OMG......Cory......I cried.......God bless you......and Chell, you have an amazing, awesome, terrific, beautiful, loving, happy, fantastic, childlike, wonderful Dad and Mom!!!!!! I love you both and I don't even know you.....
Dude, I am crying and this just started. My two oldest kids lost their dad at age 5 and 3. I too was advised that they were too young to go to the funeral. That is terrible advice, even young children need closure. I'm still crying, pictures like these are the most precious memories. My kids have closure now, they are 28 and 25. I was a young mother, I'm 46 now, and my daughter (28) just got married last October, and my husband, her step-dad, who is her dad in every way now, carried a picture of Amanda and Ryan's dad down the aisle with him, as he was walking with my daughter. It's a sweet memory of her wedding that only a few of us know about, but her love for her step dad increased just knowing he cared enough to find a way to include her father who could not physically be there. I'm so glad you have closure now, in the death of Larry and you can look back on your memories of your dad and remember the good times, laugh at the fun and are no longer hit with sudden grief . New life always brings healing, sometimes in ways we didn't even realize we were broken.
Really impressed with your candor here about your family history and connections. It is very hard to open up about this stuff, you're a very resilient person Cory and we love you for it.
I can't bear to see photos of me as a kid. I think many of us who come from difficult childhoods and broken families feel this way........you are very fortunate to have finally found closure. I think you know the mourning process is over when you can look at photos of the loved one who is gone without feeling such an overwhelming amount of emotion that you have to look away. Super vlog btw :)
This video touched my heart because my mother has a very similar story. Her real dad was a alcoholic and didn't want her or her brother. Her mom eventually got married to her highschool sweet heart and his name is also Larry and he is the best grandpa I could ever ask for!
Same this video made me think about my mom who yes cross the boarder and walk all the way to Nebraska to meet her brother and have a better life not knowing a single english word. She even knew how to drive just by reading, However when I think about her, it's like thinking about a stranger. Because by the time I when to school she had a tumor in her brain. Adding in that she would try to kill my dad and threaten him to leave before she call the police. Then she died in the hospital by the end of 5th grade.
I feel so emotional with dad/son stories and I really don't know why, I have an amazing dad and even though I get myself crying over this. I am sure you'll be the best dad for Chell!
I am so happy you have reached this point, bless Larry for being your dad because he wanted to. You will find no boundaries in the amount you love your child , it is endless. Xxx
That was incredibly touching, and very moving. I'm so glad that you're in this place in life, Cory. You're an amazing dad with an amazing wife and the cutest little baby I've ever seen. I know your dad would be proud of you! I know we all are!
I had to wipe away tears from my eyes more than once watching this. Such a beautiful realization, such a beautiful message to send out in the world. ..especially for those of us who were around when you started talking about these things, back in California. I don't buy the "everything's changed from one day to another", but i totally buy and understand the idea and the emotions behind what you're saying, and i'm SO freaking happy for you. Thinking about anything else to say makes me tear up again, so i'll stop. Hugs and tons of love.
I'm so glad Larry was part of your life, and could teach you love. He would be so proud of you no matter what, but I think he is amazed at how far you've come in your life. I'm glad your mom could escape your father, that is a terrible thing and it can really eff you up in the weirdest ways. It appears to me that Kristen is a true stabilizing and positive force in your life. I'm glad you have your family around you, they are so good for you, and you for them. I'm so happy to hear that this big pain is healed. Live and love!
Awww... I cried when he said his Dad died.... And I felt so bad when he told us about his biological father 😭 I was gonna say I was early... But's it doesn't feel right. This was a very sweet video tho, I'm glad you saw those pictures of Larry.
Cory, I am so happy that you found peace in your heart and love to fill that hole in your being. I was wondering why you didn't vlog for a while, however, I now know you needed this special week with your mom and family to yourself. nothing but respect and love for you guys!! :)
Its been amazing to see you become a loving father to Chell. You definitely carried that trait from Larry, blood or not, he is your father. & To see you happy with your baby girl just brings joy to my heart❤️😊
that was beautiful! I am having trouble thinking thru my tears. The pictures show a happy little boy with a wonderful father. Blessings to you and your wonderful family.
Aww Cory! I lost my step dad (main dad) 5 years ago to a motorcycle accident. That pain... So happy for you to just feel all the love you are experiencing! I LOVE your channel! Baby Chell is one blessed baby to have you two and momma and daddy!
I'm sorry about your loss and glad you turned a new chapter. I can relate to this because I lost my beloved cat over a year ago; it took about a year to heal. I know that she'll be there in my heart; like Larry is in your heart
Cory, as someone who's followed you for a long time, (I saw your 'Realest Vlog Ever' you did when you lived back in California talking about all the people you miss) I'd just like to say I'm super happy for you that you've finally get some form of closure for that time in your life. It is a new beginning for you and I couldn't be happier. Keep up the great work, mate.
Took me and my Father years to finally connect, and when we did, he died. Gladly my mother was a pro at being both Mom and Dad for me when i needed her to be. Great story from you!
