Paris Paloma - my mind (now) [Official Video]

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  • Опубліковано 2 жов 2024

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  • @Tashorange
    @Tashorange 8 місяців тому +389

    “I was strawberry picking, you were gathering ammunition to use” far outtt

  • @moore_art332
    @moore_art332 8 місяців тому +193

    “What did I do wrong?will you tell me what I wrong?”
    Guuurl this hits soooooo hard 😢 and what’s sad ull never get an answer that justifies the pain….the violence…the loneliness…the madness.

  • @tonidu6809
    @tonidu6809 8 місяців тому +291

    Somehow you manage to encapsulate the pain so perfectly every single time. Thank you for another beautiful song and video, Paris.

    • @theherits
      @theherits 7 місяців тому

      www.youtube.com/@theherits lyrics on my youtube channel

  • @coreybingham8299
    @coreybingham8299 5 місяців тому +62

    She’s like the little sister of Florence and the Machine and I’m loving every second of it. Just keep making songs, Paris. I’ll buy them all.

    • @down_by_the_river
      @down_by_the_river 2 місяці тому +7

      I would pass away if her and Florence ever did a collab

    • @kevinbirkett3907
      @kevinbirkett3907 26 днів тому +1

      That's exactly what I thought 🤔 when I first heard this song. On the vinyl record LP.

  • @JamieDutton-f6e
    @JamieDutton-f6e 8 місяців тому +331

    Beautiful!!! Woke up at 5:15am in Australia to see the premiere and am not disappointed! But then again Paris’ voice is captivating the pain, love and suffering of generations of women. Poetry in song❤️

  • @AspienPadda
    @AspienPadda 8 місяців тому +158

    My mind (now) LYRICS
    [Intro]
    What did I do wrong? Will you tell me? What I did wrong? What did I-
    What did I do wrong? Will you tell me? What I did wrong? What did I-
    [Verse]
    (What did I do wrong? Will you tell me? What I did wrong? What did I-)
    Was it a first offence?
    (What did I do wrong? Will you tell me? What I did wrong? What did I-)
    How long had you been harbouring that venom?
    (What did I do wrong? Will you tell me? What I did wrong? What did I-)
    You could have used your words then
    (What did I do wrong? Will you tell me? What I did wrong? What did I-)
    You wanted them to hurt, and so I let 'em
    (What did I do wrong? Will you tell me? What I did wrong? What did I-)
    Never would I beseech you
    (What did I do wrong? Will you tell me? What I did wrong? What did I-)
    As some sadistic vengeance exercise
    (What did I do wrong? Will you tell me? What I did wrong? What did I-)
    To endure what you put me through
    (What did I do wrong? Will you tell mе? What I did wrong? What did I-)
    I don't think you would pull out on the other side
    [Chorus]
    *gasps*
    I know you had a tеmper, but I guess I thought I was immune
    Felt is as you severed my mind tore it all of the way through
    And I was strawberry picking. You were gathering ammunition to use
    And the shrapnel digs in. My mind has not been silent since you-
    [Instrumental Interlude]
    [Outro]
    My mind has not been silent since you-
    What did I do wrong? Will you tell me? What I did wrong? What did I-
    What did I do wrong? Will you tell me? What I did wrong? What did I-

    • @helena_chocobros
      @helena_chocobros 8 місяців тому +9

      Thank you so much 💞 🤗

    • @dallasflynn5200
      @dallasflynn5200 8 місяців тому +15

      Thank you for the lyrics. I am elderly and even with hearing aid headphones on I was missing a lot of the words. Bless you for the lyrics. ❤❤❤

    • @robynwilliams460
      @robynwilliams460 5 місяців тому +2

      Thanks for the lyrics ❤

    • @formozaformoza4033
      @formozaformoza4033 3 місяці тому +1

      Thanks

  • @Xsiondu
    @Xsiondu 8 місяців тому +41

    My God the way the song's lyrics Express terrified confusion at the hands of an abuser. The makeup shows the true face of violence and the horrible aftermath.
    Paris Paloma and the team that made the video strike a cord in me that induces anxiety and breathless.
    Had to take a break from watching this AND Listening. I am actually physically affected by the message and imagery. It's amazing work. I will listen to this in full but damn it's so ... Present.

