Ok so I am officially a dork. Why am I getting teary eyed watching you clean? It's almost like as each layer of dust is wiped away, your new life emerges. Hard to explain but you did yet another amazing job. I am just so happy for you.
Now I KNOW you really understand my feelings and thoughts. lol Despite these rooms thoroughly kicking my butt, I could definitely feel the improvement in my attitude. Even now, how much easier they are to maintain makes smiling a little easier and a little less fake.....if that makes sense. Thanks so much for watching, and for your amazing comments. You made my day!!!
I am 21 years old with a 18 month old son. No I don't have money like the rest of the people that you watch 'clean' on UA-cam. I absolutely LOVE that you're cleaning videos are so real!! Not everyone has lots of money, and say they're house is dirty when they probably pre cleaned before they're video. Love the realness! ❤
Not sure how I stumbled across this channel but I am inspired! I call myself the imperfect perfectionist. If I can't do it "perfect" I get stuck and can't move forward. Anxiety is a b**ch. Keep going. You can do it.
Yay!! Thank you so much!! I'm about half-way through cleaning the bedroom. I don't like that room......as evidenced by the fact that I'm sitting here watching cleaning videos instead of doing the cleaning. lol I'm slow, but this channel is helping to maintain my drive to get the next video up. Which means doing the cleaning first. lol Thank you for the wonderful encouragement.....it really helps!
My New Me... thank you for posting these videos. It reminds me so much of me and my home. I always have the best of intentions to get my house back in order and livable/clean...but then I look at a room and get a million times more depressed. Like you my home was nice and clean until I became disabled and just felt like I couldn't keep up anymore. Well those days are over. I had an appointment today that took a bit of time and I have 2 appointments tomorrow....so Wednesday....that's cleaning day #1! My home will be beautiful once again.
My New Me wow!!! I found your channel yesterday and subscribed… But I was re-watching some of your videos. They are just so inspiring… And I realized you have made over 5000 subscribers!!! Congratulations!!! Very proud of you. Can't wait to see more of your new life
awww thanks a million times over! Actually, I ended up starting off today after my appointments. It's not like my home is a horrible mess. It's simply not organized. So, I started by completely packing up the first room (craft room) as if I was moving. Tomorrow I will unpack the totes and boxes and organize the room totally as if I had just moved in Thank you again for your words of encouragement!!!
I so understand you're struggle. I'm a young 37 year old women who has battled depression for over 15 years. I now feel so much better but my house feels like its been through a war. Every day I am reminded of how i was and how i had let my self go. Now I'm at a point where i really want to do something about it but i'm so overwhelmed. I have never been able to take care of my home and i just wish i could do like you. I also thought of doing videos of my journey at regaining my life. Well actually getting my life as i feel that being so young when i got sick i never actually got one. Thank you so much for making me feel not so alone.
It seems to me that your voice shows that you've increased your self-confidence and your self-esteem between the first video and this one. I'm happy for you! (is my english good enough to make my thoughts clear?)
Your English is perfect. And thank you. The more I filmed, the more comfortable I felt in front of the camera and doing the voice over. Not to mention just talking to it as if people were really there with me. lol Thank you so much for your kind words and for watching!!
I am there with you. While watching I am thinking I need to clean the blades on the ceiling fans and wipe down the window seals. I like the idea of the notebook. I have lists for all kinds of thing and it is so satisfying to cross them off when done.
Wôw!! When I first started watching these ( 45 mins ago) I thought how can anyone let their house get that bad? Then I watched and listened...... It pays to pay attention to someone's story, before passing judgement! If I had a "Get's people Motivated" badge, I'd pin it on you. Great job, you put a smile on my face :) ...... That is until I decided to head to the kitchen to make a coffee, then realized how quickly a room can spiral out of control lol. I canned 4 batches of jam yesterday so I cleaned the kitchen top to bottom before starting. ( I like a clean slate). By the time dinner rolled around I'd already had to do the dishes multiple times ( between every batch of jam). So by the time dinner was done, I had a new mountain of dishes (family of 4 plus house guest) and I said screw it, and left them for today. Anyway..... Thankyou for getting me motivated, I just did one load lol. The second is soaking.
I've just watched both of your living room videos, all the way over here in the UK and all I can say is wow! You are an amazing lady. It takes real guts to be so honest and real strength and determination to turn any bad situation around. I hope with all my heart that you get where you want to be in life and I'd love to follow your journey. Much love 💕💕
My New Me I'm in Denmark. You have a pan-European fan club! My house is like yours before; lots og hidden dirt and projects getting in the way of each other. Love that you're so honest and non-judgmental. I too have backproblems and a cat. But little by little we'll do the jobs and '1-upping' our lives.
I love the manner in which you narrate your videos! You and your side-cats are hilarious! You are best on YT hands down! You have such a well rounded and genuine personality. I am proud of your work and gusto.
You are such an inspiration! I too have more health issues than I care to even admit. People who are not suffering in this way don’t quite understand the depression that worsens the illness that worsens the depression cycle that you have explained with pity. What A Phenomenal Woman You Are! I had just started trying to peel back the layers as this video came on; Wow just the act of starting and completing one thing is so gratifying. It’s even harder, in my opinion, when you are comparing what you can do now to what you did before the illness. It can literally cripple you just thinking about it. No more words but Thank You So Much! Your honesty and transparency is so delightful! Never be ashamed of the truth! It is the only thing that helps people to move on! Keep up your journey! We are right along with you!
I've watched both of your videos, and am so happy that you have reached a stage where you can think of getting everything in order once again. This is the first major step in getting your life in order, regaining your confidence. 😀 I know what illness can do and how easily depression can take hold and immobile you. You have my total respect and support... By the way, isn't it great to have family (son) who understands and is willing to help!! 💚 In the past year I have broken both hips and needed hip replacement. Fractured collarbone. Prior to that perforated duodenal ulcer, which almost killed me... etc etc Hahaha.. walking disaster. Currently I have major dental issues. 😭 I'm thinking now that YOU need to treat yourself to something nice. T-shirt, lacy underwear, perfume, lipstick. Just something luxurious to celebrate the new you... or rather the return of the old you .. plus. Looking forward to seeing your next project in your home. Very best wishes from the UK.
These are such nice words. Thank you!! And so sorry to hear about all you've been through. It's not fun when our bodies quit before we're ready. I have videos up where I've done the kitchen and bedroom, if you'd like to check out my channel. And thanks so much for watching and commenting!!
