Thank you for not butchering the voice by pitching it down. Most of these doomer edits feel like sad bart simpson edits because of the voice editing . Keep up the good work!
Thanks so much for these mixes for it's a lot of trial and error making small changes and listing to the song another time over, Im glad people appreciate it
@@samuelhilariodiasfontes7173 there are programs that slow stuff w/o changing pitch but it’s all digital. also the pitch change is normally considered part of the vibe imo
@@utkajmatke863 For the most part that is true but actually in the program I used there is away to counter that by actually pitch shifting it up slightly to even it out
I literally thought that this was the original vocals just pitched down with different instrumentation until I heard the bridge. It's pretty much identical. That's insane.
I took a year to grow out a Lain hair strand at the left side of my head. Lain became a character really important to me that I could relate to. Due to a mental disorder, I have a very poor sense of self and I feel like I don't know who I am. I relate so much with Lain that I kind of identify as her. I watched Serial Experiments Lain so much to cope with trauma I was dealing with from highschool to now. I got her hair clip online to put in my hair to even more resemble her hairstyle. However, even though it was important for me to have the hair strand, I cut it off yesterday because I couldn't handle people insulting me and distancing themselves from me over a little piece of hair on the side of my head. For some reason, something dear to me made it hard for me to connect with others because looking even slightly different is deemed "socially unacceptable". If I was a girl, maybe people wouldn't care as much and I could of pulled it off. People expect others to be like them. This society is very selfish and it hates itself so much that it tears people apart in order to feel better. Even though people judged me for the hairstyle I tried to keep it anyways but it kept being a burden. I feel like a sliced off an important part of my identity and I further don't know who I am. I tried all my life to care for myself and love myself but I've always been put down by others and I'm losing myself more and more. I never wanted to care what others thought of me but for whatever reason, I can't help it. It's fine though. I can grow it back, or better yet, get a clip on hair piece so I can have a Lain hairstyle anytime I want. Lain tried so much to reassure herself and others that she is herself, that she has a real self and her evil wired persona isn't the real her, but really she felt like she didn't have a real self and that she was a terrible person because of the actions her wired self did that would ruin her friendships, like with Arisu. Someday, I want to be able to say "I am me" confidently and truthfully, and be able to connect with others and maintain healthy, long relationships without destroying them.
I just wanted to say that embracing the persona of a character that you relate to is so cool and it can really help you connect with yourself and your spirit. I have a character that I have a similar affinity to and when I read this it made me emotional because I can remember the visceral feelings that I get when I try to connect with her. I also had her hairstyle and used her for usernames and profile pictures, at some point I also kind of identified as her. You should definitely grow that strand of hair out again and ignore what those people say. You are perfectly valid and I know that you will get through your current struggles. Btw: if you want to know what character I am talking about just look at my profile pic.❤
I know these things are rarely simple, but i just wanted to say that by virtue of you being you, regardless of what society and the people around us make us feel, you already have a self and an identity and who you already are is exactly who you need to be. At a therapy group I used to go to someone once said "we are all mother nature's beloved children" and years later that sentence is something I still repeat to myself, not because I believe in mother nature as a spiritual entity or anything like that, but because the deeper sentiment of 'nature put us on this earth without expectations for us' is incredibly freeing for me in a society that tells me my worth as an individual is based on this or that. I don't know if that helps you in any way or if I'm even getting my point across coherently, but I think sometimes it's good to remind ourselves that simply by existing we are already enough and we are already perfect and mother nature, regardless of whether you believe in her as an entity or simply as a metaphor for nature and the universe as a whole, doesn't expect anything from you or think less of you the way other humans might if you step outside the boundary of what they consider normal. I wish you all the best, and thank you for making my day a little more profound
I can partly relate to you, even though I don't identify as Lain. In fact, I don't even know who I can relate to as a character. I too try to be myself, and most people around tend to look down on me because of that. Mostly because of my long hair and sometimes because of how I interact with surroundings. And at one point I even started to purposely alienate myself from them, and got a little bit of their hateful and spiteful attitude. The big thing is - you haven't inherited their hostility, you're just trying to find yourself. You may be stronger than you actually think. I'm sure you'll pull through this, friend
Rain... society is selfish... is cruel... it works under standarts that are pathetic... but you know you arent the problem here... rain... if people dont accept you by who you are and by who you want to be dont accept them then in your life... i know its easier said than done but people will be for you if you find the correct people, sometimes is harder depending on where you live, but nowadays is not impossible. i know everything will be better, 3 years ago i wanted to kill myself, i didnt even wanted to eat, i losed like 30 kg and i was weighting like 40 or 50 (im 1 80 m tall so its not very good) i wanted to die so much i didnt focus on other things, due to a miracle i met someone who changed me and my life... i was hopeless and alone, but in a instant of strenght i said what i wanted to say and that changed my life, try it for yourself, be strong and try what you want!! i know you will do it... it doesnt matter gender it doesnt matter what they say to you what only matters is yourself and no... not in the selfish way... i hope the best for you! -Sandia
almost exactly 1 year ago I discovered this song during a hard time in my life. I was having a fever that just wouldn go away and because nobody knew a lot about corona, had almost no treatment just in case. Now Im here again, having a very rough time for other reasons. "Help me to breathe" is a strong phrase
I'm constantly concerning killing myself and I'm having a very weird day my days have been making no sense at all and I've just discovered this song and things for 7 minutes are feeling okay and alright
@@zainabassam6722 I believe life has no meaning by itself. It's up to us to give it meaning, as long as it matters to us. Everyone has a certain amount of resilience when it comes to tough times and it's important to develop it. Even though i don't know what are you going through i know it must be fucked up if you are in a state where you say stuff like that. My advice to you is to try to pull through, but really TRY, people often don't want to. Try to find yourself and most importantly love yourself. I hope you find someone or something that helps you get out of this. Godspeed.
