I remember laying in my bed sobbing because one of my friends that I consider an older brother hinted that he was going to commit. I related to this song so much.
as someone who suffered from trauma related to my suicidal older brother that went to jail for three months as well, i can confirm that the first chorus is heavily underrated.
I´m an older brother, and sometimes some suicidals thongs cross my mind.This song help me because I don't want to image my little brother playing or doing the things we do together alone.
Same dude same. I have a younger brother and a baby brother and I really want to die but I just think of the impact that would have on them. This song really helps me realise
im also an older sister and ive had thoughts like this almost my whole life and the thought of my sisters having to deal with that is the only thing keeping me from not doing it
This hits hard when you have siblings one younger and one older, and everytime I listen to this song I always have tears in my eyes just thinking about what if my older siblings does this but at the same time I have tears in my eyes cause if I do this my younger sibling can relate to this. I don't want any of that. (And remember, If your thinking of ending yourself don't. There's always people who care about you.)
"sometimes i push the earbuds further and further into my ears, the music will never be loud enough to drown out my thoughts" this song is LOUD ENOUGH.
The only singular reason I didn’t commit was this song. I have a scar from the knife. I stopped because I never ever ever wanted my younger sister to relate to this song. I love her so much. She wouldn’t be able to comprehend any of it, and I owe her an apology for trying to leave her alone in this big empty world. We’re healing dude. We’re healing. 🫶
i think it’s because the guy said that he got into a fight but the pov person didn’t see the guy he got into a fight with. plus his house was on the other side of town so i guess the narrator thought that they guy was just faking it so that he could kill them?
@@Strawberry_cream_nico i think it's because most people wouldn't want to inconvenience themselves in order to save someone. The old man's house was on the other side of town, which is in the opposite direction of wherever they're going, helping the old man would mean they'd have to take a u-turn and they didn't want to do that.
@@Strawberry_cream_nico you're overthinking it, it doesn't align with the emotions in this song. The first 3 parts of the song are about his dog running away, his suicidal brother thinking of taking his own life and his girlfriend breaking up with him. He cannot do anything to change these situations. Lastly, Alex (and his girlfriend) tried helping the injured man and did something about it, but since he always can't do anything to change his depressing life, he decided not to do anything to help the man as well. The last lyric 'and said we couldn't turn around' also implies that Alex and his girlfriend wouldn't get back together.
Alex has helped me through so much, knowing he already went through all the stuff i go through now, im only 12. I can relate to all his songs, hes been my favorite aritist forever
I hope that you being 12 is a Homestuck reference (which pyropes ftw) but also it gets better as you go on. You find ways to manage things, and youll a grow a circle of people to love you. It just takes time, you just have to give yourself patience, and grace, and as cheesy as it sounds never lose the part of yourself that made you smile most as a kid.
Oh how miss playing video games with my brother figure. “You can have my nitendo 64.” That was years ago. I still remember his death like it was yesterday.
Don’t leave us, you have so much to live for. We’re here for you .. I’ve been in bad places before, I know how it feels. Please just stay with us though. The fact you’re alive is a miracle, keep it that way :)
This song makes me thinknof the teens in my town, we all have nothing better to do with our time other than get stoned or get in trouble. The constant sentences i hear always start with "my parents are mad a me again" or "i miss" Theres also the unfazed behavior everyone has when they find out someone committed. At first we would cry, but now its become more of a "damn, they got another one" type of situation. And when it comes to relationships i was surprised to find out from my cousins that they don't work the same where they live. Here, everybody sleeps with everybody. It doesn't matter how long you've known them, doesn't matter if you're already dating someone. All relationships are here is just a moment of emotional connection two struggling teens need for the moment. Then once they're good again they break up. We've all come to accept this idea that life sucks and it will always suck, it doesn't matter how good your grades are or how much money you're making. We all die anyway, so why not do it on your own terms?