My New Me I saw the kitchen video. And will check your bedroom one out. Please keep on posting. You are so genuine and it makes a nice change to see a 'cleaning video' where cleaning is actually done. Rather than a swish around with a mop by a perfectly made up model housewife.... Thank you. 💖
You truly are an inspiration. After my wife passed away a couple years back... I fell into a deep depression. Our house needs my motivation... and I've yet to find it. Maybe watching you will help! :)
I love your living room transformation! Just through your life journey your helping so many people out there whom are watching you. Seeing the completion of the living room I'm so proud of you for being so determined and taking back control of your life! Your cat is really funny! Thank you for sharing and keep up the good work.
Hey dear.. I can so relate and I'm sure thousands of others can too! I used to have such a clean, organized home and now it's pathetic. I think a big part of that is now I live alone, my daughter is living overseas, so I only have myself and my 17 yr old cat. You have totally motivated me! Thank you for sharing your mess and the clean up victory!!
Hey you ! Slow your roll ! Lol you made me get myself up off the bed and make myself " watergar " ..... I sprayed every bed , every piece of upholstered furniture . I ran my hands over every surface ! I collected enuf cat hair to make another cat . But I already have 4 cats so I threw away tons of fur ! Thanks for inspiration . O! I used that solution and cleaned the ice box . Yes , I'm dating myself ! You're a soldier ! Love your channel 💖💖💖
I don't remember watching a more entertaining or inspiring video on YT lately! You got a new sub. Please keep churning these videos out. You are an inspiration, and you are not alone in what you are going through. My deepest respect.
I love your shows!! I suffer from depression too. You make me laugh! I hope your 'get up and do something' rubs off on me! You're doing a great job!! Keep the shows coming!
I AGREE! I really hope I can follow her example. It is surprising how many people are suffering from this same crap! I used to be OCD-ish until I had a very serious illness and lost all my energy too.
you are far too hard on yourself, honestly. your furniture is not old or ugly - it's a part of your home. i, for one, have been thoroughly enjoying watching your videos this evening. keep it up. i started my channel and cleaning because of depression and panic disorder - so i am happy to be subscribed to someone who can relate.
I will definitely check out your channel! And thank you for the great words!! I think since I've had this furniture for 20+ years and they were mostly hand me downs from hand me downs, I just have trouble seeing anything but the rips and stains. And cat hair!! Thank you for watching and commenting!!
I just found you and after 30 minutes of watching I got up from my bed (which has been my healing womb/prison) and vacuumed my living room. When you have been through trauma and/or health issues (health issues sounds so trite) you lose the ability to function. The depression is so hidden not like a scar or open wounds I love all the great, supportive comments. My story started with losing my job of eight years and my boss taking several thousands of dollars owed me in commissions. I was an independent sales rep. Then I lost my mother who I cared for for two years (all that time my house was not tended to), my brother and my sister within 10 months of each other. Friends and family disappeared for some reason and I was left totally alone in my misery. I spent so much time in my bed with my head covered up. I wouldn't let the very few people who wanted to visit come cause I was to ashamed of my dirty, filthy house. I didn't even want to live anymore much less clean myself or my house. It was really pretty awful but somehow I guess as I decided to "live" I have very, very slowly decided I want my life back. You are truly a very strong, brave woman to put it out there for all to see. You are doing a wonderful work in opening your life up and showing the dark side of life. I am very grateful for you and your honesty and humor. Thank you for your wonderful spirit that I know will help so many people.
I am SO VERY PROUD OF ALL YOUR ACCOMPLISHMENTS!! Thank you so very much for having the courage to share with all of us, and for being MORE THAN A CONQUEROR! You're already a winner and such an inspiration! God bless you!
As a stay at home mom of three who battles with depression I am honestly saying I am so proud of you!!! It feels amazing when you get a room clean and smelling good!! I battle with this constantly and watching your videos has really inspired me. Much love and support for you!!!!
You did such a great job!! I'm on a self improvement journey as well and you are so inspiring!! I can relate on so many levels. I look forward to your videos and can't wait to see how far you make it. Everyone has their days so don't get down on yourself. You've proved that you CAN do it so no going back now!! I'm 30 yrs old with far less health problems so if you can do it I definitely can!! Thanks for getting me off my butt!! Hope to see another video soon. Sending love, encouragement and happy thoughts your way dear!!
Thank you so much!! I'm super happy to hear that I've inspired you! I'm still working at it....slowly but surely. Thanks again for such great words and for watching!!
Dear woman, you are such an inspiration and you put me to shame. I'm so happy you are feeling better, emotionally and physically. You are doing a wonderful job of reclaiming yourself and your house. One day I hope to do the same. (I posted on your kitchen segment, but I'm obviously watching these out of sequence. This is only the 3rd video I've seen so far.) Stay strong!
Thank you for watching and commenting!! I'm so happy I could make you laugh! :) Whining about the cleaning does seem to make it a little easier to do. lol
Keep doing what you're doing. You're a light to others... You're a light to me. Health wise I'm decently healthy, however, severe anxiety runs my life. I need to find coping skills. You go girl!!!!
So happy I found your channel. I admire you so much for overcoming health and depression and getting yourself up and about again. You're brave and strong and winning! Hugs!
I don't completely understand why I enjoy watching you clean so much, but I do. It is very satisfying. Maybe because I have struggled with keeping up with my own house work & organization most of my adult life and had several times when I did a big "getting my act together" cleanup like this. I think the kitchen video was my favorite so far. I also LOVE your "little monster" kitty.
Listening to music while you clean can help break up the monotony! I sometimes hate the constant quiet if I'm cleaning alone, so music definitely helps me :)
I found you and now in just one day I have watched each of your videos and have enjoyed myself. You should give yourself a pat on the back because you deserve it. I am sooooooooo very proud of you ....from one woman to another.
An old-fashioned wool dust-mop is my best friend for wooden floors. Doesn't stir up dust as much and captures it so much better than a broom! You are so inspirational!!
Great job and it took all you had. But you did it. It looks lovely. Thank you for taking us along your cleaning journey. Enjoy your " New me " journey and NEVER give up. 👍💕
You are doing great!! I am proud of you! As a mental health/substance abuse therapist...You are doing so great! Keep going! The struggle is real and you can accomplish everything and anything you set your mind too!