Attack Gods on fire over the shoulder of the Wired. I've seen C-beams glitter in the middle of the dark near the Steins Gate. All those moments will be gone in time like, tears in Lain
I used to be depressed. I used to want to end my life. And now all I do is work. Work, work, work to get away from it all. And once in a while, I have a bad day like today where everything I’ve bottled up comes to the surface. I been listening to This version of this duvet on repeat since yesterday and it’s kind of a representation of my feelings. It has melancholic tone while not being too depressing, but just the right amount of existential dread and sadness engraved in the gloomy doomer ambiance. Thank you for making this. Helps me get through it all.
I was diagnosed with schizoaffective disorder last year and after 4 years of being misdiagnosed over and over again I finally know what's wrong with me. Even though I now know what's wrong with me I still don't know who I am fully as due to being mentally ill I didn't get to have a childhood as it was the worst during my teenage years. one of my delusions is that I am not real and even when I feel healthy I still get the feeling of not being here, sometimes I can handle it but a lot of the time it overwhelms me to the point where I just lay down staring at the ceiling for hours trying to figure out if I'm really here. This show means a lot to me, because when I found it I immediatly got attatched to Lain. I relate to Lain's character so much as she is lost in her mind just like I am. This song will always mean something to me and I will never forget this show. btw I love this cover a lot ty for uploading it 💜
Last summer I watched SEL and it quickly became my favourite anime. Lain was just so relatable to me at the time for her not being able to grasp onto the concept of who she really is. Kind of needless to say I wasn't really in the best state of mind back then. I got rejected by the high school I worked my ass of the whole year to get into and lost my friends and confidence in the process. When I got into high school I couldn't really make friends with my new class. I felt like an alien amongst normal people. That was not true. All I was doing was alienating myself and beating myself up for no reason. There were people kind enough to help me get back on my feet. Though I still have a long way to go to be yet again the happy and confident person I was a few years ago, I feel so goddamn much better. If for whatever reason you're reading this and relate to me, just know that it's all in your mind. Once you start doubting your fears and overcome them life will just seem so bright and colorful. Maybe more colorful than you even remember it being, so even if I failed to convince you of trying to please know that given the effort and time it can all be better.
Thank you, dear friend, I wish you the best future ahead of you. ❤️⭐️✌🏼 I know we don’t know each other but I hear myself in your words. I am sending you all the love, strength, and good luck you could ever wish for.
just when i started college, which i thought were gonna be the grand final years of my youth corona striked, and it took everything away from me. my 18 and 19 years, my friends, the newer social bonds i had established, and my first year of college was horrible, i failed miserably. Now i´m a college dropout, lonely, more than ever before, and depression is going back yet again. There´s literally no point left to go ahead. To put it bluntly, i´d love to die to be honest. I don´t enjoy the concept of life, to grow old and miserable, to inevitably divorce after like 5 years of false love, to fail as a parent making your kid go away from your life, to watch the ones you love die from the passage of time, the lose the beauty of youth, i´ve seen it one too many times to wait until it happens to me. i´m scared, alone, in my own world of thoughts. i don´t want to live.
I've been listening to this remix every now and then for months now during night runs, really puts you in the the realist Doomer mindset "Damn the world looks like its ending" good stuff.
Depends of how you look at it. The world could be ending everyday. We know so little, we could maybe shift to parallel realities everytime we sleep. But I agree... Living in a world that is probably doomed is a weird feeling. I feel to disconnected from some things. Like, there is billions of us on this planet, we're like ants, but I can't even imagine what one million people in the same place look like. It's too much. There's this youtube who made a video for 10 million subscribers, with 10 million sprinkles. And damn.... it's just madness thinking one of these things corresponds to one person.
