All this pain is on my mind I just look up to the lord and then I pray that I’ll be fine Just no matter sins that you committed Most are convinced that there too deep in it But god always listens
I love the only word in this instrumental is just "Hmm". Which kinda feels like he's expressing that there are no words that could explain how good this beat is.
[Intro] Love yourz Love yourz No such thing[Hook] No such thing as a life that's better than yours No such thing as a life that's better than yours No such thing as a life that's better than yours No such thing, no such thing [Verse 1] Heart beatin' fast, let a nigga know that he alive Fake niggas, mad snakes Snakes in the grass let a nigga know that he arrived Don't be sleeping on your level cause it's beauty in the struggle nigga Goes for all y'all It's beauty in the struggle nigga (Let me explain) It's beauty in the struggle, ugliness in the success Hear my words or listen to my signal of distress I grew up in the city and though some times we had less Compared to some of my niggas down the block man we were blessed And life can't be no fairytale, no once upon a time But I be God damned if a nigga don't be tryin' So tell me mama please why you be drinking all the time? Does all the pain he brought you still linger in your mind? Cause pain still lingers on mine On the road to riches listen this is what you'll find The good news is nigga you came a long way The bad news is nigga you went the wrong way Think being broke was better [Hook] No such thing as a life that's better than yours No such thing as a life that's better than yours No such thing as a life that's better than yours No such thing, no such thing[Verse 2] For what's money without happiness? Or hard times without the people you love Though I'm not sure what's 'bout to happen next I asked for strength from the Lord up above Cause I've been strong so far But I can feel my grip loosening Quick, do something before you lose it for good Get it back and use it for good And touch the people how you did like before I'm tired of living with demons cause they always inviting more Think being broke was better Now I don't mean that phrase with no disrespect To all my niggas out there living in debt Cashing minimal checks Turn on the TV see a nigga Rolex And fantasize about a life with no stress I mean this shit sincerely And that's a nigga who was once in your shoes Living with nothin' to lose I hope one day you hear me Always gon' be a bigger house somewhere, but nigga feel me Long as the people in that motherfucker love you dearly Always gon' be a whip that's better than the the one you got Always gon' be some clothes that's fresher than the ones you rock Always gon' be a bitch that's badder out there on the tours But you ain't never gon' be happy till you love yours [Hook] No such thing as a life that's better than yours No such thing as a life that's better than yours No such thing as a life that's better than yours No such thing, no such thing[Outro] Heart beatin' fast, let a nigga know that he alive Fake niggas, mad snakes Snakes in the grass let a nigga know that he arrive
No such thing as a life that's better than yours No such thing as a life that's better than yours No such thing as a life that's better than yours No such thing, No such thing 15 years ago, my life started anew Birth of my child, the first of the two Thought he was perfect, that I had no clue Months in, in my arm, our love grew Stronger as it become, but sadly you grew lifeless I witnessed tragedies but there aint nothin like this Heart torn apart as I heard your diagnosis Life torn apart as we went through the crisis But all ain't matter as long as we were together The three of us, ain't nothin stoppin from lovin each other We swore you'll get through with a mother and a father Hand in hand, we pray that in time you will get better Our hopes are big, there ain't a ruler could measure Love and support, affection and tender The special thing bout a parent's love is it never could wither A love so priceless, worth more than all the world's treasure No such thing as a life that's better than yours No such thing as a life that's better than yours No such thing as a life that's better than yours No such thing, No such thing 10 years on, and situation's still the same Well nah, your daddy left for a woman with another name Putting down our goals for ya and whatever we aimed For us to stay as three that's what your daddy claimed Yet he left us but I won't give him the blame Ain't no life better as long as we have a frame Work as a family, we two kindle a flame Me and you, baby bue, and that will stay the same But all things turned when your condition turned terminal You ain't got long to live, your health now critical If life was a graph, yours be downward vertical We tried so many ways, even surgical But all ain't workin, I guess God made this personal And he made you his personnel, and he made me versatile All lined up so together we could dwell In your final months before you end your spell On Earth, and I know you won't be in hell Cuz you lived through hell on Earth and that I could tell At least now you're in heaven and now I know that you are well Rest In Peace No such thing as a life that's better than yours No such thing as a life that's better than yours No such thing as a life that's better than yours No such thing, No such thing
Said when i get the fame I ain't never gonna change, ima be myself to the day I'm in the grave , please dont leave my life and dont show no hate, I just wanna win at these game that we play, tie them shoes up and make sure their laced, lick another lolly said you wanna get a taste , at all the good things just call it a chase, cherry lolly make me jolly for them candy canes , let the beauty out as we all let it sing, feel the joy through my body just release the pain , ease through my words as the music makes me sane, we can just smoke it up we ain't gotta bang, I dont wanna use you that's not who I am, let my soul free and relax this beat , everybody hates but this is destiny , If you wanna make it hard work is the key, believe in yourself like I do in me, set the bigger picture and swear you will see, that you are meant for more and more you will be. Everybody's special in their own little way, so get up that stage and go do your thing, ima make you feel my music through these verses that I slay, when your feeling down just give my songs a play, I'm always here to talk I just want you okay. Baby we ain't gotta go, you just gotta let me know , if you really want me home , were you just another hoe Got my standing on my toes , all these tear I let em flow , all this pain that I show , why'd you play me like that though? Show them up and dont you choke, keep that shit all on the low , get on stage and watch me glow, all this dough I will not blow, Feeling down i smoke to cope, no suicide so fuck the rope, head up high I'm full of hope , dont be a fean say no to dope. (Slow down) Ain't no joke ain't no joke Fuck amends I just wanna be your bro, If you love me dont you keep it on the low, Let my feelings out hear it up as I go I just wanna be the one thats gonna blow Make my homies proud as I rack in this dough, Be a little different dont be no average Joe My mind is on the path I wanna be please my folks And to be rich as I age and grow old Same shit different day Pray it up on my wave Gotta swoop and save the day, Balling out call me trey Be the same dont you change Ain't no thang I'll get this fame All these pains I overcame saying thanks to mary jane We can hang like everyday Be your friend and take the blame Dance with me through the rain Dont be shy show no shame, Be yourself you are great, Roll with me it's our fate, In the path we will take Fuck with people who ain't fake All these money we will make Call me rich I'm Bill Gates, Take you out it's a date 1-10 what you rate? Shawty fine she an eight Superhero wit a Cape Never early always late Attracting baddies I'm the bait Im the mate, hold on wait, I'm the bait , got no cape, save the day, showing love in every other way Fish fillet Already ate What you say You love me kate? Marry me not today I will not go waste away I will get your back and I will it keep true All these questions you done asked girl I will you be your boo I'm stuck on all that ass , like I've done used super glue If its smash or pass , then you know I'm smashing you .
You was always there for me Never let me down always held me carefully Tender loving from my mother love it selfishly Diffrent type of bond First lady in my history Now you gone Dear mom you'd never let anyone fill me with fear Protection was your ultimate cryter Your always there To wipe away tears Wish I was there to dry your eyes Hold you tight and say my last goodbye Kiss your forehead Tell you that I love you and to have a safe flight Walk into that bright light No need to stall God needs another angel took the kindest of them all No I wasnt ready though it's mad heavy was time to fly to heaven mom Always said the Truth will set you free You the greatest mother to me Really wish you didn't have to leave God's plan was to set you free so now you free to go in peace Prayers for the greatest mother that my world as ever seen Mommas boy I say it proudly Sitting in the car listening to al Greene You'd jab my neck and yell a lyric while laughing Miss those moments In the front seat of the intrigue I love you's from my momma ment the world to me now that you gone I'm never gonna hear it again Never get to see that smile physically only in a dream Wake up crying cause it's never gonna be reality You was always there for me, Im sorry i couldn't be there for you
Dear Cole, I woke up in a world so cold, and nobody got my back so it seems that I'm alone, Alone in my thoughts, but it seem that your lyrics knows, the struggle behind the verses that my hand wrote, And my heart told, to people i thought i, may be could trust, no my friends they've di-ied, in my mind, in my mind
i love mine so im conceited , i thank god cause im breathing , she may be pretty but looks are decieving , like adam and the fruit he ate in the Eve-ning , if snakes tell the truth then i am misleaded , looking for a fortune but plotting for a region , looking for the source encountered with the demons. , i know the truth is within the industry , but i aint worried till i find the good in me , talk is cheap and everybody talking , i just listen cause they feenibg for attention , did i mention ? that shit aint the same , love done changed its just a mind game , everybody loving but dont never feel the pain , i gotta stay high just to keep sain , cause when ya right hand change it hit a vein , but you gotta love yourz thru the heavy rainz
I’m on the other side, it was the day that we arrived I’m still feeling alive, from that ride we could’ve died I’m just counting my lies My sins formed my demise We were both ride or die, Like a brother, I could cry But right now I’m alive, sort of feeling alright The comedown can come quickly, honestly I’d rather die Than live inside this life, surely now my eyes are dry I just swallow my pride, And it makes me feel like I, Have been riding in the sky Many days, oh many nights
this for my niggas in facicilities locked up in corrections, plenty time to gone and sit down an get the message come home same shit there what a blessing roll a spliff up get high no more stressing
This one for the ppl constantly feeling pain This one for the ppl struggling through the rain This one for the ppl who had homies slain This one for the ppl who wants to make a change This one for the ppl not just the gangs This one for everyone no specific names This ones for u if it rains true So listen to this message I have to tell u. Have ever loved yourz?.... Of course... Rather if u rich or poor happiness comes from the ones u adore.
This is particularly for the second verse. A few years past, you're out and you're strugglin' Then you check Instagram and see that I'm ballin', while you hustlin' You text me and say that you miss it and that you're fallin' While I'm in the studio sippin' some top notch Henny thinkin'... (Next bar) Damn you're crawlin' But I don't care, I hit you with the seen. I hope you go crazy, throw your iPhone and break your screen You know you can't fix it cause you're too busy smokin' dope and sippin' lean. I hope it's as broken as your shattered heart. You know, I was truly flattered When you ask me to piece together your internal body part But that shit's unfixable You still out here acting despicable Yet, you still texting me saying.... "Baby, I miss you" But I ain't comin' back. Cause now I know, I ain't invincible This is my first time ever writting a rap, it's sketchy and the bars are off quite a bit unless you hear someone flow on it properly. It's pretty bad but oh well xD.
