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I don't know if you will see this but I made a tiny watercolor fanart to this song and I would be very happy if you did in fact see it. I'm scared to post a link in a comment cuz who knows if yt will remove it but it's literally the only video on my channel. Much love, you guys are amazing.
I just commented this but just in case it helps you. What helped me with the voice telling me everyone hated me was identifying who's voice it truly was, because it wasn't mine, I heard all the words of these song in the sound of my mothers voice all my life. Once you know the voice, it's easier to remove. This isn't a solution, but it helped me and I hope it can help someone else in the same boat.
@@azorzh978 oh you already enough ! Again , please be proud of yourself every day ,greatfull and self confient ,be on your toes, you know how the shopping increases. self-esteem😂
This song is where I am right now. I am sitting here with my dog falling apart. Thank you for putting my inner thoughts into words. Keep saving lives guys
Your not Alone....and mans best friend is not a person ❤️🩹that will judge you for your past...Show love.. and it will find you in return..I promise..I hate myself..and yet still have love for others that need it..I'm F...d..with a smile and a Thankyou..Much love .
Hold on it will gets better.. find things you like to do and keep shining 🫶 In January I was close to give up, like in really close, then I met my current boyfriend and I'm so happy I held on because I would had missed out some amazing times, the most amazing person I have ever met and a life I love right now. My dog was my only life Line aswell back then ❤
@@nickwilliams6869 i'm sorry to hear that,but know that if you need someone to talk to you can talk to me I care about you,the same goes to everybody who need it too ❤
Oh, I get that. While I probably don't meet the requirements necessary to be diagnosed with either autism or ADHD, everyone I know and am close to thinks I'm neurodivergent and if I were that would explain a lot. So being possibly neurodivergent with no label as to WHAT neurodivergence and therefore no one to tell me that they understand and no one to relate to me and therefore feeling even MORE out of place ON TOP OF having had anxiety pretty much ever since I could understand the world around me (which was sooner than most, according to my mom) AND a form of depression ever since I could understand the dark parts of the world really makes me wish it could end. The only problem is that we've tried nearly everything but medication and nothing helped and I have my doubts medication will help me out that much, so I genuinely think the only way out is death. Besides, I won't be able to make it out in the real world because of how complicated I am
@@Wind_CursedMedicine can go either way, I've had some that's made me much worse and some that's helped a lot, so try not to give up on it if it doesn't work immediately, there are a bunch of different types. Neurodivergence isn't always the most fun, but regardless of what condition you may have, if any, you definitely aren't alone, even if you don't know anyone who has your specific symptoms. I feel a lot like I won't be able to survive out in the world either. Personally, I was extremely depressed for a time, and still am, though I'm much better. I have ASD, ADD, and anxiety as well, and each of those can make one feel ostracized, especially if you're not even sure you have them. It can really hurt to have people say that things will just 'get better' if you deal with them for long enough, and they'll probably never be perfect, but they can indeed get MUCH better, even if it's hard to imagine that. Just do what you can every day, be that going hiking, hanging out with family, or just making it through the day, each day you live is a victory, and don't forget that.
Unfortunately autism in incurable. From what I understand it's the bodies ability to focus. And some individuals truly have a Keen sense of focus for things other than words. While what we can do with autism is fixate. If you mange to fixate on something say this short but long explanation. You can neglect the anxiety and depression. By neglect I mean. There is no real way to remind that which your body remembers. Muscle memory has a lot to do with anxiety and depression. It just ties into the details you make with your mind. 1. Fixate on something like a flower 2. Fixate on your thoughts about the flower. 3. Fixate on whether or not those thoughts are negative positive or neutral. 4. Work you response twords desired outcome. I'm sure a psychologist can put more detail to this and may have better ways. This. Is just something I discovered in my own time having to walk with anxiety and depression at a given constant.