It takes a lot of courage to sit there and talk about your past like you did in this Vlog. You have become the dad you are today because of having Larry in your life. Just to think what if he hadn't been there. So happy for you and your beautiful family :)
As a long time viewer I can say I have noticed you are completely happy and it shows! I totally understand where your sister is coming from in her anger about not ever getting to meet Larry though. I know you've talked about him before but briefly and today in this video although you were emotional I didn't see as much pain in your eyes are you talked about him. xo
Oh, Cory and Kristen, thank you for sharing this story with us. You are right. Being a parent changes a body - hopefully for the better. You are all three so blessed. You love each other so much and you are loved by so many people across the globe. Your vlogs should be on school curricula, to teach young people how to treat each other. Your parents (including Larry) should be proud of you... and of themselves. As others have written, they did a great job of raising you. Love to you all.
I remember you talked about Larry years ago in a vlog. It's good that you finally have filled the "void" inside you. My dad died when I was 6, and it's still difficult to think about sometimes, but you are the best proof I have that one day I too can get the same feeling you talked about!
I loved this, Cory!! Thank you for sharing! I was starting to tear up when you were showing pic of Larry. So sweet. When I was 18 my mom passed away. For me the tears come and go at different times. So maybe this time you didn't cry but maybe the next time you look at them you will. Thank you again for sharing your stories about Larry!! God Bless you all!!
Thankyou Cory for sharing this story. It has made me feel tons better about a situation in my life. I lost my father 3 years ago and the anniversiary of his passing was last month. I usually lock myself away from the world, play his favourite music and cry all day. But this year I got out of the house, did normal things and felt okay about it. I still thought about him all day but I didn't cry, not once. Thinking back on it Ive felt guilty wondering why didn't I cry? I still love and miss him. Watching this vlog has helped me realise that I did nothing wrong. You never get over losing someone you love but eventually you come to terms with it and the pain eases into much happier memories. Loving your vlogs, sending lots of love from England to you Kristen, Chell and the fur babies :D ❤
absolutely LOVED this video. I could feel the emotion and it gave me chills! I lost my dad when I was 4 and the little memories I have of him will be cherished throughout my lifetime. its nice looking at old photos. And with the videos you're making now, Chell will cherish those when she gets older.
Awesome inspiration, I just landed in Alaska last night and feel pumped to go build my grandparents cabin now more than ever. Family is everything, love you guys
Thank you so much for your Story of your live . So Sorry for your loss . Its touching my heart over and over . I wish my kids get over theire Story too one day . They went through a similar story . Glad to have them by my side and fill them up with all my unconditional love . Thank you for giving back the hope we sometimes are searching for . That helps us a lot . I hope all those drinking Dads learn one day what a mess they leave behind towards theire kids !! Enjoy Chell with every heartbeat ♥She is a happy Baby to have you both as her Parents !!
Now you left me sobbing on my couch!😢 So sorry for your loss but it's wonderful that you had someone like that in your life💙 Thank you as always for being so open and honest
Cory, I have so much respect for you for opening up and sharing this. You are such a strong person and chell is so lucky to have a you as her father. Im so sorry for your loss. Much love from California!
Thank you for sharing this with us. I hope that you and your sister will be healed in your relationship and that your sister will find peace regarding her own pain. I know it can happen.
Thank you for sharing this. I and my brother went through something very similar. When my father died (of cancer) I remembered the phone call from the hospital but I was not allowed to go to the funeral either so I too never had the closure which followed me for years - my brother was told by an uncle that "he was the man of the house now so he had to be strong for our mom and me" that was probably the cruelest thing you could tell an 11 year old boy who had just lost his closest friend. I had a hard time for years but he had it so much worse, as he never got the chance to mourn for our dad. I feel that when he had his daughter he too was able to heal some and before he died we too had reached a point where we could communicate with each other and actually have a good relationship but he suffered depression for years. Cory, I am so happy for you and Kristen with that beautiful baby girl - I know from personal experience having children is the best.
Chell gets more and more adorable each and every time we see her. Also, Alaska is more and more beautiful with each new season that comes along and the places you show in these vlogs continue to take my breath away! You guys are living a truly blessed life! Sending you lots of love from Oklahoma!
once again this quote makes a lot of sense "The loneliest people are the kindest. The saddest people smile the brightest. The most damaged people are the wisest. All because they do not wish to see anyone else suffer the way they do.''
My father was an alcoholic and never around and my mom was very abusive. I knew when I had kids it was up to me to not play the victim, accept it, and break the cycle. By doing so I have been able to rewrite my childhood through them which has been so healing and feeing. Throw your fists in the air and give a good victory scream at the world. Your hurt has been healed. So happy for you! I just love the 3 of ya! You 2 are amazing parents and doing it exactly right.
Thank you for this tender moment. I am so happy you have been able to fill the emptiness that was missing from your life with your beautiful baby girl. When you lose someone you love you never get over it you just learn to live with it.
You have discovered the best part of being a Dad or Mom! You feel connected to the best of your parents. You strive to be the best you can be to you, your wife and child and you remember the best in your parents. I'm so happy for you and wish peace for all of you.