(Chorus) Bird can't fly Wings are tied Suicide Do or die All these things swirl inside Broken man's mind (x4) Verse 1 Now all I got left are the dark feelings inside And the only friends that I can have are demons in my mind. They're telling me to let go, telling me to give up. They're ripping up my heart since my mind's already split up Between the thoughts of making it out of this hell and getting well And say farewell to the ones that I love and ring the final bell Of the school on depression no more sessions no progression my confession is regression from ascension to aggression And to the people that I hurt and that I I love the most I have to admit something although it's nothing to boast. I hate to say it as it makes me overzealous But the feeling of being beneath you all it makes me jealous I often think about my friends that had it good then died And wonder how I have this depression and stayed alive. It often makes me think that God should have took me instead Because I'm lying in my bed wishing that I was dead Cuz I'm a good for nothing punk who draws and writes a song But what I really want is for my fam to get along I got no friends, got no peers, no one lends an ear And many people got no time to hear me shed a tear I scream for help but nobody there can notice me And people give me looks like what the hell came over me But this is just a little part of the really slow journey Of the discovery that life will show no mercy (Chorus) Bird can't fly Wings are tied Suicide Do or die All these things swirl inside Broken man's mind (x4) (Rest coming soon)
You will only be forgiven as long as you are able to forgive yourself. As long as we are on Earth we are all sinners until our day of judgement. This is a battle with our flesh till the end
I wanna shed tears but can't lettem see me cry When I think of what I got I think my eye should just stay dry Remember suicidal thoughts searchin for a better way to live Dad left me lookin for the answers like I'm cheating on a quiz What a coward Watched him come and go like different seasons Had my mom pick up the pieces Now she can't for Curtain reasons cause she sick man and that had to make me strong Thinking of u did us wrong Kickin us out when I was young Cause your job was like your wife And your money was you son Where me and Mom some side pieces You swept under the rug Fresh Prince on the outside But inside it's will Smith Talkin bout the things he missed Like first fight or a first kiss guess having a kid now is a harder pill to swallow Moved in for a while but then drama had to follow
They say realitys a bitch...i say reality is what you make it. Sitting in my room. Burning incense in deep meditation. Life is a wild ride from birth to eternal slumber. Sleep as the cousin, so i'm always awake when it comes to wonder. Love my life on the daily, even on the darkest days. Sometimes i sit and spark this haze. Sometimes I can't seem to navigate through my art to find the brightness...But, i say to love your life cause it can only be yours. Look back through the prism...Open memory's doors. Look sometimes towards the future, but not too long, then pause...Be just present in the moment of your life and love yours.
Swear it be crazy how you love to be in love, but love don’t wanna love you back. They tell me I’m too young, but ian hearing nunna that. And tell me how I’m posta love someone if love is what I lack. Always hurt and abused so I’m feeling like love is whack. I hate my mind is smaller than my heart, can’t tell the two apart. It would be different if I learned the difference from the very start. But God says everything has a purpose. They see a happy person, but inside I’m really hurting. Love is poison. They leave me but I still hear the voices. All the make believe stories and the lies of their choices. Gave me hope that maybe love was existent after all, started tripping cause I felt it, but the tripping made me fall. Canceled out all my feelings, started feeling kinda heartless. I’m laughing in the light, but I’m suffering in the darkness. I’m not the perfect pic and I’m not looking for an artist. I can love you off the back, but trusting you gone be the hardest. I’m broken. Might not hear me, but my words have been spoken. Put my feelings in my humor so they think that I’m joking. They be sleeping on my pain, but my pain is awoken. It’s like I’m putting out a fire but allowing the smoke in. Ya dig? I been feeling this since I was a kid. Put my life into my lyrics, took my heart off the grid. I be writing, loving, laughing but it never seems to work. I wanna love again but truth is ... love hurts
Love yourz I keep getting caught up on old love Got a new chick but I know that she ain't us Or what we had and what we did with that gold trust And I'm stuck in tight events like it's so clutch And I ain't mean to come with no disrespect My new chick always tries to come and try to give me the best But I just can't forget What we had and what we did And I know it's dumb for me dwell on memories like a kid But baby you was mine I can't stop thinking bout dem times That we was laughing and what happened and everything I took for granted Is gone And now I have to move along And act like you haven't got me thinking ,completely strung And i get sick of playing That I ain't hurt by the thought of you w some other dudes And the idea that y'all slaying Cause I ain't like that he claiming what I once had That he kissing and touching and loving what I once had So I'm a settle up the final score Cause a nigga pretty tired and he ain't wanna hurt no more This my final message to all of y'all Don't be stupid and lose it you just really need to love yourz
I hear love yours well how do you love yours if she not yours to love I just pray to God up above to give me strength to hear her decision I feel we'd fit like a glove a match made in heaven but on this earth please give me a chance to show my worth been clueless since birth but I'll love mine and you love yours even when the pain hurts :Hook: Try to show compassion Love her look past the fashion Past it all Fell for her really took a fall But my Lord helps me stand tall Even when I'm low When I'm in pain He makes the pain go He said go the pain did depart Without my Lord I wouldn't have a heart Only desire was to make that green At all cost feeling only hatred only acting mean But this wasn't meant for me My Lord had a plan to set me free And look how He did Turning me into a man from a kid And I still got a long way to go And trust me this I know I was so wild Acting so foolish as a child Thought I knew it all but I was in denial More mistakes to add to the pile Pile it on so much weight but just wait I'll finish my mile Finnish my journey And i know my Shepherd will lead not deter me Just love yours and take your time do not hurry I hear love yours well what if she's not yours to love I just pray to God up above for strength to hear her decision I feel we'd fit like a glove a match made in heaven but on this earth please give me a chance to show my worth been clueless since birth but I'll love mine and you love yours even when the pain hurts :Hook: Even when the pain hurts love even when you hurt When you feel like diamonds when you feel like dirt Everyone deals with pain Showing hate instead of love there's nothing to gain You should feel the same And if to you don't like it my Lords to blame Of this I take no shame Reading mark never sell my soul for fortune or fame This I've stated guess it makes me under rated But I don't care I never contemplated Your opinions have just faded Gone out of existence so where's it located Out of reach My Lord knows that I preach His word only yes only This I teach Cause it needs to be taught On fire for Jesus I'm way too hot Love Jesus but He loves everyone He loves us more than a lot He showed us when He died on the cross Made Him my boss That's why I'm on fire for Jesus hot like the sauce Jesus and His Father are more than friends forget Rachel and Ross Heaven or hell this decision shouldn't be made by any coin toss If you're with Jesus you win with Satan you take more than a loss Hell was made for no woman no man To see others going to hell I'm no fan It brings God no joy so neither does it bring me joy hope you understand Hell is hellish heaven is greater than grand Satan destroys and God gives a helping hand So tell me who are you for Love more and never forget to love yours
[Intro] Love yourz Love yourz No such thing [Hook] No such thing as a life that's better than yours No such thing as a life that's better than yours No such thing as a life that's better than yours No such thing, no such thing [Verse] Ya know Its kinda hard to sit here and write this All the nights I had to sit there and fight this Overwhelming pain that ihad like why i gotta live life like this Why cant I shine bright like this Shine like a star not a sight like this Like the people smokin and sipping sprite like this Like when i spit its so hard that you cant bite this Now i sit here and think about life on a night like this I sit here and express my feelings While these young kids out here getting higher than the ceiling These young thugs out here dope dealing So they can keep the unappealing feeling Then they wonder why they forever never ever healing But theres no such thing as a happy ending [Hook] No such thing as a life that's better than yours No such thing as a life that's better than yours No such thing as a life that's better than yours No such thing, no such thing
You got to love yours- Like the love you have for money an jewls- Keep it strict but have some fun with the rules- Spread around the aura you choose- Never forget that love is what we aiming to use- Let go an forget all thee abuse- Never regret what you had to do- Climbing those steps is making some moves- Goals in advance is a state of control- Control of your plans is a play of your own- An never forget you aint all alone-
Since a young age I was hanging wit one person First friend , 2nd grade , still learning That was my first time going to that school He was the only person tryna be cool Wasn’t like the other people I was hanging wit Tried to fit in but he knew he wasn’t banging it I said Stay the same why you tryna switch it up Tryna be like them , tryna be all big and tough But he stayed his self , cause everyone seen his bluff The life he has fine I don’t know what’s really was up It really had me thinking when I herd that he was leaving Getting on a flight tryna change the up all the seasons All times that we had man it was so pleasing My friend for 4 years , when I wasn’t even breathing He gone right now prolly acting real conceited I ain’t gone lie he’s the only one I’m needing ( no homo) I wish that I can see him one more time I really wish that all these fake niggas can stop the Lying Yeah I know they doubting me But I just stay on my grind So I’m keeping mines I don’t give em keys to the rhymes They look you in yo eyes And stab in yo chest They don’t care about yo feelings They don’t care about the rest But I don’t worry I just say “bet” So when they try to get me mad They’ll see I’m not upset I got a brother I ain’t see yet There’s sum shoes in the store That I know I can’t buy yet Just like a baby suck yo bib Cause I’m gone grow into a man And you gone stay a little kid I know niggas talk bout me They say I’m nobody but they know I’m somebody No guns that ain’t shit I’m not messing wit these chicks You know I stay lit 18 I’ll get a whip I know my niggas on my side And forever they gone ride I don’t understand Why is it the girls against the guys ? We can all be the same I don’t discriminize In life you gone be dead or you survive If I look in yo eye I speak the truth I never lie In a conversation there gone be a hey And a goodbye I’ll be waving wit my hand Fore you talk to me you should at least find out who I am I’m only chasing checks Yeah I’m only chasing dollars My mom always telling me son be a scholar I always go to class 1st Block I got the math I be getting good grades but on test I don’t past But I’m always tryna train In the snow and the rain It’s gone take blood sweat tears and obviously some pain
My sudden removal of everything I've ever known Leaves me lost in an emotional abyss so cold Living in a new world that I had to call my home Reflecting back to the times when we weren't so old But it's the beginning that made all of this possible The Sunday nights when me and my friends watched the super bowl The first crush I ever had she looked so beautiful O6' couldn't make it to my grandma's funeral Cus we were hustling at some points to make ends meet Rent fees caused us to live in a new street As a kid my asthma attacks made me so weak Second hand smoking while I'm sitting in the backseat Moved around a lot within the state of Georgia Family had ups and downs when it came to fortunes Soon we found that we were running out of options Looking for a new place to stay maybe California But wherever I went I keep writing to vent Out my goals and struggles maybe one day ill present To the world the side of me that I don't like to show Contemplating if the world will think my rhymes are dope But I aspire one day to be a role model To the kids of tomorrow that won't grow up with fathers Just like how my father never knew my sorrows But can you really blame the man who was tryna make some dollas
It’s about 3am I got the worse case of stomach aches Damn you don’t even know Asking the lord while I sin some more I’m tired and bored that’s the reason I do that for Don’t forget where you came from I was in a broken zone My heart felt cold So much pain instored I can’t love no more My mind feels slow Once again I gotta take my pills cuz the pain gotta go I ain’t talkin bout no heartbreak My health’s what’s at stake I guess god wanted me to brake So I can be remade Illmatically I’m stuck in this catastrophe But lyrically I’m killing with a Finishing Now don’t be mad at me Cuz there’s no sadness Without peace I used to get straight Ds My life was headed down A one way street I woulda Been laying Shot at a certain degree Am glad am out that though Success is what I seen I changed cuz I wanted my dreams Thank God for the situations he saved me from but I still feel the devils schemes one day it’ll come where our battles are won Sticking to the light side Cuz savings lives is fun One Love.. Being Open mind For one time That’s a long line My inner being inside No longer gotta reside I love Gods Children Like if they were mine Cuz we brother n sisters Gotta keep that aligned Hope God makes everything and everybody fine I love to rhyme wordplay like wine It age refined Lyrically educated. Love y’all, LoveEachother. (:
Put it in reverse, back it up it hurts but what's worse than staying stuck like chuck Should of could of would of Complacent hood hustle Got a half in the duffle What up Nothin much Too eager to please her Aint never enough Bread & butter kinda mother Bread these hustlers Can't be mad, you know you gotta love her Lacin up her boots, tied her hair back Preppin for the struggle cause the worlds on her back Can't take it back This kind won't rewind Can't pause time Every second that I earn Won't lapse till I find That moment of success Groupie to the paycheck Fuck sex, Fuck death Ride till I die On top..... Oh yeeees
I can't remember that last time I made my mother smile, haven't seen her in awhile. she don't even come around it's like she don't even wanna see me. but when that deal come ain't nobody Goin believe me no I cant trust cause looks yea they can be deceiving trying to hold on in life cause I just need a reason falling like a leaf like when the weather changes seasons it's a cold ass world brothaz killing for no reason see I just gonna give my family everything we never had gonna keep my promise can't live my life being broke being sad gonna have to paint the picture take it with the better lenz make that shit look clearer
I am who i am i can never change. in this generation man I'm considered lame . only got one girl I don't really play games shawty independent she can buy her own thangs. got a lot of brothers they gone do some great thangs. got a lot of brothers that be cuffed in them chains. look in the future I can see change. o wait that's a poor man asking for some change(money) rich,poor,black,white don't mean a thang life's a big struggle hold on to the pain . it's a heavy wheight it makes u stronger in the game . in this world only the strong survive but don't worry god angles will always be by ur side and when he call u to the gates drop the wheight of pain and gone right inside 😊😇👼
Bucci Loco nah you good g it's about how you flow it onto the beat any extra words you need or need to cut out of the bar comes with the flow of the beat. Even if the bars are written off beat you can flow them on beat and add or subtract whatever words in the bar you need to make it fit and it will sound just fine.
