I'm so grateful for this video because I'm still on my journey. Some days are worse than than others but impilo iyaqhubeka. And ubuhlungu bam obuningi is from waiting for him to apologise. From today Nozi I'm taking responsibility for my actions. I was a part of it, I trusted a guy enough to gamble with my life for 3 years after ukuziphatha kahle. 🙌 Hey ngoba angihlanyanga in the past 3years, angeke ngiphinde.
Two days ago he called, after almost four years. Uyaxolisa, he has moved on and hopes I have found happiness. All the bitterness came back but I swear it only lasted a few minutes.... I took my time to heal so I didn't need closure from yena. Again Nozi, thank you so much for this channel coz I hambe Nami from my dark days kwaze kwaba manje. Ngisanokwesaba to date coz then I'd be forced to disclose. I don't wanna date someone who thinks I was a h*re. I love you soooooo much ❤️❤️
I don't even know how I even came to your videos but I'm so grateful I did. I'm going through so much pain with dealing with the being stages of separation from my husband and my exact thoughts are "will I ever be ok," thanks for this video!!!!
My older sister Gladys died of aids last March. She hid her illness from us her family & friends for 7 years. It wasn’t until she died that we found out she had been infected and wasn’t taking her medication at all. I am struggling to come to term with her death and her actions, as I believe her death was preventable. I have days where I cry all day, some days I hate her and other days I sympathise with her. She was my older sister who I adored and loved she let me down. Not for being infected with hiv as she’s human and made a mistake but for not realising how valuable her life was. I wished she would have come in contact with someone like yourself who can show her that she still had a life and future with hiv. What saddens me the most is she didn’t love herself enough to fight for her life. Your videos are helping me along my healing and grieving process.
Bre - I pray you find peace in your heart. Your sister didn't know any better. She was probably scared and didn't know what to do. She probably thought your family would react some kind of way to her status. That's what I thought about my mom. I always thought I would kill her. I was blown away by how she accepted and nothing changed. It's okay to be sad. It does, at times, take time to heal. Continue holding on to the beautiful memories you had when she was alive.
Nozibele Qamngana Thank You so much for responding it means so much to me. I think about my sister every second of the day, what she was going through keeping this big secret from her family for years and years. I’m sure she was scared and didn’t want to disappoint her family. But she was my big sister I loved her and looked up to her my whole life. I would have loved her and accepted with and without hiv/aids nothing she could have done would have changed that and that’s what hurts me the most. I would not have rejected her, I wish I could have saved her. I wanted her to live not only for me but for herself, so she could have a future, have a family one day, a career, get to travel the world. And now she would never have that. I can’t enjoy life now when my sister who was my world is gone. I am so alone her death has completely broken me.
Wow sesi Nozi since I discover ur channel I start seeing things definitely about my status, me too I found out I'm positive on 2013 August, but cz I'm a mother of 2 I told my self I'm going to take care of myself nd live for my kids, now that I'm listening to ur videos almost everyday I see more light nd leaning even more about HIV
I’ve been blessed just by listening to you apply scripture to your circumstances. That’s how you know God has spoken to you. Glad to see you’re doing ok and loving life with your darling husband.
Am a mother of 4 girls and one boy. Today 21st May 2020 I subscribed to Nozibele's videos. People, I can't explain how much I've been motivated by Nozi's stories. Nozibele, may God give you and your husband a very long life. May you live to declare the goodness of the Lord. You are beautiful! Your husband is handsome too!! You are fearfully, wonderfully and beautifully made! How I wish I could one day talk one on one. I leave in Uganda. Thanks so much for your testimony. I will continue following you. Lots of love.
Hi Mrs Mayaba,Nozibele,its my 3rd day of watching your video since lockdown you just so inspirational Stay Blessed I love you Sis I have learned alot from you and let your family grow.
The power of understanding and trusting the process... Profound!!! Being the Joseph of a family is of a great cost... ❤️U are so strong, I admire you so much.... God indeed always has a plan behind everythng we go through, it may be painful to go through but I too atest it's much easier xa Yena ekhona... May God continue to handle you and all of u with grace and favor😊❤️akufihle aphinde akuthwale
I stated following you on social media last year now i decided to watch all your videos on UA-cam starting from the first video you uploaded so please be Ok xa ndi commenter kwi videos za 3 years ago, I want to know more lomntu ndimthandayo ba actually usuka phi. Your videos are really inspiring me ❤❤❤ Ndizothi chuu per day one video😂
Thanks for sharing Nozi this is juss inspiring how God used u...u take us through ur journey and the emotions yet u stilll maintaining urself and bubbly as u are it all comes to a victory story.....i celebrate u and salute u for obeying and hearing God's voice He speaks to us in many weired ways coz He is God. I cant wait to see your talk show, ur movie, ur book and all the great things that awaits u as u showcase God's love, mercy, glory and many of His attributes to millions all over the world who await and thirst for your message of hope,healing, forgiveness,courage etc.