Such a beautiful tribute! I have followed you so many years and the video that was the first step on the road to where you are now, is the baby surprise video. I saw the change! I have watched it so many times because I get to see "the old Cory" transform into the current Cory. You are on such a journey and from similar traumas I can truly say, one year from now things will make so much sense and you will hardly recognize who you are today and it's one of the coolest self growth journeys. I am so proud of you that you have no idea. You were the one that helped me accept my ADD as a gift not a disorder and much else. What your dad taught you, not only is it living on with you but you share it. And not only with your beautiful family, but all your followers too and you do make a huge impact on others. Remember that on your hard days. :)
Larry was a lucky man to have you for his son. You honour him by being such a great father to Chell.Your sister's issues are hers alone. Just be there when she realises what an amazing brother she has.Love you all, blessings, Chris
Awwww that was such a lovely video. The man I call "Daddy" is not my biological Father either but he's the only one that I would ever give that title to. He's amazing. Such a lovely, heart warming video. Lee x
Ugh the tears.. seriously. Larry sounded like such an amazing guy.. He's one of those miracle people that walk around looking to make peoples lives brighter and so much better when hard times show up. Your family's hard time was like a beacon for him to come in and make it so so so much better and happier. I'm glad he was there for you and your mom.. Much
Awww guys, this was a very beautiful and emotional vlog today, my wife and I are glad you shared this part of your life with all of us, brought tears to our eyes. You guys are doing great, keep it up my friends. Lots of love from New-Brunswick Canada xox
What a lovely, poignant story to share with the world. I'm so elated for you, Kristen and Chell. I DID cry... I also want to say that Chell is looking more beautiful as the days go by. I find myself wandering through the baby departments remembering all the things I bought for my daughter and wanting to buy them for Chell. Warm hugs to you all.
This is such an ode to life and healing even in the wake of something seemingly unbearable. But Corey found that way of patching himself and filling that hole through living and seeking his path by finding Kristen and having Chell. You are living proof of hope and to have shared such a special moment at that very spot where you and your mom and Larry were photographed knowing that he was there to hear the news is so beautiful. While heartbreaking that Larry couldn't physically be there, his spirit lives on whether in the Alaskan mountains, or right in your home next to his granddaughter. And Kristen, you're so supportive and sweet I just love you two together and I am so happy your paths led right to each other and I can't wait to see what else is in store for you two. Here's to life!!!
Not been a great year for me, just recently lost contact with someone important... but through all the shit that life threw at me, I kept smiling, I kept smiling because I always had your shenanigans to laugh at. Thanks to you, Cory, I didn't fall back into that pit I had just crawled out of.
Beautiful family. Just beautiful! I know you'll be able to teach Chell to embrace the 'little' wonders of life, and to try her hardest not to take them for granted. After all, it is the small things we learn to cherish the most. 💓
God Cory... This is so wonderfully told, and I can see the new you since Chell showed up. I'm not a crier but this got me damn close, my dad is sick right now, and I've been home for the past month after graduating college helping take care of him. I fear for the future every day, seeing how happy you are right now has made me a little more ok.
The funny thing is, a few days ago I was watching some old videos you've posted. It's like watching a completely different person. Becoming a dad yourself helped you gain unexpected closure. That's a wonderful thing!
This is a great clog! I have a similar situation where my father, passed when I was young and my step dad stepped up and filled a roll I never thought could be done. I always have felt that void though until recently when after his heart surgery he held my hand and told me he hoped that he had done a good job at being a good father to me at a very difficult time in my life. we always miss the ones we love, but remember, they're never far away. You sir are an amazing man and Chell is a lucky girl to have such an amazing father. Kristin is lucky too! you guys be safe and keep smiling!!
So many emotions from this vlog. You are an amazing Dad to Chell and I'm glad Larry is a part of you. Your sense of joy and wonder has increased so much since she was born. Thank you for sharing your deepest and most heartfelt feelings with us.
So beautiful just had to watch again :-) Praying for your sister to find that closure for her father too, Cory... It hurts me in my heart to know she is and has been struggling not to have been able to have met him and be around and got to know him, after she was born...Thank you again for sharing and God Bless You and Yours...Sincerely, Dana~
It's incredible how parents leave such a mark in our souls forever and how we realize that when we become parents. To have a Child, biological or not is such a responsibility and a true blessing. All of us who lost a parent when we were little can empathize. Good vlog!! Love.
beautiful Cory, this is just beautiful. i lost my dad just few days ago and i understand that feeling, a hole in my heart that will never be filled again. i am so happy for you. your life is full of love.
Thankyou for sharing, Chell will always have Larry watching over her. Maybe you could write a heartfelt letter to your sister and explain how you feel, you could even enclose some photos of your beautiful daughter. She won't be mad at you she's just upset at the situation
Cory, this is what "knowing"is. Some get it early in life. Some get it from an event. Sadly, some never get it until they cross over. I sincerely thank you for being comfortable enough to share it with us all. Do you feel a little taller now? Sorta like your feet are a little tiny bit above the ground? May the Creator bless your entire family, scooter!
