Thank you for sharing! I'm an RN, and I'm starting a psych career soon . I think it's good for healthcare providers to hear the patients' side of the experience. Thank you again.
My mom wanted to put me in a mental hospital because of how crippling my depression was and I was scared so I just forced myself to go to school even though I couldn't stop crying
I don't know how you forgave your parents for that. My parents sent me to a hospital which only made everything worse which still impacts me to this day and I disowned them for it. I haven't spoken to them in 10+ years.
Your honesty and integrity are amazing. You are an amazing young person. I wish you the very best. Thank you so much for uploading. Thank you and GOOD LUCK.
Don’t you’ll regret it I’m more traumatized from the hospital than what I was actually going through it felt like a permanent hell of a jail with no comfort makeing you feel worse making you do things and control you i literally get flash backs and watch these videos crying 3 years later it was HELl on earth
My mom is currently in a 72 hour psych hold. They won't give me any further information at the hospital. Lying, saying that she's no longer a patient there. I don't know what to do. She has Schizophrenia, usually she's fine on her own. But when my older brother starts bothering (he also has Schizophrenia) her with his episodes. It can get out of control. I tried everything to help both of them. No matter how many times I help her kick him out. She always let him stay with her again. I'm just at a loss..
Thankyou for sharing your story. I’ve gone through like all the mental health stuff too . I’ve never been hospitalized though but ... ya . I think it’s important to share like that’s strong girl . Also some therapists I agree that you just don’t vibe with. this one I had blamed everything on my mom and only focused on that . But thankfully I’ve found better help. Also on a positive note I loved your “ I see a bunny “ voice ❤️
@@macurban7946 it was a very decrepit life, trying to escape and shit like that. Poolice bastards don't care about your feelings, they care about their jobs 🤮
ryanm I’m doing well. Still battling a lot of mental health issues and am currently working with a therapist, healing takes time and a lot has changed but I’m working on me :)
@@emilyclark7213 It does take time, but with some faith from God and self help you can get through it! I went through some crap when I was in middle school. I will pray for you!
Speaking of Orange Is The New Black: they (the hospital security guard) made me squat and cough naked like Piper when she entered jail. So unnecessary. (My dad forced me into a mental hospital).
i was admitted to a psychiatric hospital when my dad died . i could not handle it and tried to take my own life . doctors said i would be in for one night but they kept me in for six weeks and still know i am still am suffering from severe depression and self harm . but cant see know one because of covid
I have depression and anxiety and PTSD I almost went into one I was bullied in high school and elementary school and I’m autistic I was addicted to self harm I attempted suicide I was eighteen I couldn’t go on my phone I don’t trust certain people anymore but now there’s more problems and I went to the hospital and there was a nurse that was in the room and I remember I had to go to the bathroom and some one would come in same with me I was crying a lot I was still in school
Omg the first time I went to a mental hospital after I took my shower I always got dress out in my room with my door shut of course cause well the bathroom floor was always extremely wet and the techs always had to check on you in the shower and lmao the dude knocked but didn’t even wait for me to respond he knocked then immediately walked right in and yeah he saw everything I literally almost cried🤣💀
My First time in a mental hospital was for about 3 weeks ( I avreed on going) after the 3 weeks I was done with it and didn't want to go. I made an agreement to go "dagklinisch" ( going from monday to friday to therapy and school until 2:15 Pm) My mom found My notebook and laxatives and told My "counselor" from therapy and I refused to go Back to therapy. Now there is a request for court to get me Forced hospitalized for atleast 6 months Or more in a closed fecility ( Where you are not allowed to go on the street Or out of the building basically etc..) and then I'm going to another fecility for girls Who are sexual traumarized for I don't know How long. :/
Sorry. You are a pure and beautiful spirit of life and I wish you the very best. Mental Illness does not exixt. Read "The Myth of Mental Illness" by Thomas Szasz. Thank you again for uploading and GOOD LUCK. You are one of the most "sane" people I have ever listened to on facebook. GOOD LUCK
The thing I understand. the suicidal problem is them not taking any responsibility for your actions. I'm not saying your wrong. But but a lot of being in the hospital is finding where you need to take responsibility and what you need help with.
Im 14 and I have no one to talk to. I've self harmed since i was 11 and I've planned but never attempted suicide 48 times. I dont tell anyone about it because i have shitty parents who wouldnt understand/ say its for attention and im supposed to be happy. I want to be admitted because i think its the only way i can get help at this point. please help.
