DMT Entities, Carl Jung's Mysticism, and Ancient Wisdom | Alexander Beiner
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- Опубліковано 6 чер 2024
- Author, consciousness explorer and co-founder of @RebelWisdom , Alexander Beiner returns to the mind meld!
Alex is the author of The Bigger Picture, executive director of Breaking Convention and co-founder of one of my favorite youtube channels, Rebel Wisdom.
Alex also participated in a groundbreaking study at Imperial College London, in which, participants were given extended-state, high-dose, intravenous DMT. His experiences, as you’ll hear, were profound, alien and life-changing. In this one, we also riff on the importance of balancing intellectual , non-propositional (experience-based) knowing, wielding numerous philosophical lenses Carl Jung's mysticism, ancient wisdom, consciousness, and much more.
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Great conversation guys. I’ve had a fascinating life, agnostic Psychedelic experiences 15-19 (80 trips) turned radical Christ follower at 19, full blown believer/preacher for years, drifted from “the Way”, kind of unraveled my life, double downed in 30s to the Bible, deep study into ancient texts (Hebrew/Koine Greek, some of the top unknown minds in Christ followership…) then last 5 years again, somewhat drifted from that way, yet still a strong believer… and have done almost every altered state experience over the past 5 years. I feel these experiences brought me closer to God, to love, to sign posts pointing me back to the Way. I’ve expected to have darker experiences, but it’s been very enlightening and mostly very loving and full of gratitude and healing.
I believe psychedelics are bringing us into a 4th dimension of the spiritual realm. Anyway, no real point was just inspired to share my experience, as I don’t think many people have gone to the depths of Christianity that I have, really, and also the depths of mind altered states. I’m not sure they can co-exist together, or are needed to find truth/love/hope etc.. but personally, they have helped me work through some treacherous losses in my life and make sense of my place in this world. Cheers.
Thank god I’m not the only one who’s went down this path.
Ex Pentecostal here xD
Gods used psychedelics to completely reveal “ the kingdom” in which he speaks of in the scriptures a lot of the people in the church walls have never actually seen the kingdom in its geometric beauty but yet here we are.
He gives us the leaves for the healing of the nations. I think he’s using plant medicine to reveal the true spiritual world to us.
I took mushrooms and used smoke and mirrors with candles and once I entered into a meditative state a voice appeared and was talking to me and a lot of things happened but I was shown what seemed to be Christ through the eyes of someone else back in time and I’ll never forget just how beautiful he was like I can’t put into words and my brain can’t even keep that memory because it was too much I try not to think about it too much I’m more of a it’s not what happened it’s who it happened to guy and I’m all about being present and living in the moment and not bringing the past back but man oh man just once I want people to see
I can't put it into words either but I understand the sentiment. Not even the dramatic landscapes in nature I've seen in my life compare to the moment everything clicked in my head and I beheld his divine beauty with renewed eyes.
Beauty is such a clumsy and insufficient word to describe the experience of beholding him.
good for you
Thanks for sharing
The Transcendental Object at the End of Time pulls us inexorably to collectively tickle the algorithm 👁🙏👁
I adore this 🫶
What a stupendous statement. THANKYOU for this experience of utter delight.
That’s fire my friend!!!! ❤
You mean that the universe is consciousness experiencing itself subjectively?
artificial ai apocalypse
It's been 3 years since I tripped on DMT, can't find a plug anywhere in my area. Back then, We used one of those vaporizers with the big bags. The first time I didn't do enough and I just seen shapes and colours. But the second time I managed to get another hit in before I got the light headed. I remember floating above the country side flying and then all of a sudden I zoomed down into a deer and went right inside of it and I was the veins and the blood and flowing through this deers body. It was very strange lol
The hallucinations you get from DMT looks as real as what you perceive to be real, it's so beautiful and almost unbelievable because I didn't know it was humanly possible to experience something like that.
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Is it Instagram?
The experience I had is unexplainable it's out of the world, it got my mind of anxiety and healing prosperities of DMTand other psychedelic products are underrated, you don't have to be skeptical about the use of psychedelic products like magic mushroom and more, you'll get clarity and an open mind
Wanna try, but keep being told I can't do it alone for the first time but I'd literally be so much more comfortable alone
I've only done dmt a handful of times, and I made and administered Aya by myself once.