Tbh when I was reading this I thought I wanted to live there because all of you seem (really) cool but even tho you guys are probably mostly not okay mentally/ not okay mentally at all and I really related to what you wrote that's why I thought that but I do hope and wish you guys get everything you want (and the you guys need)
My dog just ran away And I am feeling pretty bad I've been sneaking out at night And my parents are real mad I've been taking lots of drugs Cause they teach me not to care Yeah, I guess that's how you cheat Because life doesn't play fair My brother told me That he's gonna Kill himself tonight With a whole bottle of Prozac Or a shiny kitchen knife He said that when he is dead I'll have his Nintendo 64 And I can play all it night long Sitting on the basement floor My girlfriend told me that She doesn't love me anymore And I wish I didn't care but I thought she was really cool So I drank a ton of liquor Then I threw up in her sink She said next time use the toilet Then she offered me a drink We passed an old man bleeding on the side of the street So I got out of the car and I helped him on his feet His breath smelled like whiskey He was crying like a man When I helped him stand up straight I got his blood all on my hands He said "I need a ride home because I got into a fight" Said "I should've seen the other guy but he didn't see my point" He said his house was all the way on the other side of town So we left him in the road and said we wouldn't turn around
i just learned yesterday that my older cousin that i see as an older brother is suicidal. I never thought i would relate to this song despite listening to it and hearing it so many times, up until now.
One of me and my girlfriends best friends is currently hospitalized because she tried to commit and we still don't know how or if she's ok. We just found out yesterday and I was just sobbing. Her and another one of my friends are the only people who know about it but it just makes me so angry that no one noticed she was gone no one even asked where she was. I'm very lucky to have my girlfriend and have her calm me down when i was spiraling and sobbing. I've loved the song for a long time but I'd say that this is a point where i relate to this song more than normal.
My best friend just went back to the hospital for a mental health crisis. Everyone’s dealing with shit and it’s all just moving too fast. Alex G has always been a special artist for me. We grew up in the same place. It’s kind of crazy. We also liked the same bands (Modest Mouse). It’s nice to know so many people can connect to his music.
This song makes me think of a kid who got messed up after his brother killed himself and has spent his life since then trying to make connections with messed up people and trying to help them because he thinks it’s his job since he couldn’t “save” his brother, but no matter how hard he tries he never seems to help
This is the only thing keeping me here rn tbh I can’t imagine my little sisters having to relate to this song like I do because of how many people I look up to as siblings have tried to commit
When I was 17 and ready to kill myself due to severe paranoia and hypochondria Alex G's music connected with me. The off tilt melodies and overall late teen feel of the moody imperfections of life brought me comfort. I've always lived in a small town and found it hard to be more social, at least in a positive way. Its easy to get caught up in drugs when there's nothing else to do but sit in the same park or same part of town over and over again. Anyway, the point is that suicide is never worth it. As hard as life gets or may seem it can only get better. There's no such thing as a dead end just a death of passion or will. Both of these things can be reignited in time. I'll be 20 in 2 weeks and coming back and listening to these songs brings back how I felt back then and makes me realise how much I would've missed if I really did kill myself in that field all those years ago. I've had a loving partner for years at this point, I've landed my dream job finally and the people that surround me, who's opinions I feared for the longest time, now love and respect me for me. What I'm trying to say is that all these fantastic things would've never happened if i'd given up. So maybe you shouldn't give up either. Its worth a shot, what have you got to lose. Sorry for the rant all. I just want those who are struggling to see that change is possible. We've lost too many, too young. Stay safe.
TW! TRAUMA DUMPING I have a friend whom I consider a brother who has a past of attempts. He was recently dumped and his girlfriend was the only thing keeping him "sane." It is now summer and I have no contact with him for 3 months. I'm worried that this song will become my reality very soon. He is not the best person but I love him like a brother and I would sacrifice anything to keep him safe. He has nothing keeping him here anymore and I don't know if I can stop him.
I feel bad because I am the other brother who's tried to die many times. my sibling had walked in on me a couple times thinking about trying again and sat with me for a while, drawing together. they don't know how they saved me and they don't know how much that meant to me.
Actually this is the first time I am listening to this and I really love it! I NEEED MOREEEE Edit: started listening to some of his songs and hes so good ❤ edit 2: i love alex! hes one of my fav artists!
