Chorus) I said that I would find you But it’s not the time to To make a mistake I’m stuck in your eyes Missing the way You’re callin out my name I’m far away I can’t behave I’m falling down again (Verse 1) I wonder through the memories the ones that haunt me so, Get lost in my emotions, I can’t seem to let them go I’m choking on my words, the ones I ain’t even spoke The voice in my head is the one that talks the most Boutta take a down memory lane Sleeping on the streets, while I cut cocaine Smoke the opium, benzocaine When I'd wake up, I’d forget my name I can’t remember Cold outside when it’s in December With no protection, no umbrella to shield this weather Got lost to noise, to the voice inside my head Stuck in the mud, conversation with the dead The voice is within so I’m talking to myself Will I wake up and remember who I am? (Chorus) (Verse 2) I hear My thought echo in the silence of the night When I’m by myself I get lost inside my mind I need some help, I’m at the end of the line But ima keep pushin yeah I’ma keep tryin Empathy, love and courage I got it intertwined See I need some reason to get my soul redefined I need some meaning so I can leave this behind This rage, this hatred, this darkness in my mind See the PTSD causes visions Memories in mind so I can’t forget them I’m not pretending Can’t think clear, now my life is ending I’m holding on, tighten grip, remaining strong What can go wrong? Everything, so I move along Got lost to noise, to the voice inside my head Stuck up in the mud, conversation with the dead The voice is within so I’m talking to myself Will I wake up and remember who I am?
My kiddo has mast cell. I go to a therapist for my ptsd, to ensure I'm good for her. Almost loosing a child many times can f with your mind, especially when you sleep. I know now you know loss, I'm sorry. Anyway, your song was wonderful. Thank you!
I'm so glad you were able to pick yourself up and out of all the darkness. I'm glad I found Ren and then you. You bear your soul and are so relatable. I've found my people. ❤️
Wow, I found this really moving - I really do wish all good things for you my friend. The diverse group of artists in Brighton seem to really support each other and deal with real things - it gives me hope for the world!☮
It's going to be 4.30am her in Australia... And I've got work in the morning (Saturday) . Well, i know what ill be listening to when I have my morning coffee! Can't wait mate.
@@Itsviktus I'm yet another new listener and appreciator via Ren. I'm looking forward to hearing more of your own style too. I watched an interview you did (can't remember the guys name... Oops) Your resilience is truly brilliant and in my opinion it's a highly underrated quality that not enough people possess. I'm convinced that this is one of the qualities that make artists who work in many various mediums stand out. Artists like yourself mate. Take care. Edit; sorry for the essay.👀😁
This is the perfect example of how something beautiful can be created out of the shadows. Keep writing, man. Found you through Ren & I’m very grateful!
Looking forward to this! Can’t be here in chat when in drops though - MRI at 6.30pm (it’s like they kneeeew!) the only banging tunes I’ll be hearing at 7pm is the thumping of the magnets turning in a MeTube! 😉 Something to look forwared to when I get home. ❤
In my humble opinion, you have a real talent of keeping your lyrics simple but never wasting a word, and because these words are honest and from the heart, they packed a far bigger punch. You didn't need a big switch up or any theatrics to drive it home, you kept it grounded. Loved it and added to my playlist 👍⭐
"Empathy, love and courage i got it intertwined, see i need some reason to get my soul redefined" really connected with the longing for reasons. Also love how, for me, the song progresses from a very dark place of feeling trapped in your own mind and turning to escapism and self destructive habits, then it comes the wondering if you could ever get out of it literally and metaphorically ("would i wake up and remember who i am?"), after that comes the acceptance of needing help, trying to find a little piece of anything that resembles hope and finally acknowledging your own powers and qualities, accepting that maybe you will need to be your own savior, but at the end the chorus repeats again, in my opinion it represents the not so easy task to loosen the noose in our own throats because in the process we are bounded to doubt things will ever get better. . The line "What can go wrong? Everything, so i move along" reminds me of a song that helped me go through my lowest in my teen years, it says: "If you're feeling like you're going to crash then accelerate", conveys a feeling i'm too familiar with. Great storytelling, a powerful tool to both vent and connect, definitely would be listening to this when life gets a little to much and need something to relate to, I'm growing very fond of your pen, Vik! Keep it going❤
❤That was beautiful Vik! I really appreciate the way you’re able to share your life experiences through such a beautiful and impactful song. I’m looking forward to hearing more from you ❤
This rage, this hatred, this darkness in my mind. Deep and relatable words. When that side takes control of you it’s a freaking roller coaster. Great job Viktus! Rooting for you since I discovered you through Ren. So glad you have such a great group of friends. I also love your videos with Joe: you guys are hilarious and I can see your connection. Keep shining Viktus.