Under the Aya, I learned that I have to love myself before I can meet and accept the love of the universe. And I was given flashbacks to my childhood to start me on the path of self-love.
Most of those memories explained why I felt so unlovable, and one very special memory showed me a moment when I felt very loved by my grandmother. The gift of that one moment is that it triggers a long list of moments when she made me feel loved.
that’s so wonderful
@cathithomas2888 Thanks! I 💯 did it to have a breakthrough, but afterward I was genuinely not upset that there was no breakthrough. I just know the day will come, but I'm learning more how to enjoy the moment and not keep worrying for some future that either will never come or just won't feel as good as I thought it would.
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@@zengrenouille As someone who microdose psilocybin mushrooms I would suggest starting out with an experienced guide. I microdose on my own - but it was only after I learned to sit with it and dose them from my local provider.Everybody responds differently and dosages have dramatically different outcomes.
I had an experience with them and this was possible because my local provider
Aya_heals
was there to guide me.
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The way these two gents discuss their thoughts on the psychedelic experience is a breath of fresh air. Extremely relatable experiences and share similar point of views.
I love Alex Grey's artwork, because expressed exactly what I saw with my psychedelic experiences. I believe people are having very similar experiences, and is very exciting to hear that there may be tests made to prove this.
I've recently smoked 5meodmt. Prior to that I've done psilocybin a few times. After that profound experience, all the spiritual work that ive done in the past finally has context... I now know what we are... ill be attending a vippassana retreat soon... to do real inner scientific work... my heart is opening, God Bless you guys
Bro that stuff is demonic and you probably invited demons into your life don’t let the enemy fool you do some research what your doing is so wrong
You talked about the cosmos being a living being. Ever since I was little, which was a long time ago, I imagined us on earth being part of a cell in some huge being. I would bring this up to people and they would look at me like "what are you smokin'?" Come on now, it may have been the 1970's, but I was 7.
I like it
Children have abilities that are shut down, you have a gift. Open it back up and look at it💫
Same!!! We're a cell in some larger being's brain....or something like that.
Nah you’re right tho. We are in and of the universe. Not separate from it. In the same way our blood cells are in and of us. How could consciousness arise at all if it’s not an inherent part of the universe already?
The universe is probably conscious as a whole. And everything in the universe is probably conscious to a degree
Same!
That orb flying by was actually kinda nuts
There was another one going up at 1:07:48 when he was talking about deamons and youtube comment dudes and their certainty
The orb was so awesome, thanks for slowing it down and showing it again, wow you got some eagle eyes on you Michael! Superb
Dust exists...
thanks y'all, thanks, Michael, for all of your consistent goodies.
"like a chattering cat looking at the window of eternity"
Really liked this episode- thx guys!
Fascinating convo.. thank you for sharing! Vervaeke’s most recent interview with Vivian Dittmar connects beautifully with this.
Great guest, great conversation, one of the best I have heard about this fascinating subject. And got a whole book list to read now
Gratz on the 50k!
New drops make my day. ❤
Love the perspectives ❤
super interesting video. Thanks so much for all your hard work and gifted insight you bring to the world!
Finally, an intelligent dialog of neuroscience based mysticism. Best wishes
Thank you 🙏
excellent stuff. thank you
The way he describes not understanding or relating to people growing up is exactly how I've always felt, and still do.
There are millions
Your videos are so amazing thank you!!!❤❤❤
Really great episode. I loved Alexander’s book, and his discussions on DMTx. This is a great addition. If I make it to Imperial, I hope to meet him someday! Thanks for the great content as usual.
This was so rich and wonderful. I smiled and laughed through much of it, and at times my heart was singing. Thank you both very much.🙏❤
Love to hear that and thank you!
Thank you for helping me engage in and probably catalyzing my active lens shopping brother ⚡
❤😍 thanks!! So cool info!
Great convo!
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Love your channel and online presence(memes over at IG). Keep up the fantastic work helping to expand our collective consciousness! Thank you!
Appreciate you thank you!