“My girlfriend told me she doesn’t love me anymore, I wish I didn’t care but I thought she was real cool, so I drank a lot of liquor and threw up in her sink so she said ‘next time use the toilet’ and she offered me a drink” real.
january 27 2021 i lost my bestfriend of 8 years.his brother od and a few days later he gave me a necklace and told me "no matter what keep this please love" and the next 3 days he never texted,called,came to school. i got a text from his mom saying he commited. he promised he wouldnt but..he broke the promise. i had put the necklace in a box i have where i put the gifts i get for memories.i found it the 27th and cried because i loved him.and he left. ik its not my fault buti feel maybei could have helped him in a way yk?
I am only 13 and yes I have been depressed with girls and just people in general social skills I don't know why this song draws me so much attention it's not like I like the song you just has a meaning for me and I don't know what it means
My little brother was suicidal but he was constantly talking to my mom so she helped him and I was also suicidal at the same time except I was silently suffering and Ended up with sh problems and 4 su1cide attempts
About a year ago, I was thinking about commiting, some things that stopped me were a favorite show of mine, some people that I trust more than anyone and just the though of my younger brother being all alone with no one at home to be a weird kid with him.
“My brother told me that he’s gonna kill himself tonight with a full bottle of Prozac or a shiny kitchen knife he said that when he’s dead I’ll have his Nintendo 64 and I can play it all night long sitting on the basement floor” reminds me of my best friend because she gives me some clothes whenever we have sleepovers and well shes suicidal which scares me because my life would be nothing without her she’s been there my whole life if she left me here I wouldn’t know what to do anymore I would be empty
im so sorry. i have been put in the situation where my brother oded on fluoexetine, (prozac like the song) and im so so that you had to be put in that situation :(
My dog just ran away and I am feeling pretty bad I've been sneaking out at night and my parents are real mad I’ve been taking lots of drugs 'cause they teach me not to care Yeah, I guess that’s how you cheat because life doesn’t play fair My brother told me that he's gonna kill himself tonight With a whole bottle of Prozac or a shiny kitchen knife He said that when he is dead I'll have his Nintendo 64 And I can play it all night long, sitting on the basement floor My girlfriend told me that she doesn't love me anymore And I wish I didn't care but I thought she was really cool So I drank a ton of liquor then I threw up in her sink She said next time use the toilet then she offered me a drink
My friend killed herself. I feel like its all my fault, but i dont know why. Whyd she leave? I havent finished any if my conversations with her. I miss her.
Just remembering how the only reason i haven't killed myself is because of my best friend and my brother. If I were to kill myself, they would be all alone. And my best friend wouldn't kill themselves because they would worry about their brother. But my brother? If i died, they would go back to selfharm. And then probably attempt. Besides, I'm only 13. 13 is too young to die. No one would remember me.
I've started having suicidal thoughts from 18 on. I'm so sorry that you're dealing with this so young. I'm a little older now and life is much better nowadays.
My dog just ran away and im feeling pretty bad I've been sneaking out at night and my parents are real mad I've been taking lots of drugs Cause they teach me not to care Yeah, i guess thats how you cheat Because ife doesnt play fair My brother told me that hes gona kill himself tonight With a whole bottle of Prozac or a shiny kitchen knife He said that when hes dead I'll have his Nintendo 64 And i can play it all night long Sitting on the basement floor My girlfriend told me that she doesnt love me anymore And i wish i didnt care but I thought she was really cool So i drank a ton of liquor Then threw up in her sink She said next time use the toilet Then she offered me a drink We passed an old man bleeding On the side if the street So i got out of the car and i helped him on his feet His breath smelled like whiskey He was crying like a man When i helped him stand up straight I got his blood all on my hand He said " i need a ride home because i got into a fight" Said "I should have seen the other guy but he didnt see my point" He said his house was all the way on the other side of town So we left him in the road and said we wouldnt turn around I was bored
After my attempt while I was in the hospital, the first night I just sang this to myself and sobbed until I fell asleep. But I’m so happy I lived. Because now I’m seeing him in concert . You have so much to live for
“ Imagine relating to a song like this haha?!!!” “My brother told me that he’s gonna kill himself tonight, with a whole bottle of Prozac or a shiny kitchen knife he said that when he’s dead i can have his Nintendo 64, and i can play all night long sitting on the basement floor….” “My girlfriend told me that she doesn't love me anymore, and i wish I didn’t care but i thought she was really cool- so i drank a ton liquor and i threw up in her sink….” People have feelings too and its not always how you feel.. no two people are the same- you may have one problem and you handle it in a different way, another person may have the same exact problem and handle it differently
…Like mother, like daughter. We’re both still alive. But it was still scary. I’m glad Mom’s better now, but I’m starting to sink. I’ll survive. I have to. (But I’m still scared.)
