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  • @wilk4093
    @wilk4093 6 років тому +245

    My dad has multiple myeloma stage three. He was diagnosed in 2009 and given months to live as it was too advanced to treat. His bones were very porous and he lost the use of his right arm as the cancer ate his shoulder joint. He defied the odds and gained the use of his arm out of the blue one day, he continued to improve despite his prognosis. He kept fighting without treatment until he was well enough for a stem cell replacement. The procedure was a complete success and We'll be marking ten years cancer free next January and we can't wait!! Keep your head up because miracles certainly do happen!!
    **I hope Emily or Aisha sees this comment.

    • @violetmartha916
      @violetmartha916 6 років тому +14

      Sologhra T - WoW that's AMAZING! Sooo happy for you and your family 😀

    • @wilk4093
      @wilk4093 6 років тому +16

      @Karin Froch thank you for the lovely comment. I usually don't share personal info on platforms like this but I wanted to give Emily and others in these situations a bit of inspiration and a positive thought 😊

    • @wilk4093
      @wilk4093 6 років тому +8

      Thank you Ensuring Seamlessness. The people in the comments are so lovely and supportive, no wonder Emily and Aisha are so positive :)

    • @suzanneobrien1060
      @suzanneobrien1060 6 років тому +3

      That's so heartening to hear 💜 And ' Ensuring Seamlessness'...are you a fellow John McLean fan by any chance ☺

    • @sevadaj
      @sevadaj 6 років тому +2

      That's great Sologra T!!!

  • @esainty666
    @esainty666 6 років тому +75

    i dont think you quite understand how incredible and inspiring you are, youve honestly changed my view on life

    • @rhondawhatley1591
      @rhondawhatley1591 3 роки тому +1

      She has changed mine as well. She suffered so much. No matter what she went through she fought even harder to come through. Love them both so much

  • @laralongstaff4386
    @laralongstaff4386 6 років тому +285

    Ah Emily.. I really can’t thank you enough. I’ve been off work for 1 1/2 years with anxiety and severe panic attacks and since watching your videos, I’ve gone back. Every day I just think to myself “Emily gets up and goes to the gym every day and she has cancer... I have one little made up thing in my head, not even my body, and I “can’t” do things”.
    You’re an inspiration in every way 💗 ps u eat the skin on those kiwis girl 😂

    • @paiiininthebutt7209
      @paiiininthebutt7209 6 років тому +22

      Lara Longstaff That’s amazing! Go you

    • @sgtmian
      @sgtmian 6 років тому +26

      wow, that's amazing, congratulations! i don't have debilitating panic attacks, just general anxiety, and that's what i tell myself when it gets hard too. "emily can do it, i can do it".

    • @msmeow8913
      @msmeow8913 6 років тому +9

      You’ve done so well Lara! XX

    • @phoebebrunt5971
      @phoebebrunt5971 6 років тому +30

      Congratulations Lara! Though please don’t belittle your fight, everyone has their own struggles and has different types of achievements ❤️

    • @meganlovesdisneyandcrafts4780
      @meganlovesdisneyandcrafts4780 6 років тому +9

      PREACH PHOEBE! This has always been my philosophy, even through my toughest struggles.

  • @snickerdoodlebug
    @snickerdoodlebug 6 років тому +55

    "I'm just at the front of the ride." That, my friend, is a powerful statement. Congratulations on the improvement of your hand. Your excitement is felt worldwide I believe. Much love from someone across the ocean in a little town of the US.

  • @amyong4677
    @amyong4677 6 років тому +89

    Go Emily. You have more energy than most of us.

    • @polishlass5067
      @polishlass5067 2 роки тому

      She should stay with us.... What a woman. Total inspiration.

  • @catfeatherss
    @catfeatherss 6 років тому +21

    I don't think I have ever felt this kind of love and adoration for a stranger before but my heart is right there across the pond with you and Aisha. If anyone deserves miracles it is newlyweds with such positive, energetic and dedicated attitudes. I am cheering for you both and sending so many hugs your way, my beautiful stranger-friends. Cheers from Canada!