I pray for the well-being of everyone in this comment section. To become whatever the heart desires. This world is fallen beyond repair at this point. I hope no one goes through any more pain. I hope no one loses themselves as a Yahiko, and turns into Pain...
lain is someone who i relate to a ton because of her detachment of self. ive struggled for such a long time to make a personality for myself, i usually just steal it from characters i identity with. currenty, iyami from osomatsu kun to me is a character who is pre-made for me to take his form. i identify with him to about as large an extent as i once did with joey drew from bendy and the ink machine, but not for the same reasons. with joey, he was a character who i could use to project my own feelings, traumas, and desires onto as he did not have a concrete character for quite a while. i could mold him into a vision of what i wanted for myself as well as what i needed to vent out. i even started to try and make myself look like him, wearing fancier clothes all the time and buying fake glasses that matched his. it made me feel more comfortable in my own skin, and he as a character was very personal to me. now i have iyami, who feels like a different experience to joey. i relate to him not because of my own projections onto his character, but because of how he really is. in that way i feel somehow even more connected to him. seeing myself as a doppelgänger of him brings me so much joy and confidence. hell, im able to wear, look, and act how i want without too much fear and anxiety just by telling myself its how iyami would do it. while watching osomatsu kun, i find myself constantly pointing out small mannerisms and features of iyami that i share with him, even some that i didnt even know i had until seeing him. i even already physically look like him to an extent, an awkward medium body type, comically large mouth and teeth, unneededly formal fashion sense, the list goes on. though, this identification isnt to an unhealthy point of being all "i am iyami in the real life i am literally this character kys!!1!1!" while yes, one of the names i use for myself is yami, im able to know that im just using him to influence my personal self. i am still myself, who is a human made up of character's whos personalities i stole. this does make it difficult at many times to be able to say that im my own person, but having a character like iyami to lean on when i struggle with myself makes my world make sense. and to anyone struggling here, just know that there will always be someone out there to listen to you and help you. even in the strangest places.
I'm battling depression, I've come a long way but the negative thoughts in my head still tell me to give up.. I moved back home 2 and a half years ago suicidal and I'm finally moving away, stressed out trying to find a place even though my job is secured. New beginnings I've never been so scared and excited in my life, I hope life is better for me by the ocean
i was never much of an extrovert, nor did i like to go and play with my friends often. being my own pal was a friendship like no other i knew me the best and having conversations with objects that couldn't reply was soothing. silence. in quarantine this was completely different, it was a type of loneliness which i disliked. i always chose to be alone. and i did not want it forced upon me like this. some may say they found theirself in quarantine, having all that time to yourself. for me it was quite different, i wasn't the same. the isolation that was forced upon me was something i heavily disliked. being alone for me was soothing, usually. i feel as if i drifted away from everything, and i was just someone. not me. a complete stranger, i began to question if i was real, if i did really matter like those inspirational quotes on the school posters said. days turned into what felt like years. it was a loneliness i hated. not like the one i went to for comfort eventually i stopped talking to my books, drawings and teddy bears, because i didn't like the silence that trailed on after. before id imagine the responses in my head and laugh at the awful jokes i made to myself. but this was not the case. as of today? i am trying again to be me. i am trying to find comfort in silence as i once did before. but i believe it won't ever be the same, as the world is never quiet.
I remember watching Serial Experiments Lain when I was 15 and was suicidal and had an identity issue. I knew a lot about spirituality and the ego and such. And this show I obsessed over because I felt like it’s fascinating that the wired is so similar to our internet and it hits harder the more time passes on. I am 24 now and still watch it often to feel alright and now relate and wish to shed this body I have as its just a vehicle for the soul.
I'm so miserable it hurts. I wish I could die but I'm too scared. My meds aren't helping. My therapy barely does anything. I just got out of the mental hospital and I already feel like I need to go back. It really feels like music is my only relief.
Life is like diving, a constant fight to get some air, but the brief feel of that air is worth all the pain behind it. You dont really know how much people love and support you, keep fighting brother/sister, you got this!!!
My friend told me to listen to twilight by bôa, and then i saw duvet. i love both, but the guitar part and the lyrics really stood out to me in this one. I even thought it sounded like bob ross sort of. And then i came across SEL. I remembered seeing the name before, and skimming through comments under videos such as this made me curious about the anime. I watched it all in a matter of a few days, which was slow for me, but i needed to take it in more. I resonate really deeply with Lain; her struggles with identity and the reality of her world. The fact she couldn't control some part of her spoke to me as well, as i have a version of DID. Some parts of the show were spot on to what its been like to see the world recently, and it gave me comfort. I cried, i gasped, i smiled. It was a wonderful show and this is a wonderful song. This version is even better. Thanks so much!!
I’m writing this a day after my girlfriend broke up with me. She was the first girl I ever loved, and last night she came to my house and told me that she thought it was best our relationship stop. I played it cool while she was telling me, but I sobbed all night long. I’m still crying so so hard. She was the first girl I ever fell in love with and she broke my heart. I called her for further closure today. She said that as hard as she tried she never loved me back. It’s a cruel twist of irony really. I would always go over to her house, and she would beg me not to leave. But in the end she was the one that left... Thanks for the edit, it really does help.