I normally never comment on anything but you just inspired me so much. I have suffered with depression for awhile and it just got worse after having three kids and I let my house and myself go. After discovering your videos today you have inspired me to get my house and my life back in order. Thank you and keep up the amazing work.
Deana Wells Not everyone can do this! She have a open heart surgery and look like she don't have no one to help her! When I was a child my mom show me the goodness of helping other and not wait for nothing back! Any time someone got a surgery or have a baby the community got together and help that family before and after the surgery. People today don't teach their kids this values anymore:( And many people don't even open their doors for other scared others will stole their crap! Many live their life loving materialism and forgetting about to love others human's or even it self! Is sad the direction humanity is taking!
I suffer severe mental health issues with EUPD and these are so motivating thank you so much. It makes me feel better watching these things and I want to do mine now! Thanks from the UK. Hope this clean helps you x
It really is so much easier to deal with life in these clean rooms now. And has brightened my outlook on life. Thanks so much for watching and commenting!!
I love ❤ love ❤ love ❤ love ❤ love ❤ love ❤ love ❤ love ❤ love ❤ love ❤ your work & your video of you cleaning!!!!!! I wish I could have the will power 💪 to do the same thing too! Also I always get a charge out of seeing the dirty water too! Whenever I clean or even do the laundry! It says it's getting clean!
Very inspirational! You are an amazing person and its good to know you have finally rediscovered yourself. We have no idea how many other people out there go through the exact same feelings as ourselves but have no interest in sharing it with the world not knowing how much it moves others. Congrats on your rebirth. You are a great strong women pushing forward! Forward on!
I think you should definitely number the jobs you have achieve, then give yourself a reward system. Say, give yourself a point for each job. E.g 100 points = A new nail polish, or a coffee with a friend, a relaxing walk in the park. Then you can plan ahead of what treats you might give yourself in the future, write them down and build up to bigger treats. Just a little suggestion because you are worth the rewards.
That is so nice of you!! What a great idea!! Can I exchange the nail polish for chocolate cupcakes?? Because....you know.....chocolate cake!!! lol Thanks so much!!
Chocolate cake it is! Gotta make the reward exciting. May your days ahead be filled with cupcake wrappers, which you have promptly put in the bin because your new you just does that!!! LOL
I have just found you. I watched part one with tears in my eyes. I have a kidney condition with leaves me in pain daily. I'm also a single mum and work full time. My son is 16 and a marvelous help...but still only 16. My home goes through phases like yours when I am so tired from work and in a world of pain. Thank you...you are an inspiration. I am on two weeks leave from work and you have inspired me to give my home a deep clean. We live in a small apartment which is inspected every 12 weeks by the property manager so it's tidy but cluttered and definately needs a deep clean. I will let you know how I go. Thank you again.
Yesssss!!! I am happy. You did it! Awesome job! i love your humor too. I think you should number. It feels amazing to see how much you've accomplished. TFS, hugs ~ Josie :)
How thorough you are, wow! That is some serious cleaning. Speaking of BAKING SODA.. I use a pinch of it in my morning coffee(s) to make it more ALKALINE. It is much better because coffee is an acidic beverage. It's been 2 weeks and I love it, you don't taste it at all. Just a pinch. Well, putting the Baking Soda in the shaker is a brilliant idea and using the Swiffer on the walls.... how come I didn't think of that!! I love my Swiffer too and have washable paint on the walls. I clean it once every year by hand (exhausting), but this time I'm going to use the Swiffer. Thanks for the idea. Excellent job you've done! x
Congratulations - I am very proud of you! I have a son also, and he takes care of me too. I haven't been myself since I lost my husband six years ago. I used to be 'clean', but now I just settle for being comfortable. Take a rest babe - you've earned it. Have a good day - KL.
I am proud of you for taking back your life. It's hard when life gets away from you, for what ever reason. I have to get my self in gear and watching you is inspiration.
Fantastic. I just love watching. You've inspired me to tidy up my lounge. Its so lovely to sit in now. I didnt spring clean as were about to paint and tile around our fireplace but all in good time. I picked up my craft area (so i can use it), and cleared off my dining table which we havent sat at for a month, since we had painted the walls. I figured if this lady can endure the pain so can i. I Have to take breaks and get the kids involved but at least we're getting there and not going backwards. I used to be OCD about my house but after having open heart surgery, bad back etc etc i just couldn't clean like i used to. The irony is REAL! Tfs & take care 🌹
great job!! Also you mentioned that you wished the floors would stay that shiny, but they are older. My floors are 100 years old, original to our home, I use future floor polish. Sqirt it on I get on my knees with a rag to rug it in, but you could use a mop to do it. And they will glisten and shine!! Anyway...good on you! Job well done!
Thank you!! I'll try that. It's a little discouraging when you work so hard to clean it and an hour later it just looks blah. Thanks again for the tip and for watching!!
Thank you! I have it on my list for the next shopping day! I'll add those two, as well. These floors really needed to be sanded and refinished a decade ago. lol But that's not in the cards for now. The polish sounds perfect!! Thanks again!
I'd love to see how they turn out if you do try it. Kind of a "next level" for the living room cleaning. 😊. But seriously. You have done such an awesome job. Yay you. I'm loving your videos and thank you for being so open and sharing this process with us all. Like many others have said, you're inspiring me to tackle my own disorganized home 🙂
The best part is at the end when you do your checklist!!!!! I am so encouraged and in awe of all your hard work!!!!!! God bless your family - and cats 🐱 😇🙏🏽❤️
You have a very attentive supervisor there. :) You'll find you become more relaxed in a tidy room. My anxiety and depression go overboard when my place looks like 15 people live here instead of just one. Then at some point I turn into OCD Mrs clean and can't stop.
I love your witty comments ! love how your real showing your inter pain from your depression ! what are your cats names? love them too! your inspiring me !
You are so awesome!! I'm working on a video now to introduce the cats. Should be posted soon.......ish. I'm a little slow sometimes. Lol. Thanks for the great comments.
hi from Australia! this is amazing i am a new subscriber and think that your goals to make a better you is something lots of people need to aspire too with themselves! Im a mother of a 5 year old and 7 month old and struggle from depression which spills onto every aspect of my life such as a clean house etc. i totally get your purposefor doing this and let me tell u it makes me want to do it for myself. i would love to be yourfriend and proudthat ofallyou have rone thus far. go you! im celebrating with you all the way across the globe. keep going and please show me your crafting iam a crafter myself i have done very little the last few years so would love to get back into it... priscilla
Thank you so very much for these great words!! And hi back, Australia! It sounds like you have your hands full!! But those ages are so much fun! Thank you for commenting and watching!