  • @sarahfrommars1
    @sarahfrommars1 5 років тому +14

    How amazing is this girl? Honestly, I've had a really bad night with anxiety. Im up at 1am watching your videos. Watching you be so grateful to have sense back in your hand.. so happy over something 99% of the population take for granted, is so humbling. You make me grateful for everything in my life. Emily, you are helping people and you're not gracing this planet anymore. You left a legacy. What an amazing, strong and beautiful soul

  • @comet7179
    @comet7179 4 роки тому +3

    I don’t mean to keep the spirits down but I heard when people are about to die they have a burst of energy and happiness, but what a beautiful soul

  • @kindnesssodafloat330
    @kindnesssodafloat330 5 років тому +17

    RIP Emily you are still inspiring people in 2019 amazing woman😍

    • @lauranorwar
      @lauranorwar 3 роки тому +1

      And in 2020...

    • @charl366
      @charl366 3 роки тому +2

      And in 2021

    • @kristimartinez7528
      @kristimartinez7528 2 роки тому +2

      And in 2022

    • @ashleybrindley6353
      @ashleybrindley6353 2 роки тому

      @@kristimartinez7528 im so greatful I came across her channel, so gutted I was a few years too late 😔 she was such an amazing person and she will always inspire people until the end of time, her life was full of positivity in a situation that most would crumble. Watching her journey truly makes me want to be a better person and do more with my life, life is so precious and she was and always will be the true meaning to living life to the full! What an inspiring girl❤❤❤❤

    • @teainortakoy
      @teainortakoy Рік тому

      And in 2023!

  • @riawallace7560
    @riawallace7560 6 років тому +111

    I will smile the rest of the day just on your news alone Emily-kiwi-skin- eater…lots of prayers going your way 😀😀✌😀😀

    • @violetmartha916
      @violetmartha916 6 років тому +7

      Ria Wallace - ha ha ha. I had a little nibble of my kiwi skin last night but had to spit it out 😂

    • @uzairaaliyah
      @uzairaaliyah 6 років тому +3

      Haha and me I tried the kiwi skin it was not nice lol Emily makes it look so nice

    • @ingridmeucci6410
      @ingridmeucci6410 6 років тому +4

      Yep didn t like the texture. Lol mind you they are a pain to peel

    • @lydiakies9053
      @lydiakies9053 6 років тому +3

      People think I'm nuts because I eat kiwis whole. I was *so confused* the first time someone tried to give me a spoon. Like... what do I need that for?

    • @sarahbucket8037
      @sarahbucket8037 6 років тому +1

      Kiwi skin eater lol 😂😄😄

  • @Diana-tf5xq
    @Diana-tf5xq 6 років тому +34

    Oh!!! That’s great 😁 long may it last pet!!! You cope sooo very well you put rest of us to shame. Your miracle will happen, do you know how many thousands of folk are praying for your recovery on a daily basis? Your inspirational. We love you loads xxx

  • @josephbader1243
    @josephbader1243 5 років тому +6

    Emily never complained, she lived every day happy. I miss that England beautify . Every one should have a Emily in there life.

  • @joannasmith5155
    @joannasmith5155 6 років тому +56

    I love love love watching you. Do you have any idea what an absolute joy you are. Humble i am
    Keep on being you cos there is no better. God bless xx

    • @PeachyOutlook
      @PeachyOutlook 6 років тому +7

      Joanna Smith totally agree, they are both a joy to watch, always make me smile

    • @joannasmith5155
      @joannasmith5155 6 років тому +6

      Makes me look at life and things in a different way. Not to think negative at small trivialities. She is a powerful women doubled in strength by her amazing wife x

    • @PeachyOutlook
      @PeachyOutlook 6 років тому +2

      Joanna Smith couldn't of put it better myself. To see a new video pop up of there's makes me so happy x

    • @sarahbucket8037
      @sarahbucket8037 6 років тому +1

      Joanna Smith such a sweet comment 😊💕❤

  • @theresacarmody702
    @theresacarmody702 3 роки тому +3

    If only you beautiful courageous young lady could have stayed like that .Life can be so cruel .At least she lived life to the full .Hope Aisha is keeping well .