Sheesh Viktus.... all your words, the sounds, take me back to a place I have been stuck in for so many many years. I am still not out of the woods, though I did finally found a path and have people walking with me. If I had this track at the age of 25, it would have been my anthem. The sound, the lyrics, the way you brought it, Joe's cinematographic view bringing it even more into your face. Yeah... Flower, Standing Ovation and much love from me! You did great Vik!
This is your best yet. Voice is haunting, lyrics so relatable (to me). The bars incl "conversations with the dead" gave me chills; a daily occurrence for me. Just so real.💜
Hate to be that repeat commenter but I keep listening to this trying to get through some crazy shit and my own PTSD. I have a plan but I'm stuck where I am for now.
As a new Rap fan thanks to Ren... and a subscriber cause of him too! It amazes me the difference in lyrics that I've disliked my while life... as compared to yours, Rens, and other independent Artist!!! Dig it Bro!!!
Chorus)
I said that I would find you
But it’s not the time to
To make a mistake
I’m stuck in your eyes
Missing the way
You’re callin out my name
I’m far away
I can’t behave
I’m falling down again
(Verse 1)
I wonder through the memories the ones that haunt me so,
Get lost in my emotions, I can’t seem to let them go
I’m choking on my words, the ones I ain’t even spoke
The voice in my head is the one that talks the most
Boutta take a down memory lane
Sleeping on the streets, while I cut cocaine
Smoke the opium, benzocaine
When I'd wake up, I’d forget my name
I can’t remember
Cold outside when it’s in December
With no protection, no umbrella to shield this weather
Got lost to noise, to the voice inside my head
Stuck in the mud, conversation with the dead
The voice is within so I’m talking to myself
Will I wake up and remember who I am?
(Chorus)
(Verse 2)
I hear My thought echo in the silence of the night
When I’m by myself I get lost inside my mind
I need some help, I’m at the end of the line
But ima keep pushin yeah I’ma keep tryin
Empathy, love and courage I got it intertwined
See I need some reason to get my soul redefined
I need some meaning so I can leave this behind
This rage, this hatred, this darkness in my mind
See the PTSD causes visions
Memories in mind so I can’t forget them
I’m not pretending
Can’t think clear, now my life is ending
I’m holding on, tighten grip, remaining strong
What can go wrong?
Everything, so I move along
Got lost to noise, to the voice inside my head
Stuck up in the mud, conversation with the dead
The voice is within so I’m talking to myself
Will I wake up and remember who I am?
My kiddo has mast cell. I go to a therapist for my ptsd, to ensure I'm good for her. Almost loosing a child many times can f with your mind, especially when you sleep. I know now you know loss, I'm sorry.
Anyway, your song was wonderful. Thank you!
Does anyone know who the woman in the intro is? Their voices pair beautifully!
I'm so glad you were able to pick yourself up and out of all the darkness. I'm glad I found Ren and then you. You bear your soul and are so relatable. I've found my people. ❤️
I can relate to the lyrics - PTSD is a pretty big monster that's hard to silence. Some days are better than others.
Beautiful...x
I hope you can spread the awarness with this song of PTSD and it helps you to process all. I love the videography and the song.
🔥🔥🔥🔥🔥🔥🔥🔥🔥🔥🔥
Proud of you bro, Love you ❤❤
Love u my bro❤️
Great job filming Joe ❤
Man, you did a great job there! Love your work
You two are just so good together...
Thank you :) @@DogDocKat
@@jacks9624 I appreciate that, no one more fun to work with than your bro ☺
YES!!! Can't wait for this one.🔥🔥🔥🔥🔥
Well hello there Mr. (THE) WolfJohnson.. Hows Tuesday Treating you?
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The voice in my head shouts the loudest too Vik .... I hear you ❤
❤️❤️
You're blazin' out the gates Vik!
🔥🔥🔥song and 🔥🔥🔥video xxx
looing forward to the man with the sexy deep voce!
Wow, I found this really moving - I really do wish all good things for you my friend. The diverse group of artists in Brighton seem to really support each other and deal with real things - it gives me hope for the world!☮
Wow Viktus, what a hauntingly beautiful song and delivery! And shout out to @Flackerzfotos for the video.
huge shoutout to him!!!