Thank u for putting this out I also have autism and my mom made fun of it today blaming me bc I have autism and citizen soldier has put the best song into words that I can’t explain
@@falloutfable1049it’s not as easy as it looks autism is hard to deal with and people miss judge us often bc they don’t understand how autism effects someone
Honestly, one of the reasons why I love Citizen Soldier and respect their music so much. Even the songs that I feel I don't understand, I know it means the world to someone who needs it. They have made those songs for me in the past.
I like how this song is almost an unspoken dare: if everyone hates you, shouldn't you live as though you don't fucking care? Be someone extraordinary? It's often times those who go against the "flow" who end up leaving a legacy. Whereas those who are like everyone else meets their end anonymously.
Its because people stick out and do strange things that they leave a impression on society, those who fight back grow a branch on the tree. And sprout new leaves and followers
This song echoes how I feel. It makes me feel a bit better to know someone else understands what I'm going through. And it makes me feel even worse to know that someone else understands what I'm going through.
Yes hate social anxiety. When I am in meetings with friends at work, I always muck about or sit quietly as don’t want join in. Wish I didn’t have it. But it’s apart of me and all my bosses know I’ve got it as I work with three different learning disability companies. As I’ve got a learning disability. And overthink quite bad too.
To anyone reading this, remember that if everyone hates you, you can be the exception, Start with yourself, so you can give them a reason to love you. And in regards to the song, Amazing video once again, and once again its quite relatable, unfortunately
YESSS! HERE WE HAVE IT FOLKS, ANXIETYS ANTHEM i remember hearing this at the salt lake concert and I've been dying for it to release ever since, pacing a hole in my floor waiting hahah Another great song
This song is like looking back at my past self, when my inner dialogue was so abusive towards my own self. To look back at that and to look at where I am now I feel a deep and utter sense of joy in realizing how much I have healed. Even tho the road is still long and bumpy ahead of me. I'd never have guessed to be where I am now, psychologically. Thank you for yet another great song guys ❤
Been dealing with overthinking and social anxiety for years thinking I was 'just shy' and 'paranoid'. This mirrors my inner monologue. Great Work Jake! Great Work Citizen Soldier! Contrary to the songs title, we love you guys!
Oh my god!!!!! Such an amazing song!!! I don’t see how yall can capture every emotion I feel everyday in one song. Y’all’s music has saved me. Thank yall so much!!!!
I’m just gonna say this. To anyone who feels this way, know that not everyone hates you. I don’t hate you. I don’t even know you. But I know enough about you, reader, to know that you are deserving of love and respect. Because you’re here, and that’s what matters
Honestly these comments mean nothing to me and I see no Comfort in them. I dont know you, and you dont know me irl so you dont truly care, of i died tomorrow you wouldnt know and even if you did you didnt know me and had no emotional connection to actually feel bad about me. You just lie to make others feel better and you might, just not me. I dont fall for the empty words that truly dont mean anything other then "I hope you get better"
@@AdaminTranzit Yeah, i always kind of hope they help someone, but, even though i read them every time trying to see if maybe it'll click this time, they just always fall flat and empty. "know that not everybody hates you!" Yeahhhhh... that's.... that doesn't help, really.
I've been waiting for this song for a long time. It hits so hard. My social anxiety pretty much made my high school years a living hell, and this song describes how I felt. Thank you, Citizen Soldier ❤️
God loves you. Just like I do. Please don't be afraid and if you are, know everything will be okay if you have hope in Jesus😊 God bless and please know hoping in God is difficult, am not trying to say it's easy, I have difficulties with it myself 😊
Oh my god, this is always how i feel. Someone by me laughs, im immediately always like 'There laughing at me, they hate me' Doesnt help that i was also bullied
Ngl this is my favourite song. Amazing job guys as always! You are super talented and every song you make is FILLED with raw emotions and passion. Thank you for your service 🙌
The fact that 'Heavy' came out the day I was having issues with my mom and not this song came out at my lowest. They're reading our minds but I appreciate it.🖤
Those of us who have spent years fawning to comply with other people and stay alive know what Citizen Soldier's talking about. Someone tell me that they like the real me instead of the compulsive caretaking I do for them.
