Because you're weak. Get to training! Forget about her. You only want her because you can't have her. If you got what you wanted, you'd be sick of her shit within 3 months. Trust me on that. It's been 2 months since your comment, has anything changed??
@williamcouture7901 That feeling doesn't go away, but it's pain fades with time. That's how you know it was real. Doesn't mean you need to linger on it brodie. Best thing you can do is be a better version of yourself, for yourself. Pick yourself up brodie, you got this.
Bro I needed this, you spent your tune writing this, and please for the love of God don't do anything stupid never thought in this generation I'd see this but happy new year's and be happy you deserve everything in the world
I am finnaly realizing who i am. I hate myself my family my school and everyone. im so scared to talk to people and always put a smile on my face pretending to be happy. its hard to me to talk to people im scared to say something wrong, the worst case is that im always left out by my friend group. i broke up with my boyfriend, he cheated on me. well if i say that i do have social anxiety no one will belive me and everyone will think that im just coming up with this shit. but im not. its so hard to talk to people even to my closest people, i fake laugh after my every sentence because of how nervous i am. well the rumour about that the funniest person in the group may be hiding alot of things may be true as after school i always hide in my room. well when my friends ask if i can go out with them i always have to answear no because of the secret that im going to 2 schools at once. yes i have one school which is the local one and after that i have a school that is a much higher grade one and im struggeling everyday with it. if i say to my mom that i need to taake a little nap because of how tored i am of my school 1 my mom will call me selfish, but i actually do get tired around people, being around them is always like pushing a rock up a hill because of my social anxiety. i never get to rest, ill never find friends ill be feeling safe around as the group i have has been so toxic, but i cant just leave them because ive been ''happy'' with them. badly for me i cant tell no one about my feelings, only to my book that i scribble in everyday. sometimes things go so badly for me that next morning ill wake up with bruises on my arms because i had cut myself up. no one noticed. well my mom called me cold hearted selfish mistake and that i dont love her, everyday im scared for her, everyday i prayed to god for her and everyday i help her if needed and this is what i get back from her. i cant tell this no one i cant afford therapist and i cant say about that i have bad social anxiety because that will be ''selfish'' of me. my life is a living hell right now. im smart and i focus on dicepline, religion ond myself but again everyone use me like that.im no longer living, im just existing. ive lost 3 people in one year 2 of them were who i could actually trust and the ones i would die for if needed, the ones i would donate my own heart if needed. R.i.p to Grandma Uncle 1 and uncle 2. the worst part is that i cant just one day fade my smile away because everyone will look stargely at me and be like, ''wwhy is she even sad nothing is happening to her, shes perfect she just needs attention probably.'' well behind that smile and these blue eyes may be all this and more. people im scared for my uncle and cousins because they live rn in a active war spot and a missile could strike their home any moment, terrorists could come to a mall any moment. im going to visit them this year. and im never coming back home. when ill get bigger maybe ill just join the military to end this quicker. if ill survive ill use my degrees and work as a pilot. maybe through tthat cockpit of the plane ill see heaven. well bye time to sleep. im just selfish and cold hearted after all.
The world is a fucked up place with not many positives to it. The only way to overcome these feelings and emotions is to let go of those people, find something that you enjoy that makes you happy. Do that thing as much as possible. Take a minute every now and then to get your shit together. Breathe. I think focusing on the small positives that come out of life is the only way to appreciate it for what it really is. It truly is awful what your going through and god I'm so blessed to have people around me who love and care for me. People I can reciprocate those actions and feelings to, to show them I am there for them too. If you need someone to talk to my Instagram is @landonsimon22. I'll accept your req and try to help you out as much as I possibly can. Life is a bitch that we are all trying our best to get through, someone to help you through the rough times can really change everything. Hoping you are in a better situation now, praying for you.
Damn. Listen the world is a cruel place don’t forget that, it’s just you and your feelings that matter in this world. I feel the exact same way, as if i can’t truly feel happy anymore and that it’s just me alone, i care for others but i fear they don’t feel the same. Ive been fighting alone for about 7 years now, i just can’t feel the same as i used to. Hell, i fear that my OWN parents don’t love me, you gotta watch for the people who are worth the pain to go through. I just feel empty, i just sat in my room all day all night just pondering around like a damn fool. I truly hope you recover from all of this, never really had a girlfriend but i just see it as pain and as a waste of time, nothing last forever. I feel stupid and useless sometimes but i don’t necessarily let it get to me as much, i put on fake smiles like you, i’m also scared to talk to people as well. i just feel useless and like a fool, nothing more. And, i lost my grandfather and great uncle that were special to me, i remember all the memories i had with them, but i’m slowly but surely forgetting their voice and laughs, it hurts. In the end, i hope everything goes best for you and i.