Voice as smooth as butter, which makes those lyrics hit all the harder.
VIKTUS THE VICTORIOUS! 🏆
💯💯💯
Sound loud with you and delicate with the female voice.Voci nella mia testa. Vik❤👍🏼
Yau Viktus ! ✊🏽👌🏽👌🏽👌🏽❤️🔥❤️🔥❤️🔥❤️🔥❤️🔥❤️🔥❤️🔥
AMAZING... SERIOUSLY LOVE IT... GO VIKTUS!
Superb.
YES VIK
This has an old-school Dr. Dre vibe. I like it.
In the chat for the sake of the community lets go V
Red hot mate young man with an old head 🔥
This was ❤️🔥❤️🔥❤️🔥, now I want more..
Love this song ❤ I listen to it everyday it's in my favourite playlist ❤🔥❤️
🔥🔥❤️🏴👊✌️👍speechless.
🔥🔥FIRE TUNE. SPREAD THE WORLD FOLKS.🔥🔥🔥🔥🔥🔥🔥🔥🔥
❤ damn what’s in the water in Brighton!? ✌🏼 keep going Vic!
Brilliant 🎉
It's going to be 4.30am her in Australia... And I've got work in the morning (Saturday) . Well, i know what ill be listening to when I have my morning coffee! Can't wait mate.
Hell yeaa! Thank you for the support ❤️
@@Itsviktus I'm yet another new listener and appreciator via Ren. I'm looking forward to hearing more of your own style too. I watched an interview you did (can't remember the guys name... Oops) Your resilience is truly brilliant and in my opinion it's a highly underrated quality that not enough people possess. I'm convinced that this is one of the qualities that make artists who work in many various mediums stand out. Artists like yourself mate. Take care.
Edit; sorry for the essay.👀😁
Love this song ❤ I listen to it every day it's in my favourite playlist 🔥❤️
Awesome sauce
Those damn voices 🔥🔥
This is the perfect example of how something beautiful can be created out of the shadows. Keep writing, man. Found you through Ren & I’m very grateful!
That was 🔥
Deep and haunting 🔥
Ren brought me here but I’m staying for your awesome skill and powerful story. You can only soar from here.
SONG IS NOW OUT ON SPOTIFY AND ALL OTHER PLATFORMS!
Track is solid, looking forward to your first album 👍
Love this 🔥🔥🔥🔥🔥🔥
Aaaaaaand it begins. Well done 🔥
Looking forward to this! Can’t be here in chat when in drops though - MRI at 6.30pm (it’s like they kneeeew!) the only banging tunes I’ll be hearing at 7pm is the thumping of the magnets turning in a MeTube! 😉 Something to look forwared to when I get home. ❤
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This is an awesome sound. I love Viktus's voice
In my humble opinion, you have a real talent of keeping your lyrics simple but never wasting a word, and because these words are honest and from the heart, they packed a far bigger punch. You didn't need a big switch up or any theatrics to drive it home, you kept it grounded. Loved it and added to my playlist 👍⭐
I'm so excited 😆
Can't wait
Eeeeeeek super excited to watch this guys !!! Xx
Love and the video is fire too!
big up to joe for the visuals!!!
Loved the dark Vik sitting across from light Vik! Very powerful.❤
"Empathy, love and courage i got it intertwined, see i need some reason to get my soul redefined" really connected with the longing for reasons.
Also love how, for me, the song progresses from a very dark place of feeling trapped in your own mind and turning to escapism and self destructive habits, then it comes the wondering if you could ever get out of it literally and metaphorically ("would i wake up and remember who i am?"), after that comes the acceptance of needing help, trying to find a little piece of anything that resembles hope and finally acknowledging your own powers and qualities, accepting that maybe you will need to be your own savior, but at the end the chorus repeats again, in my opinion it represents the not so easy task to loosen the noose in our own throats because in the process we are bounded to doubt things will ever get better. .
The line "What can go wrong? Everything, so i move along" reminds me of a song that helped me go through my lowest in my teen years, it says: "If you're feeling like you're going to crash then accelerate", conveys a feeling i'm too familiar with.
Great storytelling, a powerful tool to both vent and connect, definitely would be listening to this when life gets a little to much and need something to relate to, I'm growing very fond of your pen, Vik! Keep it going❤
Thank you for your support😁❤️
Really looking forward to it
Wow! Lyrically so deep and haunting! Visually had me engaged from beginning to end! Fire tract Viktus!!