@@nadineobviously5878 I'm sorry bro, the best thing to do is take some alone time and try to love yourself, find things about yourself to love and if u can't find any, just make something about yourself that you can love. Currently I am trying to workout more often to give myself a body I can be proud of and love, so far it's working out for me. You gotta find something about yourself to love, once you do that, you won't really care if everyone hates you or not because you enjoy your own company.
I really appreciate these guys putting out songs that aren't generic. They actually reflect what people are feeling and let people know they aren't alone. It's pretty refreshing and they always fire so it's a bonus 🔥🔥 keep it up guys
The way he knows what your going through and the thoughts that wreck havoc in your everyday life is so amazing. I love his voice and his talent is a gift given to save others. So glad I clicked the first citizen soldier video. Was at a hanging on by a fingernail point and feeling every bit of the words in this song. it might have saved my life. Thank you.
This song represents what i call the "Liar in My Head" perfectly. That damn voice in my head that tells me all kinds of fears and horrors. Every time. It mocks me and laughs at any form of self-confidence. It instantly denies any compliments. Only feeding my self-hatred.
"The hate don't resonate if I self depricate". So every bad thing people say about him won't hurt his feelings if he agrees with it. That's definitely true in my case
I love this song so much. It really touches me because I feel this way alot. But I heard this live before it was released in Atlanta. Thank you so much for releasing it. It's amazing. Your music has truly saved me ❤️
This is hardcore. Love it. Still. I no one person who hates me. My friend. Mikaela. From Harlingen, Texas. She does hate me. And its my fault. I do miss her. I do. 💙💛💛💛💛💛💙💙💙💛
So we're all just on the same page here that Citizen Soldier songs are relatable af- Like fr rn I'm on a sort of binge listen and ffs when I'm in a dark place mentally due to traumas, this band's songs help me communicate with my friends what's going on in my head-
Another incredible song ! Somedays I feel... better ? Not better. But I don't feel... I just don't feel. And that's better than overwhelming sadness and anger I guess I mean it is. But it scare me a bit sometimes Anyway. Those days, I listen to your song late at night and I cry myself to sleep That's something I NEED to do, because I need to get past some things And your songs put words in my fears and twisted thoughts, so I can allow nyself to feel this weird mix of emotions I don't fully understand So thanks. 🌻 Ps : "I'd drive off a cliff I I knew someone would miss me" did hit me hard.
I have been listening to Citizen Soldier on Spotify for over a week. Its so hard finding a band that can bring what you feel into words and be so relatable. They've been a huge motivation for me to keep going even when I'm at my lowest. Keep saving lives and keep doing what you do.
Citizen Soldier literally saved my life three years ago. I was in the dark hole of the darkest thoughts and along comes this band giving voice to what I couldn't say. Having just been through Group Therapy with them, I can only say Thank You for keeping me here.
Another great song and great video. It really does get the point across. Even when you got friends and loved ones telling you they enjoy their time with you, there's still that part of you that makes you feel like it's all just pretend. It sucks so badly.
This may not be the point, but what helped me with the voice telling me everyone hated me was identifying who's voice it truly was, because it wasn't mine, I heard all the words of these song in the sound of my mothers voice all my life. Once you know the voice, it's easier to remove.
This song is amazing, social anxiety and the constant fear of judgment by those around you... its agonizing sometimes. I have mad respect for anyone fighting depression, self hatred, social anxiety, mental illnesses in general. I may have recovered and survived but I will never forget the pain I experianced. I wish everyone the best luck in recovery.
This is amazing. I love it! Edit: Looks like I have a new song for my music list ❤ Edit 2: Wow I was just thinking about this and this song comes out…perfect timing i guess
Wow! This perfectly sums up my social anxiety. And anxiety in general- especially when you're told you have "no reason" to be depressed or have anxiety. I wish I could say I don't have thoughts like this.