    • @makeupacadia
      @makeupacadia 5 місяців тому +1

      Same, I cry every single fucking time I listen to this song and the comments are making it worse lol

  • @blackholes8757
    @blackholes8757 6 місяців тому +15

    All the symbolism!! The black dress, as opposed to the white ones she's seen wearing in kther music videos, reminds me of a fallen angel, which is supported by her asking what did i do wrong. The scratches and dirt also being signs of some sort of fall or fight. Then showing her in a red dress, clean looking. I think this might symbolize how she sees herself or wants to see herself. Not as an angel or a devil, but just as human, hence the red dress and not a black or white one. Then we see her in the black dress being pulled forwards and clips of her in the red dress looking down almost from an angle that suggests she's doing the pulling. This could symbolize her trying to bury the part of her that is seen as bad, or like the devil, or it could be her trying to pull herself into a better future, a version of the future where she gets to be that woman in the red dress. Anyways, as an ex-Mormon, im a sucker for religious symbolism, especially as it pertains to feminism and the patriarchy because who was the first man to be disappointed in us, if not God?

  • @nafeesaazeemi8
    @nafeesaazeemi8 6 місяців тому +46

    This song is like a hug, mulled wine, a confession of all the burdens i carried bcs of him but didnt have anyone to talk about it i love you sis

  • @ellybargmusic
    @ellybargmusic 8 місяців тому +100

    An absolute work of art!!!!! Watching you heal and name what you've experienced is truly inspiring and I hope that you realise your courage is genuinely helping others to heal more than you may ever know. Your ability to package your lyrics, music and visuals into strong artistic concepts with powerful messages is astounding. You're obviously a super talented musician but I genuinely believe you're going to make such a positive impact on the world from the activism standpoint too. Thank you for the music, Paris ♥

  • @squirrel683
    @squirrel683 8 місяців тому +129

    Omg the lyrics ,the screaming, the imagery it's perfect 💔

  • @shanxious
    @shanxious 7 місяців тому +28

    Don’t mind me, just listening to this song for the 100th time

  • @mas.2630
    @mas.2630 7 місяців тому +40

    I saw her performing this song yesterday by chance and had goosebumps. I started crying and felt so deeply touched. Her vocals were not human like. I hope to see her perform some day soon. Greetings from Berlin😉

  • @humanindividualist
    @humanindividualist 8 місяців тому +63

    For me music and dance are the essence of life. And the way you bring your art into this world.. You and your music are pure magic and I have no higher praise than this. All the love and strength!

  • @hana-wolf
    @hana-wolf 8 місяців тому +50

    I love the darkness, striking imagery, the screaming, the song and the production on it - I'm obsessed with what you put out into the world! thank you x

  • @megn487j
    @megn487j 8 місяців тому +107

    This song is a work of art.
    I am actually in love! 😭
    I think many women can relate to this song, especially "what did I do wrong?"
    A while ago I left an emotionally abusive/sexually manipulative relationship.
    I can still sometimes hear as he screamed that he was going to throw dog sh*t in my face when I didn't rush with a poop bag fast enough, as I was busy helping his mum (He also wasn't doing anything at the time) but I still thought to myself "yeah, I should have been faster, i'll do better"
    Better was never good enough.
    If you start to doubt your own sanity and genuinely ask yourself "what did I do wrong?" and then find ways to actually start blaming yourself for nothing. Please, please please find a way, any way to leave.
    You'll grow so much in a short time. You will also learn to not doubt who you are as a person and finally feel free again. ❤

    • @VeReePW
      @VeReePW 8 місяців тому +10

      This song is fantastic, and Paloma's scream is the voice of many women stuck in toxic relationships❤

    • @megn487j
      @megn487j 8 місяців тому +3

      @@VeReePW Agreed! She sure is a voice for many. 😍

    • @VeReePW
      @VeReePW 8 місяців тому

      @@megn487j 💯

  • @Spo0ozer
    @Spo0ozer 6 місяців тому +15

    I was just deeply betrayed by a very close friend. This song opened that wound wide and helped me feel it. Thank you

  • @beanieful204
    @beanieful204 8 місяців тому +37

    THE SCREAM GAVE ME CHILLS

  • @Nanna.-ix6xv
    @Nanna.-ix6xv Місяць тому +5

    the scream gets me everytime i listen to this masterpiece

  • @doodleyournoodles675
    @doodleyournoodles675 8 місяців тому +24

    The music video is so beautiful, like a painting. The song is so heart breaking and familiar. The feelings expressed in the song are very relatable and personal to me. Thank you for you're beautiful and amazing music, once again.

  • @klymothe
    @klymothe 8 місяців тому +10

    those screams were so satisfying

  • @marcemrich3573
    @marcemrich3573 8 місяців тому +18

    My favorite song of yours to date. All your lyrics are exemplary , but this stands out musically Especially the horns at the end. Fantastic.