Thank u!!❤️❤️
I’m not sure I’ll hang out here and wait the whole time but I’m keeping an eye on it😅
🔥🔥🔥
👍👍👍
Fantastic. I’ve got this on Spotify free but I come here to watch your video.
❤That was beautiful Vik! I really appreciate the way you’re able to share your life experiences through such a beautiful and impactful song. I’m looking forward to hearing more from you ❤
Loved the feel on this one man. Peace.
🤩🤩🤩
Keep shining Vik!! Lets gooo 😊
Can confirm this song is going to bang
proud of u man! can only imagine how far you're gonna go in a years time!!!!
told u
bruv banging love it.. we all need a Vik Lp... one love,
One love baby 😅 Vik 💪
This rage, this hatred, this darkness in my mind. Deep and relatable words. When that side takes control of you it’s a freaking roller coaster. Great job Viktus! Rooting for you since I discovered you through Ren. So glad you have such a great group of friends. I also love your videos with Joe: you guys are hilarious and I can see your connection. Keep shining Viktus.
Thank u❤️ another vid on joes channel very soon!!
@@Itsviktus can’t wait!!
Excited ❤xx
So fire 🔥🔥🔥
❤😢❤️👏
Absolute fire 🔥 Can't wait to hear more!
Saucy Vik finally releases more music 🙌 I can't tell you how much I'm looking forward to this ❤
Beautifully sad , haunting, real. I love it.🔥❤
🔥🔥🔥🔥🔥@Viktus Bro that was deep but grouse AF proper choon 🔥🔥🔥🔥🔥🔥🔥
Nice one, looking forward to your musical journey 👍
It’s going to a crazy one for sure!!!
🔥🔥🔥🔥🔥
🎉
Hermes got you dawg
Fire man keep it up!!!!
Sheesh Viktus.... all your words, the sounds, take me back to a place I have been stuck in for so many many years. I am still not out of the woods, though I did finally found a path and have people walking with me. If I had this track at the age of 25, it would have been my anthem. The sound, the lyrics, the way you brought it, Joe's cinematographic view bringing it even more into your face. Yeah... Flower, Standing Ovation and much love from me! You did great Vik!
Vik bringing the 🔥 as always 🖤
wow now that was unique and beautiful, the girls vocals and yours worked perfectly together and the track itself was almost haunting i loved it!!
I’m so excited for this!! Can’t wait 🫶🖤
Not long left!!!
@@Itsviktus I knowwww 😬🖤🤣
Love the part where Vik kinda sneaks down the hallway.
So tragically beautiful. 💜
Hell yeah, this is going to be dope 🔥❤️🔥❤️🔥
Back for another listen ❤🩹
Hauntingly Beautiful
everything is fine 😉it was great💥 have faith Vik👍💥 Boom!
Gutted, just got back, I’m going in!! x
Darkly beautiful, and inspiring for a cPTSD survivor
Thanks from remote Western Australia
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Really great song. I found you through Ren, and am so glad I did. You are a true talent. You got a fan in me!!!
Thank u!!😁❤️❤️
You are so like my grandson😍.I just wish I could protect you from any bad stuff same as him it’s surreal❤
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If you need a gran I’m it xxxx
Love the song 💋❤️🩹
This is your best yet. Voice is haunting, lyrics so relatable (to me). The bars incl "conversations with the dead" gave me chills; a daily occurrence for me. Just so real.💜
You're just going from strength to strength Vik. Great song, great lyrics, great video. Big up Vik, Flackers and the female singer ❤
Hate to be that repeat commenter but I keep listening to this trying to get through some crazy shit and my own PTSD. I have a plan but I'm stuck where I am for now.
Time zones and all that, I might not be there for the premier but I am hanging out to hear this
Ahh Vik it’s awesome!! Love it 🖤🫶
Love it vik! 🔥🔥🔥
❤Love your music Vik…I know we’re about to be blown away😉❤️
Awesome :)
🔥Bro! Hits hard 🔥
So good Vik thanks for sharing your gift bro
🔥 ❤
As a new Rap fan thanks to Ren... and a subscriber cause of him too!
It amazes me the difference in lyrics that I've disliked my while life... as compared to yours, Rens, and other independent Artist!!!
Dig it Bro!!!
Wow, nice one, Vik! Big love from Germany.
Looking forward to this. 🧡
Absolute fire! Keep killing it, friend! 💜🦇💚
thank u!
👀Who’s this using the 🦇 icon. 🤔 🦇
This should have way more views. Lyrics and beat really complement each other. Nice.