I hate how they take your phone, how are you able to tell people that you are in the hospital?? I remember the one time I was there this one woman said that her husband didn’t even know where she was. They basically kidnap you.
That is pretty funny that AFTER the hospital visit you thought about suicide. It's almost as though they purposely put that idea in your mind. They're not even good at connecting with people but only do their work by the books which is so unnatural. Today, over the past 48 hours multiple unrelated psychiatric discharge patients have taken their lives, I wonder why? The best mental help I've ever received was from parapsychological services including psychics, mediums and the like. Only visiting top rating ones in my area.
we holdall get together make safe hospitals to save protect people. cure it as well. bad people put you in there ... they hurt people to make themselves happy .. sick people ...
are you better now I hope so you're pretty girl I don't think you deserve but they did I hope you're feeling better now I know what it's like to be like that because they wanted to send me that too but I fought that ☺️
No people hate me because I’m adopted and bisexual and I’m sorry I like to be my own way none like other ass holes and u need to leave me alone I’m not a attention seeker
why would your boyfriend do that to your very pretty I wish I was your boyfriend because you're very pretty your boyfriend is a jerk believe me I seen a lot of them some guys don't know when they have it good ☺️👍
Iv beeyn inn hodpiterl for nirly 3 yrz strayt, wituwt ever living enywer b suyz hospiterl for 3 yrz. Butt I downt hav servir menterl ilners butt t dr justz layberlz meey coz heey getz mor muny. I'm NOT a scitzowfrenic OR buypowler, t dr.just sez I hav it butt I downt
lol first of all this video was posted in April of last year. second of all I had been going to therapy and was on medication that made me crazy. thank you, next.
Whether the psych hospital helps is up to you. I'm always put off when people complain about conditions or that they can't have their phone. "Very invasive"...You made multiple suicide attempts you said yourself. They are not going to be liable for your death. I hope if you find yourself in the situation again you take advantage of whatever help is available. Young folks so surprised the psych hospital isn't specially tailored to them. Smh
Jeanine Petty first of all I hadn’t made a single suicide attempt prior to my hospitalization, I made 3 suicide attempts after my hospitalization. Their goal was not to help me, I don’t expect them to cater to my specific needs nor do any other “young folk” all we ask for is to be treated like human beings k thanks.
Thank you for sharing! I'm an RN, and I'm starting a psych career soon .
I think it's good for healthcare providers to hear the patients' side of the experience. Thank you again.
My mom wanted to put me in a mental hospital because of how crippling my depression was and I was scared so I just forced myself to go to school even though I couldn't stop crying
I don't know how you forgave your parents for that. My parents sent me to a hospital which only made everything worse which still impacts me to this day and I disowned them for it. I haven't spoken to them in 10+ years.
Your honesty and integrity are amazing. You are an amazing young person. I wish you the very best. Thank you so much for uploading. Thank you and GOOD LUCK.
Oof, I’m scared to open up to my T bc I don’t wanna get thrown in a mental hospital.
Don’t you’ll regret it I’m more traumatized from the hospital than what I was actually going through it felt like a permanent hell of a jail with no comfort makeing you feel worse making you do things and control you i literally get flash backs and watch these videos crying 3 years later it was HELl on earth
@@parmidasafari2854 THANK YOU HAHA OMG THIS COMMENT WAS 2 years ago. but I ended up going to one just this month
@@parmidasafari2854 how are you tho ? Have you spoken to anyone about your experiences?
My mom is currently in a 72 hour psych hold. They won't give me any further information at the hospital. Lying, saying that she's no longer a patient there. I don't know what to do. She has Schizophrenia, usually she's fine on her own. But when my older brother starts bothering (he also has Schizophrenia) her with his episodes. It can get out of control. I tried everything to help both of them. No matter how many times I help her kick him out. She always let him stay with her again. I'm just at a loss..
I felt fine before they medicated me for psycosis..
God bless you sister. That made me feel alot better. Thanks for your positivity x.
Thankyou for sharing your story. I’ve gone through like all the mental health stuff too . I’ve never been hospitalized though but ... ya . I think it’s important to share like that’s strong girl . Also some therapists I agree that you just don’t vibe with. this one I had blamed everything on my mom and only focused on that . But thankfully I’ve found better help. Also on a positive note I loved your “ I see a bunny “ voice ❤️
Glad to hear your story thanks for the positive vibes.