I remember laying in my bed sobbing because one of my friends that I consider an older brother hinted that he was going to commit. I related to this song so much.
Im so sorry.
so sorry this happened man
Incredibly sorry for your loss. I hope everything is going alright for you.
gyat
@@fkls5519bruh
as someone who suffered from trauma related to my suicidal older brother that went to jail for three months as well, i can confirm that the first chorus is heavily underrated.
damn
I'm sorry Abt everything that happened to you.
as an older brother it’s okay no matter what it’s not your fault for anything do good for me
I´m an older brother, and sometimes some suicidals thongs cross my mind.This song help me because I don't want to image my little brother playing or doing the things we do together alone.
Same dude same. I have a younger brother and a baby brother and I really want to die but I just think of the impact that would have on them. This song really helps me realise
im also an older sister and ive had thoughts like this almost my whole life and the thought of my sisters having to deal with that is the only thing keeping me from not doing it
do you want to talk about it? i could give you my Instagram (goes to all the people here)
“Suicidal thongs”
Turn to Allah
you know the song fire if youtube shows you a warning before playing it
Real
:)
You know song is sad and suicidal not always fire …but the song is good
This hits hard when you have siblings one younger and one older, and everytime I listen to this song I always have tears in my eyes just thinking about what if my older siblings does this but at the same time I have tears in my eyes cause if I do this my younger sibling can relate to this. I don't want any of that. (And remember, If your thinking of ending yourself don't. There's always people who care about you.)
as a middle child yes, its hard :(
I'M A MIDDLE CHILD WITH AN OLDER AND YOUNGER SIBLING😭
"sometimes i push the earbuds further and further into my ears, the music will never be loud enough to drown out my thoughts" this song is LOUD ENOUGH.
this hits so hard because i was almost this older brother
The only singular reason I didn’t commit was this song. I have a scar from the knife. I stopped because I never ever ever wanted my younger sister to relate to this song. I love her so much. She wouldn’t be able to comprehend any of it, and I owe her an apology for trying to leave her alone in this big empty world. We’re healing dude. We’re healing. 🫶
Oh dam :[
But , are u feeling ok now ? Just asking :c
Turn to Allah
@@boennnJesus is the way of life
@@Caughtin4kultrahd1stop promoting your religions
The last two lines made me cry, tbh why would you leave a bleeding man
actually tho..
i think it’s because the guy said that he got into a fight but the pov person didn’t see the guy he got into a fight with. plus his house was on the other side of town so i guess the narrator thought that they guy was just faking it so that he could kill them?
@@Strawberry_cream_nico i think it's because most people wouldn't want to inconvenience themselves in order to save someone. The old man's house was on the other side of town, which is in the opposite direction of wherever they're going, helping the old man would mean they'd have to take a u-turn and they didn't want to do that.
@ yeah
@@Strawberry_cream_nico you're overthinking it, it doesn't align with the emotions in this song. The first 3 parts of the song are about his dog running away, his suicidal brother thinking of taking his own life and his girlfriend breaking up with him. He cannot do anything to change these situations. Lastly, Alex (and his girlfriend) tried helping the injured man and did something about it, but since he always can't do anything to change his depressing life, he decided not to do anything to help the man as well. The last lyric 'and said we couldn't turn around' also implies that Alex and his girlfriend wouldn't get back together.