I know it's kinda a meme but man I fucking love Lain, it truly is one of the best pieces of art ever created I also love this video, if I didn't already know this was the acoustic version I would've thought it was a real cover
We’re losing the past. It’s disappearing. Song by song, store closing by store closing, ending by ending. It’s happening so fast now in this part of history that the present feels false, surreal, even artificial. This isn’t just me, or you. Its Gen Y (“millennials”)and Gen Z in general. Those born after 9/11 wouldn’t get it; they grew up that way. We aren’t alone in our melancholy forlornness. We share it.
"Help me to breath", just imagine how many people said that to themselves before they passed from c0v1d. RIP to any of your loved ones who have passed from it.
Honestly would love to know your editing and mastering process, this feels like a live recording. It keeps the same feeling and motive as the original but has been adapted and fits this new feel. Well done
Feels like I’m listening to this at a local bar that I walked into bc it was raining really hard outside that’s a little run down but it feels like a home away from home
Seeing these comments make me realize im not alone. I suffer from schitzoprenia and constant delusions. I dont know whats real anymore since my allucinations and dreams are so vivid. The people that surrounds me can't relate or understand, theyre just seeing me shaking and going blank.
Wow this is seriously amazing what the hell. You totally slowed it down but the integrity of the vocals is there. Lain is kind of really, really seriously more important figure than a lot of us have realized. In the game - (Playthrough on YT) for Sony, she actually goes more serial killer, it's a lot more out there than the series suggests and the game is considered canon. Is it that we don't recognize that we see that a lot of what happened to her would be columbine, sandy hook, etc..........?
Thank you for not butchering the voice by pitching it down. Most of these doomer edits feel like sad bart simpson edits because of the voice editing . Keep up the good work!
Thanks so much for these mixes for it's a lot of trial and error making small changes and listing to the song another time over, Im glad people appreciate it
its not that, when you slow down the tape, you going to get lower pitch
@@utkajmatke863 How do you explain this masterpiece then?
@@samuelhilariodiasfontes7173 there are programs that slow stuff w/o changing pitch but it’s all digital. also the pitch change is normally considered part of the vibe imo
@@utkajmatke863 For the most part that is true but actually in the program I used there is away to counter that by actually pitch shifting it up slightly to even it out
Rly cool, loved the way you made it slower yet kept the voice's frequency intact
Thank you so much it means a lot
I literally thought that this was the original vocals just pitched down with different instrumentation until I heard the bridge. It's pretty much identical. That's insane.
Wait, is this a cover, or the acoustic version slowed down?
Its the accoustic version slowed down
@@CarlosRoxo Oh ok, thanks.
I took a year to grow out a Lain hair strand at the left side of my head. Lain became a character really important to me that I could relate to. Due to a mental disorder, I have a very poor sense of self and I feel like I don't know who I am. I relate so much with Lain that I kind of identify as her. I watched Serial Experiments Lain so much to cope with trauma I was dealing with from highschool to now. I got her hair clip online to put in my hair to even more resemble her hairstyle. However, even though it was important for me to have the hair strand, I cut it off yesterday because I couldn't handle people insulting me and distancing themselves from me over a little piece of hair on the side of my head. For some reason, something dear to me made it hard for me to connect with others because looking even slightly different is deemed "socially unacceptable". If I was a girl, maybe people wouldn't care as much and I could of pulled it off. People expect others to be like them. This society is very selfish and it hates itself so much that it tears people apart in order to feel better. Even though people judged me for the hairstyle I tried to keep it anyways but it kept being a burden. I feel like a sliced off an important part of my identity and I further don't know who I am. I tried all my life to care for myself and love myself but I've always been put down by others and I'm losing myself more and more. I never wanted to care what others thought of me but for whatever reason, I can't help it.
It's fine though. I can grow it back, or better yet, get a clip on hair piece so I can have a Lain hairstyle anytime I want. Lain tried so much to reassure herself and others that she is herself, that she has a real self and her evil wired persona isn't the real her, but really she felt like she didn't have a real self and that she was a terrible person because of the actions her wired self did that would ruin her friendships, like with Arisu. Someday, I want to be able to say "I am me" confidently and truthfully, and be able to connect with others and maintain healthy, long relationships without destroying them.
I just wanted to say that embracing the persona of a character that you relate to is so cool and it can really help you connect with yourself and your spirit. I have a character that I have a similar affinity to and when I read this it made me emotional because I can remember the visceral feelings that I get when I try to connect with her. I also had her hairstyle and used her for usernames and profile pictures, at some point I also kind of identified as her. You should definitely grow that strand of hair out again and ignore what those people say. You are perfectly valid and I know that you will get through your current struggles. Btw: if you want to know what character I am talking about just look at my profile pic.❤
I know these things are rarely simple, but i just wanted to say that by virtue of you being you, regardless of what society and the people around us make us feel, you already have a self and an identity and who you already are is exactly who you need to be.
