Fentanyl Addict interview-Ricardo
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- Опубліковано 25 жов 2021
- Soft White Underbelly interview and portrait of Ricardo, a fentanyl addict living on Skid Row.
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These stories bring me back to my days of addiction. These stories remind me that it doesn't get any better out there. I'm grateful that I am almost 15 yrs clean.
@Kaniver - Congratulations on your 15 years! That’s an awesome accomplishment. ❤️
💯👊🏻✌🏻
@Kaniver Stay grateful! It's the surefire way to stay sober. ❤
Right on💪Keep fighting that good fight,my friend ✌ almost 10yrs clean here!💜🙏
Stay in the rooms, keep working with others and stay close to the ones you got sober with.
It’s easy to lose it all.
I’m saying this with love ♥️
You can tell he’s needed this conversation
Yeah so TRUE he wanted to get all this out so much the relief he probably felt after this. A bless him my heart went out to him when he said all he had was his grandma basically no one wanted him is what he is thinking poor fella. He seems he has a really good head on his shoulders and just needs some guidance I'd say if anyone that has contacts with a rehabilitation treatment program that watches these interviews and they where to offer him the codentials to start the road to recovery. I reckon he would start the process to getting himself on the road to recovery and embellish every second/ minute/ Week/ Months/ Year and eventually when the tough part is done he will sail through the program and take to it like a duck has H6 water. I hope we see an update soon and he will moving down the right path not & like Sammy Snail slowly sliding more down that ugly bad path he seems so nice and i think By how he speaking and his facial expression when he talks about proving folk wrong and get his act together i think he does really it more then anything but like he said and everyone on here said and majority of folk on drugs would say easier saying it then doing it the sickness/withdrawal is horrendous the physical pain so bad but the emotional and mental torture horrible also its mind fucking its so bad 😭😢😱
I like how self reflected he is. All the best Ricardo, stay strong.
He’s truthful with himself 💛 and you can’t ask for more than that. Hopefully he can turn his life around.
Yes, he’s so introspective.
Never heard Mark converse so much. You can tell Mark genuinely wants to see these people do better.
Definitely. He also knows when to just let it ride and not interrupt. He says he doesn't know what he's doing, but damn he has a gift.
Mark is a phenomenal photographer, interviewer & incredibly interesting himself!
Yes I agree! I said in my comment that this was a very different type of video.
@@susieseward8451 and he is not afraid to let his feeling show. Someone should interview him for this channel.
They have a fckin name.
Ricardo, you can already feel proud of the courage shown in his honesty. All the best to you!
Fiona Archibald Good morning, yes indeed the courage, I'm from Texas and you?
He's responsible to a fault. I admire his honesty & self awareness so much. The problem is that he takes responsibility for things that are most certainly not his fault. I see that as self hate, sabotage, destruction. I can relate. The serenity prayer is something that could help center Ricardo. His childhood trauma needs to be addressed. He's young & has a lot of years left to get things right. God bless you Ricardo. Your potential is endless. I'm praying for your success.
What loving and kind words ❤️
What an incredibly beautiful comment. Thank you for this!☝🏼🙌🏼👐🏼
it shows how fucking dangerous drugs are, you can tell he has a good heart, he has the humility to admit guilt, not everyone can, the fact that he does means the potential for it was always there, hes way more rational than the average person (drugs destroy this), that also shows hes always had potential. He needs a hug too, someone to say its okay youre a human too
@@GUT5S, 💯💯💯
Very well said.
I've been clean from crystal meth since 1984. You can do this Ricardo. You are worthy.
Good for you! 5 years clean for me!
@@midnightcryptworx congratulations. Keep up the great job.
@@crazydee1955 1984 when the meth was actually good. Haha.
@@GnosticCushite no shit. Lol.
You can do it Ricardo! My Dad was sold by his mother, had a horrible father, and had his addictions. He fought hard and became an amazing father, and an inspiration to thousands of people. You have that same light my Dad had. You can do it! It will be hard, a fight, but you can do it one day at a time!
The story about his grandmother passing broke my heart. The weight of the world is on this man's shoulders and it's a miracle he's held it up as long as he has.
If you read this Ricardo, addiction isn't your fault. I struggle with it too. It makes us do things that don't make sense to a sober person and the effects cause pain that lasts a lifetime. You can overcome this. You can be there for your son. You've already done the hardest part, which is go back through your history and contemplate your choices. My heart is with you.