Hearing about the shadow work reminds me of a quote.
“If only there were evil people somewhere insidiously committing evil deeds, and it were necessary only to separate them from the rest of us and destroy them. But the line dividing good and evil cuts through the heart of every human being. And who is willing to destroy a piece of his own heart?” - aleksandr solzhenitsyn
And that line he’s talking about can shift within us many time over the course of our life.
The shadow side has its purpose. Sometimes it’s there for a season, sometimes it’s there for survival, sometimes it’s there for a lesson, and many other reasons and uses. But it’s in all of us. And that’s terrifying to a lot of people because deep down we know the one thing we can’t escape is ourselves.
I make my art evil so I don’t have to be.
When you don't love yourself for any plethora of reasons, it is mindlessly easy to commit 'evil' deeds
This is my favorite channel and has inspired me to upload myself
Absolutely love to hear that
My name is Jentry, You are so correct about the deep and speaking to spirits and the healing leading to evolution. It's also about understanding things from other perspectives. I've been in the deep knowingly since 2018.
AMAZING!!!! Pile 2 & 3. I felt an urge for 1 but skipped it but I did get the message of the “mother” thank youuuuu❤❤❤❤❤ YOU SPIRITUAL BADDIE😍
Thanks for touching on psychedelics and Christianity. It was hard for me to work through those cognitive biases, and I still struggled with it every time I take a psychedelic plunge. I used to associate my anxiety with the devil/demons tormenting me. I used Christianity as a tool to ease the anxiety. I became very OCD with religious rituals.
You used Christianity as a tool ?? Brother you are so lost for even saying that you think God is something you can use at your convenience if that’s the case I suggest you do something else cuz that’s pretty evil thinking what’s wrong with you man?
I love how this conversation goes so into the explanation of having to frame to look through or it's pure chaos when you peeled the veil! I see things through a spiritual lense which was very crazy for me because I wasn't spiritual at all I started experiencing these psychedelic experience before I did ayahuasca. I didn't realize I was mystic at my core makes sense why I love Carl jung But I've been challenging my beliefs lately and wanting to know more research I do believe tho this was a synchronicity. I do shadow work regularly and I am a medium 💕💕 thank you for this amazing conversation.
Some where I heard a quote from Jung saying”Thank goodness I am Jung and not a Jungian”
Jung was a deep student of Eastern " psychological philosophy ". This saying of Jung, as well as many others, was attributed to the Buddhas saying, as follows : " if you meet the Buddha on the road-kill him! " Much of Jung's work was based on Eastern Thought, although many would be scholars were not aware of this. A prime example of this is his work, on what he refers to as the " collective consciousness " , which in the Vedas is called " A!ayavajnaya " which may also be translated to " stored consciousness ". Jung ,Baynes and Wilhelm were, and are still unmatched in their work of bringing understanding of Eastern philosophical psychology to the western mind. Go in peace grasshoppers !
Great show and guest. I think you will thoroughly enjoy having a conversation with Jason Reza Jorjani.
Thank you : )
you got my sub ! Whatta cool naut Alex is - big love to a great fearless mind !
Thank you and welcome friend!
Synchronicity is an ever present reality for those who have eyes to see ~said that little orb flawlessly flying in at the perfect time. Great talk as usual !
Haha that was pretty wild
Synchronicity have been in my life since 2010. It’s nice i
Keep it going dude awesome show is mint keep probing
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Can't wait
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I tried dmt few years ago,few times, the thing is longer the time goes what i experienced there becomes more real as a memory of something very special.
It came to my life when i was most confused about world, when i needed answers , it showed me what its all about and than left my life like never existed before, and its just a memory wich more and more im identifyng as regular reality, what i mean by this is what we experiemcing here in this reality, anxiety, fear, love, loneliness, happiness, sadness everything comes from same place and same energy, only thing is its translated from there into bodys, into emotions, into words and nature. We create this just for us, just to experience everything. We pretend to forget we are one because its how its supposed to be. From that stillnes we wanted to experience movement. But we always go back to ourselves
Excellent content, as ever.
Big love my friend. Thanks for always leaving that positivity!
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Love it brother!!! Thaaaank you!!!