  • @ghostcreeper7626
    @ghostcreeper7626 8 місяців тому +10

    I was struggling with finding the inspiration to get up and work on my book opened youtube and this was the first thing to pop up on my feed. Safe to say Im inspired again.

  • @tipzyrose3712
    @tipzyrose3712 Місяць тому +4

    I know this is probably about romantic relationships but my mind has never been quiet since my dad raised me. My first love (non romantic 😑) and heart break was him

  • @PiskeyFaeri
    @PiskeyFaeri 8 місяців тому +22

    Paris continues to give words to my experiences and feelings with DV. Amazing.

  • @annielovy7003
    @annielovy7003 7 місяців тому +2

    I just got drugged by someone at a party over the weekend. This couldn’t of found me at a better time

  • @nubedealgodon311
    @nubedealgodon311 8 місяців тому +18

    THIS IS SO COOL. It is even better than what I had imagined this song was going to be. You are truly an artist.

  • @lailazerintasnim1981
    @lailazerintasnim1981 8 місяців тому +16

    You realise you are super talented and super classy when you know people will instantly click on UA-cam suggestions when they see your name.Always amazing, no second thought about it 😊

  • @avalonjameson3882
    @avalonjameson3882 8 місяців тому +11

    Every. Single. Song. is transcendent. Thank you for this gift.

  • @Jade-nz8sm
    @Jade-nz8sm 8 місяців тому +8

    Thank you so much for this song, I needed it. You have saved me more times than you know. I truly thank you.

  • @amandamcdaid8132
    @amandamcdaid8132 8 місяців тому +5

    I haven’t heard a single song by her I didn’t like. She’s amazing!!!

  • @dallasflynn5200
    @dallasflynn5200 8 місяців тому +9

    #ParisPaloma you are a powerful messenger for the world.
    This video is breathtaking. Raw.
    You are a true artiste. ❤❤❤

  • @kwardart
    @kwardart 8 місяців тому +13

    The emotions of each of your songs in astounding, another beautiful song.

  • @Ashleyydoescovers
    @Ashleyydoescovers 8 місяців тому +13

    This was soooo good definitely will be on repeat for the next three months!!!

  • @MattGreerMusic
    @MattGreerMusic 7 місяців тому +5

    I would pay a very hefty sack of sheckles to hear this turned into a duet with Andy Hull of Manchester Orchestra. I absolutely love it already but I can hear his voice in my mind's ear and it gives me chills.

  • @TheLittleFleck
    @TheLittleFleck 8 місяців тому +13

    that was BEAUTIFUL!!!! i'm so happy i stumbled upon this!!!

  • @Wildwomanofwonga-z3c
    @Wildwomanofwonga-z3c 8 місяців тому +9

    Absolutely brilliant video....very powerful! Good luck with this, Paris!!

  • @maddie.bolland.7
    @maddie.bolland.7 8 місяців тому +9

    Thank you for another incredible, vivid, poignant work of art, Paris 💜 You capture pain and resilience so beautifully every time! Every song you release is a masterpiece.

  • @oumaymabenzekri5666
    @oumaymabenzekri5666 8 місяців тому +10

    Paris Paloma never fails to give my life some meaning in my exile

  • @alexandrakocurova6163
    @alexandrakocurova6163 8 місяців тому +13

    You do not deserve to be so underrated your music is amazing 😍

  • @tarynlahr1005
    @tarynlahr1005 8 місяців тому +14

    the visuals are everything, i love this so much omg

  • @arielle222
    @arielle222 8 місяців тому +15

    Her vocals are so amazing, she just blows me away

  • @davidwaintraub8834
    @davidwaintraub8834 5 місяців тому +5

    Paris is an angel human

  • @terW27
    @terW27 2 місяці тому +1

    It literally feels like this video, i LOVE you, you're a great artist and you're becoming one of my favorites ever💜

  • @miriamlorenzo5000
    @miriamlorenzo5000 8 місяців тому +5

    My roman empire is this song

  • @TheMarastari
    @TheMarastari 8 місяців тому +7

    That was the shortest 3 minutes of my life. So amazing!!

  • @lilyoh5780
    @lilyoh5780 8 місяців тому +5

    oh my goddddd, fuck, this is powerful!!

