of us had a license. There was laughing and everyone was just enjoying themselves, as was I. There were five of us in the car, but when they finally slowed down and somewhat calmed themselves, they looked at me. I was in the back seat next to the window on the left. And they all said, "Victor, you were here this whole time?"
This wasn't the first time, nor the last time similar words came out. Now, I am incredibly self conscious with the fact that I have no presence and am easily forgettable. And it's probably only bothering me now because it's 2 a.m.
It fucking hurts even me even tho I didn't experience sth like that. I hope u find a way to heal from this
I had the same experience expect it was with my parents
We see u Victor, we love you, if i were in a car with u, ill take u to my fav spot and let u control the music all along the roadway.
Listen ure not what they think, ure not how they look at u, ure just you, n i hope u give urself a try to work on urself n on discoverin all of ur sides, aint trynna motivate u or anything but like yourself is literally the only person u should worry about that much, ik u prolly wont read that, but like, i hope u do, or at least someone else, so ye, goodnight.
@@rawzia258 thank you, goodnight :)
i feel like i can relate, whenever im online and someone decided to become my friend in game, and then not a day later they forget about me
After four years, with A year without listening to this playlist, I’m once back in the same dark place. I’ll cry but at some point I can’t anymore, no matter how much I want to. I’m deeper then I was, more truly alone and in the darkness.
i cant cry no more despite how sad and pitiful my life is ............. all i can do is ride the wave
@@mellonhead9568 at my brother in law funeral, after crying for about two hours, I finally stopped crying and as I saw everyone around me crying. I couldn’t not, nothing came out despite the huge hole in my life. I said my last words to him and one final touch of goodbye. I’ve come to regret that touch because now I know the true feeling of cold and numbness and it scares me to my soul that now that same feeling over takes me. I will not move an inch nor have any will or desire for anything even living. A feeling that truly haunts me even in my dreams……
I can feel it rising from the tips of my fingers the coldness first before everything numb.
I read a lot of coments of depressed and frustrated people, they remember me a lot to myself. Rigth now i feel good but i dont know when i will fall again . Its weird but when i read all those depressed and frustrated people... i dont feel alone anymore.
I hope all of you get better and find happyness as soon as its possible, im with you and everytime you feel like that i will be with you. My name is Sebastian and you are not alone, my friend. (Sorry for my bad english)
No one will judge you for your English we just care about another heart warming comment that made me smile and cry a little bit most of us here just in this endless loop all day and all night and it’s makes me happy to see peoples like you that Evan when they some how made it out of this endless loops they still come where they know there are depressed peoples and still comments to make peoples day better, may god bless you I just love peoples like u
I’m_a_stupid_person who_should_get_a_life go find other communities for unfunny shit u little kid u probebly will never understand what peoples going through and I just in tiktok all day. I hope ur happy with ur life but u shouldn’t be toxic in this community
I’m_a_stupid_person who_should_get_a_life I’m not offended by a 10 yo tiktok kid. No1 cares about u American white kiddo and I’m not gonna reply anymore. I don’t wanna bother this poor man who tries to relax and u better stop as well. Once u got a brain than talk to peoples