Whoever's reading this and struggled or still are struggling with addiction remember you are loved and you mean the world to someone......
Thats right👍Thanks! 😊
❤
You too be strong & stay focused!
@@susieseward8451 trying everyday 😉
Amen! Truth!👍👏👏👏💖
My heart aches for this man. I'll keep you in my prayers ricardo
A beautiful redemption story is waiting to be be written.
"Family dysfunction rolls down from generation to generation, like a fire in the woods, taking down everything in its path until one person in one generation has the courage to turn and face the flames. That person brings peace to their ancestors and spares the children that follow.”
You're fighting fires. You're seeing your ego and learning from your mistakes. You're strong and beautiful. Make it right with your son.🔥
I LIKE that quote.
#80!
Lila, How eloquently put! 💕
The dysfunction in my family goes back for many generations. Your quote is so true.
I wish mark would ask, “what scares you most, about being sober?”
That Is The Question!👍👏
Wow. A really good question
Great question👏👏
I wish he would ask them ,question, ,”do you have any ideas ,ways to help homeless people that are not being done right now.”
Such a good question.
It's pretty rare that these make me cry. I think I have become numb. This interview made me cry. I am rooting for you Ricardo. You can do it. I believe in you! Stop looking backwards, it's making you trip. Look forward in hope!
Stop watching this negative content if it is affecting your soul. Because it very much can do that!
I too have become numb to these horrifying stories.💔
Self Awareness and recognition of your mistakes are the starting point. Ricardo, you CAN turn this around. 🇬🇧🏴🇬🇧🏴🇬🇧
Ricardo your a good man. Life will get better when you get clean
No he’s not. It doesn’t help him to hear that.
@@Curioinfinity yea it does help stfu
He's not a good man by any measure. He has it in him to be a good man. But he's tormented because he has not been a good man. It's not enough to know what being a good man is or to be guilty for not being a good man. He's redeemable because he at least hasn't deluded himself into thinking he's good. But being a good man comes down to simply being a good man. Not just knowing what a good man is.
@@baileyward1 if we tell him he’s a good man then he is being lied to and I’m sure he would know that. It’s insulting to be lied to. And it doesn’t help anyone improve. Sugar coating is poison and you can lose trust and the ability to deal in reality. You can’t fix things with lies. He knows he’s not good. He says he’s a POS. He is right. I hope he finds the strength to get better and be a good man.
Ricardo, I've watched most of Mark's videos. I'm no expert, but I see will power and determination in you to pull yourself out, with God's help. Walk away from the addiction, while you can. You're handsome and have dignity and a good heart. Reach deep, you can overcome and from Colorado we are pulling for you.
Yes, there is a goodness that’s in there. I hope he does prove everyone wrong.
God? Funny. He can only help himself
Get after it Ricardo. Be the good, honest man you truely are brother. As Mark said, turn everyone’s doubts on their heads. Use that as motivation to get back your son! And if you ever need any extra motivation come back to this page and see how many people who have never met you want you to succeed. Peace ✌️
When I was 32 I went back to school, by the time I was 37 I became a professional. Make promises to your son and keep them, like dates. Take him to the park, a ball game, show up at his school meets, plays. Be supportive of him.
Totally agree!!!
Perfect advice
When Ricardo stated, “I didn’t know it was wrong…” resonated with me. I grew up isolated on a farm with no family or friends around other then my mom, mute sister and occasionally by dad would come to abuse. I had no idea rape, psychological abuse, bullying from my mother was wrong. I was ashamed of the physical abuse, forced child labor, locked in a closet and neglect so I knew something wasn’t right. When you grow up a certain way, you don’t know any different. To this day I don’t know if I was more afraid of my of mother or the things that happened in the group home 😢
I grew up and allowed everyone, from teachers to nurses, talk to me in any way they wanted, and it was very abusive at times because I was so used to it from home. It makes me sad to think what that little girl used to hear that hurt so much. I remember my father telling me how disgusting I wad at three because he was jealous of my mother not giving him her total attention. My early relationships were the same. Call me names, threaten me, ignore me, grab my hair. It's taken a lifetime and I still am so messed up. I hope you are well and happy. Have a great and safe weekend being adored and adoring. It can be from a fur bay or yourself!