You only need to number things if it makes you feel more productive. We know how much you've done - and are amazed! I haven't ever been so depressed that my house was "filthy" (your word), but I have been terribly unmotivated for several years and it shows in lack of neatness and organization. Before watching your videos the voice in my head said "Action is the cure." And you have proven fantastically that being productive not only makes you feel better, but the results and feeling better keep you motivated. You're awesome!
Another amazing job!! Love the covers for your furniture! Not sure if you have any extra blankets or throws but I have throw blankets and towels that I put on my furniture and my cats beds to help contain the cat hair. Then you just shake them out and toss in the washer. I still vacuum but it's much easier to wash something you can take off. If you don't have anything, if you can afford to thrift I bet you can find some useful stuff! I hope you take this as a helpful suggestion and not a bossy demand. Again I mean no offense and am so proud of what you're doing!!
Tip for the future, clean from the top to bottom, theres little point in mopping the floors and then cleaning the craft table as glitter will just fly back down to the floor xx
You seem to be VERY good at doing you tube videos. The writing over the video footage telling us different things, excellent voice overs and your voice sounds do calm and peaceful. The editing and sped up bits too. All do hood! How did you learn? How do you do it?
That is so nice of you to say!! I've mainly learned through trial and error. And from watching UA-cam videos. lol UA-cam is an amazing learning tool. Type in anything you want to learn how to do and you'll find a ton of videos showing you how. But I've learned I can't hurry the process. With the living room video, I had the cleaning all done and recorded, and it still took me another weekish to do the editing and voiceover. And so far I haven't been able to do a single video yet without screwing up the voiceover at least twice and having to start from scratch. So I think the calmness is just from repetition. lol And putting the words on the screen is just fun!! Thank you so much for the great comment and for watching!!
Dear MNM, You are inspiring and being held in much admiration by me(and, I'm sure, others)! Much health and happiness being wished for you, with all my heart. I will watch everything you post. Enjoy all the uplifting comments you get. You deserve each one.
where have you been all my internet life?! You are awesome! I mean that sincerely. I'm not one to blow smoke up your butt. I've been on the same journey as you are/were (?) on and you truly inspire me to at least open the drapes. Thank you from my heart for doing this video and being so honest.about your mental health. Please...don't stop making them, you help SO much and I see it helps you too. Love, I said LOVE your kitties...they are wayyyyy too cute! Little dynamo's!
Yippee!!! You did it! I'm so proud of you!!! What a great feeling. I do get amazed at the dirty water when I pour it out. It's like I realize that there is dust and hair there, but the dirt gets me every time. I'm working on my list...I'm still in the kitchen! LOL! But, I did scrub the tub yesterday, so tomorrow if I do a quick wipe down in the bathroom with a good sweeping and a quick mopping the bathroom will be caught up. (yes I did the sink yesterday too, and the toilet tank has a bleach tab in it to keep the bowl sanitized, so I just need to wipe the outside). May I ask, what did you clean your old wooden floors with? I have very old wooden floors that greatly need mopping. Did you use Watergar?
I can't believe I just sat here and watched an over 15 minute video of you cleaning your house! How fascinating and simplistic. I cheer you on with every sweep of the broom and push of the mop. You are cleaning physically and emotionally. You really are an encouragement to others. Who could shake their head or turn up their nose at your prior living conditions. You're actually doing something about your problem! Good for you. Can't wait to see what's to come.
Ok so I am officially a dork. Why am I getting teary eyed watching you clean? It's almost like as each layer of dust is wiped away, your new life emerges. Hard to explain but you did yet another amazing job. I am just so happy for you.
Now I KNOW you really understand my feelings and thoughts. lol Despite these rooms thoroughly kicking my butt, I could definitely feel the improvement in my attitude. Even now, how much easier they are to maintain makes smiling a little easier and a little less fake.....if that makes sense. Thanks so much for watching, and for your amazing comments. You made my day!!!
TheReal MotheringMany I'm a dork too..😉
Apparently I'm a dork too because I teared up as well!
YOU CHANNEL IS BLOWING UP!!!!!!!!!!!!! I am soooo happy for you! Praying all is well :-)
LOL ok so we can be dorks together lol. I freaking LOVE this channel.
I am 21 years old with a 18 month old son. No I don't have money like the rest of the people that you watch 'clean' on UA-cam. I absolutely LOVE that you're cleaning videos are so real!! Not everyone has lots of money, and say they're house is dirty when they probably pre cleaned before they're video. Love the realness! ❤
Your cat-commentary is CRACKING ME UP!! Your supervisor is a HARD ASS!
She really is!! And she doesn't pay me nearly enough to make up for it.
Cats are funny.
Not sure how I stumbled across this channel but I am inspired! I call myself the imperfect perfectionist. If I can't do it "perfect" I get stuck and can't move forward. Anxiety is a b**ch. Keep going. You can do it.
Wow, you were unstoppable! Hope you continue, and show other rooms as well. Just found you and loving it.
Yay!! Thank you so much!! I'm about half-way through cleaning the bedroom. I don't like that room......as evidenced by the fact that I'm sitting here watching cleaning videos instead of doing the cleaning. lol I'm slow, but this channel is helping to maintain my drive to get the next video up. Which means doing the cleaning first. lol Thank you for the wonderful encouragement.....it really helps!
My New Me... thank you for posting these videos. It reminds me so much of me and my home. I always have the best of intentions to get my house back in order and livable/clean...but then I look at a room and get a million times more depressed. Like you my home was nice and clean until I became disabled and just felt like I couldn't keep up anymore. Well those days are over. I had an appointment today that took a bit of time and I have 2 appointments tomorrow....so Wednesday....that's cleaning day #1! My home will be beautiful once again.