At a therapy group I used to go to someone once said "we are all mother nature's beloved children" and years later that sentence is something I still repeat to myself, not because I believe in mother nature as a spiritual entity or anything like that, but because the deeper sentiment of 'nature put us on this earth without expectations for us' is incredibly freeing for me in a society that tells me my worth as an individual is based on this or that. I don't know if that helps you in any way or if I'm even getting my point across coherently, but I think sometimes it's good to remind ourselves that simply by existing we are already enough and we are already perfect and mother nature, regardless of whether you believe in her as an entity or simply as a metaphor for nature and the universe as a whole, doesn't expect anything from you or think less of you the way other humans might if you step outside the boundary of what they consider normal.
I wish you all the best, and thank you for making my day a little more profound
I can partly relate to you, even though I don't identify as Lain. In fact, I don't even know who I can relate to as a character.
I too try to be myself, and most people around tend to look down on me because of that. Mostly because of my long hair and sometimes because of how I interact with surroundings. And at one point I even started to purposely alienate myself from them, and got a little bit of their hateful and spiteful attitude.
The big thing is - you haven't inherited their hostility, you're just trying to find yourself. You may be stronger than you actually think. I'm sure you'll pull through this, friend
Rain... society is selfish... is cruel... it works under standarts that are pathetic... but you know you arent the problem here... rain... if people dont accept you by who you are and by who you want to be dont accept them then in your life... i know its easier said than done but people will be for you if you find the correct people, sometimes is harder depending on where you live, but nowadays is not impossible.
i know everything will be better, 3 years ago i wanted to kill myself, i didnt even wanted to eat, i losed like 30 kg and i was weighting like 40 or 50 (im 1 80 m tall so its not very good) i wanted to die so much i didnt focus on other things, due to a miracle i met someone who changed me and my life... i was hopeless and alone, but in a instant of strenght i said what i wanted to say and that changed my life, try it for yourself, be strong and try what you want!! i know you will do it... it doesnt matter gender it doesnt matter what they say to you what only matters is yourself and no... not in the selfish way... i hope the best for you!
-Sandia
this made me cry jsut kniw that i love you
DUDE THE ACOUSTIC SOLO IS SO AWESOME
yeah when I was making a mix I knew I had to go with the acoustic version
Nice profile picture
instead of giving you anti depressants, they should give you a CD with this on it.
facts
*Now you are even more depressed*
@@notafbiagent473 I'm surprised it took watching this for the fbi to find that out
more like "depressants", this shit can't be healthy
this is really beautiful thank you for this, it's so comforting
Im glad you like it
Even when you’re fallen and faded, when you’ve lost it all, there’s still a precious solace in loving Lain.
Let’s all love Lain!
Let’s all love Lain
Lain will always be with us. Its her words, not my.)
well said, brother. let's all love lain.
Present Day, Present Time . Stay strong people
Present day and present time indeed.
It is, indeed, present day, present time
Hahahhahahaha
almost exactly 1 year ago I discovered this song during a hard time in my life. I was having a fever that just wouldn go away and because nobody knew a lot about corona, had almost no treatment just in case.
Now Im here again, having a very rough time for other reasons.
"Help me to breathe" is a strong phrase
p.d.: Dont watch the anime if you have fever and vivid dreaming lol
Im glad that something I did was actually able to help someone get through something
I'm constantly concerning killing myself and I'm having a very weird day my days have been making no sense at all and I've just discovered this song and things for 7 minutes are feeling okay and alright
@@zainabassam6722 I believe life has no meaning by itself. It's up to us to give it meaning, as long as it matters to us. Everyone has a certain amount of resilience when it comes to tough times and it's important to develop it. Even though i don't know what are you going through i know it must be fucked up if you are in a state where you say stuff like that. My advice to you is to try to pull through, but really TRY, people often don't want to. Try to find yourself and most importantly love yourself. I hope you find someone or something that helps you get out of this.
Godspeed.
@@zainabassam6722 are you okay bro just know there are people that will miss you
this scratches my brain in a good way
meto
I've felt things you people wouldn't believe.
Feel free to tell us about it
Attack Gods on fire over the shoulder of the Wired.
I've seen C-beams glitter in the middle of the dark near the Steins Gate.
All those moments will be gone in time like, tears in Lain
@@sac7404 I like that
@@sac7404 that's cool
I've seen, felt and lived things, nobody believes.
Even I struggle to believe it myself.
This version is really different. Such a beautiful song. Nice job.
I used to be depressed. I used to want to end my life. And now all I do is work. Work, work, work to get away from it all. And once in a while, I have a bad day like today where everything I’ve bottled up comes to the surface. I been listening to This version of this duvet on repeat since yesterday and it’s kind of a representation of my feelings. It has melancholic tone while not being too depressing, but just the right amount of existential dread and sadness engraved in the gloomy doomer ambiance. Thank you for making this. Helps me get through it all.
Damn
Just work? No hobbies, nothing to look forward to at the weekend? No movies or maybe games? Sports?
