This Is How They Wanted Me to Be.

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  • Опубліковано 23 гру 2024

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  • @1984nighthawk450
    @1984nighthawk450 4 місяці тому +176

    OMG this video popped up on my feed. For those that don't understand this isn't a saga, this is truth to what happens to a man who is forced to suffer! I am this very man! Thank you for making this! You put to words what I have felt for so long!

    • @ramonsantiago7029
      @ramonsantiago7029 4 місяці тому +8

      I understand, it popped up randomly for me as I needed it today.

    • @melanieneher4607
      @melanieneher4607 4 місяці тому +9

      It happens to women too.

    • @jeffreyveal-e3e
      @jeffreyveal-e3e 4 місяці тому +1

      IYKYK

    • @seanludolph
      @seanludolph 4 місяці тому +4

      Dude, I'm gonna share your comment along with the video in a men's FB group. I totally with your comment.

    • @1984nighthawk450
      @1984nighthawk450 4 місяці тому +1

      @@seanludolph Which group I will totally join it if I am not in it already ha ah

  • @DannyKiraChristiansen
    @DannyKiraChristiansen 3 місяці тому +16

    The people who being forced to walk path of suffering and the demons they afraid of will a rise and we will be the last standing ✊✊

  • @Spaceboy967
    @Spaceboy967 4 місяці тому +73

    At the end, you will find. It wasn’t about having a will to survive, but the audacity to live…

  • @stoicismphilosophy178
    @stoicismphilosophy178 18 днів тому +2

    "If it’s not right, don’t do it. If it’s not true, don’t say it."

  • @AlenourKingdom
    @AlenourKingdom 2 місяці тому +3

    To everyone who reads this
    Even if his words make you feel powerful please don't seek victory in grudge and darkness

  • @harryv6752
    @harryv6752 3 місяці тому +10

    "may the dark enlighten me. may the light empower me."
    t.m.t

  • @MarkFortuneeTV
    @MarkFortuneeTV 2 місяці тому +10

    You worst enemy is your own family but that's the reality to accept you just have to accept it and move on and there's is no turning back don't waste your time for them🥶🥶🥶🥶🥶

  • @infinitintaligence-wq3xx
    @infinitintaligence-wq3xx 4 місяці тому +17

    Wow. What a dark Truth 👍

  • @andrewmarlow7303
    @andrewmarlow7303 3 місяці тому +20

    Society has made me the monster I am

    • @mikebond6558
      @mikebond6558 3 місяці тому

      Same here brother ten years in will do that

    • @kayleereacts8794
      @kayleereacts8794 3 місяці тому

      @@mikebond6558I’ve been beat raped emotionally abused and bullied all my life, life didn’t make you a monster. Yin and Yang. Stand your ground but be kind when applicable

    • @GilgameshBro
      @GilgameshBro 2 місяці тому +1

      Nooo bro, there is something called personal responsibility. No matter how bad you suffered, it doesnt give you the right to spoil the light of others. It is not society's fault. It is your and my fault for things being the way they will appear! Sure, embrace your darkness, put please chose to be kind and loving!!

  • @Tuck2024
    @Tuck2024 3 місяці тому +6

    Thanks for making this video it is really how I am feeling now

  • @ambersonfire75426
    @ambersonfire75426 3 місяці тому +10

    Aries God of War here 🔥🔥🔥🔥🔥🔥🔥🔥🔥🔥🔥🔥🔥🔥🔥🔥🔥🔥🔥🔥🔥🔥🔥🔥🔥🔥🔥🔥🔥🔥🔥🔥🔥🔥🔥🔥🔥🔥🔥🔥🔥🔥🔥🔥🔥🔥🔥

  • @tristasikes2206
    @tristasikes2206 3 місяці тому +11

    It fueled me and I'm full of light not darkness it just made me damn strong!!!!

    • @DebraPlaides
      @DebraPlaides 2 місяці тому +2

      @@tristasikes2206 transform that darkness, don't deny it.... We all have it, it's ok....