My New Me wow!!! I found your channel yesterday and subscribed… But I was re-watching some of your videos. They are just so inspiring… And I realized you have made over 5000 subscribers!!! Congratulations!!! Very proud of you. Can't wait to see more of your new life
Sandi, I hope tomorrow is a great day #1! You can do it! :)
awww thanks a million times over! Actually, I ended up starting off today after my appointments. It's not like my home is a horrible mess. It's simply not organized. So, I started by completely packing up the first room (craft room) as if I was moving. Tomorrow I will unpack the totes and boxes and organize the room totally as if I had just moved in
Thank you again for your words of encouragement!!!
I wish there were more UA-camrs who was brave enough to make these kinds of videos! These are therapeutic for me to watch.
you are a great motivation for many women keep going it's good for the body, mind and soul.
Thank you!! And thanks for watching and commenting!
Agreed! I will be working on my apt tomorrow :)
CheapLiving I'm working on my apt tomorrow to. So motivated by her!
I so understand you're struggle. I'm a young 37 year old women who has battled depression for over 15 years. I now feel so much better but my house feels like its been through a war. Every day I am reminded of how i was and how i had let my self go. Now I'm at a point where i really want to do something about it but i'm so overwhelmed. I have never been able to take care of my home and i just wish i could do like you. I also thought of doing videos of my journey at regaining my life. Well actually getting my life as i feel that being so young when i got sick i never actually got one. Thank you so much for making me feel not so alone.
It seems to me that your voice shows that you've increased your self-confidence and your self-esteem between the first video and this one. I'm happy for you! (is my english good enough to make my thoughts clear?)
Your English is perfect. And thank you. The more I filmed, the more comfortable I felt in front of the camera and doing the voice over. Not to mention just talking to it as if people were really there with me. lol Thank you so much for your kind words and for watching!!
I am there with you. While watching I am thinking I need to clean the blades on the ceiling fans and wipe down the window seals. I like the idea of the notebook. I have lists for all kinds of thing and it is so satisfying to cross them off when done.
Wôw!! When I first started watching these ( 45 mins ago) I thought how can anyone let their house get that bad? Then I watched and listened...... It pays to pay attention to someone's story, before passing judgement! If I had a "Get's people Motivated" badge, I'd pin it on you. Great job, you put a smile on my face :) ...... That is until I decided to head to the kitchen to make a coffee, then realized how quickly a room can spiral out of control lol. I canned 4 batches of jam yesterday so I cleaned the kitchen top to bottom before starting. ( I like a clean slate). By the time dinner rolled around I'd already had to do the dishes multiple times ( between every batch of jam). So by the time dinner was done, I had a new mountain of dishes (family of 4 plus house guest) and I said screw it, and left them for today. Anyway..... Thankyou for getting me motivated, I just did one load lol. The second is soaking.
I've just watched both of your living room videos, all the way over here in the UK and all I can say is wow! You are an amazing lady. It takes real guts to be so honest and real strength and determination to turn any bad situation around. I hope with all my heart that you get where you want to be in life and I'd love to follow your journey. Much love 💕💕
Hello all the way over in the UK!!! :D Thank you so much for those awesome words! They made me smile! And thanks for whatching!!
I'm in the UK too!! Totally agree with what Sally said!!
My New Me I'm in Denmark. You have a pan-European fan club! My house is like yours before; lots og hidden dirt and projects getting in the way of each other. Love that you're so honest and non-judgmental. I too have backproblems and a cat. But little by little we'll do the jobs and '1-upping' our lives.
I'm in Ireland and I honestly think you're an inspiration, love the kitties by the way and your commentary for them is hilarious, well done!
I love the manner in which you narrate your videos! You and your side-cats are hilarious! You are best on YT hands down! You have such a well rounded and genuine personality. I am proud of your work and gusto.
Great job! You are an entertaining narrator as well :)
Thank you!! And thanks for watching!!
You are such an inspiration! I too have more health issues than I care to even admit. People who are not suffering in this way don’t quite understand the depression that worsens the illness that worsens the depression cycle that you have explained with pity. What A Phenomenal Woman You Are! I had just started trying to peel back the layers as this video came on; Wow just the act of starting and completing one thing is so gratifying. It’s even harder, in my opinion, when you are comparing what you can do now to what you did before the illness. It can literally cripple you just thinking about it. No more words but Thank You So Much! Your honesty and transparency is so delightful! Never be ashamed of the truth! It is the only thing that helps people to move on! Keep up your journey! We are right along with you!
I've watched both of your videos, and am so happy that you have reached a stage where you can think of getting everything in order once again. This is the first major step in getting your life in order, regaining your confidence. 😀
I know what illness can do and how easily depression can take hold and immobile you. You have my total respect and support... By the way, isn't it great to have family (son) who understands and is willing to help!! 💚
In the past year I have broken both hips and needed hip replacement. Fractured collarbone. Prior to that perforated duodenal ulcer, which almost killed me... etc etc
Hahaha.. walking disaster. Currently I have major dental issues. 😭
I'm thinking now that YOU need to treat yourself to something nice. T-shirt, lacy underwear, perfume, lipstick. Just something luxurious to celebrate the new you... or rather the return of the old you .. plus. Looking forward to seeing your next project in your home. Very best wishes from the UK.
These are such nice words. Thank you!! And so sorry to hear about all you've been through. It's not fun when our bodies quit before we're ready. I have videos up where I've done the kitchen and bedroom, if you'd like to check out my channel. And thanks so much for watching and commenting!!
My New Me I saw the kitchen video. And will check your bedroom one out. Please keep on posting. You are so genuine and it makes a nice change to see a 'cleaning video' where cleaning is actually done. Rather than a swish around with a mop by a perfectly made up model housewife.... Thank you. 💖
This made me laugh!! Thank you!!!
You truly are an inspiration. After my wife passed away a couple years back... I fell into a deep depression. Our house needs my motivation... and I've yet to find it. Maybe watching you will help! :)
I love your living room transformation! Just through your life journey your helping so many people out there whom are watching you. Seeing the completion of the living room I'm so proud of you for being so determined and taking back control of your life! Your cat is really funny! Thank you for sharing and keep up the good work.
Hey dear.. I can so relate and I'm sure thousands of others can too! I used to have such a clean, organized home and now it's pathetic. I think a big part of that is now I live alone, my daughter is living overseas, so I only have myself and my 17 yr old cat. You have totally motivated me! Thank you for sharing your mess and the clean up victory!!
I love how yr cats supervise.