  • @RachelDex
    @RachelDex 6 років тому +57

    Aisha, the toast queen 🍞👑😆💛

  • @leslievanduzee9282
    @leslievanduzee9282 Місяць тому +1

    I was so happy for how happy Emily was in this video, and glad she was not aware she would be gone in less than two months. I miss seeing her sunshiney, beautiful face.

  • @RT-uz5oh
    @RT-uz5oh 6 років тому +11

    The only thing I look forward to right now in my life is an Emily update! - I get a boost seeing her so well and just nailing life like a boss and then I dance round my kitchen and I look at the world differently and I feel what it's like to dig deep and find empowerment after a long time self isolating due to depression - I'm not gonna be eating kiwi skins though ;D xx

  • @ella-bt8hp
    @ella-bt8hp 6 років тому +8

    Something you and aisha said really affected me that it's not the years I up u live that counts but the quality of the life you have. Someone could live miserably to the age of 102 and had a horrible life or live to 30 but of filled life with the best experiences and loved the most amazing people and been loved by them in return and the quality of the years is really what matters emily it really is. You've made me realise that and that cancer and any other illness or an accident even can happen to anyone at any time in our lives so we need live our lives to the best every day and every minute, I'm a mum and it's made me value my life and my children so much more thinking like that, I want everyday with my family and friends to be a happy day and the people I love to know that I love them from the bottom of my heart so thank you so much for touching so many people by sharing your precious beautiful life with us emily. For sure you and aisha have touched other people in the same way you've affected me :) xxx

  • @Jade-ei7zw
    @Jade-ei7zw 6 років тому +14

    Feel complete once I've had my Emily and Aisha dose. Your such A Warrior. Soooo pleased about the hand! Yaaaay xx

  • @ashleybrindley6353
    @ashleybrindley6353 2 роки тому +1

    I wish you could see all the people you are still inspiring now em! You are such an inspiration and always will be! You lived life with the most important message 'don't take life for granted and to fill it with quality ' I hope you have been resting peacefully up there if heaven is real you for sure are there 💖 probably one of the most amazing and inspiring people I've ever come across! Im so gutted I was a few years too late, I wish I could have gotten the chance to be one of the thousands of people who told you just how amazing you are ❤ I really hope your amazing wife is doing okay, she is also such a strong woman! You too were and always will truly be made for eachother! Where ever you are lovely girl I hope you can feel the love we all feel for you from now until the end of time ❤ sleep tight em, you make me want to do better with my life. Tomorrow morning I will wake up and be so greatful for everything I have , I have a 1 year old son and im always now going to hug him that little bit tighter because of you ❤

  • @puffgrammy2007
    @puffgrammy2007 6 років тому

    You ROCK Emily!! You inspire this 70 yr. Old Gramz from Winnipeg, Canada to do better and be better. I wake up with gratitude for all of the beautiful big and small things in my life. Love you and ROCK ON! ❤❤❤

  • @xoalishaxo7600
    @xoalishaxo7600 6 років тому

    I’m so happy for you. The fact that you appreciate your life and every little thing in it is so inspiring it really is, your amazing xx

  • @jennifercrowley2524
    @jennifercrowley2524 6 років тому

    You are AMAZING!!! I’m so happy that you are feeling so good.

  • @jenniferainslie3108
    @jenniferainslie3108 6 років тому +1

    Emily in all my life I’ve never commented on a UA-cam video but I felt compelled to now. People use the word ‘inspirational’ a lot these days but you truly are an inspiration. You take on each day with such strength and positivity, I think of you often during my day and I don’t even know you! You. are. a. WARRIOR!

  • @cathyvanbuskirk4837
    @cathyvanbuskirk4837 6 років тому +4

    So happy for you Emily! Every day you might not feel the best, but the fact you still have function and feeling in your hand should be celebrated! Your positivity is making miracles.