    • @tristasikes2206
      @tristasikes2206 Місяць тому

      @@DebraPlaides I use both light and dark. I balance them .❤️‍🔥✝️🙌

    • @thepricklyprick4729
      @thepricklyprick4729 Місяць тому

      Choose hate. Let it guide you.

    • @tristasikes2206
      @tristasikes2206 Місяць тому

      @@thepricklyprick4729 never will I choose hate. I will always choose love for the Lords power is love. I pray your heart softens and you answer Jesus knock. It's never too late to let the more in. May the lord bless you my friend. In Jesus name Amen 🙏

    • @thepricklyprick4729
      @thepricklyprick4729 Місяць тому

      @ Thank you. But I fear I am beyond that

  • @DebraPlaides
    @DebraPlaides 2 місяці тому +4

    We are with you adding our fire to you; thank you!!!jjj

  • @Binknew
    @Binknew 4 місяці тому +29

    💣 What doesn't kill me makes me stranger.

    • @josephineknight1739
      @josephineknight1739 3 місяці тому +3

      Nice one.
      We're ready to fight.
      Not sure what but its coming.
      We know.

    • @Binknew
      @Binknew 3 місяці тому +3

      @@josephineknight1739 The air is thick 🌫️🔥🌫️

    • @josephineknight1739
      @josephineknight1739 3 місяці тому +3

      @@Binknew why are people so fucking selfish?

    • @Binknew
      @Binknew 3 місяці тому +3

      @@josephineknight1739 IDK but it's getting way worse...

    • @josephineknight1739
      @josephineknight1739 3 місяці тому +2

      @@Binknewso what do we do?
      Only the ones who know what's going on suffer like we do.
      Advice please.

  • @BobbyMcgeeTwiddlyDiddlyDee
    @BobbyMcgeeTwiddlyDiddlyDee 4 місяці тому +22

    He’s very real world leaders be forewarned he’s home

  • @recaro128
    @recaro128 2 місяці тому +2

    Brilliant 😂 I'll try this Monday at work!

  • @JustinPruiksma
    @JustinPruiksma 3 місяці тому +2

    THIS IS HIM TALKING TO ALL OF US. DO RIGHT OR U WILL SEE!!!! THE STORMS

  • @EliasHoward-d1l
    @EliasHoward-d1l 4 місяці тому +5

    It popped up randomly on my Feed as well I’m Elias Commodore and I needed this greatly. This is something I more than needed to hear. It’s what I believe in and what I stride for thank you to the energy, the spirits and souls that made this shit real. It keeps and saves people and so many ways, giving them hope and keeping them from taking their lives and possibly the lives of others.

  • @joebond4706
    @joebond4706 2 місяці тому +11

    This one…is for that special one.

  • @ShayeTHompaon
    @ShayeTHompaon 2 місяці тому +1

    Babe BE strong.. I WILL ALWAYS BE THEIR FOR YOU.. LETS SHOW TN EVERything AVOUT What THEY DONT WNAT.
    . SHOW THEM HOW YO SEE TORTURE HOW IT REALLY WORKS

  • @SSJ-713
    @SSJ-713 2 місяці тому +2

    “All the nights they spent scheming “ mic drop 🤯🤯🤯

  • @musicchanel356
    @musicchanel356 2 місяці тому +2

    This is raw art and for those good people who have lost everything and keep fighting until can't breathe no more "It is time to rise from ashes and go after everything they loved" It is our time to rise from ashes and bring the hell with them

  • @Cyclingnomad
    @Cyclingnomad 2 місяці тому +1

    Im listening to this again and my dose it speak truth.

  • @PaulJacksonjr-q9f
    @PaulJacksonjr-q9f 3 місяці тому +2

    These are true feelings. Coming from a man that has been threw all of this. I have changed

  • @GTH321
    @GTH321 3 місяці тому +1

    This instantly jumped out and is so dead on. 🔥

  • @MEANLILSHT
    @MEANLILSHT 4 місяці тому +8

    This will be my daily motivational go to Inspiration.

