Pretty sure i made a comment like this back on a video you made which was also a little similar. I have never hated nor been attacked by your past content, and just thought they were fun and funny. Just like how i never thought you were a bad person, especially now. You do really seem like a genuinely nice person. It is tiring to go through seeing or hearing hate about yourself, with it all seemingly never ending. Just know that i will always support you no matter what. And hopefully by some time, the hate will just slow down.
people can be nice and still awful most of you people don't understand how bad deceit can be in people, there's been many a people in history who at the time were considered "genuinely nice" but turned out to be awful, his actions can't be justified by the way he acts but by who he is, behind every face there is a different person you may see him as some kind funny guy but just know that not everyone is who you think they are, I mean you know hate I'm just informing you that he might not be the person you think he is.
Back in 2019 (when I was 12-13) when I started watching your content, I was all for the complete freedom of the kind of art similar to the lewd art you drew in the past, and even if I grew increasingly more uncomfortable with drawing s3xual art and with s3xual things over the years, I tried convincing myself that I couldn't be uncomfortable with that kind of stuff because it would mean "being a puritan" or "being pro-censorship", and since I didn't have many friends back then, (due to being either bullied, s3xualized, and/or excluded by the other kids at school) and I was an immigrant at an international school where they all spoke the same language, (French) AND I was most likely very mentally ill, AND the internet was my only "safe space" at the time, I completely understood how you felt when you said you only liked women because you felt like you had to, and because you were very sheltered at the time. Also, I hope you're feeling okay now. People tend to misuse the word "groomer" and would call anyone and everyone a groomer, using it WAY TOO LIGHTLY, while ignoring the victims they're supposed to help. When you're not considered a perfect/ideal victim of whatever struggle, (whether it be grooming, abvse, mental illnesses, etc.) and you get called problematic or a groomer or anything else of that nature, it's absolutely devastating to one's healing as a person, and it proves that some people know NOTHING about what they're fighting against. Hope you keep moving forward content-wise, I liked your recent Godzilla reviews! Edit 1: I wasn't entirely uncomfortable with drawing more s3xual art and being into more s3xual stuff, I was just more uncomfortable with the fact that I was forcing myself to do those things
@@Zayd-u4k no, he doesn't. and i like that you don't say anything about Lily Orchard, someone who actually deserve to be expose for every horrible thing she has done over the years.
First I wanna say I'm sorry that happened to you dude. No person should ever be groomed. Ever. The second is do your best to ignore them and continue to progress as you're currently are. Let them say whatever they want and make any false accusations they want. You've apologized for your wrong doings, you're trying to be a better human being, and I believe in you. They don't know you like I and anyone else that does. Stay well.
apologies can't undo what has been done, he may try to be a better person and someday he could, but everything he's done cannot be reversed by apologizing.
@@X_Blake I'm aware, I'm just saying in this case he can apologize and we as people should forgive as long as it doesn't reoccur my only issue is people trying to justify those actions, they may be forgivable but not defendable, and don't worry I didn't make this reply to anger you just clarifying just in case someone got the wrong message.
Hey Ben I just want to say I never hated you when you went through your controversy and even after seeing the video of you being called a gooner, I still didn't hate you, you are human and you made some weird choice in your career, but that is not controversial to me, but I guess that's the internet for you, just wanted to let you know I still respect all the work you made throughout the years, and to see you improve for who you are now, I hope things go well for you from here take care. 👍
He made bad choices because he didn't know any better, now it is pretty obvious that he has change for the better and will never have any contact with people like Shadman ever again.
I’m so sorry this happened to you, I just got into your videos and I love them, ignore these idiotic people who are still past shaming you and bringing up old drama and focus on yourself, we love you Ben and don’t ever forget that
I’ll admit years before i was apart of the group of people who thought you were weird. But when i began to watch more of your videos, i realized that you aren’t horrible as people make you out to be. You are a very cool guy, who makes really amazing content and has greatly improved from the angry “new cartoons bad” ranter. I think im the only guy who is really annoyed and angered by people who continue to make videos of you for clout or continue to berate you. You’re an awesome dude in my book, i love your videos and art. By the way nice drawing of Molly and Scratch!
I have to say Jormy49 video on you despite i have few issues with his video (which i will get to later) it was a lot better than the past videos that were made by the likes of Clay Claymore, JustStop, etc. His was fair and constructive with his criticism on you, for the most part. However from what i notice in his comment section was really bad. 2:03 sadly no matter what you told these loosers on the internet who had nothing better to do with pathetic lives wont stop harassing anyone only until they get bored. 2:14 Yeah this is something that annoying the crap out me, calling you "the most controversial cartoonist" when not only you took responsibility for actions but you not even popular on the internet like come on you only have 23K subs, did Jormy never heard of Lily Orchard, James Bear, Squizzy (Hyojin), Rebeccah Starlight (StarGiantProductions) and god damn ToonKriticY2K???? 3:26 You getting more attention for stupid mistakes that you already took responsibility for it than someone like Lily Orchard who has been expose as kidly dealer for years and to make matters worse every year when some new info about lily came out very few people give a shit until very recently when ILoveKimPossibleALot (Lily's former friend) make a video about Lily which gained some attention but still no where near amount of attention, when Lily been exposed as a kidly dealer since 2013 but sure let's go after someone that the worse his has done is said stupid things on the internet when tones of others have already done and especially in a much much worse scale, double standards at worst. 3:41 you don't even have 50k subs, the industry professionals will have no idea who you are, you're be fine. 4:05 But when Lily Orchard who has been expose as kidly dealer since 2013, barely anyone said anything about Lily. 5:28 Very funny that we have proof that Donald Trump was exposed that he was not just a friend of Jeffrey Epstein but also a kidly dealer as well, some of these people goes "Fake News", "ThE wOkE mEdIA lIES", "This has been took out context", etc. So Hypocritical. 7:15 - 8:13 I am so sorry for what you went through. I can relate, i was groomed online when i was 13 and it was so bad that i stay out of the internet until i turn 20 and when i told my story despite when i have proof barely anybody believe me, which i can understand to some degree that they are sickos out there who makes false accusation and get no punishment for it but not all of lie about something like especially when we have proof that it did happen, keeping proof and stay out of the internet for a long time was possibly smartest thing i ever done as a teenager back then. 9:09 ohhhh don't even get me started with Tate. PS didn't you leave a comment in Jormy49 video?