“Fuck you, my child is completely fine!”
their favorite song :
Real
Alex has helped me through so much, knowing he already went through all the stuff i go through now, im only 12. I can relate to all his songs, hes been my favorite aritist forever
I do as well, I’m 14. I hope you’re doing well
I hope that you being 12 is a Homestuck reference (which pyropes ftw) but also it gets better as you go on. You find ways to manage things, and youll a grow a circle of people to love you. It just takes time, you just have to give yourself patience, and grace, and as cheesy as it sounds never lose the part of yourself that made you smile most as a kid.
Oh how miss playing video games with my brother figure. “You can have my nitendo 64.” That was years ago. I still remember his death like it was yesterday.
im so sorry for your loss.
@@scenedeftones.17 it’s alright! I’m healing and I loved the memories we’ve had and that’s what always mattered to both of us! ^^
Hope you continue that way@@beachball_h8tr675
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@@fkls5519 dude.
the night of my attempt i listened to this laying on my bedroom floor sobbing my eyes out
Don’t leave us, you have so much to live for. We’re here for you .. I’ve been in bad places before, I know how it feels. Please just stay with us though. The fact you’re alive is a miracle, keep it that way :)
@@ComfyLlamas ty! i'm a lot better now it's almost been a year :)
@@rainydays02 proud of you.
This song makes me thinknof the teens in my town, we all have nothing better to do with our time other than get stoned or get in trouble. The constant sentences i hear always start with "my parents are mad a me again" or "i miss"
Theres also the unfazed behavior everyone has when they find out someone committed. At first we would cry, but now its become more of a "damn, they got another one" type of situation. And when it comes to relationships i was surprised to find out from my cousins that they don't work the same where they live. Here, everybody sleeps with everybody. It doesn't matter how long you've known them, doesn't matter if you're already dating someone. All relationships are here is just a moment of emotional connection two struggling teens need for the moment. Then once they're good again they break up. We've all come to accept this idea that life sucks and it will always suck, it doesn't matter how good your grades are or how much money you're making. We all die anyway, so why not do it on your own terms?
gyat
@@fkls5519 bro 😭
Tbh when I was reading this I thought I wanted to live there because all of you seem (really) cool but even tho you guys are probably mostly not okay mentally/ not okay mentally at all and I really related to what you wrote that's why I thought that but I do hope and wish you guys get everything you want (and the you guys need)
Man my right ear Is loving this.
Omg fr
OMG MINE TOO 🤭🤭
My dog just ran away
And I am feeling pretty bad
I've been sneaking out at night
And my parents are real mad
I've been taking lots of drugs
Cause they teach me not to care
Yeah, I guess that's how you cheat
Because life doesn't play fair
My brother told me
That he's gonna
Kill himself tonight
With a whole bottle of Prozac
Or a shiny kitchen knife
He said that when he is dead
I'll have his Nintendo 64
And I can play all it night long
Sitting on the basement floor
My girlfriend told me that
She doesn't love me anymore
And I wish I didn't care but
I thought she was really cool
So I drank a ton of liquor
Then I threw up in her sink
She said next time use the toilet
Then she offered me a drink
We passed an old man bleeding on the side of the street
So I got out of the car and I helped him on his feet
His breath smelled like whiskey
He was crying like a man
When I helped him stand up straight I got his blood all on my hands
He said "I need a ride home because I got into a fight"
Said "I should've seen the other guy but he didn't see my point"
He said his house was all the way on the other side of town
So we left him in the road and said we wouldn't turn around
When you know the whole song word for word>>>>>>>
Pest PFP goes crazy
i just learned yesterday that my older cousin that i see as an older brother is suicidal. I never thought i would relate to this song despite listening to it and hearing it so many times, up until now.