  • @HTE57
    @HTE57 6 років тому

    I’m so happy for you. You are an incredible person and inspiration ❤️

  • @gajnor2
    @gajnor2 6 років тому +1

    loving your videos! You are such an inspirational, encouraging and beautiful person!! sending love xxx

  • @hk5288
    @hk5288 6 років тому +5

    I’m so happy for you Emily. You are one of the rare and lucky few who defy the odds and you give hope and inspiration to us all.

  • @mrsprincenelson5756
    @mrsprincenelson5756 6 років тому +5

    I am so happy Emily, I am over the moon with your feeling coming back in your hand and arm xx

  • @juliaputman
    @juliaputman 6 років тому

    Yay for you, Em! SO very glad you're feeling good!!

  • @TheAmyBruce
    @TheAmyBruce 6 років тому

    This is amazing!!! So happy for you ❤️ fingers crossed these miracles keep increasing, you deserve them all xxxxx

  • @charliemae8083
    @charliemae8083 6 років тому +6

    I’ve only just discovered your channel and I’ve binged watched all your videos the past week😂I honestly couldn’t love you more !! Your amazing you really are ❤️

  • @karyne826
    @karyne826 6 років тому

    Great to see you guys today, miracles do happen and you deserve it Emily, keep the faith, it works! 💕

  • @julieann5381
    @julieann5381 6 років тому +7

    😚❤ Love you! So glad your hand and movement is better. The power of positivity 💪👊👊👊

  • @carlalappin7170
    @carlalappin7170 6 років тому +24

    Yay feeling better 🙏 ... Best news ... 💜

  • @beelarehman5992
    @beelarehman5992 6 років тому +2

    I honestly think you’re a miracle, the person you are and the attitude you have. Of course you would have a miracle. I’m so happy for you xxx

  • @ledzepgirlnmful
    @ledzepgirlnmful 6 років тому +14

    So very happy for you, Emily!
    I have NO Doubt that your wonderful attitude has been tremendous in helping you with this massive cancer battle! Meds help a lot, but your attitude, mak s everything thing so much better! Xoxo ❤ 😙

  • @disneymom1080
    @disneymom1080 6 років тому

    Thank you for sharing your journey! I’m praying for you! I wish you the absolute best!

  • @ella-bt8hp
    @ella-bt8hp 6 років тому

    I love your videos emily so much I swear to you getting a notification on my phone that youve uploaded another video is like a highlight to my day, something to brighten our spirits the way your positivity and amazing attitude is sailing through what for some people would be a death sentence in the sense that theyd just sit in bed crying and give up wracked with fear and depression, I can imagine how easy it would be to fall into that with this type of a diagnoses but the amazing way you've dealt with this I honestly feel like your fighting this when it's not supposed to be possible you are beating all the odds emily you really are. Xxx

  • @ginalouise2149
    @ginalouise2149 6 років тому

    Your strength!!!! You guys are amazing

  • @DanielleFerreira-kt7ix
    @DanielleFerreira-kt7ix 6 років тому

    You're such an inspiration! Go, girl! Keep fighting! We're praying for you!

  • @tracydavies1558
    @tracydavies1558 6 років тому

    You are just amazing 😊so happy about your hand and seeing you so happy made me cry. Much love to you both 💕💕💕💕

  • @juliesilva5894
    @juliesilva5894 6 років тому

    Oh so happy you are feeling better and your hand feeling is better ,you have a lot of people thinking about you and well we love you too and all your strong will luv luv luv

  • @Birdhouselady
    @Birdhouselady 6 років тому +2

    You always put a big smile on my face.
    Thank you

  • @trina7274
    @trina7274 6 років тому

    That IS a miracle Emily!!! I’m so happy for you!! I’m glad you felt better at the end of the day! Keep pushing!! Always keep pushing!!
    I’m so damn proud of you! So very proud!! We are all right here with you, thinking good thoughts for you and praying for you ❤️💕❤️💕❤️💕❤️
    Love from across the Pond 🇺🇸
    ~Trina