I was diagnosed with schizoaffective disorder last year and after 4 years of being misdiagnosed over and over again I finally know what's wrong with me. Even though I now know what's wrong with me I still don't know who I am fully as due to being mentally ill I didn't get to have a childhood as it was the worst during my teenage years. one of my delusions is that I am not real and even when I feel healthy I still get the feeling of not being here, sometimes I can handle it but a lot of the time it overwhelms me to the point where I just lay down staring at the ceiling for hours trying to figure out if I'm really here. This show means a lot to me, because when I found it I immediatly got attatched to Lain. I relate to Lain's character so much as she is lost in her mind just like I am. This song will always mean something to me and I will never forget this show. btw I love this cover a lot ty for uploading it 💜
Stay strong
@@tristanthayer7651 thank you 💜
if you need someone stranger to talk, u can let me know
@@tristanthayer7651 that is really well said thank you very much
@@iothefrog true, believing in something good helps our mind greatly.
Best version
thanks so much
Last summer I watched SEL and it quickly became my favourite anime. Lain was just so relatable to me at the time for her not being able to grasp onto the concept of who she really is. Kind of needless to say I wasn't really in the best state of mind back then. I got rejected by the high school I worked my ass of the whole year to get into and lost my friends and confidence in the process. When I got into high school I couldn't really make friends with my new class. I felt like an alien amongst normal people. That was not true. All I was doing was alienating myself and beating myself up for no reason. There were people kind enough to help me get back on my feet. Though I still have a long way to go to be yet again the happy and confident person I was a few years ago, I feel so goddamn much better. If for whatever reason you're reading this and relate to me, just know that it's all in your mind. Once you start doubting your fears and overcome them life will just seem so bright and colorful. Maybe more colorful than you even remember it being, so even if I failed to convince you of trying to please know that given the effort and time it can all be better.
It's nice to hear things are getting better. Getting over this kind of experiences will help you become an even better person, good luck in the way
Thank you for this text something just broke inside me,
your re a strong person, good luck on your journey
thank you, good luck with becoming a confident person again
Thank you so much for your story. I'm in a similar space rn and working to get out :' )
Thank you, dear friend, I wish you the best future ahead of you. ❤️⭐️✌🏼 I know we don’t know each other but I hear myself in your words. I am sending you all the love, strength, and good luck you could ever wish for.
the feel is very powerful
There is much power to it
@@horror_crux4809 it sounds more powerful since you confirmed it..
just when i started college, which i thought were gonna be the grand final years of my youth corona striked, and it took everything away from me. my 18 and 19 years, my friends, the newer social bonds i had established, and my first year of college was horrible, i failed miserably.
Now i´m a college dropout, lonely, more than ever before, and depression is going back yet again. There´s literally no point left to go ahead. To put it bluntly, i´d love to die to be honest. I don´t enjoy the concept of life, to grow old and miserable, to inevitably divorce after like 5 years of false love, to fail as a parent making your kid go away from your life, to watch the ones you love die from the passage of time, the lose the beauty of youth, i´ve seen it one too many times to wait until it happens to me. i´m scared, alone, in my own world of thoughts. i don´t want to live.
sorry to hear but your not alone there's a lot of others like you especially here
don't give up skeleton
@@eauwasser9137 i love Dark Souls
@@makoto5851 Dark Souls is pretty neat game
@antonio I'm in Chile lmao
The acoustic version of Duvet is one of the best things ever
this song is beautiful
Thank you
So glad I got this recommended
You did an amazing job with this song :)
It means so Much
I always cried... Now I can appreciate even more due all bad things that happened in my past 3 years. . Thanks for this version man.
glad to help
since everybody is sharing their stories i will too
Thanks for sharing with us. Good luck.
Good luck. I hope you find photography fun.
Such an amazing mix thank you for putting this up
I will train in my guitar class.
tysm for making the voice the same pitch, i adore slowed songs but cant stand when the voice is so deep. it sounds so beautiful and clear
I've been listening to this remix every now and then for months now during night runs, really puts you in the the realist Doomer mindset "Damn the world looks like its ending" good stuff.
Depends of how you look at it.
The world could be ending everyday. We know so little, we could maybe shift to parallel realities everytime we sleep.
But I agree... Living in a world that is probably doomed is a weird feeling.
I feel to disconnected from some things. Like, there is billions of us on this planet, we're like ants, but I can't even imagine what one million people in the same place look like. It's too much.
There's this youtube who made a video for 10 million subscribers, with 10 million sprinkles. And damn.... it's just madness thinking one of these things corresponds to one person.
This song is even sadder now.
These comments... i love you guys
I could imagine Misato singing this to Kaji
yes please
simply magnificent.
thanks
I pray for the well-being of everyone in this comment section. To become whatever the heart desires. This world is fallen beyond repair at this point. I hope no one goes through any more pain. I hope no one loses themselves as a Yahiko, and turns into Pain...
I don’t really say this often, but THIS IS LIT
I really appreciate that
@@horror_crux4809 ( ◠‿◠ )d ... I love lain!