They are bossy things, aren't they? lol
Hey you ! Slow your roll ! Lol you made me get myself up off the bed and make myself " watergar " ..... I sprayed every bed , every piece of upholstered furniture . I ran my hands over every surface ! I collected enuf cat hair to make another cat . But I already have 4 cats so I threw away tons of fur ! Thanks for inspiration . O! I used that solution and cleaned the ice box . Yes , I'm dating myself ! You're a soldier ! Love your channel 💖💖💖
I don't remember watching a more entertaining or inspiring video on YT lately! You got a new sub. Please keep churning these videos out. You are an inspiration, and you are not alone in what you are going through. My deepest respect.
I love your shows!! I suffer from depression too. You make me laugh! I hope your 'get up and do something'
rubs off on me! You're doing a great job!! Keep the shows coming!
Linda E 💙
I AGREE! I really hope I can follow her example. It is surprising how many people are suffering from this same crap! I used to be OCD-ish until I had a very serious illness and lost all my energy too.
you are far too hard on yourself, honestly. your furniture is not old or ugly - it's a part of your home. i, for one, have been thoroughly enjoying watching your videos this evening. keep it up. i started my channel and cleaning because of depression and panic disorder - so i am happy to be subscribed to someone who can relate.
I will definitely check out your channel! And thank you for the great words!! I think since I've had this furniture for 20+ years and they were mostly hand me downs from hand me downs, I just have trouble seeing anything but the rips and stains. And cat hair!! Thank you for watching and commenting!!
of course!
My New Me ... oh honey, it isnt cat hair .. its angel hair!! 😊
I just found you and after 30 minutes of watching I got up from my bed (which has been my healing womb/prison) and vacuumed my living room. When you have been through trauma and/or health issues (health issues sounds so trite) you lose the ability to function. The depression is so hidden not like a scar or open wounds I love all the great, supportive comments. My story started with losing my job of eight years and my boss taking several thousands of dollars owed me in commissions. I was an independent sales rep. Then I lost my mother who I cared for for two years (all that time my house was not tended to), my brother and my sister within 10 months of each other. Friends and family disappeared for some reason and I was left totally alone in my misery. I spent so much time in my bed with my head covered up. I wouldn't let the very few people who wanted to visit come cause I was to ashamed of my dirty, filthy house. I didn't even want to live anymore much less clean myself or my house. It was really pretty awful but somehow I guess as I decided to "live" I have very, very slowly decided I want my life back. You are truly a very strong, brave woman to put it out there for all to see. You are doing a wonderful work in opening your life up and showing the dark side of life. I am very grateful for you and your honesty and humor. Thank you for your wonderful spirit that I know will help so many people.
I am SO VERY PROUD OF ALL YOUR ACCOMPLISHMENTS!! Thank you so very much for having the courage to share with all of us, and for being MORE THAN A CONQUEROR! You're already a winner and such an inspiration! God bless you!
As a stay at home mom of three who battles with depression I am honestly saying I am so proud of you!!! It feels amazing when you get a room clean and smelling good!! I battle with this constantly and watching your videos has really inspired me. Much love and support for you!!!!
You did such a great job!! I'm on a self improvement journey as well and you are so inspiring!! I can relate on so many levels. I look forward to your videos and can't wait to see how far you make it. Everyone has their days so don't get down on yourself. You've proved that you CAN do it so no going back now!! I'm 30 yrs old with far less health problems so if you can do it I definitely can!! Thanks for getting me off my butt!! Hope to see another video soon. Sending love, encouragement and happy thoughts your way dear!!
Thank you so much!! I'm super happy to hear that I've inspired you! I'm still working at it....slowly but surely. Thanks again for such great words and for watching!!
Dear woman, you are such an inspiration and you put me to shame. I'm so happy you are feeling better, emotionally and physically. You are doing a wonderful job of reclaiming yourself and your house. One day I hope to do the same. (I posted on your kitchen segment, but I'm obviously watching these out of sequence. This is only the 3rd video I've seen so far.) Stay strong!
Great videos! Motivational & I love your personality!!! I laugh the entire time .. thank you for sharing your journey with all of us! 🌷💚
Thank you for watching and commenting!! I'm so happy I could make you laugh! :) Whining about the cleaning does seem to make it a little easier to do. lol
as do i!!! LOL
Keep doing what you're doing. You're a light to others... You're a light to me. Health wise I'm decently healthy, however, severe anxiety runs my life. I need to find coping skills. You go girl!!!!
So happy I found your channel. I admire you so much for overcoming health and depression and getting yourself up and about again. You're brave and strong and winning! Hugs!
I don't completely understand why I enjoy watching you clean so much, but I do. It is very satisfying. Maybe because I have struggled with keeping up with my own house work & organization most of my adult life and had several times when I did a big "getting my act together" cleanup like this. I think the kitchen video was my favorite so far. I also LOVE your "little monster" kitty.
a tip for the cat hair: rubber dish gloves! put them on and rub the cushion in circles and the cat hair will stick to the gloves and come off. :D
Well done! You must be so proud of yourself.💐
I am so impressed. I was have given up or gotten distracted halfway through and ended up with a bigger mess. Good job, you rock!
Wow! Go go you! You have made an immense difference to your home. Enjoy your space. Well done. Xx
Thank you!! That room is so nice to be in now.
Listening to music while you clean can help break up the monotony! I sometimes hate the constant quiet if I'm cleaning alone, so music definitely helps me :)
I found you and now in just one day I have watched each of your videos and have enjoyed myself. You should give yourself a pat on the back because you deserve it. I am sooooooooo very proud of you ....from one woman to another.
An old-fashioned wool dust-mop is my best friend for wooden floors. Doesn't stir up dust as much and captures it so much better than a broom! You are so inspirational!!
Great job and it took all you had. But you did it. It looks lovely. Thank you for taking us along your cleaning journey. Enjoy your " New me " journey and NEVER give up. 👍💕
You are doing great!! I am proud of you! As a mental health/substance abuse therapist...You are doing so great! Keep going! The struggle is real and you can accomplish everything and anything you set your mind too!
YOU inspire me to be my best version of myself again! Thank you sooooo much for being so real ❤
I normally never comment on anything but you just inspired me so much. I have suffered with depression for awhile and it just got worse after having three kids and I let my house and myself go. After discovering your videos today you have inspired me to get my house and my life back in order. Thank you and keep up the amazing work.
Your voice sounds so much more confident now. Hugs!
The biggest step is realizing YOU are worth a clean house. Congratulations! You are so inspiring to us all !!
