When the fear of intimacy kicks in - a playlist - hi dad lololol

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  • @a1ien_b0y97
    @a1ien_b0y97  2 роки тому +1702

    I have no idea why but thinking about this has made me rlly mad lately so i made a playlist cuz i dunno what else to do about it
    Timestamps:
    0:05: Wet - Dayze and the Scouts
    2:55: Fahrradsattle - Pisse
    4:34: Tongues & Teeth - The Crane Wives
    8:16: Bottom - McCafferty (hes not a good guy)
    12:02: Its Only Sex - Car Seat Headrest
    16:44: Tear You Apart - She Wants Revenge
    21:30: Why Bother? - Weezer (😨😨😨)
    23:35: Nimbasa Core - Plasterbrain
    26:21: Hermit the Frog - Marina and the Diamonds
    29:56: Not Allowed - TV Girl

    • @intend_o_switch402
      @intend_o_switch402 2 роки тому +41

      this is amazing sub

    • @a1ien_b0y97
      @a1ien_b0y97  2 роки тому +37

      @@intend_o_switch402 thank you ^^

    • @intend_o_switch402
      @intend_o_switch402 2 роки тому +21

      @@a1ien_b0y97 no thank u for the playlist sub also do you play mortal combat

    • @a1ien_b0y97
      @a1ien_b0y97  2 роки тому +26

      @@intend_o_switch402 yeah thats who im named after ^^

    • @intend_o_switch402
      @intend_o_switch402 2 роки тому +17

      @@a1ien_b0y97 figured but raidens better no offence

  • @unkulturedd
    @unkulturedd 4 місяці тому +1066

    i swear part of me wants intimacy, then another part is being terrified of being touched like that😭

    • @kansas0606
      @kansas0606 4 місяці тому +69

      No I get that, sometimes im like "I just wanna know how it feels" and then the other times I mentally gag just thinking abt it

    • @Cherrybmb
      @Cherrybmb 3 місяці тому +24

      BRO SAME. I’ll be like “this’ll be fun! Great! An awesome experience!” Then I’m like…. THE PAIN-

    • @A_Rand0mpers0nn
      @A_Rand0mpers0nn 3 місяці тому

      truee

    • @EmoGermaphobe
      @EmoGermaphobe 3 місяці тому +5

      I'm fine touching others but even the mere thought of being touched that way disgusts me. :(

    • @JazniaDraw
      @JazniaDraw 2 місяці тому +10

      Same, the thought of being touched like that makes me wanna throw up, even kissing sounds awful to me, yet i wish for some slight intimacy with someone, hugging, handholding and caresses sound nice, but part of me is so disgusted by all forms of touch that even that sounds awful sometimes, maybe is that I'm autistic and touch averse, i still wanna try tho, at least one time hug and hold someone that love me, and even if i don't like it, know how it feels
      I wish to find someone like me to love someday, that we can love each other without s3x or physical affection, I've always liked the concept of online dating because of that, sadly most of the sites I've seen for dating are mostly use for hookups and it defeats the purpose for me :'/

  • @PorcelainCl0wn69
    @PorcelainCl0wn69 Рік тому +2764

    Every day the battle between asexuality and hypersexuality rages inside me

  • @R0tten_Do11y
    @R0tten_Do11y Рік тому +3097

    FINALLY SOMEONE WHO KNOWS THAT FAHRRADSATTLE IS ABOUT FACE SITTING AND NOT ANGSTY VENT STUFF ALSO SAME I FEEL THAT WAY TOO ABOUT SEX

    • @cockisinn
      @cockisinn Рік тому +423

      "I wanna be your bike saddle" omg so emotional 😭😭😔

    • @R0tten_Do11y
      @R0tten_Do11y Рік тому

      @@cockisinn IK PEOPLE BE PUTTING IT IN THEIR VENT PLAYLISTS💀💀💀

    • @RI0TED
      @RI0TED Рік тому +168

      As somebody who started learning German as a second language, I quickly figured that one out LOL. It was so funny.

    • @tey6473
      @tey6473 Рік тому +111

      IM SO GLAD OMG! i knew this song as a german before it was used in any animations or whatever, - and when it got popular i got so confused.. and a little embaressed.. cuz i thought i understood the lyrics wrong???

    • @fulana_de_tal
      @fulana_de_tal Рік тому +116

      ​@@tey6473 the only time Germans felt what Brazilians feel every single time yet another funk with very explicit sexual lyrics goes viral internationaly

  • @strawberryluver3
    @strawberryluver3 10 місяців тому +301

    The fear of someone touching that way when I don’t want them to makes me want to cry and puke!!!

    • @iynlac1347
      @iynlac1347 2 місяці тому +2

      Same here . I got sexual issues too . I dnt like to be touched at all

  • @rudolph-richardson
    @rudolph-richardson 7 місяців тому +737

    for someone who has sexual thoughts yet cringe at the thought of sex sometimes, this playlist insanely hits !!

  • @Weezerweeee
    @Weezerweeee 8 місяців тому +90

    The daily battles of a sexuality and hyper sexuality is always a blast :/

  • @losaa3536
    @losaa3536 Рік тому +1104

    WE GETTING OUT OF THE MENTAL ASYLUM W/ THIS ONE🔥🙏🔥🔥
    but fr tho, i loved this

    • @ashterkomarov2185
      @ashterkomarov2185 Рік тому +35

      I WENT TO THE MENTAL ASULUM W/THIS ONE 🔥🙏🔥🔥

    • @broccolitastesgood
      @broccolitastesgood Рік тому +24

      WE GETTIN AWAY FROM OUR PARENTS WITH THIS ONE 🔥🔥🔥🔥🙏🥶🥶🥶🥶

    • @bring.back.the.owl.house4
      @bring.back.the.owl.house4 Рік тому +10

      GOING BACK TO THE MENTAL ASYLUM WITH THIS ONE TO COMFORT ME DURING IT🔥🔥🔥

    • @bring.back.the.owl.house4
      @bring.back.the.owl.house4 Рік тому

      ​@@ashterkomarov2185i wish you the best 🫶

    • @ashterkomarov2185
      @ashterkomarov2185 Рік тому

      JUST LEFT MY THERAPY SESSION WITH THIS ONE🔥🔥🔥🔥🙏🥶🥶🥶🥶 @@bring.back.the.owl.house4

  • @crumpite1372
    @crumpite1372 Рік тому +1470

    Hey, as someone with sexual trauma causing me to fluctuate between hypersexuality and asexuality, I wanted to tell you that this playlist really spoke to me. Thank you.