I've been doing Ayahuasca for over two years monthly, and prior to that, I was doing heroic dosages of mushrooms. After piercing the Veil and at the pinnacle of self-realization, we will discover there's nothing in this Universe except you. The experience is so profound! From that point on, you've literally crossed the river of change. Having those repetitive experiences allows us to integrate it into our everyday lives. Enjoy the ride.♾️
Jesus
Je is us
Hebrew writes it Yeus
Ye means we
We is us mind blowing the great I am
This comment reminded me of Alan Watts. The Universe is you! It's us. We are all one.
Will be watching this a second time today, thank you!
54:45 - “a chattering cat looking at the window of eternity” is my favorite description of glossolalia I’ve ever heard 😂😂😂
Glossolalia is an interesting experience.
Haha. It’s like the equivalent of vocalized soul shivering or something.
Babies do it all the time. They understand more with less.
I would like to say that the peyote experience is so powerful and beautiful!! I totally recommend it. St Louis Potosi the desert in Mexico is the magic place..
I am a CMO of a marketing agency but I am seriously contemplating starting my own channel. I have some experiences that would qualify me for being on one of these kind of shows. Especially what happened to me a month ago. I couldn't make what happened to me up in my wildest dreams "It did 'involve' dreams." The thing is I'm sitting on this all with this nagging feeling that I need to find a way to share it. More will be revealed ...
Not a big deal
Well I have to triple comment because thhs one is really important. He mentioned "white noise static but also colorful" about what the DMT space is without his overlay. He's describing exactly what I see all the time. I see what sorta looks like "snow" on an old CRT tv without a signal, but it's colorful in a way but it's also not colorful at the same time. I see it with my eyes opetor closed. It's like I have an "overlay" as well but it's transparent. I can still see everything else but I also see the "static" noise too. When i close my eyes I can often see patterns come out of the "snow" that look remarkably like the geometrical patterns you see in DMT art. Sometime I se faces as well. A face will pop out and will morph into other faces.
I'm of the opinion that the DMT space is very real and I also think it's possible to go there without DMT. Hope it doesn't sound like I'm tooting my own horn but I think I have some "switch" that's somehow flipped within me that is letting me see this place and just a tiny bit of the DMT space at thw same time. Seriously I've been telling people about the "tv snow" for years now and this guy described what I see.
Ahhh. You're familiar with the "Tricksters"? Fascinating...
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I danced with hundreds of insectheaded 10 feet tall humanoids👍łn a gigantic spacestation disco , true story, the music was a strange very trance techno beautiful LOUD , just so fun , the oneliners those dude flaunted made cramp up in laughter , and 5 minuts later , i was send back into my apartment .... I effing love that spice 😂❤
OMG...during an extra profound awakening (unassisted by chemical enhancements), I had a large geometric orb visit that touched my energy field, and I've always wondered if anyone else has ever experienced one!
Experimenting with a 5meo/salvianorin blend, is a very complementary mix
These are two quotes that I typed out from after reading Catafalque that might kinda relate to the DMT experience:
"There are some situations, though, where no amount of explaining is going to make any difference-will ever be enough."
"Ambiguity has been well and truly excluded, drowned out by the voice of rationality-by what Jung liked to describe as the 'petty reasoning mind, which cannot endure any paradoxes". Or at least this is what rationalists choose to think. But what they forget is that originally ambiguity and paradox were an integral, essential feature of real logic: of the sacred logic, which always stands untouched although savaged by their reasoning."
In this temporary reality...
I've done copious amounts of d m t. I just got done doing some. It doesn't matter how much i take anymore. I don't trip. I remain extremely focused and I vibrate...my dogs go crazy i have to lock them up. I use a geek vape set to 17 watts on an e-mesh. Perfect hit every time. Anyone else that hits it once instantly blasts off. I also have done harmaline with pharmauyasca or dmt fumerate. Also vaped a lot while on oral dmt and it just gives me an energy surge.
Hello, I’m a DMT virgin, this whole thing is intriguing. I’ve had plenty of shrooms, acid and mdma experiences but I need to experience this at least once.