someone girl asked me to prom. I thought I was dreaming because I see myself as unattracrive and kinda hate myself. A few days later she started talking with my best friend and started dating him. Today's the prom. I snuck away from the building and am sitting on a bench near a lake behind the barn. I hate myself. My self esteem is destroyed. Edit: 6 months later and those two broke up plus now I have the most loving and caring girlfriend ever, I honestly don't deserve her at all
look man the best advice i can give for your time in life is to just stop trying to have a relationship with a girl not because your ugly or because you don't deserve to be loved its because relationships are work and coming from experience they are overrated so when you walk down the hallway and see a happy couple know that deep behind what it looks like and what they seem to portray its a struggle on a daily basis for them to be together your time will come and many more people will ask to be in a relationship with you don't beat your self up over the one that walked away ;D also tell your friend how you feel about them dating but don't try to break them up just say that you don't want to be the third wheel if they play games and stuff like that
Hey dude ima be honest you might never see this but listen if you did.you don't deserve to hate yourself no matter what. Your life should not be depended over one girl. I honestly suffered my life was a suffering pit of darkness but I feel better. My life is composed of some things my family and friends without them I am nothin. I don't deserve such loving people. Please know ill be with you. Through tough times I'll be there at least know I will. My advice is to keep standing no matter what happens get into therapy your parents would understand definitely know that some people just ain't like that. Think how you want others to think of you. Treat yourself how you want others to treat you. You will have new friends and this whole thing will be over. I have this one friend he's my best friend that man has been with me forever so fond people like him. Peace be apon you and be blessed :)
Im honestly so happy with the feedback y'all gave me, im thankful yall were there aswell when everything happened. If you wanna you can read the updates i made to the original comment
it will get better you don't have to worry about hating your self just know god is all ways there for you he at your door waiting for you to open it Trustin him he will come back for all of us one day and he take all that's has opened that door with him to his kingdom
school is ruining me, why am i here? was i here just to be drowning in work? im drowning in work and stressing everyday, i have no people who help me. I make friends but they end up leaving me behind. what do i do? i dont want to be here anymore. i dont want to be stressed half my life. im not even good at anything. every time i go to a different period, i notice that im not good at any subject. i dont have any talent in anything, so why am i here? i just want to be a kid again.
I'm dating a girl rn and I'm scared ok she isn't gonna leave me but I'm still scared she's the first person that just accepts that I'm me she has autism I have bipolarism but at the end of the day those are just our mental limitations I told her I'ma marry her 1 day when I get back from the military I'm scared of the future
I hope goes well for you brother. Glad you found someone who accepts you for who you are. We all need a person like that in our lives. Thank you for your service as well sir.
@@sxkyq Thanks.. Still having dreams with her in it everynight. Still thinking during the dream, enjoy it while it lasts bcs I know it will soon be over. Being aware is scary bcs any corner could be the difference between moving forward with, or without them. And it haunts me, every night. The good memories, the smiles. Everything hurts as time goes on, slowly I get more and more insane and I dont nobody else to get hurt. I hate it here.. Never gonna find someone that enjoys me for myself, never. Im not searching, im not waiting, Im simply lost walking forward in life as everything darkens the closer i get to it. Thanks for that however, ted talk over.. I wish the best for you if you read this. You deserve more than life can ever provide.
I remember I told my teachers that my parents were divorced. My sister heard about this and told my dad my dad told me “that will never happen” 2 years later my parents get a divorce
I hate everything about me, and I wish I didnt have anxiety so I could tell people what's going on. But I don't. I act like peoples encouragement online and in real life help me, but they don't. Not at all. At least Christmas break is coming soon for me. I'm quite literally a nobody, that almost nobody likes (Trust me, if you met me in real life, you'd get bored quickly, and would never want to see me again). I have ONE, and one only, true friend, but we dont see or talk to each other much. I hope that things will get better, but I know they wont. All it ever will be is just wishful thinking that i know won't happen, but I've been degraded and insulted so much, that i dont care. Yes, I know life is hard. Yes, I know life isn't fair. Everything I've done, and everything I will try to do, has and will end up with me being a hopeless loser. Things will change for me. They won't. Never have, never will. I'm tired of myself, and everyone else. Like the song goes, "Im out", and "Nothing here to care about". Describes me well, doesn't it? I hate my life.
I knew a girl for 3 years, i listened everyday to here tell me random things, i started catching feelings for her, she would stare at me and i would stare at her, 3 weeks ago i worked up the confidence to tell her, and she told me "ew are you serious." With the most disgusted most serious face ive ever seen, i told her i was joking. Im done for.