Ricardo, I am so sorry you got dealt this shitty start in life. That’s A LOT to live with and handle. I pray you find a way out of this life. You deserve way better and deserve a beautiful life.
Hopefully Ricardo gets his shit together
Mark, I've been following you religiously for quite awhile. This is the 1st time I've been disappointed in you. You glossed over the abuse he's suffered at the hands of others. In all of your other interviews you came across much more supportive & understanding. It appeared he wanted & needed to talk about the abuse. My question is this: How do you decide who gets "tough love" & who gets more?
I know Mark said in an interview he talks to them before the interview. I dont know if that had something to do with it or not. Ricardo breaks my heart. He needs to talk about it and let that shit out!! Poor fella. 🖤🖤🌹🖤🌹🖤🌹
@@cribbladdy Agreed
He clearly needed and wanted to talk but instead of letting him talk however much he needed about whatever he needed to mark kind of cut him off said suck it up.. I wonder if it had anything to do with the person mark had been trying to find
What a stupid way to judge Mark💯he literally went back and clarified what the abuse was since he had only said he bartered him as a child!
I wouldn't call Mark's behavior "tough love". He is being very encouraging and supportive, as well as practical and realistic. There is no perfect way to help these people thru conversation alone. IMO in this one Mark did just about as good as you can.
My heart broke when he talked about his grandma, Covid and how he gave it to her. That’s been a fear of mine.
But She’s still looking down at you, Ricardo, she’s still looking out for you. Make her proud, mijo.
I never heard Mark enforce the tough love before 👀 I believe that's exactly what Ricardo needed and needs. I just love you mark. I think your a good human who tries to show others how to be a good human cause in the end, that's all that matters 💗❤️💗
Mark is one good man!
Love is all that matters in the end, that is so true
Mark was wearin’ the pants this episode man
I can relate to so much of what Ricardo is saying. Often times I find myself pondering “what the hell is my excuse for squandering so many opportunities just to fuel my addiction?”
Ricardo is now my favorite interview. 😢 I cried along with him. My heart goes out to the tragedies he's endured and the blame he puts upon himself. It is NOT too late! You are a good soul bc your grandma is looking down on you with faith you will succeed. Get a support system with people who love you. Get off skid row and make a difference in this world. You have your grandma’s DNA - a good woman, and you're a good man Ricardo!
Mark - start a Go Fund Me Acct for Ricardo.
This guy ripped my heart out in less than 2 minutes...gotta be a record.
I so hope this one can save himself because Christ knows he never had ANY start from his --parents-- nope, I am not using that word as the title for his incubator and abusers.
I like how he's keeping it real with us, that's not always easy to do. That gives me hope that he can actually get it together someday.
I could feel the love between him and his grandmother. Wow
Yes. He knows she really loved him.
Can't wait to watch Ricardo's follow up video and hear about his success.
Échale ganas Ricardo! Nunca es tarde para volver a empezar! Dios te ayudé cuidate!
Amén
Gracias
@@ricardoenriquez6634 hope all is well with you! Cuídate y échale ganas que si se puede! 🤍
Si todo está bien mejorando solo necesito estar sobria
@@ricardoenriquez6634 hey bro how are you doing nowadays?
I have a crazy amount of respect for anyone who is this honest with himself.
Breaks my heart....
Ricardo ...you are more than any mess you have made...you are MORE.
It is NEVER too late.
If you have to take methadone for the rest of your life, to stay off the shit....THAT IS OKAY!!!! YOU DO WHATEVER IT TAKES!!!! Do not let anyone discourage you in your progress....
Your words reflect inherent goodness.
You are GOOD.
Your grandmother loves you still....
You have the rest of your life to show her....she is still watching ❤
Aww omg thank you so very much 💓💗💖💕your comment touched me I appreciate the faith you have still for me
Hi Mark!
This young man has been deeply impacted even from knowing his history in utero, his childhood experiences to present. You can see the struggle right here......
Watching these as a recovering addict is hard. But this content is so important. Sharing these stories and hearing about who these people are their traumas, their struggles- to humanize addiction. Bc stigma is a huge part of the problem! We are people! Who love, who hurt, who want to do better but this disease is absolutely debilitating! Things CAN AND WILL get better! And YOU DO deserve that! You are already well on your way. Your self awareness and willingness to be vulnerable is something I didn’t have until months after I was in recovery. Be proud of that! I burned so many bridges and hurt so many people- but throu my recovery and healing I was able to mend so many relationships. I know you can do the same! Sending so much love and grace my friend! You CAN do it!