I'm crying like a baby now, I feel you Cory... my dad died when I was 15... Been waiting for your Vlog for how many days now.. Well, I just hope you'd do more like you use to... but no complaints. You have a beautiful family and I know you love them very much and I know you and Kristen will be amazing parents to Chel, no doubt about that, I hope you get more blessings , and we'd like to see more of you and your Family. Love you guys!!! (feels like your family)
Congrats on the closure Corey. When I lost my grandad the vicar said something that has always stuck with me. "When we lose someone who owned a piece of our hearts they take it with them. This is why we feel loss. When we accept others into our hearts they take another piece but leave a piece of their own to close the gap. When we leave this earth we join our loved ones and take back our missing pieces. There is then a piece left from the loved one left behind. This is then sent back to earth to enable a new person to fill the gap you leave behind. The cycle continues. And we all leave the earth will hearts full and touched by many." I'm not sure if you are religious. Personally I'm agnostic. But I like to believe that when I die, I will have touched many hearts as I know they have touched mine.
Beautiful video, thanks so much for sharing. So pleased you are healing and feeling less emotional pain. I think Larry will really proud of how you have grown as a person and what you have become. You guys make fantastic parents and can't think of a better place to bring up kids.
I'm literally crying watching this... omg Cory I don't really know what to say other than, both of you are and going to be fantastic parents and Chell is going to love every minute of it. God bless you both in life ahead as it takes you on a journey that is laid out for you.
Thanks for opening up about your dad & father. I know it wasn't easy, but now you can understand what a truly awesome stepfather he was for loving a child that wasn't bio his. Mom's are good at filling in the blanks aren't they? Was worried about you these last days, good to see you 2!
Ok, I'm a fairly new subscriber and I have been reading the vlogs starting from the very beginning. I've wanted to comment so many times but I held back... until today. THIS vlog made me cry... not just a few tears, I was actually sobbing! I felt for that little boy. I knew how you felt. I felt your soul! I experienced it, too. I'm so very happy you came to terms with it and that you have decided to make this a new beginning. Much love to you, Kristen and Baby Chill. You are such a lovely family and you are living out the last item on my bucket list... being in Alaska!
Lost my father this past November. It tore me up more than anything ever has. I kind of just put a wall up and didn't let anyone over. I was doing bad in school while trying to cope with the grief and it was just a battle that couldn't be won. Or so I thought. Seeing you get through what you've experienced, it gives me hope that this stuff will heal in certain aspects. You're a true inspiration to many, and I'm so glad you share your life with me and everyone else. Stay golden dude!
Larry Will always be your dad! he did a great job in the little time you had him in your life, you are a great husband, dad, son, and good people we need in this world. God bless. thanks for sharing, it touched a nerve, similar story.
It's amazing what babies can do and how they can help heal the pieces that were broken. My son did that for me. The day after he was born we lost my grandpa, my Papa, the man who was there for me through thick and thin. Jaxen helped heal the immense hurt, quickly.
Your history has made you the awesome person that you are Cory and for that you've been rewarded BIG TIME! Love all of it and move forward with your beautiful family. Blessings to the Williams'.
Larry lives. You're him, and he is you. You are the same kind of dad. Chell is going to have such an awesome life!
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OMG......Cory......I cried.......God bless you......and Chell, you have an amazing, awesome, terrific, beautiful, loving, happy, fantastic, childlike, wonderful Dad and Mom!!!!!! I love you both and I don't even know you.....
Agreed. 😢
well said! X
+Tracy Edwards agree😭😭😢😢😥😥😪
I'm just saying, not to be rude, but you forgot Kristian
+Kill Zone Outdoors Re-read it, and you'll find that I didn't forget Kristen, alias "Mom".....
So happy for you Corey. I'm sure you've already made Larry proud by being the amazing dad that you are and are going to be to Chell!
Thank you so much for sharing, and it's great that you had the chance to reflect and realize how far you've come.
Dude, I am crying and this just started. My two oldest kids lost their dad at age 5 and 3. I too was advised that they were too young to go to the funeral. That is terrible advice, even young children need closure. I'm still crying, pictures like these are the most precious memories. My kids have closure now, they are 28 and 25. I was a young mother, I'm 46 now, and my daughter (28) just got married last October, and my husband, her step-dad, who is her dad in every way now, carried a picture of Amanda and Ryan's dad down the aisle with him, as he was walking with my daughter. It's a sweet memory of her wedding that only a few of us know about, but her love for her step dad increased just knowing he cared enough to find a way to include her father who could not physically be there. I'm so glad you have closure now, in the death of Larry and you can look back on your memories of your dad and remember the good times, laugh at the fun and are no longer hit with sudden grief . New life always brings healing, sometimes in ways we didn't even realize we were broken.
Really impressed with your candor here about your family history and connections. It is very hard to open up about this stuff, you're a very resilient person Cory and we love you for it.