I like the letter part a lot . One has a lot of baggage that she feels she can’t share with no one and only God knows about it. Thank you, I’ll try it just to free myself
Great video! I like the the Bible verses too. Would you mind doing a video where you share stories of how the people around you were affected by your story (they could send you messages which you'd then share with us), how they felt and what they did to support you.
My husband always say; God allowed the disease to stay in you so that you’ll forever praise Him. So that you don’t forget who He is and how great He is. That you don’t shift away from Him. Thanks Nozi
It's is so bad that this boyfriend infected you and went Scot free. It's still sad. Sadder that he goes ahead to infect other people. I wish you would mention his name so that you save other sisters
true verse 'i will make you speak" GOD is the first to forgive us all,however forgiveness is the bigger word what is forgiveness to you as an individual .....God says to us he forgives us yet we condemn ourselves dispite him saying he has forgiven us.. nothing phases God as he knew us when we were formed .
I love the fact that you acknowledge God in all your ways. He will continue to bless you
I'm so grateful for this video because I'm still on my journey. Some days are worse than than others but impilo iyaqhubeka. And ubuhlungu bam obuningi is from waiting for him to apologise. From today Nozi I'm taking responsibility for my actions. I was a part of it, I trusted a guy enough to gamble with my life for 3 years after ukuziphatha kahle. 🙌 Hey ngoba angihlanyanga in the past 3years, angeke ngiphinde.
Sending love 🤗 ♥️
Two days ago he called, after almost four years. Uyaxolisa, he has moved on and hopes I have found happiness. All the bitterness came back but I swear it only lasted a few minutes.... I took my time to heal so I didn't need closure from yena. Again Nozi, thank you so much for this channel coz I hambe Nami from my dark days kwaze kwaba manje. Ngisanokwesaba to date coz then I'd be forced to disclose. I don't wanna date someone who thinks I was a h*re. I love you soooooo much ❤️❤️
@@sanehmthembu6203 everything will be fine the right person will come
@@sanehmthembu6203 please inbox me on Facebook
@samke masikane, what's on your profile pic?
I don't even know how I even came to your videos but I'm so grateful I did. I'm going through so much pain with dealing with the being stages of separation from my husband and my exact thoughts are "will I ever be ok," thanks for this video!!!!
How are you now?
My older sister Gladys died of aids last March. She hid her illness from us her family & friends for 7 years. It wasn’t until she died that we found out she had been infected and wasn’t taking her medication at all. I am struggling to come to term with her death and her actions, as I believe her death was preventable. I have days where I cry all day, some days I hate her and other days I sympathise with her. She was my older sister who I adored and loved she let me down. Not for being infected with hiv as she’s human and made a mistake but for not realising how valuable her life was. I wished she would have come in contact with someone like yourself who can show her that she still had a life and future with hiv. What saddens me the most is she didn’t love herself enough to fight for her life. Your videos are helping me along my healing and grieving process.
Bre - I pray you find peace in your heart. Your sister didn't know any better. She was probably scared and didn't know what to do. She probably thought your family would react some kind of way to her status. That's what I thought about my mom. I always thought I would kill her. I was blown away by how she accepted and nothing changed.
It's okay to be sad. It does, at times, take time to heal. Continue holding on to the beautiful memories you had when she was alive.
Nozibele Qamngana Thank You so much for responding it means so much to me. I think about my sister every second of the day, what she was going through keeping this big secret from her family for years and years. I’m sure she was scared and didn’t want to disappoint her family. But she was my big sister I loved her and looked up to her my whole life. I would have loved her and accepted with and without hiv/aids nothing she could have done would have changed that and that’s what hurts me the most. I would not have rejected her, I wish I could have saved her. I wanted her to live not only for me but for herself, so she could have a future, have a family one day, a career, get to travel the world. And now she would never have that. I can’t enjoy life now when my sister who was my world is gone. I am so alone her death has completely broken me.
U cannot die for hiv in just 7 yrs
Wow sesi Nozi since I discover ur channel I start seeing things definitely about my status, me too I found out I'm positive on 2013 August, but cz I'm a mother of 2 I told my self I'm going to take care of myself nd live for my kids, now that I'm listening to ur videos almost everyday I see more light nd leaning even more about HIV
You are brave. I love you. May God cover you and give you more strength to reach the hearts that are about to give up
I’ve been blessed just by listening to you apply scripture to your circumstances. That’s how you know God has spoken to you. Glad to see you’re doing ok and loving life with your darling husband.