    • @MeowOnTheInternet
      @MeowOnTheInternet Рік тому +32

      Same. I hope you're doing alright.

    • @_jane__doe_your_biggest_fan
      @_jane__doe_your_biggest_fan 8 місяців тому +9

      OH MY GAHHH, SAME!! I hope you’re doing well!^^

    • @Nick-iy5fm
      @Nick-iy5fm 6 місяців тому +3

      I feel the same way, but I don't have the trauma part.... I think..

    • @neriumprotostar
      @neriumprotostar 4 місяці тому

      Exactly

    • @gingermaniac5484
      @gingermaniac5484 4 місяці тому +25

      hey, heads up, the opposite of hypersexuality is hyposexuality, not asexuality. hyper/hyposexuality can fluctuate but asexuality is just as solid as allosexuality
      asexuals can struggle with hypersexuality and they're no less asexual for it.
      much like a bisexual person dating a man or a woman is no less bisexual =}
      hope this helps, you're valid, keep fighting.

  • @londonianlemon496
    @londonianlemon496 2 роки тому +1855

    I like how this playlist has a sort of awareness about the songs themselves that you don't always get. Songs can be catchy and great yet have awful undertones or implications no one really thinks about or notices, and I think bringing light to that was very interesting. Keep up the great work, I'd subscribe if I hadn't already. :)

    • @londonianlemon496
      @londonianlemon496 2 роки тому +108

      As someone who is asexual it gives me an even more unique take on this playlist! ✨

    • @a1ien_b0y97
      @a1ien_b0y97  2 роки тому +137

      Thank you! Thats what i was going for here, these are songs they remind me of what trauma-induced fear of these things feel like

    • @Aperson11028
      @Aperson11028 Рік тому +19

      Mhm I’m not asexual but I’m afraid of even swimming in something that doesn’t at least cover my thighs

    • @sarinabina5487
      @sarinabina5487 Рік тому +6

      !!!

  • @GoblinBeater
    @GoblinBeater Рік тому +451

    Unlike some of the people here in the comments- I crave intimacy but due to past trauma, I'm extremely terrified of it. I can't even get into a romantic relationship without being terrified of being hurt again. I've never had a good romantic relationship so far in my life and most of them led me to getting therapy. So it's an endless cycle of craving but too afraid to go after affection.

    • @HelloThereImLynn
      @HelloThereImLynn 8 місяців тому +1

      Hypersexual?

    • @caitlinkar
      @caitlinkar 8 місяців тому +11

      Oh girlie me fuckin too

    • @nope9251
      @nope9251 6 місяців тому +9

      Was like that, but instead of just being afraid, I became somewhat possesive? Anyway, now I got into thinking "eh well while it happens, I'm gonna take and make the best out of it 'cause nothing's for long enough."
      Yeah, I dunno if it's good or wrong too.

    • @OlweCalmcacil
      @OlweCalmcacil 4 місяці тому +1

      Me fr

  • @-_k1tt3n_-74
    @-_k1tt3n_-74 Рік тому +360

    YK IT'S GOOD WHEN THERE'S DAZEY AND THE SCOUTS 👏👏👏👏👏

    • @Official_dizzy1
      @Official_dizzy1 Рік тому +2

      YESSS YA NOW IT 😍😍

    • @Annyxz69
      @Annyxz69 Рік тому

      DUDE I LITERALLY SAW YOU IN THE COMMENTS OF ANOTHER PLAYLIST LOL

    • @-_k1tt3n_-74
      @-_k1tt3n_-74 Рік тому

      I'M JUST BETTER LIKE THAT!!!😋😋✌

    • @sizzillingz
      @sizzillingz Рік тому

      FR FR 👏🏽👏🏽👏🏽

    • @STARBOY-044
      @STARBOY-044 Рік тому

      Dont i know it!!!!

  • @deathache
    @deathache Рік тому +527

    ALL ALONE IN MY BEDROOM WITH THE LIGHTS TURNED DOWN AND MY ROOMATE GONEEE

    • @PhD_Rebrands
      @PhD_Rebrands 8 місяців тому +29

      I KNOW ITS OVER STILL I CLING ONNNNN

    • @YourFavoriteInsomniac
      @YourFavoriteInsomniac 7 місяців тому +29

      CAUSE IM MY OWN RIGHT-HAND GIRLLLLL

    • @PhD_Rebrands
      @PhD_Rebrands 7 місяців тому +28

      AND I DONT NEED ANYONE BUTTTT

    • @P1AN0L0V3R
      @P1AN0L0V3R 6 місяців тому

      SOMETIMES I MISS YOUR STUPID FACEE

    • @onecrossedwire
      @onecrossedwire 6 місяців тому

      BUT SOMETIMES I MISS YOUR STUPID FACE AND YOUR TASTE AND YOUR SMOKING GU-UN !!!

  • @JosiahTheRoach
    @JosiahTheRoach Рік тому +145

    im like fr scared of sex sometimes

  • @Cerberus-Viper
    @Cerberus-Viper Рік тому +334

    you know its a banger when it starts with " wet "

  • @ZombieEnthusiast
    @ZombieEnthusiast Рік тому +238

    I rlly want to eat a lemon right now

  • @pepperish7580
    @pepperish7580 9 місяців тому +84

    I never want to be touched again

  • @deinodinosuchus
    @deinodinosuchus 4 місяці тому +39

    CRANE WIVES SONG ON A STRUGGLING-WITH-INTIMACY PLAYLIST?! WE TOUCHIN GRASS WITH THIS ONE FOLKS 🙌🙌🙌

    • @abbey1964
      @abbey1964 3 місяці тому +1

      I LOVE THE CRANE WIVES 😍😍😍

  • @idiotrat2698
    @idiotrat2698 Рік тому +519

    love being 16 and in highschool!!!! (cannot have a relationship without s3x because they lose interest in me :,] i cannot stop objectifying myself for the pleasure of others, and i have never experienced s3x that i actually enjoyed, the only 'enjoyable' part is seeing my partner happy) (guaranteed that in a month, me and that partner are strangers after and pretend we have done nothing despite any previous history)
    i've only had a handful of partners that i'm still friends with; if you have a choice, don't do what i do !!