One of me and my girlfriends best friends is currently hospitalized because she tried to commit and we still don't know how or if she's ok. We just found out yesterday and I was just sobbing. Her and another one of my friends are the only people who know about it but it just makes me so angry that no one noticed she was gone no one even asked where she was. I'm very lucky to have my girlfriend and have her calm me down when i was spiraling and sobbing. I've loved the song for a long time but I'd say that this is a point where i relate to this song more than normal.
hope ya feel better now
My best friend just went back to the hospital for a mental health crisis. Everyone’s dealing with shit and it’s all just moving too fast. Alex G has always been a special artist for me. We grew up in the same place. It’s kind of crazy. We also liked the same bands (Modest Mouse). It’s nice to know so many people can connect to his music.
these songs are really the only reason im sane and calm
Alexander Giannascoli will forever be my comfort artist he is so perfect 🔛🔝
Real
This song makes me wanna curl up into a ball and cry.
im the older brother, its scary to read all these comments after the fact. i love my siblings.
I use to cry to this song bc I thought it said “father” instead of brother. I’m sure you will know what he told me.
The fact that UA-cam is genuinely worried for people who listen to this song gives me a little bit of hope
there are so many songs that I want to be the embodiment of and alex g just gives me more of them tbh
completley irrelavant to the meaning of the song but i love the fact someone called alex wrote this song because of the ben drowned creepypasta
as a sister that has a autistic suicidal brother, i cried when this song on my playlist
This song makes me think of a kid who got messed up after his brother killed himself and has spent his life since then trying to make connections with messed up people and trying to help them because he thinks it’s his job since he couldn’t “save” his brother, but no matter how hard he tries he never seems to help
i remember this one time when my brother was going to commit in front of me, relate to this song so much because that memory still haunts me
This is the only thing keeping me here rn tbh I can’t imagine my little sisters having to relate to this song like I do because of how many people I look up to as siblings have tried to commit
Headphones aren’t enough anymore I want this song in my blood
This is the perfect song to just sit and draw to
❤..i lost my other half I will forever love you brother my greatest protector..💔🕊️🕊️
The eye looks like the eyes from fantastic mr fox when they eat the blueberries
omg yessss
When I was 17 and ready to kill myself due to severe paranoia and hypochondria Alex G's music connected with me. The off tilt melodies and overall late teen feel of the moody imperfections of life brought me comfort. I've always lived in a small town and found it hard to be more social, at least in a positive way. Its easy to get caught up in drugs when there's nothing else to do but sit in the same park or same part of town over and over again. Anyway, the point is that suicide is never worth it. As hard as life gets or may seem it can only get better. There's no such thing as a dead end just a death of passion or will. Both of these things can be reignited in time. I'll be 20 in 2 weeks and coming back and listening to these songs brings back how I felt back then and makes me realise how much I would've missed if I really did kill myself in that field all those years ago. I've had a loving partner for years at this point, I've landed my dream job finally and the people that surround me, who's opinions I feared for the longest time, now love and respect me for me. What I'm trying to say is that all these fantastic things would've never happened if i'd given up. So maybe you shouldn't give up either. Its worth a shot, what have you got to lose. Sorry for the rant all. I just want those who are struggling to see that change is possible. We've lost too many, too young. Stay safe.
Never be true to your emotions, it will make you vulnerable to those who will hurt you.
This song hits so hard when you get the person singing the song
TW! TRAUMA DUMPING
I have a friend whom I consider a brother who has a past of attempts. He was recently dumped and his girlfriend was the only thing keeping him "sane." It is now summer and I have no contact with him for 3 months. I'm worried that this song will become my reality very soon. He is not the best person but I love him like a brother and I would sacrifice anything to keep him safe. He has nothing keeping him here anymore and I don't know if I can stop him.
i hope things are going well for you man :(
hope ur doing okay💗
i dont know if i can handle this
You got this ❗️❗️
My brother commited when i was 8 and i will never forget that day and seeing the ambulance and not being able to process it
When i was around 8, my mom tried to overdose. So i kinda relate i guess
gyat
@@fkls5519 heartless.