  • @simplycootje1
    @simplycootje1 6 років тому

    So happy for you! I hope there are more miracles coming xxx

  • @patrooney2283
    @patrooney2283 6 років тому +4

    Your positively is just so inspiring!!!! Warrior Woman, you are amazing!!!!!🙏😘💕💕

  • @Missclj84
    @Missclj84 6 років тому

    Such great news Emily ❤️ so pleased for you xxx

  • @elynrebels4535
    @elynrebels4535 6 років тому +2

    Yay to the improvement in your hand and arm...Love you girl, so many positive thoughts sent to you throughout the day.☀️💕

  • @smileplease_91
    @smileplease_91 6 років тому

    I am so glad you got feeling back! You look amazing, and I'm loving your ever-positive vibes. Much love from Tennessee, USA. ❤❤❤

  • @lagoskids8011
    @lagoskids8011 6 років тому

    It's backkkk!! So happy for you 🙌🏽👏🏽

  • @ajtwinmama2410
    @ajtwinmama2410 6 років тому

    So happy for you!!!!💗💗💗💗

  • @TheMeagandixon
    @TheMeagandixon 6 років тому

    Love you Emily!! You’re an amazing person!!!

  • @jenlo3763
    @jenlo3763 6 років тому

    Emily you are so charismatic and amazing. You deserve miracles to happen every day!

  • @reberuth2335
    @reberuth2335 6 років тому

    Your positive attitude is extremely important, keep this amazing attitude up Emily, we' re rooting and cheering you on!!! 👏🏼👏🏼💪🏼💪🏼🙏🏼🙏🏼😘😘

  • @karenlee7067
    @karenlee7067 6 років тому

    Miracles do indeed happen, every minute of every day! Yay Emily!

  • @brendag8181
    @brendag8181 6 років тому +1

    Omgosh, I am so happy about your numbness getting better 🙏 you are a true warrior Emily, such an inspiration 💕

  • @latikabanerji5241
    @latikabanerji5241 6 років тому

    Woohoooo! SO glad for you. You're bloody amazing! Your energy level, personality, and positivity is CONTAGIOUS!

  • @sophiemarston36
    @sophiemarston36 6 років тому +1

    Your vlogs are truly inspiring! I love how positive you and Aisha are, you are lucky to have each other! Even though your situation may not be the best in life, you make the best of the situation and your positivity and strength makes me happy, so thank you for choosing to share your story and this big journey we call life! 💕

  • @SeriousMUAddiction
    @SeriousMUAddiction 6 років тому

    YAY Emily! So glad your hand is much better. You're right, miracles can and do happen. You're the living miracle that proves a prognosis is a prediction of what can happen, not necessarily what will happen. You continue to defy the odds with each new day. Stay positive and strong beautiful woman and kick that cancer's ass!

  • @Grahamcracker6366
    @Grahamcracker6366 6 років тому

    I’m brought to tears. You deserve to be healthy and happy. Thanks for sharing your journey.

  • @Flame44
    @Flame44 6 років тому

    You give me hope !!! Love your positive attitude! Glad things are working!! CHEERS!!

  • @LiveLife287
    @LiveLife287 6 років тому

    Yes there are miracles and I truly believe you are one Emily!!! Lots of love to my favourite ladies! 💕

  • @donnaclara2004
    @donnaclara2004 6 років тому

    Thank you so much for your positivity! I don’t think you realise how much your positivity means to others and what you give out in positive vibes means the world to a lot of people on here. The reason why you are a walking miracle is because of your attitude towards everything. You guys are so inspiring. Xx

  • @MVIsland
    @MVIsland 6 років тому +1

    Emily you WILL defy the odds! The power of a miracle in numbers, all 35,000 of us are with you on this!

  • @ezzypbaby
    @ezzypbaby 6 років тому

    It makes me so happy to see you smile about your hand, it is amazing!! Keep defying the odds Emily, you are a smashing it! Love to you & Aisha 💗 Xx

  • @madnatty
    @madnatty 6 років тому +3

    SO pleased for you! Your vlogs are wonderful, beautifully edited, and always so uplifting no matter what’s going on, because the positivity, courage and love just shine through. Love you lots from NZ 🥝

  • @lisagrondin4056
    @lisagrondin4056 6 років тому

    Yes!! So happy to hear that your hand has improved so much! ❤️

  • @vickyrogers3690
    @vickyrogers3690 6 років тому

    Emily!!! Your hand, you are amazing and prayers are working ❤️❤️❤️

  • @Sarahthompson2237
    @Sarahthompson2237 6 років тому

    "I'm just at the front of the ride"... I love it❤️, tho in sad for you going thru this heinous journey. Thanks again for taking us along and giving us all hope in our own challenges!! You rock ❤️❤️❤️

  • @robynholliday4794
    @robynholliday4794 6 років тому +6

    Bloody marvellous!!