I'm happy to know ya still kicking and still around as of now. I fondly remember you. Not by those drama videos but your videos. Like your jackass roommate video alongside a few othe5s that i can recall with the best of my memory.
I said it before and I’ll say it again. Ditch this channel. Start a new one without telling anyone. Let this thing pass. If you want to make stuff do it as someone else. If you are still here in this channel you will never be free,
@@PuffyZillaman Then things will never get better. This channel no matter what you call it will always have a target on its back. Some of the problems people have are petty but then there are ones like the soda con like you said. In this day and age especially with the internet mindset, people will never move on from that. Your 26k followers aren’t worth this drain on your mental health. You have a fanbase that likes you for you. If you move and make more relatable content you will get it all back. Besides, a lot of what you have now was built off the back of something old that you cringe at these days. You can do whatever you want. I only wanted to let you know that as long as this channel is active, the cloud of hatred attached will always be there no matter what the name is changed to.
@@DrewtheStew1999 If Google didn't make you log into the same account for everything, it would be one thing. I don't wanna have to constantly switch between accounts. Besides, even if I start a new channel, people will know it's me anyway cuz of my voice. Happened when I went from PuffyZillaman4 to this channel back then. I'm just gonna move forward from here.
@@PuffyZillaman Your like that one retard at every school that everyone knows and hates, and makes fun of, yet is completely oblivious to what hes doing till he does something so bad and so perverted that everyone just hates you.
"if you're willing to forgive OneyNG, Psychicpebbles, Spazkid, Stamper, and SrPelo for literally being friends with Shadman" Wait WHAT? when that happen? and it is true?
@@PuffyZillaman Shad, like you, was the one who was actually drawing foul shit and his friends cut ties with him thereafter. You did it, you weren't friends with someone who did it. You. Did. It.
I’ve noticed that there are four types of people who make content about you. Doknot1999-Ben needs to be forgiven and we should pray for him. He is completely absolved. Media Mementos-I won’t talk about what Ben does now. I just want to make a fan homage to the good old days. Jormy49-Ben is a bad guy and all, but has some good elements, and has some room to grow. There are some objective truths, but please make your own decision. Random Clout Chaser/Internet Funny Boi- EVILLLLLLLLLLL!!!
@@Zayd-u4kWhen did he EVER say he likes kids? That's news to me. Besides, some ppl forget that p3d0phillia isn't just a crime, it's a mental illness, too.
i remember watch ur old ben the looney video back in 2016, 2015. then i forgot about ur videos up until watching that doccumentry video. i didnt even know u were still around. i thought the whole thing was relly funny from how much i didnt know what was going on
I feel bad for you Ben I too grow up in a weird somewhat conservative isolating environment where I'm not allowed to be gay or else so keep your head up Ben I believe in you 😊
OK, I've watched a lot of videos from you since 2012 & have experienced your regrets, I do NOT remember you having a right-wing phase...especially when your gay lewd art stands out in my memories & probably helped expose me to queer internet users.
@@PuffyZillaman Listen I dont think you're a bad fella but geez you'll never be able to move on from that, just live with it, be a former gooner and live your life as a changed man, an ungooned man.
@@FrancisTheBerd Sounds vague but I think Ben is going through that already if you've seen his job from Hell and Project 2025 rant, more shit to worry about than gooning
@@PuffyZillaman Alright then, I'll explain. The reason why people still harp on you is because you downplay, distract and deflect. You downplay when you say that you're just "a UA-camr who hasn't done anything bad" or what people harp on are "nothingburgers" You distract when you bring up random people who have nothing to do with what you've done, like Trump and Andrew Tate. You deflect when you bring up that their actions are worse by comparison. People aren't interested in Trump's actions or Tate's actions, they are interested in your actions How can people think you're sorry when you downplay, distract and deflect?
@@randomname7581 How do you think I feel? I've acknowledged I've made mistakes, apologized for them, haven't doubled down or anything of that nature. What you call distractions is merely me pointing out that people who wanna come after me for what I've done are more than welcome to take their beliefs and issues to others who have done much worse and are much more dangerous influences on society than I can ever be. I didn't say I didn't do anything bad, I said I didn't do anything THAT bad. I think I'm allowed to defend myself when the accusations are severely exaggerated. And they have nothing to do with what I've done? Well, you're right. Tate has been charged with sex trafficking women, and he bragged about raping sixteen year olds on a podcast. Trump would peep into teen beauty queens locker rooms while they were changing, and he was friends with Jefferey Epstein for twenty years, his name was on the flight log. Is it fair to say what I did isn't as bad compared to those two? I only use nothingburgers in a sense that, yeah, while I acknowledge my mistakes were indeed bad, in the grand scheme of things, are they really that bad? Do I really deserve to be called ped*phile, gr**mer, and other words for it when actual ped*philes and gr**mers are out there doing real harm to real people? I just think if people are gonna drag my name through the mud, they should especially be going after the real monsters, otherwise their harsh words against me comes off more as performative than any actual concern for real people.