we got angels watching us from above, life is a puzzle and we struggle everyday but there's also love, Don't put your head down and don't give up, when the times get hard that's when we gotta stand tall n tough,
I wish that I can see him one more time I really wish that all these fake niggas can stop the Lying Yeah I know they doubting me But I just stay on my grind So I’m keeping mines I don’t give em keys to the rhymes They look you in yo eyes And stab in yo chest They don’t care about yo feelings They don’t care about the rest But I don’t worry I just say “bet” So when they try to get me mad They’ll see I’m not upset I got a brother I ain’t see yet There’s sum shoes in the store That I know I can’t buy yet Just like a baby suck yo bib Cause I’m gone grow into a man And you gone stay a little kid I know niggas talk bout me They say I’m nobody but they know I’m somebody No guns that ain’t shit I’m not messing wit these chicks You know I stay lit 18 I’ll get a whip I know my niggas on my side And forever they gone ride If you ever hurt Then it’s ok to go and cry Do the right thing And please don’t discriminize And that’s when a nigga end up dead But you can survive One thing about me I speak the truth I never lie I don’t understand why a nigga always tryna hide They can’t talk to me but they can go talk to me friends If you got problem then yo ass can go and find a plan Fore you talk to me you should at least find out who I am I’m only chasing checks Yeah I’m only chasing dollars My mom always telling me son be a scholar I always go to class I be getting good grades but on test I don’t past But I’m always tryna train In the snow and the rain It’s gone take a lot of pain But you gotta do for what came foh I ain’t finna snatch no nigga chain doh That’s crazy , that shit so fucking lame bro I been noticing a lot of crazy shit Yo friends ain’t , ain’t really yo friends git If sum happen they all change git I need y’all back all the same git
First time, havin a girl and it seemed like a joke Everytime i tried to socialize i would always choke Sweatin when i walked with her and my clothes would be soaked One day i had thoughts of doubt in my room I never kissed her before, now i feel like im doomed I feel left out and now im trapped in a tomb And from that day afternoon, i made sure to not see her, man im such a bafoon Turns out she liked me and i made my decision too soon
You see everybody got a story to tell Well here's mine My pain's deep, I have been through hell I managed to survive so I got a story to tell Listen, I stand victorious Make the sign of the cross Look I'm here to be the voice for every friend I ever lost Let me pray as I put together my hands I've never been ashamed to tell you the person I am When it comes to doing drugs, I have never been a rookie But hold up, let me tell you about the places that they took me I haven't showered, it's been possibly a week And I'm so deep in a psychosis, impossible to speak The coke is in my arm, now it's impossible sleep My throat's numb, closed shut, so it's impossible to eat Losing weight's a part of my daily routine I always use against my will, just praying I was clean So nod your head if you understand what I mean When I was growing up I never thought that I would be a fiend, ever My life's tumultuous, it's never getting better Another abscess from my arm is getting severed My exquisite vision, depiction of dereliction Livid living conditions, malicious on a mission All these Green-tree cops, look they all know me by my first name Paramedics had to revive me this ain't a game I worn the same clothes for like the last ten days And look I want to do better but I don't know a different way Completely all alone, I'm sitting in this room I empty out the bags, brown liquid in the spoon I have to do a lot, can no longer do a little The water's been added, I place the cotton in the middle I'm sucking every drop up into this plastic device As I'm tying off, I'm trying to find a decent vein to strike I shove it ever so gently up underneath my skin As I'm pulling back the plunger till there's blood in the syringe I push it in and try to drift away to heaven But criminals like me that's never the place that we're headed The guilt, shame, remorse and regret I never address And I'm a mess from all this pain and this anguish I'm filled with stress, overdoses, I'm emotionally broken, this ain't a joke I'm smoking on a Newport, I never have any hope This is me, I'm feeling like I don't deserve more I feel disgusted as I'm pushing on this burnt chore Someone stole the vinegar in the midst of a black out Another shooting gallery, another crack house On the porch ''Welcome To Hell'' is on the floor mat I'm glancing at my arms and all I ever see is sore tracks I'm feeling filthy dirty needles with the orange cap Peaking out the window, someone whispers ''Lock the door latch'' We're blasting off, departing from this mothership I look around as others search the carpet for another hit Crest whitening strips and Mach 3's I'm on a suicidal mission till these cops try to stop me We boosted everyday selling steaks for half price Any dream I ever had was shattered by glass pipes Glass rose, devil got my in his lasso Entered the gates of hell and I didn't even have a pass-code I'm hard headed, I will never learn my lesson You know the drill, commit a crime, and get arrested The misery never ends, I spend another week in jail I don't have friends, family never paid my bail So I would withdrawal and kick on that concrete floor I feel like I've had enough but my body is screaming ''MORE'' The food is horrible, but I haven't eaten in days No reason to call home cause I got nothing left to say I'm tired of this jail, I don't ever want to see prison Look I'm tired and exhausted from this life that I'm living I would get a couple days clean, and say that I was done But every time I got released I was back on the run It's back to thieving, lying, robbing, and ripping, and running These problems I don't solve them, I'm crippled and sick to my stomach I hang with prostitutes and these deadly degenerates I'm homeless for the moment, but that's really quite irrelevant The only thing that matters in life is my next high I got to be willing to change and give it my best try I'm a servant and this heroin's my king I'm feeling like a slave, as I dangle from these puppet strings I'm just a marionette, I'm staring at death As I am carrying regrets that are just tearing through my flesh We're dealing with a topic we're so careless to neglect We're dealing with a dilemma leaving every parent stressed I'm so sick and tired though of being sick and tired But then it finally happened, motivated by desire I hit this point, I wanted to change, enough is enough My efforts been exhausted and I'm tired of being stuck My faith is never blind and my future I barely see But overnight, was open minded I had this moment of clarity So it begins and it's essential I believe Cause if it worked for you, then it just has to work for me Through all this pain, there's got to be a positive message I talked about the past, now let's talk about the present I'm no longer living that way, for me it's a blessing But with one bad decision I am back in that obsession In 03 was diagnosed with hepatitis C I utilize the bad, it's always been the fuel for driving me And then u ask me ''Why do I give this my all?'' I'm not trying to see ''Rest In peace'' on my Facebook wall I got clean in 05 and started rapping I started touching lives, I never thought that this would happen This shit today, trust me it isn't heroin It's killing everybody and the comments are disparaging No one cares or gives a fuck that I'm clean For them another deadly overdose is just something to see Look, I pay attention to every post that I read As you are sitting there judging in front of your iPhone screen Talking about these dying addicts and how they are worthless And if they put a needle in their arm then they deserve it But that's someone's Mother, someone's Uncle, someone's Daughter And that's someone's Aunt, someone's Son and someone's Father As I rap, this shit is giving me chills And I am speaking off experience, that's how I know it's real These ignorant motherfuckers will say it's not a disease And look I really don't care, you can believe what you believe I don't care to argue, I don't got to give you proof Listen, I was taught you don't got to defend the truth Incurable, progressive and fatal unless arrested I'm expressing aggression with every sentiment confession Once a junkie always a junkie, you're boring me The last time I checked, there's one ultimate authority I'm sick of these remarks and opinions from all these critics Cause if you never lived it, then trust me you'll never get it Be quite, you're not allowed to speak about it If you've never lived it, then you're not allowed to speak about it How often you forget, the only time that you should ever open your mouth is to eat a dick Everybody is dying it makes me sick This isn't a epidemic, this is more like an apocalypse So when I struggle, it's only right that I fight And my experience recites on how that diamond saved my life Look, you don't got a clue what I've been through When I was at my worst you couldn't walk a mile in my shoes I survived a lot, so it's only right that I smile And I'm aware of my surroundings, I'm no longer in denial I'm blown away by every message that I get It gives me motivation, it's the only reason I never quit We got to do this together, we must trust There's no you, there's no me, there's just us I'm doing this with courage, I'm doing this with pride I'm doing this for every single friend that's ever died I dedicate this song to anyone that's lost a loved one So live your life cause tomorrow may never come Be grateful for your past, embrace it, don't get embarrassed Everyday there is more children growing up without their parents I felt pain, look I'm not afraid to cry My life changed once I was willing to try I've been giving many chances now it's truly do or die
I could remember mom taking her last breath, You couldn't tell me to move on feeling like there's nothing left, If she could die so suddenly I can't imagine what's next, Made a lot of bad decisions most of them I regret, Through struggle there was a message I could never get, Times I got arrested I deserved it didn't turn on the jets, My woman has been there for me since the day we met, But nostalgia tugs at my heart with times I can't forget, Those are times I'll never live again, Going through a lot of pain wanna give up and see my end. If I shed a tear that don't make me weak, Have a lot of goals I hope I can complete, This rap game is a competition but I won't compete.