@@Rhinestoneshark Same here its such a great anime Lane will always be with us
this is so beautiful thank u
This is very comforting ❤️
Damn, the point is that these edits are supposed to be edgy over the top, but this is actually pretty well made
my father is a big fan of The Matrix, so when we discovered Lain we loved it instantly
Also this is my favorite version of Duvet
Uno de los animes raros que vi, pero que recuerdo cariño y aprecio.
We’re all doing the best we can. Thanks for staying with us this far.
The melancholy of LAIN iwakura
Lain taught me to get out of the front of my monitor and go outside...My "friends" didn't respond but that's ok, I just contemplated life...
This is amazing dude!! Keep up the good work!
Cool pfp
@@dontworryhouston thanks!
lain is someone who i relate to a ton because of her detachment of self. ive struggled for such a long time to make a personality for myself, i usually just steal it from characters i identity with.
currenty, iyami from osomatsu kun to me is a character who is pre-made for me to take his form. i identify with him to about as large an extent as i once did with joey drew from bendy and the ink machine, but not for the same reasons.
with joey, he was a character who i could use to project my own feelings, traumas, and desires onto as he did not have a concrete character for quite a while. i could mold him into a vision of what i wanted for myself as well as what i needed to vent out. i even started to try and make myself look like him, wearing fancier clothes all the time and buying fake glasses that matched his. it made me feel more comfortable in my own skin, and he as a character was very personal to me.
now i have iyami, who feels like a different experience to joey. i relate to him not because of my own projections onto his character, but because of how he really is. in that way i feel somehow even more connected to him. seeing myself as a doppelgänger of him brings me so much joy and confidence. hell, im able to wear, look, and act how i want without too much fear and anxiety just by telling myself its how iyami would do it. while watching osomatsu kun, i find myself constantly pointing out small mannerisms and features of iyami that i share with him, even some that i didnt even know i had until seeing him. i even already physically look like him to an extent, an awkward medium body type, comically large mouth and teeth, unneededly formal fashion sense, the list goes on. though, this identification isnt to an unhealthy point of being all "i am iyami in the real life i am literally this character kys!!1!1!" while yes, one of the names i use for myself is yami, im able to know that im just using him to influence my personal self. i am still myself, who is a human made up of character's whos personalities i stole. this does make it difficult at many times to be able to say that im my own person, but having a character like iyami to lean on when i struggle with myself makes my world make sense.
and to anyone struggling here, just know that there will always be someone out there to listen to you and help you. even in the strangest places.
I'm battling depression, I've come a long way but the negative thoughts in my head still tell me to give up.. I moved back home 2 and a half years ago suicidal and I'm finally moving away, stressed out trying to find a place even though my job is secured. New beginnings I've never been so scared and excited in my life, I hope life is better for me by the ocean
Wishing you the best of luck! Everything will work itself out, and hopefully things will continue to improve for you ❤
I hope you´re doing great !
i havent left home in so long, lain either helps or triggers my dissociation episodes haha
i was never much of an extrovert, nor did i like to go and play with my friends often. being my own pal was a friendship like no other i knew me the best and having conversations with objects that couldn't reply was soothing. silence.
in quarantine this was completely different, it was a type of loneliness which i disliked. i always chose to be alone. and i did not want it forced upon me like this. some may say they found theirself in quarantine, having all that time to yourself. for me it was quite different, i wasn't the same. the isolation that was forced upon me was something i heavily disliked. being alone for me was soothing, usually.
i feel as if i drifted away from everything, and i was just someone. not me. a complete stranger, i began to question if i was real, if i did really matter like those inspirational quotes on the school posters said. days turned into what felt like years. it was a loneliness i hated. not like the one i went to for comfort
eventually i stopped talking to my books, drawings and teddy bears, because i didn't like the silence that trailed on after. before id imagine the responses in my head and laugh at the awful jokes i made to myself. but this was not the case.
as of today? i am trying again to be me. i am trying to find comfort in silence as i once did before. but i believe it won't ever be the same, as the world is never quiet.
When I saw lain for the first time I immediately searched the song
I remember watching Serial Experiments Lain when I was 15 and was suicidal and had an identity issue. I knew a lot about spirituality and the ego and such. And this show I obsessed over because I felt like it’s fascinating that the wired is so similar to our internet and it hits harder the more time passes on. I am 24 now and still watch it often to feel alright and now relate and wish to shed this body I have as its just a vehicle for the soul.
it never gets better
It does. Someday.
the tears won’t stop
This is absolutely gorgeous. Thank you from the very bottom of my heart for making this, you’re a legend
I'm so miserable it hurts. I wish I could die but I'm too scared. My meds aren't helping. My therapy barely does anything. I just got out of the mental hospital and I already feel like I need to go back. It really feels like music is my only relief.
i hope you get through it.