I’m an atheist, but the fact that half of the atheists who have had a dmt experience have changed their view.
Does anyone know if a blind person has shared their DMT experience? That would be very interesting.
I looked into that after 2 breakthroughzzzz if blind from birth no visuals....
If blinded later in life.... visuals
That's what I'd read after some searching ✌️
“Make the Demiurge Good Again” 😅
I’d wear that.
It is interesting to note that children have no sense of "I" before the age of 18 to 24 months. This fact somehow fits in well with your interesting discussion. Thank you.
Hi, i just found your video, so please forgive my newbie question. My daughter is struggling. She is an alcoholic and has ptsd along with other mental undiagnosed challenges. She has dealt with these challenges far too long and won't seek help because she has to go to the VA. I've been thinking about her going to a therapy with psychedelics but i don't know where to begin and cant afford a fancy retreat center. Where can i go to get her help like this?
See if there is a ketamine clinic in your area. It really helped my son with his depression, anger and anxiety. It's not cheap, but he had pretty major breakthroughs after only a few sessions.
If she's messed up in this realm ..I suggest not opening the dmt realm ...psilocybin micro dose for sure will help .
Look into IFS - Internal Family Systems. It's a psychotherapeutic modality that's often used in psychedelic therapy.
P sure they found it being made there but also other places, if i remember where i saw it, I'll post
1:06:10 - you’ll have to tell me more about this CSF chamber thing. I just wrote a bunch about CSF and DMT experiences, but didn’t come across what you’re discussing.
This thing is, to investigate it this way is not to discount the experience, or to make it boring. It’s just for science to find a mechanism and then continue the search. The CSF bit may literally be part of the experience. If it can be seen, played with, investigated, utilized, etc., why not find out? If your frame is that it’s boring, then sure, it’ll be boring, or it’ll be sci-fi, or it will be prophetic. Your call. It can be framed as a truth claim too, but that’s conjecture placed on others often. People are more often proposing a hypothesis, or theory, with fervor.
The reason why people think they’re dying on DMT is because they are accessing fifth and sixth level density consciousness fifth density is non-physical, which is spirit level consciousness so people think they are dying because they are entering a frequency of spirit
It takes some time to develop a sight or sense of those levels. Like a baby using their eyes and building that mind model.
Little orb seems like the most reasonable hypothesis at this point😂
You talk about the differences between DMT and NDE's. Just wondering if homogeneous DMT in Humans or Mammals is also NN-DMT or a different kind? Just thinking because as you mention 5MEO has different effects.
47:00 - I experience these as well, and did in dreams as a child. I had one LSD trip in particular which was only a body trip for the first four hours, but then I had DMT and there were these objects innumerable. I believe I have since figured out what they are.
I appreciate the question Michael suggested to Alexander about asking the DMT entity about its astral appearance.
Is there a singular place where the community can learn more about the experiences of the participants and offer our own insights and suggestions for future trips?
It not, perhaps there should be one. If there needed to be a paywall, maybe a portion could be donated to decriminalizing this medicine.
There is a website called erowid that logs users' experiences with not only DMT but all substances and provides many educational resources.
So, are you saying that the results of these experiments are synonymous with the concept of Qualia?
All this mental illness labels or psychological reminds me of the Brice Willis movie, Unbreakable. Very good movie about this topic hermano, i recommend it.
I've never heard of any account of truly novel information or insight given by these entities. Aside from some vague or at least very human personal insights clearly related to the individual's experience. This makes me skeptical about the possibility of them being mind independent.
That being said, still very interesting and still much left to be discovered.
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1:02:39 I was met by my fathers presence after taking DMT and feeling as though I had a NDE ...obviously from the DMT ....when I landed I was balling like a baby and reaching up to the sky as though I was trying to hold on ...and all I felt was I had to let go but didn't want to 😢
"You can go your own way"
Nndmt always feels like my body wants to go into cardiac arrest .. the whole experience gets taken over by that.
There's a game plan to this complicated existence, it's just way behind our knowledge level to even come close to decipher!
I wish Alex talked more about his DMTx experiences
There’s a whole other pod we did where he talks about it more. His book is also definitely worth a look.
This is brilliant. I’m a new fan boy!