  • @ChelseaGriffin-c1t
    @ChelseaGriffin-c1t 8 місяців тому +4

    I know this is about a love but this is how I feel about my mom

  • @helena_chocobros
    @helena_chocobros 8 місяців тому +9

    😢 🤍🤍🤍🤍🤍
    Thank you so much for this music, Paloma!! 🤍🤍🤍🤍🤍
    Love from Brazil 🇧🇷 🤗

  • @danielleculler1495
    @danielleculler1495 8 місяців тому +13

    The Queen. Never. MISSES. 🌹

  • @baileyp4158
    @baileyp4158 8 місяців тому +7

    This is my new favourite song ❤️

  • @Mariana-jj7ci
    @Mariana-jj7ci 8 місяців тому +4

    Beautiful as always!!! It's honestly amazing how you can mesmerize us with every new project! Please always keep filling the world with this work that you do with such passion and talent

  • @GaiaPapaya
    @GaiaPapaya 8 місяців тому +4

    I love the lyrics. Even though it hurts to see the place that I've been at with... you

  • @basakkosanay1340
    @basakkosanay1340 Місяць тому +1

    Paris you are simply amazing. I am so happy that how the lyrical, musical and visual lore I have encountered with on labour have built up to this incredibly well-thought album. I have followed every single your released with their music videos and could sense that it would become this beautifully integrated body of work eventually but seeing it as it happen is truly so special. You are like that perfect singer, book or a movie that one has sense that it will change their world and will loveit so preciously but keeps it waiting just to experience in "the very right moment" (at least I do it often and it mostly ends up just the right time). Your music basically brewed into that "right time" for me and its incredible to witness your big artistry. I am so so so grateful to I have seen you just at the very beginning of "labour" gaining attraction, listening to your previous singles and admiring them and waiting for this album to come out. I am only more excited for enjoying this album through and through before you cook your next work. Thank you for sharing your talent with us Paris ❤❤❤❤✨✨✨✨✨✨

  • @justagirly9258
    @justagirly9258 7 місяців тому +2

    Hits hard. I can relate well. Wish it was longer

  • @adventure_pippin3801
    @adventure_pippin3801 8 місяців тому +2

    ❤️‍🔥everything I hoped it would be and more ❤️‍🔥

  • @sugarandbeets
    @sugarandbeets 8 місяців тому +2

    The scenery and everything about this music video fits magically with the song. the anger and screaming I feel ittttt!

  • @sarahlewisphoenix4951
    @sarahlewisphoenix4951 8 місяців тому +9

    Absolutely beautiful, and the video makes me think of all the women unalived by partners they loved and trusted.

  • @kernowal
    @kernowal 8 місяців тому +3

    I feel so spoilt! This is amazing so much music from my favourite artists so far this year, the voice, the melody, the lyrics its all just ahhhhhhhh

  • @kiaralayne7871
    @kiaralayne7871 8 місяців тому +1

    actually couldnt watch at first cause i was crying 5 seconds in lol

  • @Chloemmathilde
    @Chloemmathilde 8 місяців тому +1

    I don't know where this is filmed, but this is SO twilight coded, that and the instrumentals. Anyway, beautiful song !!

  • @lacrimis_solis
    @lacrimis_solis 8 місяців тому +7

    Can’t wait ❤

  • @jetskilover
    @jetskilover 8 місяців тому +5

    and she did it again!

  • @luluwachedjari3299
    @luluwachedjari3299 3 місяці тому +1

    The most unjust thing someone can do to themselves and them is leave the first love

  • @belenmp__
    @belenmp__ 8 місяців тому +3

    this is art, you always make me feel so much :))))

  • @karayanna8119
    @karayanna8119 5 місяців тому +1

    I look up a tik tok sound and find this absolutely beautiful work of art

  • @leonkettner
    @leonkettner 8 місяців тому +8

    Can’t wait 😆❤

  • @TWartzz
    @TWartzz 8 місяців тому +3

    You successfully made my cry

  • @cookiekattt
    @cookiekattt 8 місяців тому +5

    Your voice is absolutely gorgeous

  • @camilvslana
    @camilvslana 8 місяців тому +5

    another masterpiece as always

  • @j.o.e.e.v.a.n.s
    @j.o.e.e.v.a.n.s 8 місяців тому +5

    Love love love this !!!!