  • @oliviayin2760
    @oliviayin2760 6 років тому

    Amen Emily miracles do happen and girl I think you’re here to stay. God bless you.

  • @Chieftracyhorse
    @Chieftracyhorse 6 років тому

    You keep 'kicking ass' girl!
    Loving your positive mental attitude. ♥️

  • @Cwtchaholic
    @Cwtchaholic 6 років тому

    Wow reading through these comments is amazing!!! You’ve inspired great things Emily! It’s incredible! ❤️

  • @missnothing1822
    @missnothing1822 6 років тому

    I have only been following your story for a couple of months but my gosh you are an amazing person. You are so positive and courageous, I really admire you xx

  • @gwynethgrove772
    @gwynethgrove772 6 років тому

    My little boost for the day... renewed energy and ready for anything. So glad you are feeling well and happy... you have totally got this.

  • @heatherstergos1512
    @heatherstergos1512 6 років тому

    Such big smiles after watching this. You are a miracle, Emily, for your attitude alone.

  • @sarahlouise5195
    @sarahlouise5195 6 років тому

    You are such an inspiration I love how strong you are ♡

  • @che_guevara67
    @che_guevara67 6 років тому

    just stumbled across you emily and wow your positive energy humour and warmth is infectious..youre the bomb..

  • @girly3848
    @girly3848 6 років тому

    So happy to here ur getting the feeling back in ya hand love watching ya vlogs makes my day xx

  • @mindfuleats4517
    @mindfuleats4517 6 років тому

    You are such an amazing role model for anyone feeling sorry for themselves for crap reasons!!! You really are special. Both of you actually xx

  • @hulda2002
    @hulda2002 6 років тому

    Have tuned in every day since subscribing, the positivity is infectious. Hope everything keeps on going good.

  • @melishabeille
    @melishabeille 6 років тому

    i nearly cried at the beginning--wow, that's great news! i wish you complete healing! x

  • @berylenglish500
    @berylenglish500 6 років тому +6

    I am so pleased your hand is back!.. That literally just made my day!.. I think of you morning, noon and night. You have so many people rooting for you I'm sure all the positive vibes being sent your way are helping your monumental strength to battle through this.. Keep on keeping on Emily 💕

    • @madnatty
      @madnatty 6 років тому

      Beryl Cheryl totally agree

  • @staceyjames9482
    @staceyjames9482 Рік тому +1

    You are amazing, Emily! You are so missed!! ❤️❤️❤️

  • @CH-ho9vq
    @CH-ho9vq 6 років тому

    What an inspiration you are emily....you made my day with you feeling better ...prayers for you are being answered....god bless you...hugs from texas

  • @myralawson4543
    @myralawson4543 6 років тому

    Do you realize just how AMAZING you are doing??? There is a higher power which I call God, using you for some reason. Maybe it is for you to give hope to another Cancer patient. I look for your videos every morning, on my iPad just to see you and Aisha!! Y’all are 2 very special ppl and you just make me want to get up off my ass and live life again. I lost my son last Sept. to drugs and I have been just in a dark hole but when I watch you and Aisha, your love and outlook on life truly makes me feel so much better Emily. Thank You!! 🙏🏻. Oh, you have got to stop saying
    God D-man!!! Just a little mum coming out in me right there 😉. No seriously, He is working through you so I say PRAISE GOD!!! I love you both and I’m so happy for you. Keep it up and blow this crap out of your body!! Healing hugs and love coming your way from across the pond, Xxxx❤️❤️🙏🏻🙏🏻 Myra from South Carolina 🤗🌷🌼🌸🌺

  • @Kim-n-Brian
    @Kim-n-Brian 6 років тому

    You are absolutely freaking amazing ! Keep positive ...I am still sending positive and healthy vibes your way . Stay 💪and ❤ ya both !