@@PuffyZillaman When you downplay and deflect your actions by describing them as "not that bad" and "nothing burgers", people think you're giving excuses. You can apologise as much as you want, no one accepts an apology with excuses. Again, people aren't interested in what Trump and Tate have done or other monsters or dangers to society. Detailing that does absolutely nothing to help you. They are only interested in your actions, no one else's.
For the record, pushing others to get into a serious relationship is aphobic behavior. Your old family, Ben, sounds dozens of times worse than mine, and I had to learn the hard way that an appearance or preference is no action because my mother was honestly a horrific influence on me in elementary and middle school due to her homophobia, self-description and antiquated parenting. Over the past few years, I've been growing so much because of everyone I watch on UA-cam. And one lesson I've mastered here was that a person who learns from their past still deserves your support. I've watched your videos since I was a teen, and subbed as soon as I had my own account in 2013. One thing I like about you is that you always try to learn from each video. Some may age unequally from others, but the core idea has been the same for years. Whatever content your have cooking up in the future I'll drop by and check out.
If you want a mood fixer then maybe binge some content that speaks positively of you? There’s over a decade of stuff out there, even as recent as this year. Another comment here pointed out that some current people will either speak well of you or just make a parody for a laugh. It might make a difference. I can tell from your voice in your last few videos that this is all too much. This isn’t a heal for your wounds or anything. All I’m saying is it might make you smile hearing people speak well of you again.
I get what you're saying, but if there is more lighthearted stuff about me, I'm unaware because it's gotten to the point I don't even search my name on here anymore cuz I'm so used to negative stuff about me.
@@PuffyZillaman I tried to put the list here, but it got flagged for spam. Instead, I made a video on my channel that has the list in the description with links to each video for your enjoyment! I do hope you like it!
“Put a stop to my good name being trashed.” Ben, your name was never good to begin with. The only reason you’re gay is because you know you never had a chance with women at all.
Sexual orientation really ain't anything you can turn on and off at your will. I just was never really that interested and only felt societal pressure to be so.
"Ben, your name was never good to begin with." If we go by that logic, then i guess users like Ben Shapiro, The Angry Video Nerd, HeelvsBabyface, Pewdiepie and SO MANY others should put in that category as well. "The only reason you’re gay is because you know you never had a chance with women at all." Bitch didn't you watch his entire video? He literally said that he grow up in Catholic Conservative Household that his own parents shame him for looking up bikini magazines and that force him to pretending to be something that he isn't. I KNOW, because THIS IS WHAT THE CATHOLIC CHURCH DOES, This is what people who use religion as a excuse to be bullies, i have multiple friends from around the world that have very similar experiences like Ben have. Ben is NOT like Keffals Not Even close. Oh also Nice strawman argument there.
Woah, holy shit, the Pedo didn't delete my comments... Wants to make us think he changed when we all know he didn't, now go turn yourself into a police station or something. @@PuffyZillaman
Never apologize for something you never did. you never attack children or did anything bad to Children stop giving people who said you did anything bad attention Some people want people they don't like to grow as people others just want to b**** about them endlessly even if things aren't true
As someone who has had to deal with some bullshit including getting a callout document that I kid you not calls me a groomer (oh sure, because doing online roleplays with someone who was clearly a teenager at the time and ones that weren't even all that sexual is totally what grooming is all about, right? Look just because I like Tim Burton and character tfs doesn't mean I get off to it, did I ever refer to my particular taste as a fetish? Once but that was it, but i'm not someone who gets turned on by it), and it was not fun dealing with those people who think I am being rude to their friends even though I am just stating my opinions. Me and BrandonKong have had fights all the time but we're best friends, we just don't interact so often any more. Not all friends have to agree with each-other. And also yeah Kurvos is a J-O-K-E, his UA-cam videos are a joke, his complaints are a joke, his whole personality is a joke. I hated him long before these losers came alone. Avianine I used to like but then I realized just how creepy it was the majority of her artwork has her OC brainwashing people and it got made even worse because of Changed becoming popular, yeah between THAT game and the Venom movie 2018 was a bad year for symbiotes. Here is the thing Werebelushi in the Shades is NOT me, he does not represent my opinions, he is a fictional character, how many times do I have to tell these people that, my OCs do NOT represent anything and I am not transphobic. Yeah that rant with one of my OCs and it was an incomplete one so I do not hate people who are trans, look the only reason I 'stalk' Jasper is because he mentions me 4-5 times at least per year since 2020 and I still think he is pissed off because I think he is a hypocrite, why, he thinks fat-shaming is bad (as stated in his Charlie and the Chocolate factory review which clearly obviously shows he never read the book, and his Digital Fortress review) yet he can't stop being overly patronizing of overweight men just because he thinks they're hot and aspirational. Yes Jasper, we get it, you want to stick your dick in a fat man's hole instead of your boyfriend's, stop going on about it. Also the fact he has the nerve to say that the word 'bear' should not be used to describe a hairy straight man, yeah i'm sure having a boyfriend and being gay totally means you can advocate gay men in general. And yeah, i'm sorry but maybe I would not be 'stalking' this loser if Twitter and Tumblr staff were actually useful and took down the posts he made about me. Oh and his stupid OCs in particular the were-otaku, like who wants to turn into an overweight nerd stereotype? Then he had a fucking clownsona, oh yes because clown tf is totally a thing that exists and I wish it didn't. And he kept asking me for how old I was during when I was with said friend when I was a teenager? That's none of his buisness, I have told him that numerous times and I was invited onto a mature server on Discord but the person who invited me did not tell me before i clicked on the link. Oh and for the record...yeah sorry Zeydaan but maybe if your fucking clown tf fetish shit did not pop up in my Deviantart feed I wouldn't have clicked on it and commented on it, look I don't hate Zeydaan as an artist but come on, it's almost always clowns, fucking rubber everything, Christmas elves/doll type forms in general, giant babies, or even robots and Noddy, yes, i'm serious this woman/thing fetishizes a character who is a fucking child. I was groomed too, you know.