I hypothesise that the spine stem and spinal fluid is heavily involved with the production on DMT (I believe it’s been proved to be found there)
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Speculate that this is why the sensation of kundalini energy comes here, starting at the base and moving up. Eventually terminating at... the pineal gland.
Not necessarily the producer, but the final destination. Where DMT then off boards and interacts with your brain
Just a thought 😊
Welcome my friend. Who knows, certainly not I!
Me neither mate haha
I also realise you mentioned basically the same thing moments after I commented haha
Well if you think about everything physical being a reflection of more subtle layers of manifestation, then thats where you have the terms of the sushumna, Ida & Pingala channels of energy flow. The spinal column being the main energy channel just like the sushumna, albeit in physical terms and effects rather than etheric/subtle energy.
Andrew Gallimore would fund thus conversation of value. Thanks for the insights.
Nothing beats the natural "DMT" that the pineal gland can create. Should do a study on that.
1:23:45 - This is where I’m coming from in all my crazy comments, btw. I am a long-form writer and playwright in the end. Well said that you become a better storyteller and mythologist. I was raised under the lense of one of those peak individuals.
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How does one even get to the point of doing things like extended state DMT in a study?
34:58 i wish hed see this cuz i have a question: did you entities not get upset with you for the music(basically trying to help inducing it) i tried that one night and i swear i opened my eyes to something hivering over me looking me up down side to side and push the feeling of like" what are you doing, your dping this all wrong, just tale my hand" at that point i was carried up through different realms ...thats another story 😅
I heard somehere opposed to the pineal gland theory that if the brainwaves in both hemisphers synchronise, that's when we have changed states of consciousness, so possibly a brain DMT release from that? Before i did psychedelics i learnd to astral project at night and i feel like that has something to do with brainwaves. The vibration that preceeds the projection starts in my feet and goes through my body to my brain. After one good mushroom trip i had astral projection that night and the vibrations went extremly quickly from my feet into my brain and it made like a "DING!" sound in my brain. Like it was charged, synchronised and prepared to operate. So there might me something to the idea, if brain DMT has something to do with astral projection that is.... i don't know. Astral world isn't like the DMT world at all (from what i heard i didn't do DMT yet) but maybe it depends on the dose the brain makes and other chemical mix in there. A good mushroom trip does help the brain to have astral projection more often though so that is somehow connected.
1:02:00 - The reason DMT and NDEs are found to be dissimilar in this manner is because DMT isn’t a moment of dying, so it skips that step in the process. We breakthrough and get what comes after; though just as he said when the veil is lifted with no framework, we get chaos. We are still alive, so the DMT experience beyond the veil is littered with all the chaotic options on offer, in lieu of one framed by a life which has just ended a very unique phase with its own unique framework. There are many frames. Bubbles in bubbles shining variations on the theme of light and shadow.
I think I had 1.5yr of low level PTSD after 1 5meo experience. Proceed with great caution. Its a collasal and profound.... eh... um.. I don't know what it is! 🤯 (You wll need to get to work after it) 🙂
39:22 interesting he says he was pulled up after i left my first comment stating how i was pulled up....when i reached what felt like the end of where i was going i was looked down on what i can recall was 3 or 4 beings.i think 3 ..looking me over in a state of emergency like feeling like something was wrong and i felt as though they where saying like theyre fixing what wrong or they gotta fix whats wrong ...then i started feeling as though i was falling from space crahing back down through what ever i originally broke through going upward ..at one point infelt like i grab a hold of and edge of something ..at that point i was met by the origional entity again and it felt like it was trying to grab me but could stop me from slipping into free fall again...then finally i felt like i crashed into my body amd i felt broken like i crashed down to earth and couldnt move and then slowelt moment by moment I could slowly move my arm then my hand ..then the gasping breath of being back hit me ....i have another experience where i was met by my father and felt like i was with family
I stumbled into shadow work as well, but didn't know about what that is until after the fact. For me it happened when I stopped taking depression and anxiety medication. It seemed soul killing, and turned me into a zombie. I threw it all away and quit cold turkey. My brain freaked out and my mind went threw a very unpleasant "shattering". I got threw it by, metaphoricly, picking up and examining all of the pieces. That's when I started to examine my thought processes, and inner voice. I learned that I have a lot of protective love that I've never received from others. Since I had childhood truama it manifested in a rather toxic way, but when analyzed I came to understand it came from a place of self tough love. It was actually pushing me to improve and scolding me when I do self destructive things. It's like having a toxic uncle that isn't very nice but would 100% go to prison for you. Lol
If you’re serious about the questions you ask reach out.