I had a group of friends who I hung out with in elementary school. Didn't really know much about them, my autistic butt was just chilling and glad to be near them. It was funny though how they wouldn't explain what my nickname meant, or why none of the adults I asked would tell me. Finally in fourth grade I was given medication that helped me focus on what was going on around me. And as I slowly realized they weren't ever my friends, I also finally learned what 'retard' meant. It's almost been 30 years since then. But I still remember that moment I finally understood I'd been the butt of the joke. I don't tend to keep friends for long. Can never shake the feeling that they're laughing behind my back.
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This is true
Citizen❤
Can you please start selling 4xls again? I want to support but don't want to buy a shirt that won't fit ❤❤❤
...and everyone hates your shirt. 🫠
I don't know if you will see this but I made a tiny watercolor fanart to this song and I would be very happy if you did in fact see it.
I'm scared to post a link in a comment cuz who knows if yt will remove it but it's literally the only video on my channel.
Much love, you guys are amazing.
This song reflects how much I feel. Even when I tell myself that I have people in my life who care, but damn, my mind doesn't shut up
I feel you there
I just commented this but just in case it helps you. What helped me with the voice telling me everyone hated me was identifying who's voice it truly was, because it wasn't mine, I heard all the words of these song in the sound of my mothers voice all my life. Once you know the voice, it's easier to remove.
This isn't a solution, but it helped me and I hope it can help someone else in the same boat.
Same .But don't pay too much attention for it 🙏🏻 Live a life proud of yourself and not proud people 👐🏻
Same, and my brain is killing my heart thinking I'm gonna never be enough even for me
@@azorzh978 oh you already enough ! Again , please be proud of yourself every day ,greatfull and self confient ,be on your toes, you know how the shopping increases. self-esteem😂
This song is where I am right now. I am sitting here with my dog falling apart. Thank you for putting my inner thoughts into words. Keep saving lives guys
I’m sitting next to my dog too
U are enough ❤
Your not Alone....and mans best friend is not a person ❤️🩹that will judge you for your past...Show love.. and it will find you in return..I promise..I hate myself..and yet still have love for others that need it..I'm F...d..with a smile and a Thankyou..Much love .
Hold on it will gets better.. find things you like to do and keep shining 🫶
In January I was close to give up, like in really close, then I met my current boyfriend and I'm so happy I held on because I would had missed out some amazing times, the most amazing person I have ever met and a life I love right now. My dog was my only life Line aswell back then ❤
Same here. These guys seem to be able to heal my wounds but also create new ones with how deep the words resonate.
Why do I feel like citizen soldier is always reading my mind
Same...
Bcz they are the voice for the voiceless
@@rexenoIndeed they are
Feel like this too
Frrrrrr brooo
"What the hell is wrong with me? Overthinking reality." Is me every single day...
Same! You are not alone in this thinking.
Me too.
There is nothing wrong with you guys,don't worry
Sometime the other people are just mean for no reason
I do overthink and most of the time I'm right but I just don't say anything
@@nickwilliams6869 i'm sorry to hear that,but know that if you need someone to talk to you can talk to me
I care about you,the same goes to everybody who need it too ❤
I swear, Citizen Soldier is one of the only artists I know that can cook bangers and save lives at the same time.
Hell yeah!
“Somebody just make it end” i know the feeling ANYBODY PLEASE! Just take away my anxiety, depression, and autism
Oh, I get that. While I probably don't meet the requirements necessary to be diagnosed with either autism or ADHD, everyone I know and am close to thinks I'm neurodivergent and if I were that would explain a lot.
So being possibly neurodivergent with no label as to WHAT neurodivergence and therefore no one to tell me that they understand and no one to relate to me and therefore feeling even MORE out of place ON TOP OF having had anxiety pretty much ever since I could understand the world around me (which was sooner than most, according to my mom) AND a form of depression ever since I could understand the dark parts of the world really makes me wish it could end.