@@fkls5519 youre not funny please shut up
i'm so sorry
i hope she's ok now
I feel bad because I am the other brother who's tried to die many times. my sibling had walked in on me a couple times thinking about trying again and sat with me for a while, drawing together. they don't know how they saved me and they don't know how much that meant to me.
to those who need it, i love you. I truly do. No matter what youve done. Its the past. Its ok, its a new feature. I love every aspect of you. ❤
You know the songs good when the suicide hotline is attached to the site
AAA I love this song 🙏🙏
I made a lyric book of this song and my mom caught me and said “you need therapy”
I just did that last night.... My mom doesn't read my journals though,
@@JustAHarmlessSoph lucky ✨
@@JustAHarmlessSophyou are super lucky
youtube gave me a warning before play this 😭
“He was crying like a man” you don’t understand how much I love this lyric
Actually this is the first time I am listening to this and I really love it! I NEEED MOREEEE
Edit: started listening to some of his songs and hes so good ❤
edit 2: i love alex! hes one of my fav artists!
i love the pipeline LOL
@@parkercodezREAL im like obsessed now 😭
“My girlfriend told me she doesn’t love me anymore, I wish I didn’t care but I thought she was real cool, so I drank a lot of liquor and threw up in her sink so she said ‘next time use the toilet’ and she offered me a drink” real.
january 27 2021 i lost my bestfriend of 8 years.his brother od and a few days later he gave me a necklace and told me "no matter what keep this please love" and the next 3 days he never texted,called,came to school. i got a text from his mom saying he commited. he promised he wouldnt but..he broke the promise. i had put the necklace in a box i have where i put the gifts i get for memories.i found it the 27th and cried because i loved him.and he left. ik its not my fault buti feel maybei could have helped him in a way yk?
it’s never your fault
@@zombieleelee ik i guess i got to get it through my head
I'm tired of feeling this way🤣🤣🤣
2024 y sigo aquí
i never tought my life was going to be this way
“My brother told me he’s gonna kill himself tonight.” Hit me hard because I have an older brother but he doesn’t know I’m suicidal.
I don't know anyone who tried to commit I don't have a brother either but this still makes me cry
I almost was that older brother :/
Yeah.
Holding it together so that my little bro doesn't have to relate to this song
I am only 13 and yes I have been depressed with girls and just people in general social skills I don't know why this song draws me so much attention it's not like I like the song you just has a meaning for me and I don't know what it means
My right ear is loving this
brother is so relatable😂😂❤❤
It's so heartbreaking to know you're the suicidal brother I don't want to be this way I'm sorry
i love this song😊
Alex g is the reason I made it past 11
If I’m being completely honest, me too. ❤ hope you’re doing alright
My little brother was suicidal but he was constantly talking to my mom so she helped him and I was also suicidal at the same time except I was silently suffering and Ended up with sh problems and 4 su1cide attempts
My song wasn't even playing bc of the warning
i got a message when i watched this video"you're not alone, samaritans"
This song is so relatable people who also relate to this song i hope y'all are doing well
i love you alex ❤
I love this song cuz its releated to my life
About a year ago, I was thinking about commiting, some things that stopped me were a favorite show of mine, some people that I trust more than anyone and just the though of my younger brother being all alone with no one at home to be a weird kid with him.
I just cut and now this song is playing sooooooo yeah..
“My brother told me that he’s gonna kill himself tonight with a full bottle of Prozac or a shiny kitchen knife he said that when he’s dead I’ll have his Nintendo 64 and I can play it all night long sitting on the basement floor” reminds me of my best friend because she gives me some clothes whenever we have sleepovers and well shes suicidal which scares me because my life would be nothing without her she’s been there my whole life if she left me here I wouldn’t know what to do anymore I would be empty
These comments are making want to cry😔
I saw a comment on someone video but I’m pretty sure I got there to late :///
this hits different when your older brother killed himself with a while bottle of pills
im so sorry. i have been put in the situation where my brother oded on fluoexetine, (prozac like the song) and im so so that you had to be put in that situation :(
Who up being the brother 🔥
My dog just ran away and I am feeling pretty bad
I've been sneaking out at night and my parents are real mad
I’ve been taking lots of drugs 'cause they teach me not to care
Yeah, I guess that’s how you cheat because life doesn’t play fair
My brother told me that he's gonna kill himself tonight
With a whole bottle of Prozac or a shiny kitchen knife
He said that when he is dead I'll have his Nintendo 64
And I can play it all night long, sitting on the basement floor
My girlfriend told me that she doesn't love me anymore
And I wish I didn't care but I thought she was really cool
So I drank a ton of liquor then I threw up in her sink
She said next time use the toilet then she offered me a drink
My friend killed herself. I feel like its all my fault, but i dont know why. Whyd she leave? I havent finished any if my conversations with her. I miss her.