  • @elisaromano4725
    @elisaromano4725 6 років тому

    I adore you guys all the way from New York !! I look forward to your videos every day now I am so happy your feeling better , your such a brave sweet soul❤️ Stay strong ‍♂️ and positive beautiful girl ⭐️

  • @desiderata333
    @desiderata333 6 років тому

    SO HAPPY! Our collective prayers are WORKING Emily! How adorable is Mrs. Aisha that as soon as she gets in she makes a bit of toast before taking off her coat! God I ADORE you two! Keep fighting CHAMPION!

  • @sunnydae8521
    @sunnydae8521 6 років тому

    SO HAPPY FOR YOU!!🤗

  • @kittenschoice
    @kittenschoice 6 років тому

    You are a ... i don't even know. a wizard or something. You are so amazingly strong and positive. I'm sure you have your moments of weakness, but your ability to still stay strong is so inspiring. Every time I'm feeling at my worst, or feeling like I shouldn't be alive I always watch your videos to humble me, smack me with a sense of reality. All with out trying to devalue or deemphasize the fact that mental illness is still a condition of it's own that needs to be conquered. I was raised with the idea if "you are not dying of cancer then suck it up" but as an adult (I'm almost 27 now) BPD, PTSD, Anxiety and depression seem to have taken over my life in a way I never knew was possible. It feels ridiculous trying to talk to friends or others about it now that it's gotten this bad, when I just don't feel like I can relate to anyone anymore. And it makes me feel stupid whenever I have dissociation periods or .. just whatever. Sometimes it makes me feel like this crazy person that just .. idk. I feel like one of those people you seein documentaries because of how unreal it all seems. I never knew it was possible for a person to experience this much anguish without some sort of obvious physical impairment. Sometimes I just feel so ashamed of myself for feeling this way.
    i don't know where i'm going with this. I just want to thank you for being so positive and making these videos. It always humbles me so much and helps me "snap" back into this sense of reality that these "problems" i experience can be fixed, and are only going to effect me as much as I am not willing to fight back. Even thought fighting back feels like it takes everything out of me. The last few days have been particularly rough. But your videos really help me get through any episodes I might be having. It feels stupid to complain about something so small that's basically only in my head. All i want so badly is to just be able to shower, sleep, eat, and live like a normal human being. Sometimes I just feel so ashamed that I "cant" do these simple things. I find that you help inspire me to push myself. Thank you so much for sharing your journey with us, it has definitely created a positive impact on my life I cant even fully express.

  • @TA-yf8wg
    @TA-yf8wg 6 років тому +6

    Keep it up, Emily! So happy about your hand!!!! 😀

  • @judysorenson7922
    @judysorenson7922 6 років тому

    So glad your feeling better! Yay!!

  • @lindamonnett4450
    @lindamonnett4450 6 років тому

    Great news. Miracles do happen and you absolutely deserve one. Bless you both. 💕😍💖

  • @rollingthunder6945
    @rollingthunder6945 6 років тому

    Love you back! You rock!

  • @ChynnaPhillipsBaldwin
    @ChynnaPhillipsBaldwin 6 років тому

    “I’m at the front of the ride”.... That you are! God bless you and your courageousness and beauty.

  • @drphil57
    @drphil57 6 років тому +2

    You are such an inspiration. Sending love from the US!!

  • @mathildeeide8550
    @mathildeeide8550 6 років тому

    Yess. Positive getting through! I’m so happy you’re experiencing progress, that is truly amazing! Your spirit is amazing, and since I got to know you I find my thoughts wonder to you when ever something is difficult in my life. I’ve learned not to meet trouble half-way, and actually managed to turn into a more positive person because of you. I deeply care about you and wish you all the best, you’re such a beautiful, cool, whitty soul, easy to fall in love with. ;)

  • @astrohaterade
    @astrohaterade 6 років тому

    I’m so very happy for you girl!!! lots of love ❤️