The only problem is that we've tried nearly everything but medication and nothing helped and I have my doubts medication will help me out that much, so I genuinely think the only way out is death. Besides, I won't be able to make it out in the real world because of how complicated I am
@@Wind_CursedMedicine can go either way, I've had some that's made me much worse and some that's helped a lot, so try not to give up on it if it doesn't work immediately, there are a bunch of different types. Neurodivergence isn't always the most fun, but regardless of what condition you may have, if any, you definitely aren't alone, even if you don't know anyone who has your specific symptoms. I feel a lot like I won't be able to survive out in the world either. Personally, I was extremely depressed for a time, and still am, though I'm much better. I have ASD, ADD, and anxiety as well, and each of those can make one feel ostracized, especially if you're not even sure you have them. It can really hurt to have people say that things will just 'get better' if you deal with them for long enough, and they'll probably never be perfect, but they can indeed get MUCH better, even if it's hard to imagine that. Just do what you can every day, be that going hiking, hanging out with family, or just making it through the day, each day you live is a victory, and don't forget that.
Unfortunately autism in incurable. From what I understand it's the bodies ability to focus. And some individuals truly have a Keen sense of focus for things other than words.
While what we can do with autism is fixate.
If you mange to fixate on something say this short but long explanation. You can neglect the anxiety and depression. By neglect I mean.
There is no real way to remind that which your body remembers. Muscle memory has a lot to do with anxiety and depression. It just ties into the details you make with your mind.
1. Fixate on something like a flower
2. Fixate on your thoughts about the flower.
3. Fixate on whether or not those thoughts are negative positive or neutral.
4. Work you response twords desired outcome.
I'm sure a psychologist can put more detail to this and may have better ways.
This. Is just something I discovered in my own time having to walk with anxiety and depression at a given constant.
Thank u for putting this out I also have autism and my mom made fun of it today blaming me bc I have autism and citizen soldier has put the best song into words that I can’t explain
@@falloutfable1049it’s not as easy as it looks autism is hard to deal with and people miss judge us often bc they don’t understand how autism effects someone
Honestly, one of the reasons why I love Citizen Soldier and respect their music so much. Even the songs that I feel I don't understand, I know it means the world to someone who needs it. They have made those songs for me in the past.
I like how this song is almost an unspoken dare: if everyone hates you, shouldn't you live as though you don't fucking care? Be someone extraordinary? It's often times those who go against the "flow" who end up leaving a legacy. Whereas those who are like everyone else meets their end anonymously.
Well fucking said ❤
Its because people stick out and do strange things that they leave a impression on society, those who fight back grow a branch on the tree. And sprout new leaves and followers
Jake Segura, the therapist that really knows what's going on in your head, and gives it words and voice.
YESSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSS YES YES YES
A gift from God.
This song echoes how I feel. It makes me feel a bit better to know someone else understands what I'm going through. And it makes me feel even worse to know that someone else understands what I'm going through.
Another banger. Love it so much. That’s exactly what social anxiety feels like.
Yes hate social anxiety. When I am in meetings with friends at work, I always muck about or sit quietly as don’t want join in. Wish I didn’t have it. But it’s apart of me and all my bosses know I’ve got it as I work with three different learning disability companies. As I’ve got a learning disability. And overthink quite bad too.
It's crazy that Citizen Soldier knows how I feel and know all the right words to describe how I feel. Love them so much
To anyone reading this, remember that if everyone hates you, you can be the exception,
Start with yourself, so you can give them a reason to love you.
And in regards to the song,
Amazing video once again, and once again its quite relatable, unfortunately
🫶
Я буду неправильным исключением!) Я полюблю их ненависть! И ... буду, если что, по ней страшно скучать тосковать.
you too nice i would give you a BJ
YESSS! HERE WE HAVE IT FOLKS, ANXIETYS ANTHEM
i remember hearing this at the salt lake concert and I've been dying for it to release ever since, pacing a hole in my floor waiting hahah
Another great song
Ah yes, anxiety. 100% agree banger song
Me: reads the name of the song
Me: "I was aware of this"
More like a sign...