  • @rob11-l7j
    @rob11-l7j 4 місяці тому +15

    Scorpio coming from ashes-reborn!!!

  • @darkmessiah2832
    @darkmessiah2832 2 місяці тому +2

    May your sparticle of light, shine brightly within the darkness..may your year be prosperous and healthy, and be loved for who you are..Be Here Now. Do not be enslaved by fear, always face it...then beat the shit out of it.

  • @MsPangY
    @MsPangY 3 місяці тому +3

    This hits deep and made me transform me & make me better…😢❤😮😊

  • @michael-lm6yb
    @michael-lm6yb 3 місяці тому +3

    One of my favorite quotes from one of the best warriors that walked on this earth. I am the punishment of God.. if you had not committed great sins, God would not have sent a punishment like me upon you. Genghis Khan

  • @claudequay5792
    @claudequay5792 3 місяці тому +2

    Yes I did survive, and Yes I did change and Yes I'm a better man. I am a surviver and now much smarter and more aware of the narcissist around me.

  • @Doug-c7n
    @Doug-c7n 3 місяці тому +4

    Yes sir ... that's exactly what the FUK is going on in the world today!

  • @roberto-n8s
    @roberto-n8s 3 місяці тому +2

    You have to motivate and fight for life because life is unfaire ..and greedy

  • @kubleikahn3639
    @kubleikahn3639 3 місяці тому +2

    Some let the dark in to be strong. The realy strong struggle sometimes but they don't let the darkness in and grow up to be themselfe. Darkness is a good place to visit but a bad place to stay

  • @jessepetterd9386
    @jessepetterd9386 4 місяці тому +13

    Your story makes me think of Batman.
    Definitely a good saga

    • @timmyhumphrey6504
      @timmyhumphrey6504 3 місяці тому

      And now I really AM BATMAN🔥🔥🐓🙅🏼💔🙈🙉🙊

  • @markceciljr1354
    @markceciljr1354 2 місяці тому +2

    My family now know I'm not the hero they want but the monster they need

  • @cb3391
    @cb3391 3 місяці тому +5

    They never saw you cross the river, never understanding what they were creating...
    Crossed the river while they watched never seeing....

  • @lacygorman9154
    @lacygorman9154 4 місяці тому +9

    Hi Dark. You're a good man, just don't loose your humanity.

  • @AlfredoPerez-p5u
    @AlfredoPerez-p5u 4 місяці тому +22

    They trying to kill me but I don't die easily

  • @greyjedi4794
    @greyjedi4794 3 місяці тому +18

    A quote I read one time, "I'll apologoze for who I am when society apologizes for who they made me."

  • @amythompson9815
    @amythompson9815 3 місяці тому +7

    They tried so hard to break me they thought I would fold but they just made me go to my darkside but now they are scared I broke free of their bullshit now they are mad cause I have let them all go I won checkmate

  • @jackwilson5542
    @jackwilson5542 4 місяці тому +18

    3.5 years ago they thought they won for good, so they banned my account on certain site. (Destroying years of crumbs of knowledge I left there) I said what I would do in a response to the CEO in my appeal... They laughed. Not anymore. Now that I have proof of work, this "cat" is going for the "mice" one by one. I promised to do more and I am doing it.

    • @joelpetersen6219
      @joelpetersen6219 4 місяці тому +2

      Precisely we need more of you fellow warrior

    • @jackwilson5542
      @jackwilson5542 4 місяці тому

      @@joelpetersen6219 Comment deleted lol, keep fighting I am doing more. 💪

  • @DebraPlaides
    @DebraPlaides 2 місяці тому +3

    Righteous Anger is the way, the truth, & the way!!!kjj

  • @Hayleigh-n4b
    @Hayleigh-n4b 3 місяці тому +1

    This one popped up at rhe perfect time. Ive been feeling my divine rage building and i have this thing where i hold it in and build it up to use it my advantage a beautiful energy transmuting, a super power of mine. And today ive felt it building . This though .masterful