THANK YOU for sharing and GOOD LUCK. You are an amazing and intelligent human being. Peace.
Been involuntarily hospitalised on 17 occasions. It doesnt get better. Sorry about your story. Thanks for sharing.
Involuntaries...They’re real bad asses
@@macurban7946 it was a very decrepit life, trying to escape and shit like that. Poolice bastards don't care about your feelings, they care about their jobs 🤮
@@antibreeder1m Yep!
You spent a week. I got trapped for a month. Lucky you
Considering this video was 3 years ago, how are you doing now? I hope and pray all is well.
ryanm I’m doing well. Still battling a lot of mental health issues and am currently working with a therapist, healing takes time and a lot has changed but I’m working on me :)
@@emilyclark7213 It does take time, but with some faith from God and self help you can get through it! I went through some crap when I was in middle school. I will pray for you!
I've been in hospital before. It's a horrible experience. Hope you're OK now ❤️
I have a feeling soon enough I'll get thrown in the hospital.
Hope u are ok
You are very beautiful don’t ever let anybody bring you down especially your ex-boyfriend💕💕
Your eyelashes and hair is so long and pretty😍💕💕
I don’t know how to get better even the hospitals don’t help wtf ?
Go to the middle east, their hospitals were better
sharing is powerfull!
They wasn’t going to let me have my mouth was because it contained alcohol
you are pretty
my first experience is very similar to yours. my mom also found my notebook :/ and my room was over the landing pad lol
Speaking of Orange Is The New Black: they (the hospital security guard) made me squat and cough naked like Piper when she entered jail. So unnecessary. (My dad forced me into a mental hospital).
Who is piper
i was admitted to a psychiatric hospital when my dad died . i could not handle it and tried to take my own life . doctors said i would be in for one night but they kept me in for six weeks and still know i am still am suffering from severe depression and self harm . but cant see know one because of covid
I have depression and anxiety and PTSD I almost went into one I was bullied in high school and elementary school and I’m autistic I was addicted to self harm I attempted suicide I was eighteen I couldn’t go on my phone I don’t trust certain people anymore but now there’s more problems and I went to the hospital and there was a nurse that was in the room and I remember I had to go to the bathroom and some one would come in same with me I was crying a lot I was still in school
My mom bought me a diary. I knew she meant for me I write down my feelings to check if I was really okay. Women never saw a thing.
My mom was responsible for getting me committed to a hospital too 🙄
Omg the first time I went to a mental hospital after I took my shower I always got dress out in my room with my door shut of course cause well the bathroom floor was always extremely wet and the techs always had to check on you in the shower and lmao the dude knocked but didn’t even wait for me to respond he knocked then immediately walked right in and yeah he saw everything I literally almost cried🤣💀
dont expect any sympathy or compassion. EXPECT humiliation and abuse
My First time in a mental hospital was for about 3 weeks ( I avreed on going) after the 3 weeks I was done with it and didn't want to go. I made an agreement to go "dagklinisch" ( going from monday to friday to therapy and school until 2:15 Pm) My mom found My notebook and laxatives and told My "counselor" from therapy and I refused to go Back to therapy. Now there is a request for court to get me Forced hospitalized for atleast 6 months Or more in a closed fecility ( Where you are not allowed to go on the street Or out of the building basically etc..) and then I'm going to another fecility for girls Who are sexual traumarized for I don't know How long. :/
BasicAnnoyingGirl. I’m sorry to hear that. I hope things get better for you ❤️
@@emilyclark7213 thanks
Sorry. You are a pure and beautiful spirit of life and I wish you the very best. Mental Illness does not exixt. Read "The Myth of Mental Illness" by Thomas Szasz. Thank you again for uploading and GOOD LUCK. You are one of the most "sane" people I have ever listened to on facebook. GOOD LUCK
Emily, what beat do you practice your chores and exercises on?
WOW. A GREAT Video.
They also tried stopping me smoking except I went outside later on and I caught covid then kicked me out
The thing I understand. the suicidal problem is them not taking any responsibility for your actions. I'm not saying your wrong. But but a lot of being in the hospital is finding where you need to take responsibility and what you need help with.