Am a mother of 4 girls and one boy. Today 21st May 2020 I subscribed to Nozibele's videos. People, I can't explain how much I've been motivated by Nozi's stories. Nozibele, may God give you and your husband a very long life. May you live to declare the goodness of the Lord. You are beautiful! Your husband is handsome too!! You are fearfully, wonderfully and beautifully made! How I wish I could one day talk one on one. I leave in Uganda. Thanks so much for your testimony. I will continue following you. Lots of love.
Nozi, you're such a beautiful person, outside and inside even more! Continue being the vessel for God's blessings to us.❤❤❤
You have the best brother ever 😭😭😭how I so wish I have such supportive brother 😩
Hi Mrs Mayaba,Nozibele,its my 3rd day of watching your video since lockdown you just so inspirational Stay Blessed I love you Sis I have learned alot from you and let your family grow.
I love that you are living in your truth ♡ I'm really motivated.
The power of understanding and trusting the process... Profound!!! Being the Joseph of a family is of a great cost... ❤️U are so strong, I admire you so much.... God indeed always has a plan behind everythng we go through, it may be painful to go through but I too atest it's much easier xa Yena ekhona... May God continue to handle you and all of u with grace and favor😊❤️akufihle aphinde akuthwale
I stated following you on social media last year now i decided to watch all your videos on UA-cam starting from the first video you uploaded so please be Ok xa ndi commenter kwi videos za 3 years ago, I want to know more lomntu ndimthandayo ba actually usuka phi.
Your videos are really inspiring me ❤❤❤
Ndizothi chuu per day one video😂
You are brave,you are mature Nozi ❤❤❤
You are most Amazing Nozi. What a powerhouse you are. Thank you for sharing. ❤️❤️
Thanks for sharing Nozi this is juss inspiring how God used u...u take us through ur journey and the emotions yet u stilll maintaining urself and bubbly as u are it all comes to a victory story.....i celebrate u and salute u for obeying and hearing God's voice He speaks to us in many weired ways coz He is God. I cant wait to see your talk show, ur movie, ur book and all the great things that awaits u as u showcase God's love, mercy, glory and many of His attributes to millions all over the world who await and thirst for your message of hope,healing, forgiveness,courage etc.
Yes brother Ed :) this is an amazing woman of God
I am not HIV positive but your story speaks to me too..Thank you for allowing God to use your story in healing many lives..May God bless you sisi.
Thank you so much for your transparency. May God continue to richly bless you and your family 🙏🏽❤
I can't relate but your outlook on life is inspiring, it's something we can all take away from. Stay amazing Sisi.❣
Brave girl. Big up. Big up Skhu true definition of real love.
I like the letter part a lot . One has a lot of baggage that she feels she can’t share with no one and only God knows about it. Thank you, I’ll try it just to free myself
WOW That is so true Nozibele, God makes everything work together for our own good. God uses what was to destroy us and turn it to our blessing.
Thank you so much fr your videos yu are really helping alot of people with knowledge and how to accept their status
❤️❤️❤️❤️❤️❤️ Thank you Nozi
God is good you already overcame this🙏
Great video! I like the the Bible verses too. Would you mind doing a video where you share stories of how the people around you were affected by your story (they could send you messages which you'd then share with us), how they felt and what they did to support you.
That's the next video sis. Definitely!!!
I just want to say you are beautiful cc😍❤️
Awumhle maan 😍❤️😍
Thank you so much
I know the letter heals I wrote it when my mom passed away
I wrote how felt then ndamkela ukuba she is no more
I'll try that. I'm coping with acceptance fully.
I love you babe❤❤❤
Thank you so much 💕 💕
Hi. Thanks for your videos. Could you please share about your medication and the side effects of it?
U touched my soul. Thank u
My husband always say; God allowed the disease to stay in you so that you’ll forever praise Him. So that you don’t forget who He is and how great He is. That you don’t shift away from Him. Thanks Nozi
God is a spirit limited by nothing
That’s toxic.
I love you Nozi
Oh Nozie Sisi😭😭😭😭😭❤️forgiveness can be exhausting 😱
Your so beautiful.
Thank you
It's is so bad that this boyfriend infected you and went Scot free. It's still sad. Sadder that he goes ahead to infect other people. I wish you would mention his name so that you save other sisters
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Hey Nozie you're so beautiful. Lovely colors HIV is just a name baby girl.
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To God be the glory..thank you Nozie..
My inspired❤️stru🤞♥️♥️👌👌💋💋😘😘
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Kindly I want to be your friend
I'm sorry you were diagnosed with this
Lo Sisi😶💜🙌❤😭
true verse 'i will make you speak" GOD is the first to forgive us all,however forgiveness is the bigger word what is forgiveness to you as an individual .....God says to us he forgives us yet we condemn ourselves dispite him saying he has forgiven us..
nothing phases God as he knew us when we were formed .
❤️❤️💖 I love you
I am from India, I can't speak English well only Hindi, I turn HIV negative with your product thank you my doc #drokooboh....🙏🙏🙏
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