Man I can feel ur pain but you must remember would rather be told the truth or somewhere down the line ur happy an then you find out she isn't with you an she was talking to other people while you were thinking of only her an her only
i so terrafied of asking this girl out at my school ik she will say no because i am just a bad person and i have no outside life all i do is eat and stay inside because im scared of what the world will think of me and the way i look the way i talk and just everything i cant handle it any more.
@@sxkyq I mean it is hard but idk why I’m so sad I have a gf I have friends nearly everything but I suffer inside I cry myself to sleep. Almost every day..
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It’s been 4 years man, why do I still think about her almost every day when I know she has forgotten about me completely long ago….
Wow I this was the first anime I ever saw what was the movie name? It was surprisingly good I also watched it day1
Real
Because you're weak.
Get to training!
Forget about her.
You only want her because you can't have her. If you got what you wanted, you'd be sick of her shit within 3 months.
Trust me on that.
It's been 2 months since your comment, has anything changed??
@@UrmuhnA silent voice
@williamcouture7901
That feeling doesn't go away, but it's pain fades with time. That's how you know it was real. Doesn't mean you need to linger on it brodie. Best thing you can do is be a better version of yourself, for yourself. Pick yourself up brodie, you got this.
TO EVERYONE!!!!
(Please read everything:)
i love you
Bro I needed this, you spent your tune writing this, and please for the love of God don't do anything stupid never thought in this generation I'd see this but happy new year's and be happy you deserve everything in the world
❤❤
@@Nah-ck8bw thanks :) As long as I live, I want to make people happy.
This made me bawl my eyes out thank you
Everyone in life is going to hurt you; you just have to figure out which people are worth the pain
i love you
@@sxkyqI’m sorry but we need more people like you in this world taking some of your time to show kindness here is a new sub and carry on your journey
I am finnaly realizing who i am. I hate myself my family my school and everyone. im so scared to talk to people and always put a smile on my face pretending to be happy. its hard to me to talk to people im scared to say something wrong, the worst case is that im always left out by my friend group. i broke up with my boyfriend, he cheated on me. well if i say that i do have social anxiety no one will belive me and everyone will think that im just coming up with this shit. but im not. its so hard to talk to people even to my closest people, i fake laugh after my every sentence because of how nervous i am. well the rumour about that the funniest person in the group may be hiding alot of things may be true as after school i always hide in my room. well when my friends ask if i can go out with them i always have to answear no because of the secret that im going to 2 schools at once. yes i have one school which is the local one and after that i have a school that is a much higher grade one and im struggeling everyday with it. if i say to my mom that i need to taake a little nap because of how tored i am of my school 1 my mom will call me selfish, but i actually do get tired around people, being around them is always like pushing a rock up a hill because of my social anxiety. i never get to rest, ill never find friends ill be feeling safe around as the group i have has been so toxic, but i cant just leave them because ive been ''happy'' with them. badly for me i cant tell no one about my feelings, only to my book that i scribble in everyday. sometimes things go so badly for me that next morning ill wake up with bruises on my arms because i had cut myself up. no one noticed. well my mom called me cold hearted selfish mistake and that i dont love her, everyday im scared for her, everyday i prayed to god for her and everyday i help her if needed and this is what i get back from her. i cant tell this no one i cant afford therapist and i cant say about that i have bad social anxiety because that will be ''selfish'' of me. my life is a living hell right now. im smart and i focus on dicepline, religion ond myself but again everyone use me like that.im no longer living, im just existing. ive lost 3 people in one year 2 of them were who i could actually trust and the ones i would die for if needed, the ones i would donate my own heart if needed. R.i.p to Grandma Uncle 1 and uncle 2. the worst part is that i cant just one day fade my smile away because everyone will look stargely at me and be like, ''wwhy is she even sad nothing is happening to her, shes perfect she just needs attention probably.'' well behind that smile and these blue eyes may be all this and more. people im scared for my uncle and cousins because they live rn in a active war spot and a missile could strike their home any moment, terrorists could come to a mall any moment. im going to visit them this year. and im never coming back home. when ill get bigger maybe ill just join the military to end this quicker. if ill survive ill use my degrees and work as a pilot. maybe through tthat cockpit of the plane ill see heaven. well bye time to sleep. im just selfish and cold hearted after all.