It's not your fault. Shes in a better place now.
My best friend is suicidal and I’m scared one day I’m gonna loose him.
@mileyjanis4822 this is the wrong f time to say that.
hey saw this comment and i came to check in is he alright?
Just remembering how the only reason i haven't killed myself is because of my best friend and my brother. If I were to kill myself, they would be all alone. And my best friend wouldn't kill themselves because they would worry about their brother.
But my brother? If i died, they would go back to selfharm. And then probably attempt.
Besides, I'm only 13. 13 is too young to die. No one would remember me.
I've started having suicidal thoughts from 18 on. I'm so sorry that you're dealing with this so young. I'm a little older now and life is much better nowadays.
"My girlfriend told me that she doesn't love me anymore and i wish i didnt care but i thought she was really cool" ...well that hits hard
There’s a banner at the top of this with the samaritans number
my mother figure has hinted at committing, it hurts really bad.
I'm here for you, you are safe. I hope you're okay.
Masterpiece
the first line 😭 my dog runs away a LOT
0:51 me.
I attempted a couple days ago and i finally realized that actually nobody likes me.
at least if i become the older brother, i have no younger siblings to feel like this about me.
My sister will not be loosing her younger sister to suicide.
can i find it on spotify?
My dog just ran away and im feeling pretty bad
I've been sneaking out at night and my parents are real mad
I've been taking lots of drugs
Cause they teach me not to care
Yeah, i guess thats how you cheat
Because ife doesnt play fair
My brother told me that hes gona kill himself tonight
With a whole bottle of Prozac or a shiny kitchen knife
He said that when hes dead
I'll have his Nintendo 64
And i can play it all night long
Sitting on the basement floor
My girlfriend told me that she doesnt love me anymore
And i wish i didnt care but
I thought she was really cool
So i drank a ton of liquor
Then threw up in her sink
She said next time use the toilet
Then she offered me a drink
We passed an old man bleeding
On the side if the street
So i got out of the car and i helped him on his feet
His breath smelled like whiskey
He was crying like a man
When i helped him stand up straight
I got his blood all on my hand
He said " i need a ride home because i got into a fight"
Said "I should have seen the other guy but he didnt see my point"
He said his house was all the way on the other side of town
So we left him in the road and said we wouldnt turn around
I was bored
Who hurt ya’ll ?..
why does this said that this can contain suicide HUH??
my brother said he will KILL HIMSELF, thats suicide ;3
After my attempt while I was in the hospital, the first night I just sang this to myself and sobbed until I fell asleep. But I’m so happy I lived. Because now I’m seeing him in concert . You have so much to live for
I will be the brother…
“ Imagine relating to a song like this haha?!!!”
“My brother told me that he’s gonna kill himself tonight, with a whole bottle of Prozac or a shiny kitchen knife he said that when he’s dead i can have his Nintendo 64, and i can play all night long sitting on the basement floor….”
“My girlfriend told me that she doesn't love me anymore, and i wish I didn’t care but i thought she was really cool- so i drank a ton liquor and i threw up in her sink….”
People have feelings too and its not always how you feel.. no two people are the same- you may have one problem and you handle it in a different way, another person may have the same exact problem and handle it differently
…Like mother, like daughter. We’re both still alive. But it was still scary. I’m glad Mom’s better now, but I’m starting to sink. I’ll survive. I have to. (But I’m still scared.)
Uh quick question is 135 mg enough to at least make me sick enough to skip school for a day (melatonin)
I love blackstar!