Sure I'm definitely moving on because you're the only UA-camr that's left and I don't want more UA-camrs to go down that same path I don't want to lose you too I do respect you as a UA-camr.
Only to demonstrate the hypocrisy of people coming after me pretending to have a moral compass yet one of Jefferey Epstein's biggest clients is right there trying to be president and it's crickets from y'all.
@@PuffyZillamanTrump was literally one of the first people to call out Epstein back in the early 2000s, it'd help if you actually researched kid diddlers instead of cosplaying as one
so? it's still weird, not "mistakes". those were KIDS, fictional, but still kids nonetheless and the fact y'all are defending him makes me think your hard drives need checking
@@Zayd-u4kThere are actual children getting violated rn and your main priority is pixels on a screen? I may not agree with some of Ben's actions, but if you REALLY wanna help victims of SA, focus on real victims instead of drawings. Smh
Stay healthy man, I hope you already are. I wish you the best of luck and listen to your critics that care about you, not the baters who say things you are stupid and stuff like that.
@@dhudhdbdndjidndj well I was just confused considering half the comments are people supporting him excessively and the other half is going at him, so I wasn't sure
@@MC-from-Obey-Me_9022 there obviously is what kind of shitty excuse is that “they aren’t real” tf… would you still use that excuse if someone was in love with an underage character
Why don't you? You're an obsessive stalker and go after my friends who have done nothing wrong. You need to go outside and stay off the internet if you can't learn to chill.
@@PuffyZillaman You know me, I guess you're not the only one cursed with knowledge. Just so you know I have not went after any of your mortally challenged friends. But go figure most of them would go on to expose themselves.
@@PuffyZillaman I did not say that, but I suppose you acknowledge their false morals yourself. Now, know that I have a life and you my friend cannot let go of your ego, and your lets just say unethical interests
Pretty sure i made a comment like this back on a video you made which was also a little similar.
I have never hated nor been attacked by your past content, and just thought they were fun and funny.
Just like how i never thought you were a bad person, especially now. You do really seem like a genuinely nice person.
It is tiring to go through seeing or hearing hate about yourself, with it all seemingly never ending.
Just know that i will always support you no matter what. And hopefully by some time, the hate will just slow down.
people can be nice and still awful most of you people don't understand how bad deceit can be in people, there's been many a people in history who at the time were considered "genuinely nice" but turned out to be awful, his actions can't be justified by the way he acts but by who he is, behind every face there is a different person you may see him as some kind funny guy but just know that not everyone is who you think they are, I mean you know hate I'm just informing you that he might not be the person you think he is.
@@SheevPalpatine-imperialIt shows that you never truly know someone fully for who they really are.
@@SheevPalpatine-imperial Speak for yourself
@@Onemanshowoff 🤫
Back in 2019 (when I was 12-13) when I started watching your content, I was all for the complete freedom of the kind of art similar to the lewd art you drew in the past, and even if I grew increasingly more uncomfortable with drawing s3xual art and with s3xual things over the years, I tried convincing myself that I couldn't be uncomfortable with that kind of stuff because it would mean "being a puritan" or "being pro-censorship", and since I didn't have many friends back then, (due to being either bullied, s3xualized, and/or excluded by the other kids at school) and I was an immigrant at an international school where they all spoke the same language, (French) AND I was most likely very mentally ill, AND the internet was my only "safe space" at the time, I completely understood how you felt when you said you only liked women because you felt like you had to, and because you were very sheltered at the time.
Also, I hope you're feeling okay now. People tend to misuse the word "groomer" and would call anyone and everyone a groomer, using it WAY TOO LIGHTLY, while ignoring the victims they're supposed to help. When you're not considered a perfect/ideal victim of whatever struggle, (whether it be grooming, abvse, mental illnesses, etc.) and you get called problematic or a groomer or anything else of that nature, it's absolutely devastating to one's healing as a person, and it proves that some people know NOTHING about what they're fighting against.
Hope you keep moving forward content-wise, I liked your recent Godzilla reviews!
Edit 1: I wasn't entirely uncomfortable with drawing more s3xual art and being into more s3xual stuff, I was just more uncomfortable with the fact that I was forcing myself to do those things
Man, you have been through a lot and I did not know that you are into men now, well good for you either way.
The internet never forgets unfortunately
That is the sad reality here
Fortunate in this case
sweet, so this Guy deserves it
@@Zayd-u4k no, he doesn't. and i like that you don't say anything about Lily Orchard, someone who actually deserve to be expose for every horrible thing she has done over the years.
Hope things get better for you, I hope other people see your side of this whole drama that shouldn't even be happening.
First I wanna say I'm sorry that happened to you dude. No person should ever be groomed. Ever. The second is do your best to ignore them and continue to progress as you're currently are. Let them say whatever they want and make any false accusations they want. You've apologized for your wrong doings, you're trying to be a better human being, and I believe in you. They don't know you like I and anyone else that does.
Stay well.
apologies can't undo what has been done, he may try to be a better person and someday he could, but everything he's done cannot be reversed by apologizing.
@@SheevPalpatine-imperial That I do agree. The same can be said for any bad action any human has done.
@@X_Blake I'm aware, I'm just saying in this case he can apologize and we as people should forgive as long as it doesn't reoccur my only issue is people trying to justify those actions, they may be forgivable but not defendable, and don't worry I didn't make this reply to anger you just clarifying just in case someone got the wrong message.
@@SheevPalpatine-imperial I understand.
I’m always going to enjoy most of your videos. Your work has grown and evolved. Congratulations on your growth.
I didn't know I was still subscribed to this channel
Holy shit, I thought you went dark.
