Just got to finally see Casey perform after being a fan for over 6 years. Was satisfying to say the least. Shoutout to anyone who loves this band as much as I do.
"You always say you're not, but I know you're disappointed" ...damn that hit harder than it had any right to. Everyone in my life is like this, until one by one they leave, every time... because they *were* disappointed. They just never told me, for some reason, until I have one too many Borderline episodes and suddenly they're telling me what they really feel, that I'm some sort of horrible monster, and I just... wish they'd told me all that before.
Thank youncasey for being my therapist for all the years ive known you. I really understand the pain you went through. I can feel it in every song and the sad part is im going through the same thing now. My wife of 3 years is cheating on me and rubbing it in my face every day. I know I should leave but how can I when I still love her so much? I met a girl and were talking but i dont want a relationship with her yet because im too afraid of being hurt again. She comforts me in every way possible like your song bruise says... but im afraid. Casey im seeing you live in 2 weeks. If you read this comment please say something to me at the show. Telling me what i should do. Give me some advice. And please god please play just one somg for me... Haze.... that song openly expresses how I feel about my situation. Thank you so much for everything. I love you guys so much. I know everyone says stuff like this but i really emotionally mean this. Even your song wound at the end where your tslking about your childhood. I was that boy just a few months ago... i had a knife to my throat waiting for the courage to cut when that soung came on. My friend found me laying on the floor holding the k ife crying. If it wasnt for you casey i would have been dead.
Thank you tom for playing haze at the show. Thank you for even talking to me and letting me get a picture with you. I ried when you played haze. That girl i was talking to went with me and she instantly knew when you started playing haze even though she doesnt know you guys. She knew it was haze because she seen my eyes instantly water and my phone came out. She stood there and held my arm the entire time as to show she understood the pain i was going through. It was an awesome show and tom youre a wonderful guy. I love you all.
@@RVxCobra 450mg of Wellbutrin and the occasional 100mg of gabapentin that I'm sparing because my wife took me off her medical insurance and I can't afford to get back on by myself and almost ayear later... not doing much better... The doctor told me they can't give me anymore meds because im on the highest dose possible... which I now have risk for seizures due the high dose of wellbutrin. If you read this (and you know who you are...) I just have one question... why?
Kinda reminds me of being in the hospital as a kid too, the hardest thing for me was to see how scared and worried my parents were about me making it through one that was really rough. I was so drugged up i don't remember a lot of it but I'll never forget seeing the pain they went through. I wish they hadn't have had to go through that. Especially being a parent myself now... it would kill me to see my kids go through what I did when I was young. Depression is a bitch too, hope you're feeling better now!
Под эту песню меня бросили; под эту песню я думал, что пора уходить; под эту песню я прощался с родными; под эту песню я выписывался из больниц. Под эту песню я буду жить всегда, эта группа будет сидеть где-то внутри, подпитывая моё желание быть кем-то другим, но, в сущности, напоминая о том, что я человек, былинка, пыль, быль, всё одно -- все мы.
I'd watch the furniture dance slowly, as you drag it around the room Unaware of my attention, you were alone for all you knew But in the moments when the analgesia would briefly fade I could collocate the words your body spoke; you were always so afraid Your hands would shake as you rearranged flowers by the bed I heard visitors pass comments, I looked well, or so they said And every morning, as the sunlight slowly filtered through the shade You'd awake, disappointed by me sleeping through the day And it pains me knowing that you were taking time out of your life To make sure I was still on the medication That made me stay when I didn't want to You always say you're not, but I know you're disappointed When you visit and the doctor tells you that I've stopped talking again It's just when I had no one, I had depression It's the only constant in my life that I could depend on Your hands would shake as you rearranged flowers by the bed I heard visitors pass comments, I looked well, or so they said And every morning, as the sunlight slowly filtered through the shade You'd awake, disappointed by me sleeping through the day
I Love you guys. But I miss the emotional screams. The screams in which you can actually feel pain. Like the song sleep. Actually every song off of the old album. But love this as Well
"It’s just when I had no one I had depression, it’s the only constant in my life that I could depend on." That part kills me.
Exactly what depression sounds like.
Just got to finally see Casey perform after being a fan for over 6 years. Was satisfying to say the least. Shoutout to anyone who loves this band as much as I do.
I love this band so much
This song makes me want to openly weep.
Can I just say holy fucking feels I am bawling
I’m going through one of the hardest periods in my life mentally and this is like a comfort song to me. It’s forever gonna have a place in my heart.
Hope things get better for you soon! Hang in there, you have the strength to get past it! Good luck!
Album of the year. Track of the year.
ผมไม่ได้ใส่ใจ ผมเลยเพียงลำพังสำหรับทุกสิ่งที่ผมรู้
แต่ในช่วงเวลาที่ความรู้สึกเจ็บปวดจะจางหายไปชั่วครู่
ผมกลัวอยู่เสมอ
ผมตื่นขึ้นมา และผมผิดหวังกับการนอนหลับตลอดทั้งวัน
และมันทำให้ผมเจ็บปวดที่รู้ว่าคุณกำลังสละเวลาในชีวิตของคุณ
เพื่อให้แน่ใจว่าผมยังใช้ยาอยู่...