The way to get into those studies: nepotism, knowing people. Zero democratic access.
The first time I pressed through without drugs was accompanied buy an eruption of bliss and glossolalia 😂
I’ve been in the presence of a very powerful malicious entity while on formosahuasca which was as real as us but invisible.
Crue trime?
Wait Jung met his soul??
I did too. On DMT. What I can only describe as my soul. The animating force. I also met it in another person. Very familiar but couldn’t understand it. And also tons of wild synchronicities around that time and still having them and they seem to have that “non causal connection” to the twin flame journey. I recognized her by how she moves and how she moves WITH me. Idk if that makes sense. It came with a complex feeling of Deja vu
The word “twin flames” is a topic most people don’t want to entertain or learn about. From the outside looking in, it appears to be a toxic bubble of delusion but there’s much more in it. It’s complicated
All this shadow work and revealing unconscious and all this inner work comes as a byproduct of the twin flame journey. Then pairing that with psychedelics and understanding Jung completely transforms the psychedelic experience.
Huh. The creator of DBZ just passed away… and we see a dragon ball meme in the first minute of the video omg
crew trime lol 6:32
THE SHADOW
Did you shift?
I "only" did Ayahuasca and was surrounded by 3 humanoid creatures, who behaved and felt curious/ ver interesting, like they where probing me.those on my left and right where observing only, the one in front of me was communicating, he was formed by partially transparant balls, each ball had things in them going on, some had views of a galaxy, some looked like a movie with people talking to each other, others where like a view of people walking on a trainstation, some where nature, microcosm, etc. When I looked into them it was as if I was being pulled into it, so I tried to because I thought "woah, these are portals". But the being constantly directed my attention to other balls he wanted to show me, and so he did, these balls where about my life and how I was behaving destructively and how I judged people living "normal" lives while letting me feel into their lives wich where much more living then I did at the time, I was in a period of disassociated non participant, I was living by choice like a spectator, because I felt every action could be contributing to this vast prison system of ego suffering, this fear aggregate wich I feel like fuels something potentially non benevolent, the being taughted me that non participating is also participating and showed me in these balls one by one what kind of good things I Could have done and my non participating was just a mind construction to obfuscate the FEAR of making the wrong choices, and that I did not even was practicing non participation but hedonism.
That was a pretty bad trip, but the confrontation was life changing in a good way because it put me on a path of following Yeshuah's teaching and try to shed as much self illusionary ego as I can without becoming totally disfunctional.
You guys are talking about you want an objective model for a subjective world, reality is mental, there is no usefull objective world, you also fall into dogma, science is also imbued with dogma. You need to use a subjective model to navigate in a subjective world.
Mindfullness and keeping the shadow on a leash, dont feeding it but being capable of absolute brutality when its needed. Like we need to use the shadow only for self defence,😊😊
By the way, I'm considered a heretic by Christians,
Good insight bro, I also think that the dissolving of your ego has tremendous Affect on how your trip unfolds you can really look at yourself almost from some other persons, viewpoint and see it clearly! because ego is a bad bad thing, at least my experience
I had a NDE that took me to the darkness.
I was not fearful of anything. Actually, I said how "cool" this trip was.
This happened after I realized I was dead of course.
But before I came back.
There was this weird, hard to explain, plasma energy like liquid flowing in from......somewhere.
I have not heard of anyone else with the exact same experience.
Darkness, yes, but....not the crazy plasma energy liquid.
Anyone out there experience the same ???
Interesting!
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To say the least.....
It was an experience of a life time.
No punt intended.
With that experience. It led me to study and research consciousness and this "reality"....
When one realizes who, and what, one truly is.
Then their true reality will begin...