    • @hihungryimdad
      @hihungryimdad Рік тому +74

      LITERALLY why cant some people just be okay with a s3xless relationship 😐

    • @TravellerZasha
      @TravellerZasha Рік тому +61

      let me assure you once you're outside of highschool, and the older you get the environment and people will be way better. You may even find a new perspective on the people you went to high school with and glad you aren't with the people that don't seem to care about you. I myself went through a similar relationship and yes we ended things and have no contact, yes i've grieved over it and yes I don't have any close friends now i'm still with. But i'm honestly okay with being in my own company. You'll be living with yourself your whole life, so why make it harder for yourself? Good luck! Stay strong! It will be okay :)

    • @idiotrat2698
      @idiotrat2698 Рік тому +37

      @@TravellerZasha thank you so much??? this is honestly what i needed to hear, i'm grateful for your comment

    • @sukisukidaisuki7752
      @sukisukidaisuki7752 Рік тому

      ​@@realisticfiction4874they know,, thats literally what the comment is about and why they said not to do what they do 💀💀

    • @theplumscrub1627
      @theplumscrub1627 Рік тому +19

      My question is why you would sacrifice your own boundaries for the sake of a relationship that is built on something you aren’t fond of. I really hope you’re alright.

  • @bilberrybird3925
    @bilberrybird3925 Рік тому +62

    Fuck I feel so called out by this playlist (I’ve obsessed over all of these songs) but I kinda almost want to cry too, it makes me feel some kind of way that so many people can relate

  • @r7skt
    @r7skt Рік тому +203

    I love music!!!! (I do not understand the concept of romantic or sexual attraction/desire and it makes me feel ostracized because I feel like I'm missing a key part of what makes me human.)

    • @marispicnicbasket1707
      @marispicnicbasket1707 Рік тому +22

      I don't really understand sexual attraction/ or the need to want to do that with someone. But yet again I am asexual so...

    • @idkmannnnnnnn
      @idkmannnnnnnn Рік тому +14

      oml i literally feel called out by ur description of urself like i feel the exact same way about love/sexual desire like i just cant feel them and it makes me feel like a piece of me is missing 😭

    • @SeaBuni
      @SeaBuni 7 місяців тому +5

      Well, I have a friend who’s aroace which is someone who experiences none to barely any romantic and sexual attraction. There’s also cupioromantic which is someone who wishes to experience romantic attraction but can’t due to lack of it. That might be you.

    • @TurtleBugs
      @TurtleBugs 2 місяці тому

      Same I don’t know if I’m aromantic or not though I’m pretty sure I’m asexual but like I don’t know if I’m aromatic or just don’t know how to identify a crush because everything is so sexualized about romance

    • @Bvbbles0_0
      @Bvbbles0_0 Місяць тому +1

      Oof. Reading that at 2 am and relating an insane amount

  • @BlurryfaceOfc
    @BlurryfaceOfc Рік тому +424

    "hi dad lololol" bought me some concern for some reason
    Awesome playlist, Idk how to feel about I felt listening to it, maybe I'll figure it out somehow, for now, you have an awesome taste in music

    • @a1ien_b0y97
      @a1ien_b0y97  Рік тому +287

      Hello, I appreciate your concern, at the time I made this playlist I thought my biological father was stalking me online, however now I have reason to believe he can’t do that anymore, so it is better now!

    • @Dominances
      @Dominances 7 місяців тому +41

      @@a1ien_b0y97 ...what the fuc-

  • @-sunny-429
    @-sunny-429 Рік тому +50

    The way he claps perfectly on beat with Tear You Apart

  • @sinews8slushies
    @sinews8slushies Рік тому +1078

    this is absoluetly wonderful. as an asexual with a bit of hypersexuality (maybe??) sprinkled in, i completely feel this playlist

    • @eat_your_young
      @eat_your_young Рік тому +8

      SAME

    • @C4rrotSan
      @C4rrotSan Рік тому +6

      ME TOO

    • @Kuntfetti
      @Kuntfetti Рік тому

      Protecting u from the “asexuals” that say u can’t be hypersexual and asexual at the same time

    • @nick_is_a_good_name1484
      @nick_is_a_good_name1484 Рік тому +20

      My sexuality is fluid and often times fluctuates into asexuality despite how I'm feeling at the time, so I get this a lot 🥲

    • @Flamedied
      @Flamedied Рік тому +70

      I just looked it up and I wasn’t expecting for there to be an actual term for it.
      Hypersexual asexuality refers to individuals who experience little to no sexual attraction, but may still have a high s3x drive or enjoy s3xual activity for reasons other than attraction.
      Hyperfluxsexual is an identity on the asexual spectrum that fluctuates between hypersexual and apothisexual.
      I think these both may be two different things with minor differences but still.
      (These are the definitions I found)

  • @rhythm_kitchenn
    @rhythm_kitchenn 4 місяці тому +28

    i love how weezer is on this it fits perfectly

  • @MOLtheRAT
    @MOLtheRAT Рік тому +290

    ~ALL THE LYRICS~
    --------------------------------------------------
    WET - Dayze and the Scouts
    All alone in my bedroom
    With the lights turned down and my roommate gone
    I know it's over, still I cling on
    'Cause I'm my own right-hand girl
    And I don't need anyone
    But sometimes I miss your stupid face, and your taste
    And your smoking gun
    It's so depressing how the tear ducts in my eyes
    Are so much wetter than the space between my thighs
    Oh, oh, oh, I can't help if thinking about it only makes me cry
    It keeps me wet, you know you keep me wet
    'Til I run dry
    It's nights like this that remind me of my deepest fantasy
    Where I'm all alone and I feel the cold, dark earth caressing me
    'Cause I'm six feet under nearly, and I don't have anyone, but
    This wouldn't be the first or last time that
    Both my tears and I have come
    It's so depressing how the tear ducts in my eyes
    Are so much wetter than the space between my thighs
    Oh, oh, oh, I can't help if thinking about it only makes me cry
    It keeps me wet, you keep me wet
    'Til I run dry
    My blood runs cold, my thoughts are plasmic
    Im not letting go
    And letting go could be orgasmic
    But I guess I wouldn't know
    It's so depressing how the tear ducts in my eyes
    Are so much wetter than the space between my thighs
    Oh, oh, oh, I can't help if thinking about you only makes me cry
    It keeps me wet, you know you keep me wet
    'Til I run dry
    (skipping fahrradsattle- sorry)
    --------------------------------------------------
    TOGUES n TEETH - The Crane Wives
    I've grown a mouth so sharp and cruel
    It's all that I can give to you, my dear
    And when you come in quick to steal a kiss
    My teeth will only cut your lips, my dear
    And I know that you mean so well
    But I am not a vessel for your good intent
    I will only break your pretty things
    I will only wring you dry of everything
    But if you're fine with that
    You can be mine like that