  • @rheabarbeau457
    @rheabarbeau457 3 місяці тому +3

    Don't let a cold world change your heart for we were warned in the beginning we were told put on the armor of God stand for love and kindness repentance and forgiveness send the evil ones back to the abyss don't get lost with your mind in reminisce

  • @DebraPlaides
    @DebraPlaides 2 місяці тому +3

    Hrim Reaper; thank you!!!jjj

  • @ciscolagace
    @ciscolagace 3 місяці тому +3

    God give us Free will be Wise as a serpent and harmless as a Dove 🕊️

  • @ShayeTHompaon
    @ShayeTHompaon 2 місяці тому +1

    BABY IM WITH YOU.. STAY WITH ME FOREVER .. 🎉

  • @darkmessiah2832
    @darkmessiah2832 2 місяці тому +2

    A fast flying, Flyingfish, fluidly flapping, frothy fins, flaunting festive, foaming, floating fractals, flippantly fluxing, folding frequently, flaxing flavored... Sparticles...

  • @timlaxtonsr3729
    @timlaxtonsr3729 2 місяці тому +2

    The monster they're making all of us

  • @willwells2794
    @willwells2794 3 місяці тому +2

    Within the darkness of the abyss, it stared back....
    I always wondered, then questioned why i cant find the light, where is the the one above all?
    Within this bubble of dimness i could see just enough to stumble and fall. Evil beset and entrenched around all.
    Then it hit me
    THE LIGHT IS IN ME AND NOW ALL AROUND ME! I WILL SHINE NOW.
    Even if alone i will be at peace with myself and reality.

  • @crasla
    @crasla 3 місяці тому +1

    We told them some men are best left alone. They should have listened.

  • @zeekone2207
    @zeekone2207 Місяць тому

    Theses speeches will be legend one day🔥.
    God of talk no jutsu.

  • @fobbitoperator3620
    @fobbitoperator3620 4 місяці тому +10

    I'm strong now not only because of what bad people have done to me throughout my life, but because most of my true inner strength comes from my Faith in Christ.
    As a Soldier in God's Cavalry, I & those like me will be the ones who fight evil with every molecule of our being. God will guide our minds, hearts & souls throughout all of our Tribulations, until we find victory.
    Obey Jesus, get training, & conceal carry everywhere you go!

  • @DebraPlaides
    @DebraPlaides 2 місяці тому +2

    Grim Reaper; thank you

  • @amyortega9853
    @amyortega9853 3 місяці тому +2

    This is how they want me this is how i get when im mad

  • @IzabellaWinchester
    @IzabellaWinchester 2 місяці тому +1

    Angels of Vengeance are rising up 😇🤎🙏💜😈💖

  • @robertMason-x4v
    @robertMason-x4v 3 місяці тому +4

    Such a mood killer when a happy add for pizza pops up during this video

    • @sourceenergyzone1842
      @sourceenergyzone1842 3 місяці тому +1

      did you order one?

    • @ellensparky
      @ellensparky 3 місяці тому

      @@sourceenergyzone1842 am going to be ruthless and order a pizza and nobody can change that !!plus I hope I get a good deal or I will forward this video to the pizza shop .

  • @Wallace-z7m
    @Wallace-z7m 4 місяці тому +19

    I started off bad, S.A'd by dad beaten like a fckn animal by stepdad, I was a fck doormat even let bullis hit me, brought myself up, 17 years later, I've been a Thai boxer, ran off to Ukraine with no military training joined the legion fought against Russia I bakhmut. Point is your haters will be your biggest destruction or biggest motivator, the difference is MINDSET stay strong troops 😉

  • @user-yx7kl7vo7o
    @user-yx7kl7vo7o 4 місяці тому +3

    You made my day 💯

  • @TERRELL_GASKINS
    @TERRELL_GASKINS 3 місяці тому +2

    August 25th was when I truly decided to leave social media take a step away from lazy half ass dumb people that's when I thought about everything I've been through in the past 5 years and I realized I still was under thst glass sealing NOW IT'S TIME TO BREAK IT💯