My home got that bad. I threw everything and I mean everything in the dumpster and moved to start over clean
Deana Wells Not everyone can do this! She have a open heart surgery and look like she don't have no one to help her!
When I was a child my mom show me the goodness of helping other and not wait for nothing back!
Any time someone got a surgery or have a baby the community got together and help that family before and after the surgery.
People today don't teach their kids this values anymore:(
And many people don't even open their doors for other scared others will stole their crap!
Many live their life loving materialism and forgetting about to love others human's or even it self! Is sad the direction humanity is taking!
I suffer severe mental health issues with EUPD and these are so motivating thank you so much. It makes me feel better watching these things and I want to do mine now! Thanks from the UK. Hope this clean helps you x
It really is so much easier to deal with life in these clean rooms now. And has brightened my outlook on life. Thanks so much for watching and commenting!!
I love ❤ love ❤ love ❤ love ❤ love ❤ love ❤ love ❤ love ❤ love ❤ love ❤ your work & your video of you cleaning!!!!!! I wish I could have the will power 💪 to do the same thing too! Also I always get a charge out of seeing the dirty water too! Whenever I clean or even do the laundry! It says it's getting clean!
Very inspirational! You are an amazing person and its good to know you have finally rediscovered yourself. We have no idea how many other people out there go through the exact same feelings as ourselves but have no interest in sharing it with the world not knowing how much it moves others. Congrats on your rebirth. You are a great strong women pushing forward! Forward on!
Looking great babe!!! Keep going, you can do it!
Thank you!! And thanks for watching!!
You are not alone Brenda! I also like watching dirty water go down the drain. There's something very satisfying about it.
You are an inspiration!
Thank you!
It's all about retaking control of your life. You are an inspiration.
I think you should definitely number the jobs you have achieve, then give yourself a reward system. Say, give yourself a point for each job. E.g 100 points = A new nail polish, or a coffee with a friend, a relaxing walk in the park. Then you can plan ahead of what treats you might give yourself in the future, write them down and build up to bigger treats. Just a little suggestion because you are worth the rewards.
That is so nice of you!! What a great idea!! Can I exchange the nail polish for chocolate cupcakes?? Because....you know.....chocolate cake!!! lol Thanks so much!!
Chocolate cake it is! Gotta make the reward exciting. May your days ahead be filled with cupcake wrappers, which you have promptly put in the bin because your new you just does that!!! LOL
Hahaha!!! Love this comment!! And yes, not a wrapper to be seen as far as the eye can see!!
She deserves a Nobel Prize for cleaning those walls so thoroughly.
You seem like you are getting happier as you do this!
I have just found you. I watched part one with tears in my eyes. I have a kidney condition with leaves me in pain daily. I'm also a single mum and work full time. My son is 16 and a marvelous help...but still only 16. My home goes through phases like yours when I am so tired from work and in a world of pain. Thank you...you are an inspiration. I am on two weeks leave from work and you have inspired me to give my home a deep clean. We live in a small apartment which is inspected every 12 weeks by the property manager so it's tidy but cluttered and definately needs a deep clean. I will let you know how I go. Thank you again.
The amount of work you put into that living room was amazing. Everything looked so nice and sparkly after!
Yesssss!!! I am happy. You did it! Awesome job! i love your humor too. I think you should number. It feels amazing to see how much you've accomplished. TFS, hugs ~ Josie :)
How thorough you are, wow! That is some serious cleaning. Speaking of BAKING SODA.. I use a pinch of it in my morning coffee(s) to make it more ALKALINE. It is much better because coffee is an acidic beverage. It's been 2 weeks and I love it, you don't taste it at all. Just a pinch. Well, putting the Baking Soda in the shaker is a brilliant idea and using the Swiffer on the walls.... how come I didn't think of that!! I love my Swiffer too and have washable paint on the walls. I clean it once every year by hand (exhausting), but this time I'm going to use the Swiffer. Thanks for the idea. Excellent job you've done! x
Congratulations - I am very proud of you! I have a son also, and he takes care of me too. I haven't been myself since I lost my husband six years ago. I used to be 'clean', but now I just settle for being comfortable. Take a rest babe - you've earned it. Have a good day - KL.
I'm so inspired ....proud and happy for you. Thank you so much for your videos. We will be waiting for more ❤️❤️❤️
Thank you!! I'm working hard at battling the next room. Not sure yet who is winning. lol
I am proud of you for taking back your life. It's hard when life gets away from you, for what ever reason. I have to get my self in gear and watching you is inspiration.
Yeah, I need to destunk my house too!
The way you're doing it is fine. I'm glad you decided to make these videos. Thank you and please continue take care of yourself.
Fantastic. I just love watching. You've inspired me to tidy up my lounge. Its so lovely to sit in now. I didnt spring clean as were about to paint and tile around our fireplace but all in good time. I picked up my craft area (so i can use it), and cleared off my dining table which we havent sat at for a month, since we had painted the walls. I figured if this lady can endure the pain so can i. I Have to take breaks and get the kids involved but at least we're getting there and not going backwards. I used to be OCD about my house but after having open heart surgery, bad back etc etc i just couldn't clean like i used to. The irony is REAL!
Tfs & take care 🌹
The best part of it is when you're done and the next morning you wake up to a fresh place.priceless!:)
great job!! Also you mentioned that you wished the floors would stay that shiny, but they are older. My floors are 100 years old, original to our home, I use future floor polish. Sqirt it on I get on my knees with a rag to rug it in, but you could use a mop to do it. And they will glisten and shine!! Anyway...good on you! Job well done!
Thank you!! I'll try that. It's a little discouraging when you work so hard to clean it and an hour later it just looks blah. Thanks again for the tip and for watching!!
I do know the feeling! The future floor polish works great! If you cant find future...bright, or orange glow works great too! Its in a squirt bottle.
Thank you! I have it on my list for the next shopping day! I'll add those two, as well. These floors really needed to be sanded and refinished a decade ago. lol But that's not in the cards for now. The polish sounds perfect!! Thanks again!
I'd love to see how they turn out if you do try it. Kind of a "next level" for the living room cleaning. 😊. But seriously. You have done such an awesome job. Yay you. I'm loving your videos and thank you for being so open and sharing this process with us all. Like many others have said, you're inspiring me to tackle my own disorganized home 🙂
The best part is at the end when you do your checklist!!!!! I am so encouraged and in awe of all your hard work!!!!!! God bless your family - and cats 🐱 😇🙏🏽❤️
That checklist gives me such a feeling of accomplishment. Thank you for the great comment!