Me: Wondering if anybody likes me at all
Reads the song's name
Me: I KNEW IT!!!
Lmao
It’ll get better pal.. 😔
You good man?
@@humanbeing384I've been better bro
This song is like looking back at my past self, when my inner dialogue was so abusive towards my own self. To look back at that and to look at where I am now I feel a deep and utter sense of joy in realizing how much I have healed. Even tho the road is still long and bumpy ahead of me.
I'd never have guessed to be where I am now, psychologically.
Thank you for yet another great song guys ❤
This song is so relatable Jake you kill it every time keep it up
Been dealing with overthinking and social anxiety for years thinking I was 'just shy' and 'paranoid'. This mirrors my inner monologue.
Great Work Jake! Great Work Citizen Soldier! Contrary to the songs title, we love you guys!
Oh my god!!!!! Such an amazing song!!! I don’t see how yall can capture every emotion I feel everyday in one song. Y’all’s music has saved me. Thank yall so much!!!!
I’m just gonna say this. To anyone who feels this way, know that not everyone hates you. I don’t hate you. I don’t even know you. But I know enough about you, reader, to know that you are deserving of love and respect. Because you’re here, and that’s what matters
I really needed this. Thank you. 🫶
Honestly these comments mean nothing to me and I see no Comfort in them. I dont know you, and you dont know me irl so you dont truly care, of i died tomorrow you wouldnt know and even if you did you didnt know me and had no emotional connection to actually feel bad about me.
You just lie to make others feel better and you might, just not me. I dont fall for the empty words that truly dont mean anything other then "I hope you get better"
@@AdaminTranzit Yeah, i always kind of hope they help someone, but, even though i read them every time trying to see if maybe it'll click this time, they just always fall flat and empty. "know that not everybody hates you!" Yeahhhhh... that's.... that doesn't help, really.
@@AdaminTranzitI feel the same way. I wish these helped, but nah.
"la, la loser you got no friend and no one gives a damn" is what I can relate to.
with this username for sure you will never have friends
@@tuncayozkan2287you are a hater stop hating on usernames
@@kristenlogan2594 it was a joke mate
@@tuncayozkan2287 shut up.
@@kristenlogan2594 damn you ragging through your keyboard i like it 😂 sensitive little baby
I've been waiting for this song for a long time. It hits so hard. My social anxiety pretty much made my high school years a living hell, and this song describes how I felt. Thank you, Citizen Soldier ❤️
Man this is a bop. Its no wonder my family is concerned when im out here headbanging to a song saying that im gonna die alone 🤣❤️
God loves you. Just like I do. Please don't be afraid and if you are, know everything will be okay if you have hope in Jesus😊
God bless and please know hoping in God is difficult, am not trying to say it's easy, I have difficulties with it myself 😊
Oh my god, this is always how i feel. Someone by me laughs, im immediately always like 'There laughing at me, they hate me'
Doesnt help that i was also bullied
Ngl this is my favourite song. Amazing job guys as always! You are super talented and every song you make is FILLED with raw emotions and passion. Thank you for your service 🙌
The fact that 'Heavy' came out the day I was having issues with my mom and not this song came out at my lowest. They're reading our minds but I appreciate it.🖤
Yesssss. Here for this!!! 🎉🎉🎉🎉
Those of us who have spent years fawning to comply with other people and stay alive know what Citizen Soldier's talking about. Someone tell me that they like the real me instead of the compulsive caretaking I do for them.
My favorite band and always will be absolutely love love love your music
This song is like reading my mind like a book... thank you
This song represents me with my family
This song hits hard, thank you citizen soldier!
I can tell the lyrics in the song just gets spicier And also they just got much more heated up
Words cannot describe how fast I hit that notification
Same
Light speed.
New banger ! New Favorit song!