See I really never thought Really never had thought You was gone End Being Like This With Me Bringing so much pain to me hitting me deep just like the sea inside of me
Ang buhay hindi mahirap di rin madali Inaabot mga pangarap sa oras na ka'y ikli Pero wag ka mabahala at wag kang mag madali Lagi piliin na matuto sayong pagkakamali Umiwas sa gulo at wag mag simula ng away. Lahat naman tayo mayrong problemang kaagapay. Mayrong tungkol sa pera, mayrong tungkol sa bahay. Mayrong sobrang hirap pero tuluyan nang nasanay. Sabagay. Di lahat pantay estado. Mayron na naghihirap, mayron din na asensado. Mag ingat na mamili sino bibigyang respeto. Tandaang hindi papel ang sukat sayong pagkatao. Kabado. Sa pag gising sa umaga. Di alam kung ano dadating sa araw na kay haba. Sana laging tahimik, sana laging payapa. Kaya ko pa ba? bat parang hindi na yata. Uh, yan ang lagi kong bulong. Negatibo na pantasya sa isip naka kulong. Di naman sa araw araw ang buhay ay pa lusong. Pataas at pababa buhay nagmistulang gulong.
Always buy that toy your kid wants from the store Tell your mama that you love her while you walkin out the door Why you livin so fast Gotta stop and smell the roses But instead all of these dope heads got they noses where the coke is Huh I guess you sniffed the wrong flower They hard to keep clean like a shit with no shower Or a window with no wash I been living really fast but I really need pause Never really need a job I just wanna close my eyes up on that stage and hear applause I just wanna hear em clappin The same people that was laughin When I told em I’d be rappin Man I really love how When they see the vision they all askin for some love now You don’t get no love now My heart turned cold like the earth when the sundown
Same block🏘🏚 Grew up on the same block turn the corner and your house that way Never knew about you till you walked into class late 6th period classroom,9th grade Never skipped before but I skipped with you Football was your thing Picked me up and kissed my lips I named it love not knowing a thing Had the same candy lady on the side of the block and we were both 14 turning 15 Our birthdays one month apart November 15 and December 24 We would always say happy birthday and make it a yearly thing I seen you walking on the sidewalk while I was in the car hiding so you wouldn’t see me Called me a goofball because of all the jokes we made I would always see you here and there but we still had our own struggles even though we both lived by each other FaceTimed almost every night I got to know your story and you got to know mines Than you moved houses and schools From your dad to your mom Now we both 17 and not talking cause you messed up what we had Shirt off, Big and grown Both hustling to get money We were raised the same way I just had my mom and dad with a stable income living in the same house I’m about to get my high school diploma and you just getting your street credit Was it all worth it All the money and girls but having me as the side chick You was always slick with your words without action I guess that’s why I’m here and your there Just never forget me We all fuck up babe Love yourz ❤️🏚🎤
Yeah..you got that right..yeah man 27 11 99 till I grow..no time to cry..no time to flow But hell ya.. pain is what all we knew till we grew But no..they won't tolerate Your way to gold studded fate But now it's not too late Yah...there we go again No pain no gain Lets us cry in this rain That gives us nothing but fame This is how we live.. Till the end only to achieve That why the world has nothing to give but pain..oh let's forgive Cause we are children of Jesus Love is what he taught us Pain is what we took from us Oh yeah now let's tell the world Our wooper got better bass That how you survive All the pain nothin to hide Yeah O. Niggas..😎😎😎 tell that bitch I gotta be late tonight..cause I gotta make things right
better off .. i love you with allmyheart dont ever forget it.. your beautiful dont let noone tell u different .. keep working hard it will pay off eventually.. im always here and ill never do anything to hurt you intentionally .. to my family and friends dont ever think i dont care i do even tho i dont show it i know i can be selfish im sorry but know that if you need me call me ill make time always..
THIS FOR MY MAMA REMEMBER DAYS WHEN I WAS LITTLE MY MAMA WAS TRYNA GET ME TO SCHOOL AND WORK STRUGGLING EVERYDAY CAUSE MEN WAS STRESSING HER OUT EVEN MY DAD AND STILL DO GOT SIBILINGS NOW TAKING CARE OF THEM WE STILL IN THE STRUGGLE MOMMA TRYNA STILL GET US FOOD IN THE HOUSE AND CLOTHES AND SHOES AND ROOF OVER OUR HEAD BUT WE LIVING GREAT I WILL NEVER LEAVE MY MOMMA IMMA LOVE MY MOMMA TILL THE DAY I DIE BUT THE GOOD THING MY MAMA FOUND HER A MAN THAT CAN BE LOVE TO HER I LOVE U MOMMA I WILL NEVER FORGET U MOMMA U ALWAYS IN MY HEART IT WAS ALL PAIN IN THE STREETS. JSHANKLIN
It's beauty in the struggle, ugliness in the success Hear my words or listen to my signal of distress I grew up in the city and though sometimes we had less Compared to some of my niggas Down the block, man, we were blessed And life can't be no fairytale, no once upon a time But I be goddamned if a nigga don't be tryin' So tell me, Momma please, why you be drinkin' all the time? Does all the pain he brought you still linger in your mind? 'Cause pain still lingers on mine On the road to riches, listen, this is what you'll find The good news is, nigga, you came a long way The bad news is, nigga, you went the wrong way Think being broke was better
I feel if I can use this beat to make a remix, the song will be one of the hottest rap songs back in China, when I dropped the beat for the first time, I already got an idea in my mind.
It all started off innocent Couple kids privileged Lived in a society where no one else was fitting in Living in a hood where if that's blue yall know we killing it Music was our muse you know we spinning it All the ladies feeling it We tried to make that green all by ourselves Cause my momma on that flour So she couldn't really help And my father ain't near because he locked up in that cell But I always had my brother when my life felt like it's hell Well spin a couple records make a buck and try get by But they hating on the come up hate to see a nigga rise One day we was walking home really late at night Them niggas pulled up on my brother left them pellets in his eyes I cried for my brother man he weren't another Living on the corner or a hustler Or his tilla colour Niggas pocket watching when these bitches always wanna fuck us Niggas hate the shine so our light they always tryna cover I was at the hospital they said he weren't gonna make When I heard i thought my ears were mistaken the same nigga we would race at the station Or run from school so we could play our favourite game on the station Or ride out to the east coast classics that was left on the station My nigga dead my heart forever be racing RIP JBanks
I first heard this instrumental during July of 2018, I cry looking back at all the events that go back to that year.
Hope this is a good year for you friend! Much love.
@@LevelMinds thank you 🖤
i feel itso hard :(
Where are you this year man?
I hope this year was any better :) have a nice day please !!
This beat makes me feel some type of way
Dank Souls lol 😂 yeah
Omega Solace I think melancholy is the perfect word for it.
Same here like when i listen to it i feel so much better thinking about the positive things
Ong
Neanna Angel it makes me sad
i grew up with this beat man… COLE WORLD FOREVER
ITS UGLY BUT BEAUTIFUL!
All this pain is on my mind
I just look up to the lord and then I pray that I’ll be fine
Just no matter sins that you committed
Most are convinced that there too deep in it
But god always listens
Amen🙏🏽
nahh this is🔥
Amen 🙏
🙏🔥 amén
bro this what I am going through rn ❤️
thank you because now I don't feel like I'm the only one.
Hands down my favorite J.Cole song of all time.
There's nothing else like it
No such thing is a life that's better than yours❤
No such thinnnnng, no such thingggggg.
@@s.s5933 heart beating fast let a nigga know that he Aliveee‼️
I love the only word in this instrumental is just "Hmm". Which kinda feels like he's expressing that there are no words that could explain how good this beat is.
the drums are amazing
The drums are yummy.
specially the drum set man，that is fits perfectly
Definitely my favourite beat ever
This beat makes me think of some crazy sad stuff. Hope life stays great
its a honor hearing this come out as a freshman in hs. the best sparked from this era have yet to come
[Intro]
Love yourz
Love yourz
No such thing[Hook]
No such thing as a life that's better than yours
No such thing as a life that's better than yours
No such thing as a life that's better than yours
No such thing, no such thing [Verse 1]
Heart beatin' fast, let a nigga know that he alive
Fake niggas, mad snakes
Snakes in the grass let a nigga know that he arrived
Don't be sleeping on your level cause it's beauty in the struggle nigga
Goes for all y'all
It's beauty in the struggle nigga
(Let me explain)
It's beauty in the struggle, ugliness in the success
Hear my words or listen to my signal of distress
I grew up in the city and though some times we had less
Compared to some of my niggas down the block man we were blessed
And life can't be no fairytale, no once upon a time
But I be God damned if a nigga don't be tryin'
So tell me mama please why you be drinking all the time?
Does all the pain he brought you still linger in your mind?
Cause pain still lingers on mine
On the road to riches listen this is what you'll find
The good news is nigga you came a long way
The bad news is nigga you went the wrong way
Think being broke was better [Hook]
No such thing as a life that's better than yours
No such thing as a life that's better than yours
No such thing as a life that's better than yours
No such thing, no such thing[Verse 2]
For what's money without happiness?
Or hard times without the people you love
Though I'm not sure what's 'bout to happen next
I asked for strength from the Lord up above
Cause I've been strong so far
But I can feel my grip loosening
Quick, do something before you lose it for good
Get it back and use it for good
And touch the people how you did like before
I'm tired of living with demons cause they always inviting more
Think being broke was better
Now I don't mean that phrase with no disrespect
To all my niggas out there living in debt
Cashing minimal checks
Turn on the TV see a nigga Rolex
And fantasize about a life with no stress
I mean this shit sincerely
And that's a nigga who was once in your shoes
Living with nothin' to lose
I hope one day you hear me
Always gon' be a bigger house somewhere, but nigga feel me
Long as the people in that motherfucker love you dearly
Always gon' be a whip that's better than the the one you got
Always gon' be some clothes that's fresher than the ones you rock
Always gon' be a bitch that's badder out there on the tours
But you ain't never gon' be happy till you love yours [Hook]
No such thing as a life that's better than yours
No such thing as a life that's better than yours
No such thing as a life that's better than yours
No such thing, no such thing[Outro]
Heart beatin' fast, let a nigga know that he alive
Fake niggas, mad snakes
Snakes in the grass let a nigga know that he arrive
Thank you! God bless!