Hey Ben I just want to say I never hated you when you went through your controversy and even after seeing the video of you being called a gooner, I still didn't hate you, you are human and you made some weird choice in your career, but that is not controversial to me, but I guess that's the internet for you, just wanted to let you know I still respect all the work you made throughout the years, and to see you improve for who you are now, I hope things go well for you from here take care. 👍
He made bad choices because he didn't know any better, now it is pretty obvious that he has change for the better and will never have any contact with people like Shadman ever again.
@@antasd5321not you defending someone that likes kids
I have been a fan of yours for over a decade, and I wish for you lots of happiness and comfort during the difficult times.
i'm sorry what happened to you ben i wish all the happiness and hopefully everything will be okay
I’m so sorry this happened to you, I just got into your videos and I love them, ignore these idiotic people who are still past shaming you and bringing up old drama and focus on yourself, we love you Ben and don’t ever forget that
Sorry but no matter how old it is the damage still has been done
Damn, i'm sorry ben. Wish those people would focus on their own lives instead of yours.
I’ll admit years before i was apart of the group of people who thought you were weird. But when i began to watch more of your videos, i realized that you aren’t horrible as people make you out to be. You are a very cool guy, who makes really amazing content and has greatly improved from the angry “new cartoons bad” ranter. I think im the only guy who is really annoyed and angered by people who continue to make videos of you for clout or continue to berate you. You’re an awesome dude in my book, i love your videos and art. By the way nice drawing of Molly and Scratch!
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ha.....ha.....ha......very funny joke......so original..................so creative................dude get fuc you're not funny......
@@antasd5321meatrider
@@antasd5321crazy
you're not mature, lily orchard fanboy.
@@megaharleyquinnfangirl5400 who is lily orchard
I have to say Jormy49 video on you despite i have few issues with his video (which i will get to later) it was a lot better than the past videos that were made by the likes of Clay Claymore, JustStop, etc.
His was fair and constructive with his criticism on you, for the most part. However from what i notice in his comment section was really bad.
2:03 sadly no matter what you told these loosers on the internet who had nothing better to do with pathetic lives wont stop harassing anyone only until they get bored.
2:14 Yeah this is something that annoying the crap out me, calling you "the most controversial cartoonist" when not only you took responsibility for actions but you not even popular on the internet like come on you only have 23K subs, did Jormy never heard of Lily Orchard, James Bear, Squizzy (Hyojin), Rebeccah Starlight (StarGiantProductions) and god damn ToonKriticY2K????
3:26 You getting more attention for stupid mistakes that you already took responsibility for it than someone like Lily Orchard who has been expose as kidly dealer for years and to make matters worse every year when some new info about lily came out very few people give a shit until very recently when ILoveKimPossibleALot (Lily's former friend) make a video about Lily which gained some attention but still no where near amount of attention, when Lily been exposed as a kidly dealer since 2013 but sure let's go after someone that the worse his has done is said stupid things on the internet when tones of others have already done and especially in a much much worse scale, double standards at worst.
3:41 you don't even have 50k subs, the industry professionals will have no idea who you are, you're be fine.
4:05 But when Lily Orchard who has been expose as kidly dealer since 2013, barely anyone said anything about Lily.
5:28 Very funny that we have proof that Donald Trump was exposed that he was not just a friend of Jeffrey Epstein but also a kidly dealer as well, some of these people goes "Fake News", "ThE wOkE mEdIA lIES", "This has been took out context", etc. So Hypocritical.
7:15 - 8:13 I am so sorry for what you went through.
I can relate, i was groomed online when i was 13 and it was so bad that i stay out of the internet until i turn 20 and when i told my story despite when i have proof barely anybody believe me, which i can understand to some degree that they are sickos out there who makes false accusation and get no punishment for it but not all of lie about something like especially when we have proof that it did happen, keeping proof and stay out of the internet for a long time was possibly smartest thing i ever done as a teenager back then.
9:09 ohhhh don't even get me started with Tate.
PS didn't you leave a comment in Jormy49 video?
I'm happy to know ya still kicking and still around as of now.
I fondly remember you.
Not by those drama videos but your videos.
Like your jackass roommate video alongside a few othe5s that i can recall with the best of my memory.
I said it before and I’ll say it again. Ditch this channel. Start a new one without telling anyone. Let this thing pass. If you want to make stuff do it as someone else. If you are still here in this channel you will never be free,
I spent years building this channel. I'm not abandoning it.
@@PuffyZillaman Then things will never get better. This channel no matter what you call it will always have a target on its back. Some of the problems people have are petty but then there are ones like the soda con like you said. In this day and age especially with the internet mindset, people will never move on from that. Your 26k followers aren’t worth this drain on your mental health. You have a fanbase that likes you for you. If you move and make more relatable content you will get it all back. Besides, a lot of what you have now was built off the back of something old that you cringe at these days. You can do whatever you want. I only wanted to let you know that as long as this channel is active, the cloud of hatred attached will always be there no matter what the name is changed to.
@@DrewtheStew1999 If Google didn't make you log into the same account for everything, it would be one thing. I don't wanna have to constantly switch between accounts. Besides, even if I start a new channel, people will know it's me anyway cuz of my voice. Happened when I went from PuffyZillaman4 to this channel back then. I'm just gonna move forward from here.
@@PuffyZillaman Your like that one retard at every school that everyone knows and hates, and makes fun of, yet is completely oblivious to what hes doing till he does something so bad and so perverted that everyone just hates you.
@@DrewtheStew1999
Then oh well, he shouldn’t have to delete his channel because drama addicts wanna keep clinging onto the past 🤷🏽♂️
The damage is done
"if you're willing to forgive OneyNG, Psychicpebbles, Spazkid, Stamper, and SrPelo for literally being friends with Shadman"
Wait WHAT? when that happen? and it is true?