I can't bear to see photos of me as a kid. I think many of us who come from difficult childhoods and broken families feel this way........you are very fortunate to have finally found closure. I think you know the mourning process is over when you can look at photos of the loved one who is gone without feeling such an overwhelming amount of emotion that you have to look away. Super vlog btw :)
This video touched my heart because my mother has a very similar story. Her real dad was a alcoholic and didn't want her or her brother. Her mom eventually got married to her highschool sweet heart and his name is also Larry and he is the best grandpa I could ever ask for!
Same this video made me think about my mom who yes cross the boarder and walk all the way to Nebraska to meet her brother and have a better life not knowing a single english word. She even knew how to drive just by reading, However when I think about her, it's like thinking about a stranger. Because by the time I when to school she had a tumor in her brain. Adding in that she would try to kill my dad and threaten him to leave before she call the police. Then she died in the hospital by the end of 5th grade.
So happy for you. Everybody deserves to be loved.
Kristen and Cory are such amazing parents chell is blessed.
I feel so emotional with dad/son stories and I really don't know why, I have an amazing dad and even though I get myself crying over this. I am sure you'll be the best dad for Chell!
What an incredible tribute to your dad. I'm happy to hear that the void in your heart has healed/is healing.
I am so happy you have reached this point, bless Larry for being your dad because he wanted to. You will find no boundaries in the amount you love your child , it is endless. Xxx
My heart goes out to your family for all you've been through. Hopefully you and your sister can smooth things out. How precious Chell is!
That was so beautiful. You will always have the memory of your step dad. Thank you for sharing
That was incredibly touching, and very moving. I'm so glad that you're in this place in life, Cory. You're an amazing dad with an amazing wife and the cutest little baby I've ever seen. I know your dad would be proud of you! I know we all are!
Ohh the feels! Larry seems like a great dad & you're gonna be a great dad to Chell
I had to wipe away tears from my eyes more than once watching this. Such a beautiful realization, such a beautiful message to send out in the world. ..especially for those of us who were around when you started talking about these things, back in California.
I don't buy the "everything's changed from one day to another", but i totally buy and understand the idea and the emotions behind what you're saying, and i'm SO freaking happy for you. Thinking about anything else to say makes me tear up again, so i'll stop. Hugs and tons of love.
It is awesome that Chell will have her heart filled from day one. Loving ourselves and accepting ourselves is life.
I'm so glad Larry was part of your life, and could teach you love. He would be so proud of you no matter what, but I think he is amazed at how far you've come in your life.
I'm glad your mom could escape your father, that is a terrible thing and it can really eff you up in the weirdest ways. It appears to me that Kristen is a true stabilizing and positive force in your life. I'm glad you have your family around you, they are so good for you, and you for them. I'm so happy to hear that this big pain is healed. Live and love!
Awww... I cried when he said his Dad died.... And I felt so bad when he told us about his biological father 😭
I was gonna say I was early... But's it doesn't feel right.
This was a very sweet video tho, I'm glad you saw those pictures of Larry.
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Me too😭😭😭😭😭
Only Corey can say who his father is/was... biology is nothing compared to love, care, protection etc...
Cory, I am so happy that you found peace in your heart and love to fill that hole in your being. I was wondering why you didn't vlog for a while, however, I now know you needed this special week with your mom and family to yourself. nothing but respect and love for you guys!! :)
Its been amazing to see you become a loving father to Chell. You definitely carried that trait from Larry, blood or not, he is your father. & To see you happy with your baby girl just brings joy to my heart❤️😊
Holding back tears in the service center of a Ram dealership. Thank you for sharing this. Larry was a incredible man. Beautiful tribute to him.
that was beautiful! I am having trouble thinking thru my tears. The pictures show a happy little boy with a wonderful father. Blessings to you and your wonderful family.
Aww Cory! I lost my step dad (main dad) 5 years ago to a motorcycle accident. That pain... So happy for you to just feel all the love you are experiencing! I LOVE your channel! Baby Chell is one blessed baby to have you two and momma and daddy!
I'm sorry about your loss and glad you turned a new chapter. I can relate to this because I lost my beloved cat over a year ago; it took about a year to heal. I know that she'll be there in my heart; like Larry is in your heart
Cory, as someone who's followed you for a long time, (I saw your 'Realest Vlog Ever' you did when you lived back in California talking about all the people you miss) I'd just like to say I'm super happy for you that you've finally get some form of closure for that time in your life. It is a new beginning for you and I couldn't be happier. Keep up the great work, mate.
Took me and my Father years to finally connect, and when we did, he died. Gladly my mother was a pro at being both Mom and Dad for me when i needed her to be. Great story from you!
Wow Cory! I had no idea about your past. Thank you so much for sharing and being so transparent. I love your family.
It takes a lot of courage to sit there and talk about your past like you did in this Vlog. You have become the dad you are today because of having Larry in your life. Just to think what if he hadn't been there. So happy for you and your beautiful family :)
Awwww :'( Thank you for sharing that story and part of your life with us!