No such thing as a life that's better than yours
No such thing as a life that's better than yours
No such thing as a life that's better than yours
No such thing, No such thing
15 years ago, my life started anew
Birth of my child, the first of the two
Thought he was perfect, that I had no clue
Months in, in my arm, our love grew
Stronger as it become, but sadly you grew lifeless
I witnessed tragedies but there aint nothin like this
Heart torn apart as I heard your diagnosis
Life torn apart as we went through the crisis
But all ain't matter as long as we were together
The three of us, ain't nothin stoppin from lovin each other
We swore you'll get through with a mother and a father
Hand in hand, we pray that in time you will get better
Our hopes are big, there ain't a ruler could measure
Love and support, affection and tender
The special thing bout a parent's love is it never could wither
A love so priceless, worth more than all the world's treasure
No such thing as a life that's better than yours
No such thing as a life that's better than yours
No such thing as a life that's better than yours
No such thing, No such thing
10 years on, and situation's still the same
Well nah, your daddy left for a woman with another name
Putting down our goals for ya and whatever we aimed
For us to stay as three that's what your daddy claimed
Yet he left us but I won't give him the blame
Ain't no life better as long as we have a frame
Work as a family, we two kindle a flame
Me and you, baby bue, and that will stay the same
But all things turned when your condition turned terminal
You ain't got long to live, your health now critical
If life was a graph, yours be downward vertical
We tried so many ways, even surgical
But all ain't workin, I guess God made this personal
And he made you his personnel, and he made me versatile
All lined up so together we could dwell
In your final months before you end your spell
On Earth, and I know you won't be in hell
Cuz you lived through hell on Earth and that I could tell
At least now you're in heaven and now I know that you are well
Rest In Peace
No such thing as a life that's better than yours
No such thing as a life that's better than yours
No such thing as a life that's better than yours
No such thing, No such thing
That was dope.
I’m so sorry for your loss , honestly started tearing up when I read this
Said when i get the fame I ain't never gonna change, ima be myself to the day I'm in the grave , please dont leave my life and dont show no hate, I just wanna win at these game that we play, tie them shoes up and make sure their laced, lick another lolly said you wanna get a taste , at all the good things just call it a chase, cherry lolly make me jolly for them candy canes , let the beauty out as we all let it sing, feel the joy through my body just release the pain , ease through my words as the music makes me sane, we can just smoke it up we ain't gotta bang, I dont wanna use you that's not who I am, let my soul free and relax this beat , everybody hates but this is destiny ,
If you wanna make it hard work is the key, believe in yourself like I do in me, set the bigger picture and swear you will see, that you are meant for more and more you will be. Everybody's special in their own little way, so get up that stage and go do your thing, ima make you feel my music through these verses that I slay, when your feeling down just give my songs a play, I'm always here to talk I just want you okay.
Baby we ain't gotta go, you just gotta let me know , if you really want me home , were you just another hoe
Got my standing on my toes , all these tear I let em flow , all this pain that I show , why'd you play me like that though?
Show them up and dont you choke, keep that shit all on the low , get on stage and watch me glow, all this dough I will not blow,
Feeling down i smoke to cope, no suicide so fuck the rope, head up high I'm full of hope , dont be a fean say no to dope.
(Slow down)
Ain't no joke ain't no joke
Fuck amends I just wanna be your bro,
If you love me dont you keep it on the low,
Let my feelings out hear it up as I go
I just wanna be the one thats gonna blow
Make my homies proud as I rack in this dough,
Be a little different dont be no average Joe
My mind is on the path I wanna be please my folks
And to be rich as I age and grow old
Same shit different day
Pray it up on my wave
Gotta swoop and save the day,
Balling out call me trey
Be the same dont you change
Ain't no thang I'll get this fame
All these pains I overcame
saying thanks to mary jane
We can hang like everyday
Be your friend and take the blame
Dance with me through the rain
Dont be shy show no shame,
Be yourself you are great,
Roll with me it's our fate,
In the path we will take
Fuck with people who ain't fake
All these money we will make
Call me rich I'm Bill Gates,
Take you out it's a date
1-10 what you rate?
Shawty fine she an eight
Superhero wit a Cape
Never early always late
Attracting baddies I'm the bait
Im the mate, hold on wait, I'm the bait , got no cape, save the day, showing love in every other way
Fish fillet
Already ate
What you say
You love me kate?
Marry me not today
I will not go waste away
I will get your back and I will it keep true
All these questions you done asked girl I will you be your boo
I'm stuck on all that ass , like I've done used super glue
If its smash or pass , then you know I'm smashing you .
Broo this shi fire😭😭💘
💯
Fire
@TDE no cap
TLDR
You was always there for me
Never let me down always held me carefully
Tender loving from my mother love it selfishly
Diffrent type of bond
First lady in my history
Now you gone
Dear mom you'd never let anyone fill me with fear
Protection was your ultimate cryter
Your always there
To wipe away tears
Wish I was there to dry your eyes
Hold you tight and say my last goodbye
Kiss your forehead
Tell you that I love you and to have a safe flight
Walk into that bright light
No need to stall
God needs another angel took the kindest of them all
No I wasnt ready
though it's mad heavy
was time to fly to heaven mom
Always said the
Truth will set you free
You the greatest mother to me
Really wish you didn't have to leave
God's plan was to set you free
so now you free to go in peace
Prayers for the greatest mother that my world as ever seen
Mommas boy I say it proudly
Sitting in the car listening to al Greene
You'd jab my neck and yell a lyric while laughing
Miss those moments
In the front seat of the intrigue
I love you's from my momma ment the world to me
now that you gone I'm never gonna hear it again
Never get to see that smile physically only in a dream
Wake up crying cause it's never gonna be reality
You was always there for me, Im sorry i couldn't be there for you
Nice bro wish you the best
Islam
I can listen to this as plain as eating bread alone 🔥legends never die out
the way the beat elevates at 1:33 makes me want to cry
Fr
I love this beat so much. Is this a remake?
this beat got me actin up
This song got me through the tuffest times thank u cole
I love this beat ❤ I can vibe to it alone!
Dear Cole,
I woke up in a world so cold,
and nobody got my back so it seems that I'm alone,
Alone in my thoughts, but it seem that your lyrics knows,
the struggle behind the verses that my hand wrote,
And my heart told,
to people i thought i,
may be could trust, no
my friends they've di-ied,
in my mind, in my mind
Deep
i love mine so im conceited , i thank god cause im breathing , she may be pretty but looks are decieving , like adam and the fruit he ate in the Eve-ning , if snakes tell the truth then i am misleaded , looking for a fortune but plotting for a region , looking for the source encountered with the demons. , i know the truth is within the industry , but i aint worried till i find the good in me , talk is cheap and everybody talking , i just listen cause they feenibg for attention , did i mention ? that shit aint the same , love done changed its just a mind game , everybody loving but dont never feel the pain , i gotta stay high just to keep sain , cause when ya right hand change it hit a vein , but you gotta love yourz thru the heavy rainz
dang can you be my mentor?
+Queen Kaylah lol why not
This is the best comment of lyrics I've seen ever.
+sheika howze that was nice bro, im trying to get better at rapping 😂 like you
DGJ saaame I need help ;(
I’m on the other side, it was the day that we arrived
I’m still feeling alive, from that ride we could’ve died
I’m just counting my lies
My sins formed my demise
We were both ride or die, Like a brother, I could cry
But right now I’m alive, sort of feeling alright
The comedown can come quickly, honestly I’d rather die
Than live inside this life, surely now my eyes are dry
I just swallow my pride,
And it makes me feel like I,
Have been riding in the sky
Many days, oh many nights
this for my niggas in facicilities locked up in corrections, plenty time to gone and sit down an get the message
come home same shit there what a blessing
roll a spliff up get high
no more stressing
I love this instrument
This one for the ppl constantly feeling pain
This one for the ppl struggling through the rain
This one for the ppl who had homies slain
This one for the ppl who wants to make a change
This one for the ppl not just the gangs
This one for everyone no specific names
This ones for u if it rains true
So listen to this message I have to tell u.
Have ever loved yourz?....
Of course...
Rather if u rich or poor happiness comes from the ones u adore.
🔥
you earned a sub keep it up this beat brings back good memories
Thank you!
This is his best song imo
Thank you for making this video it brings back so much sad and good memories 😀😔
No problem! 👍
I miss this.
This is particularly for the second verse.
A few years past, you're out and you're strugglin'
Then you check Instagram and see that I'm ballin', while you hustlin'
You text me and say that you miss it and that you're fallin'
While I'm in the studio sippin' some top notch Henny thinkin'... (Next bar) Damn you're crawlin'
But I don't care, I hit you with the seen.
I hope you go crazy, throw your iPhone and break your screen
You know you can't fix it cause you're too busy smokin' dope and sippin' lean.
I hope it's as broken as your shattered heart.
You know, I was truly flattered
When you ask me to piece together your internal body part
But that shit's unfixable
You still out here acting despicable
Yet, you still texting me saying....
"Baby, I miss you"
But I ain't comin' back.
Cause now I know, I ain't invincible
This is my first time ever writting a rap, it's sketchy and the bars are off quite a bit unless you hear someone flow on it properly. It's pretty bad but oh well xD.
Bocaj Trickshots has to work with all
Great stuff bro you earned a subscriber
Thank you =)
True
(Chorus)
Bird can't fly
Wings are tied
Suicide
Do or die
All these things
swirl inside
Broken man's mind (x4)
Verse 1
Now all I got left are the dark feelings inside
And the only friends that I can have are demons in my mind.
They're telling me to let go, telling me to give up.
They're ripping up my heart since my mind's already split up
Between the thoughts of making it out of this hell and getting well
And say farewell to the ones that I love and ring the final bell
Of the school on depression no more sessions no progression
my confession is regression from ascension to aggression
And to the people that I hurt and that I I love the most
I have to admit something although it's nothing to boast.
I hate to say it as it makes me overzealous
But the feeling of being beneath you all it makes me jealous
I often think about my friends that had it good then died
And wonder how I have this depression and stayed alive.