Currently going through a major falling out with really close friends I met online, and this song practically summarizes my entire mental state
FINNALY TOOK FOREVER BUT ITS OUT
I already love itttt 🥺❤️❤️ please keep making music! You help me so much! ❤️
That seconded vers is amazing best out of all the songs
I am so glad I'm not at this point in my life anymore, just here cuz your music is so good and catchy
Im happy for you❤ Im still at this point so bad..
@@nadineobviously5878 I'm sorry bro, the best thing to do is take some alone time and try to love yourself, find things about yourself to love and if u can't find any, just make something about yourself that you can love. Currently I am trying to workout more often to give myself a body I can be proud of and love, so far it's working out for me. You gotta find something about yourself to love, once you do that, you won't really care if everyone hates you or not because you enjoy your own company.
@@nadineobviously5878 another thing I realized is people are more drawn to you if you are unappolagetically you
My man you done it you found my head how I feel all the time
“Nobody gives a damn” has been my mantra for roughly a month now 😢. Great song once again! It really hits home
I really appreciate these guys putting out songs that aren't generic. They actually reflect what people are feeling and let people know they aren't alone. It's pretty refreshing and they always fire so it's a bonus 🔥🔥 keep it up guys
I'VE BEEN WAITING FOR THIS SONG FOR A LONG TIME, AND IT'S FINALLY HERE. MANY THANKS GUYS
Yup… hits the nail on the head… always feeling like everyone wants to escape me & put me down… even the ones that say they care
The way he knows what your going through and the thoughts that wreck havoc in your everyday life is so amazing. I love his voice and his talent is a gift given to save others. So glad I clicked the first citizen soldier video. Was at a hanging on by a fingernail point and feeling every bit of the words in this song. it might have saved my life. Thank you.
Another masterpiece 💝❤
the perfect words for someone who feels anxiety about everything... 🤟❤️🩹
This song represents what i call the "Liar in My Head" perfectly. That damn voice in my head that tells me all kinds of fears and horrors. Every time. It mocks me and laughs at any form of self-confidence. It instantly denies any compliments. Only feeding my self-hatred.
"The hate don't resonate if I self depricate". So every bad thing people say about him won't hurt his feelings if he agrees with it. That's definitely true in my case
hope you feel better soon
Unfortunately this has become a reality and I'm dealing with it. Listening to you guys always makes things feel better
I love this song so much. It really touches me because I feel this way alot. But I heard this live before it was released in Atlanta. Thank you so much for releasing it. It's amazing. Your music has truly saved me ❤️
This gave me shivers
This is hardcore. Love it. Still. I no one person who hates me. My friend. Mikaela. From Harlingen, Texas. She does hate me. And its my fault. I do miss her. I do. 💙💛💛💛💛💛💙💙💙💛
Love you 🤟🏻
Appreciate for ur hope! Arigato. (Thx)
So we're all just on the same page here that Citizen Soldier songs are relatable af- Like fr rn I'm on a sort of binge listen and ffs when I'm in a dark place mentally due to traumas, this band's songs help me communicate with my friends what's going on in my head-
i love this song
All the new songs hit closer than the last one, oh my goodness, thus one hits hard, I feel validated, thank you so much, literally cried over this 😭
Another incredible song !
Somedays I feel... better ? Not better. But I don't feel... I just don't feel. And that's better than overwhelming sadness and anger I guess
I mean it is. But it scare me a bit sometimes
Anyway. Those days, I listen to your song late at night and I cry myself to sleep
That's something I NEED to do, because I need to get past some things
And your songs put words in my fears and twisted thoughts, so I can allow nyself to feel this weird mix of emotions I don't fully understand
So thanks. 🌻
Ps : "I'd drive off a cliff I I knew someone would miss me" did hit me hard.
THIS. THIS IS PROBABLY MY NEW FAVORITE SONG BY YOU GUYS. You never miss! HECK YEAH!
This song is really good i can relate to this song so much
I love ❤️ this song so much! My favorite parts are when it says “La la loser”, for some reason that just hits different!