As a long time viewer I can say I have noticed you are completely happy and it shows! I totally understand where your sister is coming from in her anger about not ever getting to meet Larry though. I know you've talked about him before but briefly and today in this video although you were emotional I didn't see as much pain in your eyes are you talked about him. xo
Oh, Cory and Kristen, thank you for sharing this story with us. You are right. Being a parent changes a body - hopefully for the better. You are all three so blessed. You love each other so much and you are loved by so many people across the globe. Your vlogs should be on school curricula, to teach young people how to treat each other. Your parents (including Larry) should be proud of you... and of themselves. As others have written, they did a great job of raising you. Love to you all.
I remember you talked about Larry years ago in a vlog. It's good that you finally have filled the "void" inside you. My dad died when I was 6, and it's still difficult to think about sometimes, but you are the best proof I have that one day I too can get the same feeling you talked about!
I loved this, Cory!! Thank you for sharing! I was starting to tear up when you were showing pic of Larry. So sweet. When I was 18 my mom passed away. For me the tears come and go at different times. So maybe this time you didn't cry but maybe the next time you look at them you will. Thank you again for sharing your stories about Larry!! God Bless you all!!
Thankyou Cory for sharing this story. It has made me feel tons better about a situation in my life. I lost my father 3 years ago and the anniversiary of his passing was last month. I usually lock myself away from the world, play his favourite music and cry all day. But this year I got out of the house, did normal things and felt okay about it. I still thought about him all day but I didn't cry, not once. Thinking back on it Ive felt guilty wondering why didn't I cry? I still love and miss him. Watching this vlog has helped me realise that I did nothing wrong. You never get over losing someone you love but eventually you come to terms with it and the pain eases into much happier memories.
Loving your vlogs, sending lots of love from England to you Kristen, Chell and the fur babies :D ❤
I am sorry that you lost your dad. My dad was my stepdad too. I am sorry. I am crying for the little boy that lost his dad. Hugs to little Cory.
absolutely LOVED this video. I could feel the emotion and it gave me chills! I lost my dad when I was 4 and the little memories I have of him will be cherished throughout my lifetime. its nice looking at old photos. And with the videos you're making now, Chell will cherish those when she gets older.
Awesome inspiration, I just landed in Alaska last night and feel pumped to go build my grandparents cabin now more than ever. Family is everything, love you guys
Thank you so much for your Story of your live . So Sorry for your loss . Its touching my heart over and over . I wish my kids get over theire Story too one day . They went through a similar story . Glad to have them by my side and fill them up with all my unconditional love . Thank you for giving back the hope we sometimes are searching for . That helps us a lot . I hope all those drinking Dads learn one day what a mess they leave behind towards theire kids !!
Enjoy Chell with every heartbeat ♥She is a happy Baby to have you both as her Parents !!
Thank you very much for sharing your memories!
Thank you for sharing that with us. Very powerful stuff.
Yup👍🏻👍🏻👍🏻
Now you left me sobbing on my couch!😢 So sorry for your loss but it's wonderful that you had someone like that in your life💙 Thank you as always for being so open and honest
Cory, I have so much respect for you for opening up and sharing this. You are such a strong person and chell is so lucky to have a you as her father. Im so sorry for your loss. Much love from California!
Very beautifully received, Cory! Both of you will do wonderfully for and with Chell! The best to you and Kristen!
Thank you for sharing this with us. I hope that you and your sister will be healed in your relationship and that your sister will find peace regarding her own pain. I know it can happen.
Thank you for sharing this. I and my brother went through something very similar. When my father died (of cancer) I remembered the phone call from the hospital but I was not allowed to go to the funeral either so I too never had the closure which followed me for years - my brother was told by an uncle that "he was the man of the house now so he had to be strong for our mom and me" that was probably the cruelest thing you could tell an 11 year old boy who had just lost his closest friend. I had a hard time for years but he had it so much worse, as he never got the chance to mourn for our dad. I feel that when he had his daughter he too was able to heal some and before he died we too had reached a point where we could communicate with each other and actually have a good relationship but he suffered depression for years. Cory, I am so happy for you and Kristen with that beautiful baby girl - I know from personal experience having children is the best.
Chell gets more and more adorable each and every time we see her. Also, Alaska is more and more beautiful with each new season that comes along and the places you show in these vlogs continue to take my breath away! You guys are living a truly blessed life! Sending you lots of love from Oklahoma!
once again this quote makes a lot of sense
"The loneliest people are the kindest. The saddest people smile the brightest. The most damaged people are the wisest. All because they do not wish to see anyone else suffer the way they do.''
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That's awesome Aaron!!
heh, its funny because when i was going through a bad depression, that's exactly what i was thinking too...
EHP i identify with that
My father was an alcoholic and never around and my mom was very abusive. I knew when I had kids it was up to me to not play the victim, accept it, and break the cycle. By doing so I have been able to rewrite my childhood through them which has been so healing and feeing. Throw your fists in the air and give a good victory scream at the world. Your hurt has been healed. So happy for you! I just love the 3 of ya! You 2 are amazing parents and doing it exactly right.
Thank you for this tender moment. I am so happy you have been able to fill the emptiness that was missing from your life with your beautiful baby girl. When you lose someone you love you never get over it you just learn to live with it.