    Abandon all your stupid dreams
    About the girl I could have been, my dear
    'Cause, in the night, I know you burn with feelings
    I cannot return, my dear
    Oh, my dear
    You gotta know that this won't last
    Desperation will erase the fact
    I'm keeping all
    Of the answers in my cigarette box
    Yeah, the answer's in the second before the other shoe drops
    And if you're blind to that
    I am fine with that
    Oh I will ruin you
    Oh I will ruin you
    It's a habit, I can't help it
    I know that you mean so well
    But I am not a vessel for your good intent
    I will only break your pretty things
    I will only wring you dry of everything
    And if you're fine with that
    If you're fine with that
    I will poison all your happy thoughts
    I love you like the ashes in my cigarette box
    And if you're fine with that
    You can be mine
    If you're fine with that
    You can be mine
    --------------------------------------------------
    BOTTOM - McCafferty
    Hey man I miss your collar bones
    I know the way your skin feels on my collar bones
    I know I stole that line
    Steal all my lines from this guy named Brian
    Hey man I miss your collar bones
    I know the way your skin feels on my collar bones
    I know I stole that line
    Steal all my lines from this guy named Brian
    You be the front
    I'll be the back
    And you sing like this
    So I'll sing like that
    You be the bottom and I'll be the top
    I'll put the lid on the jar when it's shut
    The headlights and werewolves
    Come out of the forest at night on your birthday
    I know they adore us
    But headlights and werewolves
    Come out of the forest at night on your birthday
    I know they I know they
    But I feel the way that you stare
    At the back of my neck
    From the back of the porch
    While you're mowing your
    I feel the way that you stare at the back of my neck
    From the back of the porch
    While you're mowing your
    Can you pay for overtime?
    Can you pay to keep my secrets safe?
    Can you break my legs tonight?
    Can you help me take away the pain?
    Can you pay for overtime?
    Can you pay to keep my secrets safe?
    Can you break my legs tonight?
    Can you break my legs tonight?
    pay for overtime?
    Can you pay to keep my secrets safe?
    Can you break my legs tonight?
    Can you help me take away the pain?
    pay for overtime?
    Can you pay to keep my secrets safe?
    Can you break my legs tonight?
    Can you break my legs tonight?
    But I feel the way that you stare at the back of my neck
    From the back of the porch
    While you're mowing your
    I feel the way that you stare at the back of my neck
    From the back of the porch
    While you're mowing your
    I feel the way
    That you stare at the back of my neck
    From the back of the porch
    While you're mowing your
    Can you pay for overtime?
    Can you pay to keep my secrets safe?
    Can you break my legs tonight?
    Can you break my legs tonight?
    can you pay for overtime?
    Can you pay to keep my secrets safe?
    Can you break my legs tonight?
    Can you break my legs tonight?
    Oh fuck you
    --------------------------------------------------
    ITS ONLY SEX - Car Seat Headrest
    The other night I cried while thinking of having sex with you
    Not out of desire or shame but some subconscious impulse to feel pain
    I wiped my tears on my face and neck and the backs of my ears
    And said, "Now it's sweat, now it's sweat, it's sweat now"
    Just to see you
    It's such a treasure
    But when I feel you
    My flesh yields no pleasure
    And honey I'm cultured
    I'm very sex positive
    So what is this feeling?
    It ain't so positive
    I cannot tell you if I like it, I like it
    What happens if I don't like it? I like it
    I cannot tell you if I like it, I like it
    What happens if I don't like it? It's only
    ok so I've been reading all the sex blogs
    And they all talk about how ok it is to be gay
    And straight and bisexual and asexual
    And have sex however you like
    But I don't care about hundreds of hypothetical people
    And their hypothetical sex deals
    I care about me, and my sex deal
    What about my problems?
    Baby, my body
    Constantly betrays me
    I try to betray it
    I only hurt myself
    Yeah, yeah
    I cannot tell you if I like it, I like it
    What happens if I don't like it? I like it
    I cannot tell you if I like it, I like it
    What happens if I don't like it? It's only-
    It's only sex
    It's only
    It's only sex
    C'mon, sexual desire speak
    I want to hold you tight
    I want to feel your love physically
    I want to sleep with you
    But only in the literal sense
    I cannot tell you if I like it, I like it
    What happens if I don't like it? I like you
    I cannot tell you if I like it, I like it
    What happens if I don't like it? It's only-
    I cannot tell you if I like it, I like it
    What happens if I don't like it? I like it
    I cannot tell you if I like it, I like it
    What happens if I don't like it? It's only-
    It's only sex
    It's only-
    It's only sex
    It's only sex
    It's only-
    It's only sex
    It's only sex
    It's only-
    (the rest is in the replies of this!!!) (i hope- shits buggin out- not lettin me send it all in one thing)