I feel like Mark was dismissive of Ricardo when he talked about his childhood trauma. His childhood abuse is definitely a cause of his drug abuse now. You can't simply just forgive and forget. He needs to seek some serious therapy to heal from his trauma and get some internal resolution. It's very hard to make progress if you don't heal from the trauma first.
AGREE! Mark should have counsellors present, these people are extremely vulnerable and need expert help not inexpert opinions and irresponsible advice. Mark also dismissed the domestic violence he suffered from the mother of his child which I found shocking. No wonder men don’t report it.
It really bothered me. He kept cutting him off when he was trying to share his pain/experiences. I've never seen him do that before. Ricardo was there to share his story.. that was the whole point of the interview.
@@peggyk4802 Ricardo said that himself though. He was very accountable throughout the interview. I believe that he was trying to paint a picture of his life and those experiences were part of it. Mark minimized those experiences. The guy literally said part of healing for him is talking about and admitting what he went through. To tell someone to stop being a victim and simply learn from it and move on isn't wise or safe. I suppose I prefer the sharing of the story rather than the (in my opinion) judgemental "advice".
I think ricardo got cut off by mark when he was being vulnerable and sharing his story on domestic violence, doesnt seem right to cut ricardo off at that moment.
Mark is fantastic but he's getting a little preachy... Cutting the guy off it's annoying. Mark has not been through what this guy has been through how can he tell him what to do.
Very moving story. I have real hope for you Ricardo and I can't wait to see you grow. It's never too late.
Ricardo, you’re a real stand up dude. You make no excuses for your shortcomings but you’re not responsible for the fucked up shit your mom and dad did. Don’t blame yourself for that. You still have a chance to change your life and be a father to your son. Stay hopeful and positive and keep going brother. Sending you love and light ✨ Wishing you the best!
The best interview!!! The realization and understanding is DEEP! I have so much faith in this guy to change his life trajectory.
Ive never heard Mark talk so much. Hope this guy can get it together. Were the same age(im 34). I started smoking meth at 15. I kept that habit basically daily, every damn day, from 16 till 31. Ive been 100% off meth for 3 years going on 4. My wife stuck with through some hard times. You can do it to Ricky.
Congratulations on your 3 1/2 years keep 👏 🙌 up the hard work one day at a time! (ALSO, love hearing Mark!! I love how he did this interview too, awesome job Mark!)
@@susieseward8451 honestly at first I relapsed 3 times the first couple weeks . After I was able to go a full month it was easy. I don’t even think about it anymore. That being said, I cut all ties with my “friends” because if someone passed me a pipe today I’m not sure id be able to say no.
@@at-ge5te exactly right thing to do, recoil from those people, places ... helps a lot! In fact, as I think about it...if the time comes out of nowhere, just run or start walking in the other direction lol 😆
He has such a good heart. You can feel it in his words. Much love Ricardo.
so raw. this is a great start to turning it around. reveal your truths and rid yourself of resentments and shame. get rid of the mold and then restructure. i hope you make it man.
I see you Ricardo. It's never too late to start over. You still have a good, loving heart. Your grandma would be proud you're sharing your story knowing you can possibly save lives. Im sending love and prayers to you that you will be that great man you know you can be.
Better days ahead hopefully Ricardo. Much love. I'm in the same boat. Really wish you luck.
keep your head up! goodmorning, from G from the D(enver).
You got this. Stay strong. You are important.
Truly hope things get better soon my brotha
😢 me being 31 and in recovery. Always feeling shame & regret hearing mark say if I was 32 again id conquer the world!!! I needed to hear that & im sure ricardo did too! 💙💙💙💙💙💙 I have a tremendous amount of respect for Ricardo! You got this!
Shame and regret never get us anywhere because they're a load too heavy for anyone to carry.💔😢
Encourage yourself as you would anyone you want to see succeed.👍👏💖
@@marylougeorge9890 thank you for that 💜
@@Tania-lq7ld ❤
Great job Mark! This was what he needed. You stopped him when he got off topic, and you also gave him real truths and facts. I loved this interview. I really hope for the best for this man. He is too young to throw in the towel and give up. Come Ricardo! YOU GOT THIS! CHANGE YOUR LIFE!