You're doing great!
You have a very attentive supervisor there.
:)
You'll find you become more relaxed in a tidy room.
My anxiety and depression go overboard when my place looks like 15 people live here instead of just one.
Then at some point I turn into OCD Mrs clean and can't stop.
Good for you! Looks great!
Well done. I have disabilities that came on suddenly and want to do more myself to keep my home tidy and this has inspired me to try x
I love your witty comments ! love how your real showing your inter pain from your depression ! what are your cats names? love them too! your inspiring me !
You are so awesome!! I'm working on a video now to introduce the cats. Should be posted soon.......ish. I'm a little slow sometimes. Lol. Thanks for the great comments.
You really worked so hard and doesn't matter how long it takes, just that you did it!
hi from Australia!
this is amazing i am a new subscriber and think that your goals to make a better you is something lots of people need to aspire too with themselves!
Im a mother of a 5 year old and 7 month old and struggle from depression which spills onto every aspect of my life such as a clean house etc.
i totally get your purposefor doing this and let me tell u it makes me want to do it for myself.
i would love to be yourfriend and proudthat ofallyou have rone thus far. go you! im celebrating with you all the way across the globe. keep going and please show me your crafting iam a crafter myself i have done very little the last few years so would love to get back into it... priscilla
Thank you so very much for these great words!! And hi back, Australia! It sounds like you have your hands full!! But those ages are so much fun! Thank you for commenting and watching!
You only need to number things if it makes you feel more productive. We know how much you've done - and are amazed! I haven't ever been so depressed that my house was "filthy" (your word), but I have been terribly unmotivated for several years and it shows in lack of neatness and organization. Before watching your videos the voice in my head said "Action is the cure." And you have proven fantastically that being productive not only makes you feel better, but the results and feeling better keep you motivated. You're awesome!
Another amazing job!! Love the covers for your furniture! Not sure if you have any extra blankets or throws but I have throw blankets and towels that I put on my furniture and my cats beds to help contain the cat hair. Then you just shake them out and toss in the washer. I still vacuum but it's much easier to wash something you can take off. If you don't have anything, if you can afford to thrift I bet you can find some useful stuff! I hope you take this as a helpful suggestion and not a bossy demand. Again I mean no offense and am so proud of what you're doing!!
Tip for the future, clean from the top to bottom, theres little point in mopping the floors and then cleaning the craft table as glitter will just fly back down to the floor xx
new subbie! I'm so happy for you :) It is really looking great. I'm sure you are also inspiring others too.
Thank you so much. And thank you for subscribing!
What an inspiration especially for those of us who suffer from depression and physical limitations
Proud of you.
You motivate me to get up and keep going on my house. I can't thank you enough. I don't believe I'm the only one you are helping. So proud of you.
A-MAZING! Great job with a fantastic outcome! Be proud of your achievements!!
Wow, what a difference on the walls. Amazing. Good for Inspector Cat!
The big reveal made me smile so much! Great job!
you began healing phycially then helped yourself heal mentally and spiritually. so many of us never take that second stop. God Bless
love your videos , great job
Thank you!! And thanks for watching!
The number doesn't matter. . . it's that you did it!!! Keep on keeping on! Congratulations on your endeavors !
You seem to be VERY good at doing you tube videos. The writing over the video footage telling us different things, excellent voice overs and your voice sounds do calm and peaceful. The editing and sped up bits too. All do hood! How did you learn? How do you do it?
That is so nice of you to say!! I've mainly learned through trial and error. And from watching UA-cam videos. lol UA-cam is an amazing learning tool. Type in anything you want to learn how to do and you'll find a ton of videos showing you how. But I've learned I can't hurry the process. With the living room video, I had the cleaning all done and recorded, and it still took me another weekish to do the editing and voiceover. And so far I haven't been able to do a single video yet without screwing up the voiceover at least twice and having to start from scratch. So I think the calmness is just from repetition. lol And putting the words on the screen is just fun!! Thank you so much for the great comment and for watching!!
you rock!!!! I love your way of looking at life. I applaud your determination and outlook!
Happy! Hugs, Zoe
Dear MNM, You are inspiring and being held in much admiration by me(and, I'm sure, others)! Much health and happiness being wished for you, with all my heart. I will watch everything you post. Enjoy all the uplifting comments you get. You deserve each one.
Loving these videos!
where have you been all my internet life?! You are awesome! I mean that sincerely. I'm not one to blow smoke up your butt.
I've been on the same journey as you are/were (?) on and you truly inspire me to at least open the drapes.
Thank you from my heart for doing this video and being so honest.about your mental health. Please...don't stop making them, you help SO much and I see it helps you too.
Love, I said LOVE your kitties...they are wayyyyy too cute! Little dynamo's!
YAY!
Thanks!!
That's amazing difference... I also love to see the dirty water it's the best part for me....
Yippee!!! You did it! I'm so proud of you!!! What a great feeling. I do get amazed at the dirty water when I pour it out. It's like I realize that there is dust and hair there, but the dirt gets me every time. I'm working on my list...I'm still in the kitchen! LOL! But, I did scrub the tub yesterday, so tomorrow if I do a quick wipe down in the bathroom with a good sweeping and a quick mopping the bathroom will be caught up. (yes I did the sink yesterday too, and the toilet tank has a bleach tab in it to keep the bowl sanitized, so I just need to wipe the outside). May I ask, what did you clean your old wooden floors with? I have very old wooden floors that greatly need mopping. Did you use Watergar?
Woohoo!!! Yay for you!! That's great! Once the top layer of grunge comes off it's so much easier to keep up, isn't it?
I can't believe I just sat here and watched an over 15 minute video of you cleaning your house! How fascinating and simplistic. I cheer you on with every sweep of the broom and push of the mop. You are cleaning physically and emotionally. You really are an encouragement to others. Who could shake their head or turn up their nose at your prior living conditions. You're actually doing something about your problem! Good for you. Can't wait to see what's to come.
We are the exact same person except I'm 14
Hi, Twin!! Thank you so much for watching and commenting!
Such courage, my lady, in the midst of debilitating health problems. Keep at it! I'm behind you and praying for you! God be with you!