    • @MOLtheRAT
      @MOLtheRAT Рік тому +91

      --------------------------------------------------
      TEAR YOU APART - She Wants Revenge
      Got a big plan, this mindset maybe it's right
      At the right place, and right time
      Maybe tonight
      And the whisper or handshake
      Sending a sign
      Wanna make out and kiss hard
      Wait nevermind
      Late night in passing
      Mention it flip to her
      Best friend, it's nothing
      Maybe it slipped
      But the slip turns to terror
      And a crush to light
      Then she walked in, he froze up
      Believe it's the fright
      It's cute in a way
      'Til you cannot speak
      And you leave to have a cigarette
      Knees get weak
      Escape was just a nod
      And a casual wave
      Obsessed about it
      Heavy for the next two days
      It's only just a crush
      It'll go away
      It's just like all the others
      It'll go away
      Or maybe this is danger
      And you just don't know
      You pray it all away
      But it continues to grow
      I want to hold you close
      Skin pressed against me tight
      Lie still, and close your eyes girl
      So lovely, it feels so right
      I want to hold you close
      Soft breath, beating heart
      As I whisper in your ear
      I wanna fucking tear you apart
      Then he walked up and told her
      Thinking maybe it'd pass
      And they talked and looked away a lot doing the dance
      Her hand brushed up against his
      She left it there
      Told him how she felt
      And then they locked in a stare
      They took a step back, thought about it
      What should they do?
      'Cause there's always repercussions
      When you're dating in school
      But their lips met
      And reservations started to pass
      Whether this was just an evening
      Or a thing that would last
      Either way he wanted her
      And this was bad
      Wanted to do things to her
      It was making him crazy
      Now a little crush
      Turned into a like
      And now he wants to grab her by the hair and tell her
      I want to hold you close
      Skin pressed against me tight
      Lie still, and close your eyes girl
      So lovely, it feels so right
      I want to hold you close
      Soft breast, beating heart
      As I whisper in your ear
      I wanna to fucking tear you apart
      I want to hold you close
      Skin pressed against me tight
      Lie still, and close your eyes girl
      So lovely, it feels so right
      I want to hold you close
      Soft breast, beating heart
      As I whisper in your ear
      I wanna fucking tear you apart
      I want to hold you close
      Skin pressed against me tight
      Lie still, close your eyes girl
      So lovely, it feels so right
      I want to hold you close
      Soft breast, beating heart
      As I whisper in your ear
      I want to fucking tear you apart
      --------------------------------------------------
      WHY BOTHER? - weezer
      I know, I should get next to you
      You got a look that made me think you're cool
      But it's just sexual attraction
      Not something real so I'd rather keep whacking
      Why bother?
      It's gonna hurt me
      It's gonna kill when you desert me
      This happened to me twice before
      It won't happen to me anymore
      I've known a lotta girls before
      What's the harm in knowing one more?
      Maybe we could even get together
      Maybe you could break my heart next summer
      Why bother?
      It's gonna hurt me
      It's gonna kill when you desert me
      This happened to me twice before
      It won't happen to me anymore
      It's a crying shame I'm all alone
      Not with you, nor her, nor anyone
      Won't you knock me on my head?
      Crack it open, let me outta here
      Why bother?
      It's gonna hurt me
      It's gonna kill when you desert me
      This happened to me twice before
      It won't happen to me anymore
      Why bother? Why bother?
      It's gonna hurt me It's gonna hurt me
      It's gonna kill when Why bother?
      You desert me Gonna hurt me
      Why bother? Why bother?
      It's gonna hurt me It's gonna hurt me
      Why bother?
      It's gonna hurt me
      --------------------------------------------------
      NIMBASA CORE - Plasterbrain
      You don't even get it
      You don't even want to
      How could I just leave you
      Loving you as I do?
      How could I go and quit
      Knowing we're the right fit?
      Wearing you like new shoes
      Thinking that I can't lose
      Ooh, I only want your body
      Ooh, I only want your body
      Ooh, I only want your body
      Ooh, i only want your body
      You're just like the last one
      Too much work and no fun
      Like you've just forgotten
      Eden's fruit is rotten
      Man in all the pictures
      He knows how to please her
      You don't even care, even care, even care, even
      Mmm, I only want your body, body, body
      Mmm, I only want your body, body, body
      --------------------------------------------------
      HERMIT THE FROG - Marina and the Diamonds
      Yeah, I feel I'm watered down
      Whenever he's around
      I put on the crown of clowns
      And melt slowly to the ground
      Yeah, I feel it comin on
      When I've been static for too long
      And an explosion comes in time
      Before I go and cross the line
      They say, "You used to be so kind i never knew you had such a dirty mind"
      Well, I
      Went to the doctors believing
      The devil had control over me
      I was finding it hard to breathe
      And finding it hard to fight the feelin'
      When my heart just burst, like a glass balloon
      I let it fly too high, and it shattered too soon
      I was the wrong damn girl in the wrong damn room
      I broke my glass balloon
      I let go of my glass balloon
      They call him Hermit the Frog
      He's looking for a dog
      Did you find your bitch in me?
      Oh, you're abominable socially
      You're just a little bit too much like me
      She says, "She used to be so kind"
      Well baby, I give you your dirty mind
      Well I,
      I wanna tell you a secret
      You can take your double standard love, and keep it
      I can't help the devil likes to make my heart a double bed
      And I can't help he sometimes likes to come, and rest his little head
      When my heart just burst, like a glass balloon
      I let it fly too high, and it shattered too soon
      I was the wrong damn girl in the wrong damn room
      I broke my glass balloon
      I let go of my glass balloon
      Oh my heart just burst, like a glass balloon
      We let them fly too high, and they shattered too soon
      Are we the wrong damn people in the wrong damn room?
      We broke our glass balloons
      We let go of our glass balloons
      We broke our glass balloon
      Let go of my glass balloon
      -------------------------------------------------
      NOT ALLOWED - TV Girl
      Now you suck
      We wanna talk about sex but we're not allowed
      Well, you may not like it but you better learn how 'cause it's your turn now
      You're wasting your tongue with lame excuses and lies
      So how should I begin this?
      I guess it started when you were with him
      And how he never even took you out to dance
      But did he fuck with any rhythm?
      But now he's playing with your head
      But did he ever make you cum?
      Did he ever make you cry?
      Do the wires in your mind get sewn together
      Rubbed and severed by the heat
      You don't know how long I could stare into your picture
      And wish that it was me
      I guess it's different 'cause you love him
      But I've got an interactive
      Sick and twisted imagination
      And that's gotta count for something
      We wanna talk about sex but we're not allowed
      Well you may not like it but you better learn how 'cause it's your turn now
      You're wasting your tongue with lame excuses and lies
      Get your face between my thighs
      I dreamt I was standing in your doorstep
      Licking sweat off of your forehead
      With your finger in my mouth
      And the sound when leather jackets hit the ground
      You should hear when you're not around
      When it's just us horny poets
      Who can't wait to write it down
      And swear we were only being honest
      Do you like these little sonnets
      'Cause I wrote them just for you
      But how quickly they turn sour
      So be careful who you screw
      And never call
      And I'm starting to suspect
      You don't intend to do anything you say at all
      We wanna talk about sex but we're not allowed
      Well you may not like it but you'd better learn how 'cause it's your turn now
      You're wasting your tongue with lame excuses and lies
      All by yourself, sittin alone
      I hope we're still friends, yeah, I hope you don't mind
      All by yourself, sittin alone
      I hope we're still friends, yeah, I hope you don't mind
      All by yourself, sittin alone
      I hope we're still friends, yeah, I hope you don't mind
      All by yourself, sittin alone
      I hope we're still friends, yeah, I hope you don't mind
      All by yourself, sittin alone
      I hope we're still friends, yeah, I hope you don't mind
      All by yourself, sittin alone
      I hope we're still friends, yeah, I hope you don't mind
      All by yourself, sittin alone
      I hope we're still friends, yeah, I hope you don't mind
      All by yourself, sittin alone
      I hope we're still friends, yeah, I hope you don't mind
      (some dumdum better find this useful-
      n if ya are that dumdum well- hi- n have a good rest of ur day