Got off topic? This is an interview about him and his life experiences and past. How can he get off topic when he's talking about his pass like his ex being abusive or his mom's family not trying to contact him.
@@alexandergonzales8696 Off topic meaning going down the poor me road.
@@alexandergonzales8696 yeh but I think Mark has done so many interviews that he pretty much knows when a person has been telling the same stories over and over and hiding behind them to keep from actually doing what he knows he has to do or discussing what is most pertinent to his real needs. I admire Mark for keeping him focused. There is always time to talk about an ex that beat the crap out of you and there is a time to let it the f' go when it is keeping you in a totally unproductive place. Kudos to Mark for knowing the difference.
I feel Ricardo has potential and I too was thinking that he can channel the pain and need for a better life into making it happen. You CAN do this Ricardo. Shed the shame and push towards making the life you want. Take one day at a time. Don't get caught in the overwhelming. Wise words Mark.
ricardo!!! i can’t wait to see an update. you got this💙
I'm a bit shocked, that when this man is trying to explain he was physically abused by her, she would "woop his ass", Mark's response is "That's just her style" I know that men are stronger than women, and generally abuse in relationships is seen as something men do to women, but women can very much be abusers just like men are and her actions shouldn't be excused just because of religion or her gender.
It's like people that encourage hitting kids for discipline, yet understand its wrong to hit the elderly, mentally handicapped, women, animals, etc.... to put your morals in categories can be a risky and harmful thing to do. If its wrong to hit, its wrong to hit, doesn't matter what.
Oh wow, this guy is having a real cathartic experience here. These interviews are amazing. He is getting to share a part of his humanity, honestly and openly.
Wow, I see courage in this guy. I see light in his eyes. I see he wants it sooo bad. I sure hope he sees this clip & realizes the GREAT potential he has.
Good Luck, no one but YOU and only YOU can help YOU. 🙏
It is not too late Ricardo. 🥰 You will make it.
Poor guy. I feel so sad for him, he’s been through so much.
Hoping you get clean. It’s NEVER TOO LATE. If you’re fed up, go get it. Nothing will give you the happiness of seeing you little one growing up ❤️ wishing you all the best in life and all the love you deserve. You deserve it!!
Thank you so much
I feel for this Man and I appreciate his brute honesty.
Keep your head up Ricardo. I’ve watched many of these interviews but it seemed like Ricardo wasn’t given the opportunity to fully get things of his chest. He was cut off, dismissed, preached at, as if these are things he’s probably never heard before. Also I found it awkward that Mark got up in the middle of the interview to talk to someone outside when Ricardo was in the middle of sharing some deep stuff? Let’s not forget that people in abusive situations WERE victimized and are now SURVIVORS of abuse. I wish Ricardo much healing on his journey to recovery, si se puede!
I noticed the same thing. I have seen way too many stories from Mark and this is the first time I see him having this awkward attitude toward someone! I feel like he didn't get a full chance to express his feelings and let them out! Sad 😞
First time I see Mark showing some thought love. He’s usually just observant and listens, he have motivation and advice with him. Nice!
Ricardo, you have been a warrior for many lifetimes. My heart is breaking for you. YOU ARE GOING TO GET THROUGH THIS! Think of the thousands upon thousands of people you are inspiring. Please, please don’t give up! You are loved. ♥️
Def want a 6-12 month update on homeboy
Yes absolutely!!! I hope he will do one!
Ricardo,
Gracias por compartir tu historia con el mundo. Hermano, recuerda que nunca es tarde para volver empezar de nuevo. Tu tienes el poder en ti para tomar la decisión para cambiar y amarte. Busca ayuda, no estás solo.
Levántate y enséñale al mundo quien eres realmente! Tu abuela es tu ángel, ella siempre estará contigo. Suerte hermano! El mundo es de los que se animan. 🙏🏽
Ricardo,
You have lived quite a life my friend. Your strength and determination to survive is incredible.
May safety and security surround you until you're ready to grasp a hold of your greatness.
💚
Ricardo, I’m sending a big warm hug. It’s never too late to turn your life around, you have so much potential. Make your dear grandmother proud and most importantly, yourself. Wishing you all the best in the world, Ricardo.