I had only peaceful darkness. It was very beatiful.
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I know what you mean. Same here.
Brings me back to scripture....
"In the beginning....darkness" !!!
Not that I'm religious. I did want to be a pastor at one time years ago. Until I read the entire bible for myself. And half the library.
Definitely lies and illusions in this "reality". If that's the word to use ?
When one realizes just who and what they truly are....
Thank you for your comment.
Peace to you ...
Like a baby?
"Instead of fighting the world, kill your ego."
I keep trying to watch this channel because the guests and topics are so intriguing to me, but the way the "host" dominates and drives the conversations with these long explanations about his personal experiences, at times interrupting the guests, or talking over them is so irritating to me. I always end up stopping the video. I just really want to hear what the guests have to say 😔 The host is, alright, but I wish he identified his role with representing the viewer/listener and their interest and questions rather than identifying his role as trying to express how interesting he thinks he is. It just feels like he has his elbows out, leaning over the conversation, and I wish he would dial back the urgency of his own self expression some. Its just my opinion, I want to watch this, but that behavior is a big psychospiritual turn off for me
You're not the first and won't be the last to mention this (I agree, btw). My take with all channels with hosts that don't seem to understand this (especially when it's a guest that has days worth of info to share in 2 hours), is that I can't really make requests about the way someone chooses to manage the dialog on their own show that I'm watching for free. I'm a paid subscriber for 2 other channels, and can hardly afford those, but those ppl absolutely deserve the support, and I've found my options are, at least, received. Once a channel gains momentum, even the process of reviewing feedback must only be manageable at the subscription level. The channels I do support, have hosts that know how much info their guest is packing, and has watched other interviews with them, and is familiar with the way they interact. If you have someone with important, complex information, and they're talkers, you need to ask the question and let them have the floor until it's answered. I don't think the host fully knows the starvation of the public concerning fears of death, (I had a NDE, and only then realized the massive burden we all carry subconsciously about death because our culture has removed that wisdom), the physical and etheric parts of our "body" and what we can do with it. This info is more important than the controlled demolition of the Western economy, yet, if a host had a guest with privileged access to the mechanics of what's being done by whom, I feel like he would sense the importance and allow the guest to get it out to the world. After all, those of us who have left our bodies only have a glimpse....we come away with FAR more questions than answers, and this guy spent many hours in that place more than anyone else in modern history, which must have seemed like weeks considering how fast things move in that place, and how it makes time spent here, seem much longer. When info is this needed, it can't be handled like a hangout session.
Also, the guest is a little complacent, and isn't compelled to make corrections to assumptions of the host. When the host says the soul is a circle, you see the guest give a disagreeing look on his face. That's because this is not correct...in fact, it's exactly the opposite. The "energy body" in that place is composed of geometric shards of counter-rotating light. Vaguely like a kaleidoscope, and that's how we communicate... with our bodies. I really prefer someone with info, to not hesitate to correct assumptions, because the quality of the data that's going out to everyone, outweighs any perceived rudeness by the host in being corrected. Sorry, I'm an annoyingly fast typer, lol.
I think you make some really good points, and I should try to remember that it is free content. It just feels like a shame because there is so much potential here, and the host is clearly very passionate about this subject matter, and it's so close to greatness. Plus I like the memes! I think a lot of out of body and NDEs are so deeply subjectively symbolic that it can also be difficult to have two people in conversation about the "same thing" but we each take what we need from the infinite possibilities. It's all important, and profound. There is truth everywhere, but this stuff needs to be considered in context of the experiencer's unique context of internal perception and individual interface. There is overlap in these experiences, sure. But sometimes, when a guest has a lot to offer, like you mentioned, the back and forth push pull of alternating subjective inner landscapes and subjective translations muddies what is communicated to the viewer/listener.
I agree that this stuff is so important and powerful. Lots of people who have had these types of experiences are desperate for integration and community. I just wish the host was a little more willing to put ego aside and step into the more neutral interviewer role to facilitate access to these key messages, and let the viewers extrapolate and process them through their own lens.
Yeah that's how I felt too, I wanted to hear Alexander's stories from the DMTx research and this episode didn't really deliver that :(