You have discovered the best part of being a Dad or Mom! You feel connected to the best of your parents. You strive to be the best you can be to you, your wife and child and you remember the best in your parents. I'm so happy for you and wish peace for all of you.
Such a beautiful tribute! I have followed you so many years and the video that was the first step on the road to where you are now, is the baby surprise video. I saw the change! I have watched it so many times because I get to see "the old Cory" transform into the current Cory. You are on such a journey and from similar traumas I can truly say, one year from now things will make so much sense and you will hardly recognize who you are today and it's one of the coolest self growth journeys. I am so proud of you that you have no idea. You were the one that helped me accept my ADD as a gift not a disorder and much else. What your dad taught you, not only is it living on with you but you share it. And not only with your beautiful family, but all your followers too and you do make a huge impact on others. Remember that on your hard days. :)
Larry was a lucky man to have you for his son. You honour him by being such a great father to Chell.Your sister's issues are hers alone. Just be there when she realises what an amazing brother she has.Love you all, blessings, Chris
Awwww that was such a lovely video. The man I call "Daddy" is not my biological Father either but he's the only one that I would ever give that title to. He's amazing. Such a lovely, heart warming video. Lee x
You're not allowed to make me cry Cory!! Your family is so beautiful!! This was a great vlog!! Chell gets more and more beautiful every day!!
Ugh the tears.. seriously. Larry sounded like such an amazing guy.. He's one of those miracle people that walk around looking to make peoples lives brighter and so much better when hard times show up. Your family's hard time was like a beacon for him to come in and make it so so so much better and happier. I'm glad he was there for you and your mom.. Much
Thank you for sharing. Sorry for your loss. R.I.P. Larry. You helped raise an amazing man
Awww guys, this was a very beautiful and emotional vlog today, my wife and I are glad you shared this part of your life with all of us, brought tears to our eyes. You guys are doing great, keep it up my friends. Lots of love from New-Brunswick Canada xox
What a lovely, poignant story to share with the world. I'm so elated for you, Kristen and Chell. I DID cry... I also want to say that Chell is looking more beautiful as the days go by. I find myself wandering through the baby departments remembering all the things I bought for my daughter and wanting to buy them for Chell. Warm hugs to you all.
This is such an ode to life and healing even in the wake of something seemingly unbearable. But Corey found that way of patching himself and filling that hole through living and seeking his path by finding Kristen and having Chell. You are living proof of hope and to have shared such a special moment at that very spot where you and your mom and Larry were photographed knowing that he was there to hear the news is so beautiful. While heartbreaking that Larry couldn't physically be there, his spirit lives on whether in the Alaskan mountains, or right in your home next to his granddaughter. And Kristen, you're so supportive and sweet I just love you two together and I am so happy your paths led right to each other and I can't wait to see what else is in store for you two. Here's to life!!!
This is the best vlog yet! What a wonderful moment to share. Thank you! Big hugs to all of you!
Not been a great year for me, just recently lost contact with someone important... but through all the shit that life threw at me, I kept smiling, I kept smiling because I always had your shenanigans to laugh at. Thanks to you, Cory, I didn't fall back into that pit I had just crawled out of.
Beautiful family. Just beautiful! I know you'll be able to teach Chell to embrace the 'little' wonders of life, and to try her hardest not to take them for granted. After all, it is the small things we learn to cherish the most. 💓
It's so fantastic to hear that scar has been healed. I'm so happy for you.
That made me so very touched , Larry was a wonderful person and he lives in your heart on.
Just thank you for sharing and being so incredibly vulnerable.
Had to share this on Facebook my brother and I share such a similar story. Happy you unconnected and just had y'all time! Happy your back!!!
God bless you & your beautiful family! Such an amazing and wonderful story!!
God Cory... This is so wonderfully told, and I can see the new you since Chell showed up. I'm not a crier but this got me damn close, my dad is sick right now, and I've been home for the past month after graduating college helping take care of him. I fear for the future every day, seeing how happy you are right now has made me a little more ok.
Such a beautiful vlog......so much LOVE....Chell is such a blessed child .
The funny thing is, a few days ago I was watching some old videos you've posted. It's like watching a completely different person. Becoming a dad yourself helped you gain unexpected closure. That's a wonderful thing!
Letting the tears flow. Cory, you are a great dad and Kristen is a wonderful wife and mom. God bless you all.
This is a great clog! I have a similar situation where my father, passed when I was young and my step dad stepped up and filled a roll I never thought could be done. I always have felt that void though until recently when after his heart surgery he held my hand and told me he hoped that he had done a good job at being a good father to me at a very difficult time in my life. we always miss the ones we love, but remember, they're never far away. You sir are an amazing man and Chell is a lucky girl to have such an amazing father. Kristin is lucky too! you guys be safe and keep smiling!!
So many emotions from this vlog. You are an amazing Dad to Chell and I'm glad Larry is a part of you. Your sense of joy and wonder has increased so much since she was born. Thank you for sharing your deepest and most heartfelt feelings with us.