Shadman was on the Sleepycast. Stamper and Shad were roommates. And yes, SrPelo was friends with him.
@@PuffyZillaman where i can looks this up?
@@masterwolfganjik3105 Just search for the Sleepycast episode with Shadman for starters.
@@PuffyZillaman Shad, like you, was the one who was actually drawing foul shit and his friends cut ties with him thereafter. You did it, you weren't friends with someone who did it. You. Did. It.
@@PuffyZillamanlies lol
I feel sorry for ya man. I wish you the best of luck
I’ve noticed that there are four types of people who make content about you.
Doknot1999-Ben needs to be forgiven and we should pray for him. He is completely absolved.
Media Mementos-I won’t talk about what Ben does now. I just want to make a fan homage to the good old days.
Jormy49-Ben is a bad guy and all, but has some good elements, and has some room to grow. There are some objective truths, but please make your own decision.
Random Clout Chaser/Internet Funny Boi- EVILLLLLLLLLLL!!!
I appreciate people like Fredrick Knudsen and BlameitonJorge for not interjecting personal opinions when talking about people
@@ToxPhy Love the 2 content creators
I respect the clout chasers
People really gota stop making retrospective videos of you cause you did that in the past plus its old now
Plus he learn from those mistakes and never did anything actually awful.
I hope they increase, the dude likes kids and expects NOT to get hate
@@Zayd-u4kWhen did he EVER say he likes kids? That's news to me.
Besides, some ppl forget that p3d0phillia isn't just a crime, it's a mental illness, too.
@@JackielovesBaikinman 👏
Oh my gosh! I am so, so sorry to hear about happened when you were only 14! That is disgusting! I hope you’ll be okay, PuffyZillaman. 💚
i remember watch ur old ben the looney video back in 2016, 2015. then i forgot about ur videos up until watching that doccumentry video. i didnt even know u were still around. i thought the whole thing was relly funny from how much i didnt know what was going on
Damn, I really hope you have a great time with no drama my man. I guess walks will help you to have some self doubt.
Man, I feel bad for you. I once have to defend myself from pointless allegations
I feel bad for you Ben I too grow up in a weird somewhat conservative isolating environment where I'm not allowed to be gay or else so keep your head up Ben I believe in you 😊
OK, I've watched a lot of videos from you since 2012 & have experienced your regrets, I do NOT remember you having a right-wing phase...especially when your gay lewd art stands out in my memories & probably helped expose me to queer internet users.
EDP called he wants his apology back.
You have gooned for nearly a decade straight
Do you really think you'll get away with it that easily?
What the hell even is gooning?
@@PuffyZillaman Listen I dont think you're a bad fella but geez you'll never be able to move on from that, just live with it, be a former gooner and live your life as a changed man, an ungooned man.
@@FrancisTheBerd How does one ungoon themselves?
@@Onemanshowoff It is a hard path, much of them soul searchings and grass fiddlins
@@FrancisTheBerd Sounds vague but I think Ben is going through that already if you've seen his job from Hell and Project 2025 rant, more shit to worry about than gooning
"Leave the UA-camr alone who hasn't done anything that bad!"
And you wonder why people still rag on you?
After I've apologized for my mistakes and there are much worse people out there, ya, I kinda do.
@@PuffyZillaman Alright then, I'll explain. The reason why people still harp on you is because you downplay, distract and deflect.
You downplay when you say that you're just "a UA-camr who hasn't done anything bad" or what people harp on are "nothingburgers"
You distract when you bring up random people who have nothing to do with what you've done, like Trump and Andrew Tate.
You deflect when you bring up that their actions are worse by comparison. People aren't interested in Trump's actions or Tate's actions, they are interested in your actions
How can people think you're sorry when you downplay, distract and deflect?
@@randomname7581 How do you think I feel? I've acknowledged I've made mistakes, apologized for them, haven't doubled down or anything of that nature.
What you call distractions is merely me pointing out that people who wanna come after me for what I've done are more than welcome to take their beliefs and issues to others who have done much worse and are much more dangerous influences on society than I can ever be. I didn't say I didn't do anything bad, I said I didn't do anything THAT bad. I think I'm allowed to defend myself when the accusations are severely exaggerated. And they have nothing to do with what I've done? Well, you're right. Tate has been charged with sex trafficking women, and he bragged about raping sixteen year olds on a podcast. Trump would peep into teen beauty queens locker rooms while they were changing, and he was friends with Jefferey Epstein for twenty years, his name was on the flight log. Is it fair to say what I did isn't as bad compared to those two?
I only use nothingburgers in a sense that, yeah, while I acknowledge my mistakes were indeed bad, in the grand scheme of things, are they really that bad? Do I really deserve to be called ped*phile, gr**mer, and other words for it when actual ped*philes and gr**mers are out there doing real harm to real people?
I just think if people are gonna drag my name through the mud, they should especially be going after the real monsters, otherwise their harsh words against me comes off more as performative than any actual concern for real people.
@@PuffyZillaman When you downplay and deflect your actions by describing them as "not that bad" and "nothing burgers", people think you're giving excuses. You can apologise as much as you want, no one accepts an apology with excuses.
Again, people aren't interested in what Trump and Tate have done or other monsters or dangers to society. Detailing that does absolutely nothing to help you. They are only interested in your actions, no one else's.
@@randomname7581 Well I think they should be interested in them if they think what I do is so bad. Just saying.
Ben what do you think about stonetoss
Don't very much care for him.
@@PuffyZillaman I think he's awesome
Damm srr that happened to you:
That story about you being groomed: I'm very sorry that happened to you 😢
that was something that none of us knew, only Ben knew and honestly there was a reason for it.