The world is a fucked up place with not many positives to it. The only way to overcome these feelings and emotions is to let go of those people, find something that you enjoy that makes you happy. Do that thing as much as possible. Take a minute every now and then to get your shit together. Breathe. I think focusing on the small positives that come out of life is the only way to appreciate it for what it really is. It truly is awful what your going through and god I'm so blessed to have people around me who love and care for me. People I can reciprocate those actions and feelings to, to show them I am there for them too. If you need someone to talk to my Instagram is @landonsimon22. I'll accept your req and try to help you out as much as I possibly can. Life is a bitch that we are all trying our best to get through, someone to help you through the rough times can really change everything. Hoping you are in a better situation now, praying for you.
Damn. Listen the world is a cruel place don’t forget that, it’s just you and your feelings that matter in this world. I feel the exact same way, as if i can’t truly feel happy anymore and that it’s just me alone, i care for others but i fear they don’t feel the same. Ive been fighting alone for about 7 years now, i just can’t feel the same as i used to. Hell, i fear that my OWN parents don’t love me, you gotta watch for the people who are worth the pain to go through. I just feel empty, i just sat in my room all day all night just pondering around like a damn fool. I truly hope you recover from all of this, never really had a girlfriend but i just see it as pain and as a waste of time, nothing last forever. I feel stupid and useless sometimes but i don’t necessarily let it get to me as much, i put on fake smiles like you, i’m also scared to talk to people as well. i just feel useless and like a fool, nothing more. And, i lost my grandfather and great uncle that were special to me, i remember all the memories i had with them, but i’m slowly but surely forgetting their voice and laughs, it hurts. In the end, i hope everything goes best for you and i.
i love you
@sxkyqdamn
Just damn
by the time this shit ends, ill go to sleep.
i have it on loop.
have u slept
someone girl asked me to prom. I thought I was dreaming because I see myself as unattracrive and kinda hate myself. A few days later she started talking with my best friend and started dating him. Today's the prom. I snuck away from the building and am sitting on a bench near a lake behind the barn. I hate myself. My self esteem is destroyed.
Edit: 6 months later and those two broke up plus now I have the most loving and caring girlfriend ever, I honestly don't deserve her at all
im so sorry.
look man the best advice i can give for your time in life is to just stop trying to have a relationship with a girl not because your ugly or because you don't deserve to be loved its because relationships are work and coming from experience they are overrated so when you walk down the hallway and see a happy couple know that deep behind what it looks like and what they seem to portray its a struggle on a daily basis for them to be together your time will come and many more people will ask to be in a relationship with you don't beat your self up over the one that walked away ;D also tell your friend how you feel about them dating but don't try to break them up just say that you don't want to be the third wheel if they play games and
stuff like that
Hey dude ima be honest you might never see this but listen if you did.you don't deserve to hate yourself no matter what. Your life should not be depended over one girl. I honestly suffered my life was a suffering pit of darkness but I feel better. My life is composed of some things my family and friends without them I am nothin. I don't deserve such loving people. Please know ill be with you. Through tough times I'll be there at least know I will. My advice is to keep standing no matter what happens get into therapy your parents would understand definitely know that some people just ain't like that. Think how you want others to think of you. Treat yourself how you want others to treat you. You will have new friends and this whole thing will be over. I have this one friend he's my best friend that man has been with me forever so fond people like him. Peace be apon you and be blessed :)
i love you
Im honestly so happy with the feedback y'all gave me, im thankful yall were there aswell when everything happened. If you wanna you can read the updates i made to the original comment
I wish i just had the guts to tell people how i feel
You can do anything, just believe in yourself and manifest all your desires, through the belief that anything is possible for you! I love you friend
Fr
Well every time I do it they lose the feeling
i love you
Same
The kindness I share with my new self and new surroundings deserve it, yet my past still defines the truth that I don’t really deserve anything.
i love you
Thanks for the ads. Killed the vibe.
I am always the one that comforts people, never the one that gets comforted.
I want my family back...
dang that hurt me sorry for your loss
i love you
I’m sorry but this hit me on the inside when I lost my grandpa
@sxkyq
Again
I fucking hate myself. I can’t do anything right
hey man. it will all be okay believe in yourself. the pain and suffering isnt for nothing.
i love you
it will get better you don't have to worry about hating your self just know god is all ways there for you he at your door waiting for you to open it Trustin him he will come back for all of us one day and he take all that's has opened that door with him to his kingdom
School sucks i just miss being happy and people are fucked up it's not fair i miss elementary school
school is ruining me, why am i here? was i here just to be drowning in work? im drowning in work and stressing everyday, i have no people who help me. I make friends but they end up leaving me behind. what do i do? i dont want to be here anymore. i dont want to be stressed half my life. im not even good at anything. every time i go to a different period, i notice that im not good at any subject. i dont have any talent in anything, so why am i here? i just want to be a kid again.
i dont have the motivation to continue school at all, even though i know about the huge consequences
i love you
sometimes i just close my eyes and think about all the times where i felt angry and sad.