เมื่อคุณไปพบแพทย์และบอกคุณว่า ผมหยุดพูดอีกครั้ง
มันเป็นเพียงเมื่อผมไม่มีใคร ผมมีภาวะซึมเศร้า
มันเป็นค่าคงที่เดียวในชีวิตของผมที่ผมสามารถพึ่งพาได้
This song, like great songs, is written like a story. Friggin' awesome!
"You always say you're not, but I know you're disappointed" ...damn that hit harder than it had any right to. Everyone in my life is like this, until one by one they leave, every time... because they *were* disappointed. They just never told me, for some reason, until I have one too many Borderline episodes and suddenly they're telling me what they really feel, that I'm some sort of horrible monster, and I just... wish they'd told me all that before.
Thank youncasey for being my therapist for all the years ive known you. I really understand the pain you went through. I can feel it in every song and the sad part is im going through the same thing now. My wife of 3 years is cheating on me and rubbing it in my face every day. I know I should leave but how can I when I still love her so much? I met a girl and were talking but i dont want a relationship with her yet because im too afraid of being hurt again. She comforts me in every way possible like your song bruise says... but im afraid. Casey im seeing you live in 2 weeks. If you read this comment please say something to me at the show. Telling me what i should do. Give me some advice. And please god please play just one somg for me... Haze.... that song openly expresses how I feel about my situation. Thank you so much for everything. I love you guys so much. I know everyone says stuff like this but i really emotionally mean this. Even your song wound at the end where your tslking about your childhood. I was that boy just a few months ago... i had a knife to my throat waiting for the courage to cut when that soung came on. My friend found me laying on the floor holding the k ife crying. If it wasnt for you casey i would have been dead.
Thank you tom for playing haze at the show. Thank you for even talking to me and letting me get a picture with you. I ried when you played haze. That girl i was talking to went with me and she instantly knew when you started playing haze even though she doesnt know you guys. She knew it was haze because she seen my eyes instantly water and my phone came out. She stood there and held my arm the entire time as to show she understood the pain i was going through. It was an awesome show and tom youre a wonderful guy. I love you all.
I hope youre doing better now
I really hope you find the love of your life
Me too... me too😢@@selinisykes6298
@@RVxCobra 450mg of Wellbutrin and the occasional 100mg of gabapentin that I'm sparing because my wife took me off her medical insurance and I can't afford to get back on by myself and almost ayear later... not doing much better... The doctor told me they can't give me anymore meds because im on the highest dose possible... which I now have risk for seizures due the high dose of wellbutrin. If you read this (and you know who you are...) I just have one question... why?
Reminds me of my past depression phases. Also when I was in the hospital as a kid
Kinda reminds me of being in the hospital as a kid too, the hardest thing for me was to see how scared and worried my parents were about me making it through one that was really rough. I was so drugged up i don't remember a lot of it but I'll never forget seeing the pain they went through. I wish they hadn't have had to go through that. Especially being a parent myself now... it would kill me to see my kids go through what I did when I was young. Depression is a bitch too, hope you're feeling better now!
@@skunx74 fer sure! Hope ur health is well too!
Come to the US please ❤❤❤
these lyrics are too real O.O
Под эту песню меня бросили; под эту песню я думал, что пора уходить; под эту песню я прощался с родными; под эту песню я выписывался из больниц. Под эту песню я буду жить всегда, эта группа будет сидеть где-то внутри, подпитывая моё желание быть кем-то другим, но, в сущности, напоминая о том, что я человек, былинка, пыль, быль, всё одно -- все мы.
кто не заплакал тот бесчувственная скотина
Woah...
I love you...
I still miss u
I'd watch the furniture dance slowly, as you drag it around the room
Unaware of my attention, you were alone for all you knew
But in the moments when the analgesia would briefly fade
I could collocate the words your body spoke; you were always so afraid
Your hands would shake as you rearranged flowers by the bed
I heard visitors pass comments, I looked well, or so they said
And every morning, as the sunlight slowly filtered through the shade
You'd awake, disappointed by me sleeping through the day
And it pains me knowing that you were taking time out of your life
To make sure I was still on the medication
That made me stay when I didn't want to
You always say you're not, but I know you're disappointed
When you visit and the doctor tells you that I've stopped talking again
It's just when I had no one, I had depression
It's the only constant in my life that I could depend on
Your hands would shake as you rearranged flowers by the bed
I heard visitors pass comments, I looked well, or so they said
And every morning, as the sunlight slowly filtered through the shade
You'd awake, disappointed by me sleeping through the day
I Love you guys. But I miss the emotional screams. The screams in which you can actually feel pain. Like the song sleep. Actually every song off of the old album. But love this as Well