Anyone who call him a pedo when they support people like Lily Orchard, Donald Trump & Andrew Tate are definitely pedos
For the record, pushing others to get into a serious relationship is aphobic behavior. Your old family, Ben, sounds dozens of times worse than mine, and I had to learn the hard way that an appearance or preference is no action because my mother was honestly a horrific influence on me in elementary and middle school due to her homophobia, self-description and antiquated parenting.
Over the past few years, I've been growing so much because of everyone I watch on UA-cam. And one lesson I've mastered here was that a person who learns from their past still deserves your support. I've watched your videos since I was a teen, and subbed as soon as I had my own account in 2013. One thing I like about you is that you always try to learn from each video. Some may age unequally from others, but the core idea has been the same for years. Whatever content your have cooking up in the future I'll drop by and check out.
wuttt
Damn you havent even done anything that bad yet people still harass you..
WHAT-
If you want a mood fixer then maybe binge some content that speaks positively of you? There’s over a decade of stuff out there, even as recent as this year. Another comment here pointed out that some current people will either speak well of you or just make a parody for a laugh. It might make a difference. I can tell from your voice in your last few videos that this is all too much. This isn’t a heal for your wounds or anything. All I’m saying is it might make you smile hearing people speak well of you again.
I get what you're saying, but if there is more lighthearted stuff about me, I'm unaware because it's gotten to the point I don't even search my name on here anymore cuz I'm so used to negative stuff about me.
@@PuffyZillaman I was able to find a bit. Would you like me to send you a list? Whatever helps you smile again. 😋
@@theskiz5656 yes please.
@@PuffyZillaman I tried to put the list here, but it got flagged for spam. Instead, I made a video on my channel that has the list in the description with links to each video for your enjoyment! I do hope you like it!
@@theskiz5656 Got flagged? That's so dumb. YT's comment system is so broken. BUT thank you so much, I'll check that out.
If you regret it then why did u do it ☠️☠️☠️☠️☠️☠️☠️
Did you not watch the video 😭
@@-AZERK- yeah and?
“Put a stop to my good name being trashed.”
Ben, your name was never good to begin with.
The only reason you’re gay is because you know you never had a chance with women at all.
Sexual orientation really ain't anything you can turn on and off at your will.
I just was never really that interested and only felt societal pressure to be so.
"Ben, your name was never good to begin with."
If we go by that logic, then i guess users like Ben Shapiro, The Angry Video Nerd, HeelvsBabyface, Pewdiepie and SO MANY others should put in that category as well.
"The only reason you’re gay is because you know you never had a chance with women at all."
Bitch didn't you watch his entire video? He literally said that he grow up in Catholic Conservative Household that his own parents shame him for looking up bikini magazines and that force him to pretending to be something that he isn't.
I KNOW, because THIS IS WHAT THE CATHOLIC CHURCH DOES, This is what people who use religion as a excuse to be bullies, i have multiple friends from around the world that have very similar experiences like Ben have.
Ben is NOT like Keffals Not Even close.
Oh also Nice strawman argument there.
@@captainsmartiyepants8628 You lambast his parents for discouraging pornography but look where that road led him.
@@captainsmartiyepants8628weirdoooooooo
How much you wanna bet the gooner’s deleting comments?
yeah, I commented something about that hitler video, prolly gonna get deleted.
I'm not deleting any comments. Get off my ass.
Woah, holy shit, the Pedo didn't delete my comments... Wants to make us think he changed when we all know he didn't, now go turn yourself into a police station or something. @@PuffyZillaman
@@PuffyZillamanI know something that's definitely on you😂
Great vid Ben I forgive you
oh no, another defender
@@Zayd-u4k listen you kid, I have the right to watch and support whoever the hell I want ok?
oh my god dude this made me feel so bad are you ok? you dont really seem ok if u need someone to talk to im here
Maybe dont goon?
"Lollipop amd Sodacon art".
Wow. That's actually a funny way to censor it. Surprised I don't see many YTers use it.
Ignore em. They got nothing better to do. You must be you and never be ashamed of
I'm definitely ashamed.. of YOU
I forgive you Ben.
you need help
Never apologize for something you never did. you never attack children or did anything bad to Children stop giving people who said you did anything bad attention Some people want people they don't like to grow as people others just want to b**** about them endlessly even if things aren't true
Thank you, you speaking facts!
yeah officer, this is the one
@@Zayd-u4kProve it. Prove he's an unforgiveable demon like y'all make him out to be.
i love your accent
As someone who has had to deal with some bullshit including getting a callout document that I kid you not calls me a groomer (oh sure, because doing online roleplays with someone who was clearly a teenager at the time and ones that weren't even all that sexual is totally what grooming is all about, right? Look just because I like Tim Burton and character tfs doesn't mean I get off to it, did I ever refer to my particular taste as a fetish? Once but that was it, but i'm not someone who gets turned on by it), and it was not fun dealing with those people who think I am being rude to their friends even though I am just stating my opinions. Me and BrandonKong have had fights all the time but we're best friends, we just don't interact so often any more. Not all friends have to agree with each-other. And also yeah Kurvos is a J-O-K-E, his UA-cam videos are a joke, his complaints are a joke, his whole personality is a joke. I hated him long before these losers came alone. Avianine I used to like but then I realized just how creepy it was the majority of her artwork has her OC brainwashing people and it got made even worse because of Changed becoming popular, yeah between THAT game and the Venom movie 2018 was a bad year for symbiotes.