I have been listening to Citizen Soldier on Spotify for over a week. Its so hard finding a band that can bring what you feel into words and be so relatable. They've been a huge motivation for me to keep going even when I'm at my lowest. Keep saving lives and keep doing what you do.
Another banger hi from South Africa 🇿🇦
Citizen Soldier literally saved my life three years ago. I was in the dark hole of the darkest thoughts and along comes this band giving voice to what I couldn't say. Having just been through Group Therapy with them, I can only say Thank You for keeping me here.
Love your music
This is how my thoughts are every day. Amazing song. Keep up the good work.
Another great song and great video.
It really does get the point across.
Even when you got friends and loved ones telling you they enjoy their time with you, there's still that part of you that makes you feel like it's all just pretend. It sucks so badly.
For anyone wondering, no it doesn't get better with age, you just get better at hiding it...
I'm sure that eventually you will feel better
I've always been impressed with Citizen Soldier because the songs are always about real life, not about lovey-dovey shit
This may not be the point, but what helped me with the voice telling me everyone hated me was identifying who's voice it truly was, because it wasn't mine, I heard all the words of these song in the sound of my mothers voice all my life. Once you know the voice, it's easier to remove.
I’m so glad I just discovered you guys, holy hell new fav band incoming? 😍
I have been waiting so long for this one!! Thank you!! 🔥❤️🩹🔥
This song is amazing, social anxiety and the constant fear of judgment by those around you... its agonizing sometimes. I have mad respect for anyone fighting depression, self hatred, social anxiety, mental illnesses in general.
I may have recovered and survived but I will never forget the pain I experianced. I wish everyone the best luck in recovery.
Greater as usual ❤️🤍😩😩😭😭👌🏾👌🏾👌🏾👌🏾🍀❤️❤️🤍
my brain at 3am
This is amazing. I love it!
Edit: Looks like I have a new song for my music list ❤
Edit 2: Wow I was just thinking about this and this song comes out…perfect timing i guess
I found you guys at a really dark point of my life. And to this day, you guys help me with every song.
THIS SONG IS AWESOME!
New favorite song now! The beat is sick! I love it! Thank you citizen soldier for another wonderful song. It hits so close to home.
Citizen soldier back with another painfully relatable banger 🥹
I need y'all to stop releasing so many amazing songs I can't listen to them all there's only so many hours in a day
Been waiting for a while now. The title is amazing and the song itself is god-tier , thanks guys 😸🩷
Found this while listening to the song “Dupe - Plaza Freestyle” 😅😅
Another song!! I love y’all!
An unfortunately accurate description of how depression treats its victims. I worry about this constantly, and I don’t think I can ever stop
You never stop making good songs
Man this is a good song, i love it!
Been waiting for this one. Love it! ❤️🔥❤️🔥❤️🔥
This song hits
Otra Obra maestra, awesome 🔥
AMAZING! And true
Wow! This perfectly sums up my social anxiety. And anxiety in general- especially when you're told you have "no reason" to be depressed or have anxiety. I wish I could say I don't have thoughts like this.
I love how here you can hear the bass guitar 😍
would like more songs like this one, the rock beat is great
I relate so heavy and I don't even have social anxiety😂
This are the songs that let everyone listening know that they aren't alone. Keep fighting❤
Thank you for another catchy, relatable, masterpiece!! Y'all are amazing!!!!
I had a group of friends who I hung out with in elementary school. Didn't really know much about them, my autistic butt was just chilling and glad to be near them. It was funny though how they wouldn't explain what my nickname meant, or why none of the adults I asked would tell me. Finally in fourth grade I was given medication that helped me focus on what was going on around me. And as I slowly realized they weren't ever my friends, I also finally learned what 'retard' meant.
It's almost been 30 years since then. But I still remember that moment I finally understood I'd been the butt of the joke.
I don't tend to keep friends for long. Can never shake the feeling that they're laughing behind my back.
As someone with BPD (borderline personality disorder) this is my brain 25/8. But i don't stop fighting
Theres no words my gawd ya all rawk juz awesum lov it ty hugggerz