I'm dating a girl rn and I'm scared ok she isn't gonna leave me but I'm still scared she's the first person that just accepts that I'm me she has autism I have bipolarism but at the end of the day those are just our mental limitations I told her I'ma marry her 1 day when I get back from the military I'm scared of the future
I hope goes well for you brother. Glad you found someone who accepts you for who you are. We all need a person like that in our lives. Thank you for your service as well sir.
i love you
10 minutes ago and I’m already here
Silent voice is my favorite movie
This song reminds me of my lowest my I cant stop listening to it.
She left me.. Checked fb and her pfp is she and another guy kissing.... We were together for 5 years. Next week it was.. gone....
i love you
i love you
@@sxkyq Thanks.. Still having dreams with her in it everynight. Still thinking during the dream, enjoy it while it lasts bcs I know it will soon be over. Being aware is scary bcs any corner could be the difference between moving forward with, or without them. And it haunts me, every night. The good memories, the smiles. Everything hurts as time goes on, slowly I get more and more insane and I dont nobody else to get hurt. I hate it here.. Never gonna find someone that enjoys me for myself, never. Im not searching, im not waiting, Im simply lost walking forward in life as everything darkens the closer i get to it.
Thanks for that however, ted talk over.. I wish the best for you if you read this. You deserve more than life can ever provide.
You mind is you head your heart is your picture you time is family to spend time with you can’t give up like I did today have a better day
These comments are just… sad. But I know what it is to be replaced
I remember I told my teachers that my parents were divorced. My sister heard about this and told my dad my dad told me “that will never happen” 2 years later my parents get a divorce
bunch of debbie downers in these comments. life is sweet, i just like good tunes.
i want him to be back with me..
i love you
I hate everything about me, and I wish I didnt have anxiety so I could tell people what's going on. But I don't. I act like peoples encouragement online and in real life help me, but they don't. Not at all. At least Christmas break is coming soon for me. I'm quite literally a nobody, that almost nobody likes (Trust me, if you met me in real life, you'd get bored quickly, and would never want to see me again). I have ONE, and one only, true friend, but we dont see or talk to each other much. I hope that things will get better, but I know they wont. All it ever will be is just wishful thinking that i know won't happen, but I've been degraded and insulted so much, that i dont care. Yes, I know life is hard. Yes, I know life isn't fair. Everything I've done, and everything I will try to do, has and will end up with me being a hopeless loser. Things will change for me. They won't. Never have, never will. I'm tired of myself, and everyone else. Like the song goes, "Im out", and "Nothing here to care about". Describes me well, doesn't it?
I hate my life.
This song reminds me of Jesus how he die on cross for us we shoud remember it
I knew a girl for 3 years, i listened everyday to here tell me random things, i started catching feelings for her, she would stare at me and i would stare at her, 3 weeks ago i worked up the confidence to tell her, and she told me "ew are you serious." With the most disgusted most serious face ive ever seen, i told her i was joking. Im done for.
Life is pretty shit
Man I can feel ur pain but you must remember would rather be told the truth or somewhere down the line ur happy an then you find out she isn't with you an she was talking to other people while you were thinking of only her an her only
you’ll find someone
i so terrafied of asking this girl out at my school ik she will say no because i am just a bad person and i have no outside life all i do is eat and stay inside because im scared of what the world will think of me and the way i look the way i talk and just everything i cant handle it any more.
mood of the song is always mood of the comments
i wish my family wanted me back
i love you
I come back to this song when I think about JJ maybank's death. I come back every day and night.
Every time I'm bald everyone laughs at my it feels like im getting clowned
i love you
i love you
im going to kms to thissound
Don't man
don't do suicide man, that shit kills you
I treat everybody with respect and everybody still calls me a loser and the one time I be rude I’m just horrible person???
i hate my self bro why do i still think about her my she broke up with me man
Anime?
A silent voice
why didnt she tell me
No toilet paper…
i love u
@ do you watch TWD
@ no is it good? I liked the last of us!
@@fashbugsmasher greatest show ever made in my opinion
@@fashbugsmasher the first 6 seasons at least
i'm a disapointment
you’re loved
i love you
@@sxkyq I mean it is hard but idk why I’m so sad I have a gf I have friends nearly everything but I suffer inside I cry myself to sleep. Almost every day..
@@Its.zed- It’ll be ok ❤
I got to get tf out of here