Here is the thing Werebelushi in the Shades is NOT me, he does not represent my opinions, he is a fictional character, how many times do I have to tell these people that, my OCs do NOT represent anything and I am not transphobic. Yeah that rant with one of my OCs and it was an incomplete one so I do not hate people who are trans, look the only reason I 'stalk' Jasper is because he mentions me 4-5 times at least per year since 2020 and I still think he is pissed off because I think he is a hypocrite, why, he thinks fat-shaming is bad (as stated in his Charlie and the Chocolate factory review which clearly obviously shows he never read the book, and his Digital Fortress review) yet he can't stop being overly patronizing of overweight men just because he thinks they're hot and aspirational. Yes Jasper, we get it, you want to stick your dick in a fat man's hole instead of your boyfriend's, stop going on about it. Also the fact he has the nerve to say that the word 'bear' should not be used to describe a hairy straight man, yeah i'm sure having a boyfriend and being gay totally means you can advocate gay men in general. And yeah, i'm sorry but maybe I would not be 'stalking' this loser if Twitter and Tumblr staff were actually useful and took down the posts he made about me. Oh and his stupid OCs in particular the were-otaku, like who wants to turn into an overweight nerd stereotype? Then he had a fucking clownsona, oh yes because clown tf is totally a thing that exists and I wish it didn't.
And he kept asking me for how old I was during when I was with said friend when I was a teenager? That's none of his buisness, I have told him that numerous times and I was invited onto a mature server on Discord but the person who invited me did not tell me before i clicked on the link. Oh and for the record...yeah sorry Zeydaan but maybe if your fucking clown tf fetish shit did not pop up in my Deviantart feed I wouldn't have clicked on it and commented on it, look I don't hate Zeydaan as an artist but come on, it's almost always clowns, fucking rubber everything, Christmas elves/doll type forms in general, giant babies, or even robots and Noddy, yes, i'm serious this woman/thing fetishizes a character who is a fucking child. I was groomed too, you know.
you're all flippin weird
Sure I'm definitely moving on because you're the only UA-camr that's left and I don't want more UA-camrs to go down that same path I don't want to lose you too I do respect you as a UA-camr.
Simp lol
Sherbase sees video on Ben:
>joins the meat riding hate
Meatrider hate moment
@@DirtRedCone I don't ride kids though
@@sherbase
says the normie, gonna keep bandwagoning?
@@juord Lol. I don't watch the CC, I just don't like Ben, but keep coming with your accusations.
Bro had to shoehorn in that he doesn't like trump lmao
Only to demonstrate the hypocrisy of people coming after me pretending to have a moral compass yet one of Jefferey Epstein's biggest clients is right there trying to be president and it's crickets from y'all.
@@PuffyZillaman OK buddy
@@PuffyZillamanTrump was literally one of the first people to call out Epstein back in the early 2000s, it'd help if you actually researched kid diddlers instead of cosplaying as one
I feel like you need help maby stay away from the internet for a bit .
not just a little bit, but forever.
I believe in you Ben my Facebook friend
I really hate the culture of making "documentaries" on people. It invites vultures to come out nowhere picking at you for mistakes years ago.
Dude, no one invites those vultures but the "victims" making asses of themselves. Documentaries are going to get made whether you like it or not.
so? it's still weird, not "mistakes". those were KIDS, fictional, but still kids nonetheless and the fact y'all are defending him makes me think your hard drives need checking
@@Zayd-u4kThere are actual children getting violated rn and your main priority is pixels on a screen? I may not agree with some of Ben's actions, but if you REALLY wanna help victims of SA, focus on real victims instead of drawings. Smh
been gooning for a whole decade it’s too late buddy
Define gooning.
@@PuffyZillaman Edging basically (what you do when you see children)
@@yelenaiscool That's very disgusting and a very harsh accusation.
@@PuffyZillaman Not really an accusation is it
@@yelenaiscool Yeah, a false one at that.
❤
i feel sorry for you
Stay healthy man, I hope you already are. I wish you the best of luck and listen to your critics that care about you, not the baters who say things you are stupid and stuff like that.
People are not going to shut up about it, The Stuff that you do will stay on the Internet forever.
Ben did nothing wrong
is this satire or are you that dense?
@@dhudhdbdndjidndj well I was just confused considering half the comments are people supporting him excessively and the other half is going at him, so I wasn't sure
what..
I think you can change from everything,
I believe you can.
What was the right wing phase?
ALSO DON'T YOU DARE RUIN OUTKAST LIKE THAT HOW DARE YOU
Corny
If you were gay all your life, then why did you ever said that you ever dated people in real life that were by fact women?
That was before he realized he was gay
Explained in the video, but it's because I felt pressured to. Definitely wasn't out of attraction or desire.
Ok
Bro go to a therapist please 🙏
Simps are simps! Let us like anime characters etc lol they aren't real, it isn't hurting anyone!
are you okay mentally wtf
@@yelenaiscool no?
@@yelenaiscool im derp
@@MC-from-Obey-Me_9022 there obviously is what kind of shitty excuse is that “they aren’t real” tf… would you still use that excuse if someone was in love with an underage character
@@yelenaiscool ohhhhh, i get ittt, but im 13 soooo
Just leave the internet if you are truly guilty.
Why don't you? You're an obsessive stalker and go after my friends who have done nothing wrong. You need to go outside and stay off the internet if you can't learn to chill.
@@PuffyZillaman You know me, I guess you're not the only one cursed with knowledge. Just so you know I have not went after any of your mortally challenged friends. But go figure most of them would go on to expose themselves.
@@sherbase "morally challenged" get a life, would ya?
@@PuffyZillaman I did not say that, but I suppose you acknowledge their false morals yourself. Now, know that I have a life and you my friend cannot let go of your ego, and your lets just say unethical interests
@@sherbase I don't even know what you're talking about anymore.
stop gooning
Did you watch the video?
@@PuffyZillamanweirdo
how about you stop been a lily orchard fan?
@@megaharleyquinnfangirl5400 I'm not though.
@@PuffyZillaman not you, the guy who calling you gooner