  • @desmondclouds
    @desmondclouds 8 місяців тому

    Lyrics
    What did I do wrong,
    will you tell me what I did wrong
    What did I-
    What did I do wrong,
    will you tell me what I did wrong
    What did I-
    What did I do wrong,
    will you tell me what I did wrong
    What did I-
    What is a first offense?
    How long have you been harboring that Venom?
    You coulda used your words then
    You wanted them to hurt,
    And so I let 'em
    Never would I beseech you,
    As some sadistic vengeance exercise
    To endure what you put me through
    I don't think you would pull out on the otherside
    I know you had a temper
    But I guess I thought I was immune
    Felt it as you severed my mind
    Tore it all the way through
    And I was strawberry picking,
    you were gathering ammunition to use
    And as shrapnel digs in,
    my mind has not been silent since you-
    My mind has not been silent since you-
    What did I do wrong,
    will you tell me what I did wrong
    What did I-
    What did I do wrong,
    will you tell me what I did wrong
    What did I-

  • @aadhyakalgotra
    @aadhyakalgotra 8 місяців тому +5

    Waiting for it ❤

  • @AmandaLoper-t7q
    @AmandaLoper-t7q 8 місяців тому +1

    This song is brilliant. The layers are amazing. I haven’t heard anything this unique in years. Amazing. The video, everything. She is truly brilliant.

  • @calendulate
    @calendulate 6 місяців тому +1

    Paris is really a gem everything she makes is incredible. lyrical genius

  • @shadewolfe1231
    @shadewolfe1231 7 місяців тому +1

    Is she fighting herself, or is she fighting the trauma left by someone else? So much imagery and open interpretations. Beautiful and Terrifying.

  • @glenlasy5883
    @glenlasy5883 7 місяців тому +2

    This is art

  • @Anihalas
    @Anihalas 8 місяців тому +2

    Wow great song and what an awesome video!

  • @seemeenroja3939
    @seemeenroja3939 5 місяців тому +2

    She's so underrated

  • @seventhpage
    @seventhpage 8 місяців тому +2

    королева выпустила новую песню

    • @zzilabd
      @zzilabd 8 місяців тому

      даа, и как всегда чудесную

  • @solpardel3765
    @solpardel3765 8 місяців тому +1

    I love your music so much! You are such a talented artist! I stayed up until midnight last night to listen to this song

  • @madi.5017
    @madi.5017 3 місяці тому +1

    This feels very twilight esc. I love it!

  • @maddiejennett3744
    @maddiejennett3744 8 місяців тому +1

    Album coming out when 👀👀

  • @mentallyillgenz3508
    @mentallyillgenz3508 8 місяців тому +3

    I AM LITERALLY OBESSED!!!

  • @JessieSandoval-dr2xx
    @JessieSandoval-dr2xx 7 місяців тому +2

    Wow another song that hits hard! 💕❤️💕❤️

  • @belenmp__
    @belenmp__ 8 місяців тому +2

    😍😍😍😍😍😍😍😍

  • @christinarasa2160
    @christinarasa2160 8 місяців тому +2

    I love this so much

  • @andreatarnawiecki
    @andreatarnawiecki 8 місяців тому +3

    OMG!! That's beautiful!!

  • @minafuchs2978
    @minafuchs2978 8 місяців тому

    although it is absolutely perfect, I need a 10min version of this❤

  • @KaraCroft
    @KaraCroft 8 місяців тому

    NEW PARIS STUFF YESSSS, loveeeee!!!!!

  • @Fighterswriters
    @Fighterswriters 8 місяців тому +2

    Beautiful! Absolutely beautiful!!!💓

  • @francoistoupin6253
    @francoistoupin6253 8 місяців тому

    ❤so!nice ❤poétiques !fill m'y hart❤●lov ●

  • @BeavisBomer-vo9yx
    @BeavisBomer-vo9yx 8 місяців тому

    Truly this is what my less than worthless narcissistic ex did to me.

  • @FullxMoonxMelody
    @FullxMoonxMelody 8 місяців тому +2

    What a chilling visual!! 😢

  • @kmn_im_oli
    @kmn_im_oli 8 місяців тому

    this is wonderful! you are a brilliant and your communicative force!! OML!! your level of expression and honesty through your work is art in its purest form, i have been a fan since i saw your short jingle/song about eating potato smiles and red wine

  • @uselessSam
    @uselessSam 8 місяців тому +1

    man this iss true art!

  • @astrid_strigil
    @astrid_strigil 8 місяців тому +2

    thanks paris ❤

  • @growingpains__
    @growingpains__ Місяць тому

    this would fit so well in heartstopper soundwise

  • @sherileebotha902
    @sherileebotha902 8 місяців тому

    This is so beautiful, creative and different in the best way possible❤

  • @sparkseter
    @sparkseter 8 місяців тому +1

    This song is so relatable!! Paris is so talented!