It often makes me think that God should have took me instead
Because I'm lying in my bed wishing that I was dead
Cuz I'm a good for nothing punk who draws and writes a song
But what I really want is for my fam to get along
I got no friends, got no peers, no one lends an ear
And many people got no time to hear me shed a tear
I scream for help but nobody there can notice me
And people give me looks like what the hell came over me
But this is just a little part of the really slow journey
Of the discovery that life will show no mercy
(Chorus)
Bird can't fly
Wings are tied
Suicide
Do or die
All these things
swirl inside
Broken man's mind (x4)
(Rest coming soon)
You will only be forgiven as long as you are able to forgive yourself. As long as we are on Earth we are all sinners until our day of judgement. This is a battle with our flesh till the end
NY producer Just Blaze said this is ONE OF his best beats he ever did
I wanna shed tears but can't lettem see me cry
When I think of what I got I think my eye should just stay dry
Remember suicidal thoughts searchin for a better way to live
Dad left me lookin for the answers like I'm cheating on a quiz
What a coward
Watched him come and go like different seasons
Had my mom pick up the pieces
Now she can't for Curtain reasons cause she sick man
and that had to make me strong
Thinking of u did us wrong
Kickin us out when I was young
Cause your job was like your wife
And your money was you son
Where me and Mom some side pieces
You swept under the rug
Fresh Prince on the outside
But inside it's will Smith
Talkin bout the things he missed
Like first fight or a first kiss
guess having a kid now is a harder pill to swallow
Moved in for a while but then drama had to follow
See why you gotta ruin a good song with bad lyrics. Now i gotta find another video.
Why the hate? Assholes always have to criticize for everything.
+7002Dreamer thanks
Lewis Fletcher bro i know im late but that was honestly deep!
Fonem Gdkfonem thx a lot that was one of my first raps
Why am I hearing this beautiful song only now? 😭
They say realitys a bitch...i say reality is what you make it. Sitting in my room. Burning incense in deep meditation. Life is a wild ride from birth to eternal slumber. Sleep as the cousin, so i'm always awake when it comes to wonder. Love my life on the daily, even on the darkest days. Sometimes i sit and spark this haze. Sometimes I can't seem to navigate through my art to find the brightness...But, i say to love your life cause it can only be yours. Look back through the prism...Open memory's doors. Look sometimes towards the future, but not too long, then pause...Be just present in the moment of your life and love yours.
Jay Z Has been giving us a billion dollars worth of game for 9.99. You inspire me Hov
Swear it be crazy how you love to be in love, but love don’t wanna love you back. They tell me I’m too young, but ian hearing nunna that. And tell me how I’m posta love someone if love is what I lack. Always hurt and abused so I’m feeling like love is whack. I hate my mind is smaller than my heart, can’t tell the two apart. It would be different if I learned the difference from the very start. But God says everything has a purpose. They see a happy person, but inside I’m really hurting. Love is poison. They leave me but I still hear the voices. All the make believe stories and the lies of their choices. Gave me hope that maybe love was existent after all, started tripping cause I felt it, but the tripping made me fall. Canceled out all my feelings, started feeling kinda heartless. I’m laughing in the light, but I’m suffering in the darkness. I’m not the perfect pic and I’m not looking for an artist. I can love you off the back, but trusting you gone be the hardest. I’m broken. Might not hear me, but my words have been spoken. Put my feelings in my humor so they think that I’m joking. They be sleeping on my pain, but my pain is awoken. It’s like I’m putting out a fire but allowing the smoke in. Ya dig? I been feeling this since I was a kid. Put my life into my lyrics, took my heart off the grid. I be writing, loving, laughing but it never seems to work. I wanna love again but truth is ... love hurts
Love yourz
I keep getting caught up on old love
Got a new chick but I know that she ain't us
Or what we had and what we did with that gold trust
And I'm stuck in tight events like it's so clutch
And I ain't mean to come with no disrespect
My new chick always tries to come and try to give me the best
But I just can't forget
What we had and what we did
And I know it's dumb for me dwell on memories like a kid
But baby you was mine
I can't stop thinking bout dem times
That we was laughing and what happened and everything I took for granted
Is gone
And now I have to move along
And act like you haven't got me thinking ,completely strung
And i get sick of playing
That I ain't hurt by the thought of you w some other dudes
And the idea that y'all slaying
Cause I ain't like that he claiming what I once had
That he kissing and touching and loving what I once had
So I'm a settle up the final score
Cause a nigga pretty tired and he ain't wanna hurt no more
This my final message to all of y'all
Don't be stupid and lose it you just really need to love yourz
Junior Schaaf 🎤🎤
I hear love yours well how do you love yours if she not yours to love I just pray to God up above to give me strength to hear her decision I feel we'd fit like a glove a match made in heaven but on this earth please give me a chance to show my worth been clueless since birth but I'll love mine and you love yours even when the pain hurts
:Hook:
Try to show compassion
Love her look past the fashion
Past it all
Fell for her really took a fall
But my Lord helps me stand tall
Even when I'm low
When I'm in pain He makes the pain go
He said go the pain did depart
Without my Lord I wouldn't have a heart
Only desire was to make that green
At all cost feeling only hatred only acting mean
But this wasn't meant for me
My Lord had a plan to set me free
And look how He did
Turning me into a man from a kid
And I still got a long way to go
And trust me this I know
I was so wild
Acting so foolish as a child
Thought I knew it all but I was in denial
More mistakes to add to the pile
Pile it on so much weight but just wait I'll finish my mile
Finnish my journey
And i know my Shepherd will lead not deter me
Just love yours and take your time do not hurry
I hear love yours well what if she's not yours to love I just pray to God up above for strength to hear her decision I feel we'd fit like a glove a match made in heaven but on this earth please give me a chance to show my worth been clueless since birth but I'll love mine and you love yours even when the pain hurts
:Hook:
Even when the pain hurts love even when you hurt
When you feel like diamonds when you feel like dirt
Everyone deals with pain
Showing hate instead of love there's nothing to gain
You should feel the same
And if to you don't like it my Lords to blame
Of this I take no shame
Reading mark never sell my soul for fortune or fame
This I've stated
guess it makes me under rated
But I don't care I never contemplated
Your opinions have just faded
Gone out of existence so where's it located
Out of reach
My Lord knows that I preach
His word only yes only This I teach
Cause it needs to be taught
On fire for Jesus I'm way too hot
Love Jesus but He loves everyone He loves us more than a lot
He showed us when He died on the cross
Made Him my boss
That's why I'm on fire for Jesus hot like the sauce
Jesus and His Father are more than friends forget Rachel and Ross
Heaven or hell this decision shouldn't be made by any coin toss
If you're with Jesus you win with Satan you take more than a loss
Hell was made for no woman no man
To see others going to hell I'm no fan
It brings God no joy so neither does it bring me joy hope you understand
Hell is hellish heaven is greater than grand
Satan destroys and God gives a helping hand
So tell me who are you for
Love more and never forget to love yours
I love this beat
yes Ray Ray Lynghman did a 1 take FRE STYLE TO THIS BEAT
I never grew up with much
Homie I grew up
with my pops
Who be showing tough love
[Intro]
Love yourz
Love yourz
No such thing
[Hook]
No such thing as a life that's better than yours
No such thing as a life that's better than yours
No such thing as a life that's better than yours
No such thing, no such thing
[Verse]
Ya know Its kinda hard to sit here and write this
All the nights I had to sit there and fight this
Overwhelming pain that ihad like why i gotta live life like this
Why cant I shine bright like this
Shine like a star not a sight like this
Like the people smokin and sipping sprite like this
Like when i spit its so hard that you cant bite this
Now i sit here and think about life on a night like this
I sit here and express my feelings
While these young kids out here getting higher than the ceiling
These young thugs out here dope dealing
So they can keep the unappealing feeling
Then they wonder why they forever never ever healing
But theres no such thing as a happy ending
[Hook]
No such thing as a life that's better than yours
No such thing as a life that's better than yours
No such thing as a life that's better than yours
No such thing, no such thing
You got to love yours-
Like the love you have for money an jewls-
Keep it strict but have some fun with the rules-
Spread around the aura you choose-
Never forget that love is what we aiming to use-
Let go an forget all thee abuse-
Never regret what you had to do-
Climbing those steps is making some moves-
Goals in advance is a state of control-
Control of your plans is a play of your own-
An never forget you aint all alone-
Noches de invierno escribiendo lo que siento
Mar de pensamiento que me ahogan por dentro
Lenarr anyone?
Stephon Anderson here my nigga
Sqaud
Riley Freeman me
Yep
yeah from when pierre dont wanna come out
Since a young age I was hanging wit one person
First friend , 2nd grade , still learning
That was my first time going to that school
He was the only person tryna be cool
Wasn’t like the other people I was hanging wit
Tried to fit in but he knew he wasn’t banging it
I said Stay the same why you tryna switch it up
Tryna be like them , tryna be all big and tough
But he stayed his self , cause everyone seen his bluff
The life he has fine I don’t know what’s really was up
It really had me thinking when I herd that he was leaving
Getting on a flight tryna change the up all the seasons
All times that we had man it was so pleasing
My friend for 4 years , when I wasn’t even breathing
He gone right now prolly acting real conceited
I ain’t gone lie he’s the only one I’m needing ( no homo)
I wish that I can see him one more time
I really wish that all these fake niggas can stop the Lying
Yeah I know they doubting me
But I just stay on my grind
So I’m keeping mines
I don’t give em keys to the rhymes
They look you in yo eyes
And stab in yo chest
They don’t care about yo feelings
They don’t care about the rest
But I don’t worry I just say “bet”
So when they try to get me mad
They’ll see I’m not upset
I got a brother I ain’t see yet
There’s sum shoes in the store
That I know I can’t buy yet
Just like a baby suck yo bib
Cause I’m gone grow into a man
And you gone stay a little kid
I know niggas talk bout me
They say I’m nobody but they know I’m somebody
No guns that ain’t shit
I’m not messing wit these chicks
You know I stay lit
18 I’ll get a whip
I know my niggas on my side
And forever they gone ride
I don’t understand
Why is it the girls against the guys ?