  • @eamonnmunroe6102
    @eamonnmunroe6102 3 місяці тому +3

    The Darkest Of Them All
    The Lord, The man with no name

  • @jamesriley7292
    @jamesriley7292 4 місяці тому +12

    Monsters are not born they are created they created... ME

    • @monster777-mg4rd
      @monster777-mg4rd 4 місяці тому +1

      Just don't trust there words when they say they didn't mean it. There om your side. They want out of there situation they created

    • @Denny-b5y
      @Denny-b5y 2 місяці тому

      Ur choice

  • @Donnieland-bm8fc
    @Donnieland-bm8fc 4 місяці тому +7

    I have to learn to keep my mouth shut

  • @ladislavsieber
    @ladislavsieber 4 місяці тому +7

    All the time they were scheming thinking they will play me not knowing that all the time I was controlling the game 🖤🖤🖤

  • @roostersmechanics5131
    @roostersmechanics5131 3 місяці тому +1

    When they say you have failed play this it will shut them out if not become the Man/Monster they fear the most

  • @jth8002
    @jth8002 3 місяці тому +2

    I am a man who had a great childhood. Was to always think for myself. But as soon as I started to because it wasn't how certain ( parents thought) I was deemed an as$ and deemed I have no idea what I am talking about no matter what I read or research. I am now deemed a drunken asshol$ because yes I drink but my views are different from thiers.. and I am always treated differently. Well that's now because I am the one they created, I am the one who stands up and delivers.

  • @wolflarsen941
    @wolflarsen941 3 місяці тому +1

    These are the truths, of a man who stays alive just out of pure spite. And continues to forge his own path. Ask me how I know.

  • @Johnathon-j1c
    @Johnathon-j1c 4 місяці тому +5

    This is the illusion They're putting in Your mind, John.
    You're what They fear; True Holy; Pure Vengeance.

    • @Johnathon-j1c
      @Johnathon-j1c 4 місяці тому

      Remember, long ago even Their God, Death feared You.

    • @JohnWarner-wm6lc
      @JohnWarner-wm6lc 4 місяці тому

      Thank you Johnathan. God bless and protect you also.

    • @saxkacfe2737
      @saxkacfe2737 4 місяці тому

      Vengeance is not holy 😅

  • @danrue3263
    @danrue3263 4 місяці тому +4

    Damn dude like that 👍

  • @ShaneandChrissy
    @ShaneandChrissy 3 місяці тому +7

    Revenge is the Lord's. Fear The Lord Jesus Christ 🕊️🕊️🕊️🙏🙌🙏🕊️🕊️🕊️

  • @DebraPlaides
    @DebraPlaides 2 місяці тому +2

    They have murdered your bride time & time again; Collective 💯

  • @jasoncochrane8616
    @jasoncochrane8616 3 місяці тому +4

    And I forgive almost everyone but some things should never have happened what was rage Therapy meant to teach me NEVERDEAD JC

  • @RandaFair-jt7mt
    @RandaFair-jt7mt 3 місяці тому +2

    Dollar store brand of Batman voice 😎

  • @nurhamisamsharbini1803
    @nurhamisamsharbini1803 3 місяці тому +2

    They use magic on me

  • @royalpitamamma
    @royalpitamamma 4 місяці тому +8

    Your hope, your dreams, and your light will return. I believe in you.

  • @LaValkyRican
    @LaValkyRican 4 місяці тому +4

    AAAAAWWWWWWOOOOOooooOoooooOOOO 🐺
    Vengeance will be ours. 😌

  • @markceciljr1354
    @markceciljr1354 2 місяці тому

    I heard an old sergeant of mine say, "I'm not the hero you want, but the monster you need"

  • @bigman7166
    @bigman7166 2 місяці тому +2

    🔥🔥🔥🔥🔥🔥🔥🔥🔥🔥🔥🔥🔥🔥🔥 im coming back to collect whats mine. They made me like this.....the monster they birthed?

