❝𝙄𝙩 𝙞𝙨𝙣'𝙩 𝙞𝙣 𝙢𝙮 𝙗𝙡𝙤𝙤𝙙❝ || vent? idk

I use this video as notes lmao
I think everyone have not-a-good mood sometimes, right? And it's great when it lasts just for a little while... But for me, it has been like this for several years, and nothing helps... Yes, ofc I do have good and happy moments in my life, but most of the time it's all replaced by this "not-a-good" mood.. quite often actually
Lately I have been in very strong apathy. I don’t care about myself, my family, the people around me, my future, my studying, and so on.. I’m not interested in anything, I do everything through force, even live... I can’t do anything about it, and my thoughts are just killing me inside every day.
I have my friends and love them with all my heart. Without them it would be even more difficult for me. They are always there for me, and they are the best 💋 But even with their help and support, I still feel this... not-a-good mood...
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I started this project a long time ago but only finished it now... I really love this song, no matter how tough these years have been for me. I still 𝐜𝐚𝐧'𝐭 give up, "it isn't in my blood" :)
It doesn’t matter if anyone reads this, I just talking to myself haha. I hope all of you who are watching this video are doing well 💖 Never give up if you're feeling down, everything will get better I believe in it!

[@Ann_Miller]

Wonderful ❤

[@dhohaalrawi9133]

Love you black hole! Good edit! And don’t worry! Life like this gets hard sometimes.

[@jitendrakashyap5138]

T hfbc k😚😊😉😇😗

[@anabelkina]

We love you baby 💓🥀

[@blackkkhole]

I love yo too👄

[@coffeemunk]

It will be fine chérie, one day it will 🫂 I know what you feel, it really heavy, remember you are not alone and that you are great person, you are beautiful in all the ways, you deserve happiness and everything else! Never give up, even if sometimes you feel it's too much, one day you will get what you deserve 🫶
Wanted edit this song too, since years, relatable ahah *ded*

[@blackkkhole]

😭😭😭😭thankies so much chériee
You too, remember that I'm always here for uu if u need❤‍🔥
You perfect btw 👄💐

[@anabelkina]

@@blackkkhole you deserve ha pines in your life