Mark you're gold. Equally Ricardo, you have that same ability within you to change your circumstance, & be an amazing hope to others. I think you have the ingredients to turn your life into a gorgeous table set for yourself & your loved ones. We're rooting for you brother.
I can tell he is a good person. We love you brother. Thank you for sharing your story. I hope to see updates from you. One day at a time brother. Much love
If this is your definition of a good man what’s your definition of bad?
@@maverickbull1909 his behavior has probably been bad.
I believe in second chances. We all make mistakes.
@@maverickbull1909 walk a mile in my shoes g wait you couldn't your not built like tha
reminds me of my myself you can’t hold alll the burden on your shoulders your very smart don’t give up it’s never to late your alive wish you the best homie do it for granny god bless you
You are a true survivor and you are brave & strong man! More than half the world couldn't endure the amount of pain as you have felt & survived and is alive today to talk about it to inspire & motivate millions of people you don't even realize. Like Mark said, use that pain as fuel to get your life back and to find happiness & peace within yourself to enjoy everyday life and do the things you want to do and visit the places you want to see when life becomes manageable after a few months clean you can gain back control, God bless U Ricardo
one of the most difficult things for many of us to do is TO BE HONEST.The fact that Ricardo sat there and had the courage to speak his truth is incredible.I can hear that ricardo wants to change but doesn't know where to start.I hope he can find not only peace in his life,but for someone to guide him into the right direction
If it works for her to BEAT him it’s ok??!!! “No need to throw anyone under the bus?!?!!” He was talking about his experience! Mark never would have suggested this to a female interviewer experiencing domestic violence from a male partner! He was brave to speak about the abuse he experienced from his baby’s mother and Mark did him a disservice on that in my opinion.
It seemed like after he ran out during the interview as Ricardo was trying to explain the pain he's been in and Mark said "Wait! I've been looking for you, stay here for a minute" -after that he was just completely uninterested the rest of the time and sort of shrugged him off to hurry it up and end it. I've never seen him act like this up till now. It was weird.
Thank you, Mark, for everything you are doing to help people.
I lost my friend Gabriel to this drug three years ago. Ricardo reminds me so much of him. Responsible and humble to a fault, honest with his addiction but also so undeserving of said addiction without realizing it. They think they deserve it.
Ricardo my heart goes out to u. 6 and a half minutes in & u have been thru so many traumas in your early life. Early trauma changes your brain and your body, & make u more vulnerable to drug use & prison. U are somebody. U are worthy, u are loved. U deserve every success
Thank you
I'm 33 and have nothing to show for it. Opiates have ruined my life. I just got out of a psych ward the 4th for trying to jump off the verizano bridge. I wouldn't wish addiction on my worst enemy
Word? Sorry to hear that. 33 is still young! You can turn it all around. I know quite a few ex junkies that are super successful now because those same qualities that make you an addict can also make you amazing. Did you get clean in the psych ward?
You’re here for a reason Blayne, keep pushing, you got this 🙏🏾
Please push through! I know no one can understand what
You’re going through but you have a purpose.
"Im a piece of shit. If i were a real man...."
I feel you brother.
Traumatic Abuse will almost invariably lead to the victim feeling like its all their fault and they are nothing.
Knowing that change is needed and doing it is being a man.
@@carpediem2445
Thats right 👍💜
I said that at 32 and did nothing about it Now I'm 61 and seeing my story coming to and end. Time waits for no one. And goes so fast.
@@robertrigert546
Thank you for the wise words
It’s hard to imagine the pain this man has been through. I hope he can get into treatment. Good luck Ricardo. Great advice to him Mark👏
What a sweet, tortured, soul. He needs a forever hug and to be told he IS A GOOD MAN. It's never to late to start over.
Respect. Thankyou. Always
Aww man, I love this guy. Sending you some wishes bud
This one BROKE MY HEART.
This has been such a cool forum so far.Very genuine.Looking forward to a follow up video. (NO PRESSURE RICARDO)🤣🥰If it takes you years to make a mends or if happens tomorrow, just take care of your self first, sweety.You have such a magnetic soul and we are all routing for you!
Thank you
This one was truly heartbreaking
Sending loving kindness and compassion to you Ricardo.
You are a very strong man.
That fact that you are not in your son’s life doesn’t make you less of a man.
Your are still a man with some stuff you need to work through.
I really admire and I’m inspired my you.