We can all be the same
I don’t discriminize
In life you gone be dead or you survive
If I look in yo eye
I speak the truth I never lie
In a conversation there gone be a hey
And a goodbye
I’ll be waving wit my hand
Fore you talk to me you should at least find out who I am
I’m only chasing checks
Yeah I’m only chasing dollars
My mom always telling me son be a scholar
I always go to class
1st Block I got the math
I be getting good grades but on test I don’t past
But I’m always tryna train
In the snow and the rain
It’s gone take blood sweat tears and obviously some pain
EMINƎM sing me
Swaggy Supe Damn bro, that was ass. JK shii was 🔥 🔥 🔥
My sudden removal of everything I've ever known
Leaves me lost in an emotional abyss so cold
Living in a new world that
I had to call my home
Reflecting back to the times when we weren't so old
But it's the beginning that made all of this possible
The Sunday nights when me and my friends watched the super bowl
The first crush I ever had she looked so beautiful
O6' couldn't make it to my grandma's funeral
Cus we were hustling at some points to make ends meet
Rent fees caused us to live in a new street
As a kid my asthma attacks made me so weak
Second hand smoking while I'm sitting in the backseat
Moved around a lot within the state of Georgia
Family had ups and downs when it came to fortunes
Soon we found that we were running out of options
Looking for a new place to stay maybe California
But wherever I went
I keep writing to vent
Out my goals and struggles maybe one day ill present
To the world the side of me that I don't like to show
Contemplating if the world will think my rhymes are dope
But I aspire one day to be a role model
To the kids of tomorrow that won't grow up with fathers
Just like how my father never knew my sorrows
But can you really blame the man who was tryna make some dollas
Real, keep it up
It’s about 3am I got the worse case of stomach aches
Damn you don’t even know
Asking the lord while I sin some more
I’m tired and bored that’s the reason I do that for
Don’t forget where you came from
I was in a broken zone
My heart felt cold
So much pain instored
I can’t love no more
My mind feels slow
Once again I gotta take my pills cuz the pain gotta go
I ain’t talkin bout no heartbreak
My health’s what’s at stake
I guess god wanted me to brake
So I can be remade
Illmatically
I’m stuck in this catastrophe
But lyrically I’m killing with a
Finishing
Now don’t be mad at me
Cuz there’s no sadness
Without peace
I used to get straight Ds
My life was headed down
A one way street
I woulda Been laying
Shot at a certain degree
Am glad am out that though
Success is what I seen
I changed cuz I wanted my dreams
Thank God for the situations he saved me from
but I still feel the devils schemes one day it’ll come where our battles are won
Sticking to the light side
Cuz savings lives is fun
One Love..
Being Open mind
For one time
That’s a long line
My inner being inside
No longer gotta reside
I love Gods Children
Like if they were mine
Cuz we brother n sisters
Gotta keep that aligned
Hope God makes everything and everybody fine
I love to rhyme
wordplay like wine
It age refined
Lyrically educated. Love y’all,
LoveEachother.
(:
Picking up the pieces. Never stop🙏
love his instrumentals
Beautiful Beat! :DK
Part 2 needs to come out
luv this fuckin beat!!! you got my support fam!!! 💯
Rhymes, I Can Write Anything To This "Much Love For Cole"
Put it in reverse, back it up it hurts but
what's worse than staying stuck like chuck
Should of could of would of
Complacent hood hustle
Got a half in the duffle
What up
Nothin much
Too eager to please her
Aint never enough
Bread & butter kinda mother
Bread these hustlers
Can't be mad, you know you gotta love her
Lacin up her boots, tied her hair back
Preppin for the struggle cause the worlds on her back
Can't take it back
This kind won't rewind
Can't pause time
Every second that I earn
Won't lapse till I find
That moment of success
Groupie to the paycheck
Fuck sex, Fuck death
Ride till I die
On top..... Oh yeeees
I can't remember that last time I made my mother smile, haven't seen her in awhile. she don't even come around
it's like she don't even wanna see me.
but when that deal come ain't nobody Goin believe me
no I cant trust cause looks yea they can be deceiving
trying to hold on in life cause I just need a reason
falling like a leaf like when the weather changes seasons
it's a cold ass world brothaz killing for no reason
see I just gonna give my family everything we never had
gonna keep my promise can't live my life being broke being sad
gonna have to paint the picture
take it with the better lenz make that shit look clearer
ThaSol 309 🔥🔥
One of the only good lyric comments on this video 🔥 🔥
I am who i am i can never change. in this generation man I'm considered lame . only got one girl I don't really play games shawty independent she can buy her own thangs. got a lot of brothers they gone do some great thangs. got a lot of brothers that be cuffed in them chains. look in the future I can see change. o wait that's a poor man asking for some change(money) rich,poor,black,white don't mean a thang life's a big struggle hold on to the pain . it's a heavy wheight it makes u stronger in the game . in this world only the strong survive but don't worry god angles will always be by ur side and when he call u to the gates drop the wheight of pain and gone right inside 😊😇👼
I fucked up a little in the middle and a little at the end but I didn't edit it at all straight off the time
Bucci Loco nah you good g it's about how you flow it onto the beat any extra words you need or need to cut out of the bar comes with the flow of the beat. Even if the bars are written off beat you can flow them on beat and add or subtract whatever words in the bar you need to make it fit and it will sound just fine.
Darrell Willia
we got angels watching us from above, life is a puzzle and we struggle everyday but there's also love,
Don't put your head down and don't give up, when the times get hard that's when we gotta stand tall n tough,
Darrell Williams nice I loved it your good
That was nice. Had to flow to it.
I wish that I can see him one more time
I really wish that all these fake niggas can stop the Lying
Yeah I know they doubting me
But I just stay on my grind
So I’m keeping mines
I don’t give em keys to the rhymes
They look you in yo eyes
And stab in yo chest
They don’t care about yo feelings
They don’t care about the rest
But I don’t worry I just say “bet”
So when they try to get me mad
They’ll see I’m not upset
I got a brother I ain’t see yet
There’s sum shoes in the store
That I know I can’t buy yet
Just like a baby suck yo bib
Cause I’m gone grow into a man
And you gone stay a little kid
I know niggas talk bout me
They say I’m nobody but they know I’m somebody
No guns that ain’t shit
I’m not messing wit these chicks
You know I stay lit
18 I’ll get a whip
I know my niggas on my side
And forever they gone ride
If you ever hurt
Then it’s ok to go and cry
Do the right thing
And please don’t discriminize
And that’s when a nigga end up dead
But you can survive
One thing about me
I speak the truth I never lie
I don’t understand why a nigga always tryna hide
They can’t talk to me but they can go talk to me friends
If you got problem then yo ass can go and find a plan
Fore you talk to me you should at least find out who I am
I’m only chasing checks
Yeah I’m only chasing dollars
My mom always telling me son be a scholar
I always go to class
I be getting good grades but on test I don’t past
But I’m always tryna train
In the snow and the rain
It’s gone take a lot of pain
But you gotta do for what came foh
I ain’t finna snatch no nigga chain doh
That’s crazy , that shit so fucking lame bro
I been noticing a lot of crazy shit
Yo friends ain’t , ain’t really yo friends git
If sum happen they all change git
I need y’all back all the same git
First time, havin a girl and it seemed like a joke
Everytime i tried to socialize i would always choke
Sweatin when i walked with her and my clothes would be soaked
One day i had thoughts of doubt in my room
I never kissed her before, now i feel like im doomed
I feel left out and now im trapped in a tomb
And from that day afternoon, i made sure to not see her, man im such a bafoon
Turns out she liked me and i made my decision too soon
You see everybody got a story to tell
Well here's mine
My pain's deep, I have been through hell
I managed to survive so I got a story to tell
Listen, I stand victorious
Make the sign of the cross
Look I'm here to be the voice for every friend I ever lost
Let me pray as I put together my hands
I've never been ashamed to tell you the person I am
When it comes to doing drugs, I have never been a rookie
But hold up, let me tell you about the places that they took me
I haven't showered, it's been possibly a week
And I'm so deep in a psychosis, impossible to speak
The coke is in my arm, now it's impossible sleep
My throat's numb, closed shut, so it's impossible to eat
Losing weight's a part of my daily routine
I always use against my will, just praying I was clean
So nod your head if you understand what I mean
When I was growing up I never thought that I would be a fiend, ever
My life's tumultuous, it's never getting better
Another abscess from my arm is getting severed
My exquisite vision, depiction of dereliction
Livid living conditions, malicious on a mission
All these Green-tree cops, look they all know me by my first name
Paramedics had to revive me this ain't a game
I worn the same clothes for like the last ten days
And look I want to do better but I don't know a different way
Completely all alone, I'm sitting in this room
I empty out the bags, brown liquid in the spoon
I have to do a lot, can no longer do a little
The water's been added, I place the cotton in the middle
I'm sucking every drop up into this plastic device
As I'm tying off, I'm trying to find a decent vein to strike
I shove it ever so gently up underneath my skin
As I'm pulling back the plunger till there's blood in the syringe
I push it in and try to drift away to heaven
But criminals like me that's never the place that we're headed
The guilt, shame, remorse and regret I never address
And I'm a mess from all this pain and this anguish
I'm filled with stress, overdoses, I'm emotionally broken, this ain't a joke
I'm smoking on a Newport, I never have any hope
This is me, I'm feeling like I don't deserve more
I feel disgusted as I'm pushing on this burnt chore
Someone stole the vinegar in the midst of a black out
Another shooting gallery, another crack house
On the porch ''Welcome To Hell'' is on the floor mat
I'm glancing at my arms and all I ever see is sore tracks
I'm feeling filthy dirty needles with the orange cap
Peaking out the window, someone whispers ''Lock the door latch''
We're blasting off, departing from this mothership
I look around as others search the carpet for another hit
Crest whitening strips and Mach 3's
I'm on a suicidal mission till these cops try to stop me
We boosted everyday selling steaks for half price
Any dream I ever had was shattered by glass pipes
Glass rose, devil got my in his lasso
Entered the gates of hell and I didn't even have a pass-code
I'm hard headed, I will never learn my lesson
You know the drill, commit a crime, and get arrested
The misery never ends, I spend another week in jail
I don't have friends, family never paid my bail
So I would withdrawal and kick on that concrete floor
I feel like I've had enough but my body is screaming ''MORE''
The food is horrible, but I haven't eaten in days
No reason to call home cause I got nothing left to say
I'm tired of this jail, I don't ever want to see prison
Look I'm tired and exhausted from this life that I'm living
I would get a couple days clean, and say that I was done
But every time I got released I was back on the run
It's back to thieving, lying, robbing, and ripping, and running
These problems I don't solve them, I'm crippled and sick to my stomach
I hang with prostitutes and these deadly degenerates
I'm homeless for the moment, but that's really quite irrelevant
The only thing that matters in life is my next high
I got to be willing to change and give it my best try
I'm a servant and this heroin's my king
I'm feeling like a slave, as I dangle from these puppet strings
I'm just a marionette, I'm staring at death
As I am carrying regrets that are just tearing through my flesh
We're dealing with a topic we're so careless to neglect
We're dealing with a dilemma leaving every parent stressed
I'm so sick and tired though of being sick and tired
But then it finally happened, motivated by desire
I hit this point, I wanted to change, enough is enough
My efforts been exhausted and I'm tired of being stuck
My faith is never blind and my future I barely see
But overnight, was open minded I had this moment of clarity
So it begins and it's essential I believe
Cause if it worked for you, then it just has to work for me
Through all this pain, there's got to be a positive message
I talked about the past, now let's talk about the present
I'm no longer living that way, for me it's a blessing
But with one bad decision I am back in that obsession
In 03 was diagnosed with hepatitis C
I utilize the bad, it's always been the fuel for driving me
And then u ask me ''Why do I give this my all?''