    • @r3n.is.missing
      @r3n.is.missing Рік тому +15

      BRO THANKS SO MUCH

    • @antoporoto
      @antoporoto Рік тому +40

      lyrics for Fahrradsattel!!!
      by Pisse
      Du willst eine Jahreskarte
      Du willst einen Ring am Finger
      Eine Gummihand in deiner
      Festgekettet und für immer
      Aber ich will dein Fahrradsattel sein
      Aber ich will dein Fahrradsattel sein
      Aber ich will dein Fahrradsattel sein
      Aber ich will dein Fahrradsattel sein
      Aber ich will dein Fahrradsattel sein
      Aber ich will dein Fahrradsattel sein
      Aber ich will dein Fahrradsattel sein
      Aber ich will dein Fahrradsattel sein

    • @s4velik
      @s4velik 4 місяці тому +3

      THANK YPU SO MUCH🫂🫂🫂

    • @unkulturedd
      @unkulturedd 4 місяці тому +3

      YOURE ACTUALLY AWESOME FOR THIS

  • @dukkha_chan
    @dukkha_chan 4 місяці тому +22

    when flirting feels like a threat

    • @superxara173
      @superxara173 3 місяці тому +1

      im sincerely sorry for the random trauma dump but real
      when he said he would f my dead body as a joke i was disgusted and felt threatened

    • @jade_bbybluelyrix
      @jade_bbybluelyrix 3 місяці тому +1

      @@superxara173yeah that's disgusting wtf💀 get out of there

    • @superxara173
      @superxara173 3 місяці тому

      @@jade_bbybluelyrix no cause we pretty much stopped talking a few months ago i was 13 when he said this (i turned 14 in january) and he's 15 and obviously i know he wouldn't actually but why did he need to say that bro ☹

  • @VioletStar939
    @VioletStar939 Рік тому +68

    Not gonna lie this has gotta be one of my most favorite playlists I've listened to (I've listened to it to at least 5 times already)

  • @NotReallyX
    @NotReallyX Рік тому +53

    I see Henry, I clicked

  • @saltguun
    @saltguun 2 роки тому +95

    your channel is too underrated.
    you dropped this, (gives crown)

    • @a1ien_b0y97
      @a1ien_b0y97  2 роки тому +7

      Aaaa very late but thank you :]

    • @saltguun
      @saltguun 2 роки тому +3

      @@a1ien_b0y97 lol, yw >:D and cg on 3k!!!

  • @elanit_lk7357
    @elanit_lk7357 Рік тому +48

    The title and the thumbnail made me have a hunch and the intro just made me nod in such a way I cant describe but you just understand and go " o h " (btw ik its been a year since this was uploaded but hope ur doing good and for others too reading this !!

  • @kriss0ul
    @kriss0ul Рік тому +18

    i didn’t mean to listen to this entire playlist but i listened to the whole thing in one sitting… its so good

  • @MonsieurSimp
    @MonsieurSimp 8 місяців тому +45

    My only two urges fighting to see which one will confuse my friends more:
    the urge to meme about everything vs the urge to act gay and hypersexual

  • @bitjules
    @bitjules Рік тому +25

    fucked up how only this playlist made me realize the lyrics of Nimbasa Core

  • @choccy_smilk
    @choccy_smilk 3 місяці тому +7

    i found my people holy shit. this is all ive been thinking about for MONTHS, im so glad im not the only one who feels this way

  • @emerilmacayaon5186
    @emerilmacayaon5186 Рік тому +15

    thank you dear local playlist dealer, its been a long while since I saw you in my recommendations.
    To be honest If I knew waiting 7 months would give another banger I would have happily waited.

  • @idkmannnnnnnn
    @idkmannnnnnnn Рік тому +43

    YESS ITS ABOUT DAMN TIME THAT SOMEONE GETS THAT FAHRRADSATTAL IS ABOUT SEX LIKE IT LITERALLY MEANS BICYCLE SADDLE LIKE ITS LITERALLY TALKING ABOUT RIDING SOMEONE LIKE MY GREAT GRANDMA WAS GERMAN AND I LEARNED GERMAN FROM HER AND THE AMOUNT OF PPL I KNOW WHO THOUGHT IT WAS A VENT SONG OML😭😭

  • @novacil1217
    @novacil1217 Рік тому +28

    im aroace but i mostly like these songs to think about my character's stories :] is fun

  • @Lone2TFlow
    @Lone2TFlow 3 місяці тому +7

    Not this popping in my recommendations tab when things started getting a bit too serious 💀☠

  • @MOLtheRAT
    @MOLtheRAT Рік тому +24

    ''tear you apart'' by she wants revenge- might have just become my new fav song

  • @xXetherealx.angelXx
    @xXetherealx.angelXx Рік тому +78

    I’m very much hyper sexual from past experiences, so these songs kind of hit hard.

  • @undeadsnail3569
    @undeadsnail3569 2 роки тому +110

    I love your music taste so much bro!❤❤

  • @Moralityoverconsistency
    @Moralityoverconsistency Рік тому +25

    Im not scared of intimacy I was traumatized.