This Vlog man...now that's what I call beautiful!
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Heartfelt video. Thank you for such a beautiful and truthful video.
This was a tear jerker for me. I'm glad you're in a good place. Larry sounds like an amazing guy. His legacy lives on in you. God bless!!!!
Thank you for this AMAZING tribute. You're both wonderful parents. ❤️
So beautiful just had to watch again :-)
Praying for your sister to find that closure for her father too, Cory...
It hurts me in my heart to know she is and has been struggling not to have been able to have met him and be around and got to know him, after she was born...Thank you again for sharing and God Bless You and Yours...Sincerely, Dana~
It's incredible how parents leave such a mark in our souls forever and how we realize that when we become parents. To have a Child, biological or not is such a responsibility and a true blessing. All of us who lost a parent when we were little can empathize. Good vlog!! Love.
omg I'm in tears this is a very special moment just like when chelle was you have a beautiful family
beautiful Cory, this is just beautiful. i lost my dad just few days ago and i understand that feeling, a hole in my heart that will never be filled again. i am so happy for you. your life is full of love.
Thankyou for sharing, Chell will always have Larry watching over her. Maybe you could write a heartfelt letter to your sister and explain how you feel, you could even enclose some photos of your beautiful daughter. She won't be mad at you she's just upset at the situation
Cory, this is what "knowing"is. Some get it early in life. Some get it from an event. Sadly, some never get it until they cross over. I sincerely thank you for being comfortable enough to share it with us all. Do you feel a little taller now? Sorta like your feet are a little tiny bit above the ground? May the Creator bless your entire family, scooter!
I'm crying like a baby now, I feel you Cory... my dad died when I was 15... Been waiting for your Vlog for how many days now.. Well, I just hope you'd do more like you use to... but no complaints. You have a beautiful family and I know you love them very much and I know you and Kristen will be amazing parents to Chel, no doubt about that, I hope you get more blessings , and we'd like to see more of you and your Family. Love you guys!!! (feels like your family)
Congrats on the closure Corey. When I lost my grandad the vicar said something that has always stuck with me. "When we lose someone who owned a piece of our hearts they take it with them. This is why we feel loss. When we accept others into our hearts they take another piece but leave a piece of their own to close the gap. When we leave this earth we join our loved ones and take back our missing pieces. There is then a piece left from the loved one left behind. This is then sent back to earth to enable a new person to fill the gap you leave behind. The cycle continues. And we all leave the earth will hearts full and touched by many."
I'm not sure if you are religious. Personally I'm agnostic. But I like to believe that when I die, I will have touched many hearts as I know they have touched mine.
Beautiful video, thanks so much for sharing. So pleased you are healing and feeling less emotional pain. I think Larry will really proud of how you have grown as a person and what you have become. You guys make fantastic parents and can't think of a better place to bring up kids.
I'm literally crying watching this... omg Cory I don't really know what to say other than, both of you are and going to be fantastic parents and Chell is going to love every minute of it. God bless you both in life ahead as it takes you on a journey that is laid out for you.
You made ME cry. So touching.
Thanks for opening up about your dad & father. I know it wasn't easy, but now you can understand what a truly awesome stepfather he was for loving a child that wasn't bio his. Mom's are good at filling in the blanks aren't they? Was worried about you these last days, good to see you 2!
Ok, I'm a fairly new subscriber and I have been reading the vlogs starting from the very beginning. I've wanted to comment so many times but I held back... until today. THIS vlog made me cry... not just a few tears, I was actually sobbing! I felt for that little boy. I knew how you felt. I felt your soul! I experienced it, too. I'm so very happy you came to terms with it and that you have decided to make this a new beginning. Much love to you, Kristen and Baby Chill. You are such a lovely family and you are living out the last item on my bucket list... being in Alaska!
Lost my father this past November. It tore me up more than anything ever has. I kind of just put a wall up and didn't let anyone over. I was doing bad in school while trying to cope with the grief and it was just a battle that couldn't be won. Or so I thought. Seeing you get through what you've experienced, it gives me hope that this stuff will heal in certain aspects. You're a true inspiration to many, and I'm so glad you share your life with me and everyone else. Stay golden dude!
Larry Will always be your dad! he did a great job in the little time you had him in your life, you are a great husband, dad, son, and good people we need in this world. God bless. thanks for sharing, it touched a nerve, similar story.
The feels flow deep with this video. Great video. DANG IT, CHELL IS SO ADORABLE!
He would be so proud of you. You two are so inspiring!
Thank you so much for sharing such a personal story! I cried and cried at this. Chell has the best daddy in the world x
I remember you talking about Larry the first time a few years ago, seeing you now tell the story in a completely different way is amazing.
It's amazing what babies can do and how they can help heal the pieces that were broken. My son did that for me. The day after he was born we lost my grandpa, my Papa, the man who was there for me through thick and thin. Jaxen helped heal the immense hurt, quickly.
Your history has made you the awesome person that you are Cory and for that you've been rewarded BIG TIME! Love all of it and move forward with your beautiful family. Blessings to the Williams'.