I'm not trying to see ''Rest In peace'' on my Facebook wall
I got clean in 05 and started rapping
I started touching lives, I never thought that this would happen
This shit today, trust me it isn't heroin
It's killing everybody and the comments are disparaging
No one cares or gives a fuck that I'm clean
For them another deadly overdose is just something to see
Look, I pay attention to every post that I read
As you are sitting there judging in front of your iPhone screen
Talking about these dying addicts and how they are worthless
And if they put a needle in their arm then they deserve it
But that's someone's Mother, someone's Uncle, someone's Daughter
And that's someone's Aunt, someone's Son and someone's Father
As I rap, this shit is giving me chills
And I am speaking off experience, that's how I know it's real
These ignorant motherfuckers will say it's not a disease
And look I really don't care, you can believe what you believe
I don't care to argue, I don't got to give you proof
Listen, I was taught you don't got to defend the truth
Incurable, progressive and fatal unless arrested
I'm expressing aggression with every sentiment confession
Once a junkie always a junkie, you're boring me
The last time I checked, there's one ultimate authority
I'm sick of these remarks and opinions from all these critics
Cause if you never lived it, then trust me you'll never get it
Be quite, you're not allowed to speak about it
If you've never lived it, then you're not allowed to speak about it
How often you forget, the only time that you should ever open your mouth is to eat a dick
Everybody is dying it makes me sick
This isn't a epidemic, this is more like an apocalypse
So when I struggle, it's only right that I fight
And my experience recites on how that diamond saved my life
Look, you don't got a clue what I've been through
When I was at my worst you couldn't walk a mile in my shoes
I survived a lot, so it's only right that I smile
And I'm aware of my surroundings, I'm no longer in denial
I'm blown away by every message that I get
It gives me motivation, it's the only reason I never quit
We got to do this together, we must trust
There's no you, there's no me, there's just us
I'm doing this with courage, I'm doing this with pride
I'm doing this for every single friend that's ever died
I dedicate this song to anyone that's lost a loved one
So live your life cause tomorrow may never come
Be grateful for your past, embrace it, don't get embarrassed
Everyday there is more children growing up without their parents
I felt pain, look I'm not afraid to cry
My life changed once I was willing to try
I've been giving many chances now it's truly do or die
I'm use this tonight
Some news? =D
the song makes me appreciate what's mine. but today this beat makes me question what's mine, do I really got it or it's all an illusion?
1,25 speed actually fire
i love this.
LENARR
I could remember mom taking her last breath,
You couldn't tell me to move on feeling like there's nothing left,
If she could die so suddenly I can't imagine what's next,
Made a lot of bad decisions most of them I regret,
Through struggle there was a message I could never get,
Times I got arrested I deserved it didn't turn on the jets,
My woman has been there for me since the day we met,
But nostalgia tugs at my heart with times I can't forget,
Those are times I'll never live again,
Going through a lot of pain wanna give up and see my end.
If I shed a tear that don't make me weak,
Have a lot of goals I hope I can complete,
This rap game is a competition but I won't compete.
Yo pierre you wanna come out here?
See I really never thought
Really never had thought You was gone End Being Like This With Me Bringing so much pain to me hitting me deep just like the sea inside of me
Ang buhay hindi mahirap di rin madali
Inaabot mga pangarap sa oras na ka'y ikli
Pero wag ka mabahala at wag kang mag madali
Lagi piliin na matuto sayong pagkakamali
Umiwas sa gulo at wag mag simula ng away.
Lahat naman tayo mayrong problemang kaagapay.
Mayrong tungkol sa pera, mayrong tungkol sa bahay.
Mayrong sobrang hirap pero tuluyan nang nasanay.
Sabagay.
Di lahat pantay estado.
Mayron na naghihirap, mayron din na asensado.
Mag ingat na mamili sino bibigyang respeto.
Tandaang hindi papel ang sukat sayong pagkatao.
Kabado.
Sa pag gising sa umaga.
Di alam kung ano dadating sa araw na kay haba.
Sana laging tahimik, sana laging payapa.
Kaya ko pa ba? bat parang hindi na yata.
Uh, yan ang lagi kong bulong.
Negatibo na pantasya sa isip naka kulong.
Di naman sa araw araw ang buhay ay pa lusong.
Pataas at pababa buhay nagmistulang gulong.
Always buy that toy your kid wants from the store
Tell your mama that you love her while you walkin out the door
Why you livin so fast
Gotta stop and smell the roses
But instead all of these dope heads got they noses where the coke is
Huh
I guess you sniffed the wrong flower
They hard to keep clean like a shit with no shower
Or a window with no wash
I been living really fast but I really need pause
Never really need a job
I just wanna close my eyes up on that stage and hear applause
I just wanna hear em clappin
The same people that was laughin
When I told em I’d be rappin
Man I really love how
When they see the vision they all askin for some love now
You don’t get no love now
My heart turned cold like the earth when the sundown
This is a good song to sing #💖💖💖💖👏
i love j coles music
and what's the "heeey " sound effect of?
Art of noise in reverse with echo and phone effect shit took me months😢
Same block🏘🏚
Grew up on the same block turn the corner and your house that way
Never knew about you till you walked into class late
6th period classroom,9th grade
Never skipped before but I skipped with you
Football was your thing
Picked me up and kissed my lips
I named it love not knowing a thing
Had the same candy lady on the side of the block and we were both 14 turning 15
Our birthdays one month apart
November 15 and December 24
We would always say happy birthday and make it a yearly thing
I seen you walking on the sidewalk while I was in the car hiding so you wouldn’t see me
Called me a goofball because of all the jokes we made
I would always see you here and there but we still had our own struggles even though we both lived by each other
FaceTimed almost every night
I got to know your story and you got to know mines
Than you moved houses and schools
From your dad to your mom
Now we both 17 and not talking cause you messed up what we had
Shirt off,
Big and grown
Both hustling to get money
We were raised the same way
I just had my mom and dad with a stable income living in the same house
I’m about to get my high school diploma and you just getting your street credit
Was it all worth it
All the money and girls but having me as the side chick
You was always slick with your words without action
I guess that’s why I’m here and your there
Just never forget me
We all fuck up babe
Love yourz ❤️🏚🎤
drums are just
I felt shivers when I fucking heard this... life.
mama taught me hustle
what thankful thought for grind
Take everything in this cold world make it mine
oh and j cole went triple platinum
Does anyone know where the violin part is from or did he make it
Can I respectfully use this beat for my UA-cam video and give you credit ❤️❤️?
0.25 speed goes to the heart
King Figg that shit sounds wack
Here cause of dozo from Facebook
Yeah..you got that right..yeah man
27 11 99 till I grow..no time to cry..no time to flow
But hell ya.. pain is what all we knew till we grew
But no..they won't tolerate
Your way to gold studded fate
But now it's not too late
Yah...there we go again
No pain no gain
Lets us cry in this rain
That gives us nothing but fame
This is how we live..
Till the end only to achieve
That why the world has nothing to give but pain..oh let's forgive
Cause we are children of Jesus
Love is what he taught us
Pain is what we took from us
Oh yeah now let's tell the world
Our wooper got better bass
That how you survive
All the pain nothin to hide
Yeah
O. Niggas..😎😎😎 tell that bitch I gotta be late tonight..cause I gotta make things right
better off ..
i love you with allmyheart dont ever forget it..
your beautiful dont let noone tell u different ..
keep working hard it will pay off eventually..
im always here and ill never do anything to hurt you intentionally
.. to my family and friends dont ever think i dont care i do even tho i dont show it i know i can be selfish im sorry but know that if you need me call me ill make time always..
I love this beat so damn much
how do i get this beat ?
1:32, 2:43 is that a violin? What instrument
THIS FOR MY MAMA REMEMBER DAYS WHEN I WAS LITTLE MY MAMA WAS TRYNA GET ME TO SCHOOL AND WORK STRUGGLING EVERYDAY CAUSE MEN WAS STRESSING HER OUT EVEN MY DAD AND STILL DO GOT SIBILINGS NOW TAKING CARE OF THEM WE STILL IN THE STRUGGLE MOMMA TRYNA STILL GET US FOOD IN THE HOUSE AND CLOTHES AND SHOES AND ROOF OVER OUR HEAD BUT WE LIVING GREAT I WILL NEVER LEAVE MY MOMMA IMMA LOVE MY MOMMA TILL THE DAY I DIE BUT THE GOOD THING MY MAMA FOUND HER A MAN THAT CAN BE LOVE TO HER I LOVE U MOMMA I WILL NEVER FORGET U MOMMA U ALWAYS IN MY HEART IT WAS ALL PAIN IN THE STREETS. JSHANKLIN
ten years。。。。 time gone fast bro们
So great....
It's beauty in the struggle, ugliness in the success Hear my words or listen to my signal of distress I grew up in the city and though sometimes we had less Compared to some of my niggas Down the block, man, we were blessed And life can't be no fairytale, no once upon a time But I be goddamned if a nigga don't be tryin' So tell me, Momma please, why you be drinkin' all the time? Does all the pain he brought you still linger in your mind? 'Cause pain still lingers on mine On the road to riches, listen, this is what you'll find The good news is, nigga, you came a long way The bad news is, nigga, you went the wrong way Think being broke was better
I feel if I can use this beat to make a remix, the song will be one of the hottest rap songs back in China, when I dropped the beat for the first time, I already got an idea in my mind.
It all started off innocent
Couple kids privileged
Lived in a society where no one else was fitting in
Living in a hood where if that's blue yall know we killing it
Music was our muse you know we spinning it
All the ladies feeling it
We tried to make that green all by ourselves
Cause my momma on that flour
So she couldn't really help
And my father ain't near because he locked up in that cell
But I always had my brother when my life felt like it's hell
Well spin a couple records make a buck and try get by
But they hating on the come up hate to see a nigga rise
One day we was walking home really late at night
Them niggas pulled up on my brother left them pellets in his eyes
I cried for my brother man he weren't another
Living on the corner or a hustler
Or his tilla colour
Niggas pocket watching when these bitches always wanna fuck us
Niggas hate the shine so our light they always tryna cover
I was at the hospital they said he weren't gonna make
When I heard i thought my ears were mistaken the same nigga we would race at the station
Or run from school so we could play our favourite game on the station
Or ride out to the east coast classics that was left on the station
My nigga dead my heart forever be racing
RIP JBanks