  • @Ventchannel4989
    @Ventchannel4989 4 місяці тому +10

    I want to cry and vent but HENRY STICKMIN DOING THE DISTRACTION DANCE HELLO??!!

  • @Louis-LeBeau
    @Louis-LeBeau Рік тому +28

    dang this plalist came to me at a good time lol

    • @Louis-LeBeau
      @Louis-LeBeau Рік тому +9

      Also is is just me or does Henry usually clap on the beat to most of these songs.

    • @w0men_k1sser
      @w0men_k1sser Рік тому +4

      @@Louis-LeBeau agreed, i see it too lol

  • @samshine_2
    @samshine_2 Рік тому +7

    this is genuinely the best playlist ive listened to thus far

  • @amymartinez9083
    @amymartinez9083 Рік тому +4

    started off with a real banger

  • @mfshcs
    @mfshcs 3 місяці тому +2

    i immediately clicked on this video when i saw it's only sex on the thumbnail. good playlist, love it!!! perfectly captures the complexity of human intimacy and the levels beyond physical connection. :) ❤

  • @s0bbee_
    @s0bbee_ 11 місяців тому +4

    LIVE LAUGH LOVE THIS PLAYLIST!!😎

  • @vicinitylol1908
    @vicinitylol1908 Рік тому +5

    I was listening this during school and came back in my main acc to tell you how good this playlist is do yo boo it’s literally so good

  • @cieri3841
    @cieri3841 Рік тому +3

    this playlist and comment section healed something in me, i think. ty for making this

  • @chlornayasobaka
    @chlornayasobaka Рік тому +5

    bro its da best playlist i ever heard damn

  • @scpblunt
    @scpblunt 3 місяці тому +1

    the funky guy dancing to such disturbing themes is the level of unbothered I aspire to reach.

  • @aprilfirefox9420
    @aprilfirefox9420 Рік тому +7

    Reminds me of the time i would use my body for others because i felt that was the only purpose i had other than being a girlfriend. Even though it was all online, they left the moment i showed discomfort.

  • @ineffablefallen
    @ineffablefallen Рік тому +7

    the way i gasped when wet was the first song (i have a playlist like this and wet is one of the ones in it)

    • @-Elyise-
      @-Elyise- Рік тому

      Hey! Could you post a link to that playlist I really love this type of music and am looking for similar playlists

  • @visualsno
    @visualsno Рік тому +2

    First playlist I've seen Fahrradsattle in!!! Such a specific vibe.

  • @kami6358
    @kami6358 4 місяці тому +3

    I want intimacy but I’m scared that my body will not be what they expect it to look like. I FW THIS PLAYLIST!!!🔥🔥🔥🔥

  • @samantha.redacted
    @samantha.redacted 4 місяці тому +1

    I have LOVED all of these songs individually and never realized the connection between them, thank you

  • @wrenoak6391
    @wrenoak6391 9 місяців тому +4

    THIS HOW I BE FEELIN AT 2 AM ON A FRIDAY NIGHT 💯💥💯💥💯💥💥💥💯💯💥💯

  • @MJ.The.Scholar
    @MJ.The.Scholar 3 місяці тому +1

    I love that some random person on the internet made not one, but two playlists that I love and relate to sm

  • @foundationsofdecays
    @foundationsofdecays 4 місяці тому +3

    i'm getting used to being in a relationship with a guy who doesn't want to get into my pants every five seconds as an asexual person after being pressured into sexual intimacy for a decade straight when i was in relationships. but my boyfriend and i are on the same page, and it feels oddly comforting. i like that we respect each other. i suddenly don't feel like im being viewed as an object anymore, so that's nice. i like these songs a lot. thanks for including the crane wives! i don't come across many people who listen to 'em.

  • @nozzy57
    @nozzy57 4 місяці тому +4

    I want a relationship so bad, want all the intimacy a relationship can offer, and then when there is even the slightest chance of me getting that relationship I balk and run away from it. Fun fun!

  • @rottinq_corpse
    @rottinq_corpse 4 місяці тому +5

    as someone who's a hypersexual ace with a randomly hypersexual partner, this playlist is helping me cope w/ my repulsion {even tho it's apart of our humour} 😭😭😭

  • @Shrimp9p
    @Shrimp9p 3 місяці тому +1

    I'm just going to leave a comment here because I am quite literally in love with this playlist

  • @OumaKinnie
    @OumaKinnie 21 день тому

    It's like I want to be intimate with a person but I'm scared of anyone ever seeing me that vulnerable

  • @mr.crapassencountersasecon589
    @mr.crapassencountersasecon589 2 роки тому +17

    You’re music tasteeeeeee

  • @ibelieveinmikasupremacy
    @ibelieveinmikasupremacy Рік тому +2

    thank you for putting nimbasa core in this playlist

  • @R0S3M4RY_
    @R0S3M4RY_ 4 місяці тому +17

    I like how McCafferty's song on there says "(hes not a good guy)" which I wholeheartedly support.

    • @ITS.VIVIENN
      @ITS.VIVIENN 2 місяці тому +2

      Does it mean that McCafferty isn't a good person? (Genuinely asking)

    • @Ezra_they-them
      @Ezra_they-them 2 місяці тому

      @@ITS.VIVIENN i was wondering that too, i haven't heard anything bad but its entirely possible i missed something cuz i only started listening to his music a couple months ago

    • @ITS.VIVIENN
      @ITS.VIVIENN 2 місяці тому +1

      @@Ezra_they-them yeah. I've been a fan of him for almost 2 years and I would be disappointed if he did something bad. And neither have I heard of any controversy so idk.

  • @xai.i__.
    @xai.i__. 2 місяці тому +2

    weezer.... weeezer..... hyperventilates

  • @alligatordawg
    @alligatordawg 3 місяці тому +2

    This makes me uncomfortable yet I'm still watching

  • @caseyalexander-kd2le
    @caseyalexander-kd2le Рік тому +4

    nahh you know its bouta be good when Wet by the dayze and the scouts starts to play

  • @jaaanai
    @jaaanai Рік тому +3

    tear you apart makes me feel like a serial killer

  • @skaterlightyaoi
    @skaterlightyaoi Рік тому +2

    I LOVE THIS PLAYLIST SM OMG. . .