Life is like diving, a constant fight to get some air, but the brief feel of that air is worth all the pain behind it. You dont really know how much people love and support you, keep fighting brother/sister, you got this!!!
let me know if you want a friend or someone to talk to. I'll be here :)
Take care fren :v
I’m back at the psych ward and honestly I don’t really know what to do from here, i don’t know what’s going to happen after this but I’m trying
THAT 3:25 action.. holy shit thats heavy as balls
My friend told me to listen to twilight by bôa, and then i saw duvet. i love both, but the guitar part and the lyrics really stood out to me in this one. I even thought it sounded like bob ross sort of. And then i came across SEL. I remembered seeing the name before, and skimming through comments under videos such as this made me curious about the anime. I watched it all in a matter of a few days, which was slow for me, but i needed to take it in more. I resonate really deeply with Lain; her struggles with identity and the reality of her world. The fact she couldn't control some part of her spoke to me as well, as i have a version of DID. Some parts of the show were spot on to what its been like to see the world recently, and it gave me comfort. I cried, i gasped, i smiled. It was a wonderful show and this is a wonderful song. This version is even better. Thanks so much!!
This song feels like home
It really do, i'm glad i found this song and experiment lain not long after, i really feel at home here..
The love I have for this show..
As a doomer myself in love it
God I love every version of this song
3:17 best part
amazing
perfect vibes for a lonely winter night
This is so relaxing it helps me to sleep
In love with this
I like how this audio isn't too low in pitch despite being slowed down.
Digging this!
glad to hear it
pain time i guess
always pain time in doom
I’m writing this a day after my girlfriend broke up with me. She was the first girl I ever loved, and last night she came to my house and told me that she thought it was best our relationship stop. I played it cool while she was telling me, but I sobbed all night long. I’m still crying so so hard. She was the first girl I ever fell in love with and she broke my heart. I called her for further closure today. She said that as hard as she tried she never loved me back. It’s a cruel twist of irony really. I would always go over to her house, and she would beg me not to leave. But in the end she was the one that left...
Thanks for the edit, it really does help.
I know it's kinda a meme but man I fucking love Lain, it truly is one of the best pieces of art ever created
I also love this video, if I didn't already know this was the acoustic version I would've thought it was a real cover
Why is it considered a “meme” ?
@@jasonapplebaum9871 Have you ever seen people commenting "Let's all love Lain"?
Losing one's sense of self is the worst thing that can happen to a person.
lets all love lain :)
We’re losing the past. It’s disappearing. Song by song, store closing by store closing, ending by ending.
It’s happening so fast now in this part of history that the present feels false, surreal, even artificial.
This isn’t just me, or you. Its Gen Y (“millennials”)and Gen Z in general. Those born after 9/11 wouldn’t get it; they grew up that way.
We aren’t alone in our melancholy forlornness. We share it.
"Help me to breath", just imagine how many people said that to themselves before they passed from c0v1d. RIP to any of your loved ones who have passed from it.
о. эксперименты Лэйн.
Let’s all love Lain
Thank you kind person who uploaded this And UA-cam for showing This in my recommendation because now i can be sad with good music.
This is the best version I've heard of this song. Good work.
Thank you, now I can heal myself from pain caused by that Tik Tok Lap POV trend.
un temazo
I love the original song. And this was surprisingly good. I was kind of no expecting that. Good job.
This UA-cam recommendation made me watch the show. I'm glad this exists.
obra prima, simplesmente
apenas
tfw past day, past time.
YESSSSS MOOOOAAARRR
I really appreciate you and It means so much
@@horror_crux4809 of course bro, I love duvet (and lain). I'm always looking for more remixes of it, so finding your version made me hella happy
I like this edit, let’s all love lain
Honestly would love to know your editing and mastering process, this feels like a live recording. It keeps the same feeling and motive as the original but has been adapted and fits this new feel. Well done
It is the acoustic version of duvet but slowed down with complex warping with vinyl static
Buenardo
Todos amamos a Lain
foggy and rainy day here... ty
This version hits diferente
yesss
Feels like I’m listening to this at a local bar that I walked into bc it was raining really hard outside that’s a little run down but it feels like a home away from home
We all love lainnnnn
This hits different
I love this so much im gonna listen to it as my daily vitamins
Wow tomorrow makes it officially one year since you uploaded this video. Which is a very good video btw! Props to the editting and remix
Seeing these comments make me realize im not alone. I suffer from schitzoprenia and constant delusions. I dont know whats real anymore since my allucinations and dreams are so vivid. The people that surrounds me can't relate or understand, theyre just seeing me shaking and going blank.
this really made me appreciate this song's acoustic instrumental. nice work!
4:17 - 4:44 gave me chills! That part was amazing. Truly a masterpiece in audio editing 😌
What a sweat work. simply and calm to listen.
this is actually perfect
Wow this is seriously amazing what the hell. You totally slowed it down but the integrity of the vocals is there.
Lain is kind of really, really seriously more important figure than a lot of us have realized. In the game - (Playthrough on YT) for Sony, she actually goes more serial killer, it's a lot more out there than the series suggests and the game is considered canon.
Is it that we don't recognize that we see that a lot of what happened to her would be columbine, sandy hook, etc..........?