Sticks and stones my break my bones but names don’t hurt me
Im 14 and I have no one to talk to. I've self harmed since i was 11 and I've planned but never attempted suicide 48 times. I dont tell anyone about it because i have shitty parents who wouldnt understand/ say its for attention and im supposed to be happy. I want to be admitted because i think its the only way i can get help at this point. please help.
You are very pretty. I like your experience
I have been in hospitals too
I hope your experience has helped you
yes , my experience with taking Lexapro has been going well. thanks
yeah I though because Winston near the mall and adventure landing. heh
megen // ha that's cool you know that
pretty sure we were in the same Baptist children's hospital lmao
I hate how they take your phone, how are you able to tell people that you are in the hospital?? I remember the one time I was there this one woman said that her husband didn’t even know where she was. They basically kidnap you.
That is pretty funny that AFTER the hospital visit you thought about suicide. It's almost as though they purposely put that idea in your mind. They're not even good at connecting with people but only do their work by the books which is so unnatural.
Today, over the past 48 hours multiple unrelated psychiatric discharge patients have taken their lives, I wonder why?
The best mental help I've ever received was from parapsychological services including psychics, mediums and the like. Only visiting top rating ones in my area.
Adventure landing may it RIP
wait a second
interesting discussion , emily. how are you doing today, emily?
Dean Vestermark I’m doing great thanks
people feeling sorry for them self.... sigh
we holdall get together make safe hospitals to save protect people. cure it as well. bad people put you in there ... they hurt people to make themselves happy .. sick people ...
are you better now I hope so you're pretty girl I don't think you deserve but they did I hope you're feeling better now I know what it's like to be like that because they wanted to send me that too but I fought that ☺️
💖
Hey I need someone to talk to now I’m crying
Kimberly how are you.
Dm me on my insta @dalisaytroian if you need to talk
are you from NC
megen // I am
People hate me because I’m bisexual and adopted it’s mot my fault I’m adopted well it is my fault pretty much
No people hate me because I’m adopted and bisexual and I’m sorry I like to be my own way none like other ass holes and u need to leave me alone I’m not a attention seeker
Same here except I'm in foster care
Dating in the 8th grade? Serious boyfriend? Where are the parents? Too young to be serious! Call me old fashion but this is child abuse!
why would your boyfriend do that to your very pretty I wish I was your boyfriend because you're very pretty your boyfriend is a jerk believe me I seen a lot of them some guys don't know when they have it good ☺️👍
Iv beeyn inn hodpiterl for nirly 3 yrz strayt, wituwt ever living enywer b suyz hospiterl for 3 yrz. Butt I downt hav servir menterl ilners butt t dr justz layberlz meey coz heey getz mor muny. I'm NOT a scitzowfrenic OR buypowler, t dr.just sez I hav it butt I downt
I’m going to a hospital because I’m cutting to much and I cut because I hate being adopted and getting bullied all the damn time
Kimberly I’m sorry to hear that, I hope things turn around for you ❤️
It’s okay Emily Clark I’m just scared though
Emily Clark can u download words with friends 2 so we can chat on there instead of this
Who wants to be my friend and help me out
Thank u btw ans how old are u
aefe
Sorry but if it’s so awful why are you talking about it and not going to therapy
lol first of all this video was posted in April of last year. second of all I had been going to therapy and was on medication that made me crazy. thank you, next.
Emily Clark well how are you now. ? Hope ok Ok ?
Leanda D_g I’m doing great
@@emilyclark7213 I am really glad for you.
Emily Clark I feel you. Some mental health "professionals" are really fuckup or they just don't know what the fuck they're doing
sorry for my english
Whether the psych hospital helps is up to you. I'm always put off when people complain about conditions or that they can't have their phone. "Very invasive"...You made multiple suicide attempts you said yourself. They are not going to be liable for your death. I hope if you find yourself in the situation again you take advantage of whatever help is available. Young folks so surprised the psych hospital isn't specially tailored to them. Smh
Jeanine Petty first of all I hadn’t made a single suicide attempt prior to my hospitalization, I made 3 suicide attempts after my hospitalization. Their goal was not to help me, I don’t expect them to cater to my specific needs nor do any other “young folk” all we ask for is to be treated like human beings k thanks.
@@emilyclark7213 Hospitals were not designed to be fun, but abuse and humiliation is never acceptable.
You seem like a nice girl, why do you want all your private business online for anyone to read, why don't you keep personal things personal.
It’s very important to speak out about these corrupt and useless prisons I mean “hospitals” so we can eventually shut them all down.