  • @vi_pravi
    @vi_pravi 3 місяці тому +4

    A lot of people are talking about fearing physical intimacy here, but I really fear emotional intimacy. It's hard for me to form attachments and it's hard to have deep meaningful conversations about me and my feelings
    I also might or might not be aromantic lol

  • @Prexziy
    @Prexziy Рік тому +29

    Wow I FRIKEN love this playlist!! I'm so glad I clicked this video!

  • @zarly-ig
    @zarly-ig 3 місяці тому +3

    weezer mentioned (fire playlist :3!!)

  • @ghostiieeseason
    @ghostiieeseason 4 місяці тому +2

    damn this playlist hit like a semi truck
    this is really good i really related to this

  • @anaiaram
    @anaiaram 4 місяці тому +4

    including the song mccafferty made making fun of the front bottoms but no song by TFB is kinda hilarious not gonna lie

  • @tiffloo5457
    @tiffloo5457 Рік тому +2

    i lovvvveeeed the first song, surprised that its the first song because thats the only song i knew in this platlist

  • @xai.i__.
    @xai.i__. Місяць тому +1

    when my lactose intolerance kicks in

  • @Wawax8
    @Wawax8 6 місяців тому +5

    Whenever i think about intimacy i start to cry and get really nauseous

  • @Mayois.husband
    @Mayois.husband Рік тому +11

    [RANT. EXPLICIT KINDA]
    Because of some stuff that went on,
    I fear intimacy.
    My boyfriend seems OK with the idea of trying
    Things in the future, but I don't know myself.
    I want to, I trust him,
    But.. I get physically sick.
    Yet sometimes it turns me on?
    I don't understand.
    What does this mean?
    What do I tell him?
    I can't figure it out or process it.

  • @puppetsarewonderful
    @puppetsarewonderful 4 місяці тому +1

    thank you. all bangers and what i feel constantly ^^

  • @-Elyise-
    @-Elyise- Рік тому +8

    Hey!!
    Does anyone have suggestions for more playlists with this vibe/ type of music? I would really like to listen to more music like this
    Thank you 🙏❤️

    • @scoutie4997
      @scoutie4997 Рік тому +1

      hey! if you liked the sound of these songs, id listen to more of the stuff by the artists, i personally like most of what csh and marina have done and would totally suggest more. if you like mcafferty but dont want to support him, you might like certain midwest emo bands, like the front bottoms or modern baseball:)

    • @-Elyise-
      @-Elyise- Рік тому

      @@scoutie4997 okay thank you so much! I love marinas music but I will look into similar artists

    • @awts..7954
      @awts..7954 11 місяців тому +1

      For Dazey and the scouts , you can try Destroy Boys

    • @-Elyise-
      @-Elyise- 11 місяців тому

      Thank you sm!

  • @KlevisaMaklekaj-el4kt
    @KlevisaMaklekaj-el4kt 3 місяці тому +1

    listening to this while talking to my crush who also has a slight fear of intimacy is crazy bro

  • @sadironi
    @sadironi 4 місяці тому +2

    OH MY GOD THE CRANE WIVES ILY!!!/P

  • @a-loser
    @a-loser 11 місяців тому +2

    FINALLY THE CRANE WIVES IN A PLAYLIST!!!

  • @CataclitsmicDisaster
    @CataclitsmicDisaster 4 місяці тому

    i have been staring at the little dancing guy on my screen for the last half an hour, im not ok (this a beautiful playlist, i dont see car seat headrest in many places at all amd theyre one of my favourites so that makes this even better)

  • @fulana_de_tal
    @fulana_de_tal 6 місяців тому

    Jeez i like this playlist an embarassing ammount, in a "every couple months i remember this exists and then listen to it 10 times in a row" way, ridiculous how i like every single song in it so much

  • @Oscars.Weenie
    @Oscars.Weenie 2 місяці тому +1

    the slow dance started and they looked at me and placed a hand on my shoulder and i just froze up until it was over, dear lord im confused

  • @person-uy3rz
    @person-uy3rz Рік тому +23

    Listening to these songs at 13 :/

    • @losaa3536
      @losaa3536 Рік тому +5

      you just made me realize im literally 13
      im worried about my mental health

    • @BluedJJ
      @BluedJJ Рік тому +1

      Same bro

    • @MOLtheRAT
      @MOLtheRAT Рік тому +1

      my dumdums 14- eh close enough-
      yup yup

    • @willgrx5055
      @willgrx5055 Рік тому +22

      you guys its normal to not want or to be scared of intimacy and sex when you're 13-17 and even later on in life, but you guys are just teens, and its getting normalized to just start talking about sexual experiences and stuff younger nowadays but I assure you that it's normal to not want anything to do with it when you're so young

    • @theplumscrub1627
      @theplumscrub1627 Рік тому +10

      Like the guy above me said, chill out. Some tweens get curious really early, and some only when they’re fully adults. Be yourselves

  • @bixxander
    @bixxander 3 місяці тому +2

    Holding back from constant sexual urges plus battling addiction with p*rn and m* st* rb* tion.... since I can't really understand the song without lyrics...all I can do Is just vibing here lolol

  • @talapines7543
    @talapines7543 Місяць тому

    The (hes not a good guy) made me audibly laugh in the middle of the night

  • @RozaIsVague
    @RozaIsVague 2 місяці тому

    The playlist is fantastic :DD (Listening to it is torture for me but dw, it keeps me awake((traumatized.))

  • @wxrrennn
    @wxrrennn Рік тому +4

    some of these r actually good tbh, even tho i hate what the song implies its still pretty good

  • @hylianseed
    @hylianseed 9 місяців тому +2

    Not directly related, but tbh this playlist also fits perfectly with Astarion

  • @meostocax
    @meostocax 4 місяці тому +4

    god i wish i never got exposed to the internet at 4 years old.

  • @2012shroomgirl
    @2012shroomgirl 3 місяці тому +1

    I just like watching the silly little Henry stick man dance as I sadly relate to the unsilly music

  • @arin_needs_help74
    @arin_needs_help74 3 місяці тому +2

    OTHERS ARE SCARED OF INTIMACY TOO?? IVE FOUND MY PEOPLEEE

  • @arux-jl6tu
    @arux-jl6tu Рік тому +6

    I