I love that fact that you are man enough to take accountability for your actions.
And trust me it takes a man to do that.
Just remember that as long as you are awake it’s never too late .
You are and intelligent young man who has a beautiful son to life .
I would strongly suggest you be extremely careful with that fentanyl if you feel like you have to do it.
It it’s the most dangerous drug out there and, it doesn’t take alot to OD.
Take small steps until you can make big ones.
Maybe get another job so you can rent a room or motel .
Do something that you love to do every day.
Find a hobby , get back into your spirituality , take wold walks, go to the park.
I would also suggest that you try and get connected to a social worker and let them assist you in getting a therapist or a counselor.
They should be able to assist on getting housing
Not sure if you are in the streets or in the shelter but you can find social works in the shelter system and various organizations.
Start telling yourself the things that you want to hear from others.
Tell yourself that you love you, that you are a man, that you love your child and he loves you.
That you have the power to change, that you were created for a purpose
Tell yourself that you are beautiful and you deserve all the good thing that life has to offer.
I believe in you dude I’m looking out for and Riccardo up date video
I know that you might not feel loved / love but just know that you have a whole bunch of people who you have never met loves you and want the best for you.
How special, beautiful and deep is that?
Ricardo you probably won’t see this, but you are one of the few addicts who can openly accept and take responsibility for your decisions. That is the first step to recovering and a lot of people never get that far. I really believe you have the strength and will power to change your life. Your grandmother would want that for you so do right by her and make it happen. God bless.
You know what you need to do brotha. Make your grandma proud. She can still see you. It’s never too late. You’d be surprised what a year could change your life. You obviously know wrong and right. Keep the faith
Mark I truly believe you are the only positive light in some of these peoples lives! Thank you for being kind! It goes a long way 🌻
My heart breaks for Ricardo, he has so much pain and guilt. People who use substances are really just self-medicating, and it spirals out of control. I give him so much credit for getting on the methadone program. Don't let the guilt try to take you down Ricardo ,you have a beautiful heart and soul that shines through. Every day you stay clean you grow in leaps and bounds. Addicts are some of the most smart,adaptable, and incredible people- if only WE as addicts could give ourselves that credit! I speak from my own experience and in the three years I've stayed sober my life has changed positively in ways I never could imagine. Believe in yourself Ricardo and love yourself , you are so worth it!!!!
Ricardo, I believe in you! Maybe it doesn't mean much coming from an online platform, but you exude such hope and brilliance. You're so smart, empathetic, strong. You've got a team of angels right behind you. Take care of yourself, lots of love.
Standing Ovation Mark. 👏
You gave him the truth. Even if he didn't hear you, I did. "Just shut up and do it." My situation isn't drug-related but your wisdom still fit. Good luck to Ricardo.
Ricardo you have your grandmothers prayers behind you. You can change your life and make yourself and others proud of you. Stay away from drugs and people who will distract you from your goals.
I am so sorry for what you endured through your childhood. I hope you find true love and happiness one day ❤️
I have seen so many get up and change their life story. Your life is a story only you can write, every good story has a conflict and resolution. Dont give up Ricardo! We want to hear good things next time we see you ❤️
Mark was spot on with the advice. Hopefully he finds the strength, courage and opportunities. I hope that Ricardo wins this battle.
I disagree, he startes preaching and all it did was make Ric feel shut down, you don't tell someone who's openly repenting right in front of you to shut up and get on with it
The work this man is doing.. this healing process.. Ive watched it evolve from the beginning... #Respect
Ricardo hope this is the day that made the difference and the next time Mark talks to you its great news of that your sober. Good luck and
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This one got me! Bro you got this man. Good luck
Wow, I had an accident just like what he described his brother had down to a Ford Explorer hitting my car. I hadn't thought about that accident in years until he mentioned it and I immediately got a flashback. I thank God I'm alive 🙏 🙌
I'm so sorry you went through all of the shit u did Ricardo. I hope you're ok.
Thank you ND I'm ok I guess lol
It takes real heart to admit your wrongs. Best of luck to this man 🙏
Andale Ricardo! You got this and be sure to surround yourself with good company, this will help. And RIP to all your losses, including your abue.
I’d love a follow up to see if Ricardo really got help. And it was very refreshing to see Mark tell someone to stop playing the victim! Some of these interviews are hard to watch for that very reason.