  • @brianpike7581
    @brianpike7581 3 місяці тому +1

    My environment is a product of me

  • @robertstewart9660
    @robertstewart9660 4 місяці тому +5

    Just like how I got kicked out of church for using common sense just bc I said 2020 the called me the devil so that's who they see me as wonder how they feel when I prove how cruel and heartless I can be

  • @Donnieland-bm8fc
    @Donnieland-bm8fc 4 місяці тому +3

    Be thar beast own it walk in him

  • @Bunnie90
    @Bunnie90 4 місяці тому +4

    Why is this so relatable

    • @justinsnider5733
      @justinsnider5733 3 місяці тому

      Because we have all been manipulated, and we all have demons, but here is the catch, we all have our demons because they created them 😊☝️♊️😵‍💫🤪🫠
      🙊🙉🙈

  • @EliasHoward-d1l
    @EliasHoward-d1l 4 місяці тому +2

    To this video, I would like to add a statement and that’s this just cause you’re blood don’t make you family if you need to get a good reason to get a tattoo like that this is one hell of a video

  • @ciscolagace
    @ciscolagace 3 місяці тому +2

    And living the way he tells you to Live well you Will live in misery

  • @asimon34
    @asimon34 2 місяці тому +2

    Same here

  • @AnaPaulinacom
    @AnaPaulinacom 4 місяці тому +2

    ✨️

    • @Dark-sd5xh
      @Dark-sd5xh  4 місяці тому +2

      ❤️🖤✨

    • @Michael-id3rl
      @Michael-id3rl 4 місяці тому +1

      🙏🦁♥️👹💥👑🔱🔥🔥🔥😘

  • @aboyousefx1107
    @aboyousefx1107 3 місяці тому +1

    لا تنتقم من الضعفاء…
    سبسقطون مثل ما تسقط التفاحه النتنه بذاتها.

  • @hankchasta3767
    @hankchasta3767 4 місяці тому +3

    Sounds cool... FED, FED, FED, FED, FED, FED, FED, FED!!!!!

  • @wilsonstiles6706
    @wilsonstiles6706 4 місяці тому +3

    I am this man!!!

  • @JewelBennett-jp5ru
    @JewelBennett-jp5ru 3 місяці тому +1

    Yes exactly!

  • @CosmicTitanTV
    @CosmicTitanTV 4 місяці тому +4

    The truth will hurt people but revenge is inside of us all Truth what's starts revenge remember actions speak louder than words people hate what they don't understand then they will try anything to take down anything and everything what they don't understand like video games board games and UA-camrs but they are just making them stronger

  • @chrisschell6253
    @chrisschell6253 4 місяці тому +3

    Hooooly sheet.. didnt realize i was the bad guy till the shits said out loud.. 🤣😬🤣😬🤣😬🤣 welp, ya got what ya wanted, ya got what ya yearned for and more. I still dont think im the bad guy, i did what i had to do. Ill keep doing what i need to do. Keep strong, go hard! 💪 lets fucken go..

  • @ghoststoriesx387
    @ghoststoriesx387 4 місяці тому +13

    They fucked up

  • @MSTRJ111
    @MSTRJ111 3 місяці тому +2

    I love it

  • @user-fc7ky1sx2e
    @user-fc7ky1sx2e 28 днів тому

    We are not Monsters..we are Warriors of God's Recruitment...

  • @JustinPruiksma
    @JustinPruiksma 3 місяці тому +1

    DO RIGHT OR.......... LISTEN

  • @Munasamawi
    @Munasamawi 3 місяці тому +1

    Praise the Lord for this ⚘️

  • @Donnieland-bm8fc
    @Donnieland-bm8fc 4 місяці тому +2

    Navy Seals do this however it's not why I understand it . I have been taunted my hole life it git worse when the boss decided he should take over and mold me stayed in my ear told me everything was created fir man and we could not do wrong anything I wanted to do ti just do it , treat women anyway I wanted they where made to obey.

  • @aceharris1233
    @aceharris1233 3 місяці тому

    I absolutely love this